@kenjay108 Whoops - just found it - your "delivery" from Dec 7 - You look amazing! You have So Much Courage. You matter. You make a difference. I don't have an eating disorder, but I don't need one to be able to tell that. You just shine, beautiful girl, and light up so many people's hearts who are pulling for you every day.
keep up the fight hunni! take it one day at a time and i know it is easier said then done and I know i don't know you but i truely hope you keep strong and keep going...
Hey there, I've watched all your videos over the years and your videos have really helped me as I've silently struggled for most of my life, am really glad you've put new things on here as I do often hope and pray that you're doing okay (well, still wanting to fight and be well). Keep strong, love justquietme x
Wondering if anyone is still watching?? YES! We're still watching. Glad to see you're back, sorry to hear things are tough. (((Hugs))) ...and off to watch your other returning vids.
See if anyone watches at all?? Can I please shake you? I've been following your chanel since years. Even though Iclearly don't have anorexia. Guess I just like you for how you are.
ive been watching you since i entered and exited (?) my ed. i praise you for your brutal honesty, very brave of you. i will always look up to you and you are always a positive person in my life. i'm here with you.
I think about you all the time Kat. I was really glad to see even a brief update as I check for updates on your account often. I wonder how you are doing and send you good vibes on a regular basis. I have been on my own path struggling with and working to recover from an ed for a long time now. It has its ups and downs. So sorry to hear you are struggling but know you are not alone. I send you all my love and am here for you. Love, Selena
my god i am a teen and i went through it i know its hard but u will make it plz just...i will pray for u and i hope u get better u are sososo skinny and ur family will be crushed u will make it through even if u don't think people care we all do even though. I just watched ur videos I care a lot about your well being plz u can make it through this god is with u god bless u and I love u
It's so great to hear that you have not given up hope on yourself, despite the challenges you are facing.
You were my inspiration to start recovering. It's been full of ups and downs, but since then I've been able to walk alongside and encourage many others facing the chalenges of an eating disorder.
You could have walked out on Youtube forever; you could have walked out on life! But you didn't. That fact alone is immensely encouraging. Don't ever give up Kat -You have my support!
You have made my night. I saw your two videos on my news feed and got really excited. I am glad to know you are still alive. Your presence on here has been greatly missed. I hope all is as well as it can be.
OMG Kat! So glad to see an update from you on here! I hope you are doing well! I would love to hear how things are going. You were always so inspirational and true to the effects of anorexia...and that was a good message to have out there. I definitely needed to hear those things.
hey Kat! I was so happy when I saw an update from you. There are a lot of people here who care about you. I really hoped you're okay and I'm sad to see you struggle again.. :(
I am so glad to see your face Kat. Your videos were so helpful to me when I was in a really bad place, in the years that have past I am not firmly in recovery.
Every time I visited your channel there would be new, worried comments from subscribers which I hope can get through that some people DO care. Even if we are the faceless people of cyber space!
Don't feel any pressure from people to make videos if you don't want to. It might help or it might not. We're just glad your still here. X
thought I'd let you know :) Nearly 6 years ago I found your channel (when living in the US) and watched all the videos fascinated by your testimonies. The following year I wrote an article in high school newspaper based on your accounts (in Croatia). Now, just a week ago, we watched your video during the university lecture about anorexia (Hong Kong).
As you see, you with your honesty and audacity to face the demons are making a BIG difference worldwide. We need and love you <3
Wooooooow! Hello! I use to watch all your video's and had wondered lots of times about you...i am *SO* glad you are still alive.. but am sorry your struggling...would love to see vids from you again.
Kat!!!!!!!!!! I'm so glad to hear you're still with us. Please, if you can, continue making videos. I don't have an eating disorder myself, but you gave me a lot of insight at a time when I needed it. Eating disorders are a very difficult subject for me to grasp and understand, but the more I admire anyone's will to get out of one. You have my continued support in trying to overcome those difficulties. Do not give up.
