Panic attacks, loss of appetite, the feeling of living life outside your body,the feeling of living in a dream, continuous negative thoughts, troubling and obsessive thoughts, excessive stress and worry, trouble sleeping. You are not alone. There are many others who have these experiences. I USE TO, but NO longer have them. I found what worked. I am NOT SELLING anything, I just want to share the process that freed me of anxiety. Please watch my intro. video for more info! Stay positive!
Has anyone here overcame depersonalization? I've been through it about a year and it doesnt seem to go away, im afraid that it wont go away, if someone has overcame this, pls talk to me
No, God even though I believe he exists makes my depersonalization worse. Having a pre-planned future only adds to my fear of not REALLY having control over my body, is it worse to not have control over your body? Or, to not have control and believe that you do.... I just hope the God that this shit goes away.
God doesn't love is gay people, so I pray to the great gryphon and nothings helped me get rid of the constant depersonalization I've had for about 14 years.
Hi (: My name is Kenzie. Im a freshman in highschool. I first viewed your video a few months ago and I felt like I have a lot in common with you. Im currently dealing with depersonalization. I would love to talk to you about it, Ive never been able to talk to someone who has had it. My email is mcyoungmark@hotmail.com (: I totally understand if I don't hear from you. God bless you (:
lol you lost me then you started with the god shit.......god duz not exist........everlution from bacteria.............god is man made for slavery to make you do good and not evil........if he is real then Y all the waR and suffering on this planet......he must be a right cunt...
@TheTilemaster123999 suffering is from our own sin. When we turned away from God- the ultimate Good- we choose death and suffering. He is perfect and holy and that is something we see in the way He has designed us. We all have possess an inherent sense of morality- a sense of right and wrong. The only way it makes sense that that is hardwired into our brains (through every course of history) is that whoever made us was good and wanted us to be that way as well. That is how we know what is right.
@megansmile32 well if there is a god he takes the piss. im a good lad.but had sadness all my life. all that i am and what i do is good... so Y give me Depersonalization./ dyslexia / agoraphobia / color blind /anxiety disorder /and so on!
@megansmile32 I am so sorry that you tried to offer help and someone only saw one point with which they disagree. You were really top drawer for even replying to this troll and keeping their comment; I really respect that.
@TheTilemaster123999 Please kid, keep your beliefs to yourself. You give atheists a bad rep. Especially the fact that you sound like you have down syndrome.
@TheTilemaster123999 God's Love and Laws are written upon every man's heart and soul. You know it as you sit there and do your best to deny it.The wars are necessary, so he can come and claim the ultimate victory. The seed has been planted in you now, so do something good with it. ~pCe~
@PS2:all patients consider your previous life how sins u made,?the point is that God gives us sadness not to punish us but to make us good people by praying to him , and doing good things! Go to church have holy communion,and confess your sins to the priest,consider going to greek orthodox church !Dont do anymore sins in your life !HAve courage because Gods knows the pain we are going through an he wouldnt give us this pain if he knew we wouldnt have stand it,
Hello every one! i want to give my sympathy to all people who suffer from this thing ,cause i know the pain they go through cause im a patient too! And give to megan(the girl of the video ,thats her name i think), my congratsulations for doing this video to give courage to all people!
@PS:just before i tried to write as many post as i can to all similar videos to give gourage with the same way,but megan seems to have caught me :D,an also i found courage to God too,
!!WARNING!! Benzos cause DP dont take Benzos!! Ive had DP to me its not even a disorder its something that comes witth anxiety disorder its under the list in panic attacks just another reason for pharm' company's and doctors to make more money! I only feel DP when I think of it hard!!
I have very similar problems! it's really hard to deal with! I've been making a lot of changes is my life. I got a new puppy and it helped me so much! For me I'm sure drugs got me into this mess so I'm sure taking more drugs (prescriptions) especially BENZOdiazepines which are made from the same plant as Cocaine (BENZOylecgonine) a lot of people don't know that, won't get me out. As well as newer SSRI's (prozac) which have piperazines in them, related to pheneylchloropiperazine or PCP.
Second comment, not enough room in the first. Do you know what causes this though? It seems like most people on youtube (except one other guy I just watched) seem to get Anxiety from Weed but I never have smoked weed its almost like I have this for no reason.
@JCKustom13 It can be genetic and is a symptom of a lot of disorders. Bipolar, psychosis, schizophrenia, Depression, PTSD, DID, HPPD, and sometimes stands alone as the disorder. It can be set off by stress from school, work, or even people you associate with. Be vigilant and be aware of how your choices and actions affect your mental health. Even your diet could have an effect on your mind. Personally I've found that hypnotherapy, mediation, and writing in a journal have helped a lot.
@JCKustom13 well according to the video and my personal life experience,i think sometimes is our sinful lifes,and that we are far away from gods path!God gives this to us to take close to him,to follow him,an do good things from now on!And to find courage only to Him,and pray for his help
I just started experiencing Anxiety this week. I am 20 years old and its nothing like I have experienced before. One minute I am fine thinking about motocross, baseball, drag racing then I just start feeling like I am dying freaking out or I freak out that I feel like dying to end it. But then I get better later like it never happened. A few days ago after my anxiety attacks I started getting the depersonalization where I feel like nothing is real and I even question if the world or life is
im 16 and just got it 6 months ago from smoking weed. :\ its the worst. I dont think ive honestly laughed it about half a year. ever since it started. Im on 2mg abilify.. Which isnt much at all. I was wondering what would you suggest i do or take? or any other information or advice. It would mean the world. Your super sweet thanks again
Dp seems, so far, to be the ignored step child of the fairly commonly experienced neorosis by the psychiatric community. It thrives on being undetected, then once discovered/ diagnosed feeds on the fear of its own existence. Its such a parodoxical disease. Its comforting in a way, being that it technically is a defense mechanism. Like a led-based warm-blanket; something immediately comforting but ultimately harmful. Its both euphoric and hellish. Enlightening and stunting.
