ive been cutting since i was in 4th grade. I want to stop, but I dont know how.
I do alot of things to myself, i will stop eating, ill make myself puke it up when i have to eat, i burn, and i beat myself. I dont know why I do this stuff, but It does make me feel better at times. I cant cry anymore, no matter how hard I try, or no matter what happens, I just cant. So I guess doing that to myself is a way of letting out my feelings that ive kept bottled up. I know I need to stop. i just cant.
I have been cutting since I was 8 after I cut myself on some rock. Im now 17 and it hasnt gotten better in fact just last month I was in the hospital for "Major lacerations to the thighs and buttucks" It wasnt the deepest I ever cut too. Im now on suicide watch and I have a escort to every one of my classes, so no potty time. Im searched everyday for razors and anything that could be used for SI. FML!
i dont know how to ask for help, i mean wats the point anymore im a mistake anyway. noone cares and the only person i ever told was my best freind and she hasnt talked to me in over 2 years. some secrets are better kept then told.
@briannarox14 I cut my parents have walked in on me cutting. It's something no matter how hard you try to convince yourself your only hurting yourself. People aren't as hurt as they are confused about it and why we do cut. (this is my opinion. I can't speak for others) but every1 has their story.
@HarleyHatesYou I hope you know cutting isn't a ploy to get attention (most of the time) and many online feel the need to release their emotions in what they see as a safer environment, and by the way, depression is real and ISNT fun and it can be hereditary (mine is) so sometimes depression and suicidal tendencies aren't a choice for some people.
Yeah, internet. It really is a hugbox for you people. You can't release your emotions in real life because you know people would make fun of you, and for good reason.
@briannarox14 that's not always the case, I cut and my friends and family know and they never try to help me stop or anything, they act like it's nothing. Once my friend of 9 yrs told me not to bleed on the carpet. :/ not everyone has ppl who love them and want them to live. I dont. and in my opinion wanting to die isn't necessarily bad.
@xxdeathxxtoxxposersx how do yuu know? if any of your friends or family saw the scars on your arms or wrists or any other place they would be hurt. im sad for yuu. im not gunna tell yuu wat to do- even if i did tell yuu wat to do its not like yuu would care but i hope that yuu dont cut to deepley cuz like i said your family nd friends would be sad nd hurt if something happend to yuu.
I had a similar problem, one day everything was fine, then for no reason a girl at school acussed me of threatening to kill her, pretty soon the whole school knew about it and over then next few years everyone at school stopped talking to me, if they did say something it went, "don't talk to me, faggot" I fell into a deep depression and would smash my head on stuff and would have bruses on my head and lumps. Once I got out of highschool everything got better and it stopped
It sad that either people treat cutting as a taboo topic or give misinformation or it's a joking topic. It really isn't. I cut since i was 7 till 11 then started again at 13 i hadn't cut for three months and then i could take it, the teasing, being screamed at, being hit, all of it and started again. I'm trying to fight it with my friends help it's a tough thing to break. Amazing job with the video.
i was a cutter and i still am. i cant seem to stop it just seems easier for me to just cut myself up then anything. i dont have many freinds and the ones i do dont want to talk to me anymore because i cut. i feel so alone and some days i just want to die. Maybe it would be easier maybe it would be better. . . . .
I was a cutter . But i dont really cut I use sharp objects such as pencils or pencil crayons to carve symbols or words into my wrists and I have cut my upper leg with something to ........ It took alotta help from my friends to stop .. but once I get back to school I might start and I already have the urge to start again .. I'm only 12 ...
@MyRedBlade99 if you had half a brain you'd have read what i wrote as TEENAGERS that cut themselves need to grow up.. not adults you moron. If you werent an attention seeking teenager you'd stop telling people that you're depressed (it seems to be the in thing to be atm) and that you cut yourself. you wouldnt want people to know. So, no, you are not in pain, I doubt you know what pain is child.. Have a nice day xo :)<3
lol im the moron lol ur funny hun. listen u telling TEENAGERS who cut ta grow up im FUCKING telling you that u have no fucking right ta tell them ta grow up when u urself cant even do that ADULTS who i believe have grown plenty also cut now are u gonna tell then ta grow up how much more can they grow lol please i dont look for attention yeah im on youtube and talk about my feeling so what it helps me n others get things out and ur the moron lookin at our videos
@MyRedBlade99 Did you have an education at all? Can you not structure a sentence correctly? Talking about your problems on the internet= attention seeking.
