I hate the world, I remember watching a group of young people in Macdonalds just sitting all laughing and having a gud time, and I must hav been staring for a while cus they noticed and gav me funny look as if to say wots ur problem, keep starring?? I wasnt looking at them funny, just watching them all enjoying eachothers company and kinda wish I cud hav joined them lol. Thats another thing I hate bout people, they misunderstand things sumtimes. Its ok for sum people who hav everything.
No friends, no family....I stay in all the time aside from going to work or grocery shopping......NHS DOC gave my pills subscription, advised him they made no difference, told to talk same pills, 2years on and gave up as no change and no change from DOC. Tried exercise, always end up holding back tears of frustration and uselessness. Tried making friend, end up belittled, verbally abused and a laughing stock...am used to this non life now so have accepted it.
@groMMit1981 Why would someone belittle you? That is harsh. Don't take pills for pills sake. Do you have psychological pain or issues troubling you, or are you just generally down without any specific reason behind it?
I'm glad people are talking about depression. It is interesting to hear what people think about it. Years ago people who suffered depression did not get treatment and were isolated and marginalized. I learned a few decades ago that people with depression have a lot to learn from those with physical disablilities. You have to learn to do what you can and accept your limmitations. You can't be what others expect you to be.
i understand depression but i don't understand people that let depression rule they're life ... it's human to fell depressed some times but you have to move on and try to fix whatever makes you depressed , so i think you should do the following :
1 find out what is the problem .
2 ask advice from a friend ( if you don't have any ---> the internet is a big place)
@phonecpus 1. Took me 4 years to uncover the root problems. Sometimes its just a vague feeling that you cant put a handle on. But you are right. If you can put specific words to them, you have taken the first step.
2 and 3 are tougher because not all problems are solvable and some things there is no advise for.
Not all depression is caused by chemical problems. Some people are suffering major depression because they are stuck in a painful situation for which there is no way out.
@RobertMOdell Sometimes. Sometimes we just don't understand the situation and lose our sense of control and responsibility over our lives. That's when depression strikes.
@LesPaul2006 Yes, unfortunately there are many different situations that lead to depression. The mind can only handle so much before it suffers injury. For those who can, it really helped me to get my arms around all the things that were troubling me so that I could at least understand it. That was helpful because it changed my thinking.
@RobertMOdell Correct. That's what you do to understand and solve every situation in life. Thing is, under the black hood of clinical depression you just can't do that. When you are clinically depressed, to make a cup of coffe is like pushing a 100 ton rock uphill with your bare hands, let alone confront whatever problem that got you in such nasty situation. That's why radical treatments are often necessary.
@LesPaul2006 I know what you are talking about. It took me 4 years just to understand the sources of my pain, and I am a very strong person. At its worst I could perhaps only shower, get dressed, and do the dishes in a whole day. In my case, I had several calamities come upon me all at the same time and those were on top of some serious bagage that I had suppressed. Now, I haven't solved the problems yet, I just know what they are now. It is a baby step, but its a STEP FORWARD !
I've been severely depressed since I was 18, I'm 22 now. I slip in and out of it all the time. I'm a pretty miserable person a lot of the time, I'm ashamed of it. I look at most people who are my age and they all seem so happy and sure of themselves, I wish I had that.
Im sorry this is the Reality of Life Rejection is also a fact of life i see now why my Parents encouraged me to date in highschool so i can learn about rejection early on but i would not listen to them and now it kills me evertime a girl rejects me.
