don't go without me - Dean/Castiel

[onemessedupfamily]

this is the most amazing video.. made a smile appear on this face that hasn't smiled in such a long time.. first time i really cried happily for a while. thank you.

[Deductism]

So, I knew Cas's 'death' was coming in the series, so when it happened, I didn't feel that gut-wrenching clench of pain in my chest. I 'awwwww'd' at the part where Cas and Dean fought, and Cas looked like he was about to cry, but still, no ache.

This video, though. Fuck. Just. You portrayed the emotions between Dean and Cas better than the series itself and it HURT. Like a bitch. I'm not crying, but I feel a little empty inside. It's just perfect. <3

[OrochimaruKakashi112]

ALL THE FEELS!!! this is so beautiful.....it literally has me sobbing so hard! amazing job....i just cant stress that enough.....it makes you really feel the impact losing Cas had on Dean.....it's such a perfectly beautiful song and it just breaks my heart.... TT.TT

[conversejunkie2222]

all my creys

[DacaxStar]

brb just dying inside

[sammyG55]

@ToruFinalFantasy Heck yes, your welcome. Keep up the great work :D

[feuwise]

Sooo beautiful! Great job :)

[ToruFinalFantasy]

@feuwise thank you so much :D

[lightsallfading]

I have to tell you that this made me weep like a baby. Absolutely, heartbreakingly, breathtakingly beautiful. I miss Castiel. I miss that friendship. I cannot fathom the loss Dean must feel and I wish they would tackle it a little deeper on the show. Thank you for showing us a glimpse of what he must be feeling :)

[ToruFinalFantasy]

@lightsallfading i miss everything too..:'( really thanks :D

[carenpm]

I have you on my favorites list for all the fabulous Destiel vids you have done, but I missed this somehow! Perfect song!!! And you are just so amazing at choosing cuts that both speak to the lyrics and rhythms of the music. Heartbreaking and absolutely beautiful! THANK YOU for all your lovely work!

[ToruFinalFantasy]

@carenpm waaah, really, THANK YOU for your incredibly nice comment! T w T *hugs tight*

[hidamaproductions]

I favorited this, but I'm finding it really difficult to rewatch because it's so completely heartbreaking.

Those last few shots really do me in.

[ToruFinalFantasy]

@hidamaproductions thank you :')

[XxGDragon3loveX]

Oh god! T_______T

Balling my eyes out here.

[ToruFinalFantasy]

@XxGDragon3loveX *holds handkerchief* thanks so much for watching!!

[alCjnth]

huh. never thought someone would actually dislike this. must've hit the wrong button. anyways, great vid. :D

[ToruFinalFantasy]

@alCjnth thank you, i am happy you like it :') *hugs*

[Demachic]

Wow, gotta be one of my favorite Dean/Cas videos now, great editing and song choice! Great job ; u ;

[ToruFinalFantasy]

@Demachic thank you so much :D

[BellEveryday]

Could somebody tell me from which episode the scene in the park is? Where Dean and Cas are sitting on those benchs

[ToruFinalFantasy]

@BellEveryday is from the episode 4X07 "It's the Great Pumpkin, Sam Winchester" :)

[MasniZec]

Шикарно! Спасибо. Я плачу :'(

[MsGadgaard]

Utterly heartbreaking!

[SammichNoel]

I also found this on tumblr.  It's very beautiful and touching. I love it!

[ToruFinalFantasy]

@SammichNoel thank you <3 i am really happy you like it!!!

[foodforunicorns]

Lovely!

[ToruFinalFantasy]

@foodforunicorns thank you so much :D

[fuzzytarantula]

Nicely done!

[ToruFinalFantasy]

@fuzzytarantula thanks dear :D

[mudcha500]

I saw this as a post on tumblr and geeked out over it there so maybe the comment I leave here will be coherent XD This was so beautiful much like ALL of your other videos. I love that it's so sweet and beautiful and lovely, I tear up every time I see it and keep watching it because it's so beautiful! You've made me love another song again, you truly choose the best songs and edit your vids brilliantly. I love you! <3 Destiel is painful and beautiful ^_^

[ToruFinalFantasy]

@mudcha500 dawww..thanks dear :' D you are too nice to me every time, i am so happy you still watch and like my vids, i was worried about this one..you reasured me a lot! *hugs*

[mudcha500]

@ToruFinalFantasy I will watch all your vids as long as you continue to make them XD and I'm sure i'll love all of them. Aww why were you worried?!

