i don't really care for your brand of comedy i guess. i've watched a few of your improvs now and i feel like somebody just topped off my dumbness canteen or something just when i was hoping to get it empty. i can't tell if your serious at this point. maybe if your stare intensively into the mirror you can get yourself caught up in some sort of positive feedback loop. anyways, thanks caitlin, this is your fault.
Interesting. I can understand the "people are mirrors" idea. That's a thought worth meditating over more... The idea that in people you can see what you are, or the other sides of yourself.
What drugs are you on? Your pupils are HUGE dude... Even in the dark if you're staring at a BRIGHT computer screen your pupils contract. For proof look at any other youtube video where someone is sat in the dark looking at their monitor.
I'm guessing some sort of stimulant drug? :P Speed or E?
you are so intense. and hot. i want to do drugs with you and discuss the holographic nature of reality while eating pasta and sipping chardonnay. it's healthy to be self-indulgent unless you do it to hurt others. you'll never know how to heal others unless you feel this selfish sense of happiness yourself. optimum existence is felt first by the hand of the one.
another thing, and i don't know if you'll be able to see what i'm getting at...but i think that the fact that it was later in the day (3 am) played a big part in your ability to reach beyond reality, into that sub-conscious zone behind visible thoughts and feelings. i'm having one of those, spur of the moment type thoughts.
that was a very enlightening video. with regards to the 'animal pack' theory, it's true, feelings are contagious and what goes around comes around. i hate to put it so bluntly in that common phrase but that's essentially it. going into another part of what you said, about charisma and good looks, it's true that life and the respect you get from other people is soully based on good looks and appearance, which is too bad becuase that shouldn't be what counts.
That was a good video man. Forget what the last knob head said. You can never be too deep. Thats like saying you are too real. Why? Cos it reveals their problems to them.
Accept who you are but do not attach your self identity to it. Think of it as a good problem so its annoying but perveys benefits.
so the question that maybe you should ask yourself IS: do YOU listen to the message, when the person who is bringing it to you isn't as good-looking? hmmmm...?!?
Yes, he may be eccentric, high on something, but none the less, serious or not, he's expressing an opinion & a good one at that. It's an opinion, a perspective, a view on life, some depth, a reality and there is nothing wrong with that. So, it's serious, big deal. It's real. Whether I agree or disagree there is nothing wrong with thinking and expressing it, especially showcasing it world wide. Kudos.
you're right about the good looks thing. people are much more willing to bend over backwards for an attractive person. i've taken advantage of people using my looks a lot... it's not fulfilling. i'm glad you have self control at least. and seemingly a good amount of modesty.
Really smart...if you're talking to sheep. The world works because we act as a group NOT as individuals.There can't be more than 20-30 real individuals in a generation.
you remind me a lot of my brother. he is probably the smartest, most analytical and self-aware person i know. i think you're very brave for exposing yourself, revealing some of your thought processes which can be far too defining for a lot of people to be able to share. i will get batteries for my camera and respond in the near future... nice hearing from you.
evry1 who has put a stupid comment laughing at this guy should go get a reality check, this guy can just open himself up and face the world, gud on ya mate
You're just lost my skinny little friend. But you're trying to find yourself. Good luck with your recent discovery of consciousness (however drug induced), I hope you use your powers to learn, grow, and age wisely young grasshopper. And always remember that what's inside is all that matters. Playing with ego is a dangerous game, always remember that you are nothing more than a speck in the great theatre of life and the skinnier you are the smaller the speck (lol).
People like you are just so rare... Thank you for being so concious, it's releaving to know that there are persons who know what they are doing and where they are going to.
Wow, I know I'm late, but if you see this ian, know that I'm happy for you. You made a video really worth watching. I liked it. Excpect a video reply soon. on my most painful experiance.
I could tell you were being completely honest because I often look exactly like you when I speak into the camera all baked and pouring my thoughts. :P These people who can't see that, I wonder if they've ever been honest or deep, or had any real connections with anyone.
Your a dreamer mate, stop playing around with concepts and trying to live your life by them, and come down to reality man, "drink driving is a risk you sometimes have to take ?" yah... and so is opening fire with your machine gun wearing a blind fold in the shoping centre. Well atleast you thinking human being wich is something :-), fun vid 2 watch though ty.
You need to lighten up, man. Damn hippies...if you weren't on drugs you wouldn't think you were an omnipotent deity send to earth to help solve all problems. You talk about humans as if you are more complex than others and that makes me "ANGRY."
yes i think you're attractive. but that's not why i watched the whole video. it wasn't even my first impression. i started watching because i realized that you were going to be honest. and you were. and that's impressive.
You think you are really interesting and you barely hold back your self admiration...however, you are just another adolescent suffering under the malaise of late capiltalism... dont take so many drugs and you will be fine..
wow you sound like my roommate from last year. stringing together a bunch of cliches to make a bunch of run-on sentences, none of which really make sense, and don't really have any meaning. i'm not knocking you or anything, it just got really annoying with my roommate talking like that all the time, so i kind of am used to it and regard it as insincere for the most part and just babbling
I hate to say this, but we live in a world where looks are important. People have already judged you before you even opened your mouth. Especially if you are in the military. It's a shame that we judge someone by their apperance, but thats the way society is.
If attractivness is so important, how do you explain guys like Churchill, Stalin, abraham lincoln and kim IL Jung??? Those were all some ugly guys. You analyze stuff too much and are too wrapped up in yourself. Try being concerned about other people instead of yourself.
