i know how u feel i tried to kill myself because im lonely i ve felt lonely since i was 5 years old. didn t have friends, problems between school, my family and trying to understand who i am. of course as time passed i had friends but let me tell u something and this is from personal expirence the people i consider true friends r the people who understand u and who r there for u. the main problem is that we re not understood and r rejected from society and our family dont understand
opps sorry ppl when I went to try and edit this through adding annotations it seems like it messed it up and now it won't play! :( sorry, give me awhile to figure out how to get it back to the way it was before.
i know how you feel, i felt the same way. then i meet my boyfriend and everything changed he made me feel wanted, loved, and a totaly new person. then when we broke up, i felt so much pain. i almost kiled myself but he found out and stoped me. then we got back together and everything was ok. but i wish i could have been like you, but i was too weak. your a very storng girl.
Everything will be right, guys! Everyone has bad moments in their lives, but this will go away when you will try to see the beauty in the world and understand, what it is very important to change ourselves to better every day! Fight with bad points in yourself, and then the world around will change! God is with us, but we just don't try hard to see him ;)
i'm suicidal my life went down hill so ive been depressed for 4 years and so far it hasnt gotten better but for me that is what anime is for it is the reason ive survived so far
i was like that once, mainly because of school.. Constantly paranoid and deep depression..I would never kill myself though, I always thought, "it's funner this way right? Wouldn't it be boring if life was perfect.." Took me 3 years to be myself again, mainly cause of my bro, he always seemed to say the right things at the right time.. Wonder if he'll ever realize that? :D
wow you guys have problems but i now wut it fells like to want to die i feel that every day its sad i dont like to tolk much i have friends but they dont look at me like they like me verey much i have only two ashley,sirrea i thout they were my friends but ashley shes allways jugeing me and saying it was a joke and sirrea tolks behinde my back but they hang out with mebut they never rilly now wut im going to do i might just go die right now im alone sad and suicidal hope your happy now "friend
I was suicidal once. I wont tell u how i planned to do it becuz i want to help people that are suicidal. I don't want them to make mistakes like ending their lives. It means taking away soemthing that is so special that you should hold onto it. I was lucky to be saved from my lonlinesss... altho the people that saved me, sometimes push me back in. But im not going to kill myself, i learned my lesson and there is someone i must protect.
great vid BTW! plz dont take you life! its not worth it!
It's really sad because a lot of people say people that commit suicide are selfish and they go to Hell that's what my mother and stepfather tell me because im suicidal but i don't think people should go to Hell or be "punished" because they were in so much pain they couldn't handle it
Good choice your still here:] all know problems sometimes are overwhelming but remember this there are much cool things to see in life you wouldnt want to miss :D anyways Good luck and take care:]
I'm glad..to know that you could stop to not commit suicide when he came across your life. Though..he left you now but it's even more amazing that you can live without him, as it supposes to be worse than before you met him but not. I'm just like you, dumped by my lover but I'm also trying to live without her, it's so hard but I'm just living for myself and it doesn't mean that we won't find a better person in the future, isn't it? I hope you'll be strong and be able to live happily,good luck!
this video touched me. yes i'm half suicidal. but it's like this song talks to me. it's exactly the way i feel. it great that you didnt commit suicide. i would try not too also . and i will believe in my self so that the wanting to disapear will go away. than you for making this beautiful video. it made me feel better
went in his lab as a dare the boys were never found again were aparently murdered . now that u have read this comment when you go to sleep the 2 boys and fredrick will come and kill u but u can stop this by posting this comment of 5 other videos by midnight
three years now i've been thinking of dying...but i never had the courage... but what scares me now is that i find myself thinking that i CAN DO IT.... i try not to think about it... but now that i think of it it's my only way out...
i have been suicidal for about 7 years, and now i am sixteen, i have tried but didn't succeed, my bf found me and never left em alone again. but i still am, and i always just want to die, cause my life is never gonna get better, well that is what i think, but people always says it will if i ma willing to alow it but i am not sure i want it to
I have been feeling awful for a wile now. I used to just lock myself in my room and cry but no I'm past crying. And I only let it out when I am alone and I have never told anybody how I feel because everybody just thinks that you want attention and that's why you are acting the way you do but that's definately not the case with me. I think of suicide often and I just want to die and be freed from this hell.
Wow finally i find people who know what it is like. I never tell anybody how I am really feeling because I'm always scared that they will only think that i want attention but that Isn't true. I'm always hiding how I feel inside and the real me only comes out when I'm alone in my room. I used to just cry every day but I'm past the point of crying now and I think death would be so much easier and peaceful than go on living in this hell.
Im in seventh grade, but in sixth grade, I was suicidal. I was too scared to actually kill myself, but I thought of death every minute. Because of that, no one wanted to be my friend, which made me even more suicidal and depressed. Now, it's very strange. You may not believe this but it is true. I have about seven really good friends and I am always very bright. I am hardly believing it myself, but it is true. There is a way out. You just have to believe in your self.
I totally understand what u mean the past two years for me were embarresing and lonely and hard but im okay sometimes im 14 now and im proud of you im glad youre out of this smog
If you fell unloved and abonded it's not strange to first become depressed.When you feel you cant trust anyone you will get the thought of suicide.But it's important to remember that yuor parents and siblings always will love you and stand up for you.Afterall the father cant hate the son or rather said the creator cant hate the creation.I hope you will find some luck and not think about suicide again.Walking with that much sorrow and sadness is very hard to do.
@Zero14242@Zero14242 what about those parents that try to kill there kids or beat them, or those with siblings that rape them, saying things like that might make them feel inhuman,,, something so bad, the creator dispises the mishapped creation.
