No to sound "STAN-ish" but ever since I've stumbled upon your channel you've done nothing but made me smile and laugh every single vid...but this time I cried. You are loved, cared about and respected. You are beautiful inside and out. Neva 4get that. Stay sweet and keep your head up (i know this vid is mad old, but it made me so emotional) ✿Peace, Love and Infinite Blessings ◕ ‿ ◕✿
OMG did u really cut yourself? Don't do that to yourself. You are such a beautiful person inside and out. By the way I loved how you played mariah's "vulnerability" from the rainbow album :-) but please don't physically harm yourself pa :-(
omg i am so touched at 1st idk wat u ment but i had to watch past meets present are future r wat eva dat video is den i had to watch this 1 agopin to get wat u ment out of this video!!! this is sooooo deep and now i feel u on this bro!!
wow i hope that all that has healed. i know how life can bring you down, but sometimes you have to look outside your pain to see who you bringing up..... much love man
your best video.. love the song is very touching and shows a different side of you. Now you may know you have a lot of love and friends around here and one of those are writing this comment ;)
im so sorryz guyz will find a bloody body in your closet hanging there haunting you and will kill you and ur family and if u want to stop this just sends this to 6 videos in 30 mins or this will happen good luck hate these!!!!!!!!
I just watched this vid and I see some of the journey you went through to become the person you are today. It is wonderful that you shared this with everyone...I know what its like to want to commit suicide...but just as you did...I overcame it. God bless you and stay strong. Continue sharing your story.
Hey dude, I just discovered your videos last night, and you are really talented and oh so interesting, Don't you dare hurt yourself, God loves you and so do I. Thanks, and keep those video coming.
That was deep. The sad thing is that alot of people can relate to this video. It's because at some point in our lives we've been so low or have felt so alone that suicide would have been an option. I've been at that point when I was very young, but my faith stopped me from following it through. God works in mysterious ways... Remember that.
And even when you feel alone, God is always there to help you find your way.
Sometimes the hardest thing to do when your alone, is letting people in.
I hope that one day you can write a book about your experiences. There are a lot of people who are in this predicament right now that need to know that they're not the only ones. When you're going through something, just listening to another's story of similarity is therapeutic.
Some people allow the demons of their past to navigate their future. I'm reminded of a song from Jazzyfatnastees "why do you defeat you, let the past mistreat you dont you wanna let it go? Only you can help you let it go" Jesus said I have given you power to trample of scorpians and snakes and NOTHING SHALL harm you. The only thing that harms you is You. LET GO AND GO INTO PRAISING GOD FOR THE RIGHT NOW.
yo man im touch by this video I have came close to killing my self many of times but .glory to god who he said hes is a healer and deliverey hes word is true go to jesus he will make away for you
MAN!! That;s some serious shit 4real!!!! Im 17 i dont lik to curse to much, but i mean DAMN!!!!! That's sum scary shit! I mean i dont kno u "kno u", but watching this just makes me worry about you more has if you are one of my fiends at school. Kno, that you always hav a friend in me Alonzo :)
U really out did yoself LO, I don't even know wat 2 say man, jus absolutely inspirational and heartfelt...jus rememba to hold on to yo faith and u will ovacome every obstacle throws @ u.....well worth da wait
I don't really know you that well, but your vid really touched me when I saw it, I hope that what ever you are going thru, if you look towards god he can fix and provide you with all the strenth that you need to overcome the negtivatiy in your life/heart/home/surronds/friends and work.
hey alonzolereone....all i can say is from what i saw in this it jus touched me....i was crying man...and from what we experienced together it was like wow....i didnt know what was running through that head of yours and i want you to know i will always love you and please know that i am always your friend. hit me up...thenextBIGGthing
I'm hoping that by acting these emotions out is a release for you so that you don't have to do them yourself. Acknowledging that you feel like that is incredible and healthy. I feel like that camera you had was over my shoulder... hang in there bud, You probably have no idea how many people love you and how many people's lives you have touched. Much love.
bro you scared me at the end, don't do that again aiight. although life might see hard at times, know that you are loved and appreciated, i haven't yet met you in person, but i can tell you got a beautiful spirit, know that you are loved and although you might feel lonely; someone is thinking about you. take care my bratha
i have so many thoughts running through my head right now, but cant find the words to piece them together. i will just say this. Through our vulnerabilites, we find our weaknesses and learn how to build up or strengths.
Palpable. Haunting. Mighty. Sensationally relatable. In my head I actually heard the beating sound of desperation from a vulnerable heartbeat all throughout this piece thanks to the slick manner in which it was produced.
