Re: Social Anxiety, Suicide and Escape...Part 2

[NowMyGeneration]

Go kill yourself bitch.

[SEROTONlN]

Nice. Thanks for sharing.

[EyesofGeisha]

I can really relate. I know what you mean with not being able to connect...I don't know why,if somethings changed about me now...I dunno. I used to be really outgoing...then I moved as well. :-/ I'm a part of a few groups here and there but no real friends.

[MrCoolrox1986]

Hey! Have you tried anxiety zero technique (It is at anxiety0.info)? Ive heard some great things about it and my cousin pretty much cured panicks with it.

[marklloydbinar]

Hi! Have you heard about anxiety zero technique (It is at anxiety0.info)? Ive heard some great things about it and my work buddy pretty much cured panick attacks with it.

[fredbloggs02]

Is that "kayla's" videos?  I think I talk to her on sas sometimes.

[fathersonnholyspirit]

None of you have to live with this anymore. I know the frustration, embarrassment and fear that is involved. Please go to my site. You dont need to buy anything, I promise you its already been paid for fuentesevangelism-.-c-o-m-

[damienfah3y]

@DarkAngelrace added to what im saying.. if your onto computer gaming.. instead of playing at home, why don't you go to a nearby computer shop and play with people there.. you might get friends by doing so.

:) i hope you get happy with your life.. and its not too late coz your just 15, alot of things might happen .. basically dont give up :)

[damienfah3y]

@DarkAngelrace go get something to work on. like a hobby or go for inventions if you have knowledge.. and also painting and handy crafts will do :)

base on my experience. my family is just average and we can't affor those kind of things.. so i just stuck at home watching television.. also we don't have computer and an internet that time so basically i dont have anything to do. although i have friends when i was young, but there's this weird experience that put a barrier between me and soceity.

[HardeyLeone]

Hi, I have got much better. CBT really helps. Get off the meds helps also!!!

[fredbloggs02]

@DarkAngelrace When was the very FIRST time you felt this helpless m8? If I'm honest I think both of us have one thing in common at least. I'd say S.A. and all it's perks are the just the tip of the iceberg. Some people feel S.A. as a sideline, borderline disorder on the back of an otherwise healthy life. You said you felt "lost." That sugests something over and above s.a. to me. I'm no phsychologist so forgive me it's just I've heard a similar thing from someone else before. Stay loose m8

[fredbloggs02]

Sometimes I think I'd lose these problems if I went to live in a tribe, in some hot country somewhere. I mean live or die has no time for the bloke who can't articulate himself on a hunt for wood or food does it? lol...

[fredbloggs02]

I know a woman with a shy kid about our age who thinks her son would have got s.a. if he'd been moved about like you and I both have. I think your too hard on yourself man. Doesn't take a local nuclear explosion to be affected. No kid would wanna suddenly uproot to Scotland, especially a kid of a more sensitive disposition I'd say.

[bigbitchification]

I am so dam bipolar too! WIth SA you may have days of wonderful confidence and then days where you feel like shit with no self esteem. I feel pretty f'ed up too and donno wuts wrong with me. I feel lost as well. Ur young, so you havn't suffered as long as I have.

[janeysman]

I love Animals while most of the world could care less I even don't kill spiders or insects also I think I might have a life threatening disease and I didn't tell my mom how much I loved her even though she meant the world to me so go ahead be fucked up but remember there's always someone more fucked up than you . if I didn't believe in God I'd rob a bank and kill myself and many others . ( only God can judge me !)

[janeysman]

as I remember I only had 4 friends my whole life now some got married some moved away now I got no friends but it doesn't bother me sa is part of my family too I can't get a drivers license due to sa I can't get a job I bought a motorcycle but I don't ride too often I can't stand when cars follow me too closely I speed up

cuz I think they get mad I'm angry bipolar depressed and on top of it all my mom died 8 months ago so I say fuck the world !

[missangelik720]

u look like robert pattinson

[bobby1000000]

hahaha i dont think so

[stanbalo]

@missangelik720 better looking than robert!

[mikha1280]

I never realized until recently that there are so many people talking about social anxiety here on youtube, it's incredible, some of the descriptions that people have made of what social anxiety is like in videos I've watched are so similar to what I've gone through. I definitely know what social anxiety is all about, it can affect so many aspects of a person's life. In my case it's been a long struggle, I hope you've found good ways to fight it.

[favourites11]

Could you give me a link to the video your talking about 'keylib'? I would like to see it too, thanks.

[toothacheboy]

Can relate to you saying about people talking 'at me' (not to me), and not feeling any connection.

I often find the level of communication (similar to many 'friendships') so superficial and empty.

[xodorotoyofo]

I got an amazing body :) and belive me it`s no match for my brain chemicals can conjure..

[knobslap]

Really really good video thanks for posting! :)

[LBurris597]

Thank you for your honest video.