Kuroshitsuji OST - Si Deus Me Relinquit

[XxCooKieMoNSTa01xX]

O: What chapter/episode does Ciel have a panic/asthma attack? e. e Isn't it when he finds that hooker lady murdered and his auntie is Jack the Ripper? :o Cause thats the only thing I can think of.. -. -

[MsKattypie]

this makes me cry

[YummyCupcake66]

XD i knew it was an asthma attack XDXDXD

[orangeapplecone]

This makes me cry every time...

This is also the music that finally got my theatre class serious and into character, which is amazing.

[cold197]

is that picture from a Ciel X Sebastian yaoi? or is Ciel drooling for no reason? :L

this song is so pretty ^.^

[eggyolksam]

@cold197 it's an asthma attack. it's a picture colored from the manga

[cold197]

@eggyolksam ah right thanks - i understand now :)

[punkrose1225]

@eggyolksam this was more of a panic attack than a asthma attack...

[chay100372]

this song shivers your spine

[superanimegirl7]

this song is latin. JUST SAYIN'!!!

[95heavymetalchick]

@superanimegirl7 thanks captain obvious

[superanimegirl7]

@95heavymetalchick O_O

[SangreBelleza]

Sebastian is cold , for those who think he is being nice to ciel out of affection, read the manga if ciel dies before the contract is completed he doesnt get his soul. He keeps him alive so he can wait out his deal. He dont give 2 shits he just wants his food to be prime and ready. Thats some cold bloodedness right there. but u know he is a demon >.>

[MaryMarie666]

@SangreBelleza

yep, i know, i was a little surprised because of the diffrence between Sebastian in anime and Sebastian in the manga,

but yes, he is a demon, that explain everything ;C

[eggyolksam]

@SangreBelleza wow, i thought i was the only one who knew that! a lot of people are bent on "kawaii yaoi" :p

[manga4eva3]

Y^Y...poor Ciel.... *cries*

[kaorulover16]

If you listen to this while reading all the sad parts in the manga, it's like the most beautiful thing ever. The art is beautiful so your eyes are in heave(or hell xD) and your ears just let the emotion from the song get to your heart. So beautiful....♥

[DasOmen02]

Oddly Inspirational

[cainemura]

The title is in Latin meaning If God Has Forsaken Me

[xSebasCatx]

The yell at 5.08 gives me the chills so bad, each time... @ - @

[ashadeyfigure]

It's like you hear this song and feel the pain or emotion that Ciel may be feeling. It is sad.

[JadaaMariee]

this song gave me good ideas when i'm trying to write a story

[Nox9389]

Aw the picture you ve put here.. i remember. it when Ciel had an asthma attack and Sebastian tried to save him. Because he cared. So lovely...

[llgla]

@Nox9389 You know that Sebastian cared so much because he can not let Ciel by any other means due to their contract and his soul right?

[Nox9389]

@llgla  Of course but i still think that he finally came to like the child. Or at least thats what i tell myself

[xxXxaloisxXxx]

grrr.....i don't know that i sound so attractive....XD

[PhantomhiveShieru12]

If god has forsaken me, Then I shall forsake God too. Only the oppressed may possess a black key, I close all doors thus I seal away all prayers. However who protects me? From the most frightful: myself -3

[itachilover98]

I like to listen to this while doing my math homework :)

[XAmberOlsonX]

@itachilover98

When I am doing Spanish, I like to listen to this! Glad someone does the same type of thing!

[vocaloidblackbutlerl]

ok... here's the jizz i'm so fed up wit all of you guys saying there's gonna be a season 3!! ther's no proof anyway season three would run the whole plot line more than season two did! ciel would say that he wants to become human again and sabastian would have to help him and in the end he ends up dieng cuz of the contract!!! >:d

[SuperLepere]

@vocaloidblackbutlerl Sure? I've heard there's gonna be a 3rd season too, but there's only gonna be like 3-4 episodes, like OVAs or bonus eps, nothing either long nor special...

But maybe I'm mistaking, and honestly, i do hope i am ;D

[vocaloidblackbutlerl]

@SuperLepere well i own the ovas and that would suck if it is season three i'm just mad at all those people saying there's going to be a 3rd season. you know 25 episodes. cauze it's been a few years i dought they'll make one know if they hav'nt planned it yet

[SuperLepere]

@vocaloidblackbutlerl I honestly don't know, 'cause know some friend of mine dais she heard it was gonna be released sometime around december 2012 -season3 that is.

