Thy Light - In my last mourning

[EliteBlackMetal]

Masterpiece...

hoathahe saitan

[TheMuttlovin]

I love to eat 6mg xanax and drink some booze then fall asleep listening to this song.

[Regiald]

Great song. I fucking hate my life and everything

[pirateslifef0rme]

Music to kill yourself to, music to cut yourself to.

[hellorin02]

the sad part is it really pretty that the tears i hide washes over me as i wish with my might to last another day the thoughts i keep at bay takes over once more and i do not hide it cuz it is the music of true art that cleans my heart of hate thank you

[MJSalman00]

i dont deserve to exist as anything more than an essence... I'm just a lost soul looking for a dark light to hide in and let my mind ponder on whether if I deserve to live or not

[superpanta]

true masterpiece...

[BornToDie90]

life sucks cock...

[Hopefullyserious]

True depression isnt temporary unhappiness. It's the result of long lasting misery and loss of all hope and dreams of a better future.

[igotwoodhaha]

I don't know why all of you believe that in order to love this song you have to be suicidal or depressed...it's just like any other song in a minor key, it's not happy sounding, but it's beautiful. Nothing more nothing less. 

[mjay19]

........i kill myself after this song........

[cutekitty942]

feeling pain and nothing but, headed towards that deep dark abyss to nowhere... and i stumble upon this video

[RnRowin]

Sorry guys for not beeing deeply depressed, but I have finally found my love in this meaningless world. Guitar is the one. So I' m happy as hell beacuse of that and beacuse of discovering this unique kind of music. Wish you' ll get your point too.

[SirwankAlot1]

With fear of getting smited and bashed by you guys, I deem it necessary to throw in a comment about the suicidal stuff. Why on earth do you find it necessary to post your misery in the comment section? - This out of mere curiosity. I am ( more or less) Perfectly happy and I just thoroughly enjoy this. I think alot of people, wrongfully, focus on the suicidal asect instead of recognizing what a truely genius this Artist is. Sure the suicidal is a part of what makes this music, but still. :|

[KTGuitarBoy]

so what the fuck do i do?? im at that point where i think of shit i would never have, what if i killed people, what if i killed myself, i tell people at school in a joking way but deep inside i want to decapitate everyone on this piece of shit fucking planet so ya fuck all of you i hope we all die tonight

[ticosexy22]

@KTGuitarBoy Do whatever you think is correct!

[brilovinmusic]

@KTGuitarBoy i feel the same way im happy im not the only one who feels this way

[duncsta77]

@KTGuitarBoy I feel that way i feel like killing everyone in my life so that when i kill myself noone will care.

[painkiller374]

the album cover is very depressing indeed! even looking at it pinches my heart!

[Strychine]

Man, it's been ages since I've listened to this! I am glad I decided to go through my favorites. It's is just as great as I remembered it.

(Sorry, no depressive comments from me, I am way to excited to have "found" this band again).

[MissJuls666]

I know I'm not along.....I see disgust everywhere and wonder why as my heart bleeds. this song is touching and familiar.

[WitcherRage]

Since when do you have to be in depression to appreciate good music?

[TheMisssatan666]

hmm ich denke der einzige grund noch auf dieser welt zu bleiben wäre,das ich sonst so wundervolle musik nicht hören könnte.... *___*

[mjay19]

@TheMisssatan666 genau deiner meinung ! 

[Aleindark1]

The depression isn't to cry because your mother beat you or didn't leave you to go to a party, is to be in disagreement and nonconformist for what surrounds you, violence, evilness, ignorance, injustice. It is to see the world in obscurity and agony. Not to be able to support so many misery.

[Paranoiddruid2]

@Aleindark1 Exactly my thoughts.. so glad people feel the same. Atleast some people.

[NotCareBear]

My fear is gaining something, and then losing It. Which is why I'm sad and lonely atm. But at the same time, I don't want to die alone. I want to find someone that I would do anything for. Even give my own life for hers If it came down to it. Sorry for being so emo. Just needed to get it off my chest. ;(

[SammYScenester]

@NotCareBear We all have our moments, dude. They come and go. Some just take longer to pass.

