Letters to Zachary

[rebeccagrissom4083]

GOD BE WITH YOU...HE SURELY IS WITH YOUR LIL GUY...

[UlaniJonas]

I Know How You Feel ....

My Lil Sis Passed Away Last Year

September 29 She Was Born And Passed Away In The Nxt Few Weeks.....

[pimpster223]

my dad was crying

[SSGLuceyGirl]

Please give your dad a delayed hug from me! Thanks for the comment

[Bamabubba]

Im so sorry for your families loss. This was very hard for me to watch with out just bawling like a baby. The song is so perfect. Ive subscribed to your channel btw. Have a terrific day.

[SSGLuceyGirl]

Sorry for the delay in responding.. but I wanted to say Thank You so much for your comment, it was very heart felt and meant a lot.  I should hopefully start post videos soon, we just found out that we are pregnant .. Have a wonderful day

[Bamabubba]

WOW!!! Thats great!!! Congrats!!!! 8)

[JeSsGeMmI]

im sorry.=(

[JaredtheOverLord]

Thank you so much

[JeSsGeMmI]

im srry but how did he die?

[SSGLuceyGirl]

Tbere is a video on my channel labeled About Zachary. Thanks for your comment - Mel

[gerbybadger]

I am very sorry :*(

[SSGLuceyGirl]

Thank you so much . That really means a lot to us.  Ton of hugs Mel

[simplyjustamy]

Sorry for your loss. You really seem to be a great mum!!!!

[SSGLuceyGirl]

Thank you so much, I try to be the best mom to my other son Jared. Ton of hugs Mel

[simplyjustamy]

Your are really a great person. Jarad will grow up to be a great person just like you.

- Amy x

[ILuvTheWahlbergBros]

My older sis. Gave birth to a still born baby boy. It was her second trimester. She was only 5 months along. Brent JR. She was due in April. She delivered him, on Dec. 6, 2006. He was my nephew.

God Bless Your Family. Sorry For Your Loss.

[SSGLuceyGirl]

I am so deeply sorry for your family's loss.. He will always be your nephew and that can never be taken away. If you ever need anything, please feel free to contact me. Ton of hugs Mel

[ILuvTheWahlbergBros]

Thank you, for your condolence. Yes, he is. Someday, I'll meet him, in heaven. I'll keep that in mind, to contact you. Tons of hugs right back, at ya.

~Aunt Missy

[krissykool9]

Thats so sad i feel so sorry about zachary

[SSGLuceyGirl]

Thank you for your sweet comment and reaching out.. It means the world. Ton of hugs Mel

[dottyjay]

thank you for keepin my babies alive on your channel their names were jack & joy

[dottyjay]

this was very heartbreaking and your video was a wonderful tribute to your little guy. my daughter trace had a hard time and showed me your vid somehow it made things a bit easier knowin my babies and zachary were together in baby heaven and my dear daughter a grown woman gone before her time was watching over them...thank you dear. we know they are all with the Lord...we will see them again...god bless you..

[dottyjay]

he is in baby heaven with the jay twins stillborn 6-1-66 yes dear heart my little boy and girl twins full term stillborn. every june the family lay little baby roses on their grave together in one.he was 5lbs she was 3lbs. they would be 36. my firstborns. my daughter sandy born 10/22/67 died 10/21/07 my 3rd child 1 day b4 her 40 bday. my dear my heart goes out to you and your loed ones. they are are children safe in Gods Arms...

[dottyjay]

dear heart i am trace murdoch i wrote the msg for my mom dottyjay im sorry we got emotional at seeing zachary brother w/balloons and i put wrong age. my brother and sister would be 42 nxt bday they were 16 months older than sandy so sorry for your los

[SSGLuceyGirl]

I understand and such losses are something you carry for a lifetime I am here for you both Sorry for your losses Ton of hugs Mel

[SSGLuceyGirl]

I am so deeply sorry for your losses Sending you a million hugs and so much more Ton of hugs Mel

[strawberryrootbeer]

I am so sorry for your loss. Thank you for sharing this with us. It is so sweet. I know how hard it is to go through, I've lost 5 babies at different stages of pregnancy and life.