I was suicidal last year. I'm on meds and go to a Cousiare Once every week. I wasn't Looking for attation I was sad. I felt unloved and I hardly had any people I could trust. Though I'm getting though it I still Have two freainds ,hardly, but People That think Killing them selfs is a way out should Seek help From Family and freainds. Though I do still think about it every so often I don't think I could ever Really kill myself.
i am like that and i just might whats the point of life if your all alone i have no real friends just fakers lieing to me say thery are my friends so life has no point if your alone
you have to believe that all what surrounds you is variable ,the only constant thing that you stuck with all along is YOU. believe in yourself and love yourself and
you're never alone. if you need someone who actually cares about others then please send me a comment or invite and we can get through this together. i have been you and im still here! thanks to others i never expected to meet, here of course, life is alot happier for me now. i thank all the the people ive met on u-tube for being the greatest and kindest people ever. hope to hear from you soon!!!!!!!
i think it is very normal that girls that age go trough that stuff but we can be over dramtic so sometimes it is real and not it is hard for other people to tell
Man, makes me sad again. I'm suicidal and I'm lonely, my friends make me feel a little more human. I'm an outcast to all but 8 people. Makes me think of my life now. I have very little in my life worth living to my perspective. I have to fake who I am to hide my vulnerability. This song makes me start to think about it more. But, it is both a beautiful song and video. Sorry for wasting your time. I'm useless and pathetic, and I'm not worth your time.
Don't say that! I don't mind it. I'm the computer twenty four seven even though I'm in college. Don't feel sad ppl want you to be sad, by ppl I mean your enemies. They think its extremely funny, but you know what its not funny and you should be happy and listen don't fake who you are, because then where would the real you be? Be yourself and don't worry about how someone else wants you to be.
I guess, I shouldn't fake me then. I just hate being underestimated, because I'm to emotional for my liking. Thank you, so much. And I also have self-esteem issues a lot, so sorry I guess. I just down myself sometimes.
I was on wellbutrin to feel better. shit depression is no joke, and I didnt know it could be caused by stress. Because it didnt run in my family, I got it because of stress alone. I know right? this is how I feel without meds. Great vid!
They do make fun of it... and some people acussed me of "faking it"... after that, I accuse NO ONE of faking it, no matter how they choose to present it. And it can strike at any time, and there are many causes.
They never will unless they feel it themself, and god I almost hope they do so they can get it though their thick head. But it's so awful, I almost dont wish it on my worst enime. A kid from our school just commited suicide by train over the weekend, this is what happens when pain exceeds it's limit. I wish I knew this kid so I could say something to him before he laid down on a train track. Then again, sometimes no matter what you say they cant help it. I know I couldnt.
He did it because once again, stress. I knew people who knew him well, and he did something stupid, he set something on fire, and just had so many lapses in judjement, couldnt seem to get through life without getting in trouble, so he got in front of a train and killed himself. It is sad, he was a very wise kid with a poor choice there. He was just affraid he was oging to get busted big time. My poor friend is really suffering this loss.
Tell them I'm sorry to hear of what happened to him and that hes in Heaven and hes not suffering anymore. No longer will he have to cry, but now hes happy. Free of this awful world in which he was born.
my boyfriend of two years committed suicide a year and a half ago :( I know how you feel. . its sadness. . mis-understanding. . and madness all in one. I don't think I'll ever understand it though.
A note to all the suicidal boy's and girl's. A normal,mental healthy person dosen't think adout suicide and dosen't do it.Your depresions are normal at this age everybody has them, your not an exception.Life is a wonderful think don't loset.Nice vid
Oh, why thank you. I didn't know everyone was so generalizable. I was unaware That I among other people in the world who have even thought about suicide once were no longer classified as "normal". Good to know! I wish i was as perfect and normal as you Noir18. If I was as mentally stable as you are i sure would bake you a cake right about now, but unfortunately they don't allow anything that isn't made by the company Nerf* in my padded white room. Not to mention these restraints!
I agree, sort of. It's normal to be depressed at certain ages, but to be 'suicidal', without having gone through actual trauma's or hardships, is just being overdramatic and seems kind of attention-seeking.
I'm not saying that people that are actually suicidal are all liars, but I think most of the teeenagers who go around talking about how "nobody get's them, they're worthless, sometimes they just want to kill themselves", are probably just looking for attention. :/
i know how you feel......i used to be suicidal...but when i met my true love i stopped.but what i'm saying is not to give up yet there is still a chance that you can still live without pain....
I think that death is relief, because sometimes, and I found this out when my grandmother passed away, that death is relief for ones who have suffered and my grandmother suffered alot. I knew that letting someone go is better then having them live in this awful world. So in other words, I can't wait to die. I can't wait to rest forever and leave this scum of a world;I would'nt even say goodbye, because I'm going to Heaven to see my Grandmother! ^_^
Wow. Um. I've gone through a period of feeling depressed, but not suicidal. I felt life was pointless...but death scared me too much. Still does. It does good to spread a story about how you've had a chance to get better. The way I see it, there's a point for everything and everyone. So, no giving up! Right? I hope. anyway, cool vid. I like it.
