The main thing to come away from this video is a lesson to get/stay in touch with yourself and your emotions. why I talk to so many people all the time and the basis of the conversation is so shallow that it's difficult to really get to know people. like "hey, how are you" the typical response is "oh, I'm good..how are you? .. Good" so many people play it safe; so afraid of rejection or denial. What the fuck ever happened to honesty. R.I.P Kurt, for keepin it real
I know that this is not on topic perfectly. What album and when did nirvana put out Half the man I used to be? I am aware of the STP chorus on the song creep, but I know I have heard Kurt sing this shit, and the song was definitely solid quality. There seems to be a huge discrepancy online over this, and I can not find the answer anywhere.
@OneLoveSmile The song is actually called "Creep" and Nirvana never covered it, ever. The versions mislabelled as a Nirvana song are just the Stone Temple Pilots track from their album Core.
@OneLoveSmile I'm going to second what grungegopher told you here - neither Kurt nor Nirvana ever had anything to do with that song, ever. The confusion stems from the fact that STP recorded 2 different vocal versions of their song Creep - one for the album, and one for the single - and for whatever reason some people seem to think that 1 of those versions sounds like Cobain singing. But it isn't. Weiland sang both versions, and Robert De Leo wrote it. Hope this helps...
@SweetLilNibs his point was he wasnt unhappy. People that dont know or trully simpothiz reallly dont understand they think there has to be drugs causing it or one of the same old stereo types used by for lack of a much better term 'normal' people to keep them feeling like just that 'normal' unconciously not directly of coarse. Wat they're not realizing that there was nothing wrong in the first place, your justification of wat is normal is where you fail to realize theres no such THING.
Rest easy Kurt. People that don't have "it" can't understand. Something in the brain that comes before the drugs. After a while you can see it in even the youngest people. Not sure what "it" is but I've lost friends and acquaintances to it over the years. I have it.
I am listnening to this recovering from my heroin addiction and it sucks i will have these scars on my arms for the rest of my life, i grew up listening to nirvana and nothing they said did anthing to my self persona, i eaven made a music video for them, its lost a gone now but, i know what it's like to be a heroin addict and everyone DEPENDING on U its just something you have to and i hope you dont experience yourself.
i always knew that kurt was intelligent, but i was surprised at how insightful he is in this interview. it's rly sad that his brightness and positivity never got a chance to fully manifest itself
Lets not read into why he ended things too far.... the bottom line is that he was going through a tough time in his life, just like lots of mid to late 20's guys do. What made it unbearable was the fact that he was addicted to opiates. Having been there myself, i can tell you that when people around you do not come to terms with your addiction, and , especially, when you are forced to stop, you get severely depressed. Its too bad he couldnt have hung in there for a few more years
Dude I know what he's saying! People ask me what's wrong, I'm tired, or I'm apathetic. I can't say I hate people, I hate stupidity. I don't drugs, never thought about it.
@profaneoneohone people grow tolerances to drugs... i thought the same thing at one time.. but it's all fucked up and confusing, almost like a conspiracy
Stop trying to blame others for Kurt's death. He suffered from a bipolar disorder...to all of you who have never been close to someone with this condition, I'll just tell you that if you don't get treatment for it, you'll probably end up killing yourself.
incredible. some days i think im alone in the world. when i hear people like this, that stops just for a moment. im not on drugs or anything like that. thats not it. what IS it, is his deep, SENSE of things, that he could feel beyond feeling and beyond sight, its something rare, its something that comes with symptoms, its never found by itself in people who have it....
When I was 13 years old, I acquired a stomach condition after a trauma. Never got better. I am 20 now, still relatively drug free but my stomach pain is still there. I remember reading the book "Come As You Are" by Michael Azzerad and in my post-trauma, thinking "Holy shit, Kurt had the same thing happen to him when he was 7 - with the stomach pain too". I have a '67 Mustang in the corner of my room that my dad gave me... I have been playing since age 12, is all this a calling?
nauseating. not in what's said so much but what u all wallow in this , because he's famous or because u r all sad suburban people with the balls to free yourselves from that world. u r all sheep looking for a vehicle preferably a famous one u can all look up to and share with others to value negatively and positively. stop being sheep and be yourselves! stop valuing others and value yourself. or be a sheep forever and if so shut up and get a corporate job already.
@Stinky95030 You're psycho. First off why are you even on here? One up fans of a musician? Just let them have their fun. Atleast it's not religion. I see where you're comming from which makes ME nauseated. Douche
i dont know you but i sure can tell you were the only genuine guy amongst hypocrites.......nothin wrong with you,you were sensible enough not to be a pretender or fake.........
The title for Lacrymosa came from Kurt Cobain's friends The Melvins song Lacrimosa released on their 1996 Stag album. The lyrics for the song performed by Evanescence had already been written by me before 1994 when we lost Kurt.
OMG - WHERE DID YOU GET THIS SERENE BACKGROUND MUSIC?? PLEASE TELL ME! :) IT'S SO CALMING. I'M A HUGE FAN, AND REALLY MAKES ME LISTEN TO WHAT HE IS SAYIG - sad
I'm going through quite a rough time emotionally/mentally and I am finding comfort in knowing Kurt shared alot of the same problems (even the stomach pains). Thanks, Kurt and Nirvana, for keeping me going. I don't care what people say about them, or how they "sold out" (I got into an argument with a friend yesterday about that), there is nothing insincere about Kurt.
@rwarxrachel Same. And people label me as a nervous wreck and a downer even when I'm in a good mood, so I need to really fake it that I'm happy all the time. I understand what that's like...