The general public (for the most part) just doesn't understand our grief. That's why I founded GPG Foundation- Raising awareness of a parent's grief process after the loss of a child. GodsPreciousGifts org

Again, I'm so sorry for your loss.

[SSGLuceyGirl]

That is so wonderful about the organization that you started that is wonderful Once I get things settled I would love to speak with you I also wanted to say that I'm so deeply sorry for all of your losses Thank you so much again Ton of hugs ♥Mel

[TwoGoofballs]

Well, like everyone else, I was bawling throughout the video. At first I thought it was a little much that you make a cake for your deceased baby, but then as I watched....I yearn for the comfort and support you have received because of your loss. I lost my baby at 13 weeks gestation - it haunts me because there was nothing wrong with the baby - ends up I was 6 weks pregnant when I was outfitted with an IUD.

[TwoGoofballs]

Anyway, I'm sorry for your loss.

[SSGLuceyGirl]

Thank you That means a lot Ton of hugs ♥Mel

[SSGLuceyGirl]

I am deeply sorry for your loss, if you ever just need to talk about it feel free to contact me anytime Thank you for your comment Ton of hugs ♥Mel

[rycar33]

that made me cry so much.i am so sorry

[SSGLuceyGirl]

Sorry for making you cry Zachary will always be a huge part of us Always be missed but forever loved Thank you for the comment and for being so supportive Its so greatly appreciated Tons of hugs ♥Mel

[frostybaby13]

I'm so sorry for your family's loss. I'm 25, and I was in a car accident and broke my back, so I turned to finding inspiration from children battling terminal illness - they have such strong spirits. I found your video during my search, and I'll pray for your family. God Bless You!

[SSGLuceyGirl]

Thank You so much and sorry to hear that you were in a car accident Amazing person to check out here is TJ on YouTube He is brillant child with a heart of gold plus a smile to make you melt Ton of hugs ♥Mel

[dancingwithabroom]

A truly loving tribute to Zachary. The letters and balloons were such a beautiful way to honor Zachary and to let him know that he will always be family. My deepest sympathy for your loss, and my deepest thanks for sharing this moving video with us. It says a lot about courage. A lot about healing. A lot about love.

[SSGLuceyGirl]

Thank you for all of your wonderful comments You just have such a beautiful soul and it always conveys through your words Thank you so much again Tons of hugs ♥Mel

[Hayley069]

I am so sorry..I lost a nephew,i understands what you going through he was born at 28 weeks to my sister, i held her while her tears flowed for her little boy, no one would understand the grief that hits when you lose a child, x god bless you Bailey love you forever x

[SSGLuceyGirl]

Bailey I'm so deeply sorry for the loss of your nephew and please know if your sister and/or you need anything especially just to talk to please feel free to contact me I am here for you all Again sorry for the loss of your beautiful angel Tons of hugs ♥Mel

[RaHa71]

This video touched me in a way that I can't even explain. I am so sorry for your loss. My wife and I lost our baby on January 27, 2007. Her name was Alexis and she was born at 24 weeks and she didn't survive the delivery. It still hurts so bad. I literally had tears streaming down my face as I watched this and still do as I write this right now. This video was so beautiful.

[SSGLuceyGirl]

I'm so sorry for the loss of your beautiful daughter, Alexis I know words don't comfort and time helps to ease some of the pain but if you need anything please feel free to contact me Your wife and you are welcome to at any time Tons of hugs ♥Mel

[jenjdickinson]

This was beautiful and so moving Mel. Everything about this touched my heart, especially the balloon launch. I know those balloons did reach heaven. I am sending you all virtual hugs. Please reach out to your YouTube friends should you ever need us.