I have straight A in english and im in college. I beleive i do know how to structure a sentence. Dont worry I'll let youtube know that five hundred characters in not enough.lol oh and you can believe anything you like about me. Atleast i am not the one who is attacking teens online, tellling them to grow up. oh and not just ANY TEENS, TEENS WHO SUFFER FROM DEPRESSION AND SELF INJURE . THATS JUST LOW. i'm out hunny bye XOXOXO :-)
no its not cool. Why would you even think that. maybe some people u know might lie about being depressed.But that does Notmean that everyone else does. My depression is genetic, I have been depressed sense little. They thought they could help me; force me to go out, have friend which just made my life worst. i believe i have said to much bye hun XOXOXO:-)
i started self-injury when i was 7 years old. it was only to bite the lips bloody or other. when i was 15 i startet to cut myself with knifes, later with razor blades and later i burned myself with smoke sticks (? . i don´t know right in english) and lighters, put the hot wax from candles on my skin and sometimes i punched the wall with my head or my fists.
but since i have my wonderful boyfriend, i try to stopp self-injury (he made it, too)
Thats a toxic relationship because when he cuts you do too. Maybe not consciously, but you do. You can't stop on your own, it's an addiction. seek out help Before it's too late.
i personaly, dont understand how you could show this to your class... or why you would. but i think its amazingly brave.... this really spoke to me, and reading though some other comments, to others too. i really hope you did well and thank you.
i dont think ill ever do it again because they were pretty bad. i think depression is the biggest issue in this 'life' we live. it seems if a man lived with no depression or sadness when he didnt achieve it seems like that man might achieve anything he wishes.
i started when i was 12 i never used a knife i got close to but something always stopped me but i usually used my nails or a fork (it sounds weird) but still i didnt stop until like months after i was 13 when my gf found out and told me to stop i still get the feelings to do it but i always thought of her right before i did it :/ (wow i dont even know you i just watched some of your videos and im telling you this stuff)
There are products you can use to diminish the scars, they've worked for me. Mostly natural ointments. Even if I was always careful to cut where the wounds would be easier to hide, the fact that you know they're still there doesn't go away. The important thing here is to learn from it and try to stay away from it. Since it's an addiction, you're very likely to fall into it again unless you're careful enough.
I honestly don't know the name in English. It's a natural herb called "Tepezcohuite" (I'm Mexican), which you can find in local drugstores. But I guess you can always try the stuff burnt people buy to diminish their scars. It should work...
i was cutting for years, ive had to go to the hospital so many times. i would overdose once a month and then have to go to help hospital which made everything worse and thats when i would attemt suiside twice and fail. im better now and the only drug i do is the herb
Thanks for posting this, self injury can end, there are better ways. I cut and burned for 15 years, i stopped. message me also if you want more information. Telling people they can stop helps, if they want to they can. Great video
Yeah I tried that for a while, but I started smashing my fists into the walls until I'd mutilated the flesh on my hands. It took a lot of good friends, support, and help from my youth pastor to get me to stop. Mainly because I'd just find other ways to hurt myself ounce I'd stop one way.
It's a complicated thing and hard to understand if you've never experienced it. If you have some questions as to why feel free to ask in detail. Thx for your support.
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TheDinoFilms 4 weeks ago
praise god for recovery
SimbaGirlRules 5 months ago
this is amazing and very close to my heart. i wont put details cos i dont want attention.
but this is truelly wonderful! and amazingly sensitive :) good work
CatzGotYourTongue 6 months ago
I've been burning my self with candle wax since I was 7
yoyo94xo 8 months ago
ive been cutting since i was in 4th grade. I want to stop, but I dont know how.