Will Alonzo Lerone please stand up! Job well done bruh.
stay strong! everytime i see one of your videos it makes me think of how bad i thought my life is but, it gives me something to look forward to knowing there is light right in front of me. i know now not having friends gives you a chance to really find yourself. doing this puts you in a place of peace and time to reflect on thoughts to better yourself and or change.
You NEED to know that you are a very intelligent, creative, handsome, strong, and kind man. Your videos get better with each posting, which means YOU are getting better with each new day. Take care, Lonzo.
Beautiful, moving, creative. You are getting really skilled with your vids. And this is one constructive thing about all the shit you have been through in your past. Now you can tell stories with beauty & insight & perspective!
Im not sure how to take this video... Powerful it was, but It seems like you really did cut yourself with that razor and if that is the case.. Are you okay? This video displays a lot of creative effort and I will just leave it at that (I digress)...
OMG I'M IN TEARS!!!!!!! This is the most powerful & intense video you've EVER made, and I'm just beside myself!!!!!!!!! My god you took us there & set the bar so high now, you ain't playing now!!! Not only was I not ready for this, I got life!!!!!!!!! Love you Lonzo!!!
Yes my nigga, Yes!!!! One of the best productions I've ever seen, you're like a little Spike Lee wit this! Evocative, cathartic, and just plain GOOD! Loved it mane...love you! What an evolution!! DEUCES!!
wow powerful video
lilhung08 4 months ago
No to sound "STAN-ish" but ever since I've stumbled upon your channel you've done nothing but made me smile and laugh every single vid...but this time I cried. You are loved, cared about and respected. You are beautiful inside and out. Neva 4get that. Stay sweet and keep your head up (i know this vid is mad old, but it made me so emotional) ✿Peace, Love and Infinite Blessings ◕ ‿ ◕✿
Blessed9jaBeauty 6 months ago
this kinda creeps me out seeing alonzo like this lol i used to see him laugh!
FrensisDB1987 9 months ago
OMG, don't make me cry~~~~
clarihorn2 10 months ago
OMG did u really cut yourself? Don't do that to yourself. You are such a beautiful person inside and out. By the way I loved how you played mariah's "vulnerability" from the rainbow album :-) but please don't physically harm yourself pa :-(
zusman84 1 year ago
OMG! I LOVE IT! IT SHOWS THE REAL AND HEARTFELT SIDE OF A MAN.
IMAG115 1 year ago
why? i just want to know
Provexcevy 1 year ago
I feel you mahn
WachaCalIit08 1 year ago
i hate getting red eyes
InActionJoseph 1 year ago
deep
missyweldon 1 year ago
jheezzeee
DJDiversity09 1 year ago
DAANG....
mwsongwriter 1 year ago
making my vain hurt.
Arybreexy3 1 year ago
Omg :( I Totally Understand What The Cutting Thing Feels Like. I've Been Threw It Before</3 I Love You Alonzo!
poohbeargirls 1 year ago
speechless
rfastant 1 year ago
I can Love you . ( even though you like wayyy older than me )
lovelyuser001 1 year ago
:( im crying.. that was so deep..
tigergirl562 1 year ago
wow, great vid, i can relate
reptilianking 1 year ago
awwwwwwwwwww :'(
jozhua9354 1 year ago
Wow I Lost for words!
Dummiemissiontv 1 year ago
Please tell me u really dont cut urself... please, ur such a cool guy!
WateverWatever04 1 year ago
OMG...
I am crying right now.
That was very deep...
Its like I can feel what your going through!!
Glad you over came everything... Love you alonzo!! <3
aamberlove44 1 year ago
sad if it help i love you alonzo baby ;)
HotestChickAlive215 2 years ago
omg i am so touched at 1st idk wat u ment but i had to watch past meets present are future r wat eva dat video is den i had to watch this 1 agopin to get wat u ment out of this video!!! this is sooooo deep and now i feel u on this bro!!
cleniesha07 2 years ago
please just tell me that this is not 4real....cuz i cant take it...
LadyRocafella16 2 years ago
Wow, This is really deep bro!
ssstarrr 2 years ago
Don`t ever give up
silentj2000 2 years ago
wow...
slim2255 2 years ago
wow im cryin right now I love u alonzo
aprt23 2 years ago 5
ur kidding right????
hopefully your not cutting yourself becz that is just lame and stupid. truly it wont do a thang. just get help or sumin
chillout890 2 years ago
omg is alla dis true in this video; i wuld have neva known dat bout u u seem so kool; almost cried
cleniesha07 2 years ago
wow i hope that all that has healed. i know how life can bring you down, but sometimes you have to look outside your pain to see who you bringing up..... much love man
yellaboy26tx 2 years ago
This brought me to tears... very deep.