Love Jen D

[SSGLuceyGirl]

Hi Jen Thank You so much for this lovely comment and support It means the world to me and as for reaching out please note I'm here for you also Thank you so much again Tons of hugs ♥Mel®

[jenjdickinson]

Thank you sweetheart. I'm sending you virtual love and hugs! I hope you're having a wonderful day. You are a lovely, thoughtful and inspirational lady. Will look forward to staying in touch here! :)

[MarkBellinghaus]

Love & Warmth to you--as long as there are people like you, this world will have some hope, at last...thanks for your vid. Mark

[snowballinhell]

Yes, your messages and balloons reached heaven. I know because I am a bereaved mother.Peace be with you.

Karen

[SSGLuceyGirl]

Thank You so much Karen and I honestly do believe that they did reach heaven as well I'm sorry for your loss and please know if you need anything/to talk or to even cry I'm here for you Ton of hugs ♥Mel

[woodlandpoet]

Wow, what a touching video!

[SSGLuceyGirl]

Thank You so much I was hoping to capture that day as much as I could Saying goodbye is hard but knowing that I still have him watching over us Really gives us some hope and as well peace Tons of hugs ♥Mel

[snowballinhell]

You are welcome and you captured that day beautifully with remembrance of your child. It has been over 7 years now for me and the tears don't fall as often as they used to, but there is not a day that goes by where I don't think of him. Thank you for your thoughts and offer to help. Hugs to you too. Karen

[SammichLite]

I was looking around on gut2cut and somehow made my way to this beautiful video. I cried through the entire thing. I had a very early miscarriage in October so I slightly relate to the pain you're going through. The song and video are absolutely beautiful and I think you expressed your pain and your love for your child perfectly. Thank you for making this video and touching my heart while at the same time maybe healing yours a little.

[SSGLuceyGirl]

Hello I'm so honored you found this video and I'm so extremely sorry for your loss Regardless if it was a early miscarriage its still extremely hard and a tramatic loss If you need anything please note I am here for you Your in my thoughts Tons of hugs ♥Mel®

[anasmomma]

My name is Gloria, anasmomma, and I too lost a baby, at fullterm, while in labor, a stillbirth. I am so moved by your vids, thanks so much for letting know who Zack is and sharing him with us... love to you and hugs

[SSGLuceyGirl]

Hi Gloria I'm so deeply sorry for your loss Just know if you need anything at all please feel free to contact me Losing a child is extremely hard Tons of hugs ♥Mel®

[babybearsmommy]

Mel, everytime I see one of your videos, it brings tears to my eyes. This one, of course, did too. I think it's awesome how you document everything by video. I never would have thought to videotape writing a letter to my daughter. You have a very special family. ((HUGS)) from one angel mommy to another...

[SSGLuceyGirl]

I have been thinking about you a lot lately and hoping all is well on your end I think the main reason I videotape these is because I don't have much of Zachary its so limited and I think that is the hardest thing of all Not having those things Tons of hugs ♥Mel®

[theheadsgirl]

Oh goodness Mel. I cried during this video for your loss and I cried of happiness to know that god has an angel in the worlds corner because anything that comes from you and husband has to be something special! God Bless you and your family, my love prayers to you all! ~ Roberta ~

[SSGLuceyGirl]

Hi Roberta Thank you for the your beautiful comment Zachary is still a huge part of us and I'm proud to say that I'm his mom There are moments I miss him so much and long for him to be here but then I remember he is, he is in our hearts Tons of hugs ♥Mel®

[NJLILI]

Thank you so much for sharing. Continued blessings

[SSGLuceyGirl]

Thank you for watching and the comment I wish I could really explain how much the support really means to us Tons of hugs ♥Mel

[JustLoseItNow]

wow...mel that was intense..i am sorry for you for your loss..my heart is with you ..

stacy

[SSGLuceyGirl]

Hi Stacy Thank you especially for your support It means a lot Tons of hugs ♥Mel

[dunlapgal]

Sending hugs and many prayers your way.

[SSGLuceyGirl]

Thank you for the beautiful hugs and prayers They will forever be cherished here Tons of hugs ♥Mel

[TJsMomma]

My son TJ and I sat and watch this video today and cried and smiled with you! Bless you and your family may you find the strength you need as well as peace!

