@monday1113 stay strong and i satarted at 10 i am 15 if there was one thing id wish i did before i started was tell my family NOT FRIENDS family how you feel and about the thoughts trust me its better than living a 2 years in rehab because youll never be the same youll lose everything trust me its better to tell your family i still cry about it and cant talk to anyone without getting emotional about these things
so hang in there and tell your family its better off that way
@monday1113 Yeah, I know... I wouldn't commit suicide... It'd push my mother over the edge, and I still have a little brother. And they love me, no matter what I do to push them away.
@SuperAdamlover nothing is wrong with you. life just throws us things that we don't always know how to handle. but if we couldn't figure it out, we wouldn't be dealing with it. you will figure it out, because you're a strong person.
@Agus013013 i put this up when i was younger in high school, it makes you think about you who are because people can be so cruel..so at the time i didn't want to be me because i didn't feel good enough.
@MissFia007 I'm sorry......what I said was out of order, I was self harming when I wrote it......I mean't that that kind of thing can hurt people, and I didn't read the comments and saw that you apologised......I'm really sorry and will refrain myself from saying something like this again.
@Simoneissmiling don't listen to those who say negative things. you are who you are, and if they don't accept it, fck em. you're beautiful and a great person no matter what anyone says. keep your head up.
@angel57398 cutting is hard to stop doing, i know. try to find something else that gets your mind off of things. like if you like drawing, draw your anger out or write it out. hang out with people, listen to music, just try to be strong.
If you want the pictures, hit the PRTSC/SYSRQ Button on the top right corner of the keyboard. Then paste in Paint and crop it.. LIKE TO KEEP THIS ALIVE
Every since Degrassi I can only associate this song with cutting :O Is that bad?
I have this song on my iPod. It's my go to song every time I wanna cut. I haven't cut for 6 months and I don't wanna go back to that, never again. I don't wanna be meh but I'd rather be meh with less scars :(
it isnt esay to stop huh?? well i know plenty people who stopped after they woke up the next day and realized it was stupid and selfish to the people hey love
Self injuring... coz it's easier to control physical pain rather the pain one feels inside. It's easier to remove physical pain because that pain kinda doesn't matter. It doesn't matter compared to the pain of sorrow, loss, hate, hopelessness, lonelyness, sadness, you name it. It just exists but still not there. It becomes a way of coping, sadly. Though, to remember not all self injuring is visibly either. My thoughts on it. And yeah, I know coping with all this is hard, I've been there.
The cutters who really have emotional/mental problems are the ones who don't let anyone know they do it. The rest are looking to gain attention, which is a whole other situation. I'm not downing either one, but there is a difference between the ones who truly have horrible things going on in their heads and ones who just want to be noticed.
@lnr2983 i'm not sure which one i was/am. i rarely cut anymore but i never showed off my scars to anyone but one of my friends accused me of doing it for attention...i'll never forget that.
I heard this song on Degrassi it took me years to find it. I finally did after noticing they had a soundtrack. I think this song is amazing, whatever the inspiration is. Everyone has that moment in their life. I think this song and the artist def deserve more publicity someone needs to back this musician : /.
Beautiful people are such fucking cowards. GROW A GODDAMN SPINE AND TAKE CONTROL OF YOURSELF! Next time you feel sad, get angry. Next time you get hurt, get even. Don't let anyone walk on you. If they do, put them in a wheelchair.
I'm going to go back to listening to pantera videos, as I thought this would be the type o negative cover.... Gay.
you really dont realise what you wrote, do you? You know, some people cant 'grow a goddamn spine and take control' of themselves. And that's when self-harm comes into action. There are illnesses like Depression which take a huge factor. And, I have had depression. So guess what? From someone who knows what it's like, when someone with depression gets sad, or gets hurt, they dont resort to violence against another person, they resort to self-violence. Attempting inexistence.
I know how this is...I've been going through stuff like this for 8 years of my life, but i havent actually cut in years. I just think about it and it has the same effect. Hopefully I will not have these thoughts someday..
this is a hard hard world we live in, I hope everyone on this page knows or comes to realize just HOW important and beautiful the really are!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Cutting.. such a hard crutch to let go of, when it's the only one you know. I haven't picked up a razor in 6 months and not a day goes by that I wish I had a reason to see blood.
I feel mz cutting is becoming an addiction now.. I may have just made the biggest mistake in my life that might end it all. By losing the two most valuable people in mý life because of my stupid mistakes. I have questioned ''What is wrong with me?'' And now cutting myself, scratching, is my only option to this? I've used scissors, a key. A pen and now broken glass. I admit I have an issue..a big issue...and I WANT to stop...but what am I going to do? It's an addiction out of control now...)=
I'm not the kind of person to tell everybody how i'm feeling and tell everything, i have MAJOR trust issues... so i bottle up my feelings. i always end up doing some form of cutting but never actually cutting.. whether it's using the end of a pen cap and scratching it into my skin till it bleeds, doesn't stay as long as a scab, and doesn't scar bad.. I'm not saying go out and try it this way. I wish i could stop.. but i over stress myself and that just seems like a way out.. not a very good one.
I wasnt much of a cutter myself - I always opted for lashing or something else to that effect. Found, personally, that drugs were a good fix but eventually (only because Im that kind of person - my fault not the drugs. MINE.) they became another addiction. Sorted out the drug habit and ended up cutting again. My personal saving grace ended up being death metal singing. The roaring, from such an angry, emotional core being vented out that way helped immensely. Even just the screaming aspect of it
Moms and dads always say "if you smoke or do drugs you will get addicted to it,"
But i'v never heard a parent say "Don't cut yourself, you'll get addicted,"
but i think cutting is the worst kind of addiction cuz its the easiest one to hide. Its hard to hide when your drunk or the smell of cigarettes, but its not hard to wear a long sleeved shirt..... but i wish it was :(
@HazNothin2Do That is true; I wish parents would talk about cutting instead of simply telling their kids about drugs/smoking. I use to do it; even now it can be hard sometimes not to go back there. If you ever need to talk, please message me; I will try to help ♥
i can`t stop cutting becuase my mom knows i cut, but she don`t do aneything aboute it ! and when she found out she did`nt care ! i don`t know what to do aney more !