SassySoulja4 2 years ago
o gosh that left me speechless...i kinda feel what your saying but with different experience:(
hope all is well now
god bless take care
histurtle 2 years ago
This has been flagged as spam show
your best video.. love the song is very touching and shows a different side of you. Now you may know you have a lot of love and friends around here and one of those are writing this comment ;)
patrick4u 2 years ago
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patrick4u 2 years ago
i Understand.
MissStarKitty 2 years ago
wow cutting is so not cool
so how you gonna fix it?
pedobando 2 years ago
so sad. the mariah song was a gd choice. God bless you.
Da1uLyK 2 years ago
THAT'S CRAZY !
THANK G0D YUH W0K3 UP &+ SM3LL DHA C0FF33 !
CUZ iDK WAT i'LL D0 WiT0UT YUH !
-TARA B. !
lataramarie16 2 years ago
OMG
Great message I love Alonzo
Such a positive person
rasmotic 2 years ago 3
i Agree!
I feel that way [vulnerable sometimes]
did that hurt wen u cut urself?
CHEECKABABBII 2 years ago
i love this video
mellyb0nes 2 years ago
ummmmmmm.
kosmoboi 2 years ago
OMG!!
lornettee86 2 years ago
This has been flagged as spam show
im so sorryz guyz will find a bloody body in your closet hanging there haunting you and will kill you and ur family and if u want to stop this just sends this to 6 videos in 30 mins or this will happen good luck hate these!!!!!!!!
BOSH75 2 years ago
Wow, that is an amazing video. I know how vulunerablity feels myself.
naealious89 2 years ago
Dang this is deep. Is like da video spoke to me.
Jawz0627 2 years ago
i almost teared up. i know u didnt make this vid for ppl to cry out all i have to say is. Prayers For Alonzo and i love you bo boo
Ariel215 2 years ago
this talks to me..
ohwowrahtid 3 years ago
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DEEx3DEE 3 years ago
I just watched this vid and I see some of the journey you went through to become the person you are today. It is wonderful that you shared this with everyone...I know what its like to want to commit suicide...but just as you did...I overcame it. God bless you and stay strong. Continue sharing your story.
AllAboutZane 3 years ago
Hey dude, I just discovered your videos last night, and you are really talented and oh so interesting, Don't you dare hurt yourself, God loves you and so do I. Thanks, and keep those video coming.
jaelavee 3 years ago
oh my goodness. you went through these things for a reason. I believe you are coming out a stronger individual.
much respect!
shelovezlaw82 3 years ago
Oh my goodness this just hit home...
iMuSiK08 3 years ago
This made me cry so hard
Iconnic101 3 years ago 2
omdz alonzo neva though u would make tht so deep
ratin u big tym
so touched right now
Yanzababez 3 years ago
That was deep. The sad thing is that alot of people can relate to this video. It's because at some point in our lives we've been so low or have felt so alone that suicide would have been an option. I've been at that point when I was very young, but my faith stopped me from following it through. God works in mysterious ways... Remember that.
And even when you feel alone, God is always there to help you find your way.
Sometimes the hardest thing to do when your alone, is letting people in.
Sobekkha 3 years ago
i dnt no y bt i cried during tthis vid. very deep i have more respect for him for evry vid i c of him
kmisdemeanorelliott 3 years ago
very deep.
aijuswanabeeme 3 years ago
DOCTOR PHIL!!!! OPRAH!!!! MAURY!!! JERRY!!!! JESUS!!! SOMEBODY! dis dude needs....sum mad help!
K7J7P2 3 years ago 2
I hope that one day you can write a book about your experiences. There are a lot of people who are in this predicament right now that need to know that they're not the only ones. When you're going through something, just listening to another's story of similarity is therapeutic.
JCaldwo3 3 years ago
i am coming out with CONFESSIONS OF A COCAINE ADDICT IN 2 MONTHS. and i did have a dream about writing a book. thanks for your comment J
alonzolerone 3 years ago
Thanks for the reply, and it's nice hearing from you. I can't wait for the book and confessions project. That title has a film ring to it.