[SSGLuceyGirl]

Thank you so much Your beautiful son TJ and you have been in my thoughts daily Please know if you ever need anything I am here for you guys We are working on hats just currently my husband is out in the field (we live in Germany) but once he returns that is a huge priority of ours plus I would love to send him a special hat Ton of hugs ♥Mel

[yabaadaabaado]

May God be with this family as they go through each and every day. God, please hold their hands and guide their way, down this very long road. Lord, give them strength, and let them know that there WILL come a day that they will all be together once again, but this time , it will be for forever.Amen.

[SSGLuceyGirl]

Thank you for the beautiful prayer and thinking of us It means a lot Ton of hugs ♥Mel

[FreeknNasty]

Wow. That was incredibly beutiful and sad. I have never had kids so I can't possibly imagine what losing one feels like. I wish I could say something to comfort you. I am sorry Lucey:(

[SSGLuceyGirl]

You just said it, just being there as a friend is more then anyone could ask for Thank you for that Ton of hugs ♥Mel

[losetogain]

This really is a beautiful video and a touching sentiment. Zachary is lucky to have you as a mommy. *hugs*

[SSGLuceyGirl]

Thanks Dustin I couldn't imagine a live without him in it even if I only got to hold him for a such a short period he is still a huge part of me Ton of hugs ♥Mel

[shortbuddy]

This is so beautiful! ((HUGS))

[SSGLuceyGirl]

Thank you so much especially for the hugs Ton of hugs ♥Mel

[Valpocade]

Mel very touching video! The song was perfect. I loved the baloons going up into the clouds :) I truely believe you will see your precious angel again and he is looking down on you now from Heaven. My thughts and prayers are with you and your family. -Tommy

[SSGLuceyGirl]

Tommy Thank You from the bottom of my heart for being such a wonderful friend Thank you for what you wrote especially about seeing Zachary again that really keeps me moving forward until that day Ton of hugs ♥Mel

[PsiKickZ]

Bless you for sharing; life & love without end -

[SSGLuceyGirl]

Thank you so much for the comment, for watching If there is one thing Zachary has taught me is that Loving someone so deeply doesn't have a end Ton of hugs ♥Mel

[bradkc5sp]

Sorry I am behind in my video watching. This video is just amazing. A great tribute to Zachary but also a tribute to the strength and unity of your family. Blessings to all. - Brad

[SSGLuceyGirl]

Thank You Brad its great to see you again I am really happy to know that you liked the video Ton of hugs ♥Mel

[askmisscris]

omg... I'm crying *hugs*

its not an easy task to take on living life after losing one of your own - stay strong and keep faith.

[SSGLuceyGirl]

Thank you for the comment it was one of the hardest thing that I'm still doing keep on living but I do it for my son Jared, my husband William and in honor of our angel It took me months just to leave the house and I'm finally able to do that Ton of hugs ♥Mel

[satinpetal]

Who is your beautiful angel that was born August 06? How did the child die?

[SSGLuceyGirl]

Zachary is our son that we lost during our 2nd trimester of pregnancy, unfortunately we didn't know until a routine OB/GYN appt where we found out he past Two days later I gave birth to our son Sadly they were unable to find a cause for Zachary's death even after a autopsy Ton of hugs ♥Mel

[BigIronWife]

((((Mel)))) My family sat here and watched,wept and said a prayer for you all. Such a beautiful video and song. Wishing you all love and wonderful memorable days.

hugs,

april

[SSGLuceyGirl]

April Thank you so much for your beautiful comment and your wonderful wish I in return wish for the same for you Thank you again Ton of hugs ♥Mel

[Festerius2]

What a beautiful tribute... My eyes got a little misty.

[SSGLuceyGirl]

Thank you so much It means a lot that you liked it Ton of hugs ♥Mel

[lilvoyce]

Yes, I am sure they reached heaven. Bless you, and many hugs!

[SSGLuceyGirl]

Thank you for saying that I know in my heart Zachary knows the words we wrote from him Thank you again for the comment Ton of hugs ♥Mel

[ihavangel]

Sending you lots of Prayers! I understand the hurt I too have an angel in heaven and miss him more everyday! Sending you lots of hugs remember one day at a time.

