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  • it made me cry.. ='(

  • Love ittt!!! $ooooo saddd! :'(

  • :'( This is a beautiful poem, i love the words. It is very touching. I just recently learned that love is a little bitch that picks and chooses. And, this almost brought tears to my eyes... (exept i cant cry, not for medical reasones, i think its just that ive shed so many tears, that i cant do it any more. sad thing is, im way to young for any of this.) BUT, i very much did like this.

  • I've honestly thought of it allot.. I hold back each and every time because someone somewhere cares about us all. No one is is worthless and no one is a mistake..

  • This video is sssoooooooo sad :,(

  • This Made Me Start Crying Because I Recently Lost 4 friends too Suicide in the same month..

  • Thank you, my friend Colin hates his life, and is always talking about doing suicide. The next time I see him, I'm going to show him. Maybe he won't kill his self after reading this, by the way, I never cry and this made me cry. So for that thank you.

  • im still suicidial

  • I had a godfather named David he was gay and he killed himself listening to this it makes me feel sad knowing that that's what he went thro I'm 13 and still think about him all the time

  • I use to be suicidal.....It took me along time to go get tow here I'm at. If it weren't for my boyfriend Kenneth, Id probably would of gaved up a long-ass time ago. Now I'm doing so much better, not cut for two months. and don't even think about doing that much anymore. You can get out....

  • this really is such a great poem and i can relate so bad right now i have 3 friends who have died from this and a few others who want to , me being with them , this poem stands out to me so much

  • thinking I dont really really care cause we never met, doesnt mean I dont. Or that I cant. and no it's not pathetic if you have friends online only or take advice from videos around the world that people made. It just goes to show you that you're not the only one. And dont think " but not personally me. " Of course it is for you. Its for everyone cause we do care.

  • This makes me cry so easily. Well alot of things do. But it's very touching. And I like it. I had a friend told me he wanted to kill himself, and it made me sad. So I told him I can work harder at making your day better cause he just couldnt see how many people loved him, So I had to be the one to show him. He's ill now, But at least happy @..@ I hope something like this can help someone else see and think differently and to know that people do care. Even if you're just reading this and

  • 2 years ago my cousin almost killed himself, he went thru with it but didnt succeed. he's brain dead now. i wish i could've stopped him from doing it, but there was nothing i could do, he was in a different country. i miss him so much. :'(

  • Im like this and still am....... I cant look away from it i have ppl praying for me but i cant let god in my life i dont know why its like im pulling away and last night ireally trid AGAIN..... I neeed help with this problom i ave.....

  • My best friend committed suicide two aprils ago and still for everyone she touched in her lifetime there will always be heartache and mourning for her sudden death.

  • My family loves me and I have found a new life. This video touched my heart more than you will ever know. Thank You :)

  • @BTTBE You have ALOT of ppl that love you(: and i'm one of them...

  • I remember when I felt like this. I would always ask myself, "who would miss me?" "Will anyone give a damn if I just dissappeared." I came very close last year. I was infront of my school skating and there is a busy rode in the front. I remember riding my skateboard to the side of the road. I felt the wind of the cars pass by me. I wanted to take that one step and just let go of everything.....But now I have found friends that love me for who I am.

  • This is happend to me so many tme do you know how close i get to never looking back at the ppl i love.... I started crying at this it hurts so bad i hve een sodeppressedh one of my good guy friends telling him i dont wanna wake up the next morning... ): Thanks thak you so much....[: means ALOT...

  • my friend Joe killed himself for whatever reason. he called me up crying the night he killed himself and said 'Im really sorry..'

    There was nothing I could do because he was in a different state...

    I can still here his voice...

  • Jamestown Story< 3

  • I really relate to this poem. This is how my life is. Daily.

  • @Death6Past6Sanity6 your a dusche.. when peoples heads are fucked up you dont know how to handle it. get over yourself your not cool and you dont know how many people you hurt sayin this.. karma just sayin.

  • this is litterally the most touching thing i have ever read. my sister tried to commit suiceide and was saved and i am so thankful. your an amazing writer thank you so much you have a good way of telling what real is! im stil crying as a type this! thank you <3

  • its really great that you didn't dude :)

  • This is a really cool video.

