What makes it worse is knowing you're hurting the small group of people that for some reason seem to care about you every time you do this....the guilt makes you want to cut even more.
@SuperUltraDeltaTron to cut with scissors and get to blood it takes awhile. unless you put a little ( A LITTLE) more pressure and slide it across really fast
I want everyone to know you are beautiful and you are worth it. Im a healing cutter. I know the struggle of stopping. If anyone ever needs to talk, you can PM. If you PM i will give you my email. I love every single one of you.
\when i fist cutted i started at 11 years old after i cutted i felt better and when i wanted to stop for a month i couldn't and for one reason my cutting became my security-blacket i felt safe with my razor though it has been a couple months now and i havent cut now i'm 12 and i look back of what i did. but everything is worse they treat me like a freak. if i ever say something there is this darkvoid after. i hope people can find the heart that we are human to and all of us should be equal <3
I can't even count my scars. Scars on top of scars. It's like my wrists and my legs are just one big scar now. Somewhere around 1000. I started a little over a year ago. Forced into treatment. People stare. Point and call me "emo." Laugh when my girlfriend writes little notes saying,"Please don't hurt yourself today." It's not fair, that people treat me differently because of this.
@FriggenScarlette I understand the being called emo thing, but your girlfriends just worried and might not understand how self harm helps you cope with whatever you're going through you should sit down and talk untill she completely understands.
Just reaching out here. I am self harm free for almost 2 years now. I have helped allot of people with different personality disorders. Feel free to email me, if its just to chat. I understand how this works and know the darkness surrounding it. You can heal
I'm not a cutter, nor will I ever be. But I understand what all you who have commented saying that you are, are going through. I just wanna say, don't stop trying to stop. Jesus Christ Loves you, and he never wants you to hurt yourself. There are lots and lots of facilities that help self injurers.
Funny thing is, I'm a christian myself..born-again, and I know Jesus loves me, butI still cut. I've been cutting for 10 months.... I'm so deserving of it..it feels like justice to me
I have been cutting since 4th grade an im still trying to stop..... and im 17 now but when my mom found out she didn't really care at all an my dad disowned me an i haven't talked to him in a year.....
The weirdest thing is that it is supossed to hurt when I do it. But it doesn't. And looking at my wounds gives me a twisted feeling of satisfaction. I'm an adult by the way, cutting it's not just a teenage emo thing like most people think, but I admit I started doing it as a pre teen. Being an adult and cutting yourself is embarrassing.
InundQQQQ really. r u really gonna say that? u probably dont see the TRUTH in life but some of us do. self harm isnt a joke. it isnt funny. i helps me get away from the problems in my life. it makes me 4get that my mom didnt want me or that everyone i love is either dead or hates me. it makes me forget that i can never see my dad EVER again because he doesnt want to see me. life is HARD. ive been through a lot so dont go saying anything about self harm unless youve actually felt TRUE PAIN. -_-"
@JacobandNessie1 thank you for that first line im sick and tired of people thanking we're looking for attention...the last thing i want is attention to my scars and cuts
@hello10577 I did not search this it came up as I typed something else into youtube, and some times if a video has a trigger warning it prepares you it may be triggering, and makes the video less triggering, well for me it does. and I am not the only one who found it triggering, I suggest you look at all the other comments, Quite a few people have also found it triggering.
i swear to fucking god, if 1 mre fucking person discriminates self harm ill personaly kill you. Yeah i hate the people who do it for attention but there is fucking people out there who fucking cant help its its addictive and stops the pain within, if u discrimiate count ur self lucky u dnt feel the pain and dnt use "were stronger we been threw alot" u dno how much ppl go threw or if there actualy mentaly ill. i have 4 four years, we try and stop u have noidea haters
@Zyath As soon as you realize something is triggering for you, stop watching! I'm not saying this will stop the urge but its the best thing you can do
Alot of us "bitches" have a hard life..... And us "faggots" who make a documentary do for awarness. I am a self harmer and i hate it, i hide it, i regret it, i fear it..... dont be a dick and try to understand not every1 has a good life
@iGrowlAtYou Lol really? what do you do to yourself buddy? Chicken scratch until it bleeds? Daddy buy you a penknife? 'self harm' is bullshit. if you're going to cut yourself you should at least try for suicide, why the fuck else would you do it? I'm stuck with wrist to elbow cuts down both arms cause I didn't get enough arteries, faggots
I hate deep cuts from shoulders to fingertips and cuts from elbow to wrist. i have cuts on my ankles, and cuts on my legs that are deep enough for stitches, i have some cuts on my stomach. i have cuts on my shoulder blades. cuts everywhere. I HAVE attempted suicide MANY times. tho i dont self harm for suicide dumbass! i self harm becuase its my releif and escape from the pain i have. i have had a hard life and it sucks. so i cut myself to forget about it for awhile.... fucker.......
