Guiding Light 4 23 09 Olivia & Natalia Part 1

[WilandTarafan]

I am catholic and i believe in god. but i am gay and i have nothing against it it's not wrong it's just different

[debssofs]

i'm an OTALIA addict. i need meetings to survive..., and i'm from Portugal i found this here on the internet, and i never stop!!!

they are great 2gether

[LexaUO26]

Rafe's happy if his Mom lives her life the way HE wants her to live it! Screw what Nat wants for her life. What a selfsh a-hole!

[angie76th]

so religious you lie? emma just asked you to go with them that day

[chennyda1]

Tanks alot for the perfect uploads, yours are the only once, i've have seen so far, that are perfectly edited. thanks

[melstermel]

Emma is the smartest one of the whole bunch .. i think she knew even before OTALIA knew that they where meant to be together.. i loved it earlier on when Phillip visited Emma and he was talking to Olivia and saying she is smart like us and good looking like her mother but shes so nice where the hell does that come from not us... dugh it comes from Natalia...but still loved the moment...and like everyone else watching these videos its like a addiction.. i need help Otalia annoymous meetings 4 me

[66andreadler]

@melstermel no more words :) You wrote down what I think XDDDD

[melstermel]

@66andreadler I am so sorry i didnt mean to take the words out of your mouth..LOL.. we should stop before we start finishing each others sentences and fighting over the remote in matching jogging pants like a old married couple... LOL...

[66andreadler]

@melstermel LOOOLLL *getting the giggles* yeahhhh you are soooo right ! *draw a deep breath* ;)

[66andreadler]

@melstermel.... soo let us just act normal...act normal..... XDDDDDD

[melstermel]

@66andreadler....but how can i "act" normal when i have all these feelings i don't understand. besides normalcy is over rated....lol....

[66andreadler]

@melstermel what are you afraid of? I mean ..what we have is good..is really good..and things we´re gonna work out!cause I think things are allready started tu work out!And you may not be abel tu see it yet but I can and I keep coming back here untill you do too! LOOOOLLLL XXDDD

[melstermel]

@66andreadler when i showed up back here it was my way of saying i want back in, i want to be with you but your miles ahead (away) from me i need to catch up......lollollollol.....and a big LOL to what u said..blushing

[blue5522]

Natalia says so much with that little sigh at :57. So much yearning.

[darn1121]

Olivia looked like she wanted to gag when she said "no I am not talking about "FRANK". Her eyes practically rolled in the back of her head at 1:25

[jodyanne100]

Ive only just come across this show and love these to together, but how old is Natalia meant to be she looks way too young to have a grown up son!!

[chennyda1]

she was 16 when she had rafe and at the end of the show he waas "18" so...natalia was 34, that's about JL's age in real life.

[brklynrox]

frank is a clueless tool. they are acting like a couple right in front of him...you call me if you need me..

[londonwoolwitch]

Natalia ... Is WOW ... And Olivia Is WOW Too ... Love Them Both ! xx :) xx

[jackyb911]

ok so does anyone feel those werd nice goosebumps while watching OTALIA scenes omgahhh its my heroine i cant stop watching and cant stop the funny butterfles in the tummy ahhh love these scenes haha

[briemillman]

1:42 . Right there is when they first WANTED to kiss. Frank = Otalia contraception...

[1ceTV]

i agree

[puffytwerp]

Rafe: "I am happy if you are happy...*Beep*... I am happy if you are happy...*Beep*... La la la la la!!! WHat ever RAFE!!

[trisher22]

omg can frank walk up the stairs any faster.he's just off the clock on this.

[549621jon]

Frank is a fuckin asshole.

[aistockwell]

i believe in god but i don't believe that he would punish someone for truley loving anyone wether it be man or woman same sex or not this sl is wonderful and the world is changing god gave man free will for a reason and he says to test all things and hold fast to that which is true i guess it's just how you choose to interpret it.

[mjpurser]

can we have this rafe back? please??