@rwarxrachel me too :/ i had to start acting like a nutcase so that no one would think i was a nutcase. when you're quiet, lost in thought, introspecting, actually thinking about life, the self, feeling the world, feeling whats inside, exploring your thoughts and your dreams, people just cant understand that it could be good or bad or neither.
i don't enjoy nirvana, never have, maybe will some day. but recently i've been reading Kurts bio and personally this guy could be my twin. one of the quotes i liked; "The subject seems to sing that he has found his “nirvana” and is in a contented state in a place where all needs are met and there are no outside worries. But to any outside observer, the subject has simply gone insane in a filthy, one room prison"
Kurt should have relized he was famous had lots of money n could have any girl he wanted theres people that are worse off just wondering if he didnt last long jus a few years being a famous rock star with tons of $ i wonder if you would take almost all his $ when he was alive N out of nowhere he would have developed really severe acne(look up pics of this type of acne here on youtube) i wonder how many days he would have lived before he blew his brains out N yet others live like that everyday
@MrYayo87 dont persecute him for trying to improve his self confidence.. And btw im sure fixing up your acne doesnt nearly cost as much as a lambourghini or a luxury house in tuscany but did kurt have those things? no .. do most other rockstars? yes
@MrYayo87 He definitely could NOT have any girl he wanted, girls don't want whiny heroin addicts, or people who need counciling really bad, that don't have their shit together as a boy friend, but you probably aren't going to understand what I'm saying. Sure chicks find him attractive, but when it comes down to it, he probably made a shitty friend. I'm 31, I grew up listening to this in middle school and high school, it was my favorite band for like 10 years.
Damn..I'm sad all the time too. I think of killing myself almost everyday. I haven't been happy for 11 years..everyday you try to be happy but you can't help the way you fucking feel.
It wasn't Courtney or the music industry that killed him. He was just a lost soul who wasn't long for this world. He suffered from depression and stomach ailments, as well as an unhappy childhood after his parents divorced. There was no peace in this life for him. Some people are just terminally unhappy.
@SweetLilNibs He was addicted to heroin . I was addicted to opiates for yrs . But I had wonderful parents , a great upbringing , no health problems at all . But I wanted to be dead , I just didnt have nerve enough to kill myself . Addiction will bring anyone to the bottom . Anyone who hasnt been through it has no clue what addiction is like . Unless you have bben an addict you cannot understand what addiction feels like .
@SweetLilNibs He was also bipolar if you want to get down to it. I can't stand his music, but I like the man. I'm also bipolar and I know how it feels. Everyone else around you seems so alien in the sense that they are not tormented by what you are, but they know the same feelings and have them as well, but it is different for you being bipolar. Happy people come from broken homes, and miserable people come from perfect homes. His moods don't seem environmental, they seem clinical
@SweetLilNibs your exactly right....even in his suicide note he refers to her as a goddess, she didnt cause his death he just lost his passion for life in general
@SweetLilNibs No its the drugs... Please show me an interview where he is wearing a short sleeve shirt. He was a hard core heroin addict and thats why his stomach hurt all the time. The pain becomes more acute and they have trouble coping without the drugs. The depression comes with the drug use and the feeling of helplessness. Shit I mean "Heart Shaped Box" was giant field of poppy plates. It was always on his mind and Im sure he hated it. He was killing himself thats the sad thing.
@Killerdoctor27 The reason he became so addicted to heroin is actually because it was the only thing that made his stomach not hurt. It didn't cause the pain, it took the pain away for him. Unfortunately, it caused a lot of other pain in other areas of his life.
@SweetLilNibs Amen to that, nothing or no one could have saved him. He hated his fame but at the same time he wanted it and wanted not to be forgotten. Death immortalized him.
@sandybeaches15 I HOPE you're only joking about the 'selling your soul' bit(?) Kurt Cobain - as sweet, intelligent, and sensitive as the man could be - was such a damaged and fucked-up person on the inside, and often on the outside as well. A great artist, sure, but definitely not role model material.
Its crazy to think that when I was 13 or 14 and my lil bro was 2 or 3 and one our favorite songs to blast and head bang to was sliver I had no idea then how much they would influence people today. We still love thats song.
@GanjaEclectus yea I agree, but the lie that weed is bad extends to the truth that other drugs can be bad too. He just thought opiates were harmless and then got hooked bad. I'm not saying this is what happened, but he was a good guy. Kurt is really missed.
The smiling thing.. i always get it.. leave me the fuck alone i dont have to smile all the fucking time when im happy do i? Jeeez. Next time instead of smiling.. im gonna tell them exactly that :) Sound Kurt!
God this Guy rox!! he really makes u feel Betta bout ur emotions, nt tat I use drgs or shit + he was an absolute gem!! Their will Neva be another Kurt! RIP!
I love to here real insights to the real kurt, on real human terms.multifacited,and comlicated,funny and serious.And to speak so candidly about his drug use!
I relate 100% 2 the 1st half of that interview-It's what all my friends say about me..Im in a great mood,yet still manage 2 look like im ready 2 kill-I don't get it, even though I try...And it's NOT a "teenage thing"-Im 29 ffs!
Ive also had 2 battle drugs 4 most of my life...
Just because he was a drug user & pissed off alot, does NOT mean he killed himself! Just because the ingredients for suicide were there,does not mean that someone couldn’t have noticed and used them against him.>>>>
I absolutely realize how powerful it was. But when someone is physically dependent to opioids, they need up to 30 times the dose deadly to a "normal" person. There are people who need 1000mg diacetylmorphine a day, or 1500mg oxycodone a day. Considering that 40-80mg oxycodone can kill an average person, 1500mg oxycodone would totally be considered a deadly dose. That's why I think that Cobain wasn't killed by his heroin injection.
I just know he was murdered, in a way that's what makes it so fucking hard to accept. We could have had tons more Kurt years, even if he wasn't in Nirvana. It makes me feel sick to think of Kurt getting hurt by someone he cared for and trusted but I just think that's how it went down that day and I hope whoever did it gets what they have coming.
@AllTheCoolKidsHateMe he killed himself. you people need to get out of denial. he talked about it all the time. he had stomace pains he was depressed and he lost passion for his music. he used drugs to ease the pain.
@bluesmiles77 Actually, that's a myth. He didn't talk about it all the time. I'm guessing you read Heavier Than Heaven and took it as the gospel, when it was mostly Courtney-approved garbage.
