Andi, I too was teased as well. In elementary, high school, and believe it or not in other educational facilities. Sounds stupid but it's true. You are not alone.
I'm going to pray for you tonight. Believe it or not, God wil provide a way out for you.
It doesn't sound stupid. College wasn't a bad experience like all of my school years, except the last semester at my second college. I was harrassed at times, but not to the extremes I had in school years. However, it really got to me b/c I was trying to cope with my grandfather's death, which happened in late 2007. I was screwed w/ in catechism classes & ballet class when I was young. Thankfully, I had a choice to quit ballet. Ballet was suposed to be fun, but it was a nightmare.
I know you did mention not too long ago that you went to a community college for 2 years then you tranfered to another college for 4 years I think? How many other colleges have you attended to besides those 2? By the way, I'm sorry to hear about your late grandfather. Ballet was a nightmare? I don't know if this is by some chance an idea to pursue or not, but have you ever thought about something different in the physical area like the martial arts?
I had gone to 2 colleges. I got an Associates degree at a communiy college, and then I had gone to a transfer college to get my Bachelors degree ( I was there for about two years, since I already had my A.S. degree).
I used to work out at a fitness center, but I lost interest in that. I'm too weak to try anything in the martial arts field. My health & state of mind is poor. Years ago I wanted to join kick-boxing, but never did because of the physical stress & the expenses.
Unfortunately, I still feel like the outcast even though school is long gone. This sounds like a cliche, but I really do question whether people actually like me or respect me. I just feel everyone hates me; they see through me. They probably know my false smiles are a cover-up for my clinical depression.
Interesting video. I also suffer from depression and this video illustrated my feelings of sadness and hopelessness. I was teased in jr. high so I know what it feels like to be an outcast.
I'll keep you in my thoughts and prayers. God bless.
great music video
I really like the imagery of the locked doors of hope and happiness that wont budge.
I feel like that so much myself
FireflyFanatic3 2 years ago
Andi, I too was teased as well. In elementary, high school, and believe it or not in other educational facilities. Sounds stupid but it's true. You are not alone.
I'm going to pray for you tonight. Believe it or not, God wil provide a way out for you.
McCaler 2 years ago
McCaler,
It doesn't sound stupid. College wasn't a bad experience like all of my school years, except the last semester at my second college. I was harrassed at times, but not to the extremes I had in school years. However, it really got to me b/c I was trying to cope with my grandfather's death, which happened in late 2007. I was screwed w/ in catechism classes & ballet class when I was young. Thankfully, I had a choice to quit ballet. Ballet was suposed to be fun, but it was a nightmare.
AndiV138 2 years ago
I know you did mention not too long ago that you went to a community college for 2 years then you tranfered to another college for 4 years I think? How many other colleges have you attended to besides those 2? By the way, I'm sorry to hear about your late grandfather. Ballet was a nightmare? I don't know if this is by some chance an idea to pursue or not, but have you ever thought about something different in the physical area like the martial arts?
McCaler 2 years ago
McCaler,
I had gone to 2 colleges. I got an Associates degree at a communiy college, and then I had gone to a transfer college to get my Bachelors degree ( I was there for about two years, since I already had my A.S. degree).
I used to work out at a fitness center, but I lost interest in that. I'm too weak to try anything in the martial arts field. My health & state of mind is poor. Years ago I wanted to join kick-boxing, but never did because of the physical stress & the expenses.
AndiV138 2 years ago
Unfortunately, I still feel like the outcast even though school is long gone. This sounds like a cliche, but I really do question whether people actually like me or respect me. I just feel everyone hates me; they see through me. They probably know my false smiles are a cover-up for my clinical depression.
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AndiV138 3 years ago
Interesting video. I also suffer from depression and this video illustrated my feelings of sadness and hopelessness. I was teased in jr. high so I know what it feels like to be an outcast.
I'll keep you in my thoughts and prayers. God bless.
HistoryGeek4U 3 years ago