Yep... I've been thinking of moving to California, Mexico, or Amsterdam... This is for the birds! My mind was calm when I smoked. No racing thoughts... Depression isn't full blown... Mania is calmed a bit... and I can actually get out of the house.
I've been on geodon for two years and it has been successful for me. I can sleep I have no depression and I'm happy. Most of the time. I've been diagnosed with bipolar 2 disorder. I can't live without geodon and it doesn't make me drowsey. Maybe u were on too high of a dose.
Wow been through a lot I suffer from bipolar heart and diabetics and stroke simthims to left body.I take prozacks for my depression and its calmed me down a lot but still suffer from sidefects injoyed your video please keep me posted when you post more thank you
i have also had subicidal thoughts and actions. i once almost killed myself with a kitchen knife while i was home alone. PLEASE TELL ME HOW I CAN TELL HIS TO MY MOM!!!!!!
Hello, i am tuning 13 in april and i think i have bipolar disorer. i have majoir mood swings. just today i was crying and then all the sudden started laughing my ass off. i want to go to the hospital and get it medically diegnosed but my mom does not know about my "disorder" because i am in my room 24-7. how can i tell my mom i think i have bipolar disorder???
Write to my Brother he has Bipolar 1, he was put in prison, KF9237 Joseph Gianguzi SCI Camp Hill P.O.Box 200 Camp Hill, Pa 17001-8837, he feels forgotten, he spends 23 hours a day locked in a room with nothing inside, hes getting worse. Just wish him well. Hes very depressed. Tell him about your medical marijuana.
It's wonderful and brave of you to post this. I can relate to you so much better than other depictions of bipolar I've seen. You're doing so well, but I'm afraid for you. Aren't you? Is there any chance that you won't become depressed again? Do you know what the long-term outcomes are for bipolar? I'm going to cross my fingers and pray for us.
From my own personal experience marijuana has had very bad reactions, usually pushing my bipolar disorder to the verge of schizophrenia. I haven't touched it in 5 years and never will. But if it works for you, go for it.
So all i need to know is how do i go about getting it im in california, santa barbara, im desperate for my life and sanity, ive just started experiencing happiness and dont want to take the psychs stupid fuckin pills becus of the side effects.
Medical marijuana is the only godamn thing that helps me yet every fucking person in this godamn world is so against it, ive been self medicating for years and have faced guilt and complete shame from my parents being pricks. I need help really, really bad. Ive been hospitalized 1 time, and recently got out of rehab and im afraid for my sanity. Without med marijuana im not going to function. Marijuana puts me side my own mind so i can meditate and get rid of thoughts that are from depression.
@completelystupidfuck you are not alone. I have been fired and losing my nursing liscense for using MM in a non-tolerant state. Iam Bipolar II, and have decided, at age 45 Iam not just giving up the only med that helps,
because of some old pukes and their antiquated laws! Iam in charge of my health and sanity and not giving it up
up for anyone, Iam the one living with this disease.....
I commented went over the exceded limit . ANy ways i couldnt stop getting super depressed from 1 day at a time 2 a week and then feeling normal . As time has gone on ive begun to feel many of the symptoms described by medical books. Racing thoughts, disorganization in mind i think, no fucking sleep, Feeling like im god or like i cant believe how much talent and all the good parts of me come out. When im depressed tho i feel like i have no tallents. Im currently rapid cycling really bad and med
Hi i loved your video :P i have been struggling with what was misdiagnosed as clinical depression. All my parents are psychiatrists. My mom and dad got divorced when i was younger. ANyways ive been pretty severely depressed and suicidal for the past couple years and just recently learned i have bipolar. Not diagnosed by doctor but by me from research. Lately ive been having so much trouble sleeping and getting my fucking thoughts together. And cringing as the suicidal thoughts flowed into my co
just a quick question for the women who made this video. my q is this if you go off the weed all at once can you sleep at night? because i quit and didnt sleep for 30 day's. and was wondering all over the city. it was crazy.
thanks for sharing this video, it clearly has inspired many people. I had a very similar reaction to Zoloft, about 2 days after starting it i felt this overpowering urge to take my own life and that never happened before.... i think its a mix of the zoloft, withdrawl from other drugs, and lots and lots of guilt but it scared the shit out of me. i thought maybe a reaction between the zoloft and the weed i smoke may have triggered those feelings, did u smoke when u took it by any chance?
