This is the first video that I have seen of your's, and I want you to know that I think you're so brave for sharing your vulnerabilities with us :). I'm also overlyconcerned at times with what others think of me. As you said, usually people's reactions to you are more of a reflection of how they feel about themselves rather than anything negative about you.
This is obviously your outlet for all your emotions...good or bad. You are such a beautiful person in every way. I feel with you. maybe im a sap, but I almost started to cry because you are such an awsome personality, and you showed your sad side. Dont take comments to heart here. Something written could look mean, but because you cant hear the tone of the spoken sentance you might take it wrong. Cheer up sophiegirl1, youtube loves you!
I just went to your channel & I read what you said about making your vids private. That is so mean of your husband. Makes me mad and I don't even know you.
Hey, I just subscribed to your channel and this video is the 2nd one I've seen of yours. I don't know your story,hopefully I'll catch up but I just wanted to tell you something someone once told me when my underbelly was showing like yours was in this video. There will always be someone prettier than you, uglier than you, smarter and more stupid. What I mean is you are you and if someone can't accept that, then they are not supposed to be in your life. Cherish the ones that are positive not neg.
i shud make a drama video or no i do feel like makin one thats to put it rightly. Im preggo when i shudnt be.. im startin education this summer but oh well... umm i might make a vid soon coz i gotta get some stuff off my chest jus like u did in this vid n theres nothing wrong bout it sweetheart!xoxoxo ur friend kat u can count on
yea i am.... and im startin education this summer and everybody thinks its better to make an abortioin wat ill do i still have to figure out... i wont let nobody influence me but im thinkin for the child,im like always chronically broke so better no kids right now...
hi sophie i only made an account so i could write this & im keepin it
dont think that ure ugly all because people say that coz i think ur priity and i tell the truth, there obvsli jelus of u why else would they waste ther time being nasty if any fuken asshole feels they have to be mean to someone share your comments with me coz i dont take shit from no one x and sophie chik i do hope u will include me as a frend on this x i dont do these kinna stuff often x lots a hugs <3
I love you girlie, you have a lot of stupid people on here making nasty comments just ignore them. Your friends you've had on here the longest really care and love you. Ignore the haters.
lol... who ever said anything about worrying about u and ur feelings???? and i can careless what what u do in ur idioc videos, but shit i juat cant get over the fact that ur pouring out ur feelings to complete strangers. dont u have real friends u can talk too???? this is getting pretty old so this is the last comment you'll be getting from me. bye hun!!!! MUAH!!!!
Good riddance. It's too bad you couldn't be my friend. I was getting used to seeing your assinine comments. Idiotic is how it's spelled, not idioc. Beyond having comprehension issues, you can't spell either. Whoa, now I see why you hide behind your computer and lash out at complete strangers.
if you don't care then "WHY" make a comment at all??? I don't like to be rude to people I don't know but YOU PISS ME OFF .... Did your "FRIENDS" not come to see you today.
i love watching ur videos and commemting on how stupid and idioc u look crying out to ppl that u dont even know. how pathetic is that??? grow the fuck up. no one really cares about ur fucking stupid feelings. ok sweetie. MUAH!!!!!!!
It's amazing to me that some random video that you come across will promote such hate from within yourself. I don't understand someone like u. I don't hate anyone. I guess that is the difference between us. I dislike people, but would never speak to someone the way you have. You need to look into yourself and see what is bothering you so much that you feel the need to worry so much about me & my feelings. Is it that important to you that I cry on a fucking video? I mean for real.
look u stupid depressed bitch... stop trying to make ppl feel bad for you! its not working. u just feel a fucking depressed because ur sister is beautiful and ur not. i dont know how such a beautiful woman can be related to someone fat and ugly like YOU! so plz do everyone a favor and get the fuck OFF of youtube!!!!!!!!!
Nah, I'll stay on youtube, so get used to it. You might as well subscribe since you like watching and commenting so much! Have a good day sweetheart. Looking forward to speaking with you again. MUAH!
blah blah blah... ur crying just because some wasnt nice to you and said something that hurt ur feelings??? ohh wow!!! i think that u crying and putting ur feelings "out there" is just plain stupid!!!!! and u seem depressed there is medication for that!!!!!!
Can you say something different? No comeback handy? You basically say the same shit I just said to you. BORING. I like writing in CAPS! Thanks for showing me the way. I'm cured! See youtube does help!
sophiegirl1 has subscribers who care about what she has to say...thats y they watch all her videos and shes so popular on youtube. when nice, compassionate people watch her videos they want her to feel better, and hope that shes ok. sophiegirl1 is of no consequence to u, because clearly you don't give a shit...maybe you should think about that. i have a question for you...why are there so many malicious haters on youtube? i figure u might have some insight seeing as ur one of them..
Much love to you. It's people like these to hooligans that have no effect over me. What they haven't figured out, because they obviously have learning difficulties, is that the people that upset me or have upset me in the past are people that I know & respect in some way shape or form. Meaningless people & meaningless comments are so unimportant and have no weight in my life. You're a gem for caring! Thanks!
I clearly explain the exact question you post here. Either you get it or you don't. Pay attention and you will find the answer. I can't help it that you have no comprehension skills. There is medication for ADD.
yes we get it ok? you like to be up front about ur feelings and feel there is no reason why ur loyal views shouldnt know how you are feeling...we get it. however, when ur on youtube, ppl are gonna be nasty. you can't please everyone and ppl arent gona be nice to you just becuz you asked them to. oh and btw, you say that 70smila didnt get to you? well sorry to break it to you, but she won. why did she win??? you gave her that power by replying to her comments. hope YOU learned YOUR lesson..thanks
If this was some sort of contest & those were the rules as you say, then I guess she did win. I wasn't aware I was competing in a contest. I respond to a lot of comments on my videos. Take a look. I guess all the people that I responded to in my vids have won the contest also.
i totally agree with 70sMiLA!! people are gonna leave u different kinds of comments. they arent gonna be nice to just because you are u!!! wtf??? "Be nice to me" u sound fucking pathetic!!! if u dont want ppl to tell u shitty comments on here then get the FUCK OFF of youtube!!!! STUPID FAT UGLY WHORE!!!!!
Writing it in CAPS doesn't make it hit me harder. LMMFAO. You and your little girlfriend need to get a life. Stop worrying about a STUPID FAT UGLY WHORE as you YELL IT. MUAH!
OMG! I am so very sorry! Im trying to watch all your vids and I just picked this one at random and I was taken back. Im sorry you had to go through this. But on a side note, you look gorgeous, your skin looks flawless. But please please keep your head up...sending you positive energy your way.
Ohh BOO HOO!!! Cry me a fucking river!!! Jesus, when you put yourself out there on youtube, ppl are gonna make LOTS of diffrent kinds of comments! Some you may dislike very much. Thats just YOUTUBE!! Christ, get the fuck over yourself!!! "Be nice to me!!!" man, I feel embarrassed FOR you just watching this!! Damn dude, you sound like a little kid. GROW UP and accept the good and the bad, or get your pathetic ass off of YOUTUBE!
Lmao! we both know that did NOT make you laugh....youre' just a pathetic woman who's always been in her sisters shadow. Needless to say, your sister is amizingly beautiful and I still cannot figure out how the hell she could be related to a fat bitch like you....well anyway, have a great day..."faggot"....(rofl)
Sweetie, you did make me laugh and still are! Let me clue you in to why you're so hilarious! You think that your piddly ass comments upset me, but NEWS FLASH, they just make me laugh.
Btw, tell me something I don't know. We all know my sister is very gorgeous, on the outside, but it's the inside that sucks with her. You two are very much alike in that aspect. Who knows if you're gorgeous like her? Probably not, because you hide behind your computer & don't have the nerve to make a video. She at least wouldn't even waste her time saying stupid shit like you have to someone that doesn't even matter in the scheme of things. It's funny the time & energy u put into my video!
Another reason your such a comedian to me is that you have NO videos posted, yet you come to my video and make comments about me stating how I feel about things. That, right there is a sign of a person that needs to get a life. Someone who has NOTHING to do but make comments to random people, because they are so bored.
hey look here you ugly bitch...this is fucking YOUTUBE...a public forum and I will do as I please....your vids are up for a reason. THEY ARE HERE FOR PPL TO WATCH. if you dont like what we have to say, get your ass off here like i said b4. ur vids are pathetic....and NO, you are NOT looking "skinny"....youre still fat as hell...and UGLY too.