@AllTheCoolKidsHateMe Dude, kurts gone, he was a manically depressed drug addict, I fucking hate he's gone too, but he killed himself man, we have to accept that.
I was in a very similar place as Kurt, I too was doing heroin and other drugs and was so lost and confused, I too was suicidal,had no self worth. I understand how he felt but I worked hard and it took a long time.
I'm 32 and I am getting better.
Kurt ran out of time.
He needed someone to steer him in the right direction and I think he would be a lot better off for it today.
Krist wasn't even around Kurt much the last months. Krist's statements were based on what he heard in the media. He was fooled like a lot of other people. There is more evidence of murder than suicide.
@profaneoneohone I know its really sad because they were like brothers and if anyone needs to know the truth, it's Krist. He's known Kurt even before Nirvana.
Glad to know I'm not alone /x , I love Kurt Cobain , your what it's all about . I wonder if there's really a person out there that smiles 24/7 . . . . . ?
Everything he just said I have been feeling the exact way and have the exact things happen to me for my entire teenage years, it's comforting and scary at the same time because I feel like I'm just heading down a path that I can't control anymore.
People think I look mad all the time too, just because I'm not smiling like, 24/7. And I'm like, well, I'm happy, there's just no reason for me to be smiling all the freaking time! (I know, this sounds redundant).
I know what it's like to be type cast as your diagnoses from your therapist. Then, we let it define us and get deeper in it. Get out now! Fuck what everyone else sees! We are the controller of our own minds!
I know what it's like to be type cast as your diagnoses from your therapist. We start to feel like that defines us and everyone else sees us that way. Then we get deeper in it. Get out now. Fuck what everyone else sees! You are the controller of your own mind!<3
I love seeing all the comments like, wow I'm just like that! He understands me! Thats why we're Kurt fans. Cause we saw/see his genius. He was so good at connecting with people in different ways, and thats why I think he's a hero.
Oh my gosh.. that's the EXACT thing that happens to me. people are always like whats wrong? are you sad? are you ok? why don't you smile? one time I cracked and I was like THIS IS JUST MY FACE!!!! OK?!?!?
Kurt didnt commit suicide people. Im not a concpiracy theorist but its true. Research it. He had 3 times the lethal dose of heroin in his body when they found him. You cant shoot yourself after taking that much heroin. There was also no finger prints on the shotgun. He shot himself and then whiped the shotgun clean?? Just had to share....
@RitzDaCracker1 thats why i trip out why didnt the police further investigate that. a "suicide" weapon with no fingerprints isnt a suicide weapon its a murder weapon. courtney did it and if she didnt do it she paid someone to do it.
I get so sick of reading comments about how much of an "emotional wreck" Kurt was, some people need to stop trying to dissect everything this guy says, and trying to analyze what kind of person he was. Chances are you never even met him, so shut the fuck up and just enjoy his music.
if it was suicide, i just wish that kurt had waited just three years to do it, so that i would be able to proudly say that i was alive at the same time as Kurt was.
damn you kurt!! you and i have the same personality!!! you died when i was 3. ever since you left, this media is even more bullshit than ever b4. Now they wont even give unique rock n roll bands these days a chance anymore... at least they arent taking advantage of your inspiration, like they did you.. RIP brotha from anotha motha =)
you dont have to be depressed to kill yourself, it can be a split second decision to just escape a situation which is overwhelming you , i hate how people automatically presume that the person was depressed or unhappy for a long time.
@TheHiddenAnswer: Maybe so, but no one can pick up a gun with a 3 times lethal dose of heroin in their system, no one. That makes his mental state irrelevant.
He should've got off the drugs, studied philosophy, gone to therapy, and taken up physical activity. He was a good dude at heart - just confused and trying to understand the world.
@LAballin24 "He should've got off the drugs, studied philosophy, gone to therapy, and taken up physical activity. "
I know you definitely mean well, but that comment sounds like an "easy do-it-yourself guide to getting off drugs and fixing your life!" I'm sure he definitely wanted to just get off the drugs. Otherwise I agree with the rest of your comment.
@LAballin24 fuck psychaitrist they are the ones who prescribed him drugs in the first place..die psychiatrists! taking a life on an artist is not a joke
@LAballin24 His undiagnosed stomach ailment really pushed him to drugs... Yeah, he should have gotten clean, taken up some yoga exercises, physical exercises and gone out more.
@fossilbox1991 Well, most of the "bad" things he did were probably a result of mental illness and drug addiction. I don't know why people have a hard time understanding that.
@CODisthebombdiggity fuck that-the word is SCARED...people can't handle what they don't get, so there's compulsive discrimination-this is a guy that I personally believe had a solid grip on truth...just too fuckin young, or something, to handle the power of it all...nonetheless, he had power, and reflected the times well. If there is ANYTHING I wish...is that he woulda just rode it out, whatever that overwhelming monster was...then again, mayb Cuntney killed him.....
I dont get why people are always saying shit about Kurt being an evil person and a satanist, just because he didnt live a healthy live style and did stuff like through himself into expensive equipment. I mean just listen to this fucking interview, hes not happy about the fact he did drugs, he hates homophobes, rapists, killers, sexists etc, hes an incredibly emotional person, in what way is this fucking satanic?
No reason to beat the shit out of anyone or get pissed or depressed about another person. People are people. No matter what. If you cannot accept and love them for that, you should off yourself. Because that means you have no apathy. Or very little. If people would stop judging and start understanding, the world would be a better place. And Kurt Cobain would still be with us making great music which would improve the world as well.
I love this guy soooo freakin' much, words can't even describe it, just everything he says I can relate to in some way. Rest in peace Kurt :'( xxxx
XxiluvuMJ4evaxX 1 day ago
The main thing to come away from this video is a lesson to get/stay in touch with yourself and your emotions. why I talk to so many people all the time and the basis of the conversation is so shallow that it's difficult to really get to know people. like "hey, how are you" the typical response is "oh, I'm good..how are you? .. Good" so many people play it safe; so afraid of rejection or denial. What the fuck ever happened to honesty. R.I.P Kurt, for keepin it real
bluefire199 1 week ago
I know that this is not on topic perfectly. What album and when did nirvana put out Half the man I used to be? I am aware of the STP chorus on the song creep, but I know I have heard Kurt sing this shit, and the song was definitely solid quality. There seems to be a huge discrepancy online over this, and I can not find the answer anywhere.