<3

[amamir1992]

@NotCareBear ill say a prayer for you.. your comment made tear x alot :""" (

[Migas128]

@NotCareBear thats okay...

people make fun of sad people call them emos bla bla bla...but have you notice that people that got a "SMILE" are smiling for no fuckin reason? those are the ones that cry in bed everynight...

have you noticed that at the end of your life all you care about is love or the people you loist and not stupid stuff like sex or money?

...

so its okay friend :) being happy is overrated anyway..

yes im taking shit off my chest like you too :) i had too

[carnpod]

my greatest fear is becoming nothing i sort of thought i was the only one that thought that. when i heard this song it realy touched me

[MrsEyru]

spotify, thankyou..

[7antifahooligan]

i kill myself,take my life...

[666jeez]

@MrCoraxcrow you are so right! Thank you, you have just brought back some beautiful memories I had forgotten of wandering free in the woods to music like this ( Wolves In The Throne Room). I am there right there in my mind.

[MrCoraxcrow]

I most often listen to this when walking through the forest, much of Thy Light is soothing to listen to when taking such long walks, I am honored to have Discovered something which I feel a Deep Relation to, This kind of music, Truly is Breathtaking, Thank you for uploading.

[DamianBahr]

Masterpiece. Plain and simple

[TheDeadboy321]

first time i listened to it I didnt like it, but now...

it is a masterpiece

[manosrock123]

very nice solo ...check rotting christ-demonon vrosis riffs.

[musicinsane666]

Tabs, for the love of god give me tabs

[Ryuuzaki145]

@musicinsane666 You can may be found it on 911tabs.com/

[musicinsane666]

@Ryuuzaki145 thanks bro but i cant find one with the amazing solo

[SlAy3r0033]

i just don't like these vocals.....why must all music destroy good melodic sound with screaming? or in beat since crappy lyrics? hmm if only there was a band that was as harmonic as this but had a voice that i can stand listening to....don't get me wrong the lyrics to this song are amazing....just screaming just isn't what I'm looking for....

[ImLaLumiere]

@SlAy3r0033 well you have to get the vibe of the vocals, it supposed to express pain and agony once you get those then youll see why they make this music. I find it a masterpiece and over the top vocals just makes it much better. but if you want some generic and bareable vocals then listen to a different genre of music maybe metalcore will be best suited for you.

[SlAy3r0033]

@ImLaLumiere well It's not that I don't get the fact that it expresses pain.....its the fact that pain can be expressed without screaming....I can do it without screaming katatonia has done it with one of their songs.... so I was not looking for a "generic" band with music where lyrics have no meaning....nut I digress I will no longer be commenting on this matter....

[SlAy3r0033]

@SlAy3r0033 but*



[prodigy45]

@SlAy3r0033 Funny thing about katatonia is that Jonas fucked up his vocals after DODS, if he didn't he still may have done growls and what not.

[SlAy3r0033]

Respond to this video...  but*

[1Sky1]

@SlAy3r0033

isengard. by the way, i really enjoy his vocals.

[SauronNSBM]

A listener's advice:

This music is better enjoyed after taking a pill of diazepam and drinking a good Stout Dark Ale.

That gives me an impressive and deep feeling...

[YouSmiith]

awesome solo, these guys are great

[musicinsane666]

the solo is the most beautiful thing ever!

[mccalldy]

I listen to alot of DSBM, But are their any other bands that sounds very similar to Thy Light? Not vocal wise. More instrument wise. Preferably with good quality

[NekoD3m0n]

@mccalldy Coldworld is a must listen to if you have not herd of him. But he does not really sound like this band. Anyways you probably already listen to him.

[metalcamilo6]

increible



[shazrinaiman]

never gets boring

[opticomxDDDDDDDDDDDD]

The only good part is the solo... Its a really great solo.

[opticomxDDDDDDDDDDDD]

The disgrace/shame of Brazil, this band totally sucks! The vocal sounds like the vocalist was being raped by a nigga with a giant cock.

[3daysfighters]

@opticomxDDDDDDDDDDDD GET THE FUCK OUT OF HERE

[TheDonofThoughts]

@opticomxDDDDDDDDDDDD with all the crap you're saying I would say that you were the one who was raped by a giant cock

[Pharismo]

i feel i need to hear this music for the rest of my life, no mather if i'm happy or sad, it just tells everything i feel. This music became my life.

[Karkelo7]

music for a catharsis

[Annorkoth]

Perfect song for suicide. Amazing project.