JCaldwo3 3 years ago
Some people allow the demons of their past to navigate their future. I'm reminded of a song from Jazzyfatnastees "why do you defeat you, let the past mistreat you dont you wanna let it go? Only you can help you let it go" Jesus said I have given you power to trample of scorpians and snakes and NOTHING SHALL harm you. The only thing that harms you is You. LET GO AND GO INTO PRAISING GOD FOR THE RIGHT NOW.
TELLTHETRUTHnj 3 years ago
yo man im touch by this video I have came close to killing my self many of times but .glory to god who he said hes is a healer and deliverey hes word is true go to jesus he will make away for you
imhappywithmyself 3 years ago
bruh that was powerful...thanks for sharing.
DezinersOriginal 3 years ago
Me.....
bearbrownatlana 3 years ago
wow!
JamJamNEggs 3 years ago
That was deep my man!
doby00 3 years ago
did he cut his rist forreal
soflynumber1ooo 3 years ago
you need jesus.. i'll put u 1st on my prayer list
sevn717 3 years ago
THANK YOU SEVN
alonzolerone 3 years ago
LOL at he need Jesus. That sthe exact thign i was going to say.
He letting the Devil get a lil too much in his MIND.
playboyquan 3 years ago
MAN!! That;s some serious shit 4real!!!! Im 17 i dont lik to curse to much, but i mean DAMN!!!!! That's sum scary shit! I mean i dont kno u "kno u", but watching this just makes me worry about you more has if you are one of my fiends at school. Kno, that you always hav a friend in me Alonzo :)
ChocolateSmooth 3 years ago
U really out did yoself LO, I don't even know wat 2 say man, jus absolutely inspirational and heartfelt...jus rememba to hold on to yo faith and u will ovacome every obstacle throws @ u.....well worth da wait
Gstatusplaya 3 years ago
I don't really know you that well, but your vid really touched me when I saw it, I hope that what ever you are going thru, if you look towards god he can fix and provide you with all the strenth that you need to overcome the negtivatiy in your life/heart/home/surronds/friends and work.
bigbhazel 3 years ago
um......wow, ok.
UniquelyDefined23 3 years ago
Powerful but eerie especially in light of the boy who committed suicide via webcam today.....
mrkyon 3 years ago
WOW!!! IS ALL I CAN SAY
Prettyboy2003 3 years ago
hey alonzolereone....all i can say is from what i saw in this it jus touched me....i was crying man...and from what we experienced together it was like wow....i didnt know what was running through that head of yours and i want you to know i will always love you and please know that i am always your friend. hit me up...thenextBIGGthing
thenextBIGGthing 3 years ago
WOW!!!!!!
mjk0386 3 years ago
Wow...this video is soo touching..I didnt even know I was crying until I felt the tears run down my face..Beautiful video...
SkittleBooty 3 years ago
That was....no words....
5 stars. ALL DAY.
TheXDexperience 3 years ago
I'm hoping that by acting these emotions out is a release for you so that you don't have to do them yourself. Acknowledging that you feel like that is incredible and healthy. I feel like that camera you had was over my shoulder... hang in there bud, You probably have no idea how many people love you and how many people's lives you have touched. Much love.
spicypisces 3 years ago
man that shyt dere bro scared da fuk out of me REAL TALK
TRLCONNECTTV 3 years ago
bro you scared me at the end, don't do that again aiight. although life might see hard at times, know that you are loved and appreciated, i haven't yet met you in person, but i can tell you got a beautiful spirit, know that you are loved and although you might feel lonely; someone is thinking about you. take care my bratha
luv ya!!
rayzaa14 3 years ago
ok real talk we love u dude
LaNiMar 3 years ago
Wow that was so powerful. Scary at the end but powerful. I hope that you don't really cut yourself and that you are still clean. Many blessings...
COCONESS67 3 years ago
OMG Hunny, please don't cut yourself again..You made such an amazing moving point
VizionaryVideoz 3 years ago
Jesus.. Why you gotta do that...
Francis5th 3 years ago
Wow, how could 1:58 say soo much... that was great!
KiddStar69 3 years ago
love ya lonzo, this video was so deep and personal and commend you for opening up and sharing this with us :)
freshlikefebrez 3 years ago
I love you, BFF!
anotharemix 3 years ago
wow!
musicboy403 3 years ago
Deep, i loved this!
reddiamond270 3 years ago 2
i love the way you shot it...music was right... good job
BahamaBoii 3 years ago
Simply amazing. You hit it on point!
golby85 3 years ago
i have so many thoughts running through my head right now, but cant find the words to piece them together. i will just say this. Through our vulnerabilites, we find our weaknesses and learn how to build up or strengths.
