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  • for a moment

    I am happy

  • Love to every single person with an eating disorder. Hope you will one day overcome it all and be happy. Be strong.

  • sorry for your loss, but Im glad you put this video up so that others will know what anorexia is and what the consequences of it are.

  • i been in the hospatial for that like 5 or 6 times

  • take minitran 2-25 and akineton and you will be fine and take weight again.i was anorexik and now am not because of this drugs.they save me.

  • peace!

  • I really hope she can fight it...horrific illness

  • i was way skinnier then her and the sam was with me da doctors seid i will not make it but i did so guys dont look that ur fat becuse skinnniest is not that great

  • such a sad song

  • detoxinsider (dot) com is also a place where people share their stories about their addiction and its a site where they create awareness for struggles like yours

    I wish you the good health and prosperity.

    Good luck

  • ANOREXIA DEFORMS PEOPLE,ALSO THE DAMAGE THAT IT CAUSES TO YOUR HEALTH IN GENERAL,THERE IS NOTHING BEAUTIFULL IN EATING DESORDERS WE ALL KNOW THAT.FIND OUT WHITH A GOOD DOCTOR THE MINIMUN WEIGH for your hight and age IN THE NAME OF JESUS PLEASE.

  • three of my friends are battling anorexia atm. they are only 14 years old..

  • she is so skinny - i want to be just like her

  • Is eating like a pig once a week and throwing up everything being Bulimic

  • i have been suffering with anorexia and bulimia since i was 10 and im naw 16 and i understand how hard it is for her its a constant battle for perfection is so painful we dont have a choice we dont want to be like this we are like this because anorexica and bulimia is a disease that is unconrtolable ............ i have been in hospital myself for this and know how she must feal ..i hope she gets better soon

  • What is this song?

  • Its in the description of the video, but its called Courage and its by Super Chick

  • my friend died 2 years ago from anorexia and was only 20 years old she was in hospitel for 8 months but just coudnt pull through she was 2 weak and all she could say was she wanted 2 sleep it was heartbreakin 2 watch my best friend go throught it

  • I'm so very sorry to hear that. :(

  • @brookexx18

    im really sorry hope you get over it

  • You're strong.I'm believe in U,but I know what means anorexia ; (

  • I have had an eating disorder for 7 years and just got out of a treatmenet facility - I think many people dont realize how devestating these diseases are - I was very close to my digestion shutting down as it is my circulatory system is dead and my teeth are wearing down and my hair fell out - I got off light reletively as well

  • Thank you for sharing!! You are right, so many people don't realize the LONG TERM effects of ED's... Nancy's digestive system has shut down as well as many other problems. :(

    I hope you will make a full recovery.

  • she was anorexic right? but she`s not bulimic? i`m struggling with my bulimic since 3 years ago. but it`m not thin and i think i`m healthy.

  • she was both actually.

  • I have a friend who suffers from anorexia. i never really understood why she does that to herself she went for 2monthes straight eating nothing bit gum and water..i wish she would watch this. my question is has your friend recovered?

  • Its not a matter of recovering from an ED anymore with Nancy, now she is dying. :(

  • you have my empathy.

    i'm sorry your friend has to go through this.

    nice song! :)

  • Shes such a beautiful woman!How can she do this to herself?This is so sad.

  • ??does anyone know where to get this song from??

  • I bought it off of the internet. Its Superchick and its called Courage.

  • is she gone now ?

  • No, but she's not doing well at all.

  • The name of the song is "COURAGE"

    It is by superchick. My heart gos out to those with a ED. I feel sorry for all of you with a ED. Anyone that heart can not be moved by seeing these pic has no heart at all. How can you say that you Do not feel sorry for the girl in the pictures unless you have no heart. It is a sickness to have anorexia disorder. My heart go out to anyone with this disorder. I had gastric bypass and i looked like i had a ED after the first year. 4'11 and 135LB now .

  • Brilliant video but it won't stop me. I have a long way to go before i get to that stage but i can't sop, i won't stop, i don't want to stop.

  • what a brave woman!

    i hope she gets past this illness.

  • After u get the tube, can u ever heal? Ever eat again?I have ana and I can't stop, but this scares me so much too. I drink fluids, juice, and eat but just not too much.