Maybe it's all a lie, maybe not. But seriously i hope it isn't.

[SuperLepere]

This reminds me of the very last moment of the first season. So sad, yet so beautiful.

[Drownmegood]

Only me that thinks this is beautiful?

[renjifan12]

i just freaking love this anime so much TTwTT

[mila113117]

@renjifan12 me tooooooo ;_;

[WolfSoldier13]

Love this song! Love the picture too ;D

[PapayanRyan]

@CottonCandyFreak272 well, it sure wasn't in the manga, not sure what else you could be refering to.

[bluecloud610]

this is really nice

[YukiiPhantomhive]

Wow D': So sad, like ''The Slightly Chipped Full Moon'' But it has a more eerie effect.

[lukalukastar]

*-* good song

[NELRANO]

Ahh.. I Like? Liked? this song. It gives me that very sad feeling and makes me almost want to cry. But when I found out what the lyrics mean..... I was like a deer in headlights (*_*) now that I know what it means, it feels like betraying my God whenever I listen to it. :'(

But there was actually a time (4-5 years ago), when I felt I was alone in this world and I just stopped praying and when I started praying again, I thought 'When did I stop praying?' But all is okay now. :D

[BLUEEYESBLACKCAT]

@NELRANO what dos they say, in the lyrics?

[Skylovesyoufool]

Is this song available on ITunes?

[BakaNezumiii]

I totally fall in love with this anime (today I watched 9 eps. :'D) soundtrack is amazing, it gives me shivers...

[XxBlackButler96xX]

Cool Pic and beautiful song! *_*

[billie3joe3armstrong]

i'm searching for the lyrics which starts at 1:36. everywhere i searched i just got the beginning...can someone pls help me???

[squarepotatoes]

Lyrics:

If God has forsaken me,

Then I shall forsake God, too.

Only the oppressed may possess a black key,

I close all doors

Thus I seal away all prayers.

However

who protects me?

From the most frightful: myself

hmmm... Oddly appropriate for this anime.

[Auron777777]

@squarepotatoes I believe it was made for the anime, no?

[superpuppy45]

@squarepotatoes How beautiful! Thank you!

[theblankgirls5]

this song makes me think of far away place that we can just never reach. It also makes me think i want this song played at my funeral....is that weird?

[JackTheRipper700]

I love this song, it's so myshtical and i'm very happy to find this :D

In this anime it's not full, i don't no why. It's bad :( I love this... SONG xD

[DayRiAnn1997]

is it wrong to say the picture turns me on?

[lollypop292]

@DayRiAnn1997 LOOOL

[CielXXXAlois]

@DayRiAnn1997 no, no it is not XD

[99Deathstar]

This picture.....-.-´....

[ZoeMconley]

@99Deathstar lol XDD i thought the same thing

[thestranger333]

So... much... whining... all in one place. Amazing track though.

[goddessofmusic101]

There's a video of cats recommended on here!!! Oh they taunt us!!!

This song is just work of art. So many emotions and turmoil rolled into one. Anger, regret, remorse, longing, relief, fear, apprehensiveness, grief, and vengeance. It never fails to open up that part of me, longing for something we all cannot reach. Only a true genius could create music as so well done as this. This is what a musician like me strives for. Someday I hope I can make a work as beautiful as this.

[LovexBillxKaulitz]

"I forgot how to be happy."

Ciel Phantomhive.

I know how that is, to be honest..

As I heard him say that, I started to think, and I figured out, I don't know how to be happy, because my life is nothing but fake and a lie.

Yeah, I forgot how to be happy..

[MistressPhantomhive]

the tittles name in english is "If God has Forsaken me" right?

[demontamer666]

@pinky43321 i kinda think they look good together. their hot. uuuuhhhh............. i mean well wut i meant to say wuz that they r really cute 2gether. but it is just so sad. *tear*

[demontamer666]

this is going to either make me cry or is going to make me feel even more evil which i am. the end of the series is so sad. it made me cry. and i'm a guy!!! WTF!!??

[ThatButlerGoesBlack1]

lol videos of cats were on recommended...

[Aquamarine560]

The song sounds like a cry for help. Then building up to desperation and when the male chorus comes in, I can imagine a demon *coughSebastiancough* coming in and becoming the one sliver of hope in the desolate world of the victim. *coughCielcough*

But that's just me.