Przepraszam dziewczyno, opowiedz mi coś, bo zastanawiam się co naprawdę czujesz. Jestem samotną dziewczyną, opowiem Ci coś, bo staram się urzeczywistnić wszystkie moje marzenia.[ _ ten kawalek tekstu cala prawda we mnie ]
wow, this is wonderful.....and, i know how u felt...when i was younger, about 3 years ago, i also felt like commiting suicide. my friends hated me, i was alwayed teased by everyone, and by tons of ppl i didnt even know...so, i know you feelings about suicide...btw, this is a wonderful vid, 5/5 +faves!! ^_^
at one point, when i felt like this, i almost tried to commit suicide. that was about 2 years ago, but my life is awesome now, so I'm cool now! ^o^!!!!! 5/5
Such an intelligent person we have here. Tell me did you not recieve a heart when God was passing them out? Its a shame to see heartless people like you. Oh, yeah, be happy I don't know you or your whereabouts because if I did I doubt you'd be laughing when I gut you like a fish.
what happened to you to make you feel like committing suicide? I'm just curious. It's an interesting song. I just wanted to ask you a few questions, ya know if that's cool with you.
A guy that I really liked refused to go out with me and date his roomate instead. It affected me alot since I liked the guy so much, but now I can hardly even remember why I ever liked him in the first place. It dosen't matter anymore. Whats in the past needs to stay in the past.
Yeah i saw that u r a Christian. me 2. hey watch the language and stand for Christ. Forgive and hand them over to Christ. Honestly who will handle them better u or Christ. God says that the world will hate u. stay strong.
I am a Christian, but its hard to not cuss. Yes, I know its wrong, but I do it anyway. I WILL stand for Christ, always, even if I die for what I believe. I am forever hated, I'm too honest.
yeah I know I slip a bloody hell. Here's the thing just replace them with new words. I suggest reading the book of James. Honesty isn't a bad thing it's a good thing, but you just have to think "is this the proper time to say this"... another book I find helpful is the book of proverbs just read a chapter a day. Here's a couple of words that me and my friends use instead of others. Like what the fruit loop, bloody bugger. You praise God with words and curse men too.
hey man, this is really awesome talking to you about his stuff. have you ever thought of spreading the word on here. you know trying to share the good news with your friends, ones here on the internet, then make new friends and share with them?
you know what, I'll be one of the first people to see that video and I'll honestly say what I think about it. And knowing you I bet that it will be very good. I suggest that you do a song from kountry men or switch foot. They are really good christian artists. :D
oh yeah sure whatever. Hey it's cool. Hey all i do on youtube is watch music videos cuz I'm a cd junkie. What's the deal with making your page pretty and subscribing? I dunno how to that. So how do you do that?
Ummmm,Go to edit channel on your page, than from there it gives you several categories that allow you to spruce up your profile and what not. But once your on that go to channel design and than well, pimp outcha channel! xp
hey I'm going to be gone all next week cuz for school we are going to this place called Calvin Crest and it's this place up in the mountains and so I won't be emailing like all next week. It's sad, but it's supposed to be the best thing besides graduating so I'm excited. So I'll tak to you when I get back.
yeah it's soo cool. I go to a private christian school and only our school will be there. it's going to awesome I'll talk to you on Friday or Saturday of next week,
yea well i'm leaving my boyfriend right now because he doesn't respect me. i want him so much, but all he ever does is say how bad a person i am, and how i'm like his little puppy dog who follows him around. i can't stop crying what should I do?
You know, your never truly lonely. Theres always someone who cares about you. I may not know you personally, but I empathetic towards ppl I don't even know. I'm here if you want to talk.
Cool, P.S.-People that comment and say something about webcam girls, well just to let you know i changed my comment settings which in turn send me something saying I have to approve it before it becomes a comment. So quit with the quire assed commenting for that shit, because well lets just say...your not getting anywhere. So FUCK OFF YOU PERVERVAIL HARDHEADS!! Get it? XD
Yeah, but always remember, life isn't always depressing. See I used to think it was day in day out, but now I'm much better now knowing that my friends, family, and God love me.
I love this song! I've been listening to it for years now. I've been depressed for about two years, and it's difficult getting through it sometimes. But I haven't been suicidal in a while, so that's always good... Great video
i love this i saw this vid on photobucket, i like this song i am depressed b/c of my depression but getin better but i would never be stupid and turn suicidle i dislike people who say they are suicidle so thanks for sayin yout happy
love your work.so awesome :X
XxXDemonhunter 1 month ago
@toriyama94 What THE HELL are you talking about?
crienze 1 year ago
I really like videos like these.
The ones that people use there own emotions to make them, It always makes watching it more worth wile.
So thankyou :]. x
cocosaysfu 1 year ago
hey,
I believe god gives everyone just enough shit to handle, just to meet how strong you are. sometimes He gives too much.
or you believe it's too much
and then you want to do what everyone calls "scuicide"but hey, no one has a perfect live, everyone has shit to handle.
just breathe, live, love, like, and try to handle live, because life's hard enough.
good luck.
that's what I tell to everyone who is/was deppressive in my world,(like 7 people...) and so I tell this to you too.
musicalgek1234 1 year ago
.... Kay If This Is The Second Time I Comment Then Sorry But It Appears To me That My First Message Had An Error
Anyways
@Tori : Nice Comment Yo , Ur getting Good :D
@ Yuna : Soz / Tori Said Everything ..
Though I Still Need TO Add One Thing ..