But we can't get to that stage without first accepting our beauty or else we'll be living in a kind of denial. People who don't accept they're good looks (especially women) are really difficult to deal with. They are also very annoying.
You become afraid that your personality is not worthy and you will be nothing without your looks (if you use them too much in your life). Us women have to reconcile these fears and acceptance of our beauty very quickly, or else we'll become completely controlled by our beauty and our desire to remain beautiful permanently. We have to get in touch of our worth as a person, sans the beauty aspect.
As a woman, I am grateful for my attractiveness, and I use it to any possible advantages in day-to-day life (and longterm). I was once afraid as you were, to accept my good looks (when I was younger, teen years), but as a woman, we get over that phase earlier than guys! It's a scary, weird experience. Something so random and lucky affects your entire existence, people like you for no reason other than the way you look.
I like that your video got BelatedCommiseration to make his/her comments, very interesting and thought-provoking!
You got me thinking, I'm a girl and for us beauty is everything...what is a woman without looks? We know our lot in life the moment we understand where we stand in the looks department. We have to acknowledge and own our attractiveness from an early age - that's why we have so many shallow, insecure and social climbing members of our sex.
too often, late at night, its too easy to go on rants stringing together words like 'reality' and 'love', without actually making sense. you make some ok points, but most of it is just fluff.
You make some interesting points, despite your incoherent presentation. However you seem to very self-indulgent. Countered with spats of anger directed towards yourself.
I am ashamed to know that people are actually stupid enough to subscribe to you, let alone believe the debaucheries that spew from your lisp ridden mouth. Get a hair cut, shave that junior high pedophile mustache, and finally get a real job, you liberal for the sake of being liberal poser. Then with those earned sums, have surgery to remove the dick that is firmly stuck in your ass and take a damn public speaking class.
Are you here, great I know that science is far ahead :-). You and Rebecca are Clones! Problem solved, but they must exist in different times paths, so that they could experience the same.
Having a video camera, or a phone around when you are off your face is pretty dangerous. Still I admire your ego, I'd want to die if I found out I'd put up a video like that at 5 in the morning when I was trollied. Good luck to you. By the way, yes you are attractive, but not so attractive that you need to worry about it that much. You aren't a brad pitt or a tom cruise.
.. I've gone through that exact same thing with myself thousands of times. I swear I have almost that exact video written down in my diary somewhere. Seems like a lot of the things you post are things out of my diary.
OK, first of all don't hate me because I'm attractive. I've been doing alot of really deep introspective soul searching and I finally have the answer to "What is Life?" I've let all of my anger go and only now do I feel I can share it.
Crossmack...you're a nice looking guy but you also seem like a really sweet person. Stop being so hard on yourself. The fact that you're giving the topic so much though shows that you aren't caught up in being shallow. That said, i think maybe you're giving the whole thing too much thought and being way too hard on yourself.
i'm afraid to tell you, even thought i feel compeled to, because i don't want to deal with it, but, i'm glad you asked, because now, i am thinking about it :)
You people really need to learn to get to the freaking point. I had to waste 11 minutes of my life trying to figure out if you'd unearthed any new or original concepts (which you didn't)... can't you just freaking say what you want, instead of pausing every second? You're pathetic, gah - don't make more movies.
love that movie, seen it twice, need to see it again, couldn't get my head completely around it the first couple times, but i forgot the title, thanks for mentioning it
You remind me of myself when I was 14 years old. You also remind me of my dad, who was a huge pothead until he killed himself when I was 14 years old. I think that you are probably reaching an emotional place that is very profound, but that your logic and rational mental process is very mediocre. As far as I can tell, you want something that a lot of people long for... you want to be free. Best of luck.
your a dork stfu, your video's sucks the only reason I watched this one is because the disbatcher said something about you said your attractive and I had to hear it for my self.
yup i only watched it because of the rumors that he is the biggest dumb ass ever..i wasn't disappointed..fucking useless drunk piece of shit that is confused by his own thoughts..sober the fuck up and make something of your life
The whole 3 minute face part seriously pissed me off. He's not that attractive, average at best, and his personality makes him unattractive. Personality makes or breaks a persons looks.
"I begin to understand how a parent might hit a child- it's because you can look into their eyes and see a reflection of yourself that you wish you hadn't" (Picoult166). ~My Sister's Keeper~
i am going to post a video response but i am letting you know in advance that it had to end kind of abruptly. i had to end it and take care of something...but you'll get the drift, i hope.
Dude you ripped off the DISPATCHER. "The money is there in my wallet", yah I have the money", LOL NOT YOURS. "I had no anger", ROFL, NOT YOURS!! People are mirrors of each other, LOL NOT YOURS, pathetic pal.
Your trying way toooooo hard to be deep. Want a does of reality, that chick saw and spoke of saw reality and sent you home ALONE.
However, you were right about one thing, you need major improvement.. Weak, flawed and ahh, yes average-
I do agree with a lot of what you say including about people being mirrors of each other.
But I have to point out that it seems like your ego is getting the better of you. I just think you are not telling all the truths of your intentions. Could it be that you just want to be noticed and recognized?
i disagree. not everyone is a mirror. some people are just nasty. so, yeah, maybe we're mirrors, but not so much in a negative sense, but in a positive sense. people envy the good they see in others and wish they had it in them.
