Never have I loved a film this much! I don't believe any other film can beat this. It needs a little touch ups here and there but other wise, pure brilliance! I just love how it faces the facts of reality, sad but true. It doesn't have some cheesy fake/stereotypical story but true reality.I am in love.
that was GREAT! i was hooked, the ending sooo sad :( i hope that durran and derek when't to Miami and lived long and happy lives together at least thats whet i'm hoping they just look so good together : ) thank you for the movie awsome job keep up the good work!
Dont do it boys.But if your already leading that kind of life,getout of it now. If you cant, only do safe sex.Insist on it. By the way most gayguys in europe wear sexy mini-briefs not those turn-off ugly shorts.
i was waiting all day at school to caome home and watch. I can't believe my Alex is dead ;n; He was so adowable. But at least now Steve and Daren can be together! :D
I think it requires real talent to make a movie like this. There are so many big hollywood movies which are famous for nothing but only for the name of the actresses/actors therein and movies like this one which actually show artistic talent and deep meanins go by unnoticed, which is very unfair. Great movie, which, in my opinion, has addressed some ugly but undeniable true realities of our modern world..
I think it requires real talent to make a movie like this. There are so many big hollywood movies which are famous for nothing but only for the name of the actresses/actors therein and movies like this one which actually show artistic talent and deep meanins go by unnoticed, which is very unfair. Great movie, which, in my opinion, has addressed some ugly but undeniable true realities of our modern world..
I absolutley LOVE this film. It had so many touching moments and hit straight to my heart all the way. Im so looking forward to what you have coming up next. Keep up the amazing work. Imma fan :)
This is so heavy and so touching. I love it, I love it so much, you've done a great job. There are other interesting films out there but ones which are interesting as a whole but not all the time. This one however is intriguing and emotional all the way. I wish I could think of a storyline as awesome as this one. F***ing hilarious. :D
@bigshot102 thanks i relly love this movie it was great and i cant stop watching it it just said what happened to alex he was like my fav charactor a think were similars in a way great job by far best movie i have seen:)But still not sure about the ending?can u pleace explain:)And thanks dispite my lack of sleep i was able to have a great day this movie realy help:)
@bigshot102 thanks i relly love this movie it was great and i cant stop watching it it just said what happened to alex he was like my fav charactor a think were similars in a way great job by far best movie i have seen:)But still not sure about the ending?can u pleace explain:)And thanks dispite my lack of sleep i was able to have a great day this movie realy help:)
Sorry in the back of my mind i knew alex was going to die even at the begging when i saw him and his problems but i had hopes then they werw dashed sorry kind of sleppy i ha been up since 2 days im getting ready to go to school i fell like im running on emty i dont even know what im typing any way great movie it was great i loved it i should rewached it when im not so drauzy got to got to school ;-)
@rnomemy Thanks for your comments! I'm glad you enjoyed the experience and it made my day to receive these nice comments from you. Enjoy your day at school :)
In the end i started to cry in the back of my mind i just know that alex was going to best movie boy love ever and i have watched a lot from almost evry country from cute and romantic like the takumi kun series from japan to( cant remember the name) but it involved a father malesting his son wich was sad ad disteving and this was the BEST EVER AWSOME JOB and im like the only girl from my friends that likes boy love movies is tha weird 0_0 can som 1 tell me what happend at the end please
Loved this film, and I definitely felt it at school today that I'd stayed up until 3am watching it! Was very addicting, just couldn't turn it off in favour of going to sleep! Hope to see and hear much more from you in the coming years!
@cathrine1990 Well thank you so much! I hope to upload an uninterrupted full version of this soon as YouTube allows me unlimited time uploads now. Cheers!
I applaud you for this great film. I think is shows the reality of neglected and abused young boys....who are then caught in a nightmare of attempting to survive. My one suggestion ..... if you are continuing to edit would be for Darren and Steve to board the bus for Miami. That would leave some hope that we all need.....hope for the future.
OMG!!!! I loooooooooovvvvvvvvvveeeeeeeeeeeeee this movie alot, it is really sad to say goodbye to Alex. I think that all three of these boys are reaaaaaaaallllly cuuuuttee!!!
Wow...Rough, raw, poignant. I could not stop watching it. Now, I really need a drink. If you can make movies with this much passion, you will be loved at Cannes (if they can handle the rawness of the emotion).
If I were going to hire one on these guys, it would be Steve. He has the best body and appears to be the most attentive and careing. Alex is the most boyish or submisive and might just do anything. Darron would be a good buddy or best friend to hang out with.
Thank you so much for your beautiful comment. You've made my day! Yes, life can be hard and for all the pleasures and happiness it brings us it also reminds us that one day it will end. Alex's life ended in the most beautiful way, in the arms of two people that loved him.
Even though based on a low budget film, this is by far the best one I have seen in years. Not only it was done in such moving way but it gives out a strong message. Sad but true. Life does not end all the time like a fairy tale. Reality is harsh but we must accept it. Thank you so much for sharing this beautiful story. I loved it. It really opened my eyes at the end as it states that we must be ready to say goodbye. So true.
i love this clips... thank you for uploading.. now i realized.. that we need to value our life and not to waste it,, i was thinking of alex, hes a very lucky human, he got a loyal and loving steve, and a very good friend darren, but he didn't treasure it, he waste all what he got.. but im a little hurt for darren, he love steve so much but he thinks of alex, but in the end no one's gonna be happy if someone dies...... but thank you bigshot102 you enlighten me.... again thank you
@wilfredobel You're very, very welcome. I'm glad my film touched you the way it did. Thank you for taking the time to write to me. All the best to you!
