Can anyone help? I've been fighting for a diagnosis and medication for years, my doctors don't believe me, the anti depressants i'm on make my highs and hallucinations worse and i can never control my mood, I'm either on a high or on a low. I had an hallucination l;ast night that terrified me and i'm really scared, i'm getting worse and doctors don't believe there's anything wrong with me.
i desagree with tahtvery thoric blackboar about disoder of speaking agreing type of bipolars; some like me who have spirituality and idsciplin don t drif away with their speech; all that is jsut a stupid caricature of american bipolar.
Even if you do like your hallucinations, you've got to get worn out after a while. I have similar hallucinations, but I've come to understand them better by reading Jung's "man and his symbols." As a result, negative hallucinations have lost their sharp intensity and I can better understand and control thought patterns and speech. I recommend the book.
i heard voices on and off over the years. from seraqual. i was hearing monsters making noises and strange voices. God healed me and yes you can be set free from bipolar disorder. dont listen to people say you cant be healed.
demonic possesion causes things like that, those visions of killing yourself and death, i have bipolar disorder. praying to god, jesus christ, has set me free in so many ways. you want to get over bipolar, ask god. these kind of things will slowly go away. it jsut takes hope, and faith, and perserverance,
@Terrybob123 sorry to burst your bubble but you can NOT just get rid of Bi-Polar disorder. You can waste your time all your life praying to take it away all you want but if your truly Bi-Polar theres no cure only ways to cope and deal with the disorder oh and most importantly Meds...don't learn the hard way, I've been there done that...no fun!
@Terrybob123 Same with me i am a christian and i had bipolar really bad for over 10 years. im doing a lot better now and i realized the voices were from the meds i was taking the serqual made me hear things demons etc. the abilify made me angry all the time. now im on zyprexia which im trying to wean myself off of eventually now my liver is bad so im praying im healed
@Freedomcall82 Thats strange i been hearing songs and things before they were released i based all my channel on how i do things with my mental health i might blog about this next!
the paranoid hallucinations of my negative episodes always came at a time to get me to stop bad things I was doing and the voices oddly were insight and helped me grow up.
Excellent video ! It makes a lot of sense, trauma - related hallucinations. It is kind of like unexpected flashbacks but experienced in reverse as a threat to the already traumatized. I hope that made sense. Thank you for your friend invite. I will be checking with more of your videos. God bless !
I found it interesting, but I have an auditory sort of hallucination, similar to the hobbit in the movie about the ring. "they want to hurt you, they dont really like you, they are trying to trick you" "No they are your friends they love you, they want to help you" type of thing. It is too bad that the movies cant be shown as one continous stream, it is distracting with it being interupted. You are a great speaker and can engage people.
I understand now. I am glad that you are finding a way to cope with your disorder in the best way possible. It is also an honor to see you doing so well as a public speaker.
I find I have this habit of projecting heavily on to people. They remind me of someone I know/knew, and I project everything I know of that other person on to them. This has had disasterous results in the past, but I've learned to temper it, to refine it to an art of testing the person to find out who they really, slowly pulling them away from that initial projection.
@LeksServices - I made this connection with the halucination rather tenuously. I see a lot of people and I tend to start guessing at what put them in their current places in life. I do this, too, with everyone. People tell me about their experiences, and in my mind, I almost live them. It can be a staggering experience, but one that brings a sense of reality most people just don't seem to have.
@LeksServices - As an example, rape comes in assorted flavors, with varying degrees of trauma. Some rape is rape in name only, while other rape is severely traumatizing. The latter is often accompanied by at least two or three other crimes. This understanding of reality, however, does not conform to what most people believe, and so I get a lot of flak for it whenever I express it.
@LeksServices - In any event, one way I know about this is whenever people confide in me their experiences, some have been so truamatic that they being me emotionally to my own knees as I, in my mind, experience it with them. -.-
I have the same kind of Hallucinations, I see my self crashing or getting out of the road and blow out, but I know it is just an image in my mind. I also feel like the cops are gonna pull me over every time I am driving.
Bad sound quality. I think the story and experience needs to be put in context, people that don't fully get what your explaining, may not identify at all or realize your just explaining YOUR experience. They might think your crazy (I know, you are crazy, but you know what I mean) Sorry to be so critical, just trying to help.