@InundQQQQ Your dick belongs in your trousers, not in your personality. Suicide is just the pussy way out. Fuck you, I self harm to get a release from the hell that is my life, it makes me focus on a DIFFERENT pain... For a while. NOT for attention. I find your comments insensitive, rude, judgemental and down right against a large amount of the population. FUCK YOU.
@InundQQQQ FUCK YOU! we do this as a release when we are angry or frustrated or upset or when everything becomes overwhelming! this is our way of dealing with it! if you say that, then why did you watch this video?
@puppy12luv i agree wth wat u say and the other person's comment below aswell :) some people are really horrible about this subject :( when they definally shouldnt be.
I'm sorry but if after watching this video and reading these comments you still can't understand self-harm than you're clearly stupid as fuck and I don't think that's something you should be flaunting.
Cuttings addictive and it's NOT attention seeking. You telling us about your scars- that's attention seeking.
I'm really sorry about your arteries but that doesn't give you reason to hate other people just because they have scars too. At least you don't have to hide yours...
@InundQQQQ do you really think we do it because we want to make videos about it ? We do not do it for attention, we are not faggots. The faggots are people like you who assume that we do it for attention, If we did it for attention would we spend most of our time hiding the cuts ? Surely if we did it for attention we would be showing off our cuts to every passer by ?
@InundQQQQ wow your an asshole , when you cut yourself you dont really think about it you just do it so how could you just sit there and fucking say that . You Must have a really perfect life
i cut almost everyday, i'm 16 now.. and ive been cutting for 11 years.. i've tried to tell my Mom, but she says 'then stop' Yet she knows i've passed out, and gone to the Hospital cause of blood loss, and starving myselffff
@BabyGirlDanceRay i feel for you so much. im 16, and recently a cutter. my mom says "dont be dumb, stop doing that" when i try to talk to her about it. i feel your pain<3
@Aquamarine611 it is dumb, and stuipid and not smarttt. i agreeeeee, but theres nothing else that makes me feel the same as it... cutting just makes me feel okay..
@BabyGirlDanceRay I'm also 16 and have been cutting since I was about 9. My mom found out about three years ago and I must say was not supportive or understanding whatsoever. She basically said the same thing to me. I tried to explain to her why I do it to the best of my abilities but she still just doesn't get it and probably never will.
If you're going to watch a documentary on self harm, don't be so naive, it's going to be triggering. You'd think people would have enough common sense to know that!
2 million ppl in the US that do it and i still feel like the only one, and am the only one i know of O_o i wish that just like ppl who drink have AA, ppl who do drugs have NA that ppl who hurt them selfs could have SIA (self injurer anonymous)
The self-harming, binge eating, eating disorders all are linked together as a coping mechanism and a way of controlling your own emotions...We bloody need to get some self esteem classes in schools asap as well as being taught how to control our thoughts and emotions!
another thing i was wondering, i know every ritual to each person is individual, but i do things, such as play with the blood, rub it on my body, watch it drip, so beautifully, as if my wounds are crying. i have recently started keeping kleenex's or pieces of paper, that i clean up the blood with, as a reminder... i am so scarred that my right and left thigh, my left arm and my right calf look like zebra print. i cant even begin to count how many scars ive got. does anyone else do this?
hey... i just wanted to say thanks, i was going through a rough time, ive been a cutter for almost 9 years now and cut about fifteen minutes ago... as this is a lonely experience, i wanted to find others who i can relate to in this situation.. i have to thank you, for letting me know i am not alone. cutting is not an emo fad, it is indeed a problem and should not be taken lightly. i can see how this video can be triggering, but right now, it's comfort for me. thank you
@imnanimeluvr i can imagine, i think my mom found my razor when she printed off something for me and put it on my desk, im really haing an urge rite now! :(
@Playlists4Ever I love it, but i dont at the same time. Im addicted to it. Ive been doing it for 5 years and like 2 months now. Ive tried to stop. Ive tryed doing other things like writing and listining to music and drawing but they just dont seem to work like cutting does.
i stopped cutting for 3 years. i havent talked about it since. i just relapsed i dont know if it was because of this video but it was triggering . should of saw the trigger warning.
