self injury 1..TRIGGERING

[jerryroos]

I know how you feel and i wish i knew it to be ok but in my eyes it will never be ok....the pain for me will never stop

[whatevertitle]

I'm a cutter. I'm only 13 and I have about 50 cuts on my forearm and I've only been doing it for about 3 months. I really want to stop... I told a teacher a skol but that only got me sent to the councillor once so that didn't work... Please help me.

[AngelEyezNation]

This is me. All of it. Me. This is how I always feel. Day in. Day out. Always. This poem is my life.

[metalz21]

the most triggering video i've ever seen.. also very inspired 2 change who i am and wat i'm doing...

[theusedbert24]

@Genesis2jesus im not bashin on ur religion but not every1 has the same belief ok so dont try and push it on us ok w.e. Higher power u believe in cant just save u especialy from this this is only something u can save ur self from ok :)

[theusedbert24]

Amazing i loved every word it was alil muffled but still amazing

[TheJonasluvr]

that was sooo deep it really got to me i see mysoef when i listen to this you are a really ghood wrighter and i loved this so much

[Sophiemaye6]

I'm not positive that the words were a poem, but they were beautiful nontheless.

[Genesis2Jesus]

Only Jesus Christ can take away the emptiness that you feel in your life. Ask Christ into your heart as your Lord and Savior; He will never forsake you.

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Genesis

[fromdirttodustpro1]

@Genesis2Jesus Normally i would troll the crap out of you but this is not the time or place.

[EllionVcall]

Wow, that was beautiful.

words for once said something words shouldn't

[redstainedparchment]

never have I ever heard such an inspirational poem that brings insight to what many people do

[mmbree123]

you sound like me in the way that i would say those things.

this is like right on.

its exactly how i feel.

it has a perfect insight to a cutter.

[campbell101love]

ty ellz696 i know how it fells to but putting these vids up just make it worse

[TheCianne]

listen to this in full volume.. and close ur eyes.. +_+

[TheCianne]

aww.. T_T

[Ellz696]

Putting videos up like this just makes you and other people who do this look like attention seekers..I cut for 7 years so i know how it feels to need to cut, but not once in those 7 years have i felt that i needed to put up stupid videos that will trigger other people..Get help and stop posting things like this!

[Hoopybluefood]

Exellent Poem , I cam totally relate too

[originalkido78]

BRAVO!! well done, I too can relate ty for this...

[DaLilShorty8999]

SelfHarmJournel

[raincut22]

please understand that i appreciate your journey...i truly do....but it is only your journey and not the rest of us....i am proud that i have control now....i was no 10 year old....i was not even 17..i was 22-23....and this is what i did...i wrote...lots and lots of different things about all sorts of subjects.....just try anything positive....meds and doctors/councelors tht think they understand are not always the only cure...this is comming from a social work/psychology double major...ur peace

[alkx4444]

wtf?

[MikaMad14]

omg girl that made me sob my heart out,

please take care of yourself xxx

[emogurlhaley13]

tht was amazing

[beatgirl07]

I can empathize with what you are saying, but more than that i admire your courage for putting it into a poem and then doing a spoken word piece. I've tried to write that way, and i don't have it. Use your talent to help you, and i hope that one day you can write and speak about happier things! Take care of yourself!

[Quiarla]

your a good writer, this poem gave me the goosebumps

[itsthemar]

wow, i can relate to wot u said, it took some courage for u to tell ur story...the same story we all would like to tell, ignore the ppl that put u down.... they just lack the mentallity to understand, truely i feel ur pain and i hope one day we can all beat this, stay strong xxx

[inuluver645]

I love thiz iz awsum. I can relate a lot.