@initlolz Yes, Alex dies in the end. Download the newer version through the link above. That version has narration as well...you'll enjoy it a lot more.
@bigshot102 Well, thank you for taking the time to reply. You really have a gift, you drew me in from the first, made me care and believe. Many thanks!
Thank YOU, I know that to make a movie like this you already knew, but I appreciate you as an artist and a person. I'm also a recovering iv drug user so I really related to a lot, but one thing I am clueless about is "Tina" what drug is that a reference to?
Thank you for this movie, it reminds me a little of All Over Me in a couple of ways, but mostly because it's the kind of movie that will save lives. I'm a 36 year old lesbian who owes her life to movies and music that I could relate to and if I would have seen this when I was younger and struggling with my sexuality I would have known every word abd scene from watching your movie over and over. I believe when you change a life you change the world, so thanks for changing the world.
@stephsbis If I could I would hug you for those beautiful words. You brought a tear to my eye and it is for people like you that I make my films. Much love.
@bigshot102 There needs to be 2nd movie made. STRUGGLE Steve and Derren's life after Alex or something like that but there's more left to this story isnt there? Please make another one with the same actors for Steve and Derren!
The movie has to be one of the FEW best gay themed films I've seen so far. Two questions: is the actor who played "Steve" a Russian , because he had no accent when he spoke Russian in the movie? Are all of the main characters in this film gay in real life--if not, they sure did play gay characters very well.
@etamlous The actor is Canadian with a Russian family. He taught himself how to speak Russian that's why he has no accent. All three actors are gay. I'm glad you enjoyed my film and happy that you rate it so high in your viewing experience! Thanks again!
this movie is amazing......everyone who is dealing with drugs or is in love with someone that is in love with another person needs to see this movie.......im glad i ran into this movie...it made my sunday night entertained.....thank you :)
@tanitolu100 Thanks so much for your lovely comments! It means a great deal to me when a person takes the time to tell me they enjoyed my film. All my best!
i like how the love between stevie and alex is so tender and unconditional despite the chaotic world they live in... this film has lots of potential. i hope you make it big someday :)
I waited until after watching the last part to comment and I have to say that I loved this film. Conveying a message of tenderness, love, friendship, and family in a situation that can easily be viewed as depressing, difficult, full of loss (self, self-worth, future, and possibilities). Even with a storyline involving drugs, prostitution, and rape the scenes were done tastefully. I think this film was done with great talent and by a very considerate person. Many thanks!!
@jthulan Thank you! You know...all these nice comments you folks are making are going to give me a big head! I'm so glad my film meant something to you!
this my 2nd time of watching this movie,and decided to comment since u reply ur fans..
The camera and the lightening was perfect,and the central message to accept whts comes to u and know when to say goodbye,is so true..happens in our lives always.
The acting was super...it really kept me awake all night and redirects my life once again by giving me a spur to move on.
Hello Sim! Thanks for your note. It really does mean a lot to me to know that people so far away are enjoying my film. It was a labour of love and a lot of hard work. All the best to you!
@XxMusicMonsterxX666 Heya. Go to the "view movie" . Right click on "512kb mpeg4" then regular click on "save link as". That should work for you. Glad you enjoyed the movie!
Your movie turned out to be completley different from what I expected as I first started watching it. Beautiful story, gorgeous actors, and full of heart. And Sapphire, she is divine! Thanks so much for creating this film. The link to the newer version does not seem to be working. Please tell me how I can see it!
@lnp102 Thanks for your lovely comment! In the "Play/Download" box on the left side of the page at archive.org if you right click on the first file (the mpeg) then left click on "save link" your download should start.
That was just..... wow. That was a great movie. It was so sad though... and I'm curious to know what happened to Steve and Darren but I don't want to download it. haha xD
amazing n highly commendable movie but very emotional tragic when Alex what about Miami visit thanks (bigshot102 ) for launching soo cute movie i highly appreciate u for this thankssssssss
OhmyGod. This was actually really good, took a while to get in it and some of the smaller part's acting was a bit meh but it was a budget film so totally understandable. And Alex dying omg :(
What happened to Steve and Darren in the end though, it doesnt really say? Did they make it to Miami? D:
@Janeyyy94 If you go to the download (it's free) just skip ahead to the end and you'll see what happens to Steve. It's sad! Thanks for your comments and I'm glad you enjoyed it. Cheers.
@LOoVeExD You can download a newer version of it if you click on the link. It's free. It tells what happens to Stevie at the end as the narration is more complete.
well maybe I'm just having an emotional day, but I've been in tears twice during this film, which speaks for itself for how beautiful it is. well done.
What a beautiful movie! The title speaks for itself. At times we cannot explain what really love is, bottom line the unconditional love between Alex and Steve was the core message of the movie! Thank you for sharing. Great work!
