I wish i had never been born. 49 and no job, no skills or training, no marriage/girlfriend, no kids, no money. Nothing. I'm at the end of my rope. I wish a bus would just hit me and it would be done. Suicide is wrong in my eyes so i'm waiting for death to rear it's head on it's home. Can't believe i am such a failure.
@ethicomm I feel that way too sometimes, but there are things you can do to give your life fulfillment. try volunteering somewhere, helping the less fortunate always feels good and gives your life purpose. or even practice meditation
@ethicomm You wrote this comment two years ago. I hope that your life has improved during that time. Nevertheless, hang in there, my friend. The day will come when your pain is vindicated. In the mean time, never forget that no matter how humiliating the spurnings of life may be, your honor and your mind cannot be taken away from you.
@JoshuaH688, thanks for your encouragement and it's really appreciated. Things have slowly improved somewhat as I try to get a grip on my problems. It's about personal responsibility for my problems and I've got to admit that I haven't taken care of matters over the years like I should. I do the self-employment thing and things have been pretty challenging. Just want things to continue to improve. Thanks again and take care.
@ethicomm Ditto.....people just don't understand. There aren't little pat remedies for feeling this way. Too bad there's not just one pill you can take to end it all-painlessly. I'd gladly take it.......gladly!!!! If I could give my life to some person who thinks they have less than me I'd gladly do it and disappear.
This video didn't load all the way for me. Too bad. It really does make me wish I was dead. LOL. Just kidding, but I guess it's that dark, random, nonsensical thing it has that feels like misery that makes it effective. It feels very empty.
sonic youth <3
miz666 1 year ago
this song makes me want to rip my ears off
daviewavie112 1 year ago
this video reminds me of thr ring seriously
Ambalynn1016 1 year ago
I wish i had never been born. 49 and no job, no skills or training, no marriage/girlfriend, no kids, no money. Nothing. I'm at the end of my rope. I wish a bus would just hit me and it would be done. Suicide is wrong in my eyes so i'm waiting for death to rear it's head on it's home. Can't believe i am such a failure.
ethicomm 4 years ago 8
You are not a failure my friend:)
asdeboy 2 years ago 5
Thank you for your kind words.
ethicomm 2 years ago
@ethicomm I feel that way too sometimes, but there are things you can do to give your life fulfillment. try volunteering somewhere, helping the less fortunate always feels good and gives your life purpose. or even practice meditation
NewEngChris81 1 year ago
@ethicomm You wrote this comment two years ago. I hope that your life has improved during that time. Nevertheless, hang in there, my friend. The day will come when your pain is vindicated. In the mean time, never forget that no matter how humiliating the spurnings of life may be, your honor and your mind cannot be taken away from you.
JoshuaH688 1 year ago
@JoshuaH688, thanks for your encouragement and it's really appreciated. Things have slowly improved somewhat as I try to get a grip on my problems. It's about personal responsibility for my problems and I've got to admit that I haven't taken care of matters over the years like I should. I do the self-employment thing and things have been pretty challenging. Just want things to continue to improve. Thanks again and take care.
ethicomm 1 year ago
@ethicomm I wish for the same things, too.
ladygeena81 1 year ago
@ethicomm lol me too
onceIpoopedmyself 9 months ago
@ethicomm Ditto.....people just don't understand. There aren't little pat remedies for feeling this way. Too bad there's not just one pill you can take to end it all-painlessly. I'd gladly take it.......gladly!!!! If I could give my life to some person who thinks they have less than me I'd gladly do it and disappear.
Aditi000 7 months ago
very good but i wish i was really dead
vibz123rulez 4 years ago
I appreciate what you're saying. I wish I had never been born.
ethicomm 4 years ago
i say and write that all the time. everyday
iwannaeatfood 3 years ago
i wish i were dead 2
EVILgaara153759 3 years ago 2
i can dig it. it was short, however sprawling.
bcgeom 5 years ago
This video didn't load all the way for me. Too bad. It really does make me wish I was dead. LOL. Just kidding, but I guess it's that dark, random, nonsensical thing it has that feels like misery that makes it effective. It feels very empty.
tstilll 5 years ago