@YOBABYBUBBA I think this is being shown in sequence as they upload them. It's been broken down. It might make more sense if you go back a couples of videos. It's actually an ongoing seminar on Bipolar and the people in the audience (I'm only assuming) can, for one reason or another, identify with it. I don't think they're intentionally trying to confuse anyone on here.
@Annigetyourgun81 I know there not INTENTIONALLY trying to confuse anyony (and I was not confused), just saying that out of context, some may be confused. Thanks for the reply.
I AM NOT GOING TO COLLEGE THERE!!
JRESHOW 1 week ago
Can anyone help? I've been fighting for a diagnosis and medication for years, my doctors don't believe me, the anti depressants i'm on make my highs and hallucinations worse and i can never control my mood, I'm either on a high or on a low. I had an hallucination l;ast night that terrified me and i'm really scared, i'm getting worse and doctors don't believe there's anything wrong with me.
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BipolarAdvantage 1 month ago
My hallucinations drive me crazy. They always come out of nowhere and really disorient me or confuse me.
magikaleyes 2 months ago
i hate my hallucinations they drive me nuts
alientrail 3 months ago
he takes a long time to say nothing.
aomimezura11 7 months ago 3
i desagree with tahtvery thoric blackboar about disoder of speaking agreing type of bipolars; some like me who have spirituality and idsciplin don t drif away with their speech; all that is jsut a stupid caricature of american bipolar.
eric from Paris
Tavernyy 8 months ago
i think im bipolar... but what is exacly hallucinations? im new to all this
MrAUFANATIC 8 months ago
Even if you do like your hallucinations, you've got to get worn out after a while. I have similar hallucinations, but I've come to understand them better by reading Jung's "man and his symbols." As a result, negative hallucinations have lost their sharp intensity and I can better understand and control thought patterns and speech. I recommend the book.
trumpetfish1 11 months ago
Religious people may be crazy, but nonreligious people are disrespectful
tomazzin 1 year ago 2
@tomazzin religion deserves no respect
911BeganTheEndOfGod 7 months ago
You are a terminal FOOL. Your hallucnations are not making you great, because you are not geat.
jbearden 1 year ago
great video!
scout6686 1 year ago
scott the voices are from the devil satan,
i heard voices on and off over the years. from seraqual. i was hearing monsters making noises and strange voices. God healed me and yes you can be set free from bipolar disorder. dont listen to people say you cant be healed.
im living proof
Freedomcall82 1 year ago
@Freedomcall82 you are just a proof religious people are crazy
MrVigon 1 year ago
@Freedomcall82
shut the fuck up you spaz!!! GOD,,,,,, ha!!
trexhunter100 1 year ago
@TheSlydawg11 the hallucinations i heard from the radio was scary i can relate.
Freedomcall82 1 year ago
how much is he gettin paid for this? Whatever the amount, its too much!
broom2000 1 year ago
lmao, is this serious or a joke?
aggradef 1 year ago
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scout6686 1 year ago
demonic possesion causes things like that, those visions of killing yourself and death, i have bipolar disorder. praying to god, jesus christ, has set me free in so many ways. you want to get over bipolar, ask god. these kind of things will slowly go away. it jsut takes hope, and faith, and perserverance,
Terrybob123 1 year ago
@Terrybob123 sorry to burst your bubble but you can NOT just get rid of Bi-Polar disorder. You can waste your time all your life praying to take it away all you want but if your truly Bi-Polar theres no cure only ways to cope and deal with the disorder oh and most importantly Meds...don't learn the hard way, I've been there done that...no fun!
TheBernamusic 1 year ago
@Terrybob123 Same with me i am a christian and i had bipolar really bad for over 10 years. im doing a lot better now and i realized the voices were from the meds i was taking the serqual made me hear things demons etc. the abilify made me angry all the time. now im on zyprexia which im trying to wean myself off of eventually now my liver is bad so im praying im healed
Freedomcall82 1 year ago
@Freedomcall82 Thats strange i been hearing songs and things before they were released i based all my channel on how i do things with my mental health i might blog about this next!