Omg.. That was the greatest movie I've seen in a long time. Like I had tears in my eyes. No joke. Alex dying plus Steve disappearing and Darren not getting the love of his life is too much to consume. This movie was so emotional and great. I give you guys the biggest praise possible :)
@bristiday512 Thank you so much for your lovely comment. I'm very happy that my film touched you so. I don't know the song's title but if you send me your email in a private message I'll send you an mp3 of it.
I want to mention that you got me to cry fromthe beginning of this till the end, it is great how you have hit, pushed our emotions, great job, thanks and well done. Now make something happier. I want to see more of your work, maybe even contribute.
nice work :) think the story was preety good. few things should be added to the movie, like PEP - as someone refered already), and even more customer/prostitute interaction showing a bit of the psicologocal efects it has on the prostitutes. love Alex and Steve 2gether :)
Hey thanks for your comments. I'm finishing the narration now, so might add in the PEP bit. Makes sense. It was a conscious decision on my part not to show any interaction between prostitute and client, physical or psychological. Glad you liked it, keep checking back, you'll be able to download the latest version soon.
i will be glad to it. understand your decition in not showing the interaction. the only reason i mention that is because lots of prostitutes needs drugs to make it "easier" in having sex with the clients.
Oh lord forgive me but for at least the past 4 parts i've been waiting like, "is this bitch dead yet or what?" and secretly I've been tempted.. lol. And the part where Darren is crying/whining for the other guy to love him... tone that down, lol, nobody on earth would think he was attractive in the middle of all that madness and I had just decided he WAS attractive when this scene came up and totally killed it for me... lol, the magic just left.. I liked it, tho in spite of all.
I believe you! He might b just a tad more believable and more sympathetic if he was just a tad less whiny, maybe it perturbs me because it reminds me of myself, as I have been at times, and never want to b again.. maybe u should leave it in... LOL!
@bigshot102 keep the wailing scene! if its the one where he is like - 'i dont need you' totally keep it in - i know its tragic, but i cried at that part. i cried 3 times in this film - and yes - i am gay so its expected but i seriously never ever cry at films. this has astounded me!
@nnckbrwr123 Well thank you sir! If you subscribe you'll be able to be notified of the release of the downloadable new version. It's much better than the YouTube version!
Hey thanks for watching. A full version will be posted on the web. This version is a rough edit. Check back here in about a month and you'll see the link to the website. You will also be able to download it.
This was so beautiful, the camera cuts made it gteat, the access scenes(extra scenes) were shot perfectly but the follow(when you follow a person) scenes need some work. All of the acting was realistic and heartfelt but action-reaction times were kinda slow. All in all I think it was one of the best homemade films I've seen in a while!
I appreciate the huge amount of work that has gone into this and want to applaud you for your efforts.
Specific comments:
It was always clear that Alex was self-destructing but the ending jolted me for the wrong reasons. When he said "don't be sad" I was immediately left wondering not only why he was dying, but how he knew he was.
Too much reliance on narration/comments to tell the story. Actors can only tell so much with a look/dialogue! More action please.
Hey, this is a real good work with a lot of very touching scenes. You showed a lot of tenderness between them even though the cruel world outside made them suffer. But the love kept them together. I really have to mention the tender touching, which we all are yearning for. It's a very good script and work.
I wish you all the best, and keep holding on to your plans, you will be succeeded.
Thank you SO much for your comment. Your words meant a great deal to me. You might be interested to know that there has been a complete re-edit with new music and scenes. I will be releasing it in the next two months so check back for updates. Again, thank you.
It's sadly that nowdays,there are still many teenagers become street kids or rent-boy for living and many of them are drugs addiction.And they die young cause of that.
Such a good movie and showing that there still many homeless kids living a life like that.thanks and hope that you will made another more good movies in the future.
It was a sad story but so much close to reality, Did Alex die of AIDS or over dependency of drugs??? I pray to God to bring a cure to HIV and feel very sorry for the people especially gays who are stigmatized due to their preferences and the virus incase they acquire it.
Never have I loved a film this much! I don't believe any other film can beat this. It needs a little touch ups here and there but other wise, pure brilliance! I just love how it faces the facts of reality, sad but true. It doesn't have some cheesy fake/stereotypical story but true reality.I am in love.
Rainesrowdy5 4 days ago
Why didn't they take him to the hospital? Oh yeah, it's a gay movie. Someone has to die.
cheeseisniceable 2 weeks ago
that was GREAT! i was hooked, the ending sooo sad :( i hope that durran and derek when't to Miami and lived long and happy lives together at least thats whet i'm hoping they just look so good together : ) thank you for the movie awsome job keep up the good work!
catchtime20 3 weeks ago
D: Alex died!! that made me cryy! but I lovee this parrtt<3 Veryy amazing ending!!
