You made a great choice. I have been struggling with this disease for 22 years. I didn't think anyone would care either. Everything you are feeling is genuine . Binging and purging (by working out or to the toilet) are symptoms of a greater cause,like a fever is to the flu. If you have a bad day and do the Ed thing you are not a failure. Learning what your triggers are is part of getting better. Try and find a support group. It really helps to have friends that understand and won't judge you.
Thank you so much for sharing this with us. Watching this I couldn't help but tear up because you are me. Everything you said is exactly how I've been feeling. Last year I decided to get help from my universitys counseling services too because I couldnt take the pain anymore. It was the best decision I've made towards recovery. It's so scary. This disorder. And I hurt so much because of it. And sometimes you really just need a hug everyday. That small gesture means so much for someone like me.
I am still scared...a part of me is still trying to convince myself that i dont need help...that if there was anythig wrong, i could do this on my own and that its no big deal. but i gotta face the truth...
& thanks. =) i have high hope that you can do that same one day too
Wow. Thank you for posting this and for making this video with such honesty. This is kinda how i feel and i guess i am sad that you are going through something similar at the moment. I really wish you the best with your appointment and think that you have done a great job so far. Thank you for your honesty. You have really inspired me.
I started eating when i saw your videos, before i was REALIGIOUS with my eating disorder.
And i don't know what changed in me but your videos made me eat again without guilt or sadness... i can even reach for cake and chocolate even though they used to haunt my worst nightmares.
i know what you feel like, i understand. and a LOT of people care. you basically changed my life.
I can relate. I had two teachers that were really supportive to me and I was really shocked at how much they cared and helped me.
xxaliciajeanxx 2 months ago in playlist More videos from ClearUncertainty
you can do it, I an totally facing same thing as you.it's gonnA BE OKAY..
candycandy7373 4 months ago
You made a great choice. I have been struggling with this disease for 22 years. I didn't think anyone would care either. Everything you are feeling is genuine . Binging and purging (by working out or to the toilet) are symptoms of a greater cause,like a fever is to the flu. If you have a bad day and do the Ed thing you are not a failure. Learning what your triggers are is part of getting better. Try and find a support group. It really helps to have friends that understand and won't judge you.
jeniferfelice 1 year ago
I understand you! . I send a hug :D! from chile !
AikoLoveAsia 1 year ago
I send you a nice big hug.
RockandRoller918 2 years ago
thank you =)
ClearUncertainty 2 years ago
thank u for having the courage to upload this video!!
i understand how you feel! :) i wanna give u a hug.
MandyLicious1231 2 years ago
Thank you so much for sharing this with us. Watching this I couldn't help but tear up because you are me. Everything you said is exactly how I've been feeling. Last year I decided to get help from my universitys counseling services too because I couldnt take the pain anymore. It was the best decision I've made towards recovery. It's so scary. This disorder. And I hurt so much because of it. And sometimes you really just need a hug everyday. That small gesture means so much for someone like me.
blaqqirlwithaned 2 years ago
That's part of the disorder hun, you feel like no one cares what you are going through. But its a bunch of lies, fight it! you are worth it
pixiedustonflowers 2 years ago 5
@XAnaxMiracleXx
I am still scared...a part of me is still trying to convince myself that i dont need help...that if there was anythig wrong, i could do this on my own and that its no big deal. but i gotta face the truth...
& thanks. =) i have high hope that you can do that same one day too
ClearUncertainty 2 years ago
everyone needs help with SOMETHING no ones perfect
plus it cant hurt
tadman3d 2 years ago 3
i'd recommend to be willing to shop around though,
not all counsellors/therapists are created equal, if you're not getting the help you want go elsewhere! :) gl
tadman3d 2 years ago
I was worried about you. I'm glad that you are going in for counseling on Monday.
Cherished131 2 years ago
Wow. Thank you for posting this and for making this video with such honesty. This is kinda how i feel and i guess i am sad that you are going through something similar at the moment. I really wish you the best with your appointment and think that you have done a great job so far. Thank you for your honesty. You have really inspired me.
Hugs.
srebotnik1 2 years ago
glad you uploaded a video and even more glad your taking that big step keep it up
jdjas 2 years ago
oh, i want to give you a hug! :)
wearisrachel 2 years ago 5
thats sooo big, good job! please let us know how the appt goes! praying for u always <3
lckychrm827 2 years ago
Oh please it hurts me to see you like this.
I started eating when i saw your videos, before i was REALIGIOUS with my eating disorder.
And i don't know what changed in me but your videos made me eat again without guilt or sadness... i can even reach for cake and chocolate even though they used to haunt my worst nightmares.
i know what you feel like, i understand. and a LOT of people care. you basically changed my life.
*hugs* (:
SkyeNatalia 2 years ago 3
Hey u r worth a million times more than you know!
Anyone who would judge you for what you're going through isn't worthy to be your friend in the first place!!!
Hang in there kiddo, mucho comfort vibes in your direction nad net hugs, ha!
GL
tadman3d 2 years ago
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aymsmjy 2 years ago