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  • that episode was so hard to watch

  • i cant believe that chris left svu

  • shes amazing<3

    

  • fantastic video that i watch when im down, because she's such a fantastic person, and it helps me get through the very similar memories.

  • I loved this episode of SVU, not because of the content of it, but because it showed just how strong Olivia needed to be and how, yes, she was terrified, but she, with time, overcame her fear. It was very brave of her to do the undercover job in the first place. They say time heals all wounds, they may just be right.

  • Thank you

  • fantastic video. perfect song choice. ths is my favorite episode of SVU. in my opinion, it is Mariska's best performance. I haven't been attacked or abused, but this show always portrays the issues of rape and abuse realistically, and i think it probably does help people who have experienced similar situations get through at least one day.

  • I can't get over this video.Its so stricken with pain,sorrow.

    I know this.I know this.I love Mariska.Oh my god.....

    Who can watch this,and not have this kind of wound open up a little?

    Thank you,for shedding light on this.

  • ty for making this video as a victim myself Mariska is a hero to me the best actress who cares it inspired me to turn in the 2pastors who raped me at gunpoint in the woods now they will never lay hands on any girl or me again <3

  • amazing video!!!it made me cry,it's so sad and painful to get through this.i've never been through this and u r right,u don't know how it is unless you experience it.but everybody can do something to help survivors...i've decided to become a detective to catch those bastards and put them behind bars.i really wanna help!!i read so many personal stories here and if anyone wants to talk,i'm here to listen...seriously...hope u r better know hollypop04 and all of u who commented on this video*kisses*

  • do you have the whole episode "undercover"?

  • Thank you for this video. You will never know how much it means to me.

  • @fly78flap im glad i can do my bit to help fellow survivors xxx

  • she was asked by warner if he raped her and she said its the closest that ive ever come

  • this just goes to show that anyone can be attacked by antone anywhere at any time. it also sows what people who go through things likle that feel and think after the incidents. thinking it was their fault, i should have done this i shouldn't have done that. maybe if i fought harder, screamed louder, resisted more, it wouldn't have happened, but i didnt and it did happen and its all my fault. how could i have let this happen? why didnt i do this? and it can really break you down, i would know.

  • I just want to say as someone that has been sexually assaulted by my ex stepfather, this is just a really incredible video. All of this it true as if had happened in real life. Continue making videos about sexual assault victims and survivors as this is a topic that needs to be addressed. Thank you for such an extremely incredible video that really has touched my heart as I know what it is like to be in a similar situation.

  • Are the clips from her counseling from the episode PTSD?

  • AWWWWWWWWWW i love this vid awww its so saddddd and it makes me cry awwwwwwwwww!!!!! thanks for sharing you did an amazing job on this vid!!!!!!!

  • this video made me cry!!! i cant even imagine what it must be like to go through something this bad!! xxxxx

  • @Becky1691 ..its a horrible thing for anyone to go through but thank you for watching

  • I saw the episode just 10 minutes ago. I knew I needed to find someone somewhere to reach out to about this. Please, all of you message me ASAP. Even though I know this is fake, there's a part of me that still believes the rwality of something like this. It's really hard for people to go through what Olivia went through in this episode. It realy hurts. :( please message me

  • this episode of SVU made me think about the difficulty of moving on in your life once you've been abused whether it be physical, emotional, sexual, or verbal. any type of abuse is hard to deal with and when you feel like you can't talk to anyone without the feeling that they are going to say something and make it worse then you have to learn to bottle things up and try to move on with your life. this video shows the pain that i think that olivia went through.

  • @grace2011ful i didnt want a video with effects i wanted one that got straight to the point and showed what hell her character went through and how amazing mariska performed it and shedding light on how traumatic it is for other victims

  • This ep had me so rattled the first time I saw it, I tossed and turned in bed for weeks. The scenes kept flashing in my head like they were in the video, ya know? I went through a similar experience and. . . .yeah, it was tough. But anyway, you did a great job with this vid, very on point. 'Undercover' is the best episode of SVU IMO. And for those who are interested, Johnny Messer (Cpt. Harris) is an AMAZING actor. If you ever get a chance, I highly recommend seeing some of his other work. ^_^

  • great video. Great acting by Mariska my hero as usual. Great song choice.

