I have bipolar the episode slowly gets worse for me starting from high confidence, lots of energy talking to every1,then thinking I'm god or jesus or the pope to then feeling like I'm possesed or my house is possesed I felt like the tv / music e.c.t was singing / talking to me I felt like god well untill I got dragged to the mental ward and pinned down and Injected it's hard to live with and put behind you.x I don't like talking about it it's embarassing x
I know manic rage-thats what I have happen during a spell. Its kinda like your high on speed or alot of caffeine. The manic rage I have can have dire consequences so I work real hard not to get to that dark place. Some people that dont know me personally think Im on drugs, but im not, its just my brain is imbalanced. Peace to all who suffer this.
This may be what you are talking about. BTW I'm not a wigger, you are a racist asshole and I'll pray for you. Thank you to any who try as hard as me to understand this disorder. It is no joke though it feels much better to look back and laugh than it does when the mania ends. What goes up must come down and well.... It hurts when you hit as hard as I did. I feel for anyone suffereing and will continue my research.
You know...some of these comments are pi_ _ing me off. If anyone else has Bipolar disorder, and I see there are some in here who do; they completely understand; as I do because I am Bipolar as well. I have been there and done that myself, only i was not happy, never am when I am manic. I become irritated and difficult to be around. Believe it or not, I OD when I am manic, so lay off this girl. Saraseibert, You hang in there sweetheart, okay. My heart is with ya, Julie
u did NOT offend ANYONE! I think everyone needs 2 get off ur back on the "wigger" crap! That is BS! They are just being as*sholes like a*sholes will normally do! I KNOW what ur going thru & Im sorry u gta deal w/ this..... if u ever want to tlk u can email me by responding back to this comment. Good luck w/ everything hun.
what is this wigger shit, and where is the manic part. i didn't any mania scream and getting violent... she should sit down and ask her self why she is feeling down or up, and what stress and environmental issues are effecting her mood to make it go up and down.
The mind is like a portal to the infinite, spiritual realm. The realm we only glimpse in dreams. Once you learn to shut off thoughts, it opens you up to a different realm, a blissful realm, where anything is possible. Meditation is one way to do it. It also means eliminating the ego, and becoming one with the Universe. Schizophrenics are tuned into this reality, as their minds have been altered to such an extent. I know, because I've been there, myself.
But the blissful part is conflicting with the darkness of emotional and mental instability in the case of the mentally ill. So even though a schizo is open to that realm, their instability creates an internal conflict. However, someone who is sane is able to achieve this blissful state without the negative baggage.
@rottentommy whats your problem!!! SHe's TRYING to share her story & 4 u 2 come on & say shes acting like a WIGGER!!!.... ur a dirt bag! Leave her alone!
KamaKinky - I think you are saying that we can't see she could do this for three days straight with no sleep, then go out in public in a short skirt without wearing underwear, then chop off all her hair and become bald and give herself freely to men she doesn't know, spend thousands and thousands of dollars on junk she already has or doesn't need or want and at the end of all this...perhaps 2 weeks, perhaps 2 months, maybe a year, she will collapse into the darkest, most debilitating depression.
@schizobipolarjoe I hope that's not a mix of schizo and bipolar cuz that's exactly how I lived in my earlier days, before medication. I've been diagnosed with bp1, borderline personality disorder and anxiety. God Bless.
@cigoehring78 it can be a mix of schizophrenia and bipolar.. I only say that because.that is what one of my ex's did.. just from what I saw I didn't see any rage there... rage is getting irratated and mad, to the point of violence./it look like this girl had a more minor mania. I can speak about schizophrenia and bipolar. I have both.
@cigoehring78 I have schizoaffective bipolar type. schizoaffective disorder. The diagnosis is made when the patient has features of both schizophrenia and a mood disorder but does not strictly meet diagnostic criteria for either illness alone.it's difficult to determine whether a patient has 2 separate illnesses (schizophrenia or a mood disorder), a combination of illnesses (schizophrenia and mood), or perhaps even a distinct and separate illness apart from schizophrenia or a mood disorder. :)
@KamaKinky Without knowing a person it is impossible to tell a manic episode from a video of this length. There are different levels of mania. Some BP sufferers fill there heads with unrealistic ideas and aspirations, while others mop the floor in the middle of the night. Some speak quickly, and some are sex craved. A manic episode is not always clearly visible to an unknown person. Perhaps you may be thinking of a psychotic episode which is common with suffers of psychosis and schizophrenia?