I used to cut. It's really hard to stop, you get addicted to it but it was the only way I knew how to cope >< For any of you who may be considering it, I wouldn't suggest it. It's like a natural form of heroin (sp?), you become really addicted really fast and then you can't stop. And it's not a very fun process to stop either :(
i've always hated emo people, but when my best friend trixie died because of me, and then i just looked back on my life and realized its like i'm dead. some people say i'm just insane for cutting myself, but feeling physical pain makes me sure i'm still alive... v.v
I live in Holland and people think that we are crazy people but we don't. They think we are emo... but i want to tell them that emo just a lifestyle is.. I stopped with cutting but some times i can't handle myself. My english is not so good..:$
Cutting, burning, scratching, scraping, bulimia, anorexia, what ever self harm there is, is living hell. I used to cut and I used to have anorexia. Anorexia was hungry hell but cutting made my life living hell. Depression rules over normal peoples lives. Most of the time you "dont wanna be you." I wasn't proud of cutting and i didn't do it for "attention" i did it cuz i was hurt and i didn't understand what was wrong with me, I didn't understand why i was hurt, why i hated myself, why i was sad
@MissFia007 You think it's so easy for people to stop?
Well, it isn't. And it's not "selfish." A LOT of people are struggling with this, and you don't know their stories. So instead of acting all holier-than-thou, try to have some compassion and realize that these people are going through a very hard time in their lives.
im sorry if i made the impression that it is easy to stop .thats not what im saying please dont get me wrong im just thinking of the people in afghanistan who live their whole life in war and get their ears and noses cut off because they try to escape i just dont get how some people dont see how good their life is comparing to other people's
@MissFia007 So those people are slaves to the government, and self injurers are a slave to addiction and self-loathing. Just because what they struggle with isn't as obvious or scary sounding doesn't mean it's any less powerful. A lot of people waste more than half their lives suffering from it.
@MissFia007 i have actually thought about this and yes other people's lives are a lot worse then ours and we are lucky, but most people cut because they want to enjoy the life their living, but there are so many obsticles in the way and cutting is just a way of coping. Its not "giving up on life", its just a way of coping. You need to acknowledge the fact that some of us actually have problems in our lives that we dont know how to deal with.
@MissFia007 sounds like you have no personal experience with it.. how can you tell someone that they "dont try" If youve never gone through it? You dont know how hard it is until youve been there.
@MissFia007 I would love you to try and stop.....I've tried, and have succeeded for a short amount of time, but always end up starting again. You're probably one of those people who make others start.
I'm a recovered cutter, and a guy one at that. This song just means so much to me, I just don't want to be me. Of all people, why is that I was picked to not be "normal".
for the people who keep saying to jus stop cutting its easier said than done.. i started when i was in 7th grade. i stopped in 10th. now im a senior an i started back up again.. its realy difficult.. an as for the people who say its a waste of time, you try living OUR lives an tell me what u end up doing.. at this point in my life its either this or suicide..
@No1LuvsUMoreThanMe For me cutting was so hard to quite; an addiction...I couldn't believe how hard it was to quit. I thought about suicide everyday back then; it seemed easier to give up and die. If you ever need to talk, please message me; I will try to help ♥ Please don't give up
@No1LuvsUMoreThanMe I wish that things could be different for you, I wish that things could be different for alot of people in the world. There are just too many terrible things in the world. I can't say that I know what you're going through, but if its any consolation at all to say, at the least if I could, I would sit down with you, try to help you shoulder your struggles, and be your friend to what ever end. Yours trully: Tina.
@DevilishDaysxMaui dk if u alrdy got it or if you still want it; but if you do, video2mp3[DOT]net and as always, replace [DOT] with an actual dot. all you do is feed this video's link into the website and click convert. enjoy
It's hard to find another outlet when you have so many restrictions. I was diagnosed with epilepsy when I was 11 and I have the grand mal, muscles contorting, chew up my mouth, scream in pain seizures. Everyday I worry that for some reason I will lose control of my body. I literally have no control of my body when that happens, that's mainly why I started cutting, It finally gave me control over something. Every time I have a seizure I hope it kills me just so I can't have another one.
i am so tired of everyone feeling sorry for themselves. y dont u just stand up for yourself. u make ursekf misserble others dont make u misserable. im not tryinqq to be a bitch. its truth. if u fall get back up. its hard but thats part of life and growing
People who self injure don't know how else to express their emotions. and cutting becomes an addiction.
You're right, it's a very crazy idea. but it's not "stupid" it's defineatly not smart, but once it becomes an addiction (and it will become an addiction) it's near impossible to stop.
all this shit about how people who cut need therapy is just stupid. hello most are not phycotic. and its not an addiction your body does not physically need it. why dont you just cry. maybe u do when u cut. i used to be a cutter. everyone said i needed help. its kind of like a giant middle finger. but you just have to be strong minded. you control yourself. just like poeple control thier anger u can control ur cuts. listen to on fire- switchfoot. songs helps
Late as hell but...the addiction factor isn't to much physical...your mind will tell you...that you gotta cut cuz your sad, angry, lonely...I'm attempting to stop and there's nothing wrong with my ability to stand up for myself...it's the high you get from the pain and seeing the blood...that's just my opinion...
@IDreamOf98 what you say is so true, people who dont understand get scared and say bad things about but it is the only way some people have found to give themselves relief. I cut aswell, and everyone says im an attention seeker, if i show off my scars, and if i wearing my long sleeves im hiding myself.... im not proud of what iv become but i will get out one day (hopefully) stay strong hunni its all we can do xxxx
@IDreamOf98 i agree. even tho you may stop for a time period, theyres always that want/that need to start up again. your almost never truly yourself again. word to the wise, if your thinking about cutting or any other form of si, PLEASE dont, it will become an addiction that youll suffer with for the rest of your life. trust me, i know how addicting SI is first hand. i started when i was 12, and im over 20 right now and still dealing with it.
@bloodydragonfly2010 I started when i was 12... which was only two weeks ago but iv been doing it for about 4 months and I CANT STOP!!!! :( I HATE IT SO MUCH
@HazNothin2Do okay, heres what you should try, get a diary, write out your feelings, write until theres nothing more to say. its been two weeks, which means theyres STILL hope for you. its not to late to stop! or change. its the begining stages of this addiction. punch a pillow, scream until your lungs hurt. bleeding out your feelings isnt a safe thing to do, and i know how hipicriticial i seem, but i hate seeing such young people getting into this addiction.