Hey Kat, so lovely to hear from you, but so sad to hear you're struggling. Please tell us more. You have always been beautifully honest and insightful. Look how many of us are still subscribed - I think it shows we all continue to struggle in some way. Recovery/life is not linear, I'm sure you will speak to so may of us still on that path.....good times/bad times/recovery/relapse....its seems a natural progression of the illness and depression top many of us still here. Love to you brave Kat x
goodness! Look how long you have been gone and just look at how many people in the last few hours checked your video out. So much love and support for you on here. You are cared for and supported here no matter what place you are at. You will always have your unique insight and perspective that we all appreciate and that has helped so many people. I think your voice is really important, I'm really glad to see you back. : )
I was just thinking within the past week about how much this channel has helped me. I'm sorry to hear you're having a rough time; we still still care.
After over five years and 124 subscriptions my first subscription speaks again. I'm glad you've posted Kat and sorry that you're having a tough time. I would love to hear what you have to say.
KAT,,welcome back,,soo good to see you..I really hope your ok..I'll keep you in my prayers..Id love to see and hear your update,,Ive been a LONG time freind of your I watch you since 2006 or 2007..you inspired by to seek help 5 year ago for bulimia but said Ive been to treatment twice in the US but with no follow up in Ontario Canada Ive been in a relaspe for over a year..with no treatment option left,,Im pretty much on my own,,,but I just keep going a day at a time,, but sorry for the ramble
I'm so glad to see you back. It looks and sounds like you're really struggling right now. With what only you know. I'm so sorry life is such a challenge for now, you don't deserve it. Regardless of if you decide to post another video or not, thank you for checking in to let us know you're still here and fighting. I've wondered and worried about you over the years, and it's a relief to see something from you. *hugs!!!*
Pleas make a video.. Your videos saved me, and I really wanna hear how you've been and what you have to say. Thanks for making videos and saving my life -3
Hi, I've been watching your videos for a long time now... I don't think I ever commented a whole lot but here I am :) Must have meant to be because I never log onto this thing... And there you were, a video posted out of the blue... And only an hour ago. I'm here to watch, and listen and support you... Hope you come back. Hug.
Glad to see you are "back". I can relate to "so much that is going on". it's been a hell of a year...and not for the good.
I, for one, hope that you do make videos....for yourself more then for anyone else. It helps to talk things out even if it's to a camera. (But I am pretty sure you know that already.)
I missed your videos so much. I hope you are ok. <3
burlesq88 1 week ago
you look nice
Kuhstreichler 3 weeks ago
hang on honey....hang on <3
mylittlewitch 3 weeks ago
Caring. Hold on. Much love... waiting for your next delivery, no matter what. ;-)
kenjay108 3 weeks ago in playlist Uploaded videos
@kenjay108 Whoops - just found it - your "delivery" from Dec 7 - You look amazing! You have So Much Courage. You matter. You make a difference. I don't have an eating disorder, but I don't need one to be able to tell that. You just shine, beautiful girl, and light up so many people's hearts who are pulling for you every day.
kenjay108 3 weeks ago
We all love you so much!
beautifulthing77 1 month ago
UR VOICE EXISTS KEEP IT UP GIRLFRIEND STAY STRONG
thesjrox 1 month ago
WE ALL CARE U HAV 2 STAY STRONG GOOOOOOO ENIWEKWE
thesjrox 1 month ago
I care. Stay strong.
Browneyes0911 1 month ago in playlist More videos from eniwekwe
keep up the fight hunni! take it one day at a time and i know it is easier said then done and I know i don't know you but i truely hope you keep strong and keep going...
lovejess0711 1 month ago
Hey there, I've watched all your videos over the years and your videos have really helped me as I've silently struggled for most of my life, am really glad you've put new things on here as I do often hope and pray that you're doing okay (well, still wanting to fight and be well). Keep strong, love justquietme x
Justquietme 1 month ago in playlist Uploaded videos
Stay Strong, Find help :) It gets better but dont let it get worse :)
EatingDisorder101 1 month ago
Please hang in there, we love you. **Hugs**
Kristiniskool 1 month ago
Love!
Singing4Him4ever 2 months ago
hey dear...glad to see you back! *hugs*
hardcrushdude12 2 months ago
Wondering if anyone is still watching?? YES! We're still watching. Glad to see you're back, sorry to hear things are tough. (((Hugs))) ...and off to watch your other returning vids.
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I have missed you so much!