It's all good, bitch doesn't faze me. I welcome comments. That is how people learn and grow. This is just something I was upset about so I shared it with my viewers. Not everyone would understand & I don't expect them to. Common decency is all I'm asking for. Some don't know what that is, and 70sMila is one of those people.
Jill, first I want to say that I almost shit my pants when I saw you were back! I missed your videos so much! I also want to say that you deserve to feel beautiful, and what other people say is born out of insecurity and jelousy. You are one of the most true and honest souls I've ever met, and that is truly beautiful.
This video breaks my heart. I have watched your videos since the beginning. Your quirky faces and honest dialogue is what makes you so entertaining and loveable. Like most have already said, dont be upset. Someone that would make such hateful comments to you, especially not knowing the "story", probably has issues of their own. In life there are negative people, and positive. Its hard, but you need to ignore those that are trying to bring you down. Your fantastic, and your videos are heartfelt.
just a quick hello Jill love, I simply wanted to post a message of love and happiness to you and Isaac, this video still brings tears to my eyes. Take care but most of all be HAPPY x x x love Margaret
Don't be sad! I'm doing well! I just had to get the feelings off my chest, but I feel better now. Sometimes you just have to vent! Love ya sweetheart! <3
Your beautiful on the inside and out don't let that get u down :) u looked great in your other video and u looked really happy. i love watching your videos and im glad your back!
Hey Luv, I hope your Christmas and New Year with Issac was fantastic. Dont take what people say to much to heart luv. I think your still sensitive to all that has happened to you the past year and may be not quite ready to share with us utubersx
You might be right about that, but the videos I made, I really wanted to talk about the things I did. I will make a new video within the next couple of day! I hope you had a nice Christmas and a very good New Year!
Wanting to share your happiness is a good thing, and I really feel it for you to I have been there and its great its all the other stuff that does gets tangled with it that still hurts even though we dont realise it and judging by your reaction to that comment I dont think your really ready be careful luv, Im off on holidays for three weeks with the kids yeah yeah so Im going to miss u all take very good care of your self, Issac & yr puppies LOL. My Jesse still asks about him.
why do you think your ugly? i dont get it, who has told you that you are? take it from me, a very hetero-male :) your not ugly! this is youtube, a very childish place. your gonna get a lot of hate, all of it unnecessary of course. brush it off, your batter than that!
I've been making videos for 2 yrs. now, most of them private at the moment, but I'm in the process of making them all public again. I've had my fair share of haters, but the majority of my viewers are quite supportive. People throughout my life haven't said I'm ugly, but they haven't said I'm pretty either. I have some insecurities that stem from my childhood. Long story. This is a video you would understand if you saw all my previous vids, so its mainly for my loyal subscribers.
You look goodddd!! you also seem like a very sweet girl. i just hope you will be fine and feel more good about your self. i think 6 months ago i recoverd from feeling like how you are feeling right know.
girl if you wannee chat and talk lett me know i am her.LOL even if we never met or something,.
I'm a little confused. What do you mean, " I am her?" Just curious. Thanks for understanding. Some people don't understand why I'm so emotional and sensitive, but I would rather be sensitive than insensitive. You know?
jill,i missed you so much,its kat here from way over in switzerland...this year is so different isnt it? so much has changed in life...u are goin thru so much and even if u were actin strange or not correct damn it ur human nevermind these bs-comments.u r strong n u need noones opinion hun,got luv for ya no matter how ya feel or how u actin,kat
Hey Luv u have been through so much this past year, alot we dont no about & you dont have to share. U may still have alot of emotions that yr probably dealing with that dont just go away. It sounds like yr new man is supportive, really cares for u and makes you happy thats what matters. I have been through a similar thing years ago. Things worked out well for me and am happy. I hope u find your happiness you truely deserve it.Dont worry about what others think your worth more than that.XXX
I can't help you probably, but let me tell you this. My boyfriend allways made me feel better about myself and somehow i had feelings about myself, but i could also enjoy his compliments! Í will allways be greatfull for that! Other people challenge us! We have to let them, cause that is how we grow!! Love you sweety!! And i think you still look good:) Honestly!
HAhaha, U have to read these comments backwards, the bottom on is first then the middle is second and this top one is last, LOLOL I know I'm crazy! But that's how u like me!
So take it your good vibes from Issac, from your man or from your friends and know that no matter how far apart we are, I've got your back chicka! Luvs ya Always!
Baby Girl! Listen the whole u shouldn't depend on others for your emotions, is crap! I don't blame u at all for being upset by someone or being happy because of someone. U r human, and we are filled with emotions, U left your husband because u felt it wasn't a healthy relationship, so I know when u feel it's useless with your new guy you'll see it and do what's best for u and Issac. As for others making u happy, girl we need all the happiness we can get in this life!
Sometimes things just hit us wrong girl . Its normal . My own mother made me cry on Christmas day bc she call'd me lazy . It hurt my feelings that she REALLY thinks Im lazy , and Im not . Just bc Im fat dose not mean Im lazy , and apparently , my whole family thinks that I am . Normally I dont care what ppl think at all , but some things really just get to me . Dont get so down on yourself sweety , do what ya do and live your life !
I'm sorry your mother feels that way. It's horrible how people just assume things because of the way you look. I was never lazy. I don't think so at least. I just couldn't get around as much! LOL! Thans for the support! Love ya!
My mama has always been like that with me . I think she thinks she knows who I am , but she really dosent . Im not lazy at all . Hell I go to the gym almost every day , do yoga every afternoon and keep a clean house , not to mention all the things I do with my son . I dont know how much your high weight was , but I dont have issues moving around , I guess bc despite my weight , Im in good shape . Im the ''outdoorsy type'' LOL . If it was a prob tho I would so lose weight tho !
First off, I am so happy you are back. You're one of my favorite YT people because you're always so honest and real.
I always giggle at your funny faces. I think they're cute. I'm really sorry that your feelings got hurt. I felt so sad for you while I was watching this video. I wanted to reach through the screen and hug you.
hunny if youtube comments bother you so much you probably shouldn't make videos anymore because people are always going to say mean things even if they "know" you or not.
LOL! Thank you! I'm about to put him to bed after watching "The Polar Express"! It's a tradition! He is putting out Pop Tarts and Milk! Too hilarious, and then I'm going to wrap his presents! Of course, Santa is coming!
Merry Christmas Jill. I hope you are feeling well. I hope you put more stock in all the beautiful words people say to you than the one or two icky things people say. You are so pretty when you are smiling!
I've just finished wrapping presents. It's the first time in a long time that I've finished so early in the evening!! haha Now I'm going to have a beer and watch a few youtube videos then hit the sack.
Well...not really but recently I had an unfortunate accident that caused me to lose my sense of smell and taste and right now the only thing I have in my house is beer. LoL! I'd rather have something like a Mike-arita or a Mike's Light Hard Cranberry Lemonade. :)
I think most of it comes from the point that people love you and care about you and do NOT want to see you hurt. Now, for people being just rude, I think it does have a lot to do with them and not you. You have to understand that you have come a LONG way. People that understand you and feel your pain when you are down, often get a slight bit jealous when things are going great for you and not for them. Nothing against peevishpear, everyone gets that way...its human nature, but it does hurt.
Honestly, you are a pretty girl, and you shouldn't need a man or anyone else to tell you that. I understand how you feel though. But please, remember that you are a beautiful person inside and out and don't let anyone tell you different. I don't care if it sounds cheesy, it's the truth. :P
Your strong. Don't give away your energy to negativity. Don't let anyone suck your joy out ever. Wether it is a friend, relative, your child, your lover...don't let anyone take your happiness. Happiness is a choice and you own it. This is hard lesson. The batter I get at avoiding energy vampires the better I feel. Negativity=energy vampire. Ignore ALL negativity at all cost.
Part of the dilemma with posting on youtube is your put yourself out there to be judged. What you have to remember is most of the time it is 100% about the other person and has nothing to do with you. That goes for "real" life as well.Extreme sensitivity is all part of an ED. "normal" folks can shake it off..you'll get there one day. You know who you are.