You seem like a pretty strong women!! Mary jay helps me too... But I try to stay as far from it as I can. Though it beats all the other drugs, cause I tried almost the whole spectrum you mentioned... That stuff turns me into a zombi instead.
i really hope you continue to find ways to progress...i really admire your positive attitude!!...don't forget the marijuana can strip a bit of choline from your brain, which can be made-up with a supplement of Soya Lecithin, and also a small spoonful of olive oil everyday will also help your brain as it is a good fat, and your brain is made with a lot of fat...good luck!! : )
Wow, I just made a video that's so similar to yours, even the length of time. It's nice to see someone knowledgeable and open minded about treatments for BP. I hope things are well for now.
she must be committed to her wellness, eating right, sleeping, exercising to reap the true benefit, I wish her the best of luck, need anything feel free to inbox! Take care and breathe easy
@Awanixak- I'm sorry I took your content as sarcasm. Normally Sativas (wake up/to maintain): Jack Herer, Double Strawberry Diesel, most Skunk breeds. The DsD helped me breathe, gave me a good cleanse of racing/intrusive thoughts. Lambs Breath was helpful too. Indicas for nightime or de-escalating mania: Master Kush was the best sedative like for me. Trial and Error is very important! Don't lose hope if a strain has ill effects like paranoia or stuffiness. Hybrids can be tricky also
I was not being fake. I appreciate your experience. My wife has bippolar disorder and I'm trying to help her off them narcs. Thank you though. What strain do u use?
@Awanixak- I never said I was an expert, but honestly, you'd trust what scientists who have never tried the herb on themselves for a disorder you have to tell you what it is capable of? Experience is knowledge. I'm just sharing mine.
Depending on the strain, thc content, etc there are different effects that may happen. It's all personal, like i said it isn't for everyone. It's an experiment, and after years of psych pills destroying my organs i tried it, and it helps. Strong indica's may provide a "couch-lock" sativa's are more active. Appetite stimulation. While certain strains alleviate nausea while others work better for pain.
It's very unfortunate that it did not work for you, but I am done with psychiatric pills. Did you not listen to my views? I will never take Valium. Sativa's are perfect for me, and Indica's help me sleep. I do not cycle as much. It has never made my head race, and I have never gotten paranoid. I feel like a normal person! Psychiatrists prescribed me adderall and strattera and I was manic beyond belief, crashing in tears every night. That is a stimulant. I know my body and my mind. (:
I have tried Marijuana as a moodstabilizator, and it diden't work at all. In fackt it made me worse as i repelled me into mania, making my head race so fast that i had no control, and it made me paranoid as well.
Valium works in emergency cases, but be carefull with psycotropic drugs and stimulants.
I've started slow so not too many yet lol but right now Criminal Justice & Eng 101, i took Applied Psych. For now I'll be getting all my basics out of the way, then moving to get my masters in Social Work
Yep... I've been thinking of moving to California, Mexico, or Amsterdam... This is for the birds! My mind was calm when I smoked. No racing thoughts... Depression isn't full blown... Mania is calmed a bit... and I can actually get out of the house.
2BeMeekandBiPolar 4 days ago
I've been on geodon for two years and it has been successful for me. I can sleep I have no depression and I'm happy. Most of the time. I've been diagnosed with bipolar 2 disorder. I can't live without geodon and it doesn't make me drowsey. Maybe u were on too high of a dose.
angiestorie30 5 days ago
Wow been through a lot I suffer from bipolar heart and diabetics and stroke simthims to left body.I take prozacks for my depression and its calmed me down a lot but still suffer from sidefects injoyed your video please keep me posted when you post more thank you
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i have also had subicidal thoughts and actions. i once almost killed myself with a kitchen knife while i was home alone. PLEASE TELL ME HOW I CAN TELL HIS TO MY MOM!!!!!!
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Hello, i am tuning 13 in april and i think i have bipolar disorer. i have majoir mood swings. just today i was crying and then all the sudden started laughing my ass off. i want to go to the hospital and get it medically diegnosed but my mom does not know about my "disorder" because i am in my room 24-7. how can i tell my mom i think i have bipolar disorder???