I do alot of things to myself, i will stop eating, ill make myself puke it up when i have to eat, i burn, and i beat myself. I dont know why I do this stuff, but It does make me feel better at times. I cant cry anymore, no matter how hard I try, or no matter what happens, I just cant. So I guess doing that to myself is a way of letting out my feelings that ive kept bottled up. I know I need to stop. i just cant.
KayBearLovesBVB 8 months ago
I have been cutting since I was 8 after I cut myself on some rock. Im now 17 and it hasnt gotten better in fact just last month I was in the hospital for "Major lacerations to the thighs and buttucks" It wasnt the deepest I ever cut too. Im now on suicide watch and I have a escort to every one of my classes, so no potty time. Im searched everyday for razors and anything that could be used for SI. FML!
HappyIsFleeting 9 months ago
i dont know how to ask for help, i mean wats the point anymore im a mistake anyway. noone cares and the only person i ever told was my best freind and she hasnt talked to me in over 2 years. some secrets are better kept then told.
purumkim 10 months ago
the first dude was incredible hot.
Ok that off my mind, I loved the video it was sad but sort of got the point across.
I've been cutting for 2 years</3
vfkLoneDove 11 months ago
Sweet vid
DaneHexx 11 months ago
Its truly an addiction. I don't know how to stop. I think I have tried everything.
mychemtears 1 year ago
@mychemtears
Have you tried getting a real addiction instead?
meric2 11 months ago
@meric2 i suppose not but what is there?
mychemtears 11 months ago
@briannarox14 I cut my parents have walked in on me cutting. It's something no matter how hard you try to convince yourself your only hurting yourself. People aren't as hurt as they are confused about it and why we do cut. (this is my opinion. I can't speak for others) but every1 has their story.
jamiemeyerfulify 1 year ago
@HarleyHatesYou I hope you know cutting isn't a ploy to get attention (most of the time) and many online feel the need to release their emotions in what they see as a safer environment, and by the way, depression is real and ISNT fun and it can be hereditary (mine is) so sometimes depression and suicidal tendencies aren't a choice for some people.
Bandit2322 1 year ago
@Bandit2322
Yeah, internet. It really is a hugbox for you people. You can't release your emotions in real life because you know people would make fun of you, and for good reason.
meric2 11 months ago
@briannarox14 that's not always the case, I cut and my friends and family know and they never try to help me stop or anything, they act like it's nothing. Once my friend of 9 yrs told me not to bleed on the carpet. :/ not everyone has ppl who love them and want them to live. I dont. and in my opinion wanting to die isn't necessarily bad.
Bandit2322 1 year ago
i cut but i dont see a problem with it. im not hurting anyone else :3
xxdeathxxtoxxposersx 1 year ago
@xxdeathxxtoxxposersx how do yuu know? if any of your friends or family saw the scars on your arms or wrists or any other place they would be hurt. im sad for yuu. im not gunna tell yuu wat to do- even if i did tell yuu wat to do its not like yuu would care but i hope that yuu dont cut to deepley cuz like i said your family nd friends would be sad nd hurt if something happend to yuu.
briannarox14 1 year ago
Nice video, cute guy, good message-3
bfmvluvxx 1 year ago
I had a similar problem, one day everything was fine, then for no reason a girl at school acussed me of threatening to kill her, pretty soon the whole school knew about it and over then next few years everyone at school stopped talking to me, if they did say something it went, "don't talk to me, faggot" I fell into a deep depression and would smash my head on stuff and would have bruses on my head and lumps. Once I got out of highschool everything got better and it stopped
TheNoisePolluter 1 year ago
It sad that either people treat cutting as a taboo topic or give misinformation or it's a joking topic. It really isn't. I cut since i was 7 till 11 then started again at 13 i hadn't cut for three months and then i could take it, the teasing, being screamed at, being hit, all of it and started again. I'm trying to fight it with my friends help it's a tough thing to break. Amazing job with the video.