[SSGLuceyGirl]

Thank you for your love, support and friendship It means the world to Jared, William, myself and of course Zachary I am so deeply sorry for your loss and if you ever need to talk please know that I am here for you Always Especially I understand the pain of missing our beautiful angels Ton of hugs ♥Mel

[UpDownMostly]

great video, very touching and powerful. My thoughts and prayers are with you all. Biggest hugs to you all.

[SSGLuceyGirl]

Thank you for the hugs, the thoughts and the prayers but I wanted to say a very special thank you for the video response That meant more then words can ever share Thank you so much again Ton of hugs ♥Mel

[RiverBirch1967]

Oh Mel! Thank you for sharing this with us and including us. I lost myself in tears when Jared was writing and couldn't stop until the video was over. You are a beautiful family; my goodness, what a loving soul you are as a unit.

[SSGLuceyGirl]

Aw Riv You are so special to me Thank you for being so amazing for all your love, your prayers and your friendship have been a true treasure to me Ton of hugs ♥Mel

[1butterflykiss]

I have had a still born baby. I was 36 weeks and her name is Nikole. I would love to talk to you anytime. My prayers are with you and you have a very special ANGEL watching out for you. I want to be a friend.

Much Love to You,

*kisses*Hugs*

Therese

[SSGLuceyGirl]

Hi Therese, first I just wanted to say I'm deeply sorry for your loss of your beautiful angel Nikole (its a beautiful name btw) and I am here for you as well that will never change Experiences such a profound loss but it takes comfort when you met people who can really relate Please feel free to contact me anytime Again I'm really sorry for your loss Ton of hugs ♥Mel

[1butterflykiss]

I have had a still born baby. I was 36 weeks and her name is Nikole. I would love to talk to you anytime. My prayers are with you and you have a very special ANGEL watching out for you. I want to be a friend.

Much Love to You,

*kisses*Hugs*

Therese

[peaceluvunity]

That was so powerful and filled with love.You have an amazing soul...

[SSGLuceyGirl]

I am really honored that you liked it Thank you so much for comment and support Ton of hugs ♥Mel

[scrumsrus]

God Bless you Mel. You and you family are in my prayers, you must have been going through hell again the last couple of weeks. Zach is looking over you now and your love will be returned ten fold.

Take Care,

Health & Happiness,

Regards & Best Wishes,

Andy

[SSGLuceyGirl]

Sweet Andy Thank You for everything You are so amazing to me I appreciate your friendship, support and encouragement I really do believe Zach is still with us in spirit as each day passes Ton of hugs ♥Mel

[Elphyrafire]

So beautiful and awesome. You are doing such a service for any grieving parent- letting everyone know it's not taboo to celebrate the kids we've lost.

[SSGLuceyGirl]

Thank you so much Ever since the beginning of the pregnancy he was such a vital part of our family and even in his passing he still is, he is so much apart of us in our every day lives Thank you for always supporting me and being a great friend It means the world Ton of hugs ♥Mel

[ArmyMechanic3rdID]

Wow. What a touching song and Video. I wish there was something I could do or say to ease your pain. Never stop to express your feelings. I feel for you.

Ken

[SSGLuceyGirl]

Ken Just by being you, you have helped a lot Thanks for everything especially for being a friend Ton of hugs ♥Mel

[sassybunny23]

That was absolutely beautiful. The releasing of the ballons left me a little choked up :( Stay strong! I can only imagine how difficult this must be for you!

Tonz Of Hugz! * Bonnie :)

[SSGLuceyGirl]

Hi Bonnie I'm glad you liked the video, I wanted to let you guys to be a part of his balloon releasing so many people have supported me through Jan with it being his due date I couldn't of done this without you guys Ton of hugs ♥Mel

[Jinxie228]

Mel, Beautiful tribute to Zach. Yes I cried! You guys are in my thoughts and prayers daily. Wonderful idea to write him letters. Very touching!