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  • ive thought of cutting myself so many times but im just to afraid of the pain and the fact that when im gone im gone for good i just dont know anymore

    *on another note how the fuck could you dislike this you horrible mother fuckers*

  • i really have no words to explain how i feel right now but this has reminded me of the times i commited self harm and how one of friends commited suicide RIP Jack my dear friend 1997-2010

  • What song is this???

  • i can relate to this poem...there has been times where i was tempting to commit suicide then i thought about all the poeple that do really love me..i still have my moments....and i still have my scars and brusis...all the painful memoreis they haunt me at night and all through the days....i cant get over it...i'm still not saved...i still need some help.....but i'm scared to ask for that help....i'm a suicidal failure...

  • Touching made me rethink thank u a lot I'm sure my friends than u too ur a life saver

  • thank you i wanna kill my self bu this poem changed my mind i got the knife in my hand but you stopped me TRHANK YOU

  • This touched me.-3

  • i was already crying, made me cry more.. thank you so much.. for making this poem..

  • What Song Is This?? Plz Tell Me && I absolutely Loved this Amazing & sad poem cuz thts how im feeling right now. You're a Great Writer

  • I cried.

    Im subscribing to you . .

    You are a wonderful writer [=

  • What song is this?

  • @Death6Past6Sanity6 You are a fucktard. Seriously, what's your problem? And be a MAN about your problems? Some of us are girls, you sexist douche.

  • Your amazingg ,<3

  • This Is Very Sad And I Can Relate To It I Lost A Very Good Friend Of Mine Due To Suicide He Was There With me Through Everything And Now Hes Gone Rest In Peace I Love And Miss You Robbie! Also What Is The Name Of This Song?.

  • that's a good poem, sadly i recently lost my big bro to suicide on the 2nd of august this year, the pain feels unreal, its just getting worse and worse, i miss you bevin so much!

  • Wats the name of the song

  • @cheyenne505 I think I know you

  • @Death6Past6Sanity6

    Your a fucking dick you have no fucking right to judge people when you don't even know them or know what there going through so instead of judging someone else maybe you should take another look at yourself cause obvisouly you have a lot of fucking flaws so go rot in hell you dumb fucking dick

  • im suicidal but i dont care what people think. i know my friends and family love me, they told me a thousand times but never once in my life did i ever felt love or maybe i have no clue what love feels like and maybe never will. i never got the attention i needed my parents werent proud of my they were mostly impressed by my older brother. he would get the attention and and i would be left in the corner crying and getting screamed at by my mom. i hate life.

  • I've had many friends come to me and say "I'm gonna kill myself" over stupid people that have no respect for anybody. They would ask me for help and I talked them out of it. I had a friend tell me "I'm going to kill myself because you don't want to date me" that really hurt so if you do know somebody like this help them and talk to them and to all the assholes out there stop your shit it pisses people off and iit people like you who cause suicide

  • This video and poem hit a nerve with me. I attempted suicide a few times. I was lucky that I was not successful. When my family found out, they showed no emotion. To them I'm worthless. My medication was changed and feel a little better. I am a person who suffers from manic depression

  • why do I always have to dry about my lif when I see those poems

  • Its ok. but people dont relize that you dont go to heaven when u comite suicide, yyou go to hell,... now ask yourself what the fuck did i do...

    Read the Bible...

    *shakes head*

  • @Death6Past6Sanity6 Right now, you're the one who's being an ignorant piece of shit so just try to act a little bit human. Not everyone's the same, people don't have the same problems and they certainly don't deal with them the same way. God, just be a little sensitive the world does not revolve around you.

  • This is so true and real. It made me cry cuz I know wat that's like to want to jus die to get the pain to be gone I love this thanks.

  • Sweet poem. ...I was going to kill myself several years ago...I had made my mind up to jump off of my apartment's balcony. It seemed like nobody really knew me and nobody really cared. Every day when I'd go to school, people would trip me, pull chairs out from under me, knock books out of my hands, just constant bullying (And BTW, I'm a girl). But I didn't jump, and I am so glad that I didn't. I moved to a different school, and everything's great. I love my friends, I really do.

  • this made me cry.... i like the poem tho

  • @Death6Past6Sanity6 you know what? just SHUT UP. NOW. thats so effing rude. thats all i have to say. just Shut the heck Up.