@HazNothin2Do or anyone for that matter. what people dont understand is that cutting or burning or whatever the case may be is addiction. pple have addictions to drugs and alcohol but the addiction we have, hardly anyone understands, only the people that have done it understand what its like. but its a good thing you realized that you need to stop. before it gets impossable to stop. kinda like it is for me. ur strong! remember this. ur strong!
people cut for different reasons. some people cut to take pain away, some people cut to feel something, some people (like me) do it to get out emotions.
Yeah, I do it for allll reasons. Because I just let shit get to my headdd, and then it goes straight to my heart. So I just take it all out on myself... :(
Gahh if people dont like the song...then why waste your time commenting.
Its just a song and honestly i can relate to it, and so can alot of other people...so instead of putting people (or this song) down...y dont some of u just keep ur comments to urselves if ur just gonna put people down.
Anyway it's a beautiful song, and the pictures go really good with the song.
no it's not. it's a video with a song and the pictures that i think go a long with it. NO WHERE IN THE DESCRIPTION does it SAY supporting suicide. so stfu. if the song helps people let it help them.
@patrickkvdh you are sooo dumb!!!!...im a very depressed person and this song actually helps me so screw off!!!!!
and yea IDreamOf98 cutting is anaddiction..im not proud of it either...but its so hard to stop it....but im trying..i wish good luck to you if you are wanting and trying to stop it too
omg this song is so true i dont want to be me i dont even want to be alive right know , i cut my self nearly every nite and i over dose to i throw my food up and i starve my self no one understands wot it is like i feel so alone i know thereare other people going through this to but at the end of the day i am alone :'(
The video didn't make me cry, but the comments did. So many people broken, for all there own reasons. I don't want to be pushy, but i know what's like being in more pain that others can understand, and how desperately you search for something to stop the pain, and the only thing I found was a man called Jesus Christ, your life is yours I'm just telling you that i found my way out.
A perfect example of what happened to me is in the related vids- Zoegirl- Scream (plus it's just a good song)
I used to cut, but I realized the source of my pain was a guy I had met that was no good. I broke things off with him and I no longer have a need to cut anymore. It has been months since I have, though the scars still remind me of what a mistake it was. It is such a hard thing to get over but I am thankful that I had the strength to do so.
everyone says nothing can make that girl cry or wince at pain or be scared.
racently..i was diagnosed with diabetes....
and i went in the bathroom and cried for hours and hours...and cut my fingers....then legs..then went to the hospital and now i'm sticking myself with needles...that make me bleed still..and i enjoy it..except the sugar part...nothn will heal me..ive finally broken down and now im depressed again...
.....im going through alot of the same things i was diagonsed with a blood disorder ..then my dad found out i wanted to do bad things to mysaelf and hit me....i brusies all the way down to the floor....i hate this life...but im to much of a pussy to take myself out of it....
I hope you get help. You need to tell someone who can do something about it, not a buch of other depressed girls on youtube, no offense cuz im one of them
need an outlet? try skateboarding... you can throw all of your frustration at it and it'll take it, and for all those pain lovers, the board isn't too friendly on the shins, so enjoy, specially when its cold out
Im a cutter im not proud of what i do but its the only thing that helps me an wats bizzare is that im always going to be a cutter even if i dont do it for years thats still me though i have help an the support of my best friend but i hate wat i do =( an i hate that i kno i'll never be able to make the scars go away.
so the song is all about a girl who feels terrible inside and wants "a cure" and wants to "feel better". so you accompany this song about longing for a better life with pictures of suicide and cutting. suggestion: maybe if you people who were depressed would listen to some happy good music and not look at dark masochistic photos, maybe go outside catch some rays get some ice cream or go for a walk, then maybe you would actually start feeling better. just sayin...
my mom found out that i cut and she made me promise that if i stopped she wouldn't tell my dad...so i stopped for a while but then i'd get angry and have no outlet...and i started again
yeah...she told my dad the other day and he just kind of ignores it now but she's all" hey i know about you and you don't have to hide it and lets talk all about it" not in those exact words but i refuse to talk to her about it at all. she doesn't get that it's my private life and it's like she's exposed it to the whole school. it's just different and she doesn't get it
well you should try to stop. i know its an addiction. i had a couple friends who cut and they managed to stop and are much happier now. there are other things you can do like get outside go for a walk. think of all the people who love you all you have to live for, and remember no matter how bad it gets someone has it worse. jst carry on life gets better but you have to make it better.
i wusz listeninq to this sonq in degrassi and i heard the sonq and its OD touched me and i searched for it and right now im hearinq it for a bilion timesz xxooxoxx
And my parents found out and my life got worse. I can't even wear a jacket.. I know it's summer. but i can't wear a jacket without being asked "Got something to hide?" or "Cutting again?" I can't take it.
that's exactly what my parents are doing. i can't talk to them without them looking at my legs and arms instead of my face. and when i wear longer clothes they look at me and ask why i'm wearing long clothes. and when i put short clothes on they instsantly start looking for new scars. and if i do get a cut or something that i dind't do they look at me and each other like they know i did it and i shouldn't lie. but i'm telling the truth.
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Sarahxx5678 3 hours ago
is it bad i feel amazing after i cutt its my excape
rainbowfallenscene 2 weeks ago
@rainbowfallenscene it's not bad, even though cutting isn't good. it happens usually because it's like a relieving feeling.
yeahbitch15 1 week ago
I wake up and feel so useless. several times I've thought about suicide and cutting myself.
I never started though.
The only times I think about not doing it is when I'm with my two best friends.
I almost did once...or I threatend to, my older brother broke down in tears begging me not to.