Ah, I tried posting a comment but for some reason it didnt work. Ive been watching you for a while now and I could already tell that you must love your son lots. You must also remember to love yourself and that is the most important thing. I use to let people eat me up and get a hold of my emotions- its no good, and its not a way to live life. Your eating disorder is really grasping a hold on your life and not making you able to have a healthy body or mind.
Listen, I'm going to be honest too. Ive been watching you for a long time now and I could already tell you must love your child and you must really try hard. With the eating disorder and the anxiety its eating you up inside. Its something you cannot control and you must seek help (and I know you don't want to but you have a child). Also,please dont let angry comments get to you, the person obviously wasn't thinking of your feelings. Take care.
You know what! I went to your channel just yesterday because I thought your name was so funny! I read your description and said to myself, "I hope she doesn't laugh at me!" LOL! I am working on my issues and youtube is a big outlet for me and those issues. I have a lot of support and have found lasting friendships on this site. Fastinggurl31 will ALWAYS be a very close friend. Gothlizard came to visit me this weekend and is moving here in March, so youtube has been very good to me.
I know she is going through some things, and that is why she said what she did. She was venting, and took it out on me because I was so happy, but nonetheless it hurt. I'm over it now, and she will always be a friend. I hope she knows that.
OMG! All these people with such nice comments! I swore I thought more people would tell me to shut the fuck up! Thanks for the compliments! Damn, I sure as hell didn't expect all this, but am so happy for the support and the compliments! Prettiest crier! Never heard that before, but I like it! Thanks!
omg i love that youre venting. you really need to do this more often becuase when u keep feelings to yourselves it makes it worse...i definitely understand. just let it outttttt..its okay to cry! you are not the only self-conscious problems you are so not alone. and youre honestly sooo beautiful and are certainly not stupid.
I chews my words carefully whenever I leave comments, if i ever upset you or have in the past then i'm deeply sorry and would never hurt you intensionly. I feel your hurt and cried when viewing this video, if I could hug you I would. I don't pretend to know your situation but I would gladly wish you guys together 24/7 the way you would want him to be.If i was beautiful like you i would make videos. Take care Jill sweetheart love Margaret x x x
I love that name Margaret. That is my late grandmothers name. She was a WONDERFUL person, so you must be too, with a heart of gold. Thanks for the well wishes!
Never forget how beautiful you are Jill sweetheart, look at Isaac, he came from you. he's your beaty from your insides and out. love and hugs Margaret :)> x x x x
OK, I never comment on videos but I've been watching yours them a long time. You do not deserve to be talked to like that. You are a good person and you're beautiful. There is NOTHING wrong with expecting people to be nice to you, you deserve it. I think comments like that are way crappier to be being said to someone with body perception issues, especially when you were feeling happy. I really hope you're feeling better about it now.
You are absolutely without a doubt beautiful. We all think you are gorgeous. I know what you mean about letting things bother you, I am the same way. *Hugs* I hope you feel better. I really want you to know though, that you have come a long way and you are a beautiful person.
Fuck the people who know NOTHING about you. FUCK THEM, FUCK THEM, FUCK THEM. They are the ones that are fucking ugly. When you have to put people down to make yourself feel better, THAT is FUCKING UGLY!
Don't worry it's going to be ok. Don't let people get to you. Sometimes people will say stuff but really don't mean. Maybe she just had a bad day. It makes me feel bad to see you upset,well stay strong and just dont read those negative comments. ok.
Aw Jill, it breaks my heart to see you hurting. I understand how one negative comment in a sea of positivity can break your heart. Hugs to you. I hope you feel better really soon. Continue to be the beautiful person you are--inside and out.
i think your faces are kinda cute and i hope you won't feel self-conscious in your future videos. i often let stuff like that get to me and just get more self conscious, i wish people didn't comment on crap like that. cuz it really shouldn't matter. peevish didn't prolly mean what she said though and was just having a bad moment. but i think you're beautiful and hope you will feel beautiful again. :)
Feel better Jill and try not to be so hard on yourself.....you have been through a lot in the past year.....shit your last 2 years (since I have been watching you)....you have come so far....be proud of yourself you are stong woman
I'm sorry Jill that her comment upset you. You and I are so similar when it comes to that. That is why I have trouble putting up videos and leaving them up because I am afraid of the rude comments. I take them to heart and let it eat at me. I feel people can put things in a more tactful way instead of hurting people on purpose. I think you look great and you looked great in those two videos. And I hope you and your guy will work things out and be together. Feel better hon. Hugs to you.
I am so glad you are back! and this is not a 'drama' video, you are simply telling it like it is. if this vid doesn't get out the message that insulting comments can cut to the quick, then I don't know what will. you have always been honest in how you feel, good or bad, and your 'true' fans love you either way.
I'm subscribed to her as well. If I recall she has not made videos in quite sometime. She is really down on herself and has no room to comment in such a mean way, but at the same time (I don't know her) but it doesn't seem to be her nature, she had to have been going through something herself and seeing you so happy might have been triggering in a way. I give people the benefit of the doubt cause I am people pleaser but I sure hope she is not just a bitch!
I hope you know I am not attacking PeevishPear in this video. Far from it. I thought I made that clear in my opening comment. I still love her and am too subscribed to her and always will be as long as she is on youtube, whether she posts videos or not. I hope nothing but the best for her.
Oh I know your not. I am not trying to either. Hopefully my comments where not harsh. I just hate to see you hurt. I would be too if you are someone else I respected on youtube would do such a thing. I still get hurt when haters make random comments on my old videos.
i dnt even know u, n god knows how i stumbled across ur page. bt watchin u upset was heart breakin. no girl shud feel so low about themselves, especially pretty 1s!!!!
i hope u c all these lovely comments n feel better n happier n i hope everything goes well 4 u in ur life kk?????
"peevishpear" was a bitch, a bitter, envious, mean bitch, for making that coment.
You LOOK and ARE beautifull. Im not saying it to "be nice" (im pretty bitchy myself so I couldn't give a rat's ass about being nice) Im saying you are gorgeous because you are.
I am an honest person I say things how I see them.
You = Pretty. Don't pay attention to bitter envious people out there.
We only live so little... it's a shame to waste your time on people who doesn't deserve it.
Thank you so much. I don't think she's a bitch. She is just upset about something & the thing is, I just wanted everyone to know that comments do affect me, so just say it in such a way that I can take the criticism and do something positive with it. She had a point about my "relationship" with my baby, and has great insight, but I would have listened more closely without all the anger and negativity.
WOW WTF!!!? I cant even beleive ur so called "friend" would go and say something
so hurtful and not making the least bit of sense!wtf does it matter to her that u made silly faces in YOUR VIDEO!And that ur boy made u feel good,You have every right to be HAPPY!Just because she's sad she has to try to bring other people down?
I am really embarrassed and ashamed. I can't believe I allowed myself to think, even for a moment, that my comment would not affect you. God, I don't know what the hell is wrong with me anymore. Please don't ever get this upset over some random asshole, because that's all I am. I am not a person of substance or worth; I have become everything that I despise, and my comment is just a small example of that. I don't even have the decency to face you in an e-mail.Just another one of my many fuckups
Ok don't be that hard on yourself. I don't know why this video effected me so much. If you were just another hater, I would have posted a counter comment for jill and left it alone but I'm subscribed to you and i know you are not an asshole (even though that was an asshole thing to do.) You too are beautiful person and a part of a youtube circle that can be supportive. You may need Jill, so don't abuse her friendship.
Come on your being too hard on yourself. You said how you felt. I am sure some of it was out of pure concern and believing that Jill deserves the best from a man. As far as the comments about her making faces ...you apologized she accepted your apology. All is forgiven on her end. Your going through a hard time.I understand and your not a horrible person. Your HUMAN. We all makes mistakes & hurt friends. All of us.
Yes it was petty, mean, stupid, cruel and entirely inappropriate. You were simply in a good mood and I guess I resented your happiness. There is nothing I can say to take back your tears or hurt, other than that I truly am sorry. I will leave it at that because I feel like the more I type the worse I'm making you feel. I will definitely restrain myself in futre. I'm disgusted with the person i've become, incredibly angry and bitter.