  • Some people can recover, she however wasn't able to. Her digestive tract has completely shut down and she is dying. Please get help for your ED and not wait until you have a tube, it will be too late then.

  • aww, i'm sorry.

  • that's disgusting ...I hope she get better now

    thx for music :)

  • wow thats so sad. .how can u be anorexic?? food is to good. .to give up. .i eat whatever the hell but i go 2 the gym for a 30 min ..plus guys love girls with meat on there bones!! anorexic girls are retarded!

  • Bless you, Nancy!!!!

  • She doensnt look that thin to me?

    Why was she in the hospital with the feeding tube? She could hardly have been at deaths door if you had that much subcutaneous fat? And those arms don't look so thin either.

    I'm not trying to disrespect the dísease or her struggle, but I want to have more information about her condition in these pictures.

    Could someone help?

  • i hope your friend makes it.

    this scares me but not enough to make me want to get down to ninety. nine more pounds to go.

  • my lowest weight was 103 with clothes on. i used to count calories all the time. i cried when i made myself eat i got disgusted even thinking about food and what was in it i weighed myself constantly excerised like crazy always thought i was fat even at 103 i used to drink water to feel like ive eaten. so i know what its like but a light came on and i stopped slowly the bad habits i started. i know its not easy for some and im sorry you all have to deal with this i wish i could make it better

  • im sorry to hear you women say these horrible things about how you feel about yourself. i to suffered from what i would say was the beginning stages of anorexia but i believe i overcame it. women are to busy picking apart what they hate about themselves. celebrate the goodness in yourself. please know that you are special you were made by GOD. cant get any better than that. to those who think im full of shit. i am 5'6 currently weigh about 136 lbs at my highest weight i was about 160

  • my mum is always telling me if i ever get anorexia shes gonna take me to hospital and put a tube in my stomach and pump fat into me..

    shes so strict with eating :S

    nice vidd !

  • omg she looks horrible!!!i bet she's still very young but she looks like 45 or something like that!!

    anorexia makes you look ugly, old, destroyes relationships and makes you lonely and unhappy!!

    i really hope she feels better now!!

  • Omg I started to cry when I saw this... This is so sad :'(

    I hope your friend is getting better now

  • you are a beautiful woman inside and out, and i sure hope someday u can fully recover and be healthy and still live. im an anorexic in treatment now and been fighting 2 years soo far. iv been in and out of treatment but this time im trying to recover.

  • i check on you everyday. i hope you continue to fight. you are such a strong person and you help so many people by doing this. ive been bulimic for 9 years and i am disabled because of it. i will continue to pray for you and your family.

  • Thank you for watching the video, she is dying and currently not doing very well. You could help SO many people if you were to share your story about your ED and what happened to you.

  • excellent video.. Scary how ppl like us go through this much just to be thin. I mean, as addicting as this is, is it really worth it?!?!? we only get one life and its sad to see how we just waste it...just to be someone were not meant to be :(

  • i hope shes feeling better i went through the same thing thank god...i'm still fighting but i'll get there =]

  • How is she now? Better? I sure hope so, god bless her \o/ =)

  • Wow Thats Sad:(

  • God bless nancy....

  • i love your video :D it helps alot. i hope your friend is okay now. :)

  • sad

  • omg god bless this women that she seeked help before it was late and that she has a friend like you..:)

  • It was too late, she is dying.

  • Take it to GOD

    he can solve your problems

    HE LOVES YOU

  • It makes me sad that so many wonderful women and girls are suffering from a disease, that makes them think that they're only worthy when they're too skinny. There's so much more to women and girls than looks.

  • i know its a terrible disease and a serious one but i can see myself as well and as the last comment reads not enough to make me stop either

  • god this brings back so much. i hope she is recovering xxxxxxxx

  • My friend in high school used to binge and eat exlax after a hamburger etc. I tried one of those exlax to see what the effect would be and it was disgusting. I haven't done that since. I live every day to eat and would rather be overweight and full than skinny and weak. Just eat, just do it. If someone says something to you turn it back on them and say MYOB and ususally the people criticizing are FAR FROM PERFECT anyways so they should shut their mouths. Go ahead - have a cheeseburger already!

  • who is the name..please send a message in my profil..who is the name of the sog??

  • How is she doing now?  A year ago, the prognosis was a year to live. Her myspace page is private now. God bless.