Enjoy Ur Life As Much As U Can , Cuz U Only Got One Life
And U Only Got Limited Years Of Being A Teenager
So Enjoy It AS Much As U Can Cuz U Can't Go Back In Time ;)
FrozenCore94 1 year ago
i know how u feel i tried to kill myself because im lonely i ve felt lonely since i was 5 years old. didn t have friends, problems between school, my family and trying to understand who i am. of course as time passed i had friends but let me tell u something and this is from personal expirence the people i consider true friends r the people who understand u and who r there for u. the main problem is that we re not understood and r rejected from society and our family dont understand
toriyama94 2 years ago 3
Nice Bro , Really Love The Comment .. :P
Soz Yuna / My Clone Already Said Everything hahahaha
Well 1 More Thing ... > Stay Strong Girl :D
And Enjoy Ur Life As Much As U Can Cuz U Only Got One Life time / And U Only Pass Through Teenager Once So Enjoy As Much As U Can :D
FrozenCore94 1 year ago
opps sorry ppl when I went to try and edit this through adding annotations it seems like it messed it up and now it won't play! :( sorry, give me awhile to figure out how to get it back to the way it was before.
yunariver 2 years ago
i know how you feel, i felt the same way. then i meet my boyfriend and everything changed he made me feel wanted, loved, and a totaly new person. then when we broke up, i felt so much pain. i almost kiled myself but he found out and stoped me. then we got back together and everything was ok. but i wish i could have been like you, but i was too weak. your a very storng girl.
tomboyhinata14 2 years ago 2
I Know how you felt thats the way I feel now...
LucysBiggestFan 2 years ago
Well What R U Waiting For Go Look For Ur Clone
:D
FrozenCore94 1 year ago
Everything will be right, guys! Everyone has bad moments in their lives, but this will go away when you will try to see the beauty in the world and understand, what it is very important to change ourselves to better every day! Fight with bad points in yourself, and then the world around will change! God is with us, but we just don't try hard to see him ;)
Denya001 2 years ago
i'm suicidal my life went down hill so ive been depressed for 4 years and so far it hasnt gotten better but for me that is what anime is for it is the reason ive survived so far
TheYaoiProductions 2 years ago
U Need Better Reason's
God Gave U Ur Life For A reason / Life Is Not Perfect It's Full Of Shit / Yet It Still has it's Good Side
If U Don't Try Ur Best Changing The Bad To Good ...
U'll Never Achieve Anything ... ;)
Enjoy ;)
FrozenCore94 1 year ago
i was like that once, mainly because of school.. Constantly paranoid and deep depression..I would never kill myself though, I always thought, "it's funner this way right? Wouldn't it be boring if life was perfect.." Took me 3 years to be myself again, mainly cause of my bro, he always seemed to say the right things at the right time.. Wonder if he'll ever realize that? :D
truexnewfie2 2 years ago
wow you guys have problems but i now wut it fells like to want to die i feel that every day its sad i dont like to tolk much i have friends but they dont look at me like they like me verey much i have only two ashley,sirrea i thout they were my friends but ashley shes allways jugeing me and saying it was a joke and sirrea tolks behinde my back but they hang out with mebut they never rilly now wut im going to do i might just go die right now im alone sad and suicidal hope your happy now "friend
192avegeta 2 years ago
I was suicidal once. I wont tell u how i planned to do it becuz i want to help people that are suicidal. I don't want them to make mistakes like ending their lives. It means taking away soemthing that is so special that you should hold onto it. I was lucky to be saved from my lonlinesss... altho the people that saved me, sometimes push me back in. But im not going to kill myself, i learned my lesson and there is someone i must protect.
great vid BTW! plz dont take you life! its not worth it!
daregirl12 2 years ago
It's really sad because a lot of people say people that commit suicide are selfish and they go to Hell that's what my mother and stepfather tell me because im suicidal but i don't think people should go to Hell or be "punished" because they were in so much pain they couldn't handle it
Mysuicidalromance00 2 years ago
my friend is so much like this song but I don't think she is suicidal at least I hope not! I wonder should I ask her!!
cutiegirl60000 2 years ago
Good choice your still here:] all know problems sometimes are overwhelming but remember this there are much cool things to see in life you wouldnt want to miss :D anyways Good luck and take care:]
corvinus667 2 years ago
ou...this sad video:(
cute anime girls:)
perfect music and video....
but.......so much sad :(
...but but but peeerfecttt:D:D:D:D:D
Bye..=-*=-*
WhiteCuteDol 2 years ago
I'm glad..to know that you could stop to not commit suicide when he came across your life. Though..he left you now but it's even more amazing that you can live without him, as it supposes to be worse than before you met him but not. I'm just like you, dumped by my lover but I'm also trying to live without her, it's so hard but I'm just living for myself and it doesn't mean that we won't find a better person in the future, isn't it? I hope you'll be strong and be able to live happily,good luck!
2Zong 2 years ago
this video touched me. yes i'm half suicidal. but it's like this song talks to me. it's exactly the way i feel. it great that you didnt commit suicide. i would try not too also . and i will believe in my self so that the wanting to disapear will go away. than you for making this beautiful video. it made me feel better
moohavamp567 2 years ago
Ughh Sorry For This lol
went in his lab as a dare the boys were never found again were aparently murdered . now that u have read this comment when you go to sleep the 2 boys and fredrick will come and kill u but u can stop this by posting this comment of 5 other videos by midnight
12345678910nichole 2 years ago
Live On trust your life story can helpp someone around you like me
Loki394 2 years ago
they played this song at my friends furnel..nuff said
suigintou0107 2 years ago 5
thta's so sad. losing someone is very hard. especially when they are your friend or someone you cared about.i know how you feel. :( so feel better.
moohavamp567 2 years ago
three years now i've been thinking of dying...but i never had the courage... but what scares me now is that i find myself thinking that i CAN DO IT.... i try not to think about it... but now that i think of it it's my only way out...
faithlessbean1993 2 years ago
i have been suicidal for about 7 years, and now i am sixteen, i have tried but didn't succeed, my bf found me and never left em alone again. but i still am, and i always just want to die, cause my life is never gonna get better, well that is what i think, but people always says it will if i ma willing to alow it but i am not sure i want it to
Gothicknight23 2 years ago
I think i just posted my comment twice but two different ways because I didnt see that I posted it already... God I'm such an idiot. I suck
XxxLonelyPeachxxX 2 years ago
I have been feeling awful for a wile now. I used to just lock myself in my room and cry but no I'm past crying. And I only let it out when I am alone and I have never told anybody how I feel because everybody just thinks that you want attention and that's why you are acting the way you do but that's definately not the case with me. I think of suicide often and I just want to die and be freed from this hell.