  • @supersuperbm effing? heck? are you like fucking 5. you want to kill yourself too you little emo cunt? just asking. fucking emo filth.

  • @kamillionarre55 LOL I don't have everything given to me and I have depression but I fucking face my shit and I'm not a fucking pussy about shit. I do have friends, you probably have no friends and want to kill yourself. ROFL I do have a fucking life, notice these comments were posted after 10 at night both times. I am with a friend right now and I don't have a fucking life? Shut the fuck up you gay ass pussy bitch.

  • @Death6Past6Sanity6 ok im not gunna go apeshiy right now even though i should, but what your saying hurt me and im sure alot of other people, you dont know peoples problems and yeah, i'm sure you have alot yourself but dont go saying such mean and disrespectful things about something that could be a life of death situation i hope you never have to feel the pain of losing somone from suicide or being suicidal yourself, and i hope you can live with yourself saying some of the HORRIBLE things said

  • @Death6Past6Sanity6 ok im not gunna go apeshit right now even though i should, but what your saying hurt me and im sure alot of other people, you dont know peoples problems and yeah, i'm sure you have alot yourself but dont go saying such mean and disrespectful things about something that could be a life of death situation i hope you never have to feel the pain of losing somone from suicide or being suicidal yourself, and i hope you can live with yourself saying some of the HORRIBLE things said

  • @Death6Past6Sanity6 oh and BTW your a worthless cunt piece of shit who will get whats deserved

    i hope you have a good day you worthless piece of shit :)

    you honestly make me SICK sto my stomach

    and if i where you i'd get a reality check before something bad but DESERVED comes along

    love yah, byeee <3 =D

  • Omg, this makes me sad....my uncle suicide few weeks ago....and it reminds me of how i cut after school....

  • i really liked that poem. it was very good. im touched...

  • I wish i could cut deep enough sometimes but the lack of fear is no use goodbyes are to hard suffering to make everyone happy is far more important

  • nice poem ='(

  • This is a really great poem.. I lost 3 friends to suicide and I miss them so much... This poem made me think about them alot...

  • This is so true. I lost 4 friends to suicide i miss the dearly and i've tryed it before and i couldn't do it i thought of all the people i hurt and i won't ever do it again. Thanks this is so true and i hope everything goes well

  • this brought me to tears.! i love it. ive cut my self fer 2 years now. i've tried to commit suicide 15times now. and now im goning to thank you because now illl try to see the better way out of ending alll this shit. thanks alot.(:

  • i love this poem. its amazing. my friend commited suicide. i was hoplessly and inevitably in love with him. i miss him so much. and ive had many thoughts of suicide. i used to cut till i got cought. i wish i could cut again. it helped. alot. it made the pain go away. i miss my friend so much. i loved him alot. i wish i could be with him one more time..

  • This really touched me & I tried to choke myself before but sadly it didnt work, I also cut but this peom really touched me & made me think about who it wld be hurting, my boyfriend Kyle said he wld kill himself if I did & my other friend James begged me not to do it so I dnt think I wil, this peom & song are amazing

  • That poem was amazing it made cry and i havent cried in i dont even know how long but its been a while. I can relate to this. Thank you i needed something like this.

  • Dude no offense but this poem makes me wanna do suicide sadly. :'( Nice try making me happy.

  • this poem is really sad n i know how it is to loose someone i lost my bestfriend to suicide he used a knife it was last month n it hurts so much to have to go around without him i loved him alot n now he is gone n now i think im suicidal cuz ive been thinking bout it alot ):

  • it touched me deeply... thank you for the relaxing song and the touching text...

  • This was beautiful - made me think so much about attempting it and the consequences - i think this is very touching

  • Three times ive tried to commit suicide, Noose, rat poison, cut the vein. all failed and now im grateful for that. I stopped because i met this girl; her name: Sandra, Sandra Alicia Myers. we are currently in a relationship though we are both still not even 15 its been a good half year. Wouldnt go back to the way i use to be or even a trip down memory lane past 6 months ago. Wish my friend Gena could have seen it before she killed herself infront of me... Thanks

  • This is a deep poem.. i myself use to be emo and the depression and pain, it's horrible. To think that no one actually loves you and honestly think that its the truth,

  • This helped me get through my Suicidal attempts, and put them behind me.

    Thank you.