@smolians i know a girl that is sex craved all the time. Never does what she says she is going to do. always changing her mind. ALWAYS! confusing because she never misses a day of work thow.. its got me watching this stuff dont know whats going on in her head dont want to lose mine..
Wait a second. This looks SO much more normal than me on a typical "normal" day (and I think of myself as normal.) I'll take your word that you proceeded to get "worse" but this particular video is a waste of time if someone is trying to see what "abnormal" behavior looks like, or maybe it's me?
This is me at 3 in the morning, writing short stories until dawn, laughing and loving life. If I wasn't medicated I'd break the rules of gravity and shoot through the roof.=]
@eldribri1 I made this while I was Manic Britt, It was a few weeks befor I really lost it and chopped my hair off and ended up at the special House for 20 days. I am better now, back on my meds and doing ok other than I miss my kids soooooo badly and I can hardly stand it. I will make it through this though.
@saraseibert please, sara! what does it mean to chopp my hair off??? I just did it & after 18 years clean I have relapsed in alcohol, but the hair chopping came first. Need help, Sis... could you write a message to me PLEASE!!! Thanks! <3 Ö !!!
I have bipolar the episode slowly gets worse for me starting from high confidence, lots of energy talking to every1,then thinking I'm god or jesus or the pope to then feeling like I'm possesed or my house is possesed I felt like the tv / music e.c.t was singing / talking to me I felt like god well untill I got dragged to the mental ward and pinned down and Injected it's hard to live with and put behind you.x I don't like talking about it it's embarassing x
ndanglesey 23 hours ago
Awwwwwwwkwarrrrrrd! :O commented on the wrong video -_- phones these days :$
star2474 5 days ago
ROTFLLMFAOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOo!!!!! @ 1:27 tooo fucking hilarious!! :O =D :))
star2474 5 days ago
i know this probably aint the best time to say this but YOU ARE SO FUCKIN FINE!!!!!!!!!
bkl10225 2 weeks ago
I have manic rage-too
happyb1962 2 weeks ago
I know manic rage-thats what I have happen during a spell. Its kinda like your high on speed or alot of caffeine. The manic rage I have can have dire consequences so I work real hard not to get to that dark place. Some people that dont know me personally think Im on drugs, but im not, its just my brain is imbalanced. Peace to all who suffer this.
hotgluegunfun1 2 weeks ago
This may be what you are talking about. BTW I'm not a wigger, you are a racist asshole and I'll pray for you. Thank you to any who try as hard as me to understand this disorder. It is no joke though it feels much better to look back and laugh than it does when the mania ends. What goes up must come down and well.... It hurts when you hit as hard as I did. I feel for anyone suffereing and will continue my research.
saraseibert 3 weeks ago
You know...some of these comments are pi_ _ing me off. If anyone else has Bipolar disorder, and I see there are some in here who do; they completely understand; as I do because I am Bipolar as well. I have been there and done that myself, only i was not happy, never am when I am manic. I become irritated and difficult to be around. Believe it or not, I OD when I am manic, so lay off this girl. Saraseibert, You hang in there sweetheart, okay. My heart is with ya, Julie
Base2lovesBase1 3 weeks ago
I saw this video before, but now that I've seen it again it makes me laugh. It reminds me of myself.
aomimezura11 1 month ago
u did NOT offend ANYONE! I think everyone needs 2 get off ur back on the "wigger" crap! That is BS! They are just being as*sholes like a*sholes will normally do! I KNOW what ur going thru & Im sorry u gta deal w/ this..... if u ever want to tlk u can email me by responding back to this comment. Good luck w/ everything hun.
missyme82 1 month ago
You look like your having too much fun as a modern-day wigger. Where's your homegirls to tell you how to akrite gyrl fa sho...u kno da deal fo real.
TheAndr00e 1 month ago
what is this wigger shit, and where is the manic part. i didn't any mania scream and getting violent... she should sit down and ask her self why she is feeling down or up, and what stress and environmental issues are effecting her mood to make it go up and down.
schizobipolarjoe 1 month ago
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The mind is like a portal to the infinite, spiritual realm. The realm we only glimpse in dreams. Once you learn to shut off thoughts, it opens you up to a different realm, a blissful realm, where anything is possible. Meditation is one way to do it. It also means eliminating the ego, and becoming one with the Universe. Schizophrenics are tuned into this reality, as their minds have been altered to such an extent. I know, because I've been there, myself.
london2z 2 months ago
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But the blissful part is conflicting with the darkness of emotional and mental instability in the case of the mentally ill. So even though a schizo is open to that realm, their instability creates an internal conflict. However, someone who is sane is able to achieve this blissful state without the negative baggage.
london2z 2 months ago
Maybe you'd feel better if you quit listening to garbage. Try some Stevie Wonder and chill out.
justanotherbum007 2 months ago
shut up idiot.