So, I see that, either, there must be lots of pot in LA, or some other very heavy drug that you take. The only other way I can justify this video is that you have some serious mental issues, and YouTube is not the place to try and reslove them. Internet video is such an amazing technology that us "pack animals" developed, isn't it?
Yeah...sorry...just got a bit caried away with questions of the infinite. I really should make a video of my own! I was basically only trying to say that I agreed with his questions but not the articulation of them...and it kind of went overboard! I promise this will be my final word on the subject here! (as precious space is needed!)
This is hard, without help, I sincerely hope you find it on YouTube! Only don't use 'psycology' to dispell the negative. Try and use the negative. Only be going outside of ourselves and purely objectifying our own lives can we attain true self conciousness. However, and I include myself in this, for most people this is impossible!
Because it is only by diassociating ourselves from our own experiance, and viewing them as an outsider, thats we can truely attain the full level of conciousness. Aristotle made that point first and it is true! This is hard to do, and I hope you find the help you want on youtube to do this. Just don't expect it, and less of the 'psycological' approach. Fundamental reasoning is needed for this, and not everyone has that...I certainly don't!
Basically, only by abandoning our own ego, and accepting the limitations of ourself and others do we fully gain the contented life. However, the contented life also involves asking as few questions as possible! So do feel free to ask the questions, but don't base them in material concerns, such as looks, unless you can be completely objective about the subject.
Just take yourself less seriously! Embrace whatever random choosings that fate has decreed in your favour. Just remember not to judge people by some kind of 'LA psycho babble', perhaps be more self effacing and accepting that people think differently than you and that most people are intrinsically selfish and don't expect them to regard anything outside thier own material self interest as important. Just go by the old adage 'do as you would be done by' and that seems to be all...
(re my other postings)...this is why you feel the need to make the claim that others 'project' on you. When really they are just marking the prescence of an ego that is, albeit slightly over egotistical I would say, is also 'projecting' itself on to them and asking big questions. I agree with the question you ask but the only answer is a simple one...ultimately...
No matter how attractive you are, the aliens will still think you're ugly. Beauty is a social tool to cleanse undesireable genes and to perpetutate unpopular ideas.
Life on planet Earth comes down to food, shelter, and fucking. Everything else is simply mental masturbation. The human animal is not even a blip on the cosmic radar and our affecting reality for 60-80 years is nothing short of delusional. We are insignificant grains of sand, living on a grain of sand in a universe filled with untold grains of sand. We are just egotistical enough to think our grain of sand is the best grain of sand in the sandbox, that's all...
I hope you're for real but at the same time if you're uncomfortable with being good looking or think that it is distracting from what is really important...Why do you have head shots on your Myspace? I just found that confusing.
you should accept being an attractive man, because you have to accept yourself. THEN, you'll have to work on being able to control yourself. The most important things are self control and self acceptance.
here's a quote from a french philosopher: Marquis de Sade: "My manner of thinking, so you say, cannot be approved. Do you suppose I care? A poor fool indeed is he who adopts a manner of thinking for others!"
Man...you should start your own cult or something! Me personally, I'm ready to go to the mother ship. But on a serious note, I like your vids. For whatever reason, they hold my attention.
Listen.... okay? Everything is going to be okay... You have what we call TCS or "Tom Cruise Syndrome" We are here for you. And we love you... Will you accept the gift of rehab? This intervention is full of love. We are all going to find you a really really amazing psychiatrist.
Why don't you just think you're attractive in moderation? In other words- like the way you look enough to have sufficiant self-esteem, but not enough to take over your head and become hauty? More like "I don't think I'm ugly" or "I'm happy with the way I look."
for someone who is so pensive.. it seems odd that you would have done something as foolish as get drunk in the first place, but then to put your life and others at risk by driving drunk? Why did you do it.. and three times??
how old are you? i am serious here; did you not think about these things until now? is it common not to do that? this is like common sense.. things your mom teaches you.
i agree with another person in the comments; don't overanalyze. i'm not kidding when i'm saying it can hurt you deeply.
The mirror metaphor doesn't always hold up. Sometimes, people are less like mirrors and more like dominos. You can be perfectly nice to a person and be on the receiving end of some crazy shit, and then you yourself can go and transfer that negative energy if you can't diffuse it.
and obviously me being a man im not in the best position to tell you this but your just not that attractive, sure you have a sort of rugged thing going on but you couldnt model
i think its great that you are thoughtful and intense and willing to expose that process - stay on that path, it's the way to certain measure of freedom and authenticity - imo few things are that important.
i don't really care for your brand of comedy i guess. i've watched a few of your improvs now and i feel like somebody just topped off my dumbness canteen or something just when i was hoping to get it empty. i can't tell if your serious at this point. maybe if your stare intensively into the mirror you can get yourself caught up in some sort of positive feedback loop. anyways, thanks caitlin, this is your fault.
washicd 2 years ago
these were the days. :-)
wordsofcompassion 3 years ago
im sad. some1 msg me on msn. m
Teevemuffin 3 years ago
Interesting. I can understand the "people are mirrors" idea. That's a thought worth meditating over more... The idea that in people you can see what you are, or the other sides of yourself.
MoreChi52 3 years ago
I've tried three times to finish this video.
it's becoming a mountain.
A wall.
I've come so far. Watched so much.
I have to keep on.