Without a doubt it is an addiction. I started cutting 6 years ago. I stopped after 2 years because someone saw the cuts on my arms and had me get help. But because I started, that thought of cutting is always there. Every time I cant cope with things that are happening, I cant stop myself from starting again. I'm not strong enough.
Oh and I agree with everyone else saying this - Please put a trigger warning in the title!!
Good film, there aren't many out there that I agree with but this one was done very well.
I agree that a trigger warning would be helpful, I was grateful to see the highest comments so I could prepare myself.
@The66COB and @Pagansniper The most triggering part for me was when it shows the image of him slicing his arm, but for some it may be seeing the scabbed over cuts or the scars.
@The666COB Seeing the images and hearing about this can make ppl want to do it. It's like an addiction just like the video said. Imagine an alcoholic at a new years eve party.
i dont cut, i bite and strike my hands and arms against hard objects, and theyre not triggered by lonliness or depression they seem to be triggered by extreme stress or frustration, ive been left with permanent damage to both of my hands, including constant pain in two knuckles on one hand and one on the other, ive repeatedly bruised the inner palm of both of my hands from repeatedly slamming my hand against tables desks and other solid objects
this is an ok documentary...it is triggering in places but people should kind of realise that if you self harm, chances are a self harm documentary will more than likely be triggering to you.
I cut for a few years, quit for 8 months and started up again, quit for 4 weeks and now am struggling not to start up again. when they said an immense amount of shame leads to SI it hit me. i feel so ashamed of the things i have done, including stupid choices i made that lead of my miscarriage. that lead to my second spout of SI recently along with feeling completely and utterly alone.
if you suffer from self injury & want some help on recovering or just want to talk about it. there is a formspring set up to where you can freely & anonymously talk about you suffering. its helped many people & it can help you if you'll let it. just go to formspring . com & search with name "selfinjury101" it'll pop up & you can freely ask questions and advise.
I cut, I stopped then started, got worse and now I cnt stop, I didnt think it would scar me. My friends make fun of selfharm, they joke saying your emo, if they see a scratch on my arm, sometimes they have seen actualy scars and not realised why it was there. I know im not lone but i feel it. I had to get tht out, so thnx :P Btw this is very triggering! U need a warning, I know this is said alot but oh well!
if you suffer from self injury & want some help on recovering or just want to talk about it. there is a formspring set up to where you can freely & anonymously talk about you suffering. its helped many people & it can help you if you'll let it. just go to formspring . com & search with name "selfinjury101" it'll pop up & you can freely ask questions and advise.
Self-harm isn't lonely--it's an act of empowerment and is an act of courage! No matter how hard life may get, our lives are forever our own and we may live or die as we so choose!!!
if you suffer from self injury & want some help on recovering or just want to talk about it. there is a formspring set up to where you can freely & anonymously talk about you suffering. its helped many people & it can help you if you'll let it. just go to formspring . com & search with name "selfinjury101" it'll pop up & you can freely ask questions and advice.
@thnksfrthmmrsfob27 cause of the guy with the glasses hes fake cutting in the vid and he has no scars thats why i think its fake but dont be hard on me i have enough pain
I cried constantly throughout this video! But I'm glad I watched it...it made me feel less alone xxx
funsizedcupcake 1 week ago
What makes it worse is knowing you're hurting the small group of people that for some reason seem to care about you every time you do this....the guilt makes you want to cut even more.
JesicaYesicaRosa 3 weeks ago
good video but you really need to put up a trigger warning
mardygrl2k8 3 weeks ago 2
Wow. Is it ment to be that easy to cut? I have to kinda saw at my footwith some blunt scissors
SuperUltraDeltaTron 4 weeks ago
@SuperUltraDeltaTron to cut with scissors and get to blood it takes awhile. unless you put a little ( A LITTLE) more pressure and slide it across really fast
JesicaYesicaRosa 3 weeks ago
@edog145 please put trigger warning in the title, please dude.
CellphoneTL 1 month ago
there fucking should be a trigger warning on this!
0XRandomGirlX0 1 month ago 7
I want everyone to know you are beautiful and you are worth it. Im a healing cutter. I know the struggle of stopping. If anyone ever needs to talk, you can PM. If you PM i will give you my email. I love every single one of you.