XxxLonelyPeachxxX 2 years ago
Wow finally i find people who know what it is like. I never tell anybody how I am really feeling because I'm always scared that they will only think that i want attention but that Isn't true. I'm always hiding how I feel inside and the real me only comes out when I'm alone in my room. I used to just cry every day but I'm past the point of crying now and I think death would be so much easier and peaceful than go on living in this hell.
XxxLonelyPeachxxX 2 years ago
suicidal caused by being bulled in skool and at home when i was 7 im still suicidal today i cant help it i am who i am.
animequeen1243 2 years ago
i attempted suicide but i was caught and had to go to conceling
they thought i got better
but i tried again i was never caught
and i still feel like that
liveXdieXlaughXcry 2 years ago
one day we will die all.
but don't let your self die soon.
Death is the last experience we will have, so experience life, see every thing in it good or bad.
and when you finish you can die happy between your lover hands and you have 4 children and they are all married and they have kids.
by the way it is not too bad to be all alone.
but there will be always someone thinking about you.
lastmoh1989 2 years ago
Im in seventh grade, but in sixth grade, I was suicidal. I was too scared to actually kill myself, but I thought of death every minute. Because of that, no one wanted to be my friend, which made me even more suicidal and depressed. Now, it's very strange. You may not believe this but it is true. I have about seven really good friends and I am always very bright. I am hardly believing it myself, but it is true. There is a way out. You just have to believe in your self.
imccann8 3 years ago 38
I totally understand what u mean the past two years for me were embarresing and lonely and hard but im okay sometimes im 14 now and im proud of you im glad youre out of this smog
fajitashagure 2 years ago
one day we will die all.
but don't let your self die soon.
Death is the last experience we will have, so experience life, see every thing in it good or bad.
and when you finish you can die happy between your lover hands and you have 4 children and they are all married and they have kids.
by the way it is not too bad to be all alone.
but there will be always someone thinking about you.
lastmoh1989 2 years ago
one day we will die all.
but don't let your self die soon.
lastmoh1989 2 years ago
i am suicidal since 2007 and im suffering a lot..
brigiteisgerard 2 years ago
know what you mean there... for me it was changing school... was like living a whole different life
Mattja1 2 years ago
If you fell unloved and abonded it's not strange to first become depressed.When you feel you cant trust anyone you will get the thought of suicide.But it's important to remember that yuor parents and siblings always will love you and stand up for you.Afterall the father cant hate the son or rather said the creator cant hate the creation.I hope you will find some luck and not think about suicide again.Walking with that much sorrow and sadness is very hard to do.
Good Luck in life<3
Zero14242 3 years ago 24
Thank you!
yunariver 3 years ago
thank you so much
fajitashagure 2 years ago
@Zero14242 @Zero14242 what about those parents that try to kill there kids or beat them, or those with siblings that rape them, saying things like that might make them feel inhuman,,, something so bad, the creator dispises the mishapped creation.
unknownfallenangell 10 months ago
I was suicidal last year. I'm on meds and go to a Cousiare Once every week. I wasn't Looking for attation I was sad. I felt unloved and I hardly had any people I could trust. Though I'm getting though it I still Have two freainds ,hardly, but People That think Killing them selfs is a way out should Seek help From Family and freainds. Though I do still think about it every so often I don't think I could ever Really kill myself.
Emokitty121 3 years ago 15
i am like that and i just might whats the point of life if your all alone i have no real friends just fakers lieing to me say thery are my friends so life has no point if your alone
lissaayy 2 years ago
you have to believe that all what surrounds you is variable ,the only constant thing that you stuck with all along is YOU. believe in yourself and love yourself and
lmlm301 2 years ago
you're never alone. if you need someone who actually cares about others then please send me a comment or invite and we can get through this together. i have been you and im still here! thanks to others i never expected to meet, here of course, life is alot happier for me now. i thank all the the people ive met on u-tube for being the greatest and kindest people ever. hope to hear from you soon!!!!!!!
itonlyhurtstilludie 2 years ago
Its amazing that you decided not to do it. Which is great and I love the video
burnin101 3 years ago 13
i think it is very normal that girls that age go trough that stuff but we can be over dramtic so sometimes it is real and not it is hard for other people to tell
Adam326 3 years ago 13
Man, makes me sad again. I'm suicidal and I'm lonely, my friends make me feel a little more human. I'm an outcast to all but 8 people. Makes me think of my life now. I have very little in my life worth living to my perspective. I have to fake who I am to hide my vulnerability. This song makes me start to think about it more. But, it is both a beautiful song and video. Sorry for wasting your time. I'm useless and pathetic, and I'm not worth your time.
UnohanaShiTaichou 3 years ago
Don't say that! I don't mind it. I'm the computer twenty four seven even though I'm in college. Don't feel sad ppl want you to be sad, by ppl I mean your enemies. They think its extremely funny, but you know what its not funny and you should be happy and listen don't fake who you are, because then where would the real you be? Be yourself and don't worry about how someone else wants you to be.
yunariver 3 years ago
I guess, I shouldn't fake me then. I just hate being underestimated, because I'm to emotional for my liking. Thank you, so much. And I also have self-esteem issues a lot, so sorry I guess. I just down myself sometimes.