OneLoveSmile 2 weeks ago
@OneLoveSmile The song is actually called "Creep" and Nirvana never covered it, ever. The versions mislabelled as a Nirvana song are just the Stone Temple Pilots track from their album Core.
grungegopher 2 weeks ago 3
@OneLoveSmile I'm going to second what grungegopher told you here - neither Kurt nor Nirvana ever had anything to do with that song, ever. The confusion stems from the fact that STP recorded 2 different vocal versions of their song Creep - one for the album, and one for the single - and for whatever reason some people seem to think that 1 of those versions sounds like Cobain singing. But it isn't. Weiland sang both versions, and Robert De Leo wrote it. Hope this helps...
TestMeatDollSteak 2 weeks ago
thats why i did drugs too.
MrBiggestwilly 3 weeks ago 3
shave my eyebrows HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!
TheFaggies 3 weeks ago
@SweetLilNibs his point was he wasnt unhappy. People that dont know or trully simpothiz reallly dont understand they think there has to be drugs causing it or one of the same old stereo types used by for lack of a much better term 'normal' people to keep them feeling like just that 'normal' unconciously not directly of coarse. Wat they're not realizing that there was nothing wrong in the first place, your justification of wat is normal is where you fail to realize theres no such THING.
Libagrizz 4 weeks ago
Rest easy Kurt. People that don't have "it" can't understand. Something in the brain that comes before the drugs. After a while you can see it in even the youngest people. Not sure what "it" is but I've lost friends and acquaintances to it over the years. I have it.
drewbehr 1 month ago
@drewbehr I have it. In my brain.
abbeyisms1 1 week ago
he's in a better place now, he was too good for this world
MoParbeast65 1 month ago
Kurt Is a Legend
BouncingBallers321 1 month ago 6
wow, probably the most insightful interview ive heard with him.
AlSemz 1 month ago
i use opiates as a tool for pain too kurt... the pain of life.
fukcyou69 1 month ago in playlist Music
I am listnening to this recovering from my heroin addiction and it sucks i will have these scars on my arms for the rest of my life, i grew up listening to nirvana and nothing they said did anthing to my self persona, i eaven made a music video for them, its lost a gone now but, i know what it's like to be a heroin addict and everyone DEPENDING on U its just something you have to and i hope you dont experience yourself.
MrCRPaj 1 month ago
i always knew that kurt was intelligent, but i was surprised at how insightful he is in this interview. it's rly sad that his brightness and positivity never got a chance to fully manifest itself
kristina1097 1 month ago
i think one of my fave parts is 1:10 to 1:14
kristina1097 1 month ago
Lets not read into why he ended things too far.... the bottom line is that he was going through a tough time in his life, just like lots of mid to late 20's guys do. What made it unbearable was the fact that he was addicted to opiates. Having been there myself, i can tell you that when people around you do not come to terms with your addiction, and , especially, when you are forced to stop, you get severely depressed. Its too bad he couldnt have hung in there for a few more years
ct1762 1 month ago
He didn't seem mentally ill to me. Just highly sensitive.
profaneoneohone 1 month ago
I wonder how he would have been if he just smoked weed, never did opiates.
BeAsTm0aD 1 month ago
kurt you took the words ,right out of my mind , i share your pain , see you soon
metalheadache1972 1 month ago
Dude I know what he's saying! People ask me what's wrong, I'm tired, or I'm apathetic. I can't say I hate people, I hate stupidity. I don't drugs, never thought about it.
XxChickenFried 1 month ago
people ask why im sad a lot to, i don't know why either, but it does get annoying
guitarist8994 1 month ago
Kurt was not bipolar. And even if he had been depressed there's no way he could have lifted the gun with that much heroin in him.
profaneoneohone 2 months ago
@profaneoneohone people grow tolerances to drugs... i thought the same thing at one time.. but it's all fucked up and confusing, almost like a conspiracy
madmen269 2 months ago
Bless his heart <3
girlwithdirtyshirt 2 months ago
stomach ailments = heroin withdrawal
goodfella88 2 months ago
Stop trying to blame others for Kurt's death. He suffered from a bipolar disorder...to all of you who have never been close to someone with this condition, I'll just tell you that if you don't get treatment for it, you'll probably end up killing yourself.
blanchirico 2 months ago
simply .. fight your own path ..
franklee2579 2 months ago
He doesn't sound depressed to me. He was just super sensitive.
bringmethenewhorizon 2 months ago
incredible. some days i think im alone in the world. when i hear people like this, that stops just for a moment. im not on drugs or anything like that. thats not it. what IS it, is his deep, SENSE of things, that he could feel beyond feeling and beyond sight, its something rare, its something that comes with symptoms, its never found by itself in people who have it....
MartyredxMaiden 2 months ago in playlist More videos from grungegopher 2
@MartyredxMaiden i really like what you've said.
2004dale 2 months ago
When I was 13 years old, I acquired a stomach condition after a trauma. Never got better. I am 20 now, still relatively drug free but my stomach pain is still there. I remember reading the book "Come As You Are" by Michael Azzerad and in my post-trauma, thinking "Holy shit, Kurt had the same thing happen to him when he was 7 - with the stomach pain too". I have a '67 Mustang in the corner of my room that my dad gave me... I have been playing since age 12, is all this a calling?
thespecter2 2 months ago
@thespecter2 no
looshkin66 2 months ago 3
nauseating. not in what's said so much but what u all wallow in this , because he's famous or because u r all sad suburban people with the balls to free yourselves from that world. u r all sheep looking for a vehicle preferably a famous one u can all look up to and share with others to value negatively and positively. stop being sheep and be yourselves! stop valuing others and value yourself. or be a sheep forever and if so shut up and get a corporate job already.