HisLittleSecret1 1 month ago
i cant believe alex died ='[ they were all so gorgeous
XxXedwestwickXxX 3 months ago
@XxXedwestwickXxX Life could only end that way for Alex. He was a tragic figure.
bigshot102 3 months ago
Dont do it boys.But if your already leading that kind of life,getout of it now. If you cant, only do safe sex.Insist on it. By the way most gayguys in europe wear sexy mini-briefs not those turn-off ugly shorts.
tangood4 3 months ago
omg i am up at three in the morrning right now just to watch all of them awsome and inspiring movie i loved it
SuperBuckeye11 3 months ago
omg love it
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i was waiting all day at school to caome home and watch. I can't believe my Alex is dead ;n; He was so adowable. But at least now Steve and Daren can be together! :D
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I think it requires real talent to make a movie like this. There are so many big hollywood movies which are famous for nothing but only for the name of the actresses/actors therein and movies like this one which actually show artistic talent and deep meanins go by unnoticed, which is very unfair. Great movie, which, in my opinion, has addressed some ugly but undeniable true realities of our modern world..
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I think it requires real talent to make a movie like this. There are so many big hollywood movies which are famous for nothing but only for the name of the actresses/actors therein and movies like this one which actually show artistic talent and deep meanins go by unnoticed, which is very unfair. Great movie, which, in my opinion, has addressed some ugly but undeniable true realities of our modern world..
margharitta 3 months ago
I absolutley LOVE this film. It had so many touching moments and hit straight to my heart all the way. Im so looking forward to what you have coming up next. Keep up the amazing work. Imma fan :)
StalgiaJTrnsfrm 3 months ago
All I can say is "Wow"!
stevenadam22 4 months ago
This is so heavy and so touching. I love it, I love it so much, you've done a great job. There are other interesting films out there but ones which are interesting as a whole but not all the time. This one however is intriguing and emotional all the way. I wish I could think of a storyline as awesome as this one. F***ing hilarious. :D
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@bigshot102 thanks i relly love this movie it was great and i cant stop watching it it just said what happened to alex he was like my fav charactor a think were similars in a way great job by far best movie i have seen:)But still not sure about the ending?can u pleace explain:)And thanks dispite my lack of sleep i was able to have a great day this movie realy help:)
rnomemy 5 months ago
@bigshot102 thanks i relly love this movie it was great and i cant stop watching it it just said what happened to alex he was like my fav charactor a think were similars in a way great job by far best movie i have seen:)But still not sure about the ending?can u pleace explain:)And thanks dispite my lack of sleep i was able to have a great day this movie realy help:)
rnomemy 5 months ago
Sorry in the back of my mind i knew alex was going to die even at the begging when i saw him and his problems but i had hopes then they werw dashed sorry kind of sleppy i ha been up since 2 days im getting ready to go to school i fell like im running on emty i dont even know what im typing any way great movie it was great i loved it i should rewached it when im not so drauzy got to got to school ;-)
rnomemy 5 months ago
@rnomemy Thanks for your comments! I'm glad you enjoyed the experience and it made my day to receive these nice comments from you. Enjoy your day at school :)
bigshot102 5 months ago
In the end i started to cry in the back of my mind i just know that alex was going to best movie boy love ever and i have watched a lot from almost evry country from cute and romantic like the takumi kun series from japan to( cant remember the name) but it involved a father malesting his son wich was sad ad disteving and this was the BEST EVER AWSOME JOB and im like the only girl from my friends that likes boy love movies is tha weird 0_0 can som 1 tell me what happend at the end please
rnomemy 5 months ago
hope to find another gay movie which is more interesting
jod23ify 6 months ago
@jod23ify Aw, pumpkin. Something will come along sure as shootin'.
bigshot102 6 months ago
Loved this film, and I definitely felt it at school today that I'd stayed up until 3am watching it! Was very addicting, just couldn't turn it off in favour of going to sleep! Hope to see and hear much more from you in the coming years!
cathrine1990 6 months ago
@cathrine1990 Well thank you so much! I hope to upload an uninterrupted full version of this soon as YouTube allows me unlimited time uploads now. Cheers!
bigshot102 6 months ago
I applaud you for this great film. I think is shows the reality of neglected and abused young boys....who are then caught in a nightmare of attempting to survive. My one suggestion ..... if you are continuing to edit would be for Darren and Steve to board the bus for Miami. That would leave some hope that we all need.....hope for the future.
1118Tim 7 months ago
OMG!!!! I loooooooooovvvvvvvvvveeeeeeeeeeeeee this movie alot, it is really sad to say goodbye to Alex. I think that all three of these boys are reaaaaaaaallllly cuuuuttee!!!
Joe51635 7 months ago
@Joe51635 Aw thank you so much for your comment!
bigshot102 7 months ago
Amazing movie!!!! I will download it and see it numerous times over and over ;)
Keep up mate!!!!
OAL671 7 months ago
Please can you tell me who provided the music i loved it
gerryemery 8 months ago
I love the film...it was sad. Yes, the three boys are cute, specially the main character. :)
Mikeylovestoomuch 9 months ago
Wow...Rough, raw, poignant. I could not stop watching it. Now, I really need a drink. If you can make movies with this much passion, you will be loved at Cannes (if they can handle the rawness of the emotion).
AttachiUno 9 months ago
@AttachiUno Thank you sir!
bigshot102 7 months ago
wiked movie!! the story is really fantastic! hope you keep doin it mate!
biggeorgiek 9 months ago
Good film.Thumbs up!
olpe79 9 months ago
If I were going to hire one on these guys, it would be Steve. He has the best body and appears to be the most attentive and careing. Alex is the most boyish or submisive and might just do anything. Darron would be a good buddy or best friend to hang out with.
