Dark night of the Soul: Leaving the Ego, Neutrality, No Mans Land

[NEFF153]

He talks about ego's but he is telling you how to have a bigger ego!!! And to follow your human desires instead of your spiritual desires!!!!

[NEFF153]

and we control it!! we are more than the eye that is only 1 part of of spirit!!! AND dont go into the darkness it will make you stay in darkness it isnt the light! I have fear of God which you are suppose to have!!! This guy is a liar and realize we control them not them controling us. They know and are jelous because we have a soul and they dont. They are trying to sell your soul!!!! DONT LISTEN what you are feeling is the light!!! WALK IN IT!!!

[NEFF153]

man you guys are being decieved by this guy! if You are having a spiritual awakeness keep with it!! keep it natural we have melontolin in our minds and that has to do with the SPIRIT! This guy is lying he never went through one his a bullshitter try to decieve you from the truth. He is telling you to have an ego because that is the only way they can hurt us through power of suggestions! And if we dont let there suggestion get to us we can form the future!!! We have this universe In our minds

[lmaolola001]

Thanku so much for this vid... It reassures me that I'll pass this phase. A year to 2 sounds rough though, it's already been 6 mths for me. A bit more darkness to experience and deal with... darkness unravel! I'm def in this phase, thx for helping me confirm that such a phase even exists :)

[XtruhSpecialK]

any one want to suggest anything? meditation? 

[XtruhSpecialK]

The 2nd time time I took mushrooms was probably the happiest ive ever been in my life. no ego, completely in the present moment, free from any type of suffering, complete wholeness and contentness, identifying with a larger and unified consiousness, realizing the beauty and perfection of life, and unconditional love for everyone and everything. I just want to get back to that place... ive been researching endlessly on spirituality but it hasnt been any good :( i have too many ties to my ego

[dominicanit021]

all i have to say is ECKHART TOLLE thank you for teaching me about 'the ego'

[elle1010]

it DOES feel like hell."no man's land." exactly.

[AllMyCrewsReppinNW]

you actually described it perfectly. at least that is exactly what happened to me

[LynJenAm]

@AllMyCrewsReppinNW  "Ditto"....

[WaterBoundShipment]

WOW! I was feeling like this for a long time! I was basically never truly "thinking", just doing things automatically

[BleednEden]

i felt like i was going thru the darkest tunnel through the abyss of my own minds darkness, and what delayed and derailed my coming out on the other side, "seeing the light", was that everyone around me had me convinced that i was doing something wrong or feeling something "wrong" therefore, i became a witness to my existence without going thru the experience fully. i was labeled depressed,sulky, etc, so i avoided those thoughts to resolve. but once i embraced, accepted and released them.. WOW!

[Taylor13371337]

hello everyone, I feel that I'm in this neutral phase. Oneness makes sense, I understand this unity and oneness well, i think. If you do get it, then u know what I'm talking about. But I don't feel it. I don't feel this deep connection to everything. How can i break through? its been maybe a year or so since i realized oneness. I am also 16 could age play a role in this? Its been a confusing and stressful experience trying to drop my ego because it seems in trying to drop it i build it up more

[davidfung08]

TheWeatherMan: I feel that your videos are to help those already in transition/progression.

I don't even know where to start?! I really really want to know more. What is the 1st step. Your guidance is truly appreciated!

p.s. Can I buy an actual book, then just a kindle one?

[AnonymousOndi]

did very well describing this phase...you're right ... it sucks ... yes we are safe ... beautiful!

[mike23xy]

@MsChrispy aww man thnks for this video. i just woke up feeling like shit. and for the past week feelings just been too overwhelming. and now i know why thnks bro.

[Heiharu]

Have you ever heard of a person seeing, spider thread like strings of rainbow hue?

[fulely]

hey, nice rap on ego. Loved it. I left a comment under this video. My FaceBook page has an opening for friends, he he. Im pushing Law Of Attraction in schools and my lightning discovery...Mantle.

Thanks, Ronald Patrick Marriott

[fulely]

Nice analysis on bringing out awareness of self, Ego prevents awareness and the ability to learn. Its all good when you can look at it.

[lumberjak1984]

I went into that neutrality state for awhile about a month or so. now the ego is back, i think im betyter then others. but i know im not. naybe healthier and more clear headed. but is there a way to deal wit the ego better??