Stinky95030 2 months ago
@Stinky95030 You're psycho. First off why are you even on here? One up fans of a musician? Just let them have their fun. Atleast it's not religion. I see where you're comming from which makes ME nauseated. Douche
mrpbody23 2 months ago
@Stinky95030 i think i love u.
elainelenore 2 months ago
@Stinky95030 I actually came here to watch a video about Kurt...but thanks for calling me a sheep thats cool too
Torontoraptures 2 months ago
i dont know you but i sure can tell you were the only genuine guy amongst hypocrites.......nothin wrong with you,you were sensible enough not to be a pretender or fake.........
utkt91 2 months ago
It's almost as if he's sitting in front of you because of the tenses he's talking in.
RaDIAtioNPlayGrOuND 2 months ago
People are also constantly accusing me of being in a bad mood. Irritating to say the least.
robbiemo10 2 months ago 2
The title for Lacrymosa came from Kurt Cobain's friends The Melvins song Lacrimosa released on their 1996 Stag album. The lyrics for the song performed by Evanescence had already been written by me before 1994 when we lost Kurt.
Boddahism 2 months ago
Oh, ok, its a documentary. I'm going to watch it!
Wait, so what track is this particular background music from on the 'About a Son' soundtrack?
MyBad116 3 months ago
this is from 'about a son'
wigglethemiddle1 3 months ago
OMG - WHERE DID YOU GET THIS SERENE BACKGROUND MUSIC?? PLEASE TELL ME! :) IT'S SO CALMING. I'M A HUGE FAN, AND REALLY MAKES ME LISTEN TO WHAT HE IS SAYIG - sad
MyBad116 3 months ago
@MyBad116 I think it's a clip from 'About A Son'
DubT3ch 3 months ago
@DubT3ch
Thanks :D, but what is 'About a Son.' Is it a movie or something?
MyBad116 3 months ago
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MetalTurkishRock 3 months ago
I'm going through quite a rough time emotionally/mentally and I am finding comfort in knowing Kurt shared alot of the same problems (even the stomach pains). Thanks, Kurt and Nirvana, for keeping me going. I don't care what people say about them, or how they "sold out" (I got into an argument with a friend yesterday about that), there is nothing insincere about Kurt.
Skankwire 3 months ago 5
People ask me what the matter is ALL THE TIME! i hate it!
rwarxrachel 3 months ago 45
@rwarxrachel Same. And people label me as a nervous wreck and a downer even when I'm in a good mood, so I need to really fake it that I'm happy all the time. I understand what that's like...
Skankwire 3 months ago
@rwarxrachel me too :/ i had to start acting like a nutcase so that no one would think i was a nutcase. when you're quiet, lost in thought, introspecting, actually thinking about life, the self, feeling the world, feeling whats inside, exploring your thoughts and your dreams, people just cant understand that it could be good or bad or neither.
MartyredxMaiden 2 months ago in playlist More videos from grungegopher
i don't enjoy nirvana, never have, maybe will some day. but recently i've been reading Kurts bio and personally this guy could be my twin. one of the quotes i liked; "The subject seems to sing that he has found his “nirvana” and is in a contented state in a place where all needs are met and there are no outside worries. But to any outside observer, the subject has simply gone insane in a filthy, one room prison"
smokedeganja 3 months ago
whats the music in the background?
IsThisAbel 3 months ago
r.i.p. kurt. </3
XRipRachelsHeartOutX 3 months ago 2
Kurt should have relized he was famous had lots of money n could have any girl he wanted theres people that are worse off just wondering if he didnt last long jus a few years being a famous rock star with tons of $ i wonder if you would take almost all his $ when he was alive N out of nowhere he would have developed really severe acne(look up pics of this type of acne here on youtube) i wonder how many days he would have lived before he blew his brains out N yet others live like that everyday
MrYayo87 3 months ago
@MrYayo87 dont persecute him for trying to improve his self confidence.. And btw im sure fixing up your acne doesnt nearly cost as much as a lambourghini or a luxury house in tuscany but did kurt have those things? no .. do most other rockstars? yes
Distortation 3 months ago
@MrYayo87 He definitely could NOT have any girl he wanted, girls don't want whiny heroin addicts, or people who need counciling really bad, that don't have their shit together as a boy friend, but you probably aren't going to understand what I'm saying. Sure chicks find him attractive, but when it comes down to it, he probably made a shitty friend. I'm 31, I grew up listening to this in middle school and high school, it was my favorite band for like 10 years.
kushasaures 3 months ago
@MrYayo87 He couldn't get any girl he wanted, anyway not all people just want money and chicks out of life believe it or not.
smileformenow82 3 months ago 4
Damn..I'm sad all the time too. I think of killing myself almost everyday. I haven't been happy for 11 years..everyday you try to be happy but you can't help the way you fucking feel.
Domo4eva 3 months ago
He wasn't depressed. That's something Courtney started. No one else says that.
ifuckinghateglee 3 months ago
It wasn't Courtney or the music industry that killed him. He was just a lost soul who wasn't long for this world. He suffered from depression and stomach ailments, as well as an unhappy childhood after his parents divorced. There was no peace in this life for him. Some people are just terminally unhappy.
SweetLilNibs 4 months ago 63
@SweetLilNibs He was addicted to heroin . I was addicted to opiates for yrs . But I had wonderful parents , a great upbringing , no health problems at all . But I wanted to be dead , I just didnt have nerve enough to kill myself . Addiction will bring anyone to the bottom . Anyone who hasnt been through it has no clue what addiction is like . Unless you have bben an addict you cannot understand what addiction feels like .
RisingSon011 2 months ago
@SweetLilNibs no... it was courtney..
