I watch this transition every now and then. Makes me believe that one day I will get to the point I want to be at. Gives me hope for the future. Can't wait to see the It Gets Better special tomorrow night.
i've beeen watching this for months, used to cry every time.. few days ago finally found a website where i could buy testosterone without a prescription, so i did, and now i can watch this and smile! T-DAY 16-jan-2012 :D
I legit just bawled my eyes out. You are such a strong person, and This video is absolutely amazing. Thank you for putting this up. You are so handsome <3
Im really annoyed, because I watch all these videos and most FTM's are always really skinny and lucky enough NOT to have massive hips like me or curvy bodies!!! My hips are just sooo fucking annoying, and they get me depressed! I dont want curves! I want strong abs and a fucking buff body.. a MANS body! Any other FTM's got the issue of hips?? Will they go when im eventually on T?
@Natz6 you will deposit fat as a man wil. i have small hips, bout 31 inches, but my waist was about 27 inches pre-t, now my hips are 32 and my waist is 30, no curve even slightly but there sort of was pre-t. most transmen report that the redistribution of fat makes thm straighter. and look into building your obliques, it will widen your waist and abs. and if youre buff, no one will dare question u anyway haha
So I just came across this as one of my best mates is going FTM and I cried! Your so inspiring and I love how happy you are. That the one thing I want everyone to be in life. Happy. When I came out to my mum she told me the only thing she ever wants me to be happy and accepted and that how I feel about EVERYONE. Thank you for this lovely video. Good luck and I hope your second year on T is going amazing.
Thank you for sharing your transition experience. I am very happy for you and your beautiful girlfriend. :) You've gotten through a lot and you look fantastic.
haha oh man... I remember that christina aguilera song, it came out when I was in like middle school or so and I remember relating to it so much ("who is that person in the mirror? Not me...") Now it's obvious why I did, even if I didn't totally understand then. Awesome video man and congrats on coming so far.
Thanks for posting this. Watching you transition brought tears to my eyes. You just look so much happier as the time goes on, not to mention you're quite handsome! Congrats on being so brave!
First of all I just want thank you for sharing this video!! I imagine it takes a lot of courage to put your life/transition on display like this. I want to join in on say that you look so handsome in your pictures and look completely comfortable in your "new" skin! :)
two questions though (feel free to disregard them if you don't feel like answering!):
How curvy were you before the transition? Did things like shoulders and hips sort themselves with t once muscle mass re-distributed itself? ty<3
Awesome transition video, man! I've been on t for 4 whole days now! Woohooo. I feel great and am hoping that my transition will be as smooth as yours. I was wondering if you worked out during your transition? You're buffed, especially by about the 10th month. Thanks for posting!!!
@RufioTheLostBoi Thanks! And I'm happy you took your time deciding to that the T route. You did it in a good way. You took your time and you tried without T and thats something I suggest to any new trans guy. Good luck on your journey.
that was amazing. like really i choked up watching this.it really touched me. ur transition was and is a spectacular process to watch. thank you for sharing.
@MoJoIsOnFire Thanks! I half blame it on the fact that i took advantage of what T would do for me and I work out hard to make the effects happen quicker.
its been interesting to watch you come into your manhood. you're definitely the best lookin trans-man on youtube, i mean besides me haha. so when did you really feel like you could start losing or forgetting that fear of not passing? what point did it become just effortless to present as your masculine self? cuz im starting to realize here in my 2nd month going into the 3rd on T that now it's just natural to move in the same way that bio-men do. it's sorta nice to not have to try to fit in.
@BonesDGAF021 hey man! Thanks! The fear of not passing left after about the 3rd month. once my voice started dropping. The only fear I had left what the chest fear. I still struggle with it but I am learning to just accept myself as a different guy then most. but still a guy! Im happy for you and ur tranistion. Its great to feel good in your own skin!