  • To all of you who have endured some kind of assault, I salute you all for having the courage to watch this video and take something positive away from it to assist you in your healing. I've been sexually assaulted twice during my lifetime, once by a family member. Therapy has helped immensely, but the pain is still there in the back of my mind. Like Olivia, I'm jumpy, can't sleep, lethargic much of the time. Thank you for putting this vid together. It is very theraputic to know I'm not alone.

  • i know one of those was from undercover, but what was the episode where she was going to a counselor. This must have been so hard for her, I know what she feels...

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  • i have never told anyone i was 7 at the time i still cannot talk about it i try to tell but no one believe so i keep it inside. the hurt never stops.

  • @livmarh Please don't feel alone in what you have been through. Keep reaching out for help. Try contacting a Rape Crisis Centre (They aren't for people who have just been raped) or if you are looking for something online try googling Pandora's Project.They have a message board for survivors of all types of sexual assault.

  • What a Beautiful job you have done with this so well put together!!

    The words Olivia says in this clib I have thought them many a time my self I just need to get help to speak them out load!! But ya know what bthis vid has helped!! x

  • what episode is at 1:18?

  • When i heard this song all i saw were the animals :( now i see Olivia :( and it's just a show but it feels so real ya know?

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  • this movie really made me skin crawl but it is a very good episode it says that things like this happen to everyone and it teaches people to always be careful because you never know what could happen this episode i would recomend to anyone

  • when I was 4, and my mom's best friend's son was 13. He called me up stairs, and my family were too involved in a movie to notice I left. I always thought the upstairs of my house was haunted.. He was in my room in my bed under the covers.. and he told me not to be scared. He told me to preform oral sex on him. I told him no but he forced me, and that's all I remember. It's like I blocked out the whole thing, and I'm glad I did. I never told ANYONE. Now the upstairs of my house really is haunted

  • this is so goood, amazing job guurrl !

  • This has made me cry every time I have watched it. Great jobs, clips are very real. I have never been physically abused, but my life is not great at all times

  • this video is so amazing, everytime i think of my abuse i always watch this. it just helps in some odd way. thankyou.

  • @mattison1526 I do too, every time I think about what has happened this makes me feel.... better

  • The hardest part about being abused is that you think that if you'd done something differently or said no just one more time, then maybe it wouldn't have happened at all. When you have a parent w/a quick temper, you don't want to tell her because you know she'll snap. That's why I never told my mother...for fear she'd end up in prison. 25 years ago...and she still doesn't know.

  • @auntiem820 i cant imagine what its like to not tell ur parents xxx i hope you told someone that helped you. I still think my dad likes to pretend it never happened to me but i was so scared when they found out, even though it happened in my home he was long gone when they woke up, im suprised half the ppl in my life didnt do something stupid xxxx

  • @hollypop04 thank you for the comment. I only told 2 people and they're both sworn to secrecy...yeah, that sounds lame but it's the way I needed for it to be done.

  • @auntiem820 its not lame, whatever you need to do that helps you is the best decision to make

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  • @auntiem820 Thank you. It means a lot. How can I get these clips?

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  • poor liv

  • Where did you get the clips of Mariska talking about going undercover and how it affected her? Is that a episode, if so what episode is it? Thanks

  • amazing video! very well done!

  • Such an amazing video hun, thank your for posting it, x

  • where do you get your svu clips? :)

  • Thanks everyone for the positive comments, things are still a struggle. I am starting to string some good moments together, not days yet. Your care means alot to me as I sit here alone this very early morning and cry for someone, something to reach out to. I hate feeling dirty and alone, and you have helped with your loving comments. I am still scared and I feel the same as Olivia when she says, "I feel like I don't deserve to be here", I feel like that, like its my fault and am to blame.

  • Thats good you are starting to find good moments...you will find more and more as time goes on, trust me on this, itll take time but there are people here for you. you do deserve to be and dont ever blame yourself it never was and never will be your fault please believe that. xoxox

  • @originalkido78

    You are a victim hunny, you are not to blame and nothing is your fault you are a brave and beautiful person with a pure and beautiful heart, please do not let the person that hurt you make you feel this way, your a survivor and if you ever want to talk im here to listen, huggles and snuggles to you, xxx

  • This is so very emotional.

  • Does anyone know what episode Benson tells Stabler about what happens in the basement??

    Or what episode clip 0:21 is from??