MDRedboneCoonhound 1 year ago
I want to give that boy a huge hug.
deadXDsmiley 1 year ago
This touches me sooo much :'(
EmotionalTrym 1 year ago
i was a cutter and i still am. i cant seem to stop it just seems easier for me to just cut myself up then anything. i dont have many freinds and the ones i do dont want to talk to me anymore because i cut. i feel so alone and some days i just want to die. Maybe it would be easier maybe it would be better. . . . .
purumkim 1 year ago
I was a cutter . But i dont really cut I use sharp objects such as pencils or pencil crayons to carve symbols or words into my wrists and I have cut my upper leg with something to ........ It took alotta help from my friends to stop .. but once I get back to school I might start and I already have the urge to start again .. I'm only 12 ...
Ecullen981 1 year ago
Teenagers that cut themselves need to grow up and get a grip.
HarleyHatesYou 1 year ago
@HarleyHatesYou and who said only teenagers cut
i have talked with men and women in their 30s and 40s who SI
maybe u should grow up and understand that its not a game for us
we are in pain and control things different from u
its how we cope with things
MyRedBlade99 1 year ago
@MyRedBlade99 if you had half a brain you'd have read what i wrote as TEENAGERS that cut themselves need to grow up.. not adults you moron. If you werent an attention seeking teenager you'd stop telling people that you're depressed (it seems to be the in thing to be atm) and that you cut yourself. you wouldnt want people to know. So, no, you are not in pain, I doubt you know what pain is child.. Have a nice day xo :)<3
HarleyHatesYou 1 year ago
@HarleyHatesYou
lol im the moron lol ur funny hun. listen u telling TEENAGERS who cut ta grow up im FUCKING telling you that u have no fucking right ta tell them ta grow up when u urself cant even do that ADULTS who i believe have grown plenty also cut now are u gonna tell then ta grow up how much more can they grow lol please i dont look for attention yeah im on youtube and talk about my feeling so what it helps me n others get things out and ur the moron lookin at our videos
MyRedBlade99 1 year ago
@MyRedBlade99 Did you have an education at all? Can you not structure a sentence correctly? Talking about your problems on the internet= attention seeking.
HarleyHatesYou 1 year ago
@HarleyHatesYou
I have straight A in english and im in college. I beleive i do know how to structure a sentence. Dont worry I'll let youtube know that five hundred characters in not enough.lol oh and you can believe anything you like about me. Atleast i am not the one who is attacking teens online, tellling them to grow up. oh and not just ANY TEENS, TEENS WHO SUFFER FROM DEPRESSION AND SELF INJURE . THATS JUST LOW. i'm out hunny bye XOXOXO :-)
MyRedBlade99 1 year ago
@MyRedBlade99 pahaha. Depression. That seems to be the cool thing to have doesnt it.
HarleyHatesYou 1 year ago
@HarleyHatesYou
no its not cool. Why would you even think that. maybe some people u know might lie about being depressed.But that does Notmean that everyone else does. My depression is genetic, I have been depressed sense little. They thought they could help me; force me to go out, have friend which just made my life worst. i believe i have said to much bye hun XOXOXO:-)
MyRedBlade99 1 year ago
@MyRedBlade99 ROFLOLCOPTER Get over it.
HarleyHatesYou 1 year ago
I just started cutting my wrist feels good when I am depressed or bored.
TheBubblemint 1 year ago
i started self-injury when i was 7 years old. it was only to bite the lips bloody or other. when i was 15 i startet to cut myself with knifes, later with razor blades and later i burned myself with smoke sticks (? . i don´t know right in english) and lighters, put the hot wax from candles on my skin and sometimes i punched the wall with my head or my fists.
but since i have my wonderful boyfriend, i try to stopp self-injury (he made it, too)
tearsofangirl 2 years ago
Thats a toxic relationship because when he cuts you do too. Maybe not consciously, but you do. You can't stop on your own, it's an addiction. seek out help Before it's too late.
Lilly0Kins 2 years ago
i personaly, dont understand how you could show this to your class... or why you would. but i think its amazingly brave.... this really spoke to me, and reading though some other comments, to others too. i really hope you did well and thank you.
Emraldae 2 years ago
i started when i was 13 and still do it now but its more serious then ever because i use a razor dipped in rubbing alcohol
BYRDMAN20000 2 years ago
i started cutting when i was 6 year old and i have never stopped but i have tried so hard to but it never worked...
xxKatiebearlovexx 2 years ago
What's up with all the hot water in every video?