  • She is still hanging on, but doing very very poorly and not expected to make it much longer.

  • man dah scared me...buh i fink it's a gud example n teenagers hu r finking abt not eating 2morrow will fink twice

  • i really hope your friend recovers one day and becomes happy and healthy again. she deserves it. eating disorders are a really serious thing to go through..

  • She is dying.

  • Just Eat...

  • Its not that easy

  • Read Explaining colours to a blind man. Not only will it enlighten many as to what living with a mental illness and an eating disorder is like, it also gives comfort to those sufferers who think there is no hope and that they are alone. It is very informative, sometimes shocking but also very funny in parts. All in all, a good read and highly recommended.

  • I struggled with this disorder for 15 years of my life. Years I lost and can never get back. I am now happy and healthy. I did nearly die at one time. I can't say what helped me other than therapy, meds, and just getting more comfortable with myself as I got older.

  • I visoted her myspace its so so so sad, shes dying...

  • It is very sad. :(

  • strength and courage people, we can beat it together,

  • Wow.

  • I pray you get better, and conquer this disease!! You can do it!!!

  • This is very very sad, I have a teenage beautiful daughter, and all she thinks about is being very skinny and shes 115 and thinks shes fat, its an epidemic!

  • Thi is just as mmy daughter Kim. Kim is in the hospital just had a heart attack and heart surgery all due ti her anorexia may god bless all of you out there fighting this terrible DISEASE !

  • poor girl...

  • God Bless Her...I hope she makes it through.

    You Women out there you are all pretty in your own special way. Every girl that is going through this can get through this ordeal if you believe in yourself.

  • this reminds me of how much attention i got when it was me in hospital

    i liked it to much to be able to go back to my old self

  • refuse food that could save another human beings life and then get put in hospital and use life saving resources because they have abused there bodies these resources that this grown woman who should know better is useing there are poeple average poeple everyday poeple who have cancer who cant use this equiptment because they have no health insurance yet you can use it when there is a simple solution to your illness ..

  • i understand tht this is an illness...but hear me out. there are people within this world who have nothing! no food no shelter and no family. then i see this woman. refuse food that could save another human beings life and then get put in hospital and use life saving resources because they have abused there bodies these resources that this grown woman who should know better is useing

  • this is scary i feel like changing my ways

  • is it true that nancy has died?

    i would often talk to her on myspace quite often and i got close to her but she said she was not sure how much longer she would make it?

  • No she hasn't died. But she's not doing well. The Drs can't do anything to save her anymore and they are just making her comfortable.

  • i come so close to making myself sick sometimes and i do admit to starving myself some days... i just want to scare myself to be more healthier.

  • thaks for putting the song name i was looking for it forever....

    the vid is very insirational i hope very much your friend can get better

    ive had anorexia and bulimia for 5 years now and i know how hard it is to go through...

  • thankyou for this vid... i will try to eat more... i promise...

    tell your friend that she's beautiful.. :D :)

  • .. im soo scared because my oldest sister has a daughter and she is going through this i swear because she was like 140 pounds at 5'3 and now she is 90 pounds and its only been a year, and she looks so skinny, and im worried for her and my neice, but she wont listen to me. and i dont want her to go through this

  • aiin this is so unhappy! :(

  • did she die?

  • No but she's not doing well.

  • praying.

  • i was an anorexic guy...

    i only wanto to say that, everyone can say STOP to this monter!

    i'm with you!

  • this really shows the reality of it, especially the feeding tube. screw hollywood and the fashion industry for doing this to people.

  • god bless her!! I hope she gets better soon! or some kind of miracle happens to make this all go away!! god bless her and everyone who is suffering from Eating disorder, my heart goes otu to you! <33

  • (...)I hope she'll be ok, or at least live her last days/weeks/months/years in peace and withput hurting all to much.

    Even though I dont believe in the future, because only today, only the breath I take this secound, is real. Tomorrow is, for some people, a wish. But i do hope her time here will be better than they've been.

    Good luck, sweet angel.

    /C

  • All I can say is that i'm feeling sorry for her, and for her family. You never think things can get this bad

    and that's the problem with me and all others out there

    Poor her, but that would never happen to me

    it can happen to everyone, but not to me.

    Strange, right?

    But that's how it works...