Drstrangelove17 3 years ago
so near and yet so far - u coked up or what?
mksterr 3 years ago
You took like 5 minutes to draw out one idea that we could all see was coming after 10 seconds
olivecronas 4 years ago 2
You "have the money"? Send ME some!
allansfriend 4 years ago
hahaha..its really gonna happen huh..fuckin crazy..and i thought all this time it was just a dream of mine..nithe.
Fezly666 4 years ago
What drugs are you on? Your pupils are HUGE dude... Even in the dark if you're staring at a BRIGHT computer screen your pupils contract. For proof look at any other youtube video where someone is sat in the dark looking at their monitor.
I'm guessing some sort of stimulant drug? :P Speed or E?
xtremeglider 4 years ago 2
You guys ever think that maybe his pupils are slightly bigger than normal because hes sitting in the dark?
TEHDONSFTW 4 years ago
yer my favorite part of relationships is getting deep... Balls deep..
FenrirPulse 4 years ago
you are so intense. and hot. i want to do drugs with you and discuss the holographic nature of reality while eating pasta and sipping chardonnay. it's healthy to be self-indulgent unless you do it to hurt others. you'll never know how to heal others unless you feel this selfish sense of happiness yourself. optimum existence is felt first by the hand of the one.
dapillath 4 years ago
... dude your pupils are really huge.... so i dont' think it's meditation... it's called drugs i should know just get off youtube
HydroMaggot 4 years ago
What the fuck? Meditation? It's 3 AM and you're rambling... Trust me, that's not "meditation" bro.
JupiterAdept2 4 years ago
I'm betting it's "mediCATION"...
allansfriend 4 years ago
another thing, and i don't know if you'll be able to see what i'm getting at...but i think that the fact that it was later in the day (3 am) played a big part in your ability to reach beyond reality, into that sub-conscious zone behind visible thoughts and feelings. i'm having one of those, spur of the moment type thoughts.
ZeppelinnnFan 4 years ago
that was a very enlightening video. with regards to the 'animal pack' theory, it's true, feelings are contagious and what goes around comes around. i hate to put it so bluntly in that common phrase but that's essentially it. going into another part of what you said, about charisma and good looks, it's true that life and the respect you get from other people is soully based on good looks and appearance, which is too bad becuase that shouldn't be what counts.
ZeppelinnnFan 4 years ago
That was a good video man. Forget what the last knob head said. You can never be too deep. Thats like saying you are too real. Why? Cos it reveals their problems to them.
Accept who you are but do not attach your self identity to it. Think of it as a good problem so its annoying but perveys benefits.
icecurator 4 years ago
so the question that maybe you should ask yourself IS: do YOU listen to the message, when the person who is bringing it to you isn't as good-looking? hmmmm...?!?
ravensmomscorp76 4 years ago
this hit me deep. i feel it brother. much love
kingofwhoville 4 years ago
Yes, he may be eccentric, high on something, but none the less, serious or not, he's expressing an opinion & a good one at that. It's an opinion, a perspective, a view on life, some depth, a reality and there is nothing wrong with that. So, it's serious, big deal. It's real. Whether I agree or disagree there is nothing wrong with thinking and expressing it, especially showcasing it world wide. Kudos.
LinyPiny 4 years ago
you're right about the good looks thing. people are much more willing to bend over backwards for an attractive person. i've taken advantage of people using my looks a lot... it's not fulfilling. i'm glad you have self control at least. and seemingly a good amount of modesty.
jkpenny 4 years ago
jesus man, calm down u think to much!
JwDptv 4 years ago
whoa, duh everyone is the same. you're getting intensely emotional about this.
incuvana 5 years ago
Your just young, you'll get over it.
SuperTwit 5 years ago
Really smart...if you're talking to sheep. The world works because we act as a group NOT as individuals.There can't be more than 20-30 real individuals in a generation.
viktorpopescu 5 years ago
you remind me a lot of my brother. he is probably the smartest, most analytical and self-aware person i know. i think you're very brave for exposing yourself, revealing some of your thought processes which can be far too defining for a lot of people to be able to share. i will get batteries for my camera and respond in the near future... nice hearing from you.
mpassiontea 5 years ago
you think to much man.
banglious 5 years ago
evry1 who has put a stupid comment laughing at this guy should go get a reality check, this guy can just open himself up and face the world, gud on ya mate
mattwarr123 5 years ago
This individual is Lost.
PapaRoacher 5 years ago
This made me fall asleep..
amannndaa 5 years ago
You're just lost my skinny little friend. But you're trying to find yourself. Good luck with your recent discovery of consciousness (however drug induced), I hope you use your powers to learn, grow, and age wisely young grasshopper. And always remember that what's inside is all that matters. Playing with ego is a dangerous game, always remember that you are nothing more than a speck in the great theatre of life and the skinnier you are the smaller the speck (lol).
DracosWrath 5 years ago
dont worry i wont listen to you cos your attractive...probably wont listen at all
lousaffire 5 years ago
Mother fucker, what makes you think I care? Shut the fuck up.
crazyman345 5 years ago
People like you are just so rare... Thank you for being so concious, it's releaving to know that there are persons who know what they are doing and where they are going to.
StupidAng3l 5 years ago
rare? lol you give alot of people no credit
lousaffire 5 years ago
dude, just get some sleep.
rhansen80 5 years ago
I can see up your nose.
rhansen80 5 years ago
Wow, I know I'm late, but if you see this ian, know that I'm happy for you. You made a video really worth watching. I liked it. Excpect a video reply soon. on my most painful experiance.