88Lyndsie 2 months ago
@SweetLilNibs He was also bipolar if you want to get down to it. I can't stand his music, but I like the man. I'm also bipolar and I know how it feels. Everyone else around you seems so alien in the sense that they are not tormented by what you are, but they know the same feelings and have them as well, but it is different for you being bipolar. Happy people come from broken homes, and miserable people come from perfect homes. His moods don't seem environmental, they seem clinical
mdragoonx 1 month ago
@SweetLilNibs Thanks, so every clinically depressed person I know is doomed...
kjuyhfklujhkuyf 1 month ago
@SweetLilNibs your exactly right....even in his suicide note he refers to her as a goddess, she didnt cause his death he just lost his passion for life in general
rph159 1 month ago
@SweetLilNibs No its the drugs... Please show me an interview where he is wearing a short sleeve shirt. He was a hard core heroin addict and thats why his stomach hurt all the time. The pain becomes more acute and they have trouble coping without the drugs. The depression comes with the drug use and the feeling of helplessness. Shit I mean "Heart Shaped Box" was giant field of poppy plates. It was always on his mind and Im sure he hated it. He was killing himself thats the sad thing.
Killerdoctor27 1 month ago
@Killerdoctor27 Right on man well said.
dnb47 1 month ago
@Killerdoctor27 The reason he became so addicted to heroin is actually because it was the only thing that made his stomach not hurt. It didn't cause the pain, it took the pain away for him. Unfortunately, it caused a lot of other pain in other areas of his life.
crazydreams89 3 weeks ago
@Killerdoctor27 He had the stomach ailment for long time before he used heroin. It was the only thing that helped the pain
westr5000 2 weeks ago
@SweetLilNibs Amen to that, nothing or no one could have saved him. He hated his fame but at the same time he wanted it and wanted not to be forgotten. Death immortalized him.
polletkevin 2 weeks ago
God I would sell my soul to have known Kurt Cobain.
sandybeaches15 4 months ago
@sandybeaches15 I'm with you.
fattyssoulmate 3 months ago
@sandybeaches15 I HOPE you're only joking about the 'selling your soul' bit(?) Kurt Cobain - as sweet, intelligent, and sensitive as the man could be - was such a damaged and fucked-up person on the inside, and often on the outside as well. A great artist, sure, but definitely not role model material.
LantaGem 1 month ago
I understand your married to Courtney Love and your a Pisces ! lol
Sexsess 4 months ago
Kirt is my idol as a singer/songwrighter and guitar player....everyone pretends you are still alive
Knoxvill25 4 months ago
"I used it as a pain medication to get rid of the pain" this is so sad...
FooFightinFlowers 4 months ago
What song is playing in the background at the end?
Prefusion85 4 months ago
ooh so sweet!
SoDamnBionic 4 months ago
2:00 Dave Grohl looks like Billie Joe Armstrong from the late 80's - beginning 90's.
Sparks217 4 months ago
He had no clue what an impact he had on music.
"They built you a temple and locked you away
Aw, but they never told you the price that you pay
For things that you might have done
Only the good die young."
ParamoreOwlCity 4 months ago 2
What was the title of this movie?
FlickOfTheSwitch83 4 months ago
@FlickOfTheSwitch83 About a Son
donwantstobesedated 4 months ago
Its crazy to think that when I was 13 or 14 and my lil bro was 2 or 3 and one our favorite songs to blast and head bang to was sliver I had no idea then how much they would influence people today. We still love thats song.
CharlieBuck37 4 months ago 2
:( thats sad. poor kurt. we love you :D
ratshitski 4 months ago 3
Why am I so much like him?...
rokr135 4 months ago
what is this from? this is the most honestand coherent ive ever heard him
MissDeeCole 4 months ago
@MissDeeCole the movie about a son its a couple years since its release
markdurocher100 4 months ago
awesome
iwpreyg1001 4 months ago
Man, if Kurt was alive I think we would be very close honestly. our thoughts are the same and it's just so unreal..
rejects96 4 months ago in playlist Nirvana/Kurt Cobain Interviews
He should have just sticked to weed :(
GanjaEclectus 4 months ago 2
@GanjaEclectus yea I agree, but the lie that weed is bad extends to the truth that other drugs can be bad too. He just thought opiates were harmless and then got hooked bad. I'm not saying this is what happened, but he was a good guy. Kurt is really missed.
rsohlich1 4 months ago 2
The smiling thing.. i always get it.. leave me the fuck alone i dont have to smile all the fucking time when im happy do i? Jeeez. Next time instead of smiling.. im gonna tell them exactly that :) Sound Kurt!
christinemayc1 4 months ago
God this Guy rox!! he really makes u feel Betta bout ur emotions, nt tat I use drgs or shit + he was an absolute gem!! Their will Neva be another Kurt! RIP!
multiBurnfire 4 months ago
I love to here real insights to the real kurt, on real human terms.multifacited,and comlicated,funny and serious.And to speak so candidly about his drug use!
smaksteruk 4 months ago
And in the words of Kurt Cobain-"Just because you're paranoid, don't mean they're not after you"
deadgirl82 4 months ago
I relate 100% 2 the 1st half of that interview-It's what all my friends say about me..Im in a great mood,yet still manage 2 look like im ready 2 kill-I don't get it, even though I try...And it's NOT a "teenage thing"-Im 29 ffs!
Ive also had 2 battle drugs 4 most of my life...
Just because he was a drug user & pissed off alot, does NOT mean he killed himself! Just because the ingredients for suicide were there,does not mean that someone couldn’t have noticed and used them against him.>>>>
deadgirl82 4 months ago
Opiates......... I guess we all connect with people in different ways....
Farfrae 4 months ago
hearing him talk like this makes me cry. if only he didn't take his life </3
xInspireEnvyx 5 months ago
God dammit i wish i could get inside Kurt's fucking head..
too bad..
pinkfaries101 5 months ago
"so fucking sarcastic at times and at others times so vulnerable and sincere" - sounds kinda like me. haha
MsPingu112 5 months ago
@judyleasugar97
I absolutely realize how powerful it was. But when someone is physically dependent to opioids, they need up to 30 times the dose deadly to a "normal" person. There are people who need 1000mg diacetylmorphine a day, or 1500mg oxycodone a day. Considering that 40-80mg oxycodone can kill an average person, 1500mg oxycodone would totally be considered a deadly dose. That's why I think that Cobain wasn't killed by his heroin injection.
sweetstufflover1301 5 months ago
"im in a perfectly happy mood, you asshole"
Qdude88 5 months ago
I just know he was murdered, in a way that's what makes it so fucking hard to accept. We could have had tons more Kurt years, even if he wasn't in Nirvana. It makes me feel sick to think of Kurt getting hurt by someone he cared for and trusted but I just think that's how it went down that day and I hope whoever did it gets what they have coming.