It's okay. I have already accepted your apology and I still value your opinion, so please continue to give it to me, but in a more courteous manner. I know you understand what I mean. You're an educated girl. I hope you feel better. Truly, I do.
I wish I had the energy to respond in a way that wouldn't just exacerabte all the damage done. I was excessively mean. I was feeling very annoyed, and all the anger was entirely misdirected. I in no way (even in that moment) was trying to convey that you are unattractive. You have lost a shitload of weight and are extraordinatirly beatiful. By ridiculous faces i meant sticking out your tongue and pulling silly faces at the beginning of your videos.
Jill, I think you are right for feeling the way you feel. It was so wrong for a comment like that to be displayed for all to see. At the same time I think "peevishpear" apology is sincere. We as women do this to each other and it is sick but we would have to lie to say we have not been in her seat and in yours as well. I hope you know how beautiful you are and I am not just talking on the inside bullshit.
I know her apology is sincere. I have reiterated that throughout my comments to her. That is not the issue. The issue is now how I feel. I guess I'm just hurt and that I do have feelings and I was feeling very good in my drunk videos and I just wanted to share that with all of you. To get such a comment, really made me feel bad and I just wanted that to be known. I would have been just as hurt if you would have said something similar.
Awhhhh Jilly don't cry, I know you feel what you feel but don't let some random person upset you!! It's your life... live and be happy, luv ya Girly! ;-) Deep breath, good in bad out XOXO!
I did see all the wonderful comments! It's always the negative one that sticks with you, huh!? I do feel better already. I just needed to get the feelings that I was having off my chest. I didn't expect the anger in her comment and that is what hurt the most.
Jill your not ugly at all, I'm being honest and for her to make that comment was mean and seriously uncool. Before she judges others harshly she should take a serious long look at her own life and worry about that. She had no right to make you feel bad about yourself no one deserves that especially you because you are a good person and I've known that for a long time. :) *hugs* Take care Jill my friend.
I know you probably don't want to hear this, but its not all about looks. You're gorgeous, but that doesn't matter - its what's on the inside that counts. And you're beautiful on the inside too. Don't take what people say to heart.
Thank you sweetie! You're one of the people that I look forward to see what you have to say when I post a video. The people that I relate to on here are the ones that have been watching my vids from the very beginning. Thank you for making me feel better.
Peavish Pear is one to talk. She has a shit load of problems. She doesn't have any idea about your relationship. Let her be the last of your worries and concentrate on your relationship. Do what makes you happy..everything else will follow. I hope you feel better. You are a beautiful girl. I have seen you since the beginning. You have come a long way!
This is the first video that I have seen of your's, and I want you to know that I think you're so brave for sharing your vulnerabilities with us :). I'm also overlyconcerned at times with what others think of me. As you said, usually people's reactions to you are more of a reflection of how they feel about themselves rather than anything negative about you.
Hugs,
Colleen
Luv4Learning 2 years ago 3
This is obviously your outlet for all your emotions...good or bad. You are such a beautiful person in every way. I feel with you. maybe im a sap, but I almost started to cry because you are such an awsome personality, and you showed your sad side. Dont take comments to heart here. Something written could look mean, but because you cant hear the tone of the spoken sentance you might take it wrong. Cheer up sophiegirl1, youtube loves you!
rrrhig 3 years ago 5
WOW! You're very sweet and your comment made me smile! Thanks!
sophiegirl1 3 years ago
I just went to your channel & I read what you said about making your vids private. That is so mean of your husband. Makes me mad and I don't even know you.
sophiegirl1 3 years ago
your really hot
MrPregshnaw 3 years ago
you're so beautiful sophie =) <3
slamjammy 3 years ago 2
thank you! you're so sweet!
sophiegirl1 3 years ago
Hey, I just subscribed to your channel and this video is the 2nd one I've seen of yours. I don't know your story,hopefully I'll catch up but I just wanted to tell you something someone once told me when my underbelly was showing like yours was in this video. There will always be someone prettier than you, uglier than you, smarter and more stupid. What I mean is you are you and if someone can't accept that, then they are not supposed to be in your life. Cherish the ones that are positive not neg.
bellapiggy207 3 years ago
i shud make a drama video or no i do feel like makin one thats to put it rightly. Im preggo when i shudnt be.. im startin education this summer but oh well... umm i might make a vid soon coz i gotta get some stuff off my chest jus like u did in this vid n theres nothing wrong bout it sweetheart!xoxoxo ur friend kat u can count on
Teardrops141 3 years ago
WHAT! You're pregnant?!
sophiegirl1 3 years ago
yea i am.... and im startin education this summer and everybody thinks its better to make an abortioin wat ill do i still have to figure out... i wont let nobody influence me but im thinkin for the child,im like always chronically broke so better no kids right now...
Teardrops141 3 years ago
Wow, ok.
sophiegirl1 3 years ago
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sw33th3art249 3 years ago
hi sophie i only made an account so i could write this & im keepin it
dont think that ure ugly all because people say that coz i think ur priity and i tell the truth, there obvsli jelus of u why else would they waste ther time being nasty if any fuken asshole feels they have to be mean to someone share your comments with me coz i dont take shit from no one x and sophie chik i do hope u will include me as a frend on this x i dont do these kinna stuff often x lots a hugs <3
sw33th3art249 3 years ago
you really are a sweetheart! thanks for the comment. <3
sophiegirl1 3 years ago
the fact is, love yourself if you want to be loved........
shtaimoor84 3 years ago
You're absolutely right.
sophiegirl1 3 years ago
i think i sent a comment to you did you get it as you can see im new to this lol xx
sw33th3art249 3 years ago
Yes, I got the comment. Thank you! I just approved it now.
sophiegirl1 3 years ago
I love you girlie, you have a lot of stupid people on here making nasty comments just ignore them. Your friends you've had on here the longest really care and love you. Ignore the haters.
hugs
<3
jaz0188 3 years ago
lol... who ever said anything about worrying about u and ur feelings???? and i can careless what what u do in ur idioc videos, but shit i juat cant get over the fact that ur pouring out ur feelings to complete strangers. dont u have real friends u can talk too???? this is getting pretty old so this is the last comment you'll be getting from me. bye hun!!!! MUAH!!!!
Cusibagirl 3 years ago
Good riddance. It's too bad you couldn't be my friend. I was getting used to seeing your assinine comments. Idiotic is how it's spelled, not idioc. Beyond having comprehension issues, you can't spell either. Whoa, now I see why you hide behind your computer and lash out at complete strangers.
sophiegirl1 3 years ago
if you don't care then "WHY" make a comment at all??? I don't like to be rude to people I don't know but YOU PISS ME OFF .... Did your "FRIENDS" not come to see you today.
NunaFeedTheDucks 3 years ago
Hahahahaha! Love you woman! Leave it up to you to make me smile!
sophiegirl1 3 years ago
i love watching ur videos and commemting on how stupid and idioc u look crying out to ppl that u dont even know. how pathetic is that??? grow the fuck up. no one really cares about ur fucking stupid feelings. ok sweetie. MUAH!!!!!!!
Cusibagirl 3 years ago
yet u keep commenting. take a look at the comments before yours, they seem to differ from your opinion.
sophiegirl1 3 years ago
It's amazing to me that some random video that you come across will promote such hate from within yourself. I don't understand someone like u. I don't hate anyone. I guess that is the difference between us. I dislike people, but would never speak to someone the way you have. You need to look into yourself and see what is bothering you so much that you feel the need to worry so much about me & my feelings. Is it that important to you that I cry on a fucking video? I mean for real.
sophiegirl1 3 years ago
shut the F*k up!! We do care about her fellings, so stop talking for other people!!
Damm girl if you dont care why the HELL wath the video and even comment on it???!!
wardaton 3 years ago
Much love to you! Thanks for making me smile!
sophiegirl1 3 years ago
look u stupid depressed bitch... stop trying to make ppl feel bad for you! its not working. u just feel a fucking depressed because ur sister is beautiful and ur not. i dont know how such a beautiful woman can be related to someone fat and ugly like YOU! so plz do everyone a favor and get the fuck OFF of youtube!!!!!!!!!