I listen cause so many people would be effected if I did
monday1113 1 month ago
@monday1113 just be strong, i know it's hard but you CAN do it.
yeahbitch15 1 month ago
@monday1113 stay strong and i satarted at 10 i am 15 if there was one thing id wish i did before i started was tell my family NOT FRIENDS family how you feel and about the thoughts trust me its better than living a 2 years in rehab because youll never be the same youll lose everything trust me its better to tell your family i still cry about it and cant talk to anyone without getting emotional about these things
so hang in there and tell your family its better off that way
airsoftfilms100 2 weeks ago
@monday1113 i wish that thought acured befor i cut :'( i wish i was as strong as you
charl3tt3STARLITTXD 2 weeks ago
@monday1113 Yeah, I know... I wouldn't commit suicide... It'd push my mother over the edge, and I still have a little brother. And they love me, no matter what I do to push them away.
noneedtoask321 1 week ago
One of those song that seem like it was written just for me. U know? Like those songs that relate to ur life so much.
eKatryna 1 month ago 5
@eKatryna yeah i definitely know how that feels..
yeahbitch15 1 month ago
Why cant I be happy whats wrong with me !?!?!
SuperAdamlover 1 month ago
@SuperAdamlover nothing is wrong with you. life just throws us things that we don't always know how to handle. but if we couldn't figure it out, we wouldn't be dealing with it. you will figure it out, because you're a strong person.
yeahbitch15 1 month ago
What are you trying to say with this song my love...
Agus013013 1 month ago
@Agus013013 i put this up when i was younger in high school, it makes you think about you who are because people can be so cruel..so at the time i didn't want to be me because i didn't feel good enough.
yeahbitch15 1 month ago
5 people don't want to be themselves.....this video is amazing, and the replay button's broke on all the videos with this song on ;-)
erinackerley 1 month ago
@erinackerley you mean that i make other people start cutting or what?
MissFia007 1 month ago
@MissFia007 I'm sorry......what I said was out of order, I was self harming when I wrote it......I mean't that that kind of thing can hurt people, and I didn't read the comments and saw that you apologised......I'm really sorry and will refrain myself from saying something like this again.
erinackerley 1 month ago
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MissFia007 1 month ago
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MissFia007 1 month ago
WHERE CAN I GET THIS SONG?
Joltiggy 1 month ago
I don't want to be me 'cause everybody hates me and I don't know why :'(
Simoneissmiling 2 months ago
@Simoneissmiling don't listen to those who say negative things. you are who you are, and if they don't accept it, fck em. you're beautiful and a great person no matter what anyone says. keep your head up.
yeahbitch15 1 month ago 9
i dont want to be me and ive tried more then once to stop cutting but its the only thing that keeps me going :(
angel57398 2 months ago
@angel57398 cutting is hard to stop doing, i know. try to find something else that gets your mind off of things. like if you like drawing, draw your anger out or write it out. hang out with people, listen to music, just try to be strong.
yeahbitch15 1 month ago 4
i don't want to be me either :/
ATHIEFAWHOREANDALIAR 2 months ago
If you want the pictures, hit the PRTSC/SYSRQ Button on the top right corner of the keyboard. Then paste in Paint and crop it.. LIKE TO KEEP THIS ALIVE
PandoraMystique 3 months ago
I DONT WANT TO BE ME :/
carlosexys 3 months ago
Is this song on iTunes
h2ogurl1234 4 months ago
@h2ogurl1234 i don't think so.
yeahbitch15 4 months ago
@yeahbitch15 use youtubemp3.
KilledByChocolate256 2 months ago
@iFailboat you're goddamn right it's a battle! fuck life! i still struggle. i need help :(
Vampy663 4 months ago
@Vampy663 we all do ur not alone in the world i self-harm almost died severail times still dident stop i cut everyday
eMoknifes 3 months ago
@eMoknifes i'm sorry hun. i hope you feel better. i wanted to the other day. but i didn't i haven't self harmed since january of this year.
Vampy663 3 months ago
Every since Degrassi I can only associate this song with cutting :O Is that bad?
I have this song on my iPod. It's my go to song every time I wanna cut. I haven't cut for 6 months and I don't wanna go back to that, never again. I don't wanna be meh but I'd rather be meh with less scars :(
LastYearsRegrets 4 months ago
it isnt esay to stop huh?? well i know plenty people who stopped after they woke up the next day and realized it was stupid and selfish to the people hey love
Crimsonwatcher 5 months ago
Self injuring... coz it's easier to control physical pain rather the pain one feels inside. It's easier to remove physical pain because that pain kinda doesn't matter. It doesn't matter compared to the pain of sorrow, loss, hate, hopelessness, lonelyness, sadness, you name it. It just exists but still not there. It becomes a way of coping, sadly. Though, to remember not all self injuring is visibly either. My thoughts on it. And yeah, I know coping with all this is hard, I've been there.
InvisiblyGone 5 months ago 2
The cutters who really have emotional/mental problems are the ones who don't let anyone know they do it. The rest are looking to gain attention, which is a whole other situation. I'm not downing either one, but there is a difference between the ones who truly have horrible things going on in their heads and ones who just want to be noticed.
lnr2983 7 months ago
@lnr2983 true, but it is still sad that anybody would go to such unhealthy measures just to be noticed :(
notme1131 7 months ago
@lnr2983 i'm not sure which one i was/am. i rarely cut anymore but i never showed off my scars to anyone but one of my friends accused me of doing it for attention...i'll never forget that.
iheartsjonas 6 months ago
If your feeling depressed or sad, I wish I could hug you better :)
consider yourself hugged from me.
We all go through tough times, please believe that there is still hope for everyone :)
4everinluvwithmusic 7 months ago 2
I heard this song on Degrassi it took me years to find it. I finally did after noticing they had a soundtrack. I think this song is amazing, whatever the inspiration is. Everyone has that moment in their life. I think this song and the artist def deserve more publicity someone needs to back this musician : /.
Lazie18up 7 months ago
Beautiful people are such fucking cowards. GROW A GODDAMN SPINE AND TAKE CONTROL OF YOURSELF! Next time you feel sad, get angry. Next time you get hurt, get even. Don't let anyone walk on you. If they do, put them in a wheelchair.
I'm going to go back to listening to pantera videos, as I thought this would be the type o negative cover.... Gay.
BobDoleNSatanRmyniGz 7 months ago
@BobDoleNSatanRmyniGz
you really dont realise what you wrote, do you? You know, some people cant 'grow a goddamn spine and take control' of themselves. And that's when self-harm comes into action. There are illnesses like Depression which take a huge factor. And, I have had depression. So guess what? From someone who knows what it's like, when someone with depression gets sad, or gets hurt, they dont resort to violence against another person, they resort to self-violence. Attempting inexistence.