AjSlutboi 9 months ago
All three guys are so HOT. Do they really hang out on corners in Toronto. Is prostitution even legal in Canada.
AjSlutboi 9 months ago
@AjSlutboi No, prostitution is not legal in Canada.
bigshot102 9 months ago
Very beautiful film!
cupramen2003 10 months ago
Fantastic movie, thanks a million for uploading it here. I would definitely have gone to that film in the cinema. it was a very moving plot. Cheers
310873 10 months ago
@310873 And cheers to you. I'm glad you enjoyed my film!
bigshot102 10 months ago
Thank you so much for your beautiful comment. You've made my day! Yes, life can be hard and for all the pleasures and happiness it brings us it also reminds us that one day it will end. Alex's life ended in the most beautiful way, in the arms of two people that loved him.
bigshot102 10 months ago
Even though based on a low budget film, this is by far the best one I have seen in years. Not only it was done in such moving way but it gives out a strong message. Sad but true. Life does not end all the time like a fairy tale. Reality is harsh but we must accept it. Thank you so much for sharing this beautiful story. I loved it. It really opened my eyes at the end as it states that we must be ready to say goodbye. So true.
hhds113 10 months ago
Great job (clapping)
LASTT13 10 months ago
... it's so sad!!! But I like it...
Wehwalt89 10 months ago
@Wehwalt89 Thanks for taking the time to write me a note. Yes, it is a sad film. I'm glad it touched you.
bigshot102 10 months ago
I don't get the end... did he die? :o
Scryserly 10 months ago
@Scryserly Yes, he did.
bigshot102 10 months ago
i love this clips... thank you for uploading.. now i realized.. that we need to value our life and not to waste it,, i was thinking of alex, hes a very lucky human, he got a loyal and loving steve, and a very good friend darren, but he didn't treasure it, he waste all what he got.. but im a little hurt for darren, he love steve so much but he thinks of alex, but in the end no one's gonna be happy if someone dies...... but thank you bigshot102 you enlighten me.... again thank you
wilfredobel 11 months ago
@wilfredobel You're very, very welcome. I'm glad my film touched you the way it did. Thank you for taking the time to write to me. All the best to you!
bigshot102 11 months ago
@bigshot102 and hoping to watch more movie of you soon...... thank you
wilfredobel 11 months ago
Loved it!!!!!!
apan1989 11 months ago
what song was at the end
toyotomimasayuki 1 year ago
Man this was a really touching movie ive never cried and laughed and been angry at the same time. this was amazing thank you so much
fireman244dfpd 1 year ago
@fireman244dfpd And thank you for your comments!
bigshot102 1 year ago
hey awsome film did he die in the end though tad bit confused? thnx
initlolz 1 year ago
@initlolz Yes, Alex dies in the end. Download the newer version through the link above. That version has narration as well...you'll enjoy it a lot more.
bigshot102 1 year ago
aw its over :(
i think it should be a tv show!!! :D
BroughtToHell 1 year ago
@BroughtToHell Thank you! You can download a newer version of the movie that has narration as well. The link is on each section.
bigshot102 1 year ago
wunderful movie ♥
danija57 1 year ago
@danija57 Thank you so much for your lovely comment!
bigshot102 1 year ago
Can't begin to tell you how much I enjoyed this picture, awesome!
norfolk03 1 year ago
@norfolk03 Thank you thank you! Every comment means so much to me.
bigshot102 1 year ago
@bigshot102 Well, thank you for taking the time to reply. You really have a gift, you drew me in from the first, made me care and believe. Many thanks!
norfolk03 1 year ago
i love this movie- i always seem 2 cry at the end- i love it anyways
:D
TRANSFORMERS982 1 year ago
Thank YOU, I know that to make a movie like this you already knew, but I appreciate you as an artist and a person. I'm also a recovering iv drug user so I really related to a lot, but one thing I am clueless about is "Tina" what drug is that a reference to?
stephsbis 1 year ago
@stephsbis It was Meth.
bigshot102 1 year ago
Thank you for this movie, it reminds me a little of All Over Me in a couple of ways, but mostly because it's the kind of movie that will save lives. I'm a 36 year old lesbian who owes her life to movies and music that I could relate to and if I would have seen this when I was younger and struggling with my sexuality I would have known every word abd scene from watching your movie over and over. I believe when you change a life you change the world, so thanks for changing the world.
stephsbis 1 year ago
@stephsbis If I could I would hug you for those beautiful words. You brought a tear to my eye and it is for people like you that I make my films. Much love.
bigshot102 1 year ago
Noooo! He died. >:I
Anyways, oh myy godddonapopsiclestick! I loved this movie. (:
YAOixYURIlove 1 year ago
@YAOixYURIlove And I'm glad you loved it! Thanks so much for your comment :)
bigshot102 1 year ago
@bigshot102 There needs to be 2nd movie made. STRUGGLE Steve and Derren's life after Alex or something like that but there's more left to this story isnt there? Please make another one with the same actors for Steve and Derren!
mosesr1100 1 year ago
@mosesr1100 I would love to but alas it wouldn't be possible with the same two actors.
bigshot102 1 year ago
@ou5rmpb0 Yes, Alex dies at the end.
bigshot102 1 year ago
This movie was good, very realistic! I think you're gonna open a lot of eyes with this film.