Cusibagirl 3 years ago
Nah, I'll stay on youtube, so get used to it. You might as well subscribe since you like watching and commenting so much! Have a good day sweetheart. Looking forward to speaking with you again. MUAH!
sophiegirl1 3 years ago
blah blah blah... ur crying just because some wasnt nice to you and said something that hurt ur feelings??? ohh wow!!! i think that u crying and putting ur feelings "out there" is just plain stupid!!!!! and u seem depressed there is medication for that!!!!!!
Cusibagirl 3 years ago
Can you say something different? No comeback handy? You basically say the same shit I just said to you. BORING. I like writing in CAPS! Thanks for showing me the way. I'm cured! See youtube does help!
sophiegirl1 3 years ago
sophiegirl1 has subscribers who care about what she has to say...thats y they watch all her videos and shes so popular on youtube. when nice, compassionate people watch her videos they want her to feel better, and hope that shes ok. sophiegirl1 is of no consequence to u, because clearly you don't give a shit...maybe you should think about that. i have a question for you...why are there so many malicious haters on youtube? i figure u might have some insight seeing as ur one of them..
boondoggle89 3 years ago
Much love to you. It's people like these to hooligans that have no effect over me. What they haven't figured out, because they obviously have learning difficulties, is that the people that upset me or have upset me in the past are people that I know & respect in some way shape or form. Meaningless people & meaningless comments are so unimportant and have no weight in my life. You're a gem for caring! Thanks!
sophiegirl1 3 years ago
bitch.. so then wtf is all this fucking crying for??? you want everyone to be nice to you??? thats not gonna happen stupid!!!!!
Cusibagirl 3 years ago
I clearly explain the exact question you post here. Either you get it or you don't. Pay attention and you will find the answer. I can't help it that you have no comprehension skills. There is medication for ADD.
sophiegirl1 3 years ago
yes we get it ok? you like to be up front about ur feelings and feel there is no reason why ur loyal views shouldnt know how you are feeling...we get it. however, when ur on youtube, ppl are gonna be nasty. you can't please everyone and ppl arent gona be nice to you just becuz you asked them to. oh and btw, you say that 70smila didnt get to you? well sorry to break it to you, but she won. why did she win??? you gave her that power by replying to her comments. hope YOU learned YOUR lesson..thanks
chuchara02 3 years ago
If this was some sort of contest & those were the rules as you say, then I guess she did win. I wasn't aware I was competing in a contest. I respond to a lot of comments on my videos. Take a look. I guess all the people that I responded to in my vids have won the contest also.
sophiegirl1 3 years ago
ohhh yea and i believe the ridiculous faces that girl is talking about are these:
0:10-0:37 & 8:46-9:02!!!
Cusibagirl 3 years ago
i totally agree with 70sMiLA!! people are gonna leave u different kinds of comments. they arent gonna be nice to just because you are u!!! wtf??? "Be nice to me" u sound fucking pathetic!!! if u dont want ppl to tell u shitty comments on here then get the FUCK OFF of youtube!!!! STUPID FAT UGLY WHORE!!!!!
Cusibagirl 3 years ago
Writing it in CAPS doesn't make it hit me harder. LMMFAO. You and your little girlfriend need to get a life. Stop worrying about a STUPID FAT UGLY WHORE as you YELL IT. MUAH!
sophiegirl1 3 years ago
OMG! I am so very sorry! Im trying to watch all your vids and I just picked this one at random and I was taken back. Im sorry you had to go through this. But on a side note, you look gorgeous, your skin looks flawless. But please please keep your head up...sending you positive energy your way.
LovelyRawBeauty 3 years ago
Ohh BOO HOO!!! Cry me a fucking river!!! Jesus, when you put yourself out there on youtube, ppl are gonna make LOTS of diffrent kinds of comments! Some you may dislike very much. Thats just YOUTUBE!! Christ, get the fuck over yourself!!! "Be nice to me!!!" man, I feel embarrassed FOR you just watching this!! Damn dude, you sound like a little kid. GROW UP and accept the good and the bad, or get your pathetic ass off of YOUTUBE!
70sMiLA 3 years ago
You made me laugh. Thanks. I needed it! Bwahahahaha, faggot.
sophiegirl1 3 years ago
Lmao! we both know that did NOT make you laugh....youre' just a pathetic woman who's always been in her sisters shadow. Needless to say, your sister is amizingly beautiful and I still cannot figure out how the hell she could be related to a fat bitch like you....well anyway, have a great day..."faggot"....(rofl)
70sMiLA 3 years ago
Sweetie, you did make me laugh and still are! Let me clue you in to why you're so hilarious! You think that your piddly ass comments upset me, but NEWS FLASH, they just make me laugh.
sophiegirl1 3 years ago
This video was made about someone that did. She had the power to upset me bcuz I gave her that power. You, sweetheart, don't have that power over me.
sophiegirl1 3 years ago
Btw, tell me something I don't know. We all know my sister is very gorgeous, on the outside, but it's the inside that sucks with her. You two are very much alike in that aspect. Who knows if you're gorgeous like her? Probably not, because you hide behind your computer & don't have the nerve to make a video. She at least wouldn't even waste her time saying stupid shit like you have to someone that doesn't even matter in the scheme of things. It's funny the time & energy u put into my video!
sophiegirl1 3 years ago
Another reason your such a comedian to me is that you have NO videos posted, yet you come to my video and make comments about me stating how I feel about things. That, right there is a sign of a person that needs to get a life. Someone who has NOTHING to do but make comments to random people, because they are so bored.
sophiegirl1 3 years ago
hey look here you ugly bitch...this is fucking YOUTUBE...a public forum and I will do as I please....your vids are up for a reason. THEY ARE HERE FOR PPL TO WATCH. if you dont like what we have to say, get your ass off here like i said b4. ur vids are pathetic....and NO, you are NOT looking "skinny"....youre still fat as hell...and UGLY too.
70sMiLA 3 years ago
Bwahahahaha, there u go again. You should do stand up.
sophiegirl1 3 years ago
mmm....im sorry but 70smila got you there...dont put up vids if you arent gonna like ppl's reactions. and damn ur sister is hot.
chuchara02 3 years ago
It's all good, bitch doesn't faze me. I welcome comments. That is how people learn and grow. This is just something I was upset about so I shared it with my viewers. Not everyone would understand & I don't expect them to. Common decency is all I'm asking for. Some don't know what that is, and 70sMila is one of those people.
sophiegirl1 3 years ago
Jill, first I want to say that I almost shit my pants when I saw you were back! I missed your videos so much! I also want to say that you deserve to feel beautiful, and what other people say is born out of insecurity and jelousy. You are one of the most true and honest souls I've ever met, and that is truly beautiful.
broadwaybaby9283 3 years ago
Thanks BB! You're so wonderful!
sophiegirl1 3 years ago
This video breaks my heart. I have watched your videos since the beginning. Your quirky faces and honest dialogue is what makes you so entertaining and loveable. Like most have already said, dont be upset. Someone that would make such hateful comments to you, especially not knowing the "story", probably has issues of their own. In life there are negative people, and positive. Its hard, but you need to ignore those that are trying to bring you down. Your fantastic, and your videos are heartfelt.
sehardy1981 3 years ago
Hush honey, wipe those tears.
Not worth your tears.
SarahMJJ 3 years ago
just a quick hello Jill love, I simply wanted to post a message of love and happiness to you and Isaac, this video still brings tears to my eyes. Take care but most of all be HAPPY x x x love Margaret
NunaFeedTheDucks 3 years ago
Don't be sad! I'm doing well! I just had to get the feelings off my chest, but I feel better now. Sometimes you just have to vent! Love ya sweetheart! <3
sophiegirl1 3 years ago
Your beautiful on the inside and out don't let that get u down :) u looked great in your other video and u looked really happy. i love watching your videos and im glad your back!
brownsugar04 3 years ago
Thank you so much sugar! I will be making more soon. Happy New Year!
sophiegirl1 3 years ago
Hey Luv, I hope your Christmas and New Year with Issac was fantastic. Dont take what people say to much to heart luv. I think your still sensitive to all that has happened to you the past year and may be not quite ready to share with us utubersx
hopey2540 3 years ago
You might be right about that, but the videos I made, I really wanted to talk about the things I did. I will make a new video within the next couple of day! I hope you had a nice Christmas and a very good New Year!
sophiegirl1 3 years ago
Wanting to share your happiness is a good thing, and I really feel it for you to I have been there and its great its all the other stuff that does gets tangled with it that still hurts even though we dont realise it and judging by your reaction to that comment I dont think your really ready be careful luv, Im off on holidays for three weeks with the kids yeah yeah so Im going to miss u all take very good care of your self, Issac & yr puppies LOL. My Jesse still asks about him.
hopey2540 3 years ago
why do you think your ugly? i dont get it, who has told you that you are? take it from me, a very hetero-male :) your not ugly! this is youtube, a very childish place. your gonna get a lot of hate, all of it unnecessary of course. brush it off, your batter than that!