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Write to my Brother he has Bipolar 1, he was put in prison, KF9237 Joseph Gianguzi SCI Camp Hill P.O.Box 200 Camp Hill, Pa 17001-8837, he feels forgotten, he spends 23 hours a day locked in a room with nothing inside, hes getting worse. Just wish him well. Hes very depressed. Tell him about your medical marijuana.
Phenemonal 1 month ago
Thanks you are cool.
buulabop 3 months ago
I also have bi polar and smoke medical marijuana in ca under prop 215!!!
NorCalMediGrower 3 months ago
It's wonderful and brave of you to post this. I can relate to you so much better than other depictions of bipolar I've seen. You're doing so well, but I'm afraid for you. Aren't you? Is there any chance that you won't become depressed again? Do you know what the long-term outcomes are for bipolar? I'm going to cross my fingers and pray for us.
sophy95926 3 months ago
love you! strong, beautiful girl. :)
mitsukaranai 3 months ago
From my own personal experience marijuana has had very bad reactions, usually pushing my bipolar disorder to the verge of schizophrenia. I haven't touched it in 5 years and never will. But if it works for you, go for it.
killingheroes 3 months ago
that normal i once knew... i feel you :)
GeminiLA8 4 months ago
I want to own a sailboat, and sail free on the ocean, fish and hunt my own food.. i think i the end that would make my life complete.. and happy
tvlampe 4 months ago
i love weed!
Abstractxneon 4 months ago
Oh and i am a drug addict to but im sober now just med marijuana
And also! im taking antidepressants and have always been
completelystupidfuck 4 months ago
Oh and i am a drug addict to but im sober now just med marijuana
completelystupidfuck 4 months ago
So all i need to know is how do i go about getting it im in california, santa barbara, im desperate for my life and sanity, ive just started experiencing happiness and dont want to take the psychs stupid fuckin pills becus of the side effects.
completelystupidfuck 4 months ago
Medical marijuana is the only godamn thing that helps me yet every fucking person in this godamn world is so against it, ive been self medicating for years and have faced guilt and complete shame from my parents being pricks. I need help really, really bad. Ive been hospitalized 1 time, and recently got out of rehab and im afraid for my sanity. Without med marijuana im not going to function. Marijuana puts me side my own mind so i can meditate and get rid of thoughts that are from depression.
completelystupidfuck 4 months ago
@completelystupidfuck you are not alone. I have been fired and losing my nursing liscense for using MM in a non-tolerant state. Iam Bipolar II, and have decided, at age 45 Iam not just giving up the only med that helps,
because of some old pukes and their antiquated laws! Iam in charge of my health and sanity and not giving it up
up for anyone, Iam the one living with this disease.....
stegerfox 4 months ago
I commented went over the exceded limit . ANy ways i couldnt stop getting super depressed from 1 day at a time 2 a week and then feeling normal . As time has gone on ive begun to feel many of the symptoms described by medical books. Racing thoughts, disorganization in mind i think, no fucking sleep, Feeling like im god or like i cant believe how much talent and all the good parts of me come out. When im depressed tho i feel like i have no tallents. Im currently rapid cycling really bad and med
completelystupidfuck 4 months ago
Hi i loved your video :P i have been struggling with what was misdiagnosed as clinical depression. All my parents are psychiatrists. My mom and dad got divorced when i was younger. ANyways ive been pretty severely depressed and suicidal for the past couple years and just recently learned i have bipolar. Not diagnosed by doctor but by me from research. Lately ive been having so much trouble sleeping and getting my fucking thoughts together. And cringing as the suicidal thoughts flowed into my co
completelystupidfuck 4 months ago
just a quick question for the women who made this video. my q is this if you go off the weed all at once can you sleep at night? because i quit and didnt sleep for 30 day's. and was wondering all over the city. it was crazy.
dahman511 4 months ago
thanks for sharing this video, it clearly has inspired many people. I had a very similar reaction to Zoloft, about 2 days after starting it i felt this overpowering urge to take my own life and that never happened before.... i think its a mix of the zoloft, withdrawl from other drugs, and lots and lots of guilt but it scared the shit out of me. i thought maybe a reaction between the zoloft and the weed i smoke may have triggered those feelings, did u smoke when u took it by any chance?