AllTheCoolKidsHateMe 5 months ago
@AllTheCoolKidsHateMe he killed himself. you people need to get out of denial. he talked about it all the time. he had stomace pains he was depressed and he lost passion for his music. he used drugs to ease the pain.
bluesmiles77 5 months ago
@bluesmiles77 Actually, that's a myth. He didn't talk about it all the time. I'm guessing you read Heavier Than Heaven and took it as the gospel, when it was mostly Courtney-approved garbage.
grungegopher 4 months ago
@grungegopher no you guess wrong. im just being a realist. and he did say he has thought about killing himself.
bluesmiles77 4 months ago
@grungegopher Whether he shot himself is up for debate, he still had enough heroin in his system to put down two men.
PuffinsLaughter09 4 months ago
@AllTheCoolKidsHateMe Dude, kurts gone, he was a manically depressed drug addict, I fucking hate he's gone too, but he killed himself man, we have to accept that.
bananafence 5 months ago
"maybe i should shave my eyebrows" LOL!!!
redjagstang7 5 months ago
"maybe i should shave my eyebrows" LOL!!!! Whatta legend.
redjagstang7 5 months ago
I was in a very similar place as Kurt, I too was doing heroin and other drugs and was so lost and confused, I too was suicidal,had no self worth. I understand how he felt but I worked hard and it took a long time.
I'm 32 and I am getting better.
Kurt ran out of time.
He needed someone to steer him in the right direction and I think he would be a lot better off for it today.
What a shame he died.
miles2057 5 months ago
Krist wasn't even around Kurt much the last months. Krist's statements were based on what he heard in the media. He was fooled like a lot of other people. There is more evidence of murder than suicide.
profaneoneohone 5 months ago
@profaneoneohone I know its really sad because they were like brothers and if anyone needs to know the truth, it's Krist. He's known Kurt even before Nirvana.
ZeldaFoxEars 5 months ago
@profaneoneohone Yup
manardi55 5 months ago
if krist, his best friend,band mate and someone who lived with him for so many years accepts his suicide why cant we? i know it hurts
2an2makes5 5 months ago
"all I can do is scream into a microphone instead."
That's all you needed to do bro. Legendary.
Skyscraper775 5 months ago 98
I have never related to somebody so much before. It is so honest. And securing...
CobainFan9 5 months ago 37
Glad to know I'm not alone /x , I love Kurt Cobain , your what it's all about . I wonder if there's really a person out there that smiles 24/7 . . . . . ?
WTFxTATI 5 months ago
kurt was real...anybody that diagrees suck...he was the real deal and i miss him
phobos88888 5 months ago
i can relate...curt was so unhappy with the world but so talented...i miss him
phobos88888 5 months ago
the music in the back sucks. poor kurt. we miss you :(
EvilSkipper 5 months ago
god.. i just want to cry.. but then he makes me smile at 01:13
i just would love to hug him..
cobainLvado 5 months ago
Everything he just said I have been feeling the exact way and have the exact things happen to me for my entire teenage years, it's comforting and scary at the same time because I feel like I'm just heading down a path that I can't control anymore.
lepricon989 5 months ago
People think I look mad all the time too, just because I'm not smiling like, 24/7. And I'm like, well, I'm happy, there's just no reason for me to be smiling all the freaking time! (I know, this sounds redundant).
ledscream 6 months ago 2
I know what it's like to be type cast as your diagnoses from your therapist. Then, we let it define us and get deeper in it. Get out now! Fuck what everyone else sees! We are the controller of our own minds!
RobertanSteve 6 months ago
I know what it's like to be type cast as your diagnoses from your therapist. We start to feel like that defines us and everyone else sees us that way. Then we get deeper in it. Get out now. Fuck what everyone else sees! You are the controller of your own mind!<3
RobertanSteve 6 months ago
I love seeing all the comments like, wow I'm just like that! He understands me! Thats why we're Kurt fans. Cause we saw/see his genius. He was so good at connecting with people in different ways, and thats why I think he's a hero.
TyMan1229 6 months ago
Oh my gosh.. that's the EXACT thing that happens to me. people are always like whats wrong? are you sad? are you ok? why don't you smile? one time I cracked and I was like THIS IS JUST MY FACE!!!! OK?!?!?
deathbychocolate14 6 months ago
This is really moody...
Strate2 6 months ago
Kurt didnt commit suicide people. Im not a concpiracy theorist but its true. Research it. He had 3 times the lethal dose of heroin in his body when they found him. You cant shoot yourself after taking that much heroin. There was also no finger prints on the shotgun. He shot himself and then whiped the shotgun clean?? Just had to share....
RitzDaCracker1 6 months ago 9
@RitzDaCracker1 thats why i trip out why didnt the police further investigate that. a "suicide" weapon with no fingerprints isnt a suicide weapon its a murder weapon. courtney did it and if she didnt do it she paid someone to do it.
DeejayReAKT805 5 months ago
@RitzDaCracker1 clearly you've never done or been addicted to heroin...
romeosdistress 5 months ago
he was an amazing guyy, battling things that pissed him off (:
Henryap28 6 months ago
I get so sick of reading comments about how much of an "emotional wreck" Kurt was, some people need to stop trying to dissect everything this guy says, and trying to analyze what kind of person he was. Chances are you never even met him, so shut the fuck up and just enjoy his music.
TheRealGoose11 6 months ago
We know your fun Kurt :)
HeyItsMarz 6 months ago
it's like kurt and i share the same personality
brookefierce7 6 months ago
i love nirvana there my favorite band
grunge2012 6 months ago 3
This is an amazing interview. Thanks heaps for the upload!