DonutNinja777 3 years ago
I've been making videos for 2 yrs. now, most of them private at the moment, but I'm in the process of making them all public again. I've had my fair share of haters, but the majority of my viewers are quite supportive. People throughout my life haven't said I'm ugly, but they haven't said I'm pretty either. I have some insecurities that stem from my childhood. Long story. This is a video you would understand if you saw all my previous vids, so its mainly for my loyal subscribers.
sophiegirl1 3 years ago
Heey girl,
You look goodddd!! you also seem like a very sweet girl. i just hope you will be fine and feel more good about your self. i think 6 months ago i recoverd from feeling like how you are feeling right know.
girl if you wannee chat and talk lett me know i am her.LOL even if we never met or something,.
Luv ya girl!
wardaton 3 years ago
I'm a little confused. What do you mean, " I am her?" Just curious. Thanks for understanding. Some people don't understand why I'm so emotional and sensitive, but I would rather be sensitive than insensitive. You know?
sophiegirl1 3 years ago
I am sorry me english is not that good.
whati meant by '' i am her? is I am here. you know i am here for you i f you wanne talk.
wardaton 3 years ago
Hi Jill Love,
Happy New Year
"Hope" you had a great christmas and i wish you all the best in this 2009 New Year sweetheart. Take care love Margaret x x x
NunaFeedTheDucks 3 years ago
Thanks luv! Happy New Year to you also!
sophiegirl1 3 years ago
jill,i missed you so much,its kat here from way over in switzerland...this year is so different isnt it? so much has changed in life...u are goin thru so much and even if u were actin strange or not correct damn it ur human nevermind these bs-comments.u r strong n u need noones opinion hun,got luv for ya no matter how ya feel or how u actin,kat
Teardrops141 3 years ago
Thank you sweetheart & yes shit has changed, but I wouldn't have it any other way! Thanks for being a good friend!
sophiegirl1 3 years ago
You are an extremely sensitive person. You look great. And you look good.
Please, beleive. I have no interest but to make sure you feel good about yourself.
Peolpel who consider you good looking are rigth. Your a the seetest person I know, very feminie and beautiful
I don't need to lie
h5t6ca 3 years ago
I think I'm in love! WITH YOU! LOL! Thanks for being so sweet!
sophiegirl1 3 years ago
Hey Luv u have been through so much this past year, alot we dont no about & you dont have to share. U may still have alot of emotions that yr probably dealing with that dont just go away. It sounds like yr new man is supportive, really cares for u and makes you happy thats what matters. I have been through a similar thing years ago. Things worked out well for me and am happy. I hope u find your happiness you truely deserve it.Dont worry about what others think your worth more than that.XXX
hopey2540 3 years ago
I can't help you probably, but let me tell you this. My boyfriend allways made me feel better about myself and somehow i had feelings about myself, but i could also enjoy his compliments! Í will allways be greatfull for that! Other people challenge us! We have to let them, cause that is how we grow!! Love you sweety!! And i think you still look good:) Honestly!
pien21 3 years ago
oh it´s so nice to see you again!!!!!!!!! you look so good, missed you girl!
patito76 3 years ago
HAhaha, U have to read these comments backwards, the bottom on is first then the middle is second and this top one is last, LOLOL I know I'm crazy! But that's how u like me!
~ Roberta ~
theheadsgirl 3 years ago
Thanks for always being a sweetheart! I love that you always have my back! How is the whole house thing going? How was your Christmas?
sophiegirl1 3 years ago
So take it your good vibes from Issac, from your man or from your friends and know that no matter how far apart we are, I've got your back chicka! Luvs ya Always!
~ Roberta ~!
theheadsgirl 3 years ago
Baby Girl! Listen the whole u shouldn't depend on others for your emotions, is crap! I don't blame u at all for being upset by someone or being happy because of someone. U r human, and we are filled with emotions, U left your husband because u felt it wasn't a healthy relationship, so I know when u feel it's useless with your new guy you'll see it and do what's best for u and Issac. As for others making u happy, girl we need all the happiness we can get in this life!
theheadsgirl 3 years ago
Sometimes things just hit us wrong girl . Its normal . My own mother made me cry on Christmas day bc she call'd me lazy . It hurt my feelings that she REALLY thinks Im lazy , and Im not . Just bc Im fat dose not mean Im lazy , and apparently , my whole family thinks that I am . Normally I dont care what ppl think at all , but some things really just get to me . Dont get so down on yourself sweety , do what ya do and live your life !
*GIVE YOU A BIG HUG*
AngelBones84 3 years ago
I'm sorry your mother feels that way. It's horrible how people just assume things because of the way you look. I was never lazy. I don't think so at least. I just couldn't get around as much! LOL! Thans for the support! Love ya!
sophiegirl1 3 years ago
My mama has always been like that with me . I think she thinks she knows who I am , but she really dosent . Im not lazy at all . Hell I go to the gym almost every day , do yoga every afternoon and keep a clean house , not to mention all the things I do with my son . I dont know how much your high weight was , but I dont have issues moving around , I guess bc despite my weight , Im in good shape . Im the ''outdoorsy type'' LOL . If it was a prob tho I would so lose weight tho !
AngelBones84 3 years ago
First off, I am so happy you are back. You're one of my favorite YT people because you're always so honest and real.
I always giggle at your funny faces. I think they're cute. I'm really sorry that your feelings got hurt. I felt so sad for you while I was watching this video. I wanted to reach through the screen and hug you.
notroubleatall 3 years ago
hunny if youtube comments bother you so much you probably shouldn't make videos anymore because people are always going to say mean things even if they "know" you or not.
HaveALollipop 3 years ago
Hye girl - long time since I been on youtube - hope you're ok and you have a good christmas and new year!Ellie
xxx
guidingstar87 3 years ago
Thank you! You too!
sophiegirl1 3 years ago
This video touched me more than I thought it would...((hug))
InvisibleWhisperz 3 years ago
Thank you. Have a Merry Christmas.
sophiegirl1 3 years ago
Best Wishes to you and your son and your main squeeze!! Cheers!
InvisibleWhisperz 3 years ago
LOL! Thank you! I'm about to put him to bed after watching "The Polar Express"! It's a tradition! He is putting out Pop Tarts and Milk! Too hilarious, and then I'm going to wrap his presents! Of course, Santa is coming!
sophiegirl1 3 years ago
Merry Christmas Jill. I hope you are feeling well. I hope you put more stock in all the beautiful words people say to you than the one or two icky things people say. You are so pretty when you are smiling!
PrincessFancyBitch 3 years ago
I've just finished wrapping presents. It's the first time in a long time that I've finished so early in the evening!! haha Now I'm going to have a beer and watch a few youtube videos then hit the sack.
:) TTyL
InvisibleWhisperz 3 years ago
LOL! You like beer? That is one thing I don't like! I do like my liquor though!
sophiegirl1 3 years ago
Well...not really but recently I had an unfortunate accident that caused me to lose my sense of smell and taste and right now the only thing I have in my house is beer. LoL! I'd rather have something like a Mike-arita or a Mike's Light Hard Cranberry Lemonade. :)
InvisibleWhisperz 3 years ago
Oh, wow! That sounds awful! What happened?
sophiegirl1 3 years ago
I'd love to tell ya but youtube won't let me private msg you. I don't want the whole world to know because it's kind of embarrassing. :| hehe
InvisibleWhisperz 3 years ago
you can private message me now! we are friends!
sophiegirl1 3 years ago
I think most of it comes from the point that people love you and care about you and do NOT want to see you hurt. Now, for people being just rude, I think it does have a lot to do with them and not you. You have to understand that you have come a LONG way. People that understand you and feel your pain when you are down, often get a slight bit jealous when things are going great for you and not for them. Nothing against peevishpear, everyone gets that way...its human nature, but it does hurt.