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xoIsabellSnowWhitexo 2 months ago
See if anyone watches at all?? Can I please shake you? I've been following your chanel since years. Even though Iclearly don't have anorexia. Guess I just like you for how you are.
iare07 2 months ago
ive been watching you since i entered and exited (?) my ed. i praise you for your brutal honesty, very brave of you. i will always look up to you and you are always a positive person in my life. i'm here with you.
kathleenmaura 2 months ago
I still come to your page for help when I am struggling so more than willing to hear what you have to say.
Serialangel 2 months ago
i'll be waiting to listen to what you have to say. :)
flaweddesign83 2 months ago
Thanks for the update! You are a gem to so many. We want to see you succeed. Please let us know what's been going on!!!
2611proverbs 2 months ago
I think about you all the time Kat. I was really glad to see even a brief update as I check for updates on your account often. I wonder how you are doing and send you good vibes on a regular basis. I have been on my own path struggling with and working to recover from an ed for a long time now. It has its ups and downs. So sorry to hear you are struggling but know you are not alone. I send you all my love and am here for you. Love, Selena
PurpleCrayonMoon 2 months ago
my god i am a teen and i went through it i know its hard but u will make it plz just...i will pray for u and i hope u get better u are sososo skinny and ur family will be crushed u will make it through even if u don't think people care we all do even though. I just watched ur videos I care a lot about your well being plz u can make it through this god is with u god bless u and I love u
peanutroxforever 2 months ago
You still have a voice and people are listening. You will always make a difference when you reach out. People need you and what you do here.
noddistpriest 2 months ago
we're watching darlin xxx
abrukhaukasu 2 months ago
We're all here for you. You have been very inspirational to a lot of us.
ecalliope 2 months ago
We do care
FukcdUpSxiz 2 months ago
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Kat,
It's so great to hear that you have not given up hope on yourself, despite the challenges you are facing.
You were my inspiration to start recovering. It's been full of ups and downs, but since then I've been able to walk alongside and encourage many others facing the chalenges of an eating disorder.
You could have walked out on Youtube forever; you could have walked out on life! But you didn't. That fact alone is immensely encouraging. Don't ever give up Kat -You have my support!
rockbythetree 2 months ago
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rockbythetree 2 months ago
It's so unreal to see you again. I'm so happy that you are.. well here, but also so sad that you are not doing well.
ZoeMoi 2 months ago
You have made my night. I saw your two videos on my news feed and got really excited. I am glad to know you are still alive. Your presence on here has been greatly missed. I hope all is as well as it can be.
elseykelsey1290 3 months ago
hey kat. i care about you! sending love from australia.
chasethefeeling 3 months ago
Hi Kat,
I'm sooo glad that you are still alive.
I missed you and your videos on Youtube and I am glad that you are back.
Be sure that many people have not forgotten you because you are one of the best and inspiring people who vlogs about EDs.
Lots of hugs, Judith
crazymadonna 3 months ago
keep holding on, you made me realize so many things, you don't deserve this...
oOWinterMoonOo 3 months ago
I've missed your updates and your down to earth videos.
GodsGirlManda 3 months ago
I'm glad to see you back.
mary03450 3 months ago
so good to see you again!
ielisac 3 months ago
OMG Kat! So glad to see an update from you on here! I hope you are doing well! I would love to hear how things are going. You were always so inspirational and true to the effects of anorexia...and that was a good message to have out there. I definitely needed to hear those things.
diva0583 3 months ago
hey Kat! I was so happy when I saw an update from you. There are a lot of people here who care about you. I really hoped you're okay and I'm sad to see you struggle again.. :(
reamona1 3 months ago
Kat! So good to see you're still alive. I've missed you, you have helped me so much in the past. I would be very happy if you made more videos again.
Take care, greetings from Germany
regenmeer92 3 months ago
Omg You're back! :)
Alexandrine151515 3 months ago
Oh wow, just started rewatching your videos a few days ago. Nice to see you are still here, was wondering how you were doing.