[ecm177]

anyway who does Rafe think he is...he's not a saint...for goodness sake he shot a man and he has the nerve to damn Olivia and Natalia to hell for LOVING NOT SHOOTING each other!!

[melstermel]

@ecm177 How true your words are.. i couldnt have said it better myself.. who the heck is Rafe to judge anyone and what happened to i only want you to be happy mom...

[KaSee007]

I say EW and JLH have done a great job showing all aspects of this storyline. They are allowing the audience to come to their own conclusions. They are giving voice to what everybody has heard for so many years. The thing I really like most about this storyline is the fact that EW and JLH really show that who one chooses to love is about choices and not about genetics. This storyline is about making choices. That's all God ever wanted for us to do is CHOOSE HIM, and not our feelings.

[KaSee007]

Rafe said it best, "It was your faith that got me through the tough times." Well, that faith that got him through is not a complete faith that Natalia is living. SHE'S the one who taught Rafe everything he knows about faith. She taught him what was right and what was wrong. Now with the discovery of the relationship, no one should expect Rafe to just be all happy feet about it. Everything he said to her today was a voice to EVERYTHING that she is feeling, in spite of her feelings for Liv.

[lfox91]

is emma annoying to anyone else dont get me wrong i love children but she ran away like a hundred times and... well she's not exactly the sharpest tool in the shed ya know?

[tessmccall]

i prefer emma's missing moment than watching this ugly bonehead frank and nat's stupid selfish ass son...emma is the cutest girl ever...

[lfox91]

that's true rafe is a pretty big punk between rafe and em i'd def take em I mean who didn't love two mommies right... i just saw some ep. when she's older and she gets a bit smarter along the way lol

[tessmccall]

we all love OTALIA..i just wished that nat wouldn't have rafe...i can't stand his face his annoying voice this the first time i really want to punch fictional character along with this insignificant usless fruts..

[KaSee007]

What Rafe is feeling is true to life. A story like this can't be told without the honesty that comes with it. Natalia has a faith that she taught her son. She is not living up to what she taught him, and he is rightly confused. Everything that he has ever believed is no longer valid because his mother is picking and choosing which part of the faith she chooses to live. Her decision is based not on what God says, but on how she feels.

[tessmccall]

i was born to a catholic family and all of my lives i heard that god is love be kind blah blah..but when my sister came out those hypocrites turned their back to her i'm no longer catholic i do believe in god but i keep it to myself that's why rafe is pissing me off cause he reminds me of my family who shut the door on my beloved sister who fell in love with a girl like it's so some kind of crime people like rafe and the rest of the people who are still living on the 7th century ruin the world

[ecm177]

I understand what you are saying! :)

[carolm007]

Ifox91- I think Emma's pretty sharp. When she takes off it's because she's made up her mind and acts on it..like Liv would. She ran off to see Rafe at Xmas because she thought he'd be lonely and was pissed about having to move back to the Beacon, she arranged to testify at her dad Phillips trial (behind Liv's back) so he wouldn't go to jail. She also convinced Nat to give Liv Gus' heart by offering a flower @ the right moment, and she got the Otalia ball rolling w/her My Two Mommies speech.

[kimonlyloves]

Notice how at 3:18 liv looks down at her arm when she says I wish there is something I could do.

[sillylily315]

Have you guys noticed that they always use different takes when they recap, kinda funny. And sad cos I realise I only know that because I have watched these videos too many times!!

[song5537]

Frank's timing is off as usual... God these 2 need too get a room alread.-LOL

[straybarney]

@1:59 they become 1 person

[HiiiLiter]

oh shiat. frank is such a buzzkill.

[Megd]

i just realized, when natalia pulls livs hands away from her face... natalia is looking at olivias lips, and then her eyes...

mmmhmm.

[la1negrita]

oh yeah...that is so sexy

[YuriFanGirls]

Frank is baggage?

That's putting it mildly Natalia...

[ladymarcell]

The writing for Otalia is fantastic.. The build up over all this time. This show should not be being cancelled. AMC should be cancelled for the butchering of storylines they have been putting out.