Great video man, really cool to see all of your changes and props for posting all of those early pics of you that took alot of balls! You look great bro, keep making vids :)
@friedhamsters2 haha! yes putting up early pictures is tough, but it just shows that you dont have to be king dyke to feel like a man inside. you are who you are and no one can take that away from you. No hater, no old pictures of being young. even in those girly pics i was still all man inside. :)
wow!!! xoxoxoxoxox
Milfyozwog 1 week ago
I watch this transition every now and then. Makes me believe that one day I will get to the point I want to be at. Gives me hope for the future. Can't wait to see the It Gets Better special tomorrow night.
EJsRoom 2 weeks ago
you're super adorable! :P It looks like T worked wonders for you! good on you! (:
pajamasinhats 1 month ago
i've beeen watching this for months, used to cry every time.. few days ago finally found a website where i could buy testosterone without a prescription, so i did, and now i can watch this and smile! T-DAY 16-jan-2012 :D
floeperdefloep2 1 month ago
8:12 and THAT is how sue ... sees it . :D
floeperdefloep2 1 month ago
You're an awfully handsome man. I'd totally date you!
ArmaDega 2 months ago
awwww thats amazing!!!!!!!
aspenbre13 2 months ago
i legit Cried hard <3
sugarfoot98 2 months ago
That's an amazing transition :) It's incredible how FTM tends to look so good in the end.
Voltage9000 2 months ago
I legit just bawled my eyes out. You are such a strong person, and This video is absolutely amazing. Thank you for putting this up. You are so handsome <3
c0urtneydawn 2 months ago
you are VERY HANDSOME :)
loonytin 4 months ago
Hello~I really like your movie.Great vedio!!
What is the song the first two songs
Very nice~good music
like~like~like
Amosge 4 months ago
Hello~I really like your movie.Great vedio!!
What is the song the first two songs
Very nice~good music
like~like~like
Amosge 4 months ago
@Amosge Description.
UrMomWatchesThis 1 month ago
@UrMomWatchesThis 4 minutes 13 seconds to start the song What song,
Sounds good
Amosge 1 month ago
@Amosge Look in the description.............
UrMomWatchesThis 1 month ago
you are sooo attractive <3 :]
MMBG398 4 months ago
hey add me to facebook caressa conklin
MsCaressa18 4 months ago
you're so good looking.
shesimperfect 4 months ago
Im really annoyed, because I watch all these videos and most FTM's are always really skinny and lucky enough NOT to have massive hips like me or curvy bodies!!! My hips are just sooo fucking annoying, and they get me depressed! I dont want curves! I want strong abs and a fucking buff body.. a MANS body! Any other FTM's got the issue of hips?? Will they go when im eventually on T?
Natz6 5 months ago
@Natz6 you will deposit fat as a man wil. i have small hips, bout 31 inches, but my waist was about 27 inches pre-t, now my hips are 32 and my waist is 30, no curve even slightly but there sort of was pre-t. most transmen report that the redistribution of fat makes thm straighter. and look into building your obliques, it will widen your waist and abs. and if youre buff, no one will dare question u anyway haha
TransMansable 3 months ago
Can anybody here tell me how to get T..???
i really dont know who im goin to ask..plzzzz
shinichisohma 5 months ago
WOW, it's amazing how quickly T changes you! Even your facial structure looks different! But the biggest change is how happy you look :)
xtorie 5 months ago
this is amazing.. you are my hero :P
T has done amazing things to you;.
Mandaaa33 5 months ago
Watching you has given my the courage to post my video.
I'm pre T and trying to get where I need to go.
Go watch my video?
xXChasingChadXx 6 months ago
So I just came across this as one of my best mates is going FTM and I cried! Your so inspiring and I love how happy you are. That the one thing I want everyone to be in life. Happy. When I came out to my mum she told me the only thing she ever wants me to be happy and accepted and that how I feel about EVERYONE. Thank you for this lovely video. Good luck and I hope your second year on T is going amazing.