  • Undercover Season 9 Episode 15

  • I have seen season 9 episode 15 - called undercover and i can't remember seeing her talk to a shrink about the basement seen. I saw the episode online, could it have been a two-parter and i only saw the first??

  • when talking with the psychiatrist is in the 10th season, and where you saw the chapter undercover? ami is that I need to see chapters 5 to 8 and I see where you can tell me please thanks

  • @funnysmile92 no she talked about it in season 10 episode 1 called Trials.

  • I dont think she did tell stabler what happened

  • according to Neal BAer Elliot already knows....unfortunately TPTB took the easy way out and never showed her tell him, but apprantly the episode 'Smut' is when we realise that he told her, with hints through what elliot says to liv and what he says to thte husband of a victim

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  • Thanks, not doing as better as I thought I would, struggling really...

  • *hugs* it takes time, i went though it 2 years ago next month and it still hurts somedays but it really does get easier with time. i know technically we are strangers but im always just an email/call away if you ever wanna talk to someone who has been through it also xxx

  • You know kiddo 78, I couldn't even watch this epi. more then once because it actually made me throw up at the thought of the fear I have truley felt inside my soul. The scars on & in my body, as well as my mind..However we are alive and I promise you it does get better with time. You have to love that there is an actor out there willing to put herself right out there in the cold with us so please try to find beauty in something atleast once a day just for yourself alright? oxo to ya hunni bunni.

  • i know what u mean i went trought 4 years ago i hope your doing better now. there are a lot of jurks out there in this world and most pepoel don't care about any thing but them self.

  • I just went through this not too long ago and thins video has been theraputic for me so whoever put the thumbs down on my comment, hope you feel good about yourself loser. This is a very serious issue....

  • I know...im so glad i can do my part ..as small as it may be, i know the simplest thing can help and im glad it helped some people, it was actually quite therapeutic making it aswell.

    xx

  • Hope you are doing okayxx

  • =[ i love it

  • You did an awesome job. I love how you put this together!

  • ela e linda e a musica e mais ainda .uma das melhores serie.

  • Very moving vid!! well done!!

  • Wonderful job!

  • season........................­????

  • 9 epi. 15 and 16

  • Thanks!!!

    The video is Wonderfull!!!

  • This video is absolutley amazing It's kinda hard to watch but great job!

  • Another Awesome Video! Great job. loved it. Take care. =D

  • this was awesome :D It seemed soo real. Amazing job putting the clips together with this song! One of my faves!!

  • i cant watch this anymore. it makes me cry . its just so real .

  • i know me to but i love it

  • I  WISH IF I CAN HUG HER

  • Very powerful. I like the flashbacks from Undercover and the session to Trials. I just wish she'd really talked to Elliot about what happened.

  • someone can explain to me µ? i'm french and i don't understand all, i know the episode "under cover", but, when mariska is talking, it's an interview ? she say it was difficult to do this scene ? i don't understand ^^' because i'm french ! the song is beautiful, and mariska too :) I love her <3

  • the parts where she is talking is from the next season olivia is seeing a therapist and she is talking about what happened in under cover

  • ah ok XD thank you very mutch :) because, in france, law and order stoped at the episode 17 or 18 of the season 9 ( after undercover ), and nobodies talked about the episode of undercover ( now TF1 ( a chanel in FRANCE ) spread the season 4 or 5, and i want to see the season 10 :(

  • @choubidououah no,it's not Mariska who's talking,it's Olivia.(season 10 ep.1 'Trials')Olivia goes to a psychologist and asks for help because she can't get over of what happened to 'Undercover'.Hope that you understood what I said :)

  • awh i cryed watchin dis cuz i didn want liv bein hurt n el cnt c tat she needs em most now ta help er get true it god luv er

  • I just watched this episode... this is was just simply amazing!

  • So sad but she did a very good job in it shes soo good i felt sooo bad for her character after all the times of givin hugs now she needs one and someone to tell her what she tells victims ......great video!!

  • what episode is it? you know the asault not the phscyatrist

  • Undercover season 9 ep 15..

  • what episode is this?

  • how sad

  • was she raped in that episode??

  • no she wasnt she was sexualy asaulted

  • damilkman - ANY sort of sexual assault can be traumatizing. you have no idea how hard it is. unless you've been there and experienced it, you can't judge.