IncapabiIity 7 months ago
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BobDoleNSatanRmyniGz 7 months ago
You People Should Stop Cutting Because You ARE Amazzing In Your Own Ways! :D
GingyKins613 8 months ago
plzzzzz email me these pics i need them for my pshchology class....cheerdude17@yahoo.com
dj4370 8 months ago
depressing, but still love it
nemakur 8 months ago
I know how this is...I've been going through stuff like this for 8 years of my life, but i havent actually cut in years. I just think about it and it has the same effect. Hopefully I will not have these thoughts someday..
Smileawhile89 9 months ago
this is a hard hard world we live in, I hope everyone on this page knows or comes to realize just HOW important and beautiful the really are!!!!!!!!!!!!!
billyb8306 9 months ago
Cutting.. such a hard crutch to let go of, when it's the only one you know. I haven't picked up a razor in 6 months and not a day goes by that I wish I had a reason to see blood.
ohthatweirdgirl 10 months ago
I feel mz cutting is becoming an addiction now.. I may have just made the biggest mistake in my life that might end it all. By losing the two most valuable people in mý life because of my stupid mistakes. I have questioned ''What is wrong with me?'' And now cutting myself, scratching, is my only option to this? I've used scissors, a key. A pen and now broken glass. I admit I have an issue..a big issue...and I WANT to stop...but what am I going to do? It's an addiction out of control now...)=
Tabb415 11 months ago
@Tabb415 So sorry; if you ever need to talk please message me; I use to cut and I know how hard it is to
stop ♥
notme1131 7 months ago
I'm not the kind of person to tell everybody how i'm feeling and tell everything, i have MAJOR trust issues... so i bottle up my feelings. i always end up doing some form of cutting but never actually cutting.. whether it's using the end of a pen cap and scratching it into my skin till it bleeds, doesn't stay as long as a scab, and doesn't scar bad.. I'm not saying go out and try it this way. I wish i could stop.. but i over stress myself and that just seems like a way out.. not a very good one.
LiLkAyCrAy 11 months ago
@LiLkAyCrAy This is me.
321kota 1 month ago
I wasnt much of a cutter myself - I always opted for lashing or something else to that effect. Found, personally, that drugs were a good fix but eventually (only because Im that kind of person - my fault not the drugs. MINE.) they became another addiction. Sorted out the drug habit and ended up cutting again. My personal saving grace ended up being death metal singing. The roaring, from such an angry, emotional core being vented out that way helped immensely. Even just the screaming aspect of it
darkrifts1 11 months ago
@yeahbitch15 if you can rember where you got 1:42 will you email me plz thx
98gummibear1 1 year ago
@yeahbitch15 if you can rember where you got 1:42 ill you email me plz thx
98gummibear1 1 year ago
Moms and dads always say "if you smoke or do drugs you will get addicted to it,"
But i'v never heard a parent say "Don't cut yourself, you'll get addicted,"
but i think cutting is the worst kind of addiction cuz its the easiest one to hide. Its hard to hide when your drunk or the smell of cigarettes, but its not hard to wear a long sleeved shirt..... but i wish it was :(
HazNothin2Do 1 year ago
@HazNothin2Do That is true; I wish parents would talk about cutting instead of simply telling their kids about drugs/smoking. I use to do it; even now it can be hard sometimes not to go back there. If you ever need to talk, please message me; I will try to help ♥
notme1131 7 months ago
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jambamagamba 1 year ago
i can`t stop cutting becuase my mom knows i cut, but she don`t do aneything aboute it ! and when she found out she did`nt care ! i don`t know what to do aney more !
TheOdilie 1 year ago
I use to cut, but I realized thats not the way to solve it. I heard this song on Degrsassi, and I had to hear it again. This song gets to me alot!
tarynstrick90 1 year ago
Does ANYONE have the link to the picture at 0:50 ?
WRBarker101 1 year ago
I used to cut. It's really hard to stop, you get addicted to it but it was the only way I knew how to cope >< For any of you who may be considering it, I wouldn't suggest it. It's like a natural form of heroin (sp?), you become really addicted really fast and then you can't stop. And it's not a very fun process to stop either :(
ChibbySu 1 year ago 13
@ChibbySu i agree completly with you.
321kota 1 month ago
i've always hated emo people, but when my best friend trixie died because of me, and then i just looked back on my life and realized its like i'm dead. some people say i'm just insane for cutting myself, but feeling physical pain makes me sure i'm still alive... v.v
minihamster10 1 year ago
I live in Holland and people think that we are crazy people but we don't. They think we are emo... but i want to tell them that emo just a lifestyle is.. I stopped with cutting but some times i can't handle myself. My english is not so good..:$
variuzz 1 year ago
loved this song from the first time i listened to it!
DrIvEmeCrAzYgiiirl 1 year ago
Cutting, burning, scratching, scraping, bulimia, anorexia, what ever self harm there is, is living hell. I used to cut and I used to have anorexia. Anorexia was hungry hell but cutting made my life living hell. Depression rules over normal peoples lives. Most of the time you "dont wanna be you." I wasn't proud of cutting and i didn't do it for "attention" i did it cuz i was hurt and i didn't understand what was wrong with me, I didn't understand why i was hurt, why i hated myself, why i was sad
depressedcutter999 1 year ago 3
Is this on Degrassi when Eli cuts herself.
Kaitlynn123Micaelah 1 year ago
go to wwwdownloadsnl
than muziek
thegangsta14 1 year ago
people can fight against this addiction.
dont be so selfish .you dont try.
MissFia007 1 year ago
@MissFia007 Excuse me, but could you kindly NOT talk about things you don't know about?
It's not easy. Don't pretend you know what self injurers go through, because it's clear that you don't.
AccordingToWillow 1 year ago 2
@AccordingToWillow youve no idea
MissFia007 1 year ago
@MissFia007 You think it's so easy for people to stop?
Well, it isn't. And it's not "selfish." A LOT of people are struggling with this, and you don't know their stories. So instead of acting all holier-than-thou, try to have some compassion and realize that these people are going through a very hard time in their lives.