yamahaing7737 5 months ago
You seem like a pretty strong women!! Mary jay helps me too... But I try to stay as far from it as I can. Though it beats all the other drugs, cause I tried almost the whole spectrum you mentioned... That stuff turns me into a zombi instead.
boulaajaj 5 months ago
i really hope you continue to find ways to progress...i really admire your positive attitude!!...don't forget the marijuana can strip a bit of choline from your brain, which can be made-up with a supplement of Soya Lecithin, and also a small spoonful of olive oil everyday will also help your brain as it is a good fat, and your brain is made with a lot of fat...good luck!! : )
thesunreport 6 months ago
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dreadly101 6 months ago
(: I invested a lot of personal research! I've never been more stable. It's amazing to experience life, hope you are well!
jephereeable 8 months ago
Wow, I just made a video that's so similar to yours, even the length of time. It's nice to see someone knowledgeable and open minded about treatments for BP. I hope things are well for now.
justmentalversus 8 months ago
Go sister!!! Life is hard, i know. Im bipolar type 2, but shit. Never tried something stupid, it all passes on anyways. So i just wait periodes out.
MrEllingen 8 months ago
Say no to big pharmacy stay natural
fyiimaprettyswellguy 8 months ago
she must be committed to her wellness, eating right, sleeping, exercising to reap the true benefit, I wish her the best of luck, need anything feel free to inbox! Take care and breathe easy
jephereeable 9 months ago
@Awanixak- I'm sorry I took your content as sarcasm. Normally Sativas (wake up/to maintain): Jack Herer, Double Strawberry Diesel, most Skunk breeds. The DsD helped me breathe, gave me a good cleanse of racing/intrusive thoughts. Lambs Breath was helpful too. Indicas for nightime or de-escalating mania: Master Kush was the best sedative like for me. Trial and Error is very important! Don't lose hope if a strain has ill effects like paranoia or stuffiness. Hybrids can be tricky also
jephereeable 9 months ago 2
@jephereeable You are a Godsend thank you so much. :)
Awanixak 9 months ago
I was not being fake. I appreciate your experience. My wife has bippolar disorder and I'm trying to help her off them narcs. Thank you though. What strain do u use?
Awanixak 9 months ago
@Awanixak- I never said I was an expert, but honestly, you'd trust what scientists who have never tried the herb on themselves for a disorder you have to tell you what it is capable of? Experience is knowledge. I'm just sharing mine.
jephereeable 9 months ago
Depending on the strain, thc content, etc there are different effects that may happen. It's all personal, like i said it isn't for everyone. It's an experiment, and after years of psych pills destroying my organs i tried it, and it helps. Strong indica's may provide a "couch-lock" sativa's are more active. Appetite stimulation. While certain strains alleviate nausea while others work better for pain.
jephereeable 9 months ago
I have really bad bipolar disorder! Thanks for posting this video! I dont smoke pot so is there any side effects from the pot???
sammymonte 9 months ago
congratulations!!! Thank you for your expert advice!
Awanixak 10 months ago
It's very unfortunate that it did not work for you, but I am done with psychiatric pills. Did you not listen to my views? I will never take Valium. Sativa's are perfect for me, and Indica's help me sleep. I do not cycle as much. It has never made my head race, and I have never gotten paranoid. I feel like a normal person! Psychiatrists prescribed me adderall and strattera and I was manic beyond belief, crashing in tears every night. That is a stimulant. I know my body and my mind. (:
jephereeable 11 months ago
I have tried Marijuana as a moodstabilizator, and it diden't work at all. In fackt it made me worse as i repelled me into mania, making my head race so fast that i had no control, and it made me paranoid as well.
Valium works in emergency cases, but be carefull with psycotropic drugs and stimulants.
Snabelfaen 11 months ago
I've started slow so not too many yet lol but right now Criminal Justice & Eng 101, i took Applied Psych. For now I'll be getting all my basics out of the way, then moving to get my masters in Social Work
jephereeable 11 months ago
What classes do you take?
scout6686 11 months ago