Forealways 1 month ago
I cried so much during this video. I can relate so much....for once in my life, I didn't feel alone.
colorguard2191 2 months ago 2
\when i fist cutted i started at 11 years old after i cutted i felt better and when i wanted to stop for a month i couldn't and for one reason my cutting became my security-blacket i felt safe with my razor though it has been a couple months now and i havent cut now i'm 12 and i look back of what i did. but everything is worse they treat me like a freak. if i ever say something there is this darkvoid after. i hope people can find the heart that we are human to and all of us should be equal <3
Scarshadow100 2 months ago
I can't even count my scars. Scars on top of scars. It's like my wrists and my legs are just one big scar now. Somewhere around 1000. I started a little over a year ago. Forced into treatment. People stare. Point and call me "emo." Laugh when my girlfriend writes little notes saying,"Please don't hurt yourself today." It's not fair, that people treat me differently because of this.
FriggenScarlette 2 months ago
@FriggenScarlette I understand the being called emo thing, but your girlfriends just worried and might not understand how self harm helps you cope with whatever you're going through you should sit down and talk untill she completely understands.
ImStupidInTheLove 1 month ago
Just reaching out here. I am self harm free for almost 2 years now. I have helped allot of people with different personality disorders. Feel free to email me, if its just to chat. I understand how this works and know the darkness surrounding it. You can heal
MrOntheborder 2 months ago in playlist More videos from edog145
I'm not a cutter, nor will I ever be. But I understand what all you who have commented saying that you are, are going through. I just wanna say, don't stop trying to stop. Jesus Christ Loves you, and he never wants you to hurt yourself. There are lots and lots of facilities that help self injurers.
98tillforever 2 months ago
@98tillforever
Funny thing is, I'm a christian myself..born-again, and I know Jesus loves me, butI still cut. I've been cutting for 10 months.... I'm so deserving of it..it feels like justice to me
Farrellfortoday 2 months ago
@98tillforever Amen to that sister!!
CrazyIMG 2 months ago
I lost it yesterday and cut myself. I cut myself back in hs and got help through therapy but recent bad events lead me to do it again....
sasukeluver345 2 months ago
What's the song at 01:50?
MarelaElyra 2 months ago
sitting here upset wanting to cry because im 5days clean from cutting..its fucking hard.
hostagedowntheaisle 3 months ago
I have been cutting since 4th grade an im still trying to stop..... and im 17 now but when my mom found out she didn't really care at all an my dad disowned me an i haven't talked to him in a year.....
jessicastamand 3 months ago
@jessicastamand my mom "caught" me twice (maybe 3 times), she never did anything to help. She just yelled at me and threatened me.
I also haven't talked to my father in over a year.
xxxxtokishonexxxx 3 months ago
@xxxxtokishonexxxx that is mean. she shouldve been understanding :/
sasukeluver345 2 months ago
The weirdest thing is that it is supossed to hurt when I do it. But it doesn't. And looking at my wounds gives me a twisted feeling of satisfaction. I'm an adult by the way, cutting it's not just a teenage emo thing like most people think, but I admit I started doing it as a pre teen. Being an adult and cutting yourself is embarrassing.
CoIoRearte 3 months ago 2
i'm 12 and i cut please help :(
aka4797 3 months ago
I feel you bro
97damppants 3 months ago
InundQQQQ really. r u really gonna say that? u probably dont see the TRUTH in life but some of us do. self harm isnt a joke. it isnt funny. i helps me get away from the problems in my life. it makes me 4get that my mom didnt want me or that everyone i love is either dead or hates me. it makes me forget that i can never see my dad EVER again because he doesnt want to see me. life is HARD. ive been through a lot so dont go saying anything about self harm unless youve actually felt TRUE PAIN. -_-"
VampiressOfAnime 4 months ago
why does there always gotta be a fucking fight about this? WE ARENT SEEKING ATTENTION DUMB ASSES.
and i hope youre doing better now<3 ik your stronger and you can get thru this..those who suffer come out stronger<3
and btw holy shit bro!tht video was amazing and the effects were awsome!!! GREAT JOB HOMIE! haha :p
JacobandNessie1 4 months ago
@JacobandNessie1 thank you for that first line im sick and tired of people thanking we're looking for attention...the last thing i want is attention to my scars and cuts
FunnyGage 4 months ago
You need to put a trigger warning on this video, its really triggering, the most triggering video I've come across on youtube.
biggoblyds 5 months ago
@biggoblyds Why would you watch/search this if you're not aware of the trigger....