UnohanaShiTaichou 3 years ago
I'm glad I helped you! :D
yunariver 3 years ago
I was on wellbutrin to feel better. shit depression is no joke, and I didnt know it could be caused by stress. Because it didnt run in my family, I got it because of stress alone. I know right? this is how I feel without meds. Great vid!
KimIsMissing 3 years ago
Your right depression is no joke, yet many ppl still make fun of it.
yunariver 3 years ago
They do make fun of it... and some people acussed me of "faking it"... after that, I accuse NO ONE of faking it, no matter how they choose to present it. And it can strike at any time, and there are many causes.
KimIsMissing 3 years ago
Exactly!Your right, but when will they understand how much it hurts?
yunariver 3 years ago
They never will unless they feel it themself, and god I almost hope they do so they can get it though their thick head. But it's so awful, I almost dont wish it on my worst enime. A kid from our school just commited suicide by train over the weekend, this is what happens when pain exceeds it's limit. I wish I knew this kid so I could say something to him before he laid down on a train track. Then again, sometimes no matter what you say they cant help it. I know I couldnt.
KimIsMissing 3 years ago
OH MY GOD! Did you find out why he did it? That's so sad! :( I give my condolences.
yunariver 3 years ago
He did it because once again, stress. I knew people who knew him well, and he did something stupid, he set something on fire, and just had so many lapses in judjement, couldnt seem to get through life without getting in trouble, so he got in front of a train and killed himself. It is sad, he was a very wise kid with a poor choice there. He was just affraid he was oging to get busted big time. My poor friend is really suffering this loss.
KimIsMissing 3 years ago
Tell them I'm sorry to hear of what happened to him and that hes in Heaven and hes not suffering anymore. No longer will he have to cry, but now hes happy. Free of this awful world in which he was born.
yunariver 3 years ago
I'm still suicidal.. I'm a girl.. and I like another girl.. but she hates me..
xDeathNotexLx 3 years ago
Maybe you should look for someone else then and if she comes back around go out with her! Oh, and keep smiling, ok? :D
yunariver 3 years ago
thats interesting thats how i used to be too till i got a BF.... his name was alex too... wierd...
anyways.. GREAT VIDEO I LUV IT ^/_\^
RougeNinCrissie 3 years ago
lol, that is weird! Oh, Thanks! ^_^
yunariver 3 years ago
my boyfriend of two years committed suicide a year and a half ago :( I know how you feel. . its sadness. . mis-understanding. . and madness all in one. I don't think I'll ever understand it though.
Maddical 3 years ago
Its hard to understand something you've never been through. I'm sorry to hear about your boyfriends death. :(
yunariver 3 years ago
A note to all the suicidal boy's and girl's. A normal,mental healthy person dosen't think adout suicide and dosen't do it.Your depresions are normal at this age everybody has them, your not an exception.Life is a wonderful think don't loset.Nice vid
noir18 3 years ago
Oh, why thank you. I didn't know everyone was so generalizable. I was unaware That I among other people in the world who have even thought about suicide once were no longer classified as "normal". Good to know! I wish i was as perfect and normal as you Noir18. If I was as mentally stable as you are i sure would bake you a cake right about now, but unfortunately they don't allow anything that isn't made by the company Nerf* in my padded white room. Not to mention these restraints!
malicfayt 3 years ago
SOME ppl have it and SOME don't! Get your facts right!
yunariver 3 years ago
I agree, sort of. It's normal to be depressed at certain ages, but to be 'suicidal', without having gone through actual trauma's or hardships, is just being overdramatic and seems kind of attention-seeking.
I'm not saying that people that are actually suicidal are all liars, but I think most of the teeenagers who go around talking about how "nobody get's them, they're worthless, sometimes they just want to kill themselves", are probably just looking for attention. :/
Sorry if that offends you
WillowyMoonFairy 3 years ago
Well, you know what eventually those attention-seeking ppl will die: Die because you didn't listen to them.
I despise ppl like that they're almost like murders, except they don't kill with weapons and such, but with their heart.
yunariver 3 years ago
You know what I depise?
Attention seekers who try to justify everything by blaming other people.
WillowyMoonFairy 3 years ago
I despise your opinion. So FUCK OFF!
yunariver 3 years ago
LOL true dat
demonicxxkitsune 2 years ago
i depise everyone like that 2 i say if you need to blame someone then blame your slef that what i do and everyone says im emo not ture im just alone
lissaayy 2 years ago
one day when ur just like us, ill fail to hear your cries, and let you die...
yunariver 2 years ago
h.h..h.h-HUH?H?
taytaytayray 2 years ago
@yunariver Oh, please do. :/
WillowyMoonFairy 1 year ago
i know how you feel......i used to be suicidal...but when i met my true love i stopped.but what i'm saying is not to give up yet there is still a chance that you can still live without pain....
akatsukidarian 3 years ago
I'm doing much better now thank you!
yunariver 3 years ago
you're welcome!^.^
akatsukidarian 3 years ago
That is good to hear!