  • this is a reall great poem!

    i can totally relate to this...

    i can not tell you how many times

    i've felt like this before...but my bf

    has always been for me so i'm grateful

    that i'm still alive :)

  • Hey, My sister killed herself today three years ago when she was 14. I am now 14 so i was 11 then. I really like the poem, and the song.

  • im sorry to hear that happen

  • i sat in my room thinkin of putting a wrist next to my arm but never cut it to deep to kill myself

  • i know wat it is like to feel this way it is rather sad to see people go through this stuff so i try to help people out the best way i can this poem realy touched me

  • gay god damn gay. wtf can any one write a fucking suicide poem my god

  • IF annyone needs or wants help text me or call me 1-505-934-4229

  • This poem really helps. I just stayed up all night talking the girl I love out of suicide, And it really helps to have someone else think the same way about suicide. Hit me up on my channel, or better yet, text me if you're feeling down. I'll be glad to help. I love every human being, just talk to me. My number is 812-701-7858. I'll be glad to help.

  • o my god i love this it made me cry dood i dont know you and you dont know me but you are spelling out my life and i dont care if anyone hears this last part but i attemped scuside 4 days ado and i will sucribe to you

  • thanks, means alot.

  • @harleyNewMexico I liked this too. I have been wanting to kill myself for almost 5 years now and have atempted to at least 1,000 times. now I know what it's like to feel loved and what people go through everyday of their life. what I go through is nothing compared to some people. who ever takes offense to the last part I dont mean to offend you and I'm sorry if I did.

  • wow that was amazing

  • It's a good peom. Unfortunately my brother died from suicide.. In March of 2009. I sure miss him. And wish he would have thought twice. What's worse than him using a knife.. He used a gun. Wasn't able to see him or say Good-Bye.

  • im really sorry to hear that.

    there are so many people that commit suicide but the one thing that they don't think about is who it would effect.

    and i know that when your brother was doing it, and even before he was thinking that no one loved him, and no one would care.

    i know because i thought same thing.

    stay up, the days get better.

  • cool thank you verry much

  • @skaterboii1617 that hurts people that never even knew him also. i'm sure he knew you loved him.

    depression is a powerful thing and one must realize that it is possible to overcome it....hope others find the way.

  • OMG thaa was soo beautiful and it made me cry though i dont want 2 kill myself i think it has put me off. i just want 2 say thank you from me and every suicidal people !!!:)

  • your poem is so beautiful, good job,

    ive had alot of suicides close to me, and im really glad you posted this because it made me realize one thing, change can happen, you got to put yourself out there, even if it hurts, keeping going ..

  • oh my god... i may have a really really really suckish life and no one loves me and no one would care if i did this to myself and no one would even notice i was gone and i can related to this

  • @rissy213 you need some help if you just need to talk hit me up on my channle

  • Ur poem is beautiful and amazing! u should keep writin. this has helped meh alot acually. and im shure it has helped also alot of other ppl. ur poem as touched meh deeply. :] its incrediable!

  • Ur poem is beautiful and amazing! u should keep writin. this has helped meh alot acually. and im shure it has helped also alot of other ppl. ur poem as touched meh deeply. :] its incrediable!

  • Wow this poem acually made meh cry. i feel this way every single day. and i hav acually tryed more then once to kill myself because mi boifrend hung his self 2 weeks ago..his wrists were slit..his mother gav meh a note at the funeral that he had written to meh right before he died. he explained y he did it..he thought it wuz the only way out. he said i wuz the only reason he wuz livin and he wanted to die. (he wuz only 14)

  • This is so sad . And I know people that have done that , and I don't want to go back through that kinda pain they left me .

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  • I have promised too many important people in my life to ever try again and i can finally say that i know there is someone that loves me that there are people who care about me and i will never ever break the promise that I made to them ever...

  • im not tryin 2 be a dick but why wud u cut urself or do anything like that ever? i jst think that messed up why dont they just find something that makez them happy like skating or sumthin like dat?

  • beautiful...

  • My moms really good friend jumped off a bridge and died :(

    R.I.P blake

  • anyone who wants to be an ass about thuis stuff is beyond dead. i know how that feels and i know people just like me. anyone who feels like this please dont take the easy way out. because i promise you that someone cares. i had to learn that the hard way and i lost that person after they almost lost me...so take my advice and dont commit suicide. i promise that somsone does love you. i dont have to know you to say that

  • Wow

    this is totaly true!