  • even just an attempt can seriously mess with someone. To be that close to losing apart of yourself (in olivias case everything she is) and you are completely right futuresoccermom you cant really comment unless its happened to you, and honestly hope none of you can relate to it, but i know alot of you do and im so sorry for that

  • exactly. and yes, unfortunately, i speak from experience.

  • same xox

  • wow

    li

    sad

  • its not something you can just get over

  • i understand if ur raped but she wasn't! dont get me wrong i love liv a big fan of svu

  • Thats not something u can just forget and move one

  • I just want to hug her!

  • i dont think i have seen a better put together youtube video i love it. and i love eo. great job

  • Wow thank you so much =D it means alot to hear things like it really does

  • I am speechless! Seriously! I've never seen that part of the new episodes and how u mixed it with the episode of 'undercover' was an awesome job. I can so see, what is going on in her now. And she plays acts this so amazingly awesome. And this so shows how someone who has been raped feels.

    I could hardly hold my tears back. Well done!!

    You are awesome!

  • =D thank you... i cant wait for PTSD to see how more amazing mariska can get at this storyline....im sure..she made all survivors (myself included) feel somewhat better at how true she did this

  • she really IS wonderful! she's an angel to all us survivors!!

  • this makes me cry everytime no joke. i love it! and i love mariska, great job! effects and music are perfect!

  • omg amazing ^^ You didso well!!!

  • I'm speachless really, but one thing you could change is turn the volume of the song down a little bit, it overpowers the speakers when you turn it up to hear there words but i absolutly want the to come across as positive feedback, i loved the video...i made a few about undercover as well and its an amazingly powerful episode.

  • yeah i know....there was one part in the song that was really soft so i turned up the music for that part and forgot to turn down the music for the rest of the song

    BUT thank you so much for liking and watching/commenting this

  • Oh so that was not your intention? Funny, cause I loved that detail with the video!! I like that you barely hear what they are saying behind the music. It gave it a type of atmosphere that I really liked!

  • well in that case i totally meant to do it lol

  • great vid :)

  • I need some help folks! I am looking for a video of Elliot and Olivia were Elliot breaks up with Olivia. The video starts with the clip from paternity were Elliot hugs her, but the clip is played backwards - so it looks like she is hugging him and that Elliot is pushing her away from him. The video is so creative, with very good use of clips - so I am basically just looking around on youtube and asking about it on different popular SVU videos. Hope someone can help :-)

  • i have no idea....but i really wanna see it now

  • do you remember how the video goes how does it start what other ep are in it

  • Well I think it starts with that hug from Paternity, but it's played backwards so it looks like she is hugging him and he pushes her away. Then it's a clip from fault were they are talking at the end. And then there's a clip of them sitting on some stairs and he walks away from her and she stares after him. The video basically is a story about Elliot breaking it off with Olivia and Olivia trying to get him back...

  • is the song country, fast, hip hop i need song details is it slow thats all i need

  • I think the song was slow. I can't remember the name..Hmm..But yeah, it was probably a love song of some kind.. Thank you so much for trying to help me. That's so nice of you :-D

  • omg this video actually made me tear up...

  • OMG i got 2000 views in a week I LOVE YOU GUS lol

  • sniffles..this iss soooo sad!!!! but very good! nice work!!

    I HOPE OLIVIA WILL FINALLY CONFRONT EL ABOUT THE WHOLE SITUATION!!

  • why does she need to confront Elliot. I'm confused.

  • because he wants to know what happened in the basement. and olivia might feel a little better if she talks to her best friend about it. lol

  • oh ok

  • linda, linda, linda, mil vezes linda... excelente atriz... parabéns... tomara q comece logo a 10 temporada aqui no brasil...

  • omg this video is so amazing nd sad....

  • Hey there, I messaged you! Did you get it? :)

  • nah i didnt ;(

  • ohh woops.. to Ladylce97, i thought you wre talking about olivia got fired. not casey.. lol woops

  • Oh my god, the moment I clicked this video and heard this song I started balling..because my cousin passed away in march and this was her song..

    & you making this video with the song for olivia makes me so sad. BUT A VERY GOOD VIDEO.

    thank you for making this.

    :'[

  • xox thank you ...and so sorry to hear about your cousin

  • beautiful job

  • omg!omg!wow! this is a fantastic video the music goes so well with this video it so tuching and most diffanlty a tear jerker i cried the whole time i was watch it!! hat's off, hat's off great job!correction exllent job!!