    You also think girls that have an bmi on 24 is beautiful, but you could never see yourself in that state without anxieties... not many understands, but there's also people out there who do...(..)

  • beautiful song! i love superchick, the video is sad for this song.

  • my prayers are with you friend

  • omg.. i am going to puke... very realistic..very shocking..the real truth. Thank you for your brave. I hope you are doing better. Blessing!

  • THANK YOU! I gained a few pounds this week, and I was in danger of a relapse. Now I won't do it!

  • How are you doing now?

  • she look really pale, this must be really painful for her......not being able to eat, having to inject liquid as food

  • is she dead?

  • No, but right now I don't think there is anything they are doing to "save" her, I think they are just making her comfortable now.

  • this is like me im constantly hungry but i never eat i eat 1 apple a day and a carrot and a few bootles of water i need help if im hungry i just smoke i feel lonely

  • god i can see myself too much in this....but not enough to make me stop

  • i agree, it made me cry cuase i dont want this to be my future....but it's not enough

  • I really feel sorry for you...you need to ask for help

  • well thats pretty sad.. that you can see what it would do to you and you wouldnt stop. think about the people that care about you and how they feel. i battled anorexia and it took my little brother asking me to not to die for me to realize that i was hurting my family more than i was hurting myself.

  • Oh, please try to stop. Your life is worth so much more than you know.

  • its sad...but same...

  • death is not enough?

  • wow 27 thumbs up on't stop don't stop!! (one thumb from me) :)

  • thanks for posting,

    there are so many young people who may be going through this or something similar, and they may not understand the consequences of their actions, hopefully this video can open their eyes to the seriousness of such a disease,

    i hope your friend does better and does not suffer too much as so many have.

  • very shocking

  • im have bulimia

    no video shocks me

    but then i saw this video

    after watching this i began to cry

    thanks for posting this

    i hope i can get some help

    but im afraid it's too late

    blesses :c'(

  • Its never too late, hang in there and get some help.

  • holy shit!! why are girls doing this to their selves?????

  • Oh my god I'm almost crying. Anorexia is such a scary thing! I'm so glad I never was/will be anorexic. I hope this lady is okay. :)

  • WOW is all I can say about yoru video. It's sad and makes me wanna cry becoue I myself also suffer from ana an balima. My body isn't doing well and I can't eat mormally or I feel sick. This video toutches my heart. Thank You.....

  • I hope she's doing okay

  • be strong girl, keep going, i will keep you in my thoughts, get better.

  • One of my cousins was anorexic and the other was bulimic... I was too young to understand what happened at the time... But my cousins are STILL super skinny... One of them almost died giving birth to her daughter because her body was so damaged. Thank you for posting this. I really hope that this can stop this problem... Even if only one person stops... It's enough to me.

  • I struggled with two ED's for years. I finally discovered the root causes of it and am now healthy and whole and free of the compulsive coping patterns that held me in bondage. I formed a company called Fresh Beginnings to assist others in their healing journey. I sincerely hope you find the answers you seek.

    Your video and music show the pain and suffering ED's bring...thank you for sharing it.

  • Thank you for watching it! :D

  • you are an amzing human being sweety..and an amzing woman in general..never forget that..hugsx

  • you are amazing nanny never forget that hugsx

  • i hope nancy is ok

  • all i got to say is she neads jesus in her life!

  • She has him now, thanks.

  • she is just as me i just came home after a month & in the icu too i had the feeding tube just as her in my stomache all of it & amost died my prayers are with her i donot think i will ever get well i only weigh 87 thankyou for posting this it will open peoplesto really knowi it is a disease

  • hypnotism works. fix your brain

  • Iveee been making my selff sickk for the lasst passt 4 nightts ''/

    I choose not to eat biut i have actualy jusst ate a bigg dinner and loved it andd i know the consoquences and im not going to die to look good people can actually think wht they want x :D thnk u

  • im not trying to be mean at all because its obv really sad and stuff but she doesnt actually look overly thin does she? hope she gets better anyway. xx

  • How is she doing now?

  • She's still dying.

  • wow this song is amazing

  • Thank you so much. this brought me to tears...

    i've fought on and off with bulimia for over eight years.