[denib1863]

Frank (God bless him) reminds me of a deer running thru the Walmart Parking Lot......Begging ..begging to get hit

[apied698]

LOL!!! That is freakin funny. thanks for the laughs. I like frank but he is such a GOOBER!!!

[jessGloeckner]

i totaly agree with you. it true..lol

[lavinleitrim]

ha ha i dont know. their mothers must know at birth that theyre gonna be stunning when they grow up or something. i almost wish i was a natalia, then again, laverne is an unusual name to have so im happy with it.

[CoffeeLiberal]

when nat is being more concerned about emma's play than the feelings of the guy she left at the altar, who just so happens to be standing right in front of her....bahahahha too good. nat totally cares more and feels worse about disappointing her "friend's" little girl than frank. and the way they just shove it in his face and he STILL doesn't get it! ughhhh

[YuriFanGirls]

3:33

*thud*

[littleblackhonda]

Ha! That's so great!

[lavinleitrim]

ah ok it makes a lot more sence now. i figured she must have been young when she had him.

[MargoMateas]

I think it's great the writers arent doing the usual Lesbian Uhaul thing, which would be for Liv and Jellybean to move right back into the FOL, which would result in LBD in about two months, LOL. This way, I am crossing my fingers and praying in every language I can think of -- I THINK we may actually be treated to a real, drawn out Lesbian romance. How cool is that??? And I agree, I am totally living vicariously through them.

[lavinleitrim]

hmm ok this is the 2nd clip of this iv seen. what age is natalia meant to be? cos she has a son? who looks older than me maybe 22? theres no way she can be40..... im crap at the age thing anyway. age doesnt bother me at all. but couldnt they have been a bit more realistic and made her son a bit younger?

[TLBSSB24]

her son Rafe is 19 or 20 she had him when she was 16

[mudpiegirl]

The last time they actually said Rafe's age, earlier this year, was 19. So that would make Natalia 35 or 36. In real life, Jessica Leccia is 33, but I don't know how old the Rafe actor is.

[littlepiddle2]

Natalia had Rafe at 16 that's why she's so young,,,

[lavinleitrim]

this is not good for me to watch... :( im smitten with a girl called natalia... everytime i see any charachter called natalia dating someone i get so damn jealous of the other person. mainly cos im stuck here with a crush on a straight girl... :(

[CoffeeLiberal]

omg i know! why are all the good looking girls always named natalia??

[luvspencersjersey]

i think the best part is just the look on franks face when nat and liv are sitting ther talking about emma and everything...ha ha...he's so jealous...and it's like he isn't even there in the room..i love it

[brklynrox]

frank looks more clueless than jealous. you think a lightbulb would have gone off. olivia and natalia are totally doing the parent and couple thing right in front of him.

[canign]

The reason y i think olivia wants to protect natialia and y it is she is tellin natalia that she isnt ready for or cant face what their love 4 each other might bring their way is because of natalia's reaction towards "my tow mommies." Natalia cared so much what ppl thought. She cared what the teacher, allan and the 2 other mommies from emma's school thought plus doris's tv announcement. What makes it different now you kno. That y olivia is being that way she is being

[darn1121]

okay what did Natalia mumble while Olivia was placing her hands on her face. It looks like she was objecting. What is anyone else's take?

[doughlanyc]

This kind of love?

[OhYeahWellUrFace]

When Olivia takes Natalia's hand and puts it on her face and says "this kind of love" my heart skipped a beat!!! I think I went to heaven for a minute!!! Then Frank walked in and I came back to earth... DAMN IT Frank!!!

[mztenda1]

i agree with you TechnoBabble38

[Revolos55]

Rafe was awesome in this.

[gypsygirl999]

my heart was about to burst out of my chest when liv put nats hands to her face

[pipocacolorida]

thank you for all that make this video possible.

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BRASIL LOVE IT

[tiaChappell]

okay, so even though the phrase is at one-thirty-three, the marker doesn't pick up Olivia's words well enough. Let's try maybe, 1:30... just before she takes Natlia's hand and says "this kind of love???"