M3A3 5 years ago
I could tell you were being completely honest because I often look exactly like you when I speak into the camera all baked and pouring my thoughts. :P These people who can't see that, I wonder if they've ever been honest or deep, or had any real connections with anyone.
That would be a sad existence.
FYORRG 5 years ago
Your a dreamer mate, stop playing around with concepts and trying to live your life by them, and come down to reality man, "drink driving is a risk you sometimes have to take ?" yah... and so is opening fire with your machine gun wearing a blind fold in the shoping centre. Well atleast you thinking human being wich is something :-), fun vid 2 watch though ty.
shrouded60606 5 years ago
(inhales a lungfull of smoke) "thats deep man"
bmw4090 5 years ago
Be careful, crossmack might have taken that comment seriously XD
HyperNathan 5 years ago
Are you CliffyB?
wiggatrigga 5 years ago
Word to the wise buddy.
Never post when...well, we have a term hear in Liverpool. Never post when 'Chewing your jaw off'!
Get it?
dantechild 5 years ago
You need to lighten up, man. Damn hippies...if you weren't on drugs you wouldn't think you were an omnipotent deity send to earth to help solve all problems. You talk about humans as if you are more complex than others and that makes me "ANGRY."
Luftwaffel 5 years ago
yes i think you're attractive. but that's not why i watched the whole video. it wasn't even my first impression. i started watching because i realized that you were going to be honest. and you were. and that's impressive.
dlong 5 years ago
so.. Beer + Pasta + World Of Warcraft = Fat ? lol
Don't worry, People dont watch you because your attractive. Well.. maybe some people; but I just watch you because your intresting .
preciousmemory14 5 years ago
Ugh this is very boring... >.>
madelynewyear 5 years ago
ooooooo the law of attraction
saibachan 5 years ago
yeah cool huh! : )
cinnamontwistt 5 years ago
It's awfully easy to be without anger when you are a good looking, articulate, intelligent guy, no?
memnoker 5 years ago
Honestly? Too many cliches. Maybe too many drugs. Hippies are cool though, just don't go overboard.
cinnamontigger99 5 years ago
You think you are really interesting and you barely hold back your self admiration...however, you are just another adolescent suffering under the malaise of late capiltalism... dont take so many drugs and you will be fine..
mrobso10 5 years ago
...wow. Just wow. Every video I've seen from you mentions the word 'anger'...
jlhuddl 5 years ago
wow you sound like my roommate from last year. stringing together a bunch of cliches to make a bunch of run-on sentences, none of which really make sense, and don't really have any meaning. i'm not knocking you or anything, it just got really annoying with my roommate talking like that all the time, so i kind of am used to it and regard it as insincere for the most part and just babbling
bokononistjim 5 years ago
erm. This is what we call, shallow deepness. XD
madelynewyear 5 years ago
you're so boring ... don't post video journals plz.
your voice is monotone and just goes on and on and on and your stories never really get to a point.
mikefx97c 5 years ago
Note to self- respond to crossmacks video.
thevirginbec 5 years ago
I come in peace.
keh5557 5 years ago
very cool
DrKaoliN 5 years ago
you've got a bit of a hippy's sort of mind set... but it is extremely interesting to listen to you
mizskellington 5 years ago
Whatever drugs Crossmack is on are worth every penny
abby333cakes 5 years ago
I hate to say this, but we live in a world where looks are important. People have already judged you before you even opened your mouth. Especially if you are in the military. It's a shame that we judge someone by their apperance, but thats the way society is.
diverkev 5 years ago
If attractivness is so important, how do you explain guys like Churchill, Stalin, abraham lincoln and kim IL Jung??? Those were all some ugly guys. You analyze stuff too much and are too wrapped up in yourself. Try being concerned about other people instead of yourself.
oldmanrivererik 5 years ago
your to deeeeeeeeep no idk but it hurts me head to try and listen i dont get it
x0xKaTeDrEaFuLx0x 5 years ago
But we can't get to that stage without first accepting our beauty or else we'll be living in a kind of denial. People who don't accept they're good looks (especially women) are really difficult to deal with. They are also very annoying.
1ttycomm1t33 5 years ago
You become afraid that your personality is not worthy and you will be nothing without your looks (if you use them too much in your life). Us women have to reconcile these fears and acceptance of our beauty very quickly, or else we'll become completely controlled by our beauty and our desire to remain beautiful permanently. We have to get in touch of our worth as a person, sans the beauty aspect.
1ttycomm1t33 5 years ago
As a woman, I am grateful for my attractiveness, and I use it to any possible advantages in day-to-day life (and longterm). I was once afraid as you were, to accept my good looks (when I was younger, teen years), but as a woman, we get over that phase earlier than guys! It's a scary, weird experience. Something so random and lucky affects your entire existence, people like you for no reason other than the way you look.
1ttycomm1t33 5 years ago
I like that your video got BelatedCommiseration to make his/her comments, very interesting and thought-provoking!
You got me thinking, I'm a girl and for us beauty is everything...what is a woman without looks? We know our lot in life the moment we understand where we stand in the looks department. We have to acknowledge and own our attractiveness from an early age - that's why we have so many shallow, insecure and social climbing members of our sex.
1ttycomm1t33 5 years ago
Gosh, that's so deep, and you're so open.
You make me think.. And I do think much, maybe even too much. Thank you for that.
And have such a feeling by a friend, that connection, that's very special. Don't let her go.