CharlieRyuu 3 years ago
this song expresses how i am going through i thought countlessly about death. yet i am scared of death.
missbitch121 3 years ago
I think that death is relief, because sometimes, and I found this out when my grandmother passed away, that death is relief for ones who have suffered and my grandmother suffered alot. I knew that letting someone go is better then having them live in this awful world. So in other words, I can't wait to die. I can't wait to rest forever and leave this scum of a world;I would'nt even say goodbye, because I'm going to Heaven to see my Grandmother! ^_^
yunariver 3 years ago
this is so beautiful,
it describes me and how i am right now
missbitch121 3 years ago
Thank you and I hope you feel better soon. ^_^ I'll pray for you!
yunariver 3 years ago
Wow. Um. I've gone through a period of feeling depressed, but not suicidal. I felt life was pointless...but death scared me too much. Still does. It does good to spread a story about how you've had a chance to get better. The way I see it, there's a point for everything and everyone. So, no giving up! Right? I hope. anyway, cool vid. I like it.
shugoibaka 3 years ago
Nope, no giving up! ^_^
yunariver 3 years ago
Przepraszam dziewczyno, opowiedz mi coś, bo zastanawiam się co naprawdę czujesz. Jestem samotną dziewczyną, opowiem Ci coś, bo staram się urzeczywistnić wszystkie moje marzenia.[ _ ten kawalek tekstu cala prawda we mnie ]
channah007 3 years ago
You're lucky 2 have sum1. I'm still waiting 4 sum1 2 come save me...
LucylovesKohta 3 years ago
Keep waiting. You'll find them.
SeeleyBooth 3 years ago
Sometimes instead of waiting for someone get out there and try to save yourself and you will probably find someone and have fun too!
CharlieRyuu 3 years ago
Tried it didn't work too well.
yunariver 3 years ago
beautiful video <3
lilmissprincess 3 years ago
Thank you! ^_^
yunariver 3 years ago
this video is ace!
well done
:)
ChrisJ2106 3 years ago
Thank you!
yunariver 3 years ago
very cool video...nice job
TheSoulGamer 3 years ago
Thank you!
yunariver 3 years ago
Thank you!
yunariver 3 years ago
its great to continue life. even if its painful its always better to live life to its fullest.
strawberryhugs 3 years ago
Indeed it is!
yunariver 3 years ago
excelente me gusto muchisimo
coronado1110 3 years ago
Thank you! ^^
yunariver 3 years ago
this song is the story of my life.....
twilightangel5876 3 years ago
I love the video ^ ^
to be honest, I get to be the same way too sometimes.. actually, I'm kinda that way right now...
TheBrokenSoul101 4 years ago
Thank you!
yunariver 3 years ago
That was good.. I can get the same way too... I'm that way right now, actually...
the video was beautiful btw. 5/5
TheBrokenSoul101 4 years ago
I hope you feel better soon.
yunariver 3 years ago
Thank you.
TheBrokenSoul101 3 years ago
no problem, it' good to know that i can be a good help to ppl...espcally thoe who share the same probs sumtimes ^_^
GaarasNum1Lover 4 years ago
wow, this is wonderful.....and, i know how u felt...when i was younger, about 3 years ago, i also felt like commiting suicide. my friends hated me, i was alwayed teased by everyone, and by tons of ppl i didnt even know...so, i know you feelings about suicide...btw, this is a wonderful vid, 5/5 +faves!! ^_^
GaarasNum1Lover 4 years ago
Thank you so much for caring and not judging me like the other ppl did. Thanks, for the rate and the fave! ^_^
yunariver 4 years ago
at one point, when i felt like this, i almost tried to commit suicide. that was about 2 years ago, but my life is awesome now, so I'm cool now! ^o^!!!!! 5/5
1animeaddict 3 years ago
That's good to hear!
yunariver 3 years ago
bwahahahahahhaaha!!!
marzi444 4 years ago
Such an intelligent person we have here. Tell me did you not recieve a heart when God was passing them out? Its a shame to see heartless people like you. Oh, yeah, be happy I don't know you or your whereabouts because if I did I doubt you'd be laughing when I gut you like a fish.
yunariver 4 years ago
Can some one recomend and anime for me if i like berserk,hellsing, and bleach?
thx in advance ^-^
PheonixIce2 4 years ago
Try, Fullmetal Alchemist. :D
yunariver 4 years ago
agreed. FMA, maybe also Blood+
1animeaddict 3 years ago
You were suicidal.. coz you fancied some guy who didn't like you back?!?
Get a grip! I'm sorry but there are people out there with real problems & are suicidal for real reasons!!
SistaSeduction 4 years ago
Listen, FUCK YOU! You don't understand me, he did like me and he still hasn't gotten over me!
yunariver 4 years ago
you should definitely make christian videos
themishkin 4 years ago
Maybe, one if I'm inspired to, I will, but now I'm only inspired by my emotions.
yunariver 4 years ago
can someone recommend a show for me if I liked carcaptors, sailor moon & fruits basket?
something with beautiful animation :]
ilostmyfaith 4 years ago
Pretear. Its short, sweet, and has a good storyline. ^_^
yunariver 4 years ago
Wow, haha, that is so random and so unrelated to my video. Wonder where you were when they handed out the brains...
yunariver 4 years ago
thx
korndawg559 4 years ago
Welcome!
yunariver 4 years ago
what happened to you to make you feel like committing suicide? I'm just curious. It's an interesting song. I just wanted to ask you a few questions, ya know if that's cool with you.
michellehp5 4 years ago
A guy that I really liked refused to go out with me and date his roomate instead. It affected me alot since I liked the guy so much, but now I can hardly even remember why I ever liked him in the first place. It dosen't matter anymore. Whats in the past needs to stay in the past.
yunariver 4 years ago
Yeah i saw that u r a Christian. me 2. hey watch the language and stand for Christ. Forgive and hand them over to Christ. Honestly who will handle them better u or Christ. God says that the world will hate u. stay strong.
michellehp5 4 years ago
I am a Christian, but its hard to not cuss. Yes, I know its wrong, but I do it anyway. I WILL stand for Christ, always, even if I die for what I believe. I am forever hated, I'm too honest.