TheVickyLowry 7 months ago
Thank you for sharing your transition experience. I am very happy for you and your beautiful girlfriend. :) You've gotten through a lot and you look fantastic.
TammyTheDevil03 7 months ago
congrats! a wonderful video!
1kATy9 7 months ago
haha oh man... I remember that christina aguilera song, it came out when I was in like middle school or so and I remember relating to it so much ("who is that person in the mirror? Not me...") Now it's obvious why I did, even if I didn't totally understand then. Awesome video man and congrats on coming so far.
aaryntalks 7 months ago
what month did your facial hair start coming in on the sides
Tranziam 8 months ago
Thanks for posting this. Watching you transition brought tears to my eyes. You just look so much happier as the time goes on, not to mention you're quite handsome! Congrats on being so brave!
AsiaNeko 9 months ago
great vid dude but....the last song? seriously man! like i get it but...cmon!
stewmyfootandcallme1 9 months ago
wow major changes! congrats! you make me so ready to see my changes. Thank You for this video!
TeddieLovaBoi 9 months ago
First of all I just want thank you for sharing this video!! I imagine it takes a lot of courage to put your life/transition on display like this. I want to join in on say that you look so handsome in your pictures and look completely comfortable in your "new" skin! :)
two questions though (feel free to disregard them if you don't feel like answering!):
How curvy were you before the transition? Did things like shoulders and hips sort themselves with t once muscle mass re-distributed itself? ty<3
cheshirecandy 10 months ago
I am completely in awe and in love with you. AND your lion king tat! Great video man! Great music. everything.
ZKBames 10 months ago
im gay and you are one hot trans male. :]
imJESSIEf 11 months ago
Awesome transition video, man! I've been on t for 4 whole days now! Woohooo. I feel great and am hoping that my transition will be as smooth as yours. I was wondering if you worked out during your transition? You're buffed, especially by about the 10th month. Thanks for posting!!!
jeditransguy 11 months ago
reflections....i too have found the lyrics to be perfect for my situation...and steak and shake is awesome - Jacob
ftmartcollab 1 year ago
Congrats, Aydian!! You are one of the funniest guy EVER!!! and your cats are so cute!!!
myneckmyback2009 1 year ago
Great video!
JJFanshawe 1 year ago
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AYDENandKYLIE 1 year ago
0:22 sweet photo and 0:25 perfect sound arrangement 0:42 you have some awesome photography in this!
sneetchinflux 1 year ago
@sneetchinflux yea one of my best friends is a photographer :)
ALionsFears 1 year ago
Happy Birthday!!!!!
Popeslave 1 year ago
@Popeslave Thanks man! And thanks for being someone I could reach out too this last year. I appreciate you.
ALionsFears 1 year ago
i am so happy for you!! i am happy that you are the man you always hoped to be! have fun live life and love every min!
RufioTheLostBoi 1 year ago
@RufioTheLostBoi Thanks! And I'm happy you took your time deciding to that the T route. You did it in a good way. You took your time and you tried without T and thats something I suggest to any new trans guy. Good luck on your journey.
ALionsFears 1 year ago
Congrats man!! You look so great, and happy!
fallenlevees 1 year ago
First off, you and your girlfriend are freaking adorable. And secondly, you look great, you chose some bitchin' songs, and just...YOU'RE AWESOME.
I'm so glad that you've been able to take this step and become who you are today.
<3
You give me hope every time that I see your videos show up in my subscription box.
Thank you for being such a good role model.
catalystenigma 1 year ago
@catalystenigma Thank you for all your sweet words. I want to be an inspiration to anybody who feels lost in their own body.
ALionsFears 1 year ago
Great vid bro and congrats on one year....watching it gives me hope :)
bodhiftm 1 year ago
Congrats bro! Both of our 1 years were this month! haha
itsmeparker 1 year ago
@itsmeparker Yea man! We are very very close! lol You seem like someone I would get along with great! Keep being a good man and stay strong!