SarahMartherus 5 years ago
Nice depth... :-)
1butterflykiss 5 years ago
people are just mirrors. rofl.
goldtogreysmoke 5 years ago
jared padalecki look alike. and moron
sdfdgd 5 years ago
deff on drugs foool! look at this guys pupils prbly xtc THIZZIN if you took anything this guys said seriously ur a fukin tard
deadIxI 5 years ago
Paul Reiser! I see you!
PikkaBird 5 years ago
too often, late at night, its too easy to go on rants stringing together words like 'reality' and 'love', without actually making sense. you make some ok points, but most of it is just fluff.
argylemeister 5 years ago
Your Videos Have Meanings.. I Love Them!
LoveBeeJay06 5 years ago
You make some interesting points, despite your incoherent presentation. However you seem to very self-indulgent. Countered with spats of anger directed towards yourself.
jimidybo 5 years ago
LOL! I agree!
"I have my money...in my wallet" lol!
CROSSMACK - Why don't you just fuckin ask Rebecca to your pad and bone her to death!!! Then you'll see REALITY! :)
UglyMaleee 5 years ago
Hey FAG! Stop being fucking melodramatic. PLEASE!?!? JEZZZUZ!!!
UglyMaleee 5 years ago
oh my god! who gives a shit? why don't you make a real video.. with other people in it
benwhinney 5 years ago
I am ashamed to know that people are actually stupid enough to subscribe to you, let alone believe the debaucheries that spew from your lisp ridden mouth. Get a hair cut, shave that junior high pedophile mustache, and finally get a real job, you liberal for the sake of being liberal poser. Then with those earned sums, have surgery to remove the dick that is firmly stuck in your ass and take a damn public speaking class.
skolvikes 5 years ago
"she saw reality, as I saw reality"
???? what are you talking?
Are you here, great I know that science is far ahead :-). You and Rebecca are Clones! Problem solved, but they must exist in different times paths, so that they could experience the same.
View could be similar, but not equal.
GoetzimRegen 5 years ago
LOL! I agree!
"I have my money...in my wallet" lol!
CROSSMACK - Why don't you just fuckin ask Rebecca to your pad and bone her to death!!!
UglyMaleee 5 years ago
Ok, pointless until the end.
What does the name have to do with anything??
NikkiBlob 5 years ago
Were you born with no nuts or did you have them removed?
Yuengling2006 5 years ago
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dmc73 5 years ago
you should get more sleep.
lexistance 5 years ago
Your nostrils look dark and deep. Can I see a brain up there or is it a bogey?
You are flawed and afraid and a tadge wasted.
A bit of a knobhead.
impies 5 years ago
Having a video camera, or a phone around when you are off your face is pretty dangerous. Still I admire your ego, I'd want to die if I found out I'd put up a video like that at 5 in the morning when I was trollied. Good luck to you. By the way, yes you are attractive, but not so attractive that you need to worry about it that much. You aren't a brad pitt or a tom cruise.
jordanworld 5 years ago
.. I've gone through that exact same thing with myself thousands of times. I swear I have almost that exact video written down in my diary somewhere. Seems like a lot of the things you post are things out of my diary.
Inspiredbyyoo 5 years ago
1. i don't think he lives at home
2. he does work
3.leave him alone and take your own advice!
linsaybcool 5 years ago
OK, first of all don't hate me because I'm attractive. I've been doing alot of really deep introspective soul searching and I finally have the answer to "What is Life?" I've let all of my anger go and only now do I feel I can share it.
1. Turn off computer.
2. Get a job.
3. Move out of parents house.
lancestarr 5 years ago
Crossmack...you're a nice looking guy but you also seem like a really sweet person. Stop being so hard on yourself. The fact that you're giving the topic so much though shows that you aren't caught up in being shallow. That said, i think maybe you're giving the whole thing too much thought and being way too hard on yourself.
linsaybcool 5 years ago
i'm afraid to tell you, even thought i feel compeled to, because i don't want to deal with it, but, i'm glad you asked, because now, i am thinking about it :)
JelloSheriff 5 years ago
this guy has a radical mustache!
gantous 5 years ago
You people really need to learn to get to the freaking point. I had to waste 11 minutes of my life trying to figure out if you'd unearthed any new or original concepts (which you didn't)... can't you just freaking say what you want, instead of pausing every second? You're pathetic, gah - don't make more movies.
Chzrm3 5 years ago
this sounds like the movie "What the Bleep do We Know?"
its almost a mimic
no offense but it does
just an observation. eh?
HappinessAndMorphine 5 years ago
love that movie, seen it twice, need to see it again, couldn't get my head completely around it the first couple times, but i forgot the title, thanks for mentioning it
JelloSheriff 5 years ago
hehe, looks like you have found yourself an answer right there...
spacelord3000 5 years ago
Actually, Ian, I prefer to just stick my toe into the stream of consciousness. :D
cradamik 5 years ago
you can be just as profound without the meth dude....
DEETAH 5 years ago
You remind me of myself when I was 14 years old. You also remind me of my dad, who was a huge pothead until he killed himself when I was 14 years old. I think that you are probably reaching an emotional place that is very profound, but that your logic and rational mental process is very mediocre. As far as I can tell, you want something that a lot of people long for... you want to be free. Best of luck.
noahdassat 5 years ago
oooh, harsh.
linsaybcool 5 years ago
So you are saying that you're totally full of shit, and able to manipulate stupid teenage girls.
cinaroll 5 years ago
Dude you are INTENSE! I'm still trying to figure out if I like that...but so far, I've subscribed and watching....
adore58 5 years ago
Mental. Absolutely mental.