i look at everything differently, and being with people isnt the same. i still live each day with the effects of depression, i live each day running to the darkest, most isolated area i could find, just because it where i feel comfortable now. at the time i was the 1 of the highest graded students in my class, then i got depressed. if u havent been depressed then dont make hateful comments towards someone who is or was, cause it still can cause damage. if someone is depressed, be there 4 them
i pushed everyone away, until i was alone. i had no one, i wouldnt eat or sleep for days at a time, i had no one 2 talk 2, so i built this shell around me, id fake a smile jsut to keep other happy, when inside i just didnt care. i gave up on life. and was ready to go, but then one person, asked "whats wrong" and i just burst into tears. people who have never had depression have no idea. its change my life, cause of depression(continued in next comment)
@420Harlequin reason they cannot comprehend because all there school years they have been programed to beleave life is wonderful well its not Life is Dark, savage, cruel, Evil around every corner and if you have success people will always try to betray you and destroy you. when people relise that life is this way a few thing happen they get depressed and run to a therapist and the therapist just throws pills at them or they hide there feelings and end up killing them selves
@420Harlequin or they they get the point and say fuck it im going to walk my own path and be who i am and not conform to the religion people want me to be or dress how people want me to or have the Political ideas that everyone else does. be who you are and fuck everyone else conforming to how people want you to be is Insanity thinking how people want you to think is Insanity. its always sad when kids have to learn this lesson at young age
@brendanRawrs this comment drove me to tears. i agree.
bigvinamac 2 weeks ago
I hate the world, I remember watching a group of young people in Macdonalds just sitting all laughing and having a gud time, and I must hav been staring for a while cus they noticed and gav me funny look as if to say wots ur problem, keep starring?? I wasnt looking at them funny, just watching them all enjoying eachothers company and kinda wish I cud hav joined them lol. Thats another thing I hate bout people, they misunderstand things sumtimes. Its ok for sum people who hav everything.
RaikenXion 2 months ago 9
No friends, no family....I stay in all the time aside from going to work or grocery shopping......NHS DOC gave my pills subscription, advised him they made no difference, told to talk same pills, 2years on and gave up as no change and no change from DOC. Tried exercise, always end up holding back tears of frustration and uselessness. Tried making friend, end up belittled, verbally abused and a laughing stock...am used to this non life now so have accepted it.
groMMit1981 5 months ago
@groMMit1981 Why would someone belittle you? That is harsh. Don't take pills for pills sake. Do you have psychological pain or issues troubling you, or are you just generally down without any specific reason behind it?
RobertMOdell 5 months ago
i wish i could hug all of you :C
yootesa1515 5 months ago
I'm glad people are talking about depression. It is interesting to hear what people think about it. Years ago people who suffered depression did not get treatment and were isolated and marginalized. I learned a few decades ago that people with depression have a lot to learn from those with physical disablilities. You have to learn to do what you can and accept your limmitations. You can't be what others expect you to be.
ReFLeXG4M1NG 5 months ago
i understand depression but i don't understand people that let depression rule they're life ... it's human to fell depressed some times but you have to move on and try to fix whatever makes you depressed , so i think you should do the following :
1 find out what is the problem .
2 ask advice from a friend ( if you don't have any ---> the internet is a big place)
3 fix or get past your problem .
phonecpus 6 months ago
@phonecpus 1. Took me 4 years to uncover the root problems. Sometimes its just a vague feeling that you cant put a handle on. But you are right. If you can put specific words to them, you have taken the first step.
2 and 3 are tougher because not all problems are solvable and some things there is no advise for.
RobertMOdell 5 months ago
@RobertMOdell
Everything is solvable , the thing is you must accept the solution .
phonecpus 5 months ago
@phonecpus Don't you really mean you must accept the non-solution?
RobertMOdell 5 months ago
@RobertMOdell Give me a example of a non-solution situation !
phonecpus 5 months ago
@phonecpus Sure. You have to leave your kids to die on a mountain so that you can survive.
RobertMOdell 5 months ago
@RobertMOdell I mean a real life situation , this is kinda not the reason this people have depressions .
But just so you know i will gladly choose my kids over my self in a life threatening situation .
phonecpus 5 months ago
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@phonecpus So you are saying that you will die on the mountain with them instead of leaving them there.
RobertMOdell 5 months ago
Hate it so much.
HeyHayles7 6 months ago
Not all depression is caused by chemical problems. Some people are suffering major depression because they are stuck in a painful situation for which there is no way out.
RobertMOdell 7 months ago
@RobertMOdell Sometimes. Sometimes we just don't understand the situation and lose our sense of control and responsibility over our lives. That's when depression strikes.