Acashy 3 months ago
I missed you! I must say I'm worried to see you look so tired and not in very good health. I'm sending love and hugs your way. XXX
MsBluelantern 3 months ago
My best wishes and I hope everything gets better =)
vampiper 3 months ago
Kat, so happy to see you are back! Your videos have been so helpful. Please update us! Take care
rebbie49 3 months ago
I'm happy you're still here.
plastikkiss 3 months ago
Im glad your back. You helped me so much in th past! xxx
Mydreamweight 3 months ago
I'm so happy to see you and know that you are okay. Please update us on your life.
meemzers123 3 months ago
Hi there! So glad to see you. Please post more- you have a rare gift. Your videos help people immensely. Many greetings from a fan in Germany.
fraulein40 3 months ago
This made me cry. I thought you had died!!
BlaancheBellee 3 months ago
I am so glad to see your face Kat. Your videos were so helpful to me when I was in a really bad place, in the years that have past I am not firmly in recovery.
Every time I visited your channel there would be new, worried comments from subscribers which I hope can get through that some people DO care. Even if we are the faceless people of cyber space!
Don't feel any pressure from people to make videos if you don't want to. It might help or it might not. We're just glad your still here. X
whimsical2tree 3 months ago
Dear Kat,
thought I'd let you know :) Nearly 6 years ago I found your channel (when living in the US) and watched all the videos fascinated by your testimonies. The following year I wrote an article in high school newspaper based on your accounts (in Croatia). Now, just a week ago, we watched your video during the university lecture about anorexia (Hong Kong).
As you see, you with your honesty and audacity to face the demons are making a BIG difference worldwide. We need and love you <3
dora125 3 months ago
we are still here as well! I missed youuuuuuu, so good to see you again. planning on making an update video here soon too :)
favea 3 months ago
Wooooooow! Hello! I use to watch all your video's and had wondered lots of times about you...i am *SO* glad you are still alive.. but am sorry your struggling...would love to see vids from you again.
lilkel86 3 months ago
: )
dwype 3 months ago
Oh my gosh. I was so happy to see you posted! It's been so long!
dreadlockandload 3 months ago
Lots of people care about you! Please share whatever you would like to, but sorry to hear you are struggling !
Jalynn99 3 months ago
Welcome back! Please, continue making videos!
sourJane 3 months ago
Kat!!!!!!!!!! I'm so glad to hear you're still with us. Please, if you can, continue making videos. I don't have an eating disorder myself, but you gave me a lot of insight at a time when I needed it. Eating disorders are a very difficult subject for me to grasp and understand, but the more I admire anyone's will to get out of one. You have my continued support in trying to overcome those difficulties. Do not give up.
shalalablup 3 months ago
Hey Kat, so lovely to hear from you, but so sad to hear you're struggling. Please tell us more. You have always been beautifully honest and insightful. Look how many of us are still subscribed - I think it shows we all continue to struggle in some way. Recovery/life is not linear, I'm sure you will speak to so may of us still on that path.....good times/bad times/recovery/relapse....its seems a natural progression of the illness and depression top many of us still here. Love to you brave Kat x
jasmine181 3 months ago
Welcome back
thisismyspacebugoff 3 months ago
:)
werhamster 3 months ago
Welcome back. I think we'd love to hear more from you.
nikkkinakamitie 3 months ago
speak!
twelve50two 3 months ago
I hope you're well, you look tired.glad to see you back. You're a great and inspiring person! Hope you stay
Sjappelientje 3 months ago
Glad your back, sorry things are hard
rockinvideogirl 3 months ago
You have been missed! Hang in there!!!! I'm sorry things are shite right now. :(
ichbinkeinberliner 3 months ago
goodness! Look how long you have been gone and just look at how many people in the last few hours checked your video out. So much love and support for you on here. You are cared for and supported here no matter what place you are at. You will always have your unique insight and perspective that we all appreciate and that has helped so many people. I think your voice is really important, I'm really glad to see you back. : )
gypsyrose713 3 months ago
sorry things are hard for you right now....still glad you're back.......
thingsthatneverwere 3 months ago
Welcome back! I've wondered how you were, and I really really hope that things will get better for you soon. xx
veritybanks 3 months ago
I was just thinking within the past week about how much this channel has helped me. I'm sorry to hear you're having a rough time; we still still care.
stilted 3 months ago
Wow, you were away for so long!O.O
offwithurhead 3 months ago
We are here. We are listening. Let it out.
theekaypea 3 months ago
We are listening. Please update.