TopDog69 5 years ago
your a dork stfu, your video's sucks the only reason I watched this one is because the disbatcher said something about you said your attractive and I had to hear it for my self.
ShoxAttack 5 years ago
i watched it because of the dispatcher too and I won't watch it again
iatecandyland 5 years ago
yup i only watched it because of the rumors that he is the biggest dumb ass ever..i wasn't disappointed..fucking useless drunk piece of shit that is confused by his own thoughts..sober the fuck up and make something of your life
lilcaterpillar4u 5 years ago
The whole 3 minute face part seriously pissed me off. He's not that attractive, average at best, and his personality makes him unattractive. Personality makes or breaks a persons looks.
pulseforce 5 years ago
You didn't try to pee on them did you?
cinaroll 5 years ago
why don't you go to bed?
Diddoddi 5 years ago
"I begin to understand how a parent might hit a child- it's because you can look into their eyes and see a reflection of yourself that you wish you hadn't" (Picoult166). ~My Sister's Keeper~
canadamtv 5 years ago
helluva' drug?
theblacklines 5 years ago
to answer your question crossmack, living is the most painful experience i ever had...too much to explain with that.
canadamtv 5 years ago
Crank or coke?
toterola451 5 years ago
Just weed.
crossmack 5 years ago
I agree with em1ly, you seem like someone I knew that smoked way to much weed and did other drugs.
RPGKing4 5 years ago
Drugs are bad MMMMkay and Your not that attractive man get over yourself!
tj14650 5 years ago
ian,
justveiwing23 5 years ago
not really
roboskwirz 5 years ago
i am going to post a video response but i am letting you know in advance that it had to end kind of abruptly. i had to end it and take care of something...but you'll get the drift, i hope.
torigirl35 5 years ago
When everyone around you is angry it's time to wonder what's wrong with yourself. lol
KidIcarus1337 5 years ago
Dude you ripped off the DISPATCHER. "The money is there in my wallet", yah I have the money", LOL NOT YOURS. "I had no anger", ROFL, NOT YOURS!! People are mirrors of each other, LOL NOT YOURS, pathetic pal.
Your trying way toooooo hard to be deep. Want a does of reality, that chick saw and spoke of saw reality and sent you home ALONE.
However, you were right about one thing, you need major improvement.. Weak, flawed and ahh, yes average-
recruiting 5 years ago
LOL!
I do agree with a lot of what you say including about people being mirrors of each other.
But I have to point out that it seems like your ego is getting the better of you. I just think you are not telling all the truths of your intentions. Could it be that you just want to be noticed and recognized?
animark11 5 years ago
Also, you never have to drive when you are intoxicated. It's good that you've stopped drinking. It's a completely pointless and dangerous activity.
Riflemanm16a2 5 years ago
You sounded a little conceited about your supposed attractiveness. It's an interesting video though.
Riflemanm16a2 5 years ago
Have you been taking too many drugs?
You remind me of someone I knew a few years ago who smoked too much weed and took too much coke.
em1ly 5 years ago
LSD is bad for you!
BSEmadcow 5 years ago
I can imagine being run over by some drunk self-indulgent fuck like yourself is pretty painful. I was giving this video a chance up until that point.
robbmcaulay 5 years ago
Dude I gave up drinking when I realized the danger in it.
crossmack 5 years ago
i thought you said you still drank and ate pasta, just not as much as you did before? or does giving up drinking mean just drinking once in a while?
torigirl35 5 years ago
Painful as it was, I found I had no difficulty in connecting with the "Stop" button. wow. Life is a journey and I'm calling a taxi.
Codefreeze 5 years ago
Im no hater...but i agree!
jeff262630 5 years ago
had a hard time deciphering what you're saying cause ur so F'ing HOT
Jebowski 5 years ago
i disagree. not everyone is a mirror. some people are just nasty. so, yeah, maybe we're mirrors, but not so much in a negative sense, but in a positive sense. people envy the good they see in others and wish they had it in them.
dASHula 5 years ago
Dude serisously, stop being so self centerd.
rap13oy 5 years ago
Wat was that malarky?
marksandspark 5 years ago
your annoying
smaj21 5 years ago
Dude you are refencing a television show to 'prove' your point. Seriously- get some sleep.
NeverisaPromise7 5 years ago
So, I see that, either, there must be lots of pot in LA, or some other very heavy drug that you take. The only other way I can justify this video is that you have some serious mental issues, and YouTube is not the place to try and reslove them. Internet video is such an amazing technology that us "pack animals" developed, isn't it?
Moron
justburgers 5 years ago
shut up already
justburgers 5 years ago
Yeah...sorry...just got a bit caried away with questions of the infinite. I really should make a video of my own! I was basically only trying to say that I agreed with his questions but not the articulation of them...and it kind of went overboard! I promise this will be my final word on the subject here! (as precious space is needed!)
BelatedCommiseration 5 years ago
This is hard, without help, I sincerely hope you find it on YouTube! Only don't use 'psycology' to dispell the negative. Try and use the negative. Only be going outside of ourselves and purely objectifying our own lives can we attain true self conciousness. However, and I include myself in this, for most people this is impossible!