[Clear3490]

@lumberjak1984 I'm not the video maker but when you hear those thoughts about thinking your better than others, remind yourself in that moment we are all equal. If you really want it, it will happen, no matter how long it takes. I have been on my spiritual journey for 2 years and I am just now finding peace and equality in daily situations. Maybe watch a video about how we are all alike every now and then to bring out your compassion and empathy.

[lumberjak1984]

@Clear3490 yeah ive done so just a few days ago and i am controlling it alot better.

[Clear3490]

@lumberjak1984 awesome. I'm a busy person and I became a mother when I went through my transition so its been difficult but I just decided to go with the flow and when I mess up I just drop it instead of focusing on it. I'm still judgmental, I still get angry but I am starting to have those moments in between where I am peaceful, it may be a minute once a day but it's getting better. Everyone has a different path.

[ashanem565]

I swear today the cable went out and I was in one of my darkest points and one video lead to another as you tube became my distraction. I found out that everything that has been happening to me is all about awakening. I had never even heard about this but it all makes sense now. I'm not alone or crazy. just been a bit depressed that's all.

[NinetiesYouth]

there doesn't have to be a dark night

[kilgonus]

In your understanding, does length of time in the Dark Night equate to amount of ego in this life that is being let go, all "past" lives ego being let go, or is there another varible that is unaccountable / unknowable to you at this time?

[arishantia]

sorry, i tried to correct a typo and instead repeated the whole thing.

[arishantia]

i'm just curious, after your awakening......what happened? did you stay blissful or did heavy-duty lightwork, unimaginably challengning, beset you?

[nikvuko]

Yes... You have described very well what many I came into contact with at the time could not help me with... Thank You :-)

[777VIBRANT]

Thank you for this message.

[cindernation12]

Thank YOU! You just described the last three years of my life! I didn't realize what was happening. All the changes that have taken place are mind blowing. I feel as though I went through the belly of the beast. What a test as it nearly took my life along with it. All is well now. Thank GOD! Peace to ALL!

[allchangesintime]

Sounds like a kundalini awakening

[VarjuanV]

Dont you run away like that, No! You descended into this world to be an ego. Realize that it is nothing but illusion, laugh at it but don try to destroy it, love it with all its faults, accept it and live it fearlessly. Dont be afraid and play the game, this is just a game, this is a stage, know thyself and play thy self, thats all, have fun, you dont need to do anything or lose you ego or suffer, just learn the art of living, because it'a gift. Who am I? I am your higher self :)

[pheynixll]

Hey thanks for this advice, it was really helpful and I never really heard it before. The ego doesn't really go away overnight. It's hard to say goodbye to my superficial life and give up all that attention I got, even though it made me miserable at the time. I guess I forced an awakening because I'm so sick of feeling down, but the sun hasn't come up for me yet, so I can't rush myself. It was good to know it takes time, I thought the problem was with me.

[GrowingLight1]

THIS THE CRUXIFICATION REMEMBER WE HAVE THE CHRIST CONSCIENCENESS WITHIN US CRUXIFYING THE EGO, FOR HIGHER SELF , OR IN THE BIBLE THE SACRIFICING OF THE ANIMAL OUR 3RD DIMENSIONAL ANIMAL THOUGHTS, THIS A NATURAL PROCESS !!!! TO THE HIGHER SELF PRAISE BE " ABBA NARTOMID " " YAHWEH SHAMAH "

[modelchic99]

This video was a godsend, lol. Everything you said is what I am experiencing. The misery I would feel in my soul was relentless. I would just sit and cry. The pain was unbelievable. Your words were a great encouragement to me. It's good to hear someone who has experienced this and made it to the other side. It helps me to cope. There were so many times when I thought I couldn't make it in life. I really needed to hear this. Your words have given me great comfort.

[ballroombitch09]

my ego is really big and its making me so miserable. i dont want an ego,i truly dont,but i dont know how to get rid of it. im so used to having it that i build my life egocentrically,trying to not live egocentrically almost seems impossible. i want to find my highself,myself and love myself enough to break out of ego's curse,i just dont know how. i hate my ego. please,PLEASE tell me how i can get rid of it. i need to know.