ImMrCharles 2 months ago
wheres the rage....all i see is a wigger
rottentommy 2 months ago 2
@rottentommy whats your problem!!! SHe's TRYING to share her story & 4 u 2 come on & say shes acting like a WIGGER!!!.... ur a dirt bag! Leave her alone!
missyme82 1 month ago
KamaKinky - I think you are saying that we can't see she could do this for three days straight with no sleep, then go out in public in a short skirt without wearing underwear, then chop off all her hair and become bald and give herself freely to men she doesn't know, spend thousands and thousands of dollars on junk she already has or doesn't need or want and at the end of all this...perhaps 2 weeks, perhaps 2 months, maybe a year, she will collapse into the darkest, most debilitating depression.
cigoehring78 3 months ago 3
@cigoehring78 that's more a mix of schizophrenia and bipolar.
schizobipolarjoe 1 month ago
@schizobipolarjoe I hope that's not a mix of schizo and bipolar cuz that's exactly how I lived in my earlier days, before medication. I've been diagnosed with bp1, borderline personality disorder and anxiety. God Bless.
cigoehring78 1 month ago
@cigoehring78 it can be a mix of schizophrenia and bipolar.. I only say that because.that is what one of my ex's did.. just from what I saw I didn't see any rage there... rage is getting irratated and mad, to the point of violence./it look like this girl had a more minor mania. I can speak about schizophrenia and bipolar. I have both.
schizobipolarjoe 1 month ago
@cigoehring78 I have schizoaffective bipolar type. schizoaffective disorder. The diagnosis is made when the patient has features of both schizophrenia and a mood disorder but does not strictly meet diagnostic criteria for either illness alone.it's difficult to determine whether a patient has 2 separate illnesses (schizophrenia or a mood disorder), a combination of illnesses (schizophrenia and mood), or perhaps even a distinct and separate illness apart from schizophrenia or a mood disorder. :)
schizobipolarjoe 1 month ago
@cigoehring78 that is exactly what I was saying! Good 4 u 2 say so! Thank u!
missyme82 1 month ago
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cigoehring78 3 months ago
@KamaKinky Without knowing a person it is impossible to tell a manic episode from a video of this length. There are different levels of mania. Some BP sufferers fill there heads with unrealistic ideas and aspirations, while others mop the floor in the middle of the night. Some speak quickly, and some are sex craved. A manic episode is not always clearly visible to an unknown person. Perhaps you may be thinking of a psychotic episode which is common with suffers of psychosis and schizophrenia?
smolians 4 months ago
@smolians i know a girl that is sex craved all the time. Never does what she says she is going to do. always changing her mind. ALWAYS! confusing because she never misses a day of work thow.. its got me watching this stuff dont know whats going on in her head dont want to lose mine..
thallious9876 3 months ago
My brother is bipolar and it's disrupting my entire family. is there any way I could email you I need help
Cjbona14 4 months ago
Wait a second. This looks SO much more normal than me on a typical "normal" day (and I think of myself as normal.) I'll take your word that you proceeded to get "worse" but this particular video is a waste of time if someone is trying to see what "abnormal" behavior looks like, or maybe it's me?
KamaKinky 5 months ago
the bi's got ya hun
sukiesoya 5 months ago
This is me at 3 in the morning, writing short stories until dawn, laughing and loving life. If I wasn't medicated I'd break the rules of gravity and shoot through the roof.=]
Can yuh dig it?
I knewwww you could!
Subatomic1000 10 months ago
you have long hair still
eldribri1 1 year ago
@eldribri1 I made this while I was Manic Britt, It was a few weeks befor I really lost it and chopped my hair off and ended up at the special House for 20 days. I am better now, back on my meds and doing ok other than I miss my kids soooooo badly and I can hardly stand it. I will make it through this though.
saraseibert 1 year ago 7
@saraseibert please, sara! what does it mean to chopp my hair off??? I just did it & after 18 years clean I have relapsed in alcohol, but the hair chopping came first. Need help, Sis... could you write a message to me PLEASE!!! Thanks! <3 Ö !!!
icabreracederwall 8 months ago