[K1ryuKur4n]

4 person dosen't like this beautiful song...4 poeple are '' no life'' == This song is so beautiful !!! i cry everytime :(

[xOFoxxMitsukiOx]

Sebastian is so attractive that even a magazine article called him "a piece of eye candy"

[Auron777777]

@xOFoxxMitsukiOx Please try to embrace the music, instead of commenting on how "attractive" a manga figure is. Please.

[xOFoxxMitsukiOx]

@Auron777777 urusai ^^

[casteelll]

@xOFoxxMitsukiOx you think a demon who wants to steel a 9 or 10 year old boys soul is attractive you are a sick motherfucker..

[Whippycreme]

Steal*

@casteelll

[casteelll]

@Whippycreme yes steal and kill him.

[twilightgirl947]

beautiful song

[Fortun3tell3r]

I fell relaxed but sad while listenning to this music . its amazing feeling

[lynnmataka]

Yea i wonder what Yana Toboso was thinking when she/he drew his asthma attack like that o_o

[saunaru1]

This makes me feel soul searchey

[VMKatha]

such a emotional music and a horny picture :D ♥

[sailorfunnygirl11]

everytime i see this pic im like:

Ciel: IT BURNS!!!! HELP ME GOD DAMN IT!

[SaraQuita05]

Seriously ppl, this is not to be perverted!!! It is a sad moment! XD

[UtaNishikawa]

@SaraQuita05 Then why does Sebastian look like he's enjoying it? XD

[SaraQuita05]

@UtaNishikawa

Because he's happy that his young master called his name!!!( i think) XD

[UtaNishikawa]

@SaraQuita05 That makes it even worse. XD

[SaraQuita05]

@UtaNishikawa

Hahahaha, true, true. XD

[hell12aienmafirehell]

Reminds me of Yaoi. ♥

[MidouxMichaelis45]

You go XxGothLolixX! That pic is indeed hot! But then, am I perverted also? Am I undone?

[friendshipismagic95]

Must Not Think Dirty Thoughts. XD I Haven't Watched this For ALONG Time,Time To Rewatch This Me Thinks. :D

[jroseshepherd]

Please tell me who sang this song c:

[jroseshepherd]

This song makes me cry >.>

[95heavymetalchick]

damn i feel like a pedophile sometimes , and im only 15.... .__.

[AshuraZXexGlitch]

isn't yaoi just the best lol :D

[Tsuabasa002]

This song always involved a sad scene, just got you right where your weakest in your heart T^T

On another note, that's the scene in the manga where Ciel just threw up.... anyone notice he really has a weak stomach!

[zombiesquirrels8D]

When I first heard this song in the anime, I just was like Q_Q *sadness*

It's so....delicate and sad. Great impact on any scene.

So uh....what's Ciel doing in the pic?xD

[95heavymetalchick]

@zombiesquirrels8D crying and throwing up. its from the manga (spoiler spoiler spoiler spoiler i wont tell why^^)

[zombiesquirrels8D]

@95heavymetalchick thanks ;D

[FerrarNinjaa]

@95heavymetalchick

what volume of the manga does this happen in!? do you know? :)

[95heavymetalchick]

@FerrarNinjaa the "story" starts in volume 5 i think , goes through 6 and this scene is in 7

[FerrarNinjaa]

@95heavymetalchick

alright thank you! that helped a lot ^^

[sonicrachel]

Everytime i hear this i think of really horrible pasts.. and when someone finally comes out to telling someone their hidden secrets and why they are who they claim to be. It gives me creative images to sketch and really good storylines to write in my fanfictions. However it also makes me so depressed like no one understands who you really are. And your all alone in this world because they dont get what youve been through. But thats just me.

[cornergirel11]

@sonicrachel its not just you; i feel the same was as you.i tend to think like that almost all the time appart from when im hyper but apart from that its all the time.

[Sailormoonlovers101]

@sonicrachel Haa sadly it is true sometimes. I think of fanficts, anime computers tv or anything else is just a distraction for how lonely you are or to distract you from death. I had a horrible past and i still live through and try to survive i have been dead once in that acident i had and i don't want to be dead for the last time

[GwinnieGwindel]

@Sailormoonlovers101 What do you mean, dead once? As in your heart stopped? O_O

[Sailormoonlovers101]

@GwinnieGwindel umm yeah i was almost dead my heart stoped for 4minutes then i came back. I was i a car accident and it went into the river and i was full of water I wasn't breathing and i was half dead and the wierd thing is that when i was falling it felt like i was floating though space

[DuckofAwesomeify]

@sonicrachel I agree.

