Being Hospitalized for Self Harm - Wednesday

[williambeezley1998]

year you look like kristen stewert/bella

[rareitywhore]

Lol 5:40 u just see a cat tail walk past great videos by the way really helpfull :)

[JadeJacKnife]

if i dont stop cutting my school is going to have me baker acted but im considering asking for it, not because i need help but because i want to try to see what teh experience is like and make a video about it. im not even that bad of a self harmer, and it helps me but im afraid if i go there im going to get messed up for real. im kinda scared of not having the internet or my computer or other things that take my mind off of my life. i just dont know what to do!

[MarshmellowKush]

I was baker acted in FL for 3 days as well...

[chestermcnuggetson]

Im sorry my cat is like... being cute. prrrrrr =D

[Amashkitotamoes]

"Do you hear voices?"

Did they fire the lazy fucktard who cheats all the way through school?

[PsychoGirlHere]

I'm scared of my own emotions :(

[funcrime1]

@PsychoGirlHere

Sending Hearts

<3<3<3<3

[beyondamemory]

if someone asked me if i heard voices i wouldve said. " i hear voices in my head t i cant undertand the cuz they speak russian.";)

[jetison2]

i really love your hair

[ruhlraney]

hi can i talk to u on facebook dallas chilcott

[jamminboy890]

I got hospitalized about 6 months ago and it helped...

[AnnaSambo]

I would've bitch slapped the person who asked me if I heard voices and yelled IM NOT FUCKING PSYCHOTIC YOU FUCK TARD! but that's just me.

[w00t242424]

I'm afraid if I tell someone they'll think I'm searching for attention or it's just a phase that will pass with time. But I need help.

[Joltiggy]

Here in Nebraska, we only have ONE HOSPITAL WITH MENTAL HEALTH SERVICES IN THE ENTIRE STATE, and it's short term stay. We have people who miss more than 10 days of school having the possibility of becoming a state ward. Meaning, NE is the worst state for mh ever.

[ruhlraney]

hey im suffering anxiaty and sad, please give me some advice

[KatieLynneDavis]

@ruhlraney I was anorexic for 3 years. Are you ready to get out or are you just needing someone to talk to? Either way, I can help.

[OldSerpentOfSin]

Your cat wants on camera.

[rellalita93]

you're pretty :)

[WeAreButterflyProj]

You are a Beautiful Girl!

[roark100]

Your really pretty

[Oxidized181]

you're so beautiful

[shashi11000]

wow you look like Kristen Stewart

[freelmelfromlmyself]

I was hospitalized for just over a month at 13 (against my will). The nurses were actually very kind and I was with a few kids my age, but it was honestly a waste of time and I was miserable for the entire stay. It only got worse while I was there, but my condition actually slightly improved after I ws released. It was more of an unnecessary stress, if anything.

[mandycat96]

this is why im terrified to tell...

[Glittergirlz4eva1]

I am so scared that they are going to put me in hospital.. :c

[wswolf12]

Your cat is sooo cute! I haven't been hospitalized but I do self-harm. I might have to go to an in-patient program because I think it's starting to become an addiction.

[chadisan]

In California it is a "5150," the code for an involuntary 72 hour hold. I have a lot of anxiety about ever having to do this, but fellows who are practicing with me have said they have already had to "5150" clients who were suicidal. Your experience makes me think what I need to know and do for someone on a 3 day hold. Apparently, this does not mean you are getting the care you need. I anticipate if I ever have to "5150" a client, I'm going to visit daily.

[AlexErratic]

You're awesome, Miss! Hearing you speak is inspiring. I have trouble cutting due to CFS, I always feel like a walking zombie... and cutting gives me that euphoric high that makes me feel alive.

I'm researching into cutting to understand it more, I'm watching as many of your videos as I can :) hope all is somewhat well, Miss.

[ColonelFleet]

I have been inpatient for SI before, and i went in by choice, but it was not helpful at all....the only thing they could do was provide a safe place where I could hurt myself.....i had nothing to hurt myself with.....Beyond that they could not do jack Sh** for me, and could not help me at all.....They did nothing to help me with self harm.....So it was pretty much a safety vacation for me.....a place where i could not self harm.....

[ClythiaMystica]

they just said "Do you hear voices?"

I had a similar expierence when they forced me into the emergency room after i overdosed. they asked if i heard voices every time i looked up at the ceiling

[BorderlineMatt]

Did she died?

[TheBoondox17]

you look like bella:) ur pretty

[KnG1Dakota]

@TheBoondox17 shes way prettier

[skygirl341]

meto :'( 

[anywherebuthere333]

omg i live in florida too and my dad was gunna do the baker act thing to put me in the hospital if i cut again...i still do but where he cant see it now :p

[JustxAnotherxCut]

we have a similar thing in the UK called the mental health act. but its rules are more strict than in the US. It is highly unlikely that someone would be hospitalized for self harm in the UK

[MrDarkseer24]

3 days isnt that bad...ive spent like 35

[XxFebuaryDarknesXxX]

I was in the ER for one night last febuary because I hit my vein and I needed stitches and was bleeding to death. They're didn't even bother to use numbing stuff when the stitched me up because they said "I liked pain so it didn't matter". The tried to sent me to like some psyc ward in Orlando (I live in ft lauderdale) and they wouldn't believe me that it WASNT a suicide attempt. They actually insulted my mom saying she was a horiible parent for letting this happen.

[Unperfectionist]

@XxFebuaryDarknesXxX omg that sounds terrible of those doctors! I'm a cutter, and that makes me angry that they'd treat anyone like that! I self harm but not for suicide reasons :/

and they have no right for saying that about your mom

[DeepWater92]

I was hospitalized when i was 17 and i hated it was good for the first few days but after that I felt trapped

[vervreemding]

They way it sounds to me is that u went to that hospital for safety reasons only, at least thats how they thought about it probably. And u thought/hoped for something like a treatment. So u probably got disappointed becos ur expectations werent on par with the hospital.

So if u would ever get hospitalized again (by ur choice) and and u make sure ur views and expectations are discussed with the hospital in advance, it might be a better experience then before.

[lovethewiccan3fl]

@vervreemding I'm hoping that if I go again it will be a better experience.

The thing is I was a kid brought in covered in cuts with the intention of attempting suicide only a few months after my father had, and no one could ever bother to ask what was wrong. I would have gladly told them.

[Hoopybluefood]

Hospital Can help with S.I. and I hope it helps with you and you have a good experiance with it this time around . Best of Luck :)

[cutiegrl416]

I have been to a 5 times hospital and a residential. What you sound like you need is a residential. It helped with my self injury a lot.

Good Luck!

[ChellseaRose]

hospital, thats a pretty brave thing

are you scared?

hope things pick up for you asap

x

[lovethewiccan3fl]

@ChellseaRose I'm terrified. It's a last resort thing, if I can't get any other help.

[ChellseaRose]

@lovethewiccan3fl i got scared just sending that comment, i dont know why.. but i wouldnt be able to take myself to the hospital,, id probly die first. but dying shouldnt be an option. i know ''stay strong'' is like the obvious crap thateveryone seems to say but we gotta try,

hope your not to crippled to enjoy your trip.

x