hello10577 5 months ago
@hello10577 I did not search this it came up as I typed something else into youtube, and some times if a video has a trigger warning it prepares you it may be triggering, and makes the video less triggering, well for me it does. and I am not the only one who found it triggering, I suggest you look at all the other comments, Quite a few people have also found it triggering.
biggoblyds 5 months ago
@biggoblyds That's fair enough, I found it triggering too. But if you don't want to be tempted don't watch a documentary like this
hello10577 5 months ago
@hello10577 I know, but I do, and don't usually expect videos to be that triggering.
biggoblyds 5 months ago
@biggoblyds Ok, hope you're okay now
hello10577 5 months ago
i swear to fucking god, if 1 mre fucking person discriminates self harm ill personaly kill you. Yeah i hate the people who do it for attention but there is fucking people out there who fucking cant help its its addictive and stops the pain within, if u discrimiate count ur self lucky u dnt feel the pain and dnt use "were stronger we been threw alot" u dno how much ppl go threw or if there actualy mentaly ill. i have 4 four years, we try and stop u have noidea haters
XGangstaxHannieX 5 months ago
What is the song a the begening?
MarilouPouletPatate 5 months ago
I cut myself while watching this...
Zyath 6 months ago 28
@Zyath As soon as you realize something is triggering for you, stop watching! I'm not saying this will stop the urge but its the best thing you can do
phoenix1237spoken 2 weeks ago
Look at you bitches with your little razor marks
cut yourself to the muscle and then make a documentary
faggot
InundQQQQ 6 months ago
@InundQQQQ
Alot of us "bitches" have a hard life..... And us "faggots" who make a documentary do for awarness. I am a self harmer and i hate it, i hide it, i regret it, i fear it..... dont be a dick and try to understand not every1 has a good life
iGrowlAtYou 6 months ago 69
@iGrowlAtYou Lol really? what do you do to yourself buddy? Chicken scratch until it bleeds? Daddy buy you a penknife? 'self harm' is bullshit. if you're going to cut yourself you should at least try for suicide, why the fuck else would you do it? I'm stuck with wrist to elbow cuts down both arms cause I didn't get enough arteries, faggots
InundQQQQ 6 months ago
@InundQQQQ
I hate deep cuts from shoulders to fingertips and cuts from elbow to wrist. i have cuts on my ankles, and cuts on my legs that are deep enough for stitches, i have some cuts on my stomach. i have cuts on my shoulder blades. cuts everywhere. I HAVE attempted suicide MANY times. tho i dont self harm for suicide dumbass! i self harm becuase its my releif and escape from the pain i have. i have had a hard life and it sucks. so i cut myself to forget about it for awhile.... fucker.......
iGrowlAtYou 6 months ago
@iGrowlAtYou What might be better is a job, fucker. Or perhaps actually kill yourself?
InundQQQQ 6 months ago
@InundQQQQ
I have a job, fucker. And i have attempted b4 but decided not to take the pussy way out.
iGrowlAtYou 6 months ago
@InundQQQQ Your dick belongs in your trousers, not in your personality. Suicide is just the pussy way out. Fuck you, I self harm to get a release from the hell that is my life, it makes me focus on a DIFFERENT pain... For a while. NOT for attention. I find your comments insensitive, rude, judgemental and down right against a large amount of the population. FUCK YOU.
alannahandhatz 6 months ago
@InundQQQQ FUCK YOU! we do this as a release when we are angry or frustrated or upset or when everything becomes overwhelming! this is our way of dealing with it! if you say that, then why did you watch this video?
puppy12luv 6 months ago
@puppy12luv i agree wth wat u say and the other person's comment below aswell :) some people are really horrible about this subject :( when they definally shouldnt be.
BIBSYBOO70 5 months ago
@InundQQQQ
I'm sorry but if after watching this video and reading these comments you still can't understand self-harm than you're clearly stupid as fuck and I don't think that's something you should be flaunting.
Cuttings addictive and it's NOT attention seeking. You telling us about your scars- that's attention seeking.
I'm really sorry about your arteries but that doesn't give you reason to hate other people just because they have scars too. At least you don't have to hide yours...
klairandresse35 4 months ago
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@InundQQQQ do you really think we do it because we want to make videos about it ? We do not do it for attention, we are not faggots. The faggots are people like you who assume that we do it for attention, If we did it for attention would we spend most of our time hiding the cuts ? Surely if we did it for attention we would be showing off our cuts to every passer by ?
biggoblyds 3 months ago
@InundQQQQ wow your an asshole , when you cut yourself you dont really think about it you just do it so how could you just sit there and fucking say that . You Must have a really perfect life
RosaaaTenoreosLuv 3 months ago
The last sentience when he said "but sometimes its hard to ignore people staring at my scars..."