Currently I can imagine someone explaining a dark secret about another ones past or their own. But may I add, I think of someones childhood, that was full of grief and didn't have much to look up to. Or a song for the misunderstood, no one knows what you've been through in the world, and you're all alone.

[rainbowlovinggirl]

@sonicrachel Yes, I understand what you mean. When I first heard this song, it actually brought back the pain from my past too, it just sounds that deep. But somehow it makes them seem more important for the fact that they made you stronger in the end. And its alright to smile every time you hear it because we all seem to hide our sadness with our lovely smiling masks, it's almost funny in a way.

[PapayanRyan]

@rainbowlovinggirl Your comment is true in an extremely depressing yet beautiful way, I couldn't agree more.

[boochie99]

@rainbowlovinggirl Ahh....that blasphemous facade we all call a smile......

[SevyStorm1]

@rainbowlovinggirl What you said was truly beautiful.

[UntiedHeartbeat]

i just started crying and have no idea what's wrong---T^T

[starmoonlight1234]

evey time i hear this i feel so relaxed and calm and its so sad

[Oolinga980]

omg!!! ive been looking for this all over youtube!! i dony know why but this song makes me feel relaxed.. it gives me goosebumps everytime :)

[kittypaws002]

@Oolinga980 i know right,it is so relaxing,i fall asleep when i listen to this song...XD

[AbbysGhost]

sad song, frekin hot picture!!!!!!!!!!! mhhh somtimes im soooo jelous of ciel.....

[foleverto]

wow the most COOL,SAD,EMOTIONALLY TOUCH,ENVY,CURIOUS,REVENGE put in the Kuroshitsuji OST...

NO OST can compared to that....i betcha...

[BLUEROSES45]

Who sings this song?

[superspidermonkey15]

<3

[Mollymakeupp]

Sebby is so damn fine..

[thecielphantomhive1]

Oops forgot the 1 in your user name lol

[thecielphantomhive1]

@ Ninjaofthekyeboard wow your right it does lol!!!!!!! :D

[caladwenaeariel]

I hate the lyrics translated. (i've heard it's in latin?)

I love the music.

[AxelDemyxFanGirl]

OH...OH MAN. WHERE IS THE LINK TO THAT PICTURE?!!?

[animefanaticgirl1]

thumbs up if you clicked this just because of the thumbnail picture

[PINKbutlerLOL]

Can someone tell me the meaning of this picture cause I'm thing a lot of things I shouldn't be thing right now......

[GiuliaCicloni]

@PINKbutlerLOL It's from the manga. Not easy to explain in english.. Well, Ciel finds the organization that stole him from his house and abuse of him. He's quite scared and shocked, and Sebastian encourage him to call his name..

Hope you understand this awful explanation. ^_^

[TheFishWhat]

@PINKbutlerLOL In the manga ciel has an asthma attack (In Chapter 28) but it looks like someone made this because it was too good an opportunity *COUGH*yaoifans*COUGH* to pass up XD

[PINKbutlerLOL]

@TheFishWhat wait what!?!?! ciel has asthma????

[TheFishWhat]

@PINKbutlerLOL ikr?! The manga has a LOT more goodies than the anime. Don't get me wrong, I <3 the anime, but your really missing out if you don't read the manga. And the manga is still going :D

[XRockNeverDies]

@TheFishWhat I love the manga too! and I can't find past volume 5 anywhere!!! since you seem to know what it is you speak of, is there any way to trouble you for info on where to find my lovely, lovely, lovely Kuroshitsuji? <3 I would thank you so! ~_~

[TheFishWhat]

@XRockNeverDies Sure XD I usually read it at mangareader (dot) net , just type in kuroshitsuji in the search box.

[XRockNeverDies]

@TheFishWhat my god thank you thank you thank you! you have just made a very happy human of me! EEEEeeeehhhh! *>_<* i'm in your debt! now i will lock my apartment up and read in the darkness for the next 2 days... *turns light off and hunches up*

[Aaz171993]

i'm attracted to sebastian!!!!! yet im a guy?