[bubblybutton]

wow hun thats was well no good for odv reasons but amazin all the same i full on think you were in my head ive been cutting for four years at first i had a vaild reason but now anything that makes me angry upset stressed ends in me cutting ive become addicted ive tried stopping so many times but i just cant im so proud of all who do tho i hope to follow your example as soon as i can xxxxx

[rosmariagarcia]

dam thats sad az fuck i know how she feels tho

[matiaske]

i started when i was 10 now im 12,,,i hate it but i cant stop it

[singinglizzball]

wow ten that is a young age...i started when i was 10 too

[raincut22]

hello....to all that have commented and watched thankyou...to all that have said i am a good writer thankyou as well...all tho this is not in my usual style...this was just pain and it had to go somewhere besides becomming another slit upon my wrists...i havent cut in over three months...it is hard but it is getting easier...if anyone needs help or just to tlk mssg me.....take care...thankyou

[Mustafa4u]

I want to experience it

[anshu20]

How can you say that?

Seriously why would you want to feel like you don't want to live but are to fucking gutless to kill yourself?

If you start you probably wont be able to stop.

I've started and I cant stop. I don't think I want to stop any more actually, this kinda physical pain drowns out the other kind >.>

[contagious07]

i started when i was 10 im 17 now and i hate it but.........i just cant fucking stop

[goldsam82]

cool vid

[whitetigeress93]

wow

someone needs help

wut i dont understand is that all the sudden cutting makes you "emo", most ppl who are "emo" just do it so they get attention plzz, wut is wrong with u ppl?

dont do it for attention or to uphold the "emo" stereotype, if ur jsut doing it for that ur pethetic

i started cutting wen i was 6, and i have a viable reason for it

most of the "emo" croud are posers, and have no real reason for cutting

[kimy190]

Im scared that im not alone...i have 72 slits on my arm. 12 tht says 'I Love You' . please help me..im scared....im only 13 years old :'(

[ccaddell06]

hey i don't know you exact circustances but if there is anything i can do to help please message me ive struggled with self harm in the past and know what its like.

[putmeinyourstereotyp]

holy shit.. im not alone

[the0way0she0feels]

thats wha ti thought. then i wow...got on here,

[bellavita45]

Love the vid. you have said it all!

[dingoprairie]

Here's what you do. Lay off the drugs! They make it worse, don't believe the therapists. you're under the control of some dumbass painful thing in your past that you can't even remember, because if you could, you would be fine. Take long daily walks. When you're outside look at and examine trees, grass, birds, squirrels, buildings. When you're home find things which aren't a threat to you. Stay away from things which upset you and from friends or family that try to put you down. Keep doing this.

[ccd1497]

great exspressin the emotion (yes, i didnt spell this right.)

awesome video

[ontologic7]

DBT- dialectical behavioral therapy will help this. by marsha linehan. As your therapist about it. it can help you cure your cutting and cures borderline personality disorder. Go get the book. most mental heath clinics offer DBT courses with a therapist teaching it.

[MLGhasOJD]

omg... this is deep.

[futurebroadwaystar]

Wow, this was intence, in a very good way,

that was abslutly amazing.

like omg im shaking hearing that..

thanks for sharing!

[SpraYxKing]

your poem is so deep. i love it so much i teared listening to it if theres a way i can buy a copy from you please let me know asap thanks be safe 1love

[butta397]

Wow that's exactly how I feel. Can I talk to you sometime?

[betzgmir]

wow u are really talented expressing these feelings, i also write poems but i was neve rable to express the feelings of a cutter this well, u should pblish it or something...it was really good!!

[raincut22]

i am grateful to all that enjoy the video and understand i was in a dark place....i am not related to a christian denomination nor any really....i am proud to say i have not cut in about a month...

[fornicaterlover1]

self injury or harm is not the answer god is trust in the lord jesus.by ernie G.GOD bless you all

[sly471]

im a satanist

[fornicaterlover1]

jesus saves ask him

[sly471]

im a satanist stop promoting ur crappy religion on youtube

[hardworker291]

wow that was intense ,thank you for being brave and posting .

[idranktheseawater]

Its crazy how much we think alike

I really like this, thank you