[xfloweroflifex]

@ballroombitch09

Buy The Untethered Soul by Michael Singer and then repeatedly say this prayer, it is the only thing needed. Dear God, please reveal yourself to me. Ask for God (not the white bearded God but the God that is your true nature, the self, consciousness, awareness, that God) for a teacher and a teacher will come to you, either in bodily form or in the form of spiritual texts, meetings with others on the internet. Always remember God gives us what our hearts truly desire

[marcusphotina]

For me, i really thought that I was going to die. I was in bed thinking that OK, im dying, lets get it over with, im ready now. But I didn't die. I developed panik anxiety atacks. I learnt to face this fear.. this ultimate final fear. I was thinking that I was going insane for real because I couldn't understand anything. Not even what I was looking at, seeing or feeling. All felt like nothing was for real! Now i'm experiencing more and more the seperation from "me"... I'm so thankfull!!

[knaggelpuff]

Not sure what to say, other than I recognize what you are talking about so much. I recently went through almost exactly what you are describing here. It feaked me out. But I got through it. Or to be more precise, there whas no "I" when "I" got though it. A really tough part was when I started to realize that there really whas no identity in the mind. And what was left was just emptiness/conciousness, no person. I died, I guess you could say. Illusory identity died. // Love and peace !!!

[cresun]

so...when you get thru this...you'll remain as the observer only?

i had an experience of being in that state a year ago...for a brief moment i was only observing my surroundings; no thoughts active; neutral emotional state

i really long for that...the consciousness of my ego is quite self-destructive...being a 4, that is

is this inner peace the basis of your state of mind now?

[TheWeatherMan2012]

We are always only the observer really but the vibration we experience is always changing. I guess you can say the vibration/experience continues to "evolve". It may need to move thru a self destructive phase to get to continue on it's journey ;o)

One Love

[TheWeatherMan2012]

Yes, the inner peace is the foundation of my being at this point. That's not to say "negativity" or pain doesn't arise but if it does arises it dissolves quickly.

[cresun]

yeah, that's what i meant...like you have a clean slate to create from, as you're being present in the moment

but if you create a new state from a thought or experience, deliberately or not, do you have greater control of whether you choose to sustain it or let it go, compared to when enclosed within the ego?

[TheWeatherMan2012]

I don't see it as control. I see it as allowing life to unfold without the idea of control. The ego has the belief it's in control but it hardly ever is. The distortion one gets from believing they have control over their life or anything else causes suffering. I intend to be love and peace and let life unfold before me as effortlessly as possible. I notice when I try to control even the smallest details life laughs at me :OP Hope that makes sense.

[cresun]

oh, so you don't really try to create anything deliberately?

i'm just thinking that it probably would be a whole lot easier to deliberate your focus, if there are no distortions present

but yeah, i guess life will unfold something for you as long as you're being exposed to contrast anyway

i'm just trying to understand how it would be for me

[TheWeatherMan2012]

If you are far from "awakening" and really caught in ego it's a good idea to be deliberate and work on becoming aware. Once you are awake/aware at first there feels like a need/conditioning that you need to always do the right thing. Once you're in the flow you see there is no "right" thing. I feel I should promote peace and love and give sincere seekers like yourself info but I see at the same time it's not really necessary. Everything returns to balance eventually ;o)

[bustallovermyface]

@TheWeatherMan2012 this is perfect way to describe

[NeSsBiCh]

@TheWeatherMan2012 very true, allow yourself to trust in the universe. no worries no nothing, just life everything comes to you without even trying. once you get to tht point it is the most amazing feeling, eevrything falls in to place , life has many challenges we all challenge eachother, helping eachother to get where we are without noticing until we reach that point.

[gangaji1999]

thanks weather man'', *****

[brendandylanmaloney]

this video saved my soul. now I know what I just recently went through. It was a nightmare , but I got through it. it was only temporary, as all thing's are. I felt completely numb,really depressing and scary to say the least.

[TheWeatherMan2012]

Wow! Thanx for the nice words! Glad you made it out to the other side. Much more peaceful. huh? One Love

[indigoliv]

Im so gald your doing this topic - I have been going through this shift for about a year now - and yes it does feel like hell.

And it comes and goes like weaves.

but thanks for posting it helps to know im not alone

[TheWeatherMan2012]

You are welcome! Don't trouble yourself with worry. You'll feel great soon! Just go with the flow. Surrender as much as you can to the process and don't take it personal. It's nothing to fear. One Love ;o)

[TheWeatherMan2012]

I wanted to ad.. Check out some Mooji videos if you get a chance. That may help make the transition easier. I have several of his vids in my favorites. Peace

[Wespa]

Thanks for sharing. :)

[TheWeatherMan2012]

Your welcome! Peace

[bubblesonwater]

Thanx!!!

[TheWeatherMan2012]

Fo shizzzz!