FindTheBody 3 months ago
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We are here for you hun.....xo
FUED221 3 months ago in playlist More videos from eniwekwe
we're listening.
Bipolaric 3 months ago
I am so, so glad to see you here. So much love and caring your way. Please update more. *hugs* sweetie.
jennfriedman 3 months ago
We care so much. We want to help you in any way we can, even if it just means listening.
electrogeek77 3 months ago
I care and I miss you. Try to be strong
juanitahoyos 3 months ago
We still care hun. We are here to support you. Please make us a video.
ambernc 3 months ago
I care. You have such a beautiful spirit. Prayers.
guitarlovenjc 3 months ago
After over five years and 124 subscriptions my first subscription speaks again. I'm glad you've posted Kat and sorry that you're having a tough time. I would love to hear what you have to say.
magicpet 3 months ago
Hi Kat. <3 We see you and we care.
binsk 3 months ago
I watch many videos and have seen many of your videos, sorry to hear you are struggling, is going into treatment an option?
sugaaas 3 months ago
KAT,,welcome back,,soo good to see you..I really hope your ok..I'll keep you in my prayers..Id love to see and hear your update,,Ive been a LONG time freind of your I watch you since 2006 or 2007..you inspired by to seek help 5 year ago for bulimia but said Ive been to treatment twice in the US but with no follow up in Ontario Canada Ive been in a relaspe for over a year..with no treatment option left,,Im pretty much on my own,,,but I just keep going a day at a time,, but sorry for the ramble
hope164 3 months ago
I'm so glad to see you back. It looks and sounds like you're really struggling right now. With what only you know. I'm so sorry life is such a challenge for now, you don't deserve it. Regardless of if you decide to post another video or not, thank you for checking in to let us know you're still here and fighting. I've wondered and worried about you over the years, and it's a relief to see something from you. *hugs!!!*
vzmkitty 3 months ago
Pleas make a video.. Your videos saved me, and I really wanna hear how you've been and what you have to say. Thanks for making videos and saving my life -3
LoveYourself91 3 months ago
I am so glad you posted. It has been a very long time and I am very much looking forward to the next post!
littlesweetpeax 3 months ago
Hi, I've been watching your videos for a long time now... I don't think I ever commented a whole lot but here I am :) Must have meant to be because I never log onto this thing... And there you were, a video posted out of the blue... And only an hour ago. I'm here to watch, and listen and support you... Hope you come back. Hug.
ToadPurse 3 months ago
Hi Kat
It's good to here from you. Sorry thing aren't going well for you right now.
77tubuck 3 months ago
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I'm still here for you!
lizbisnothere 3 months ago
Of course we care. We are here. We're listening. And we are here to support you!!
janssencox93 3 months ago
I care :) it has been a long time to see a video from u wow
cdm0014 3 months ago
Still listening and you're not alone
hildabilda 3 months ago
hi , i want to say that i watched this video and im sorry you are struggling, if you need someone to talk im always here on youtube.
just send me a message , i hope you are ok,
angelic212 3 months ago
This did make me very sad to see you struggling so. Thanks so much for coming back to us. I look forward to your next video
Frankie8807 3 months ago
I care
gypsywitch84 3 months ago
Hi there-another subscriber here.. Glad to see you kinda back. I hope life is, or will soon be, on the upswing for you..
Take care...
thesoothingsurf 3 months ago
I'm here :)
iloveapiano 3 months ago
You're still heard :)
Chesneywormbot 3 months ago
Hi. I'm glad to see you've made a video. It's good to have you back. :)
yowee1234 3 months ago
i wondered where you went..
cult66623 3 months ago
I was so happy to see this video in by subscription box! I hope you post more videos soon. We missed you!
RosewoodGirl13 3 months ago
Glad to see you are "back". I can relate to "so much that is going on". it's been a hell of a year...and not for the good.
I, for one, hope that you do make videos....for yourself more then for anyone else. It helps to talk things out even if it's to a camera. (But I am pretty sure you know that already.)
mysticfaerieluna 3 months ago
I watched it
AlexPanzerADT 3 months ago