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PlasticPeacePerson 1 year ago
@PlasticPeacePerson Well thank you happy viewer! I'm glad Struggle touched you.
bigshot102 1 year ago
The movie has to be one of the FEW best gay themed films I've seen so far. Two questions: is the actor who played "Steve" a Russian , because he had no accent when he spoke Russian in the movie? Are all of the main characters in this film gay in real life--if not, they sure did play gay characters very well.
etamlous 1 year ago
@etamlous The actor is Canadian with a Russian family. He taught himself how to speak Russian that's why he has no accent. All three actors are gay. I'm glad you enjoyed my film and happy that you rate it so high in your viewing experience! Thanks again!
bigshot102 1 year ago
this movie is amazing......everyone who is dealing with drugs or is in love with someone that is in love with another person needs to see this movie.......im glad i ran into this movie...it made my sunday night entertained.....thank you :)
JER6000 1 year ago
wow this was a great movie one of the best I've seen on YouTube :) I subbed because ur vids are awesome
PyroBoii93XBL 1 year ago
WOW! This movie was absolutly amazing.
It's has a really good story line.
Your hard work has really paid off.
D3STINYSPRIT3 1 year ago
bigshot102 i love u for uploading this wonderful movie!
tanitolu100 1 year ago
@tanitolu100 Thanks so much for your lovely comments! It means a great deal to me when a person takes the time to tell me they enjoyed my film. All my best!
bigshot102 1 year ago
i like how the love between stevie and alex is so tender and unconditional despite the chaotic world they live in... this film has lots of potential. i hope you make it big someday :)
lordrodan 1 year ago
This film was really well done. Love the actor who plays Steve/Stevie he's really gud!!!
A few tweaking needs to be done not that i'm criticising... I thawt it was great!!
Loved tha movie
All the way from new zealand
mrfluffyful 1 year ago
I REALLY LIKE THIS MOVIE................. TO THE MAKERS YOUR THE BEST...... THEY SHOULD GIVE YOU AWARD FOR THIS FILM.... LOVE YOU ALL
Nipsheberath 1 year ago
I waited until after watching the last part to comment and I have to say that I loved this film. Conveying a message of tenderness, love, friendship, and family in a situation that can easily be viewed as depressing, difficult, full of loss (self, self-worth, future, and possibilities). Even with a storyline involving drugs, prostitution, and rape the scenes were done tastefully. I think this film was done with great talent and by a very considerate person. Many thanks!!
jongkiman 1 year ago
This was an awsome movie. You should be very proud. Well done. This should be shown as an afterschool special or something.
jthulan 1 year ago 2
@jthulan Thank you! You know...all these nice comments you folks are making are going to give me a big head! I'm so glad my film meant something to you!
bigshot102 1 year ago
this my 2nd time of watching this movie,and decided to comment since u reply ur fans..
The camera and the lightening was perfect,and the central message to accept whts comes to u and know when to say goodbye,is so true..happens in our lives always.
The acting was super...it really kept me awake all night and redirects my life once again by giving me a spur to move on.
Sim from Russia.
blingsimm 1 year ago
@blingsimm
Hello Sim! Thanks for your note. It really does mean a lot to me to know that people so far away are enjoying my film. It was a labour of love and a lot of hard work. All the best to you!
bigshot102 1 year ago
wow, this is amazing! i mean awesome film!!!!! i really like it!
TLBBPRO1 1 year ago
Hey hun, I went to the website to download, but Im a bit confused on how to.. could you explain please?
XxMusicMonsterxX666 1 year ago
@XxMusicMonsterxX666 Heya. Go to the "view movie" . Right click on "512kb mpeg4" then regular click on "save link as". That should work for you. Glad you enjoyed the movie!
bigshot102 1 year ago
@bigshot102 Thank you! (:
XxMusicMonsterxX666 1 year ago
Amazing..
XxMusicMonsterxX666 1 year ago
Your movie turned out to be completley different from what I expected as I first started watching it. Beautiful story, gorgeous actors, and full of heart. And Sapphire, she is divine! Thanks so much for creating this film. The link to the newer version does not seem to be working. Please tell me how I can see it!
lnp102 1 year ago
@lnp102 Thanks for your lovely comment! In the "Play/Download" box on the left side of the page at archive.org if you right click on the first file (the mpeg) then left click on "save link" your download should start.
bigshot102 1 year ago
the name of the song playing towards the end, i like it.
seanandnaim 1 year ago
Darren is sooooooooooooooooo cute !!!!
btw, is it actually a movie? i can't search it in imdB. anyway i like it =]
Arji42 1 year ago
@Arji42 I haven't made an imdb page for it as yet.
bigshot102 1 year ago
That was just..... wow. That was a great movie. It was so sad though... and I'm curious to know what happened to Steve and Darren but I don't want to download it. haha xD
SuperMyLee 1 year ago
@SuperMyLee Actually you don't have to download it. You can play it from that site and skip ahead to the end. Get some kleenex though!