  • thank you soooooooooooooooo much

  • ok if i could give you an award for thatt i would brava brava it made me tear up

    i'm adding it to my favorites

  • and i would gladly accept the award lol xox

  • ok did I miss something!!! Why does SVU have a new ADA. We go through them like draweres. Nice post good on the qucik draw

  • casey got fired/sorta in the final ep...i really really really dont like the new ADA

  • oh ok I thought there was going to be more to it I didn't know she was actually fired

  • she wasnt fired. what do you mean

    ?

  • sorry to post again but wanted to let you know i've watched this video like 30 times and am still not tired of it. whenever i've tears in my eyes... I love the song... The choice of clip is perfect... All is perfect... my fav vid of all the video about svu...

  • Comment all you want!!!! thank you for watching it, poor liv i felt that i did this ep and her ordeal justice so im glad everyone liked it, for me its one of my favourite...especially becasue i tried a different program

  • Great video but it would have been even better if you'd turned down the music a bit so you can hear what she's saying. right now I just felt like the music overpowered the speach. Otherwise...absolutley perfect:)

  • yeah i know....there was one part in the song that was really soft so i turned up the music for that part and forgot to turn down the music for the rest of the song

  • I've said it before - but i just got a strong urge saying it again! Freaking fantastic Holly!!

    *wiping my tears away*

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  • this is such a good video!

    it made me want to cry!

    your soo good at making vids.

    :)

  • Awesome video Holly!!!!! Mariska is the best. Makes you want to give Liv a big hug. Keep them coming. ;-)

  • this made me want to cry='(

    shes the best

    great job

  • this is the season 10??????????????

  • yeah the first episodes called trials

  • This was ridiculously amazing. You portrayed it perfectly. Amazing job, lovey! Can't believe you already have all those clips! <33

  • Poor liv :"(

    great video!!!

  • great video!

  • OMG....that was amazing. it gave me chills, i love your videos, they always depict so much emotion.keep up the great job!!!!

  • Wow, holllyyy girl, you really outdid yourself this time. Your videos are amazing. Perfect timeing, perfect clip placement, uI AM SO JELOUS. Wow, a million and one gold stars!

  • I LOVE THIS!!! When that scene came on Tuesday night I literally fly off the couch to land in front of the TV. got a nice case of rug burn for it, but it was worth it! It made me cry, and so did this video! Excellent job getting the emotion across, & perfect song! especially with the flashbacks. this is great. my only *tiny* complain is that sometimes the song vocals are ssoo loud we can't hear what Liv's saying! But this is seriously a favorite of mine. thx 4 making it!

  • yeah i know...coz some parts of the song were sooo soft, i had to make them louder but i forgot to make the other parts softer

  • Mariska is sooo awesome, she can make you feel Olivia's pain.

    MY Liv, My Liv,

    Is gonna come back thru this stronger than ever.

    Great Video as always

  • Very nice! I was so mad when she didn't win the emmy. Did anyone notice her yellow dress? Lol. I loved it! =] I almost cried when I watched "Trials". I want her talk to Elliot so bad! =[ Anyway, great video! =]

  • i think everyone noticed the dress it stood out sooo much..i love it

  • Lol. I know. At one part the camera panned to the back of the stage and everyone looked so small, you could barely see them. I saw her dress and I was like "There's Mariska!" Lol. It was hilarious. I was mad that she didn't win though. =[

  • Absolutely amazing!! Love your vids Hollypop!

    Mariska's performance was as usual amazing! Loved the flashbacks in the episode. When I saw her being so sad and crying I just wanted to hug her and tell her everything was going to be okay. Crazy right??!! She's so amazing.

  • i know i have the overwhelming urge to meet her...ask her to 'BE" olivia and ten hug her and tell her its okay lol

  • Amazing video!!

  • she wasnominated for undercover, unfortunatly she didn't win.

  • Stupid Glenn cose the puppy killer lol

  • I love it, Undercover was such a good episode she should get an award for that one too. Just like 911. I remember seeing it and going, no,no,no,no,no!!

    I can't wait to see this episode!!

    Thank you soo much for uploading this video!!

  • Stupid puppy killer glenn close

  • this is brilliant thanks so much for posting this love it lov live el/liv forever

  • Did anything really happen to Liv down there???