ALionsFears 1 year ago
Omg can we be best friends right now. lol
SeanJamesP 1 year ago
@SeanJamesP of course lol
ALionsFears 1 year ago
omfg.. I really don't know what to say.
It's AMAZINGLY AWESOME!
StlyDutch 1 year ago
Amazing video man...left me speechless.
Shortee09o 1 year ago 11
thanks for sharing man, some of the music you had playing along with the pic nearly man me cry. you look great and im really happy for you.
BlatantGenderFuck 1 year ago
@BlatantGenderFuck Yea i tried to make the music very significant> I'm happy you picked up on this! And thanks- I am very happy!
ALionsFears 1 year ago
Thats amazing dude! Great video!
MasonRyan25 1 year ago 2
this is the best timeline i ever saw i love the pic it is so amazing how much you changed you look good bro
DylanoJasonKeaton 1 year ago 2
@DylanoJasonKeaton haaha! that means a lot bc i have seen a lot of timelines lol :)
ALionsFears 1 year ago
that was amazing. like really i choked up watching this.it really touched me. ur transition was and is a spectacular process to watch. thank you for sharing.
SergeOnTheVerge 1 year ago 2
@SergeOnTheVerge Thanks! Im happy i can share my experience with other people out there in our community! Thanks for watching!
ALionsFears 1 year ago
Congrats!! you looked good as a girl but damn you make a handsome man!! you look so much happier :)
AYDENandKYLIE 1 year ago
@AYDENandKYLIE "She is beautiful, but she don't mean a hting to me" ;)
ALionsFears 1 year ago
@ALionsFears
i hear that!!!! lol
AYDENandKYLIE 1 year ago
you look awesome man, it looks like your body has respoded really well to being on T
MoJoIsOnFire 1 year ago 3
@MoJoIsOnFire Thanks! I half blame it on the fact that i took advantage of what T would do for me and I work out hard to make the effects happen quicker.
ALionsFears 1 year ago 3
its been interesting to watch you come into your manhood. you're definitely the best lookin trans-man on youtube, i mean besides me haha. so when did you really feel like you could start losing or forgetting that fear of not passing? what point did it become just effortless to present as your masculine self? cuz im starting to realize here in my 2nd month going into the 3rd on T that now it's just natural to move in the same way that bio-men do. it's sorta nice to not have to try to fit in.
BonesDGAF021 1 year ago 5
@BonesDGAF021 hey man! Thanks! The fear of not passing left after about the 3rd month. once my voice started dropping. The only fear I had left what the chest fear. I still struggle with it but I am learning to just accept myself as a different guy then most. but still a guy! Im happy for you and ur tranistion. Its great to feel good in your own skin!
ALionsFears 1 year ago
Thank you Everyone!! :) I love all the positive feedback and support I get from you all. <3
ALionsFears 1 year ago
2:09 best picture
Maiku2010 1 year ago
u look amazing man :D
SELKILKT 1 year ago
dude, im so jealous! you look great :)
kevil92 1 year ago 2
Great video, congrats!
thespiritcatcher23 1 year ago
awesome video man, you are looking great
minerchick85 1 year ago
Great video man, really cool to see all of your changes and props for posting all of those early pics of you that took alot of balls! You look great bro, keep making vids :)
friedhamsters2 1 year ago 7
@friedhamsters2 haha! yes putting up early pictures is tough, but it just shows that you dont have to be king dyke to feel like a man inside. you are who you are and no one can take that away from you. No hater, no old pictures of being young. even in those girly pics i was still all man inside. :)
ALionsFears 1 year ago 2
you're so brave to be who you are. i admire you so much :)
vrock913 1 year ago 8
@vrock913 Thank you! Those words really make me smile. Im happy to be a part of this community and give back what it has given to me!
ALionsFears 1 year ago