[luyyyyys]

Where did you get this picture at 2:00 ??

[vetealaversh1209]

The feeling of not giving a shit, feels good.

[iCatatonic]

That's deep.

[LazyGamerMike]

would be better if ther was someone singing the lyrics because without this video id have no clue what's being said ..... although everything else is beatiful

[Amy66654]

In my last mourning I realize I've always been the nothing I feared becoming... (that line is so touching)

[fuckthe5os]

@Amy66654 That lyric is what makes the song what it is, To me that is.

[Amy66654]

@fuckthe5os Indeed... and the simply heart-rending and haunting instrumental that follows it...

[7antifahooligan]

@Amy66654 this lyric is written for me....this song travels me to the dark paths of depression...all around you are so black...

[igotwoodhaha]

The beginning reminds me of early opeth

[AbysmalMattias]

All of you who are crying about how 'suicidal stuff' isn't necessary just don't get it. It is his expression from inside; just like how a painter uses canvas as a medium, we use sound waves as our medium. You will not understand, because you can't. The artist didn't create this for the weak clayborn race to complain about. If you aren't on a deep enough level to understand and feel what was put into this, than maybe you should stick to your music that lacks thought and feel. Hail 218 from USA.

[xSpArTiChRiSx]

@AbysmalMattias you do realize this guy is brazilian you stupid racist nazi fucking asshole go away

[EyeLickChildren]

@xSpArTiChRiSx Wth? Did you respond to the right person?

[xSpArTiChRiSx]

@EyeLickChildren i misread his comment and im about 2 apoligize srry for being a fucking idiot...Thy Light metal 4evar

[yizer13]

@AbysmalMattias Well fucking said.

[TheLordGmoney]

darkness,death,depressiveness,­negativity it's all beautiful and i welcome it with open arms.

[jaydeath1887]

For those who don't know which are apparently a few, this artist lost a friend (believe it was his bandmate) to suicide. In order to keep going forward, he decided to keep doing music on his own dedicated to his dead friend/bandmate. It's the only thing that keeps him going therefore non suicidal but actually the opposite ironically. The reason for the dark and bleak music is to emulate his actually emotions (something mainstream musicians should learn how to do) into the music. Hails from USA.

[OfficialNightsAmore]

@jaydeath1887 Amazingly written dude!! You really know what its about!! take care!

[deathmetalmania100]

@jaydeath1887 you make a great point. finally somone else besides me from the usa nows what this means.

hailz brother.

[Berris100]

guys stop saying how can this music promote suicide, it doesnt it just talks about it, its just like how rap talks about fuking girls and gang violence, and how the Beatles talk about drugs. Music is music and people will talk about whatever they want with music.. it doesnt mean they promote it. Then again Black Metal is the lease understood genre out there so im not surprised some people bad mouth it.. hails from USA 

[shedevilofhis]

@Berris100 -in a very sarcastic tone- but isnt rap promoting gang violence, fucking and drugs? damn....looks like my whole life just crashed around me... lmao jk jk but seriously thank you for saying this stuff isnt a promotion.

[neemeenkoekje]

I do like the song, I don't like the suicidal thing, that suicide stuff is unnecessary .

[nmjdfbjq]

8:24 EPIC

[moshpitingrat1]

right now im on the edge of commiting suicide, no one likes me not even my family and Im dead inside and I can't take another minute of suffering, I should have never have existed.

[aGlimpseOfJoy]

@moshpitingrat1 I know how you feel. And then one boy, out of however many there are on this godforsaken planet, told me he loved me for who I am. He changed my own, and my friends futures. I'm still here. Life gets better. Sometimes it takes a while longer for some than others. Stay strong? Please.

[BornToDie90]

@moshpitingrat1 i've felt many times the same but there is beauty in this life... in art, nature etc... try the hardest you can to block the rest and not give a shit.... don't proceed

[deathmetalmania100]

@moshpitingrat1 i know how you feel. if you need anyone to talk to im here because i have the same thing going on right now.

[nyrick1980]

Yes this song is beatifull....the only thing is, how can you promote suicide and be alive? It's just a nonsense.... my opinion...

[Smokeclouds702]

@nyrick1980

Because it's art and you can't take everything so literally.This style of music is all about creating a melancholy atomosphere. The music doesn't promote suicide. It doesn't romanticize anything. The music represents suicide as being hopelessly dark and bleak.