yunariver 4 years ago
yeah I know I slip a bloody hell. Here's the thing just replace them with new words. I suggest reading the book of James. Honesty isn't a bad thing it's a good thing, but you just have to think "is this the proper time to say this"... another book I find helpful is the book of proverbs just read a chapter a day. Here's a couple of words that me and my friends use instead of others. Like what the fruit loop, bloody bugger. You praise God with words and curse men too.
michellehp5 4 years ago
^_^ Thanks, that will help me out alot!
yunariver 4 years ago
hey man, this is really awesome talking to you about his stuff. have you ever thought of spreading the word on here. you know trying to share the good news with your friends, ones here on the internet, then make new friends and share with them?
michellehp5 4 years ago
Yes, i actually have considered it. I will make a video dedicated to God one of these days. :)
yunariver 4 years ago
you know what, I'll be one of the first people to see that video and I'll honestly say what I think about it. And knowing you I bet that it will be very good. I suggest that you do a song from kountry men or switch foot. They are really good christian artists. :D
michellehp5 4 years ago
Thanks for the suggestions! It really helps. ^_^
yunariver 4 years ago
oh yeah sure whatever. Hey it's cool. Hey all i do on youtube is watch music videos cuz I'm a cd junkie. What's the deal with making your page pretty and subscribing? I dunno how to that. So how do you do that?
michellehp5 4 years ago
Ummmm,Go to edit channel on your page, than from there it gives you several categories that allow you to spruce up your profile and what not. But once your on that go to channel design and than well, pimp outcha channel! xp
yunariver 4 years ago
thanx dude!!!!
michellehp5 4 years ago
No, problem!
yunariver 4 years ago
hey I'm going to be gone all next week cuz for school we are going to this place called Calvin Crest and it's this place up in the mountains and so I won't be emailing like all next week. It's sad, but it's supposed to be the best thing besides graduating so I'm excited. So I'll tak to you when I get back.
michellehp5 4 years ago
Really? That sounds like fun! I hope you have a nice time! ^_^
yunariver 4 years ago
yeah it's soo cool. I go to a private christian school and only our school will be there. it's going to awesome I'll talk to you on Friday or Saturday of next week,
michellehp5 4 years ago
Okays. :)
yunariver 4 years ago
You what not everyone lives in a glass house, I listen to Marilyn Manson, so sue me....
yunariver 3 years ago
yea well i'm leaving my boyfriend right now because he doesn't respect me. i want him so much, but all he ever does is say how bad a person i am, and how i'm like his little puppy dog who follows him around. i can't stop crying what should I do?
michellehp5 3 years ago
I know this will be hard to do, but leave him! Hes not worth it if he says all that crap about you! *hugs*
yunariver 3 years ago
i'm hurt T_T always get hurt
i hav a bad memories
my love is no use
i'm feelin so lonely -cries-
pinkpearl1252000 4 years ago
You know, your never truly lonely. Theres always someone who cares about you. I may not know you personally, but I empathetic towards ppl I don't even know. I'm here if you want to talk.
yunariver 4 years ago
I LOVE this video and song. it really makes me think...
kiko713344 4 years ago
Really? I'm glad you liked it so much! :)
yunariver 4 years ago
i know the perverted coments are getting out of hand
LunieLuna95 4 years ago
Yeah......
yunariver 4 years ago
GREAT...AWESOME----they look s0o sad
marisa199423 4 years ago
Yeah, me know. T_T
yunariver 4 years ago
this is my theme it fits me oh so well
LunieLuna95 4 years ago
Cool, P.S.-People that comment and say something about webcam girls, well just to let you know i changed my comment settings which in turn send me something saying I have to approve it before it becomes a comment. So quit with the quire assed commenting for that shit, because well lets just say...your not getting anywhere. So FUCK OFF YOU PERVERVAIL HARDHEADS!! Get it? XD
yunariver 4 years ago
wow this looks really depressing..but i effin love the song
tommyluv33107 4 years ago
Yeah, but always remember, life isn't always depressing. See I used to think it was day in day out, but now I'm much better now knowing that my friends, family, and God love me.
yunariver 4 years ago
I love this song! I've been listening to it for years now. I've been depressed for about two years, and it's difficult getting through it sometimes. But I haven't been suicidal in a while, so that's always good... Great video
devilindisguise8291 4 years ago
Thank you!
yunariver 4 years ago
i love this i saw this vid on photobucket, i like this song i am depressed b/c of my depression but getin better but i would never be stupid and turn suicidle i dislike people who say they are suicidle so thanks for sayin yout happy
thewindspirit 4 years ago
Yeah, but ppl who are suicidal need our help, so why dislike them? Watch my upcoming vid to see what I mean.
yunariver 4 years ago
I really love this video! It never gets old for me. So how life right now yunariver? for me it's not to good.
kiko713344 4 years ago
Eh, its okay. :( Oh, noes well I hope and pray life will get better for you. :)
yunariver 4 years ago
thanks
kiko713344 4 years ago
good song and pics
MistaSunshine 4 years ago
I would say ignore Wats \..every1 is different n watever makes you happy, that's good enough as long as sum1 else doesn't get hurt lol
Darenli 4 years ago
The thing that makes me happy the most...telling shit like watsmy14 to get a dictionary and learn how to spell. lol!
yunariver 4 years ago
I feel the same way...... but its nice to know that you find someone, i hope you are happy.
danielpuppetmaster 4 years ago
I am! ^_________________^
yunariver 4 years ago
I love it
The pics and the song
I hope that you find more reasons to live
I know how it feels so hope you stay happy
NightofBloodSakuras 4 years ago
Thank you! Same to you! :]
yunariver 4 years ago