[supernatch]

This is just so beautiful. Really gets the eyes lubricated! Thanks so much for sharing such a wonderful vid.

[ToruFinalFantasy]

@supernatch thanks so much for watching!<3 :' )

[aussiefan24]

This is so beautiful! Who's the fool who disliked this?! Where are they?! lol.

[ToruFinalFantasy]

@aussiefan24 i wonder if he/she deslike my editing or the pairing or both..:' ( anyway i am too happy that you like it to care about it! :D <3 *hugs*

[EdwardEclipse]

:'( aw Toru i love this one..... Seriously, this video touched my heart. I can relate to this so much.... Bella, questa era bella, amico mio!!

[ToruFinalFantasy]

@EdwardEclipse awww..dear, i hope everything is okay :' ( ! *hugs tight*

[EdwardEclipse]

@ToruFinalFantasy I'm okay no worries... I just lost my best friend to Cancer, so its been a little rough. This video really helps

[ToruFinalFantasy]

@EdwardEclipse :( i am so sorry for your friend my dear...i can realte, during the editing of this video someone i care about died for cancer too, since i am not really good with words i am really happy that this can help you, even if a little ..*hugs tight*

[EdwardEclipse]

@ToruFinalFantasy And that's why you'll always be my favorite editor... You touch deep :) *hugs forever* thank you!

[SamsAHam]

Beautiful :,)

and makes me wanna cry

[ToruFinalFantasy]

@SamsAHam thank you for watching! :D <3

[flyfloyd33]

SO MANY FEELINGS

*sob*

Beautiful vid btw. :)

[ToruFinalFantasy]

@flyfloyd33 thank you <3 i am happy you like it! <3

[IsabellaSardiay]

uidsodifdsofsidhfswadsf i hate everything this is too beautiful and accurate to exist i'm crying why would you do this omfg emo tears of pain deSTIEL

[ToruFinalFantasy]

@IsabellaSardiay <3 thanks so much!!!

[46LCG]

Ohmy...this fits the entire Dean/Cass relationship so well..and I'm choking up. ***sniff***Lovely vid.

[ToruFinalFantasy]

@46LCG thank you :) <3

[Seekess]

Gah, this is so, so lovely. <3<3<3 But my heart tho.. *sobs* Dean really does profoundly miss Cas even if the show doesn't want to admit to that. And I just have to say that I love how you work in outside source footage. It's never so much that it takes me out of the vid but just accentuates what you're already working with. Fantastic work, girl. <3

[ToruFinalFantasy]

@Seekess thanks dear :D i was worried about the clips from other source, in the beginning were more, but during the editing I removed almost all of them and i was still worried...so thanks you for reassure me! :D I am sure that Dean feel the loss..even if..yeah, the show could do better about it..

[nikifinley1120]

This is so beautiful, I'm crying. Again. :3

[ToruFinalFantasy]

@nikifinley1120 thank you <3 T w T

[findmeharry2]

Score one for me - You have over 300 notes of likes and reblogs of this video on tumblr. :)

[ToruFinalFantasy]

@findmeharry2 i just seen it...and...omg..i am really shocked.o__o* i..i really can't believe it.... thank you for sharing it!! :' )

[cydonia0]

This is really beautiful. And sad. ;_;

[ToruFinalFantasy]

@cydonia0 thank you ; )

[ToruFinalFantasy]

@1foottall the song is "c'est la mort" from the civil wars

[lilliwinchester]

CAS IS COMING BACK FOR THE 17,18,19 EPISODE THIS SEASON! MY SISTER TOLD ME!

[ToruFinalFantasy]

@lilliwinchester i heart it too :D i can't wait, even if i have to admit i am a little scared too..^^;

[FooFighterkaSPN]

I need tissue... This video is great, awesome, amazing, heartbreaking, wonderful... And the song is beautiful and amazing too ! YOU are amazing ! Pefrect job!

[ToruFinalFantasy]

@FooFighterkaSPN thanks so much for the nice comment <3 ;'D

[Aniko0208]

OMG THIS IS SOOOOOOOOO BEAUTIFUL <333

[ToruFinalFantasy]

@Aniko0208 <3 thank you!

[constan1678]

WHY T_T T_T T_T Its so wonderful T_TT_TT_T

[ToruFinalFantasy]

@constan1678 *hugs* thank you!!! T w T

[rinoaandtifabackup]

like it, its very emotional very well done :')

[ToruFinalFantasy]

@rinoaandtifabackup really thansk dear :D

[CassielWinchester]

crying forever T_T why god?... why is this so incredibly lovely? tears are melting my face <3

[ToruFinalFantasy]

@CassielWinchester i am really happy you like it, thanks so much!!! <3 *hug*

[tamerbonomo]

It's so emotional I'm crying right now!