BelatedCommiseration 5 years ago
Because it is only by diassociating ourselves from our own experiance, and viewing them as an outsider, thats we can truely attain the full level of conciousness. Aristotle made that point first and it is true! This is hard to do, and I hope you find the help you want on youtube to do this. Just don't expect it, and less of the 'psycological' approach. Fundamental reasoning is needed for this, and not everyone has that...I certainly don't!
BelatedCommiseration 5 years ago
Basically, only by abandoning our own ego, and accepting the limitations of ourself and others do we fully gain the contented life. However, the contented life also involves asking as few questions as possible! So do feel free to ask the questions, but don't base them in material concerns, such as looks, unless you can be completely objective about the subject.
BelatedCommiseration 5 years ago
Just take yourself less seriously! Embrace whatever random choosings that fate has decreed in your favour. Just remember not to judge people by some kind of 'LA psycho babble', perhaps be more self effacing and accepting that people think differently than you and that most people are intrinsically selfish and don't expect them to regard anything outside thier own material self interest as important. Just go by the old adage 'do as you would be done by' and that seems to be all...
BelatedCommiseration 5 years ago
(re my other postings)...this is why you feel the need to make the claim that others 'project' on you. When really they are just marking the prescence of an ego that is, albeit slightly over egotistical I would say, is also 'projecting' itself on to them and asking big questions. I agree with the question you ask but the only answer is a simple one...ultimately...
BelatedCommiseration 5 years ago
No matter how attractive you are, the aliens will still think you're ugly. Beauty is a social tool to cleanse undesireable genes and to perpetutate unpopular ideas.
Terradox 5 years ago
Life on planet Earth comes down to food, shelter, and fucking. Everything else is simply mental masturbation. The human animal is not even a blip on the cosmic radar and our affecting reality for 60-80 years is nothing short of delusional. We are insignificant grains of sand, living on a grain of sand in a universe filled with untold grains of sand. We are just egotistical enough to think our grain of sand is the best grain of sand in the sandbox, that's all...
utuba26 5 years ago
What can we do to help?
PaulSquall 5 years ago
I have a lot to learn.
esotericenigma 5 years ago
I hope you're for real but at the same time if you're uncomfortable with being good looking or think that it is distracting from what is really important...Why do you have head shots on your Myspace? I just found that confusing.
alicatsmeow 5 years ago
you should accept being an attractive man, because you have to accept yourself. THEN, you'll have to work on being able to control yourself. The most important things are self control and self acceptance.
here's a quote from a french philosopher: Marquis de Sade: "My manner of thinking, so you say, cannot be approved. Do you suppose I care? A poor fool indeed is he who adopts a manner of thinking for others!"
hope it helps
jimgh23 5 years ago
You lost me at 6:40. The whole face part, wow...
truestepper 5 years ago
Man...you should start your own cult or something! Me personally, I'm ready to go to the mother ship. But on a serious note, I like your vids. For whatever reason, they hold my attention.
oneinwater 5 years ago
Listen.... okay? Everything is going to be okay... You have what we call TCS or "Tom Cruise Syndrome" We are here for you. And we love you... Will you accept the gift of rehab? This intervention is full of love. We are all going to find you a really really amazing psychiatrist.
NDxDMB 5 years ago
Well. You've put yourself on the chopping block.
I'm drinking a lot right now, playing a lot of video games, and I have gained some weight (very hard for me). Life is actually fucking great.
Step by step. Day by Day. Never Shave.
Cheers buddy.
tyevind 5 years ago
You're going to laugh at this video in 10 years or so. Right now you sound like Charles Manson: psycho babble.
pinecamguy 5 years ago
Why don't you just think you're attractive in moderation? In other words- like the way you look enough to have sufficiant self-esteem, but not enough to take over your head and become hauty? More like "I don't think I'm ugly" or "I'm happy with the way I look."
NaomiAliza 5 years ago
for someone who is so pensive.. it seems odd that you would have done something as foolish as get drunk in the first place, but then to put your life and others at risk by driving drunk? Why did you do it.. and three times??
NaomiAliza 5 years ago
I'll bet you're so weak that you will block me...instead of face me.
Geminate7 5 years ago
Someone had a three way with Vicodin and a Philosophy 101 textbook.
cinaroll 5 years ago
how old are you? i am serious here; did you not think about these things until now? is it common not to do that? this is like common sense.. things your mom teaches you.
i agree with another person in the comments; don't overanalyze. i'm not kidding when i'm saying it can hurt you deeply.
AsukaInFurs 5 years ago
The mirror metaphor doesn't always hold up. Sometimes, people are less like mirrors and more like dominos. You can be perfectly nice to a person and be on the receiving end of some crazy shit, and then you yourself can go and transfer that negative energy if you can't diffuse it.
slander23 5 years ago
and obviously me being a man im not in the best position to tell you this but your just not that attractive, sure you have a sort of rugged thing going on but you couldnt model
Cssfiend 5 years ago
you described thought in a very pretentious round about way - looking at something without reeeaally seeing it...
i believe thats called daydreaming
Cssfiend 5 years ago
your personality is like a male version of my ex girlfriend. that scares me tremendously.
machiavelli666 5 years ago
Were you high at this event?
mhoppe123 5 years ago
hey dude
i think its great that you are thoughtful and intense and willing to expose that process - stay on that path, it's the way to certain measure of freedom and authenticity - imo few things are that important.
peace
JAYDUBYAH29 5 years ago