[lolgurl220]

@Aaz171993 Its cause he's one hell of a butler. ;)

[DayRiAnn1997]

@Aaz171993 no one can blame you. he's one demonic son of a bitch...and no one can beat that. yum:p

[nobodyIIX]

@Aaz171993  we all are, hes sebastion......

[MissHarleyQuinn66]

What is fan service? O.o lol sorry if thats a stupid question X3

[CestLaMellyMonster]

@MissHarleyQuinn66 It's pretty much putting something into the show for the fan-girls. xD Like hints of yaoi and stuff like that.

[wulfluvr4433]

I personally think that there was too much fan service in the anime because in the manga, sebastian's demon-ish characteristics are portrayed so much stronger. The anime they make him seem pretty sweet at times..but well, most people love it :"3

[MissFireBound]

It says 'If God Leaves Me'

thank you google translate :D

[Hotchick7124]

@MissFireBound

Actually i think the most correct translation is 'If God Forsaken Me' but it's the same anyway XD

[animegirlvamp]

that picture is from the manga

[MagicklessSorceress]

Latin?

I think...something like God Has Abandoned Me, or God Has Relinquished Me?

[saberwolf17]

@SilentStormShadow yeah the Manga is really good i read it at crunchy roll's website nd it rocks!! And i love the fact that the manga tries 2 stay historicly correct

[Mutedwordz]

is this from that chapter in the manga when ciels asthma or acted up or he met the people who gave him that mark and he sorta puked? nd sebastian was askin y he was freakin out since he wasnt in a cage?

[hakmatmanaa]

@Mutedwordz its from the chapter when he met the people who gave him that mark and puked.

[SilentStormShadow]

@hakmatmanaa I haven't read the manga but I watched the whole series, and the anime didn't really explain a lot (at least to me) what those people were doing to him, they only said something like they raped him... was that mark on his side from that same old guy that Alois killed once he got Claude as his butler? That was the only thing confusing me

[hakmatmanaa]

@SilentStormShadow 1st. in the manga, Claude and alois do not exsist. what they did to him, they stll havent fully explained it (even im confused a bit) but they tortured him, they did NOT rape him though. and it was different people who did that to alois. but i dont want to spoil anything, so i sugest to read the manga, you could read it at mangareader. NET (not .com; .net)

[SilentStormShadow]

@hakmatmanaa Oh okay, thanks. I heard that the manga had a lot more than the anime, and I'm still not done obsessing over the series XD so I might go and read it now. But dang, do I wish they had Alois and Claude in the manga, that would be pretty sweet...

[ikutoholic101]

this song makes me feel so... i don't know... nostalgic(?) as if longing for something I've never had... a empty piece of me...something i can never achieve. and i feel frustrated, lonely, determined and yet hopeful and wishful yet knowing deep down inside i probably wont succeed. but despite that, that empty piece keeps me going so i can achieve complete fullness and be ok with my mistakes.

its...every emotion rolled into one.... i love it and im addicted

[jmlcarmichael09]

does not make me cry

[xxBloodyxxDarknessxx]

@jmlcarmichael09 YOU HEARTLESS DEMON.

How could you not cry at this beautiful piece of art?! >:L

[saberwolf17]

@jmlcarmichael09 i totally agree this song didnt make me cry either, its a a beautiful song but if any1 crys while hearing this song they r really into the anime

[Ikuto123100]

@saberwolf17 And i cried.....TT~TT It's just sad.....i don't know....the anime makes me sad too......Waaaaahhhhhhh!!!!!

[ZaRLeY093]

such a sad song.

[seashellsful]

i love this song. but the sad part is that it reminds me of how lonely i am and that everyone hates me for some reason

[hellokatie7100]

i've never cried this hard during a song :( It reminds me of my family

[MissFireBound]

I'm not gonna lie, I cried :(

[KyuuKyuuChan]

D: Aw, poor Ciel is having an asthma attack...

[Anabi712]

thx for this picture xD and for the song too! ^^

[XxGothLolixX]

The picture is hot!

*Slaps self for being so perverted*

[maribo1995]

@XxGothLolixX i know right! :> every time i watch kuro i get dirty thoughts and start giggling like a pervert xD

[XxGothLolixX]

@maribo1995 I do too. I slap myself alot for thinking such perverse thoughts, but alas, I think them anyway!

[lDevilliciouSl]

@XxGothLolixX and im trying to kick my self

damn hot pic 0.0 !!

[MangaxMe]

@XxGothLolixX Dont worry, 115 people were thinking the same thing