[theturbodymowoman]

so pretty! :) I like it.

[ToruFinalFantasy]

@theturbodymowoman thank you <3

[Gwenelan]

Quoto BatAlene sotto di me: your videos are always amazing! In questo il flow è stupendo, anche gli effetti (il bianco e nero all'inizio) e la fine è stupenda *-*! Bella anche la parte "heaven and hell", quando Dean pesca è una scena bellissima!

[ToruFinalFantasy]

@Gwenelan Lan :DDD poi ti spiego bene per mail!! XDDD sono contenta ti piaccia!! <3 <3 grazie perchè qui ho usato le clip nuove che mi hai mandato :DDD

[Akanechan87]

Eliiiii D: damn. Devo commissionarti un altro video felice, tutta questa tristezza mi sta rendendo miserabile XD Bellissimo video comunque, sei sempre bravissima <3 ILU

[ToruFinalFantasy]

@Akanechan87 ciccina :D si ti prego...ç__ç se hai consigli su canzoni mandamele quando vuoi...mi auto-deprimo mentre faccio questi video....ILY2 <3

[JackieKalli]

This vid is so good it HURTS.

[ToruFinalFantasy]

@JackieKalli aww...thanks so much <3

[LightNeverFades]

Awwww this is so beautiful!!! <3 TwT

[ToruFinalFantasy]

@LightNeverFades thanks Anna :D i am SO happy you like it!!! <3

[0007HWOARANG]

That was extremely beautiful!!

[ToruFinalFantasy]

@0007HWOARANG really thanks :') <3

[dreaming4ffr]

Im really sad @ the serie right now :( saw the latest episode just a minut ago orso

[ToruFinalFantasy]

@dreaming4ffr i am with you bb...it's really hard watching SPN now....everything hurts..when i made this, the episode 10 wasn't even aired..and we are was already sad about Cas...now Bobby too..T - T

[BatAlene]

OMG, this was so damn beautiful! And now I want to cry! Your videos are always amazing! Thank you for making them!

[ToruFinalFantasy]

@BatAlene aww..thank you so much :'D i am really happy you like my vids, thank YOU for watching them! <3

[gomika]

OMG FUCK YOU SO MUCH. FUCK YOU. ITS 4 AM AND I AM CRYING SO HARD ITS HARD TO BREATHE. WHY WOULD YOU DO THIS TO ME. WHAT HAVE I DONE TO YOU. WHAT. T_T

[cristinavillate]

OMG.. So beautiful!!! 

[ToruFinalFantasy]

@cristinavillate thanks so much!!! :'D

[DevilishNeko]

This is so gorgeous, and sort of haunting... Amazing.

[ToruFinalFantasy]

@DevilishNeko i am really happy you like it, thank you so much :D

[PredatoryVirus]

You're movies always make me cry. So beautiful. ;_;

[ToruFinalFantasy]

@PredatoryVirus awww, thank you!! *hugs*

[tamikasaine]

Amazing :D

[ToruFinalFantasy]

@tamikasaine thank you!! <3

[zuaniepapaya]

Now I'm getting emotional over Destiel again *gross sobbing*. The music goes so well with the vid, and it really brings out the yearning from Dean. Great job! Thank you for this video.

[ToruFinalFantasy]

@zuaniepapaya i am with you in this T - T! thank you so much for watching! :'D

[kissmrule]

i so love thsi video ito cool and sweet

[ToruFinalFantasy]

@kissmrule <3

[nerdishh]

You make the best Destiel videos I have ever seen. All of them. So heart-wrenchingly beautiful.

[ToruFinalFantasy]

@nerdishh Omg!!! Thank you so much, i am so happy you like my vids, i love yours too!!! T w T

[XxLenne87xX]

anche questo video bellissimo!!! ^-^

le scene usate bellissime e come sono state messe!!! ottimo lavoro!! ;)

[ToruFinalFantasy]

@XxLenne87xX Grazie Lenne :'D 

[findmeharry2]

This was really sad. It gave a new perspective in to how Dean feels. It made me smile at just how beautiful it was,

[ToruFinalFantasy]

@findmeharry2 thank you SO much :'D i am happy this gave to you a different perspective about Dean feeling...i thing he is seriously messed up now..and when i make this video the episode 10 wasn't even aired yet..ç__ç