LesPaul2006 6 months ago
@LesPaul2006 Yes, unfortunately there are many different situations that lead to depression. The mind can only handle so much before it suffers injury. For those who can, it really helped me to get my arms around all the things that were troubling me so that I could at least understand it. That was helpful because it changed my thinking.
RobertMOdell 6 months ago
@RobertMOdell Correct. That's what you do to understand and solve every situation in life. Thing is, under the black hood of clinical depression you just can't do that. When you are clinically depressed, to make a cup of coffe is like pushing a 100 ton rock uphill with your bare hands, let alone confront whatever problem that got you in such nasty situation. That's why radical treatments are often necessary.
LesPaul2006 5 months ago
@LesPaul2006 I know what you are talking about. It took me 4 years just to understand the sources of my pain, and I am a very strong person. At its worst I could perhaps only shower, get dressed, and do the dishes in a whole day. In my case, I had several calamities come upon me all at the same time and those were on top of some serious bagage that I had suppressed. Now, I haven't solved the problems yet, I just know what they are now. It is a baby step, but its a STEP FORWARD !
RobertMOdell 5 months ago
I've been severely depressed since I was 18, I'm 22 now. I slip in and out of it all the time. I'm a pretty miserable person a lot of the time, I'm ashamed of it. I look at most people who are my age and they all seem so happy and sure of themselves, I wish I had that.
TheVoid19 8 months ago
@TheVoid19 Don't be ashamed. Look for the root.
RobertMOdell 7 months ago
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TheMajicmirra 11 months ago
Im sorry this is the Reality of Life Rejection is also a fact of life i see now why my Parents encouraged me to date in highschool so i can learn about rejection early on but i would not listen to them and now it kills me evertime a girl rejects me.
Joeyal123 11 months ago
i look at everything differently, and being with people isnt the same. i still live each day with the effects of depression, i live each day running to the darkest, most isolated area i could find, just because it where i feel comfortable now. at the time i was the 1 of the highest graded students in my class, then i got depressed. if u havent been depressed then dont make hateful comments towards someone who is or was, cause it still can cause damage. if someone is depressed, be there 4 them
brendanRawrs 11 months ago 24
i pushed everyone away, until i was alone. i had no one, i wouldnt eat or sleep for days at a time, i had no one 2 talk 2, so i built this shell around me, id fake a smile jsut to keep other happy, when inside i just didnt care. i gave up on life. and was ready to go, but then one person, asked "whats wrong" and i just burst into tears. people who have never had depression have no idea. its change my life, cause of depression(continued in next comment)
brendanRawrs 11 months ago 13
Depression means you are awake and Relises life is a fucking joke
Joeyal123 1 year ago
@Joeyal123 yeah agreed
but then you say this out loud coz you assume everyone thinks the same thing
but sadly they dont and are all like why are you so pesamistic
and your like
FUCK YOU BITCH
LIFES A FUCKING JOKE
BUT THE PUNCHLINE IS UNKNOWN
420Harlequin 11 months ago
@420Harlequin yep thats what thats what they say but my theory is the reason there not pessimistic ether there hiding or they are still asleep
Joeyal123 11 months ago
@Joeyal123 or everything need/what has happened for them nicely
and cant comprehend things not going there way
like losing a parent at an erly age or sumink
420Harlequin 11 months ago
@420Harlequin reason they cannot comprehend because all there school years they have been programed to beleave life is wonderful well its not Life is Dark, savage, cruel, Evil around every corner and if you have success people will always try to betray you and destroy you. when people relise that life is this way a few thing happen they get depressed and run to a therapist and the therapist just throws pills at them or they hide there feelings and end up killing them selves
Joeyal123 11 months ago
@420Harlequin or they they get the point and say fuck it im going to walk my own path and be who i am and not conform to the religion people want me to be or dress how people want me to or have the Political ideas that everyone else does. be who you are and fuck everyone else conforming to how people want you to be is Insanity thinking how people want you to think is Insanity. its always sad when kids have to learn this lesson at young age
Joeyal123 11 months ago
What is the piano piece in the background? Sounds similar to some stuff I play.
MontySmith88 1 year ago