[brklynrox]

where did that paper roller come from? they were standing at a table yesterday with natalia's bag covering the baby bump.

[tiaChappell]

okay, so like I've played the scene again and again, and I still can not make out Olivia's words at 1:33 - just after Natalia says her religion is love and before Liv takes Natalia's hand to her own face... anyone know? I mean, uh, not that I'm hanging onto every single word between these two phenomenal woman... just, you know.

[nikskorpio]

Natalia says her religion is about love. Then Olivia takes Nat's hand and puts it to her cheek and questions her. "This kind of love?"

[im1shak1biotches]

Dunno, listened a few times... I'm guessing she was going to say something, stopped before it fully came out... maybe it's just a slight uggh, like you know it's not that simple... then she puts her hand to her face. I really couldn't say tbh.

[Lore3440]

Who ever is writing this show has to be a lesbian Because they seem to have it down pat. Wow.

[redblaze18]

Frank who????

[TechnoBabble38]

The personification of HOTNESS: Liv telling Nat to call her if she needs her. That simmering look Liv gives her we she says that is amazing!!!!!! And the best part, they never even turned F-bombs way during the whole exchange!!!!!! Hot, HoT, HOT!!!!!!!

[TechnoBabble38]

Oh and the look Natalia gives Olivia over her shoulder as she leaving, OMG!!!!! They are working it!!!!! They have me strung out like fucking junkieup in here!!!!!!

[TechnoBabble38]

The scene completely changes after F-bomb gives Natalia the news about Rafe; at 3:09 when Nat is apologizing to Liv, they just completely slip into their own world right there. It's like their speaking their own language and the heat between them just simmers!! CC and JL have breathed such life into these characters they just jump off the screen!  It was like F-bomb didn't even exist!!!

[djanni11]

I thought Emma's hat was supposed to be blue ?? ( note to self becoming a bit obsessive here)

[marielovesthebeach]

White hat packed in the blue bag! LOL I guess I'm more obsessive LMFAO

[djanni11]

Duh thanks !

[pedid2001]

they are so a couple when they were discussing about rafe ans emma's play and frank saw everything. poor guy, come on surely you have noticed that frank

[MarketResearcher22]

Gawd, we can only hope Frank noticed, but then again, he's Frank .... he totally needs to be hit over the head .... with a shovel ... because all the pebbles, stones and rocks haven't gotten through to him... :)

[Aisha2178]

i love Rafe

[dunnoany]

really the idea that Frank would click was wayyyyyyyy too good to be true.

[popularsweetie88]

thanks for uploading :)

[dantzig75]

Ok, even if I really dislike Frank, I sometimes thought we were too harsh on him.

But NOW, I think he is, as Nikki Wade would say, A TOTAL BASTARD. I think he knows now for Liv and Nat, or at least he's pissed about their intimacy, and jealous of it, that's for sure. That's why he's reacting this way. He's not doing his job here, he's trying to punish Nat.

The fact is he punishes Rafe too.

[dylane2004]

Was it Olivia who said "you are not?" to Frank? Very funny! Why did Natalia withdraw her hand?.........

[cla601221]

hi from acapulco gro mexico i like this history love

[spacegoose]

"I don't have the baggage you have". Really, Olivia, really? Pot... kettle... black...

[tqee25]

IS FRANK BLIND OR JUST STUPID? Why is he the Chief of Police? Anyone can see Otalia are in love with each other. Heck you can hear the love in their voice and he's standing there looking like a jacka**.

[manicpl]

I think he's both! :D plus annoying as hell! ;)

[07Z70]

Wow so early!! Thanks.. I hate Frank Attitude here!!! He is so selfish!!! I fnk Rafe wnt mind if Nat tells him z truth.. He might kinda laugh in z beginnin or fnk its so unbelievable his mum luvs a gal bt in z end he wnt ve any probs.. Thx again.. U r so gr8 2 put dat so early..:d:d:d

[shelley38]

Thank's for putting this up early.The Internet is really slow to night and it's slow loading up It's frustrating. Olivia put Natalia's hand to her face to try to make her point. Not like Nicky with Helen in Bad Girls. She put Helen's hand somewhere else LOL.