  • i feelso sorry i have had a battle with anorexia myself

  • Let me tell you rude people something, you obviously have no education at all about the disease. (yes, it is a DISEASE). Anorexia is most times a result in a neurotransmitter malfunction where your brain does not release enough serotonin. Serotonin regulates your appetite. It also regulates compulsive disorders and mood functioning. So please don't judge people my dear without knowing details.

  • what's worse is that you are only accepting comments that are best on your behalf. "awating approval". So whatever comment seems to solidify your video post is what will appear. That is a disease in and of itself. Those are the type of people who cheat the system... Get well soon, and I'm so sorry for your 'problem'.

  • I don't only accept comments that are best on my behalf. I accept comments that are in English. I don't get on here very much cause I am a single mother of two working on a Bachelor's Degree and don't have time to surf the interwebs anymore.

  • I promise not to have this be taken in ill-will but if your MD put you in the hospital for being that thin then I should have been hospitalized LONG ago. Also tubes, iv's and such are pre-requisite to any and most illnesses. This video didn't rattle me at all. What rattled me most of all is the fact that there seemed to be a child in the whole ordeal and your living situation seemed squanderous.

  • She is DYING now and these photos are recent, not of when she was battling her ED. Her body is damaged from the ED and she will NOT recover. She has no children and has never been married. She lives with her mother, who had to quit her job to take care of her.

  • this is so sad but very powerful. it makes it so much more realistic to see a real person suffering. oftentimes we see the struggles of celebrities and it's still moving, but not as much so because they seem like they're on such a different level than the rest of us. thank you for posting this. it must have been difficult to watch your friend go through such terrible struggles.

  • I am very sorry about your friend. She looks very brave, I would be crying my eyes out if I were in that position. God bless her, and I wish her good luck throughout her journey.

  • Are you sure its anorexia/bulimia? Dont mean to sound daft or anything. I mean, I have a friend who batteled anorexia, she never had any tubes attached to her and she looked frail and super skinny like those skeletor models in fake "anorexia" adds whereas the woman looks skinny, but not super super skeleton skinny like most anorexics.

  • Yes it was ana/mia, she no longer has it, but this video is to show what will happen if you do it. She battled with it for 15 years and now her body is irreversibly damaged and she's dying. :(

  • hai.., how is your friend now? hope she is doing well..

  • hai.. just bumped into this vid.., so how is your friend now? hope she is doing well..

  • Hi faery, I wish you warm thoughts if that's ok with you. I am a recovered anorexic-had bulimia too.

    I'm glad you're showing the dangers of eating disorders instead of the so called glamour some people see them as(aka pro ana/mia)

    Peopple should be informed/warned.

    I wish you well hon.

  • the tube is feeding her, dear. Some people refuse to eat so they have to put a tube in there nose to feed them.

  • be brave ma darlin

    u will get better

    best of luk to u xxx

  • I think I'm going to use this for my health class report. Is it alright? I think my classmates should learn about this, because I've seen some girls in my school eat nothing but a bagel for lunch every day. I don't know if they eat more at home, but I'm sort of worried.

  • kk see that dog at

    4:03 .. .

    i wish i was a dog

    no stress

    no work

    no school

    no problems

    FUCK... i wna be a dog :P

  • how long you are sick that u r in hospital?? I'm scraed I've got ana too

  • i went through this when i was 11, the process of recovery was awful now im 14 and regret ever doing that.

  • This is inspirational. My best friend in real life if anorexic. She's a size 0, I think she looks fantastic being the truth. I don't know what she sees in herself, she always puts herself down. Shes much thinner then I could ever possibly be..

  • What I hate, are people calling girls like her for looser because they are doing this to themselves and not seeing how they become.

    Seriously, why cant people think it started someplace and that words like these are enough to contribute to such action?

    I know people with ED's, it's not funny watching them getting ''lectures'' how stupid they are.

    great and well made video, best wishes to your friend

  • so sad.. i wish u all the best, and hope u get well soon.

  • She doesn't look anorexic to me. Bulimia, then?

  • she was BOTH and now she is dying because of the damage to her body.

  • This is scary... I hope she gets well soon!

  • it's funny.... my mother found out when I developed a eating disorder at 14 and she told me this. "Do you want a tube in your stomach?!" I told her no, I was just afraid of getting fat... She said. "ok then, learn to eat healthy and exercise more and that won't happen". She told me only lazy people, and people who eat TOO much turn out that way... She's right. cause I got over it fast and started being more healthier