[neemeenkoekje]

@Smokeclouds702 There are better ways to promote hopelessly dark and bleak stuff. Some people would take this as a serious matter.

[TheBoyofnothing]

@fuckthe5os shutup and get a life

[3daysfighters]

Is he christian

[Volkemord]

The thing is this music acctually helped me threw the years before and now I look back on it and get flashbacks from before.

This music kept my life going..

[TheBoyofnothing]

Did not hear a word of that

v•,•v

[kobsol]

hell I NEED THAT TAPE TELL ME WHERE I CAN BUY AAAAAAAAAAAAAA

[ofnbeo]

i love Thy light

[GiadaShake]

@Lethal ...stupid screaming vocals? Wtf? Have you ever listened to metal?

[Isificational]

This expresses how i feel.

[LethalPekin]

was good until stupid screaming vocals

[LethalPekin]

WWWHHHHHHhhahaaaaaaaaaaaa

[fuckthe5os]

@LethalPekin And ladies and gentlemen over here you will see what an internet troll looks like.

[Saladsrising]

The melody at the beginning is so beautiful

[Znanje]

8 people killed themselves

[rayven1234]

@Znanje You're not funny. Really, you're not.

[Znanje]

@rayven1234

I'm glad you're taking this seriously.

[SverdIFjell]

The atmosphere in this song is so nostalgic.. It brings back memories of a time when I was lost, but also other memories.. This song has a special place in the Black Metal community, and a special place in my heart. As Im listening right now, I remember so many things from a long time ago.. Its funny how such music can bring back memories of a forgotten time.. People may down this music, but it's only because this song doesnt mean anything to them, but it does to me. Glad to own it on tape.

[OscarMaris]

haha I like how this song is trying to make the depressed and failing horribly. the quality of the composition is kinda making me happy actually.

[Corey6781]

@OscarMaris well thats just you

[xSamanthaFelicity]

This has sort of a... nostalgic feeling to it.

<3

[Behemothmelayu]

need to learn the solo..but no tabs..btw the solo really heart feeling!

[SLIPKNOTmaggot262]

DSBM has gotten me through a lot. Particularly, Xasthur. But I like this more underground stuff, too. Thy Light, I'm in a Coffin, and stuff like that. Thanks for the upload.

[Raphacom123]

BRASIL PORRA

[DetVargaroth]

8:03-9:33

What a great guitar solo!

[DarksideCookiez]

@DetVargaroth Ikr? 

[Amy66654]

@DetVargaroth i know.. that's what fascinated me from the very first time I have ever heard this song... O_O

[berseker9060]

una de las mejores canciones de black/doom metal

[jairoelcangri]

i got a depressive orgasm, i was passing a very depressive moment, screaming and screaming and decided to put this song.. it was like the end of the world, i started to scream in tears...

[TheDeadboy321]

@jairoelcangri man, you are sick.

[jairoelcangri]

@TheDeadboy321 Thanks..

[MorbidLucifer]

@jairoelcangri i understand i scream sometimes in my bathroom was possessed by spirits or something real bad experience i felt like i was going insane and like sometimes feel like soul is being ripped apart by the cosmos ,,wierd?

[eyesorearchitect]

This is just amazing.

[ChantalGOVEGAN]

beautiful....

[MehdiGlz]

The music is just beautiful and the lyrics... it's like they came out of my head, fuck

[AlPaChowYunFatKhan]

When i listen to this band i feel better....and i agree with JuakoG.

[metalisttttt]

i have ever never listened a song with these feelings... this is just perfect...

[2irfir3]

cruz not tabs ?

[esca8652]

I'm not suicidal but I like this band.

[Amy66654]

from 8:00 until the end, the guitar is just amazing... straight to the heart... never heard anything so beautiful in my whole life...

[AustinPasta]

Gotta love DBM. ;]

[thecookchef]

Christmas won't stop me to listen this song.

[marduk111]

@thecookchef classic

[TheDeadboy321]

is there any adress where i can find only music from this songs?

his screams driving me crazy...

...but music is awesome

sorry if i had mistakes... english is not my language

[sgtzero1337]

id rather listen to something serious rather than something that is just about sex, drugs, or gangs

[nerevarin2]

i love lots of music and styles but DSBM is just the most beautifull thing ever

[DaHook0815]

wow what a suffering in this music, just pure devastation.