AccordingToWillow 1 year ago 25
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MissFia007 1 year ago
@AccordingToWillow
im sorry if i made the impression that it is easy to stop .thats not what im saying please dont get me wrong im just thinking of the people in afghanistan who live their whole life in war and get their ears and noses cut off because they try to escape i just dont get how some people dont see how good their life is comparing to other people's
MissFia007 1 year ago
@MissFia007 So those people are slaves to the government, and self injurers are a slave to addiction and self-loathing. Just because what they struggle with isn't as obvious or scary sounding doesn't mean it's any less powerful. A lot of people waste more than half their lives suffering from it.
AccordingToWillow 1 year ago
@AccordingToWillow
thank you youve given me the answer ive been looking for.
i mean it
still hope this persons will find their way back to happpiness
but i also hope that theyll learn how valuable a human life is and that it shouldnt be thrown away even if death might be better.
MissFia007 1 year ago
@MissFia007 i have actually thought about this and yes other people's lives are a lot worse then ours and we are lucky, but most people cut because they want to enjoy the life their living, but there are so many obsticles in the way and cutting is just a way of coping. Its not "giving up on life", its just a way of coping. You need to acknowledge the fact that some of us actually have problems in our lives that we dont know how to deal with.
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Crimsonwatcher 5 months ago
@MissFia007 sounds like you have no personal experience with it.. how can you tell someone that they "dont try" If youve never gone through it? You dont know how hard it is until youve been there.
No1LuvsUMoreThanMe 3 months ago
@MissFia007 Easier said then done... I've tried and I have had help... But it's just too hard...
water41el 2 months ago
@MissFia007 I would love you to try and stop.....I've tried, and have succeeded for a short amount of time, but always end up starting again. You're probably one of those people who make others start.
erinackerley 1 month ago
I'm a recovered cutter, and a guy one at that. This song just means so much to me, I just don't want to be me. Of all people, why is that I was picked to not be "normal".
13oomerT 1 year ago 3
I love this song. :)
beasleycrazy123 1 year ago
@Hinastarr I love Ellie Nash =)
FroztByte4 1 year ago
I ABSOLUTELY LOVE THIS SONG
kryssylmb 1 year ago
please someone tell me how to download this song i hav tried itunes limewire frostwire and NONE of them hav this song... HELP
HowlandHottie101 1 year ago
Dammit I love this song!
I love Degrassi too so i could find it. I'm gonna listen to this and angst!
BonkuriTokio112 1 year ago
<3 this song..
xoblackox067 1 year ago
for the people who keep saying to jus stop cutting its easier said than done.. i started when i was in 7th grade. i stopped in 10th. now im a senior an i started back up again.. its realy difficult.. an as for the people who say its a waste of time, you try living OUR lives an tell me what u end up doing.. at this point in my life its either this or suicide..
No1LuvsUMoreThanMe 1 year ago 10
@No1LuvsUMoreThanMe For me cutting was so hard to quite; an addiction...I couldn't believe how hard it was to quit. I thought about suicide everyday back then; it seemed easier to give up and die. If you ever need to talk, please message me; I will try to help ♥ Please don't give up
notme1131 7 months ago
@No1LuvsUMoreThanMe I wish that things could be different for you, I wish that things could be different for alot of people in the world. There are just too many terrible things in the world. I can't say that I know what you're going through, but if its any consolation at all to say, at the least if I could, I would sit down with you, try to help you shoulder your struggles, and be your friend to what ever end. Yours trully: Tina.
AzureOcean100 3 months ago
@AzureOcean100 thank you. Things are a little bit better now. I havent cut since prom of last year. I havent done anything self inflicting.
No1LuvsUMoreThanMe 3 months ago
i dont wanna be me...
rugrats1212 1 year ago
@rugrats1212 trust me i know...
mimi2 1 year ago
@mimi2 yeh i wasnt sayin u didnt i was just adding on coz u didnt say it in ur comment :)
rugrats1212 1 year ago
@rugrats1212 oh I know... :)
mimi2 1 year ago
WHERE do you download this song?!
DevilishDaysxMaui 1 year ago 2
just pm me if you want a song.
i'll download it for you.
annekennm 1 year ago
@annekennm
can you download it for me?!
TornJeansxo 1 year ago
i got it off limewire but idk it doesn't work for everyone
yeahbitch15 1 year ago
@yeahbitch15
i can't find it on limewire, i already tried.
and ts not on itunes.
TornJeansxo 1 year ago
@DevilishDaysxMaui
i wanna know this too! :/
TornJeansxo 1 year ago
@DevilishDaysxMaui dk if u alrdy got it or if you still want it; but if you do, video2mp3[DOT]net and as always, replace [DOT] with an actual dot. all you do is feed this video's link into the website and click convert. enjoy
TheUnknownWonder 7 months ago
It's hard to find another outlet when you have so many restrictions. I was diagnosed with epilepsy when I was 11 and I have the grand mal, muscles contorting, chew up my mouth, scream in pain seizures. Everyday I worry that for some reason I will lose control of my body. I literally have no control of my body when that happens, that's mainly why I started cutting, It finally gave me control over something. Every time I have a seizure I hope it kills me just so I can't have another one.
mittelstadt03 1 year ago
But why would you want the one thing that you have control over be something that gives you more pain?
kellys1999 1 year ago
@kellys1999 obviously you still have control over yourself. Having any control what so ever helps, regardless of the outcome
mittelstadt03 1 year ago
Hmm... That's very fascinating and terribly sad at the same time to me...
I hope I keep control in that case. Sorry...
kellys1999 1 year ago
i am so tired of everyone feeling sorry for themselves. y dont u just stand up for yourself. u make ursekf misserble others dont make u misserable. im not tryinqq to be a bitch. its truth. if u fall get back up. its hard but thats part of life and growing
skiiforeverdance98 2 years ago
Exactly.
BlueBeatable 2 years ago
bluebeatable, stfu. you dont know anything if your gonna hate like that, so just dont even comment.
TrueMusicAddict 2 years ago 3
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It's stupid. Why do you cut yourself to express your emotions? It's a crazy idea.
BlueBeatable 2 years ago
People who self injure don't know how else to express their emotions. and cutting becomes an addiction.
You're right, it's a very crazy idea. but it's not "stupid" it's defineatly not smart, but once it becomes an addiction (and it will become an addiction) it's near impossible to stop.