bigshot102 1 year ago
amazing n highly commendable movie but very emotional tragic when Alex what about Miami visit thanks (bigshot102 ) for launching soo cute movie i highly appreciate u for this thankssssssss
i Muhammad Saleh Tanoli from Pakistan
900458mst 1 year ago
OhmyGod. This was actually really good, took a while to get in it and some of the smaller part's acting was a bit meh but it was a budget film so totally understandable. And Alex dying omg :(
What happened to Steve and Darren in the end though, it doesnt really say? Did they make it to Miami? D:
Janeyyy94 1 year ago
@Janeyyy94 If you go to the download (it's free) just skip ahead to the end and you'll see what happens to Steve. It's sad! Thanks for your comments and I'm glad you enjoyed it. Cheers.
bigshot102 1 year ago
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@Janeyyy94 I know but if you want to know go to I WONT SCREW THINGS UP NOW
and you will find out
lala18231 1 year ago
wow.. there are no words to describe this movie! It's just .. Wauw!
So well done, so tounching, brilliant work. I truly enjoyed every single second of this amazing film :)
OakdalesHappyCouple 1 year ago
Speechless; just an awesome movie ;) really sad tou + wat happened to steve?
LOoVeExD 1 year ago
@LOoVeExD You can download a newer version of it if you click on the link. It's free. It tells what happens to Stevie at the end as the narration is more complete.
bigshot102 1 year ago
@bigshot102 Oh; thanks a lot for the info; qood job, by the way.
LOoVeExD 1 year ago
WOW man this was I have no word for this. Thank u for puting this up it was a great movie
Alundra2100 1 year ago
@Alundra2100 Thank you very much!
bigshot102 1 year ago
well maybe I'm just having an emotional day, but I've been in tears twice during this film, which speaks for itself for how beautiful it is. well done.
cyitor 1 year ago
Great movie. Wish Darren and Alex made it to Miami in the end
adamlarson5 1 year ago
@adamlarson5 Thank you sir!
bigshot102 1 year ago
What a beautiful movie! The title speaks for itself. At times we cannot explain what really love is, bottom line the unconditional love between Alex and Steve was the core message of the movie! Thank you for sharing. Great work!
Aramikah 1 year ago
@Aramikah And thank you for sharing your feelings on the film. Your comments touched my heart.
bigshot102 1 year ago
@Aramikah You are welcome. I am honored getting a response from the "bigshot"...Cheers♥ Hope to see more of your amazing artistry!
Aramikah 1 year ago
It's a very sad story. I almost cry! But very nice movie. Good work! :)
RosaMarsipan 1 year ago
@RosaMarsipan Thanks so much for your comment. I'm glad my movie touched you.
bigshot102 1 year ago
Omg.. That was the greatest movie I've seen in a long time. Like I had tears in my eyes. No joke. Alex dying plus Steve disappearing and Darren not getting the love of his life is too much to consume. This movie was so emotional and great. I give you guys the biggest praise possible :)
bemine1324 1 year ago
@bemine1324 Thank you so much!
bigshot102 1 year ago
@bigshot102 You're so welcome :D
bemine1324 1 year ago
what's steve's name irl?
KiLLEDBYTHENAME 1 year ago
you should have made a longer movie. it was very beautiful but sad
KiLLEDBYTHENAME 1 year ago
did steve and daren hook up
emmaruth16 1 year ago
@Ryuuhanna Yesm sadly he died.
bigshot102 1 year ago
adorable movie
pink12301 1 year ago
Awh
wizard71995 1 year ago
a sad but wonderfull movie ! i loved it !
bristiday512 1 year ago
@bristiday512 Thank you so much for your lovely comment. I'm very happy that my film touched you so. I don't know the song's title but if you send me your email in a private message I'll send you an mp3 of it.
bigshot102 1 year ago
@TheArabiandesert Yes they all live in Canada. Thanks for watching. You know you can download the entire film free on the link.
bigshot102 1 year ago
@bigshot102
A really good movie !! I´ve found it here on YT by "random-" surfing and must see the parts you´ve uploaded here !!
Really Good !!!
arthur3393 1 year ago
wow that was incredible, shame there aint gunna be another one but the acting was amazing
ankabu 2 years ago
WOW my last comment was made before seeing the end GUTT wrentching again well done. I need me some Ellen to make me happy now lol.
jjayi3 2 years ago
I want to mention that you got me to cry fromthe beginning of this till the end, it is great how you have hit, pushed our emotions, great job, thanks and well done. Now make something happier. I want to see more of your work, maybe even contribute.
jjayi3 2 years ago
nice work :) think the story was preety good. few things should be added to the movie, like PEP - as someone refered already), and even more customer/prostitute interaction showing a bit of the psicologocal efects it has on the prostitutes. love Alex and Steve 2gether :)
stroinado 2 years ago
Hey thanks for your comments. I'm finishing the narration now, so might add in the PEP bit. Makes sense. It was a conscious decision on my part not to show any interaction between prostitute and client, physical or psychological. Glad you liked it, keep checking back, you'll be able to download the latest version soon.
bigshot102 2 years ago
i will be glad to it. understand your decition in not showing the interaction. the only reason i mention that is because lots of prostitutes needs drugs to make it "easier" in having sex with the clients.
keep doing your work coz its great...
stroinado 2 years ago
Dose anyone kown who the caractors is in this movie? Please let me know! <3
MizzTotgeliebt 2 years ago
Oh lord forgive me but for at least the past 4 parts i've been waiting like, "is this bitch dead yet or what?" and secretly I've been tempted.. lol. And the part where Darren is crying/whining for the other guy to love him... tone that down, lol, nobody on earth would think he was attractive in the middle of all that madness and I had just decided he WAS attractive when this scene came up and totally killed it for me... lol, the magic just left.. I liked it, tho in spite of all.