All my love, Martha

[SSGLuceyGirl]

Martha You have become such amazing part of our family Thank you for your friendship, for always supporting us, sending us love and always being there We are here for you as well Thank you for everything Ton of hugs ♥Mel

[analia73]

my heart aches, I have 2 daughters, I would not know how to cope, you are very strong, you have my admiration, God Bless you and fill you with his love. this made me cry and I am out of words.

[SSGLuceyGirl]

Thank you for your comment and for giving me support It really means a lot to me Just know you are in my thoughts as well Ton of hugs ♥Mel

[disneyfreak90]

Your family is so united and loving. Jared is so lucky to have you and william.

[SSGLuceyGirl]

Thank you it means a lot that our family is close but to be honest we are the lucky ones to have Jared and Zachary For each child is a huge blessing as well as a beautiful miracle Ton of hugs ♥Mel

[Aquanetta]

What a beautifully touching tribute to your son. I know I've said this before your have showed tremenous strenght in the difficult time and I love how, in the short snippets of your life I can see Jared is being helped with his grieving procress as well. God had a big purpose for your son and I is there loving and protecting you, William and Jared, everyday. Thank you for sharing this...Happy Belated Birthday Zachary

[SSGLuceyGirl]

Wow what a very touching comment Thank you for what you wrote because Jared's recovery from this is so important Jared was in the room when they told us Zachary past and I remember him saying we should go to counseling when we left the room as a family At a young age Jared has learned how precious life is *2 b cont.

[SSGLuceyGirl]

I remember coming home and just crying Jared made a very profound statement that he is just lucky that he is alive That is such a huge statement from a 8 year old child Thank you for your support, encouragement and what you just wrote Ton of hugs ♥Mel

[umassbluangel]

heart breaking. you are such a strong woman.

[SSGLuceyGirl]

Thank you but I wouldn't really consider myself to be that strong, I struggle with it every day but its worth it to see Jared and William's face every day and I take comfort in knowing Zachary is still a huge part of us Ton of hugs ♥Mel

[ubercontralto]

you are very talented at expressing yourself. Especially through your video. God Bless.

[SSGLuceyGirl]

Thank you I appreciate that Ton of hugs ♥Mel

[CountryComesToTown]

Mel, what a touching video. I think it left all of us with tears in our eyes. My thoughts and prayers are with all of you guys. I'm that sure Zach saw those letters and the balloons you sent up to heaven! -jim

[SSGLuceyGirl]

Hi Jim Thank You for your comment and most of all for always being a great person You are always so positive and simply amazing person Thank you for everything Ton of hugs ♥Mel

[LouRyder]

Releasing the balloons was such a great idea. I wasn't expecting that. Stay strong Mel. I'm sure those balloons reached Heaven! Lou.

[SSGLuceyGirl]

Thank You Lou Thank you for everything Ton of hugs ♥Mel

[trillian57]

Oh you made me cry. How wonderfully beautiful, and terribly sad. Both your children are so loved. How wonderful to have you two as parents. There is a reason for everything even though we may not always understand. Big hugs, love and prayers for healing, Vicky

[SSGLuceyGirl]

Vicky Thank you so much for the comment, the hugs, the love and the prayers - they all mean the world to us, all of us Ton of hugs ♥Mel

[trboh]

Mel, thanks for sharing this special moment. Everytime I see another of your videos I feel closer to you and Jared and William. I am so glad to see you moving forward through the loss and pain you have experienced, together, as a family.

[SSGLuceyGirl]

I feel the same way about you as well Thank you for always being there I know if I can ever count on anyone especially a comment to uplift my spirits It would be you Thank you again for everything Ton of hugs ♥Mel

[1THEJAKESTER]

ya`ll are a great family love this very touchin

hope william foot gettin better

pretty song that gos great with it

ya`ll are all in my heart

[SSGLuceyGirl]

Thank you I remember when I first found that song was in a Yahoo Support Group online, it was the only place I could find since there isn't one here in Germany It has a lot of meaning to me Ton of hugs ♥Mel PS William foot is feeling better

[chunkymonkey888]

ok so maybe it's just me but the cloud at about 5:09 when you're backing away from the camera could resemble a small child leaning downward with arms out ready for them... :) thanks for sharing this with everyone