So true and it kinda hurts when they stare at your scars then look up and stare at you with disgust.
MJforever245 6 months ago
This is REALLY triggering....
XOBelieberBabe 6 months ago
i cut almost everyday, i'm 16 now.. and ive been cutting for 11 years.. i've tried to tell my Mom, but she says 'then stop' Yet she knows i've passed out, and gone to the Hospital cause of blood loss, and starving myselffff
BabyGirlDanceRay 7 months ago
@BabyGirlDanceRay i feel for you so much. im 16, and recently a cutter. my mom says "dont be dumb, stop doing that" when i try to talk to her about it. i feel your pain<3
Aquamarine611 7 months ago
@Aquamarine611 it is dumb, and stuipid and not smarttt. i agreeeeee, but theres nothing else that makes me feel the same as it... cutting just makes me feel okay..
BabyGirlDanceRay 7 months ago
i cut almost everyday, i'm 16 now.. and ive been cutting for 11 years.. i've tried to tell my Mom, but she says 'then stop'
BabyGirlDanceRay 7 months ago
@BabyGirlDanceRay I'm also 16 and have been cutting since I was about 9. My mom found out about three years ago and I must say was not supportive or understanding whatsoever. She basically said the same thing to me. I tried to explain to her why I do it to the best of my abilities but she still just doesn't get it and probably never will.
xxSilverBlood13xx 7 months ago
I harmed. Stopped for around 5 months. And relapsed again. I don't do it as much as I used to, But i probably cut around twice a month. :/
imanmjfanforever 7 months ago
Whats a trigger warning?
ImmatureShenanigans 7 months ago
@ImmatureShenanigans it means that it could make you want to self-harm
TheFoundersDaughter 7 months ago
@TheFoundersDaughter
Ah right, thanks:).
ImmatureShenanigans 7 months ago
If you're going to watch a documentary on self harm, don't be so naive, it's going to be triggering. You'd think people would have enough common sense to know that!
PunkLoser12 8 months ago 5
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sweetmisfit97 8 months ago
@sweetmisfit97 Do you want some sort of medal? Grow up.
MrWarwickDavis 8 months ago
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sweetmisfit97 8 months ago
man up mofos. if you click on a video about self-harm, assume that you'll see pictures of it.
bloodyboy188 8 months ago
TRIGGER WARNING plzz
Singstarfabulousnism 8 months ago
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yikespeanut 8 months ago
2 million ppl in the US that do it and i still feel like the only one, and am the only one i know of O_o i wish that just like ppl who drink have AA, ppl who do drugs have NA that ppl who hurt them selfs could have SIA (self injurer anonymous)
yikespeanut 8 months ago
It's one thing to post a video with self harm cuts/scars without warning but to show the act of self harm is another. Please ad a warning
dario8needshelpio8 9 months ago
this really, really needs a trigger warning asap.
Obiwankenobistarfish 9 months ago
I agree with what Eli Broomhall says at about 4:03 it does kind of end up being routine. Most deffinitely addictive..
WillowJule18 9 months ago
Trigger warnins IS SERIOUSLY needed!
13BellatrixLestrange 9 months ago
I'M USING THIS VIDEO FOR A PROJECT IM DOING IN SCHOOL.i myself was a self harmer and i adore this video
TiaRoseQuabbieJr123 9 months ago
The self-harming, binge eating, eating disorders all are linked together as a coping mechanism and a way of controlling your own emotions...We bloody need to get some self esteem classes in schools asap as well as being taught how to control our thoughts and emotions!
misscladiee 9 months ago 4
another thing i was wondering, i know every ritual to each person is individual, but i do things, such as play with the blood, rub it on my body, watch it drip, so beautifully, as if my wounds are crying. i have recently started keeping kleenex's or pieces of paper, that i clean up the blood with, as a reminder... i am so scarred that my right and left thigh, my left arm and my right calf look like zebra print. i cant even begin to count how many scars ive got. does anyone else do this?
laviedesmortes 9 months ago
@laviedesmortes I do that.
imnanimeluvr 9 months ago
@laviedesmortes
I play with the blood. Its mesmerizing, really...