Scottvison 1 year ago
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this person is abusing people with mental illness with exorcisms he must be stopped-
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westsidevlqx13 1 year ago
doesn't only bi polar 1 hallucinate? or only bi polar 2? i forget which one
BryonAWithhonors 1 year ago
Wow, AWESOME:) I GET it:)
aubreyschroeder 1 year ago
I also love my hallucinations.
Primetime2088 1 year ago
I didn't know Bi polar had hallucinations like Paranoid Schizophrenia....
I go to web pages & can't focus enough to diagnos myself, guess I'll never know
...
IronicallyVague 1 year ago
The only ones I have ever had were scary... :S
crazyerin999 1 year ago
the paranoid hallucinations of my negative episodes always came at a time to get me to stop bad things I was doing and the voices oddly were insight and helped me grow up.
MrSpieldose 1 year ago
Excellent video ! It makes a lot of sense, trauma - related hallucinations. It is kind of like unexpected flashbacks but experienced in reverse as a threat to the already traumatized. I hope that made sense. Thank you for your friend invite. I will be checking with more of your videos. God bless !
Terry
earthenly 1 year ago
I found it interesting, but I have an auditory sort of hallucination, similar to the hobbit in the movie about the ring. "they want to hurt you, they dont really like you, they are trying to trick you" "No they are your friends they love you, they want to help you" type of thing. It is too bad that the movies cant be shown as one continous stream, it is distracting with it being interupted. You are a great speaker and can engage people.
mulidy 1 year ago
I understand now. I am glad that you are finding a way to cope with your disorder in the best way possible. It is also an honor to see you doing so well as a public speaker.
newsy214 1 year ago
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newsy214 1 year ago
I find I have this habit of projecting heavily on to people. They remind me of someone I know/knew, and I project everything I know of that other person on to them. This has had disasterous results in the past, but I've learned to temper it, to refine it to an art of testing the person to find out who they really, slowly pulling them away from that initial projection.
LeksServices 1 year ago
@LeksServices - I made this connection with the halucination rather tenuously. I see a lot of people and I tend to start guessing at what put them in their current places in life. I do this, too, with everyone. People tell me about their experiences, and in my mind, I almost live them. It can be a staggering experience, but one that brings a sense of reality most people just don't seem to have.
LeksServices 1 year ago
@LeksServices - As an example, rape comes in assorted flavors, with varying degrees of trauma. Some rape is rape in name only, while other rape is severely traumatizing. The latter is often accompanied by at least two or three other crimes. This understanding of reality, however, does not conform to what most people believe, and so I get a lot of flak for it whenever I express it.
LeksServices 1 year ago
@LeksServices - In any event, one way I know about this is whenever people confide in me their experiences, some have been so truamatic that they being me emotionally to my own knees as I, in my mind, experience it with them. -.-
LeksServices 1 year ago
@LeksServices how did u reply 2 urseLf on youtubE?
what you are describing to me seems to be psychically-gifted empathy.
beware of psychic vampires, who suck yr. energy and good vibes.
instead,radiate positive good vibes to them. not all sick people are psychic,
many psychics are also sick. love.
tomcornhole 1 year ago
I have the same kind of Hallucinations, I see my self crashing or getting out of the road and blow out, but I know it is just an image in my mind. I also feel like the cops are gonna pull me over every time I am driving.
lazaromarinrosasr 1 year ago
Bad sound quality. I think the story and experience needs to be put in context, people that don't fully get what your explaining, may not identify at all or realize your just explaining YOUR experience. They might think your crazy (I know, you are crazy, but you know what I mean) Sorry to be so critical, just trying to help.
YOBABYBUBBA 1 year ago
@YOBABYBUBBA I think this is being shown in sequence as they upload them. It's been broken down. It might make more sense if you go back a couples of videos. It's actually an ongoing seminar on Bipolar and the people in the audience (I'm only assuming) can, for one reason or another, identify with it. I don't think they're intentionally trying to confuse anyone on here.
Annigetyourgun81 1 year ago
@Annigetyourgun81 I know there not INTENTIONALLY trying to confuse anyony (and I was not confused), just saying that out of context, some may be confused. Thanks for the reply.
YOBABYBUBBA 1 year ago