[Mattwolfs]

Brazil rules!!

[chriszuechen]

The last song one lovely girl heard before she suicided..

[yizer13]

@chriszuechen I don't think "suicided" is a word.

[Pestilentich]

@yizer13 you made me laugh so fucking hardcore

[RoyLikesKMFDM]

Beats emo everyday.

hope the next geneation isn`t as pethetic ast his one, fuckin emo bullshit.

[Slipnotes]

@RoyLikesKMFDM *Sigh*...unfortunately..it will be worse, i am a teenager lost in the decades..this genereation does suck...full of mindless idiots.

[RoyLikesKMFDM]

@Slipnotes i know man, i just became 16

[Slipnotes]

@RoyLikesKMFDM Glad im not the only 16 year old on the planet that listens to dsbm, and especially..thy light.

[RoyLikesKMFDM]

@Slipnotes i realy like Burzum too, and Immortal and some other random bands, i also realy like Grunge(yeah, i got something with the nineties, and this rock movement was just awesome) and Slipknot if it doesnt annoy you, also like industrial artists (like in my name: KMFDM)

[Slipnotes]

@RoyLikesKMFDM It's cool dude, atleast you got a wide taste in music, not like the other closed minded assholes.

P.s. Burzum is AWESOME. :P

[RoyLikesKMFDM]

@Slipnotes and it might make you laugh but thee are some good tupac songs XD

no srsly, this guy at least doesnt go like ``haha i`m the best, i`m a pimp and your mom is a whore hahauhuhuhu`` and Bob Marley can also be cool(very wide taste i guess)

[Slipnotes]

@RoyLikesKMFDM Tupac is the best rapper no doubt, i used to like rap...when i was like...lol...8. Anyway xD. Bob marley is one of my icons. I even have a huge flag of him on my wall lol

[RoyLikesKMFDM]

@Slipnotes i used to when i was 8 too, add me on msn dude, i`ll send you mine over a message on yt!

[666Astaroth6]

@Slipnotes

slipnote ?? xD

[Slipnotes]

@666Astaroth6 Old account bud ;]

[AmarokThe7th]

Please, print some Shirts! Thy Light is some of the best music i've ever heard!

[EUSL84]

I listened to this and i remembered that my cousin committed suicide, such a shame...

[fuckthe5os]

@EUSL84 The loss of someone can be hard to deal with but I wouldent call his release from one life to the next a shame..

[EUSL84]

@fuckthe5os Yes it was because he was still young, he had a life to look for and he didn't wanted to, he was very charismatic, so for me it was a shame, not an embarrasment.

[wakabayahithebest]

despresion extrema...

[FISHthegreatFISH]

In my last mourning i realize, i've always been the nothing i feared becoming...

[obsessionSDBM]

sencillamente increible cancion, esta noche me e cortado oyendo esta belleza de cancion, es una lastima que esta depresion no dio para algo mas, que solamente cortarse, en fin, se hace lo que se puede :)

[andysg47]

At sickining never said dimmu was depprisive bro. Darken I agree the instrumental is fucking art. But the lyrics is deprissive though.

[milo333100]

Beautyful song amazing

[alexvampire66603]

\m/

[Septagotius]

@SuperiorPeter So true.

Cheers!

[GRIMFUCK]

Only The Emotion Conveyed Here, Can Come From One Person Alone...

A Momentary Bliss For The Misanthropes...

TO LIVE, BREATH, AND SUFFER IS TO DIE...

Let Us Become More Than We Know...

Otherwise Be Lead Down To Die...

HAIL THY LIGHT!

Otherwise Be Miserable In Useless Plight...

[Dimdez]

Sends shivers down my spine.....

[thecookchef]

I can't live anymore without this song, no way that it's a suicidal music

[bartjudo]

does anyone has the tabs? Beautiful music ! You can feel the pain

[NagellFenris]

In my last mourning i realize, i've always been the nothing i feared becoming...

[wolfanewage]

Realmente escucho esta cancion y entro en depression jajajaja, esta muy bien hecha gracias por subirla

[igotwoodhaha]

There is no such thing as suicidal music. Its called MINOR. Just beautiful music in a Minor key...