RhayvenBlood 9 months ago
hey... i just wanted to say thanks, i was going through a rough time, ive been a cutter for almost 9 years now and cut about fifteen minutes ago... as this is a lonely experience, i wanted to find others who i can relate to in this situation.. i have to thank you, for letting me know i am not alone. cutting is not an emo fad, it is indeed a problem and should not be taken lightly. i can see how this video can be triggering, but right now, it's comfort for me. thank you
laviedesmortes 9 months ago
people banging on about triggering 8-) why did you search this up if you werent looking to enjoy a good triggering ?
annawee3 9 months ago
I've been clean for two years. I still wanna do it, but I try my best to think about how great I've been doing & don't ever wanna let myself down.
vassupkrikri 10 months ago
I WANT MY FUCKING RAZOR BACK!
Gash, I had to tell my friend (she already knew) and she threw down a sewer.
Its hard cuz i dont have another one and thats my preferred method.
Playlists4Ever 10 months ago
@Playlists4Ever My friend took mine too! She refuses to give it back and that makes me mad.
imnanimeluvr 9 months ago
@imnanimeluvr still we have good friends. bad news is i found another one,and i just cut myself again last night. :/ i hate this shit.
Playlists4Ever 9 months ago
@Playlists4Ever I found one just today. i cut a bit deep on my leg and it wouldnt stop bleeding. It hurts like hell now.
imnanimeluvr 9 months ago
@imnanimeluvr i can imagine, i think my mom found my razor when she printed off something for me and put it on my desk, im really haing an urge rite now! :(
Playlists4Ever 9 months ago
@Playlists4Ever I love it, but i dont at the same time. Im addicted to it. Ive been doing it for 5 years and like 2 months now. Ive tried to stop. Ive tryed doing other things like writing and listining to music and drawing but they just dont seem to work like cutting does.
imnanimeluvr 9 months ago
i stopped cutting for 3 years. i havent talked about it since. i just relapsed i dont know if it was because of this video but it was triggering . should of saw the trigger warning.
xxmusicxfanaticxx 10 months ago
Stfu w ur damn trigger shit.... cool vid eli
fmitawol 10 months ago
@fmitawol Don't be so fucking insensitive
TwistedDivinity 10 months ago
500
fmitawol 10 months ago
Without a doubt it is an addiction. I started cutting 6 years ago. I stopped after 2 years because someone saw the cuts on my arms and had me get help. But because I started, that thought of cutting is always there. Every time I cant cope with things that are happening, I cant stop myself from starting again. I'm not strong enough.
Oh and I agree with everyone else saying this - Please put a trigger warning in the title!!
pininja01 10 months ago
trigger!!
sarafina919 11 months ago
Trigger..
HospitalCase201 11 months ago
I agree, it's one of the lonliest feelings ever. The worst thing is once you start it's very hard to stop. :/
Sophz235 11 months ago
20 isnt much
nutcase1995 11 months ago 4
Good film, there aren't many out there that I agree with but this one was done very well.
I agree that a trigger warning would be helpful, I was grateful to see the highest comments so I could prepare myself.
@The66COB and @Pagansniper The most triggering part for me was when it shows the image of him slicing his arm, but for some it may be seeing the scabbed over cuts or the scars.
inlovewiththin 11 months ago 2
w8.. what was so triggering?? i'm reading all these comments lyk.. "wtf??"... :/
The666COB 1 year ago
@The666COB I was wondering the same thing.
Pagansniper 1 year ago
@The666COB Seeing the images and hearing about this can make ppl want to do it. It's like an addiction just like the video said. Imagine an alcoholic at a new years eve party.
SocialLocust 11 months ago
@SocialLocust hmm.. maybe.. but i didn't want to again... it didn't trigger anything in me.. :/
The666COB 11 months ago
i hate the end :'[
0SnowScene 1 year ago
SO WHAT DID THIS TEACH US?NOT A DAMN THING THAT WE DIDN'T ALREADY KNOW, AND WHAT DID IT DO? IT TRIGGERED ALMOST ALL WHO SAW IT.
NICE JOB PRODUCER. VERY HELPFUL.
Ladyshystar 1 year ago 2
i dont cut, i bite and strike my hands and arms against hard objects, and theyre not triggered by lonliness or depression they seem to be triggered by extreme stress or frustration, ive been left with permanent damage to both of my hands, including constant pain in two knuckles on one hand and one on the other, ive repeatedly bruised the inner palm of both of my hands from repeatedly slamming my hand against tables desks and other solid objects
rhino2960 1 year ago
so very triggering. Please please please put a trigger warning on the title or in the information bar.