[Lore3440]

Wow, i never thought i would see the day that Olivia was afraid,she is making up excuses. She is the one running from this, Nat was going to kiss her and she stopped her. But then again Love is the most terrifying thing in the world. So, i get it. Once she kisses her the walls fall and the passion begins, i guess it is possible to loose your "virginity" twice. haha.

[cscgirl13]

wow that was intense Olivia. She is definitely testing Natalia. She making her put her money where her mouth is so to speak.

[joanita67]

"Would you call me..if you need me.." 3:22 And Nat's reaction ( I so need you that I can't breathe!!) I'm totally in love with these Otalia!!

[1073kat]

why is olivia saying shes not ready, THEY BOTH ARE, ITS ABOUT TIME YO

[joanita67]

" This kind of love".1:35..hummm... Does Liv means " Physical love" ? Ahhh... I so want them to get a bit physical :-D I need to see them kissing!! ahhhh

[zaavian]

I know she ment physical but what was she trying to do? make Nat touch her face?

[Briannick853]

man i'm like on the egde of my seat right now. i can't until they actually embrace each other. WITHOUT INTERRUPTION FRANK!!!

[storm705]

this show drives me CRAZY- they need more screen time - what they give us is just not enough. haaaaa

[zaavian]

can some tell me Olivia was trying to do when she told Nat thats "this kind of love .. you are not ready" was she putting her hand against her face?

[Kendahl89]

She meant love between two women and all it entails, including the sexual

[zaavian]

loved it when Natalia looked back at Liv

[3842lm]

These fast updates really make me happy, thank you for this.

I can hardly wait for their first kiss.

[AlanBoy10]

Kiss Kiss Kiss!!!!

OMG!!!

[dantzig75]

"That kind of love?"

Yeeees...

[WiiEhonda]

Why is Emma Natalia's baggage? She's Liv's daughter...

[EAB42]

I think she said she wasn't referring to Frank, Rafe or Emma, but her religion

[qtriste]

yes but till the moment they both treat her as the both daughter...."my two mommies" remember...so it is her responsability....as well if she cares about the little girls feelings!

[nosabesque]

grrr.....just kiss the girl already !!! :)

[sunshinelironforever]

AHhhh there was touching. Ohhhhhhh yes!

[nirkynuts]

I got this really weird impression that Frank actually caught some Otalia vibes when he told Natalia about Rafe and she and Olivia were talking about the play and Emma and wishing they could do more... oO Am I alone in this?

[AlanBoy10]

You R absolutelly right!

What kind of cop is Frank??

Everybody can see that, but him...

[OtaliaRocks]

"What kind of cop is Frank?" So right!!! Guess that's why Edmund's on the loose. :)

[xcountrygrl]

I felt that too

[unprofessionl]

yes yes yes - thank you! and thx for numbering the parts.

[qtriste]

Rafe you totaly are the BEST! YOHOO

[joanita67]

Yodaluver28 ,you did it again! Thanks so much for uploading it so quickly!!! You've just satisfied my addiction! LOL..

[rufusBB]

Bloody hell, he's like a Frank- in- the- box, just pops up when you least expect. Grrr...

[rorobrown123]

lol

that's funny

he really is.

[duncorr]

Thank you so much!! Keep doing this, you're awsome!!

[Megd]

thank you SO Much for the quick posts. Seriously!

[kpatrou]

Thanks for uploading soooooo fast wow u rock (I know not the first but I had to say it) :)

[ncisgirl23]

OMG they were totally gna kiss before frank interupted :( I hate frank!

[fallout3freak360]

what is this?

[Dexxconocida2]

Jeez you are quick, thanks for posting!!!!

[samkarfran]

You ROCK for being sooooo quick to upload!!!!!!!!!

[nirkynuts]

OMG, you're totally my hero! Thank you SO much for being so quick posting this!!

[JOSHhollowayfan1]

omg you rock!!

[bridgeangela]

thank uuuuuuuuuuuuuu!