You got a friend in me like toy story!
;)
atlien06 3 years ago
plz dont cut ur self again....
but great job!
MinCeddie 3 years ago
i have no words that was really deep and moving.....INCREDIBLE!!!!
Ricodn 3 years ago
WOW..this was incredible. great video. so deep
WalkingWater 3 years ago
Palpable. Haunting. Mighty. Sensationally relatable. In my head I actually heard the beating sound of desperation from a vulnerable heartbeat all throughout this piece thanks to the slick manner in which it was produced.
Will Alonzo Lerone please stand up! Job well done bruh.
loveNcolor 3 years ago
stay strong! everytime i see one of your videos it makes me think of how bad i thought my life is but, it gives me something to look forward to knowing there is light right in front of me. i know now not having friends gives you a chance to really find yourself. doing this puts you in a place of peace and time to reflect on thoughts to better yourself and or change.
thanks for making me think jamie
jamieleetoot 3 years ago
deep!!! i hope everything works out for you man i really do!
tejaysmith84 3 years ago
*POWERFUL*
YoBoiNewnue 3 years ago
wow. i can't even put into words the way this video made me feel. awesome job. -m.
dolcedunks 3 years ago
Take your time man. This is strong.
bullabelly 3 years ago
Alonzo.. GREAT VID!!! your skills have skyrocketed.... this really was a powerful vid.... great work man....
Kingxavier2u
kingxavier2u 3 years ago
wow....im so moved...
pyrowatching 3 years ago
Ummm wow you need to email me and reassure me.
tssexychanel 3 years ago
You NEED to know that you are a very intelligent, creative, handsome, strong, and kind man. Your videos get better with each posting, which means YOU are getting better with each new day. Take care, Lonzo.
jpmondell08 3 years ago
-dead.
videosbyXQ 3 years ago
Beautiful, moving, creative. You are getting really skilled with your vids. And this is one constructive thing about all the shit you have been through in your past. Now you can tell stories with beauty & insight & perspective!
Much love, C a l v i n
sfcalvinaz 3 years ago
[No pun intended...] You killed it with the visual juxtapositions in the translation, and cerebral connotations. Nicely done sir.
nine110 3 years ago
Im not sure how to take this video... Powerful it was, but It seems like you really did cut yourself with that razor and if that is the case.. Are you okay? This video displays a lot of creative effort and I will just leave it at that (I digress)...
POWERFUL video INDEED!!!
One Luv
Pat (5 of them thangz)
pln30906 3 years ago
OMG Alonzo that was really deep. cut me to the core of my soul. i am feel this video to the fullest. i love it. very deep. love ya
Mrghetto92 3 years ago
That was incredibly powerful man! I cried. and i love this video!
tevar1998 3 years ago
OMG I'M IN TEARS!!!!!!! This is the most powerful & intense video you've EVER made, and I'm just beside myself!!!!!!!!! My god you took us there & set the bar so high now, you ain't playing now!!! Not only was I not ready for this, I got life!!!!!!!!! Love you Lonzo!!!
thruthealcove 3 years ago 2
Yes my nigga, Yes!!!! One of the best productions I've ever seen, you're like a little Spike Lee wit this! Evocative, cathartic, and just plain GOOD! Loved it mane...love you! What an evolution!! DEUCES!!
messenger333 3 years ago
Man. You Were KIlllllingg ME With That Sharp Shit..
Damn.
Very Intenesed Video...
'Gorgeous.
TonioSephora 3 years ago
oh my fucken goodness. Wow.
7one5 3 years ago
OMG I think I can honestly say that was one of the most powerful thing I've ever seen on youtube. That vid was deep on so many levels...
bxbadboi69 3 years ago
whoa
blankz121 3 years ago
Whoaaa! Man, that was some powerful and fascinating stuff. Thanks Alonzo
mancheeks64 3 years ago
OMG...Speechless!!! Great Vid!
bigboi0516 3 years ago
Awwright, you betta do da damn thang proper boi!! Yahhss!!
H8RbyN8URE 3 years ago
Oh wow.... that was very powerful.
MisterModular 3 years ago
OMG bro if this is not the most powerful week we ever had I don't know what will be. This is amazing on so many levels! God bless and I love you!
nvncyble 3 years ago
whats the story? are you guys alright? i saw elteddy's vids and he was pissed.
BoukenBlack 3 years ago
Wow...
mikepow75 3 years ago
wow!
strongblackboi 3 years ago
wow...no words
songofpraise88 3 years ago