I cut. I'm not proud of it, but i do.
IDreamOf98 2 years ago 83
all this shit about how people who cut need therapy is just stupid. hello most are not phycotic. and its not an addiction your body does not physically need it. why dont you just cry. maybe u do when u cut. i used to be a cutter. everyone said i needed help. its kind of like a giant middle finger. but you just have to be strong minded. you control yourself. just like poeple control thier anger u can control ur cuts. listen to on fire- switchfoot. songs helps
skiiforeverdance98 2 years ago
Late as hell but...the addiction factor isn't to much physical...your mind will tell you...that you gotta cut cuz your sad, angry, lonely...I'm attempting to stop and there's nothing wrong with my ability to stand up for myself...it's the high you get from the pain and seeing the blood...that's just my opinion...
mimi2 1 year ago
@mimi2 also ur body releases endorfines when u cut. a chemical in your brain which makes u feel good and get a high
rugrats1212 1 year ago
I totally agree. And me too, but for me crying makes EVERYTHING worse. So I cut to take away pain for that moment.
dancer16130 2 years ago
@IDreamOf98 im addicted..and i hate it, so much
Invisablexoxoxo 1 year ago
@IDreamOf98 I agree; I'm in that same boat, tryin' to find a way out, but I can't. It feels impossible.
l0rath3fr3ak 1 year ago
@IDreamOf98 what you say is so true, people who dont understand get scared and say bad things about but it is the only way some people have found to give themselves relief. I cut aswell, and everyone says im an attention seeker, if i show off my scars, and if i wearing my long sleeves im hiding myself.... im not proud of what iv become but i will get out one day (hopefully) stay strong hunni its all we can do xxxx
dyinginside1000 1 year ago
@IDreamOf98 i agree. even tho you may stop for a time period, theyres always that want/that need to start up again. your almost never truly yourself again. word to the wise, if your thinking about cutting or any other form of si, PLEASE dont, it will become an addiction that youll suffer with for the rest of your life. trust me, i know how addicting SI is first hand. i started when i was 12, and im over 20 right now and still dealing with it.
bloodydragonfly2010 1 year ago
@bloodydragonfly2010 I started when i was 12... which was only two weeks ago but iv been doing it for about 4 months and I CANT STOP!!!! :( I HATE IT SO MUCH
HazNothin2Do 1 year ago
@HazNothin2Do okay, heres what you should try, get a diary, write out your feelings, write until theres nothing more to say. its been two weeks, which means theyres STILL hope for you. its not to late to stop! or change. its the begining stages of this addiction. punch a pillow, scream until your lungs hurt. bleeding out your feelings isnt a safe thing to do, and i know how hipicriticial i seem, but i hate seeing such young people getting into this addiction.
bloodydragonfly2010 1 year ago
@HazNothin2Do or anyone for that matter. what people dont understand is that cutting or burning or whatever the case may be is addiction. pple have addictions to drugs and alcohol but the addiction we have, hardly anyone understands, only the people that have done it understand what its like. but its a good thing you realized that you need to stop. before it gets impossable to stop. kinda like it is for me. ur strong! remember this. ur strong!
bloodydragonfly2010 1 year ago
@IDreamOf98 dude ik how u feel i do to. but im close to stoping its hard but im getin there. hope u stop soon.
belle445566 9 months ago
One, it's NOT to express emotions, it's to take some pain away. I mean yeah, it's senseless, but you can't say someone is stupid for doing it.
And two, words hurt. So don't say this to soemone suicidal. Just a heads up... :(
dancer16130 2 years ago
people cut for different reasons. some people cut to take pain away, some people cut to feel something, some people (like me) do it to get out emotions.
IDreamOf98 2 years ago 2
Yeah, I do it for allll reasons. Because I just let shit get to my headdd, and then it goes straight to my heart. So I just take it all out on myself... :(
dancer16130 2 years ago 3
@IDreamOf98 Same here :'( im a very introverted person and so i dont really talk to people so i dont tell people stuff...
HazNothin2Do 1 year ago
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imaniyaki 2 years ago
Gahh if people dont like the song...then why waste your time commenting.
Its just a song and honestly i can relate to it, and so can alot of other people...so instead of putting people (or this song) down...y dont some of u just keep ur comments to urselves if ur just gonna put people down.
Anyway it's a beautiful song, and the pictures go really good with the song.
Britt13Britt 2 years ago 3
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omg.. this video isnt appropriate
it´s just supporting the people who really feel miserable.. and maybe want to comit suicide
patrickkvdh 2 years ago
Dude, it HELPS them.. You must not be suicidal, or know someone who is. Like seriously?
dancer16130 2 years ago
@patrickkvdh
no it's not. it's a video with a song and the pictures that i think go a long with it. NO WHERE IN THE DESCRIPTION does it SAY supporting suicide. so stfu. if the song helps people let it help them.
yeahbitch15 8 months ago 2
@patrickkvdh you are sooo dumb!!!!...im a very depressed person and this song actually helps me so screw off!!!!!
daniellerenee26 6 months ago
@patrickkvdh you are sooo dumb!!!!...im a very depressed person and this song actually helps me so screw off!!!!!
and yea IDreamOf98 cutting is anaddiction..im not proud of it either...but its so hard to stop it....but im trying..i wish good luck to you if you are wanting and trying to stop it too
daniellerenee26 6 months ago
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Oh My gosh...I watch this whole video 4rm start to finish and this song made me cry
that it was so pathetic...
i hate this song..
i was listening and thinking
what the hell?
like wheres the hook? This isnt music!
(in my opinon)(dont take this offensivly)
and it was just sad.. SAD SAD SAD BOOHOO!
LIFES ROUGH
GET OVER IT
Kness225 2 years ago
@Kness225 fuck off.
yeahbitch15 8 months ago
God, Iam so masochistic, and yet I get mad when others are
engrishlocks4eva 2 years ago
omg this song is so true i dont want to be me i dont even want to be alive right know , i cut my self nearly every nite and i over dose to i throw my food up and i starve my self no one understands wot it is like i feel so alone i know thereare other people going through this to but at the end of the day i am alone :'(
xxxkacxxx 2 years ago
The video didn't make me cry, but the comments did. So many people broken, for all there own reasons. I don't want to be pushy, but i know what's like being in more pain that others can understand, and how desperately you search for something to stop the pain, and the only thing I found was a man called Jesus Christ, your life is yours I'm just telling you that i found my way out.
