Oxycodone Addiction. My average day when I was a drug addict, vs my average day now. Video 3

[MacPr0xnxx0]

stay clean brother you look great i just subbed and i will be watching your video's :))

[UnstableCore]

Lookin healthy mAN!

[kelly00000111111]

Thanks for the upload man. I'm 3 weeks clean now and its been rough but I'm still looking for the best in the future

[rednecklowlife]

I know what your talking about...Having to wake up everyday and your first thought is where your going to get your opiates...I used to do anything i could get... From tramadull vicadin perkaset oxys...I went to a doctor to get help... He gave suboxum.... Now iam hooked on them! The only thing is that i dont have to buy off the street...I have tried cold turkey...But after the secound day..My body says you know the onlything that is going to fix you... And i cant stop...I WANT TO STOP!

[52969RST]

waking up and not have to deal with that hell that we were in is something that one cannot describe unless you were there!!! take care!!!!

[conscientcrusader]

thank you for the motivation !

[TheCinnamongirl953]

I've been clean 3 years and I lost my kids for 16 months and my life was hell but now I have my kids and no habit and a great job only an addict would understand, best wishes

[EFT4MeDebi]

Wow your dogs are adorable. My Dad used to say "I think you like your dog Jake better than you do most people" he was right. A Dog will never screw U over or lie to you. Jake was a buff cocker spaniel, rescued. Had him for a dozen yrs. he was my heart... Glad your straight, life is good, huh. It is what we make of it. Because if you go looking for trouble, you will always find it.  Blessed Be on your journey my friend! Peace...EFT4MeDebi

[jackmcclure1]

Keep it up man!

[xfireball929x]

Im addicted to hydrocodone and xanax... It sucks

[parkerman16]

im addicted to barbituates...

[HARLOWETV]

subbed!



[verde085]

ryan, thanks so much for sharing your story. Wish you all the best take care love :)

[sheardelightful]

i have a close friend that's been snorting roxy (roxie ?) ive seen her clean up from meth, crack, oxy's ect* i knew about those drugs but im clueless on the pill game.she is sooo swollen 1.is that a side effect.she busted a blood vessell n her eye 2. is that cause of snorting pills.she's snorting like 45 mg a day 3. is that a lot.she's a tiny petite 29 yr old.jus looking 4 sum info

[ryanfreefromhell]

@sheardelightful Check your messages. And I look forward to speaking with you!

[SeaReut]

hey man your video gives me the strength to get off the crap.. i relate to you in alot of ways. thank you

[HaloKing1107]

God bless you man...love bro keep up the good work

[curtmastor]

stories like this really dissuade me from oxy.  ive been experimenting with them at low doses for the past couple weeks. honestly they are pretty amazing but seriously not worth addiction. im probably never going to do it again and quit while im ahead.

[HineTuAtchU]

Its been like a year since you shot this vid...are you still clean?

[ryanfreefromhell]

@HineTuAtchU Yes! :) Check out my website, listed below this video.  I have a new video posted there. Have an awesome day!

[PatBProductions]

thanks for doing this. i take oxy due to pain and have been weaning off as the pain is letting up. thanks for the furthered inspiration to never need this poison again...i won't ever get hit by a car again i assure you!

[terriann78]

your story is a lot like mine i to i used oxycotin up yo 80mg every 4 hours i did everything i could to get just one more. Today i have been clean for 14 months and life couldn't get any better i go to meetings 3-4 times week i watch meeting on you tube daily life is good

[morphine30roxy]

Your story is about 90% like mine. Its kind of wierd haha. But I know how you fill about not wanting to wake up in the morneing. I hate wakeing up. I just wish that I could go to sleep and stay asleep for ever. Cause I hate dealing with the bullshit everyday. This shit is getting old. But Its like I cant stop for nothing. No matter how hard I try. But good luck man.

[terriann78]

keep going to na meetings get involved you will get it It took me 8 rehabs but i think the overdose that almost killed me did it. If you ever need to talk my e-mail is theresa.nelson17@comcast.net

[ryanfreefromhell]

@terriann78 This what it's all about! Pay it forward! Help others, right on!

[Meisternigga]

Ryan, you should listen to doug Bachelor

[blinkfanjf09]

7:56 LOL

[hiphopsavedmylife26]

ive been clean since jan 1st it kill sme everyday

[CrazyOldBernice]

Oxy withdrawals are really difficult to go through. It physically and emotionally drains you for about 2 to 3 weeks. I'm on my 12th day clean and hope I never go back. However, the oxy withdrawal is a cake walk compared to the methadone withdrawal hell I went through a year ago. I could never do a methadone withdrawal again. I wish all of you to have the strength to stop using.