CrisVangel 2 years ago
Lmao! The famous wailing scene. THAT one has been in and out of the film more times than an Afghani's been in and out of his sheep!
bigshot102 2 years ago
I believe you! He might b just a tad more believable and more sympathetic if he was just a tad less whiny, maybe it perturbs me because it reminds me of myself, as I have been at times, and never want to b again.. maybe u should leave it in... LOL!
CrisVangel 2 years ago
@bigshot102 keep the wailing scene! if its the one where he is like - 'i dont need you' totally keep it in - i know its tragic, but i cried at that part. i cried 3 times in this film - and yes - i am gay so its expected but i seriously never ever cry at films. this has astounded me!
adamb0000 2 years ago
This is my favorite movie
nnckbrwr123 2 years ago
@nnckbrwr123 Well thank you sir! If you subscribe you'll be able to be notified of the release of the downloadable new version. It's much better than the YouTube version!
bigshot102 2 years ago
It was very interesting! What happens to Darren and Steve? Can we get a sequel to this?
nnckbrwr123 2 years ago
Hey thanks for watching. A full version will be posted on the web. This version is a rough edit. Check back here in about a month and you'll see the link to the website. You will also be able to download it.
bigshot102 2 years ago
Darren and Steve should never happen...would spoil the whole movie
stroinado 2 years ago
it was interesting. thanks.
vandenwer 2 years ago
wat is Darren real name??hes so cute....i wanna steal him...hehe
gilxx16 2 years ago 2
i want a squeal please. this was a very good/ but sad flim.
brantbrant 2 years ago
If you watch all 12 parts (please do, don't skip around) you will be glad you saw all oft. It is good, but sad, but good.
hpribot 2 years ago
i want a sequel!!! lol
mrshaunyboy09 2 years ago
i still was left with a question after alex dies what happens to darren and steve?
2222lilly2222 2 years ago
That's left to the imagination! Whatever happens to them is in the viewer's mind.
bigshot102 2 years ago
it was beautiful
liz4446 2 years ago
Thank you all for your lovely comments!
bigshot102 2 years ago
This was so beautiful, the camera cuts made it gteat, the access scenes(extra scenes) were shot perfectly but the follow(when you follow a person) scenes need some work. All of the acting was realistic and heartfelt but action-reaction times were kinda slow. All in all I think it was one of the best homemade films I've seen in a while!
Hoorsepenny 2 years ago 2
I appreciate the huge amount of work that has gone into this and want to applaud you for your efforts.
Specific comments:
It was always clear that Alex was self-destructing but the ending jolted me for the wrong reasons. When he said "don't be sad" I was immediately left wondering not only why he was dying, but how he knew he was.
Too much reliance on narration/comments to tell the story. Actors can only tell so much with a look/dialogue! More action please.
Not nearly enough Sapphire!
wyrdgem 2 years ago
Hey, this is a real good work with a lot of very touching scenes. You showed a lot of tenderness between them even though the cruel world outside made them suffer. But the love kept them together. I really have to mention the tender touching, which we all are yearning for. It's a very good script and work.
I wish you all the best, and keep holding on to your plans, you will be succeeded.
Greetings from Berlin/Germany
ColinRaffaeldeGiorgi 2 years ago
Thank you SO much for your comment. Your words meant a great deal to me. You might be interested to know that there has been a complete re-edit with new music and scenes. I will be releasing it in the next two months so check back for updates. Again, thank you.
bigshot102 2 years ago
It's sadly that nowdays,there are still many teenagers become street kids or rent-boy for living and many of them are drugs addiction.And they die young cause of that.
Such a good movie and showing that there still many homeless kids living a life like that.thanks and hope that you will made another more good movies in the future.
ooi0809 2 years ago
a every good movie
djariana 2 years ago
Wow you've done a very good job, The story is great,I just love the character of The actor playing Darren...good job...kip it Up guys!!!
TheGantherz16 2 years ago
gud movie
tanitolu 2 years ago
very good and touching! thanx for uploading
mogetplommon 2 years ago
great story. great movie. great job.
sosuperfranky 2 years ago
Thank you sir! Comments like yours keep me going!
bigshot102 2 years ago
It was a sad story but so much close to reality, Did Alex die of AIDS or over dependency of drugs??? I pray to God to bring a cure to HIV and feel very sorry for the people especially gays who are stigmatized due to their preferences and the virus incase they acquire it.
gaurav8910 2 years ago
Alex's drug abuse caused his death. Thanks for your comments. I'm happy my film touched you. All our best to you.
bigshot102 2 years ago
Ugh was this a movie or a documentary based on these actual gay kids or were they just actors?
0987pohb 2 years ago