BeeBoo311 3 years ago
I know & you're absolutely right. Thanks again!
sophiegirl1 3 years ago
This is one of your most raw videos Jill. :HUGS: You are positively gorgeous. Intelligent. Fun. Stunning. Please know that you are amazing sweetie.
glamourizedtinkerbel 3 years ago
Thanks sweetie. You're the best!
sophiegirl1 3 years ago
Honestly, you are a pretty girl, and you shouldn't need a man or anyone else to tell you that. I understand how you feel though. But please, remember that you are a beautiful person inside and out and don't let anyone tell you different. I don't care if it sounds cheesy, it's the truth. :P
ohphelia 3 years ago
Your strong. Don't give away your energy to negativity. Don't let anyone suck your joy out ever. Wether it is a friend, relative, your child, your lover...don't let anyone take your happiness. Happiness is a choice and you own it. This is hard lesson. The batter I get at avoiding energy vampires the better I feel. Negativity=energy vampire. Ignore ALL negativity at all cost.
fastinggurl31 3 years ago 2
Part of the dilemma with posting on youtube is your put yourself out there to be judged. What you have to remember is most of the time it is 100% about the other person and has nothing to do with you. That goes for "real" life as well.Extreme sensitivity is all part of an ED. "normal" folks can shake it off..you'll get there one day. You know who you are.
fastinggurl31 3 years ago 2
Ah, I tried posting a comment but for some reason it didnt work. Ive been watching you for a while now and I could already tell that you must love your son lots. You must also remember to love yourself and that is the most important thing. I use to let people eat me up and get a hold of my emotions- its no good, and its not a way to live life. Your eating disorder is really grasping a hold on your life and not making you able to have a healthy body or mind.
Bitemeubloodyelf 3 years ago
Very wise for a young person.
sophiegirl1 3 years ago
Listen, I'm going to be honest too. Ive been watching you for a long time now and I could already tell you must love your child and you must really try hard. With the eating disorder and the anxiety its eating you up inside. Its something you cannot control and you must seek help (and I know you don't want to but you have a child). Also,please dont let angry comments get to you, the person obviously wasn't thinking of your feelings. Take care.
Bitemeubloodyelf 3 years ago
You know what! I went to your channel just yesterday because I thought your name was so funny! I read your description and said to myself, "I hope she doesn't laugh at me!" LOL! I am working on my issues and youtube is a big outlet for me and those issues. I have a lot of support and have found lasting friendships on this site. Fastinggurl31 will ALWAYS be a very close friend. Gothlizard came to visit me this weekend and is moving here in March, so youtube has been very good to me.
sophiegirl1 3 years ago
you are NOT ugly or stupid.
ignore that bitch and any others who say things like that.
this video really upset me.
i totally understand why it affected you so much.
it would effect me just the same.
i've had similar things happen to me, so i know i react the same way.
i know i haven't been watching your vid's for long, but i haven't noticed any ugly faces or whatever bullshit she was going on about.
maybe she's going through rough times, but that is no reason to be so nasty!
xx
geriann1981 3 years ago
I know she is going through some things, and that is why she said what she did. She was venting, and took it out on me because I was so happy, but nonetheless it hurt. I'm over it now, and she will always be a friend. I hope she knows that.
sophiegirl1 3 years ago
your skin is sooo gorgeous! I'm jealous:(
p.s. you are one of the prettiest criers I've ever seen!
ABForevah4000 3 years ago
OMG! All these people with such nice comments! I swore I thought more people would tell me to shut the fuck up! Thanks for the compliments! Damn, I sure as hell didn't expect all this, but am so happy for the support and the compliments! Prettiest crier! Never heard that before, but I like it! Thanks!
sophiegirl1 3 years ago
u have such gorgeous skin! I'm so jealous! :(
ABForevah4000 3 years ago
omg i love that youre venting. you really need to do this more often becuase when u keep feelings to yourselves it makes it worse...i definitely understand. just let it outttttt..its okay to cry! you are not the only self-conscious problems you are so not alone. and youre honestly sooo beautiful and are certainly not stupid.
sonotyou 3 years ago
i will be making more vids venting. i need this outlet to work things out. that is why i love youtube so much.
sophiegirl1 3 years ago
I chews my words carefully whenever I leave comments, if i ever upset you or have in the past then i'm deeply sorry and would never hurt you intensionly. I feel your hurt and cried when viewing this video, if I could hug you I would. I don't pretend to know your situation but I would gladly wish you guys together 24/7 the way you would want him to be.If i was beautiful like you i would make videos. Take care Jill sweetheart love Margaret x x x
NunaFeedTheDucks 3 years ago
I love that name Margaret. That is my late grandmothers name. She was a WONDERFUL person, so you must be too, with a heart of gold. Thanks for the well wishes!
sophiegirl1 3 years ago
Never forget how beautiful you are Jill sweetheart, look at Isaac, he came from you. he's your beaty from your insides and out. love and hugs Margaret :)> x x x x
NunaFeedTheDucks 3 years ago
When you feel beatiful Jill, thats how I see you all the time...x x x
NunaFeedTheDucks 3 years ago
OK, I never comment on videos but I've been watching yours them a long time. You do not deserve to be talked to like that. You are a good person and you're beautiful. There is NOTHING wrong with expecting people to be nice to you, you deserve it. I think comments like that are way crappier to be being said to someone with body perception issues, especially when you were feeling happy. I really hope you're feeling better about it now.
Synica66 3 years ago
I am feeling much better. After I made the video and got my feelings out it was such a relief. Thanks for the sweet comments. I appreciate it.
sophiegirl1 3 years ago
You are absolutely without a doubt beautiful. We all think you are gorgeous. I know what you mean about letting things bother you, I am the same way. *Hugs* I hope you feel better. I really want you to know though, that you have come a long way and you are a beautiful person.
BethyGirlie 3 years ago
YOU ARE ALWAYS BEAUTIFUL. INSIDE AND OUT.
YOU ARE BEAUTIFUL
YOU ARE BEAUTIFUL
YOU ARE BEAUTIFUL
Fuck the people who know NOTHING about you. FUCK THEM, FUCK THEM, FUCK THEM. They are the ones that are fucking ugly. When you have to put people down to make yourself feel better, THAT is FUCKING UGLY!
YOU ARE BEAUTIFUL MAMA!!!!!
LOVE YA!
PinkL0ve04 3 years ago
Don't worry it's going to be ok. Don't let people get to you. Sometimes people will say stuff but really don't mean. Maybe she just had a bad day. It makes me feel bad to see you upset,well stay strong and just dont read those negative comments. ok.
Cammiesmember 3 years ago
Aw Jill, it breaks my heart to see you hurting. I understand how one negative comment in a sea of positivity can break your heart. Hugs to you. I hope you feel better really soon. Continue to be the beautiful person you are--inside and out.
CoeMia 3 years ago
i think your faces are kinda cute and i hope you won't feel self-conscious in your future videos. i often let stuff like that get to me and just get more self conscious, i wish people didn't comment on crap like that. cuz it really shouldn't matter. peevish didn't prolly mean what she said though and was just having a bad moment. but i think you're beautiful and hope you will feel beautiful again. :)
SilverPoppy 3 years ago
dont cry that makes me sad too
blackandfat 3 years ago
Feel better Jill and try not to be so hard on yourself.....you have been through a lot in the past year.....shit your last 2 years (since I have been watching you)....you have come so far....be proud of yourself you are stong woman
andreaseifert1 3 years ago
I'm sorry Jill that her comment upset you. You and I are so similar when it comes to that. That is why I have trouble putting up videos and leaving them up because I am afraid of the rude comments. I take them to heart and let it eat at me. I feel people can put things in a more tactful way instead of hurting people on purpose. I think you look great and you looked great in those two videos. And I hope you and your guy will work things out and be together. Feel better hon. Hugs to you.