    I got... fuck I didn´t get the english word ... I got "gänsehaut"

    you did a good job... !

  • omfg i can totally relate to this poem its how i feel everyday thanks for writing this amazing poem xxxx

  • wow this actually made me cry cuz someone i love and am rly close to went through a hard time in his life and cut him self and in my opinion tried to kill himself :'( now he relizes that life isnt as bad as he thought and is loving it most of the time but has his times that he feels like that

  • i'm sorry, but it's true. suicide isnt the answer to all of your problems. i know that now.

  • suicide is just a way to run away from problems i've tried it myself. but for some reason i'm still alive. when i woke up i found out that suicide isnt the answer. suicide is just to run away from your problems instead of solving them. every since i woke up i finally understand that i would never commit suicide. i would never lose to dumb stupid problems.

  • I have had 2 of my friends die cause of suicide... I tried it myself... and this video didnt affect me, untill the end, where is said "if this video has affected you..." i just like cried... But yeahh.. very touching i have to sayy... <3

  • Damn! UR a great writer. I really liked this poem, n yes it touched me. So many people think I am this person who is always happy and never has a problem. But nobody sees the real me. I loved this poem although I don't think any1would be atmy funeral. but who cares in the end Just me. Sometimes I walk down the street and think of how easily itwouldbetokillmyself. I've cut my wrists beforenot surprisingly no 1 noticed. I wonder what it will take for them2notice. Suicide? Anyways I felt UR poem.

  • The effects are annoying. 1/5

  • good poem....ive tried to commit suicide before and sadly i still am....i just hope that no one would even tho i am one i know what it feels like to lose everything and what it feels like to be hated all alone so if anyone needs a some one to unload on im here and i understand....whatever ppl say that is rude it doesnt matter its not what should... every one is loved by at the lest one person or thing just think of them when you feel hated :D it helps even if its just a dog

  • I can relate this...this has happened to me and now that I realized how mad it is, i hope for everyone out there who has a friend who is suicidal to help them out and to be there for them!

  • this mad me cry..it so sad...but i love it

  • I just wish there was more care, kindness, and empathy in the world and also that maybe the fast pace we all seem to run at would slow down so that we may realize that there are people around us, or ourselves, that are hurting and we CAN do something to help. It's called LOVE! Let me just say been there myself and have found there are other means but that nothing goes away if you don't face that which hinders your soul and heart, even your mind....just LOVE.....

  • thanks

  • i cried..i know ppl who"ve tried to commit suicide the ppl i am closest too..btw amazing poem.

  • I cried...Your poems are very good. [:

  • I cried when i read this..

    It's so sad..

    By the way, i wouldn't call it a poem, i'd call it a story.

  • you know ,

    lots of people have said that it sounds like a story.

    but i always find that when the poet is reading it with the emotion they intended while writing it,

    it doesn't sound like a story anymore , it sounds like a poem

  • T-T-That was beautiful *Crys* I know sombody who wants to commite suscide.

  • the only thing you can do with someone that wants to commit suicide,

    is be there for them,

    because telling them not to do it wont do anything.

    I've had a couple of people commit suicide on me

    and a couple friends who are suicidal,

    and saying "dont do it your wasting your life" or what ever doesn't help

    obviously you don't encourage them, but you don't tell them not to because all that comes to their mind is WHY NOT. and you run out of reasons trust me

  • o my gosh ime gushing with tears i cant stop that was a very beautiful poem<3

  • that was so beautiful

  • I can relate to this...

  • I can remember at a younger age making fun of people with suicidal thoughts and calling them emo retards but after matering a lot and going through some of this stuff and thinking to myself " who would really miss me if i died today" i realized that this is something that everone needs to know about and understand and should not be tossed to the side. and suicidal people shopuld not be labeled as emo retards but someone that simply needs someone to talk to.

  • this is the sadest thing i'v ever read and heard i wanted to cry cuz this is just like my life and btw i am a dude this is perfect and sad

  • its okay , the person that this poem is about is a dude. and i love him dearly.

    and if this is like your life , i hope that you are coping fine.

    my friend has seeked help and is dealing with loosing the blade and pills.

    i hope you come out of your state too, and whatever/who ever is causing you to self harm, i hope karma comes and bites them in the ass.