AChangingGrl 2 years ago
i did it 2 nights in a row..
i dont think ill ever do it again because they were pretty bad. i think depression is the biggest issue in this 'life' we live. it seems if a man lived with no depression or sadness when he didnt achieve it seems like that man might achieve anything he wishes.
ReaKTGaming 2 years ago
omg i LOVED that video. it was absoutly amazing :]
KerriMarie202 3 years ago
i started when i was 12 i never used a knife i got close to but something always stopped me but i usually used my nails or a fork (it sounds weird) but still i didnt stop until like months after i was 13 when my gf found out and told me to stop i still get the feelings to do it but i always thought of her right before i did it :/ (wow i dont even know you i just watched some of your videos and im telling you this stuff)
alexfran 3 years ago
yeah i use forks too
tygrisskisa 2 years ago
wow thats really good
XxSceneQueenxX16 3 years ago
Bravo Brave i cried at some parts
IceCreamMen4 3 years ago
heyy you should watch my psa on cutting i just finsihed it today and i posted it on youutube =D
Caboose120 3 years ago
There are products you can use to diminish the scars, they've worked for me. Mostly natural ointments. Even if I was always careful to cut where the wounds would be easier to hide, the fact that you know they're still there doesn't go away. The important thing here is to learn from it and try to stay away from it. Since it's an addiction, you're very likely to fall into it again unless you're careful enough.
ladyoftherings3 3 years ago
where can you get the stuff to diminish scars?
XxSceneQueenxX16 3 years ago
I honestly don't know the name in English. It's a natural herb called "Tepezcohuite" (I'm Mexican), which you can find in local drugstores. But I guess you can always try the stuff burnt people buy to diminish their scars. It should work...
ladyoftherings3 3 years ago
thanks :]
XxSceneQueenxX16 3 years ago
FMA soundtrack... nice...nice video all around
mikamikamika 3 years ago
i was cutting for years, ive had to go to the hospital so many times. i would overdose once a month and then have to go to help hospital which made everything worse and thats when i would attemt suiside twice and fail. im better now and the only drug i do is the herb
robotaustin12 3 years ago
Thank you for posting this. I am a recovering cutter, and every day it's a battle not to get the razor and slice my skin.
<3.
CarvedTearsOfRed 4 years ago 2
Thanks for posting this, self injury can end, there are better ways. I cut and burned for 15 years, i stopped. message me also if you want more information. Telling people they can stop helps, if they want to they can. Great video
stopselfinjury 4 years ago 12
That was a great video :3
Charles is cute...<3
shammaness 4 years ago
i used to be a cutter but i found out that punching the wall is way safer
blujen214 4 years ago 8
Yeah I tried that for a while, but I started smashing my fists into the walls until I'd mutilated the flesh on my hands. It took a lot of good friends, support, and help from my youth pastor to get me to stop. Mainly because I'd just find other ways to hurt myself ounce I'd stop one way.
ninjapipes 4 years ago
@blujen214 Still SI. It's just as bad as cutting
JesicaYesicaRosa 1 month ago
wow this video is very informative and sad
blujen214 4 years ago
Yeah, cutting isn't very happy and a lot of people try to avoid it. It's really sad that nobody cares for the most of it.
ninjapipes 4 years ago 3
^_^
ninjapipes 4 years ago
Nice Video Dude,I Personally Have Never Cut Or Understood Why people Do It,But Man.NICE VID!
scarface2512 4 years ago
It's a complicated thing and hard to understand if you've never experienced it. If you have some questions as to why feel free to ask in detail. Thx for your support.
ninjapipes 4 years ago
It was really powerful...
HELENz 5 years ago
Thx, it's good to know that I'm having an impact.
ninjapipes 4 years ago
it turned out really well.
good job!
tehSheryl 5 years ago
Thank you!
ninjapipes 5 years ago
you really got the messege out on this video man
i am astonished by you
Irishsmurph321 5 years ago
Thx, I tried to make it as non-violent as possible so it wouldn't turn people off. Because this kind of thing makes a lot of people really nervous.
ninjapipes 5 years ago