A perfect example of what happened to me is in the related vids- Zoegirl- Scream (plus it's just a good song)
free9174 2 years ago
thats a great song, and it fits so many people's stories. Jesus is amazing! :)
Rusher4God 2 years ago 3
i'm anorexic, i know how it feels to want to die everyday, living in your own personal hell.
piinkypromise 2 years ago
please everyone who said you are cutters please stop and find an alternative life is a good thing!
usmusicgal 2 years ago
I used to cut, but I realized the source of my pain was a guy I had met that was no good. I broke things off with him and I no longer have a need to cut anymore. It has been months since I have, though the scars still remind me of what a mistake it was. It is such a hard thing to get over but I am thankful that I had the strength to do so.
smallboyonherbicycle 2 years ago 21
@smallboyonherbicycle
same story here...
it's been two years now, but the scars are still there
you could see it in a positive way, let the scars remind you of how strong are, you fought it
misssunshine63 1 year ago
i'm a cutter...
everyone says nothing can make that girl cry or wince at pain or be scared.
racently..i was diagnosed with diabetes....
and i went in the bathroom and cried for hours and hours...and cut my fingers....then legs..then went to the hospital and now i'm sticking myself with needles...that make me bleed still..and i enjoy it..except the sugar part...nothn will heal me..ive finally broken down and now im depressed again...
Lovelikeme35 2 years ago 4
same here.
anorexiaishappiness 2 years ago
im sorry to hear that. cutting is a hard addiction to overcome
Azucarada911 2 years ago
.....im going through alot of the same things i was diagonsed with a blood disorder ..then my dad found out i wanted to do bad things to mysaelf and hit me....i brusies all the way down to the floor....i hate this life...but im to much of a pussy to take myself out of it....
CullenLoverGirl 2 years ago
Babe..(oh sorry I forgot)
We are what is known as a Masochist.
Or atleast I am. And my Friend ZAchary.
I enjoy the pain.I even laugh at it sometimes.
It's not hurtful it's like giving a child a lollipop..Happy making.
Lovelikeme35 2 years ago
I hope you get help. You need to tell someone who can do something about it, not a buch of other depressed girls on youtube, no offense cuz im one of them
engrishlocks4eva 2 years ago
don't cut! life is a good thing! please dont!
usmusicgal 2 years ago
unfortunatly it is not as simple as saying you are going to quit, it is an addiction, just like anything else
engrishlocks4eva 2 years ago 2
need an outlet? try skateboarding... you can throw all of your frustration at it and it'll take it, and for all those pain lovers, the board isn't too friendly on the shins, so enjoy, specially when its cold out
lymerbeaner 2 years ago
Im a cutter im not proud of what i do but its the only thing that helps me an wats bizzare is that im always going to be a cutter even if i dont do it for years thats still me though i have help an the support of my best friend but i hate wat i do =( an i hate that i kno i'll never be able to make the scars go away.
EllieNashFan14 2 years ago
I DONT WANNA BE ME... =(,im depressed todaay, i was bulimic, there are days when im okay, but today i cannot stand myself... :(
wompi69 2 years ago
im gay and when i get into fights with my mom about it i sometimes go to my room and cut my arm. its this or the emotional pain i go though.
Ericmcdace2 2 years ago
so the song is all about a girl who feels terrible inside and wants "a cure" and wants to "feel better". so you accompany this song about longing for a better life with pictures of suicide and cutting. suggestion: maybe if you people who were depressed would listen to some happy good music and not look at dark masochistic photos, maybe go outside catch some rays get some ice cream or go for a walk, then maybe you would actually start feeling better. just sayin...
scotchmistt 2 years ago
try listening to walking on a dream by the empire sun. makes me happpy :)
scotchmistt 2 years ago
my mom found out that i cut and she made me promise that if i stopped she wouldn't tell my dad...so i stopped for a while but then i'd get angry and have no outlet...and i started again
brokenheart288 2 years ago
=[...aww did she tell your dad...an i do to..its a bad habbit but its something that i cannot break i have to live withthe scars forver :(
EllieNashFan14 2 years ago
yeah...she told my dad the other day and he just kind of ignores it now but she's all" hey i know about you and you don't have to hide it and lets talk all about it" not in those exact words but i refuse to talk to her about it at all. she doesn't get that it's my private life and it's like she's exposed it to the whole school. it's just different and she doesn't get it
brokenheart288 2 years ago
well you should try to stop. i know its an addiction. i had a couple friends who cut and they managed to stop and are much happier now. there are other things you can do like get outside go for a walk. think of all the people who love you all you have to live for, and remember no matter how bad it gets someone has it worse. jst carry on life gets better but you have to make it better.
Booyaaa100 2 years ago
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why is it funny
brokenheart288 2 years ago
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i think this is a emo sonq
lol
ztephanie107 2 years ago
i wusz listeninq to this sonq in degrassi and i heard the sonq and its OD touched me and i searched for it and right now im hearinq it for a bilion timesz xxooxoxx
ztephanie107 2 years ago 2
same here...
maggie101monkey 2 years ago
I feel like this everyday.. It's horrible.
I listen to this song alot.
I was a cutter for.
a while.
And my parents found out and my life got worse. I can't even wear a jacket.. I know it's summer. but i can't wear a jacket without being asked "Got something to hide?" or "Cutting again?" I can't take it.
ashleynicolelane0312 2 years ago 3
that's exactly what my parents are doing. i can't talk to them without them looking at my legs and arms instead of my face. and when i wear longer clothes they look at me and ask why i'm wearing long clothes. and when i put short clothes on they instsantly start looking for new scars. and if i do get a cut or something that i dind't do they look at me and each other like they know i did it and i shouldn't lie. but i'm telling the truth.
kempokarate12 2 years ago 3
my parents just ignore my cuts ;_;
Animeroxmysox31 2 years ago
i know it sounds wicked lame but i think i'd rather have that. that way i wouldn't be body checked every five seconds
kempokarate12 2 years ago
i understand. it would probably make me angry too if my parents did that. they do notice the cars, they just never say anything about them
Animeroxmysox31 2 years ago