JasonNZ42 6 months ago
if it was suicide, i just wish that kurt had waited just three years to do it, so that i would be able to proudly say that i was alive at the same time as Kurt was.
LoverElephant97 6 months ago 11
@LoverElephant97
selfish lol
RastafariPoet 6 months ago
damn you kurt!! you and i have the same personality!!! you died when i was 3. ever since you left, this media is even more bullshit than ever b4. Now they wont even give unique rock n roll bands these days a chance anymore... at least they arent taking advantage of your inspiration, like they did you.. RIP brotha from anotha motha =)
crazy4baseball47 6 months ago 2
kurt has my total respect. if there is a lord in heaven out there, I hope he gave this man what he so utterly deserved
kermicheo 6 months ago
He obviously was in a depressive state....
TheMitchelator 6 months ago
you dont have to be depressed to kill yourself, it can be a split second decision to just escape a situation which is overwhelming you , i hate how people automatically presume that the person was depressed or unhappy for a long time.
TheHiddenAnswer 6 months ago 5
@TheHiddenAnswer: Maybe so, but no one can pick up a gun with a 3 times lethal dose of heroin in their system, no one. That makes his mental state irrelevant.
ifuckinghateglee 6 months ago 3
haha i like Kurts gray hairs in his stubble....
gar992000 7 months ago
Damn.. i can relate to this guy soo much
GiveMeMyWhammy 7 months ago 8
this video is fucked.... "i am not going to shoot myself"
Rigamorte 7 months ago
Kurt was a very sensitive artist. But he was honest about how he felt. People with real problems are not honest. I don't think he killed himself.
ifuckinghateglee 7 months ago 3
@ifuckinghateglee i agree with you, i think courtney hired a hitman.
TheMissytoshoes 6 months ago
Today I was at therapy and an old dude told me if I was mad at him and not to be so moody. I was not mad, I just wasnt laughing/smiling.
I always thought I seemed liked a very approachable person... apparently not. Makes me feel a bit better to see that I am not the only one <3
Jimendrix 7 months ago 3
He should've got off the drugs, studied philosophy, gone to therapy, and taken up physical activity. He was a good dude at heart - just confused and trying to understand the world.
LAballin24 7 months ago 133
@LAballin24 that sounds lame drugs are fun, physical activity and therapy are the opposite
Weeman44444444444444 6 months ago
@LAballin24 had he done that, he wouldn't have had the impetus to produce the music he did
ljp8991 5 months ago
@LAballin24 " just confused and trying to understand the world." Isn't that Philosophy?
Tokkitaco 5 months ago
@LAballin24 "He should've got off the drugs, studied philosophy, gone to therapy, and taken up physical activity. "
I know you definitely mean well, but that comment sounds like an "easy do-it-yourself guide to getting off drugs and fixing your life!" I'm sure he definitely wanted to just get off the drugs. Otherwise I agree with the rest of your comment.
lifestraight 4 months ago
@LAballin24 fuck psychaitrist they are the ones who prescribed him drugs in the first place..die psychiatrists! taking a life on an artist is not a joke
isometric85 4 months ago
@isometric85 Yeah but if he did not find a way to stop the pains he would have killed him self earlier.
ZeldaFoxEars 4 months ago
@LAballin24 he was a good dude in general. drug abuse is unhealthy not immoral
wannabesedated00 4 months ago
@LAballin24 His undiagnosed stomach ailment really pushed him to drugs... Yeah, he should have gotten clean, taken up some yoga exercises, physical exercises and gone out more.
MetrazolElectricity 4 months ago
@LAballin24 I think Courtney Love had a lot to do with what happened to him..
o0BFBC20o 4 months ago
Kurt was not bipolar. It's a myth.
dothetwistjackie 7 months ago
well i feel the same way as him i guess its the bipolar i guess we appear happy and sad at the same time.....
derekdamned1 7 months ago
Leave Courtney alone, shes beautiful and she loved Kurt.
Wacko1a 7 months ago
in the first picture he looks like viggo mortensen as aragorn
jokerman583 7 months ago
i realize kurt had a pretty fucked up life and did some bad things, but in his interviews he seems like he was a really nice guy
fossilbox1991 7 months ago 2
@fossilbox1991 Well, most of the "bad" things he did were probably a result of mental illness and drug addiction. I don't know why people have a hard time understanding that.
aquagrl63 7 months ago 4
33 people were too sad too like this
CODisthebombdiggity 7 months ago 4
@CODisthebombdiggity fuck that-the word is SCARED...people can't handle what they don't get, so there's compulsive discrimination-this is a guy that I personally believe had a solid grip on truth...just too fuckin young, or something, to handle the power of it all...nonetheless, he had power, and reflected the times well. If there is ANYTHING I wish...is that he woulda just rode it out, whatever that overwhelming monster was...then again, mayb Cuntney killed him.....
blitzshriek999 7 months ago 4
Say all you want about me. Kurt doesnt give a fuck what none of you think. Stop trying to portray his life. Live your own. Hes gone.
BrownieHigh420 7 months ago
FUCK COURTNEY... DUMB BITCH
damafia08 7 months ago 6
I dont get why people are always saying shit about Kurt being an evil person and a satanist, just because he didnt live a healthy live style and did stuff like through himself into expensive equipment. I mean just listen to this fucking interview, hes not happy about the fact he did drugs, he hates homophobes, rapists, killers, sexists etc, hes an incredibly emotional person, in what way is this fucking satanic?
DylanBlueEagle 7 months ago 8
No reason to beat the shit out of anyone or get pissed or depressed about another person. People are people. No matter what. If you cannot accept and love them for that, you should off yourself. Because that means you have no apathy. Or very little. If people would stop judging and start understanding, the world would be a better place. And Kurt Cobain would still be with us making great music which would improve the world as well.
OI8APC2 7 months ago
You know what? If he uses opiates as a pain med, and I judge him for it, then I'm just as