[SSGLuceyGirl]

Thank you so much for pointing that out, William has been playing with the video watching that cloud Thank you again for your comment and support it really means a lot Ton of hugs ♥Mel

[noahsark1962]

This makes me so sad.If I could take your pain away,I would.{hugs}

[SSGLuceyGirl]

Hugs are always a great way to brighten someone's spirit so Thank you so much that alone meant so much Ton of hugs ♥Mel

[ArmyWife99]

mel, you know my heart has been broken for you and your family since the day of Zachary's loss. I love you guys so much and I'm so sorry you're havin to go through this pain. Zack is so loved, and I know, that no matter what really exists after this life, he feels that love. That was a beautiful video, I have tears in my eyes now, and I think that was a beautiful way to let Zachary know what he still means to you all.

[SSGLuceyGirl]

Sarah you have been there for me since the beginning, through William's deployment when we were reunited and the happy news of my pregnancy that shocked us with the PCOS and the tragic ending of his passing Your amazing friend and I will always treasure you Ton of hugs ♥Mel

[therealjennibum]

I think writing the letters and the letting go of the balloons are wonderful ways to express these intense feelings.

Wow...this is hard to watch, but not nearly as hard as what you must go through every second of everyday.

[SSGLuceyGirl]

Thank you it was something I wanted to do for awhile and intially it was planned to be done on his due date but we went away to Switzerland to shield ourselves from the pain of him not here (to keep our mind occupied) its funny how much those balloons meant to me because I felt like he was watching and he just knew how much we loved him Thank you for everything, you have always been so supportive and loving Ton of hugs ♥Mel

[SoulFlava141]

he is so much loved no matter if hes here or up above he will have ur heart n u got his. He does feel ur love no matter where he is.A beautiful video Mel and I think its important to do this for him becoz he is part of ur family gone or not...xoxoxo much love ur katxoxoxoxo

[SSGLuceyGirl]

Thank you Kat I always pray that Zachary can feel our love that he knows how much we wanted him here physically with us and then there are moments when I can feel him next to me, holding my hand He will always be a vital part of our lives and family Thank you again for your comment and friendship Ton of hugs ♥Mel

[ItalianStallionette]

ok...now if I can see the keyboards through all my tears. I am literally sobbing.Ops...I leaned forwards and just got my keyboard wet. I just don't know even know what to say. At first, I didn't know if I could get through this video, but I made myself watch it. You will be in my heart all day my beautiful friend.

[SSGLuceyGirl]

Aw you see how sweet you are, you made sure the comment went through Thank you so much Ton of hugs ♥Mel

[ItalianStallionette]

ok...now if I can see the keyboards through all my tears. I am literally sobbing.Ops...I leaned forwards and just got my keyboard wet. I just don't know even know what to say. At first, I didn't know if I could get through this video, but I made myself watch it. You will be in my heart all day my beautiful friend.

[SSGLuceyGirl]

Thank you for watching the video It was one of the hardest ones I had ever made and still for me watching the video I just cry at times Its amazing how much a small gesture can provoke profound emotions especially your beautiful friendship, love and support Ton of hugs ♥Mel

[dogearedstudios]

So sweet Mel....your family is always in my thoughts.

[SSGLuceyGirl]

Your in my to, especially with your angel - let me know if you would like me to send you that song Ton of hugs ♥Mel

[dogearedstudios]

Oh definitely!

[SSGLuceyGirl]

Okay when William returns I will have create a cd for you, I bought the album to get this song Ton of hugs ♥Mel

[sweetmommy06]

This is beautiful! And the song as well! In the last part of ur video if you look after you say Look at them go, I see a line right next to your son. I beleive that was your angel son, comforting you guys, and ur son. You and ur family are in my thoughts and prayers!

[SSGLuceyGirl]

Thank you so much for pointing that out Its funny there are so many moments where I just feel his presence even when I say goodnight to him in my ritual routine before I go2 sleep Or when it rains on those days I really need him Thank you for your comment and support Ton of hugs ♥Mel