TheFerret78 3 years ago
Thanks so much!
sophiegirl1 3 years ago
oh wait, did that sound stalkish?? you know I mean readers, not fans. LOL
calliedeaner 3 years ago
LOL! It's no thing! You mean viewers, not readers! LMAO! You're freaking hilarious!
sophiegirl1 3 years ago
I am so glad you are back! and this is not a 'drama' video, you are simply telling it like it is. if this vid doesn't get out the message that insulting comments can cut to the quick, then I don't know what will. you have always been honest in how you feel, good or bad, and your 'true' fans love you either way.
calliedeaner 3 years ago
I'm subscribed to her as well. If I recall she has not made videos in quite sometime. She is really down on herself and has no room to comment in such a mean way, but at the same time (I don't know her) but it doesn't seem to be her nature, she had to have been going through something herself and seeing you so happy might have been triggering in a way. I give people the benefit of the doubt cause I am people pleaser but I sure hope she is not just a bitch!
InsideOut127 3 years ago
You're right. I tried to portray in this video that I was not angry with her, but hurt.
sophiegirl1 3 years ago
I hope you know I am not attacking PeevishPear in this video. Far from it. I thought I made that clear in my opening comment. I still love her and am too subscribed to her and always will be as long as she is on youtube, whether she posts videos or not. I hope nothing but the best for her.
sophiegirl1 3 years ago
Oh I know your not. I am not trying to either. Hopefully my comments where not harsh. I just hate to see you hurt. I would be too if you are someone else I respected on youtube would do such a thing. I still get hurt when haters make random comments on my old videos.
InsideOut127 3 years ago
they weren't harsh at all.
sophiegirl1 3 years ago
i dnt even know u, n god knows how i stumbled across ur page. bt watchin u upset was heart breakin. no girl shud feel so low about themselves, especially pretty 1s!!!!
i hope u c all these lovely comments n feel better n happier n i hope everything goes well 4 u in ur life kk?????
xx lol hope my comment lifted ur mood a bit :)
mizzclear 3 years ago
Thank you for your wonderful comment!
sophiegirl1 3 years ago
"peevishpear" was a bitch, a bitter, envious, mean bitch, for making that coment.
You LOOK and ARE beautifull. Im not saying it to "be nice" (im pretty bitchy myself so I couldn't give a rat's ass about being nice) Im saying you are gorgeous because you are.
I am an honest person I say things how I see them.
You = Pretty. Don't pay attention to bitter envious people out there.
We only live so little... it's a shame to waste your time on people who doesn't deserve it.
Moreba 3 years ago 3
Thank you so much. I don't think she's a bitch. She is just upset about something & the thing is, I just wanted everyone to know that comments do affect me, so just say it in such a way that I can take the criticism and do something positive with it. She had a point about my "relationship" with my baby, and has great insight, but I would have listened more closely without all the anger and negativity.
sophiegirl1 3 years ago
Please don't let this get to you hunnie,
YOU ARE A PRETTY GIRL! And I have no clue
WHY SHE IS HATING! Everyone has there problems the LAST thing we need is ppl
who we think are close to be bringing us
down!Cheer up babe!SO NOT WORTH IT!Just
shows someone's TRUE COLORS!!!!!!!!!!!!!
MissToxicLove 3 years ago
WOW WTF!!!? I cant even beleive ur so called "friend" would go and say something
so hurtful and not making the least bit of sense!wtf does it matter to her that u made silly faces in YOUR VIDEO!And that ur boy made u feel good,You have every right to be HAPPY!Just because she's sad she has to try to bring other people down?
MissToxicLove 3 years ago
I am really embarrassed and ashamed. I can't believe I allowed myself to think, even for a moment, that my comment would not affect you. God, I don't know what the hell is wrong with me anymore. Please don't ever get this upset over some random asshole, because that's all I am. I am not a person of substance or worth; I have become everything that I despise, and my comment is just a small example of that. I don't even have the decency to face you in an e-mail.Just another one of my many fuckups
peevishpear 3 years ago
Ok don't be that hard on yourself. I don't know why this video effected me so much. If you were just another hater, I would have posted a counter comment for jill and left it alone but I'm subscribed to you and i know you are not an asshole (even though that was an asshole thing to do.) You too are beautiful person and a part of a youtube circle that can be supportive. You may need Jill, so don't abuse her friendship.
InsideOut127 3 years ago
Come on your being too hard on yourself. You said how you felt. I am sure some of it was out of pure concern and believing that Jill deserves the best from a man. As far as the comments about her making faces ...you apologized she accepted your apology. All is forgiven on her end. Your going through a hard time.I understand and your not a horrible person. Your HUMAN. We all makes mistakes & hurt friends. All of us.
fastinggurl31 3 years ago 2
Yes it was petty, mean, stupid, cruel and entirely inappropriate. You were simply in a good mood and I guess I resented your happiness. There is nothing I can say to take back your tears or hurt, other than that I truly am sorry. I will leave it at that because I feel like the more I type the worse I'm making you feel. I will definitely restrain myself in futre. I'm disgusted with the person i've become, incredibly angry and bitter.
peevishpear 3 years ago
It's okay. I have already accepted your apology and I still value your opinion, so please continue to give it to me, but in a more courteous manner. I know you understand what I mean. You're an educated girl. I hope you feel better. Truly, I do.
sophiegirl1 3 years ago
I wish I had the energy to respond in a way that wouldn't just exacerabte all the damage done. I was excessively mean. I was feeling very annoyed, and all the anger was entirely misdirected. I in no way (even in that moment) was trying to convey that you are unattractive. You have lost a shitload of weight and are extraordinatirly beatiful. By ridiculous faces i meant sticking out your tongue and pulling silly faces at the beginning of your videos.
peevishpear 3 years ago
I guess the ridiculous faces at the beginning of my videos are a thing I do because I'm nervous? Not sure, but that is probably it.
sophiegirl1 3 years ago
Jill, I think you are right for feeling the way you feel. It was so wrong for a comment like that to be displayed for all to see. At the same time I think "peevishpear" apology is sincere. We as women do this to each other and it is sick but we would have to lie to say we have not been in her seat and in yours as well. I hope you know how beautiful you are and I am not just talking on the inside bullshit.
InsideOut127 3 years ago
I know her apology is sincere. I have reiterated that throughout my comments to her. That is not the issue. The issue is now how I feel. I guess I'm just hurt and that I do have feelings and I was feeling very good in my drunk videos and I just wanted to share that with all of you. To get such a comment, really made me feel bad and I just wanted that to be known. I would have been just as hurt if you would have said something similar.
sophiegirl1 3 years ago
Awhhhh Jilly don't cry, I know you feel what you feel but don't let some random person upset you!! It's your life... live and be happy, luv ya Girly! ;-) Deep breath, good in bad out XOXO!
MungaLulu 3 years ago
im sorry people forget to be gentle and censor
you look beautiful though
and I wouldnt say it if werent true
I mean that was one misdirected comment in a sea of people saying you're gorgeous!
also you arent stupid and have really valid interesting things to say
I love your videos :) I Hope you feel better
JunqueFood99 3 years ago
I did see all the wonderful comments! It's always the negative one that sticks with you, huh!? I do feel better already. I just needed to get the feelings that I was having off my chest. I didn't expect the anger in her comment and that is what hurt the most.
sophiegirl1 3 years ago
I am so glad your back! you are really what made youtube
have a blessed chrismtas sweetie pie.
Lucie-blue
x
blueooofeather 3 years ago
Jill your not ugly at all, I'm being honest and for her to make that comment was mean and seriously uncool. Before she judges others harshly she should take a serious long look at her own life and worry about that. She had no right to make you feel bad about yourself no one deserves that especially you because you are a good person and I've known that for a long time. :) *hugs* Take care Jill my friend.
Jellybeean007 3 years ago
Thank you Warren. You're the best!
sophiegirl1 3 years ago
I know you probably don't want to hear this, but its not all about looks. You're gorgeous, but that doesn't matter - its what's on the inside that counts. And you're beautiful on the inside too. Don't take what people say to heart.
spieldose 3 years ago
Thank you sweetie! You're one of the people that I look forward to see what you have to say when I post a video. The people that I relate to on here are the ones that have been watching my vids from the very beginning. Thank you for making me feel better.
sophiegirl1 3 years ago
Peavish Pear is one to talk. She has a shit load of problems. She doesn't have any idea about your relationship. Let her be the last of your worries and concentrate on your relationship. Do what makes you happy..everything else will follow. I hope you feel better. You are a beautiful girl. I have seen you since the beginning. You have come a long way!
strive4me 3 years ago