How did this happen he is the LOVE I never knew existed but cannot live without. We got LOST I am dying he became my caregiver, and somewhere he stopped being MY HUSBAND. We are Parents, Best friends, who have these TWO WONDERFUL CHILDREN TOGETHER, but we have become STRANGERS, I do not remember the last time he TOUCHED ME, My HEART IS BROKEN...I just want MY HUSBAND BACK,THAT'S ALL I WANT- I HATE THIS DISEASE IT STOLE MY LIFE, WHY? and I never say, WHY ME except Today!
@josatel Thank-you I never EVER say things like that I'm just worried I've LOST him, he is the SINGLE BEST HUMAN I'VE EVER KNOWN. I try to be worthy of his Love every day, but what it IS too late? I know I'm supposed to say..."find someone else you deserve to be happy after I am gone." But I DON'T WANT TO SAY THAT I want NOT to die so I NEVER have to say that, but it's unfair and so when it comes I will HAVE to say that to him, and it's killing me as MUCH as this STUPID Disease is.
@NylaScotia3239 I hope you find some peace within yourself and with yourself, and I wish all the best for you and hope you have the strength to fight this disease.
@NylaScotia3239 If he is leaving you wanting and hurting this much then maybe he is not the great love you believe him to be. True love should never hurt you so much. I wish you the best.
I'll ever only say this ONCE, I am Lonley, the Lonliness is palapable. I miss the TOUCH of my Husband. I think he's forgotten and I do not know how to make him remember, ME?
Flawless song
Hirnlego999 2 days ago
How did this happen he is the LOVE I never knew existed but cannot live without. We got LOST I am dying he became my caregiver, and somewhere he stopped being MY HUSBAND. We are Parents, Best friends, who have these TWO WONDERFUL CHILDREN TOGETHER, but we have become STRANGERS, I do not remember the last time he TOUCHED ME, My HEART IS BROKEN...I just want MY HUSBAND BACK,THAT'S ALL I WANT- I HATE THIS DISEASE IT STOLE MY LIFE, WHY? and I never say, WHY ME except Today!
NylaScotia3239 1 month ago
@NylaScotia3239 I am so sorry :(
josatel 1 month ago
@josatel Thank-you I never EVER say things like that I'm just worried I've LOST him, he is the SINGLE BEST HUMAN I'VE EVER KNOWN. I try to be worthy of his Love every day, but what it IS too late? I know I'm supposed to say..."find someone else you deserve to be happy after I am gone." But I DON'T WANT TO SAY THAT I want NOT to die so I NEVER have to say that, but it's unfair and so when it comes I will HAVE to say that to him, and it's killing me as MUCH as this STUPID Disease is.
NylaScotia3239 1 month ago in playlist All Nick all The Time Until The End of The World
@NylaScotia3239 I hope you find some peace within yourself and with yourself, and I wish all the best for you and hope you have the strength to fight this disease.
josatel 1 month ago
@josatel You are very kind your nice words do help give me strength, I Thank-you.
NylaScotia3239 1 month ago in playlist All Nick all The Time Until The End of The World
@NylaScotia3239 If he is leaving you wanting and hurting this much then maybe he is not the great love you believe him to be. True love should never hurt you so much. I wish you the best.
brianab31 1 week ago
I'll ever only say this ONCE, I am Lonley, the Lonliness is palapable. I miss the TOUCH of my Husband. I think he's forgotten and I do not know how to make him remember, ME?
NylaScotia3239 1 month ago
yay:)
notagoat1 4 months ago