CrespinMinPin 1 year ago
this is sooo deeeeep. im like almost crying :(
kylblk3 1 year ago
this is an ok documentary...it is triggering in places but people should kind of realise that if you self harm, chances are a self harm documentary will more than likely be triggering to you.
Thanks for sharing the vid.
M3gan22 1 year ago
I cut for a few years, quit for 8 months and started up again, quit for 4 weeks and now am struggling not to start up again. when they said an immense amount of shame leads to SI it hit me. i feel so ashamed of the things i have done, including stupid choices i made that lead of my miscarriage. that lead to my second spout of SI recently along with feeling completely and utterly alone.
godlover16 1 year ago
This has been flagged as spam show
if you suffer from self injury & want some help on recovering or just want to talk about it. there is a formspring set up to where you can freely & anonymously talk about you suffering. its helped many people & it can help you if you'll let it. just go to formspring . com & search with name "selfinjury101" it'll pop up & you can freely ask questions and advise.
birdiebeliever 1 year ago
loved this video
gatoradelover96 1 year ago
@noumnut what was his name ?
ActionBears 1 year ago
I cut, I stopped then started, got worse and now I cnt stop, I didnt think it would scar me. My friends make fun of selfharm, they joke saying your emo, if they see a scratch on my arm, sometimes they have seen actualy scars and not realised why it was there. I know im not lone but i feel it. I had to get tht out, so thnx :P Btw this is very triggering! U need a warning, I know this is said alot but oh well!
Ijustwannabealone 1 year ago
i have done this but i stoped, my friend did this i had to make him stop,
noumnut125 1 year ago
2:53 I had a friend do that once. Very sad. Her mother found out and she was put in therapy.
2898paula 1 year ago
Wow like every comment I read has the word trigger lol!
sarah1oszter 1 year ago
This is Extremely triggering.
composer63 1 year ago
if you suffer from self injury & want some help on recovering or just want to talk about it. there is a formspring set up to where you can freely & anonymously talk about you suffering. its helped many people & it can help you if you'll let it. just go to formspring . com & search with name "selfinjury101" it'll pop up & you can freely ask questions and advise.
birdiebeliever 1 year ago
It's so hard to stop.....
APEEEEEx3 1 year ago
good video and all but OMG SOOOO TRIGGERING!!!!!!!!!
missgothicrocker13 1 year ago
trigger warning needed!
AshleighHelloKittty 1 year ago
Self-harm isn't lonely--it's an act of empowerment and is an act of courage! No matter how hard life may get, our lives are forever our own and we may live or die as we so choose!!!
AWinterDemise 1 year ago 8
@AWinterDemise
I AGREE WITH YOU
eva2126 1 year ago
@AWinterDemise
I AGREE WITH YOU
eva2126 1 year ago
This has been flagged as spam show
if you suffer from self injury & want some help on recovering or just want to talk about it. there is a formspring set up to where you can freely & anonymously talk about you suffering. its helped many people & it can help you if you'll let it. just go to formspring . com & search with name "selfinjury101" it'll pop up & you can freely ask questions and advice.
birdiebeliever 1 year ago
i agree itz real..and it makes me wanna cut....
MrWconner43 1 year ago
I honestly understand the point of a trigger warning, but to a point people need to realize that in life there will be little warning.
ButterflyMagic 1 year ago 2
not strong enough to trigger me and this seems pretty dam fake im sorry
jamietje 1 year ago
@jamietje how the fuck is it fake? this is a real person with feelings, its not fake.
thnksfrthmmrsfob27 1 year ago
@thnksfrthmmrsfob27 cause of the guy with the glasses hes fake cutting in the vid and he has no scars thats why i think its fake but dont be hard on me i have enough pain
jamietje 1 year ago
@jamietje im not, im just saying its not fake when people go through this. im having a really hard time too.
thnksfrthmmrsfob27 1 year ago
It was very triggering.
theitjourney 1 year ago 61
This is a pretty good documentary. :)
flawedinsomniac 1 year ago
TRIGGER WARNING!!!!!!
wordzscarforlife 1 year ago
That's a good video but it definately needs a trigger warning..Being a self-injurer I find it very triggering so please put one..
ebonytorment 1 year ago
Nice video, I agree TRIGGER WARNING PLEASE!
Escapethegrace5 1 year ago 84
PLEASE PLEASE for the sake of self harmers out there put a trigger warning on this video.
EvanescenceAngel22 1 year ago