[bigtaxdizzle]

the stealing is worst than anything,i never had to steal i had a script my insurance paid for but i understand the undying drive to get what you wanted. I just kicked cold turkey and dealt with the withdraw but this shit is straight from hell. Every time you pop a pill the devil takes a piece of your soul with it.

[poptube87]

shit man you are the spitting image of myself. unfortunately i didn't stay away from my home town long enough after i got done with a 5 month treatment center and am right back where i started. On the bright side though, im starting to get up at 8am, exercise and go to meetings which is giving me hope. thanks for the vid brother.

[marissalgreen]

as a recovering oxy and klonapin addict I appreciate your video. my husband found it and watched it. I think it gave him a little more insight as to why I was acting the way I was and it helped validate what the addiction is all about. keep up the good work

[4inchwound]

Nice face oscar lol

[Ingsok]

Do whatever it takes to STAY CLEAN . Signed a felloe addick !!!!!

[bealuvsnatty]

OMG...ur dogs r sooooooooooooooooooo cute!!!!

[savagekiller99]

im a hardcore dipper (chewing tobbaco) like you said... I've never took any pills or any other hardcore drugs... id kill to quit dip but it just seems impossible for me

[dirtdoggg]

@savagekiller99 I'm 630 days without dip, dipped a can plus a day for 13 years. I found qssn.org, a support site. Go there and read some stories, I NEVER believed I could stop also.

[CNSagent]

@savagekiller99 Nicotine is a hard addiction to quit. For many, it's just as hard to quit as opioids.

[mikzemaj]

i would also like to add that it is an awesome sight to see all the people who commented, having the drive and heart to quit. it shows great character to see how badly you guys want off of this. I am also in the same position as everyone else so there is no need to repeat what all of you guys are saying. I admire everyones courage and I really hope that one day or very soon will start having a normal life again. Good luck.

[widowsXpeakXfreak]

your sexy lol you make me wanna give up roxys.

[LyfeWaterz]

Awesome video bud. Your dogs are the cutest things i have ever seen.

[kanserstyx]

mm, sorry about my prev comment, kinda in bad taste, but hats off to you, keep it up:)

[bwahagwaha]

That was a fantastic video man..Were all glad you decided to make a complete 180 with your life, for us that are still going through it its a sign that its possible to be the person we want to be instead of the person the drugs make us..Plz keep updating ..You could change a persons life just by doing so..I'm proud of ya and don't give up the good fight....

[downfallin]

good job man!!! I dont know you but im proud of you. I am currently trying to wean myself off of oxy. I know its hard and my case isnt even that bad! Ill do like 120mgs at my worst. that isnt because i have self control, its really because i cant afford it and i never wanted to steal. But seeing people like you gives me more hope that i can overcome this addiction. And btw cool dogs i have pugs nd napolean made me laugh. thanks again.

[eblairnewman23]

Ryan- Thank you for your video. I am addicted to oxy's and have been clean for 10 months. Getting off the pills was the most painful thing Ive ever been through, the second hardest is working thru what I was numbing myself from. I fell in love with pain meds when I realized they took away the emotional pain I was running from my whole life: the obsession with what others thought of me. Thnx again Blair

[eblairnewman23]

Ryan- Thank you for your video. I am addicted to oxy's and have been clean for 10 months. Getting off the pills was the most painful thing Ive ever been through, the second hardest is working thru what I was numbing myself from. I fell in love with pain meds when I realized they took away the emotional pain I was running from my whole life: the obsession with what others thought of me. I d love to still be numb, but I know I cant go back. Maybe you could email me if u want. Thnx again Blair

[rroulette11]

Damn bro i feel you keep it up

[swb3111]

keep up the good work !

[ChaveeGroove]

I had an injury 2007 was perscribed Oxi for pain. Became addicted. Horrible road. Been clean for a few weeks now. Withdrawels over with. Takin it day by day. GOD its so hard. Keep up the good work all you good people in the struggle.......

[mdube05]

hey keep up the good work! some one i really care about is going threw this addiction as well and i pray to god he will come threw as good as you did!! Stay strong and NEAVER fall back! and you may think it is the way the chips fall but i think it is God working his way into your life! god bless>>

[killyourego1983]

you can be proud of your self ...for me ..you are a huuuge light....you have a great life infront of you..

I have to make from myself a person as you are.

more or less..now ..my life is same as you was ...wake around 12,doing nothing.do oxys,be infront of pc till night ,depression,suicidal emotions,bipolar ..no energy blah blah blah...no job.laid off...fuck drugs.

you are a man.

[bhoward1212]

Im so proud of you. You are so motivating!