  • well really its like my best freind i'v ever had got in trouble bc of me and we cant talk she's 16 so she said in two years we'll be able to talk but then i for some reason i'v lost anybody i get close to so thats it and other things my life has been getting worse and worse and i'v almost killed myself *sigh* but then again when i try to see the good side of life it doesn't really work all the time but sometimes it does

  • Great Poem... Very touching..

  • GAYYY

  • very touching

    i write poetry, too, but i personally think this is better than all of mine put together

    ummm, btw, what song is that??

    ...

  • awesome

    so sad....

    so beautiful...

    so perfect...

  • im emo and i lost my friend she hung hershelf and we were on vk when she deid

  • Oh :O

    that was fantastic!

    i know suicide may seem like an easy option at times, but just remember your not only just hurting yourself.

    your hurting everybody that cares for you aswell =(

  • i liked this one too

  • i know its stupid that iv tryed but well this is has opened my eyes an it brought tears to them but good work , its amazing and just like to say im sorry for evryone that has ever lost any loved ones to suicide

  • This poem brought a tear to my eye. I hope my friend listens to this. I'm gonna send it to him and get him to stop. He almost killed himself if I didn't tell him I love him.

  • daddy <3...

    just one question, why??

    ..R.I.P..

    it's been over eleven years, and it hasn't gotten easier yet, so i don't get how some people make it easier.. but you are a good writer..

  • the days do start to get easier

    but it takes a while.

    trust me i know.

    and thank you.

  • wow people lik this really need help lik i used to dress lik an "emo" or watever u wanna call it but when someone made fun of me i kicked the shit outta them just fight back then they would feel better and this peom does touch me in a way but people lik this just need therapy

  • I wish that i never was born, then no one would have met me and loved me. It would be so much easier to die if those who love you, don't remember you after you die!!! :''(

  • i feel yer pain

  • my best friend brittany committed suicide this march.

  • i'm sorry to hear about your loss.

    and don't worry. the days start to get easyer.

  • i use 2 try to kill mi self...and i've lost alot of ppl in mi life some from suicide...its a very hard thing 2 gett over i'm still tryin 2 gett over mi moms even thou its been a long time...thank you 4 taking ur time out and doin dis it means alot

  • i tried to kill myself 3 times, but its too hard. i never could do it...but i wish i could.

    i really love this. you did an amazing job, and i can really relate to it.

  • I luv this video. You did a really good job, I hope you continue you do more stuff like this. It really touched me. :)

  • thanks.

  • I wish there were more people like you in this world.

  • really?

    thanks.

  • wow, that was really good. i like the song alot too, it's just so sad.

  • yeah,

    i thought the song really fit with the poem :)

    and thanks.

  • thnx 4 taking the time 2 do this<3

  • no problem.

  • omfg idk how ppl can be soooo f**** mean it really pisses me off i HATE it how someone can have to spend their whole lives alone with nobody to talk to just because evil f*** ppl if u have EVER made someone feel this way to the point where they wanted to comite then i wish u the worst and maybe hopefully someday someone else will put u down so u can see how u like it....o and NOBODY is perfect so get the fuck over ur stupid selves now or one day someone is going to make u pay!!!!

  • I tried commiting suicide and I'm still sorry that it didn't work now I just keep my head down and talk to no body. I cried.. a lot

  • wow! very nice

  • hey I tried commiting suicide before nd I somehow regret it not working

    if ppl inthe world realize tht some ppl have feelings too most of these attempts won't be happening but ppl never learn

  • agreed.

  • I cried.

  • This didn't bring a tear to my eye, but it made me feel a lot better that someone took time out of there busy day to write this. Thank you ^^

  • it doesnt have to bring a tear to your eye (:

    but your welcome :)

  • i did have a tear or 2 come out but but why would some asshole do that thats life learn to get through it

  • why would some ASSHOLE do this?! because of the assholes that make people go through a living hell everyday of their life! DO YOU EVEN UNDERSTAND what it is like to go to school and have to eat lunch alone in the bathroom?! because people are that mean?! NO YOU PROBABLY DONT, so the next time you call a suicidal person a ASSHOLE, think twice buddy