Thank you for the vid. Ive had DP for 2.5 years and only knew it had a term and a community for 2 months. Great to put a name to the condition. DP estranges you from yourself and reality, the torturous irony is that the condition estranges you (the sufferer) from the affliction itself. Like i said I didnt know I had Dp for 2 years. Hell is theologically understood as a reality of suffering devoid of hope. Finding a community of sufferes and potential remedies provide that hope.
Hey I'm 17 and I did suffer from dp for over a year. It was hard to look in the sky, go outside for a walk, look at people and talk, and just live a normal life. I was thinking about this today and wanted to let anyone know that they can message me if you need advise or just someone to talk to. Thanks
i need help 2 years ago i smoked weed and all i had was a redbull or two i didnt eat anything all day and after i smoked i felt like i blacked out now ever sence i feel like im in a dream for the first week after i couldint feel anything it realy felt like a dream now i can feel but i stil feel like im in a dream and have panic attacks do i have depersonalization
@zmoney348 yes that's usually how most people develop depersonalization. But do not worry because it DOES go away! Just trust in the Lord and keep yourself busy! I will be in prayer!
Lol its funny your talking about this, and for the past year you basically said everything I have been feeling, few suicide thoughts. I was scared to look at things for too long I would start to get that surreal look, and it never went away. After all the doctors and everything thinking I am crazy and stuff, my last option is God, and I have been feeling much better knowing that comforter is there for me and not to fear losing control and dying like I did before.
I had this when my thyroid was off, I am hypothyroid. It is absolutely worst feeling in the world. Get your thyroid checked. and yes Give your life to Christ.
dont know if i am experiencing derealization or not. Everything just seems fake, it is like a never ending dream. It's like i'm doing something and then I'm like, "Oh shit, why did I do that " Im only 14 and I don't think I deserve to be like this. I have never done drugs, but I try sips of wine when my mom lets me. It has only been 2 days but it just feels like I can't take. I have OCD, ADHD, My family has severe panic disorders , and some of my family has depression issues.
Hi! Thanks for the video it is giving me hope. I mean just watching this video seemed alien looking, like slooowwwww like just a weird feeling. I started having this when i withdrew from xanax. I really do hope you can message me back, as i need help, i have dr/dp 24/7 all the time, i feel like im mentally dead, like im a zombie.... Well thank you. I look forward to talking to you :-)
God has helped me too with amxiety and milder dp. I didn't even know what it was till lately. But just saying Jesus would calm me and bring me back. Until it just went away. I still have a lil anxiety and depression but the dp CAN get better. It brought me closer too:)
It's good that you have god with you. But i'd like to let you know the pills aren't going to help in the long run. Specially the clonazepam. I won't go into detail but please for your sake google Ashton protocol for clonzepam. Also good clonazepam withdrawal. It make the depersonalization worse in the long run. Wouldn't want that for you.
ALL RELIGIONS WE'RE CREATED BY THE ILLUMINATI! To control the masses!
There is only currently us and the reptillians. We we're slaves to the reptillians.. We served under them... Thats why we're so good at building and constructing.
I really try to rely on god to cure my anxiety but the problem is i cant accept belief without evidence, and since there is no proof of god the method doesnt seem to be working.... : ( can someone please show me evidence of god so i can believe in him!?
@TheBrradsullivan I Suggest you not neglect the scientific methods of medicine, which can be observed and have history with real results and tangible evidence, unlike the theoretical assertions of primitive theologists. i suggest you read the book "Darwin's origins of species" even most Christians are sensible enough to rely on modern advancements of medicine instead of sticking your head up your ass.
@TheBrradsullivan So you're an atheist that relies on the possibility of a god to cure your anxiety, with an MD in Biology? Congratulations you're a "learned idiot" ...did you by any chance graduate from the university of crack?
Acceptance in irreality. Accepting that everything is everything. the universe is made of particels of "matter". Ever y particle in your body is "only a vibration". Where do your thoughs come from? Where do my thoughts come from?! There are trillions upon trillions of cells in our brain and body. Matter..is conciousness, humans are matter, humans are the universe experinecing itself subjectively.
I smoked weed and it made me feel this way had it for about 10 months. I regret smoking, i hope it goes away. im only 12. and my life is being messed up all because of drugs...
for me i always think about bill hicks and how he said life is a dream and i also thing about the religions who train for years to feel what im going thought in a way i feel blessed but it is def scarry i have panic attacks alot
thank you so much for making this video!! i had dp for the first time in eight grade, and it truly was the scariest thing of my life, but knowing that other people have it is truly comforting that i'm not alone, and God is always with me. a few years later, and i sometimes have it on and off for a month or 2 at a time...im feeling it a bit right now, but watching this video calmed me down, and i know that God will help me through this soon once my stress from the year subsides. thanks:)
You helped me :). i wish i had a beautiful girl like you to be in my life..and reassure me that everythings okay. I have DP...and i'm experiencing it right now. I feel so out of it and like i have no control....i feel so fake and its freaky. My anxiety is flaring up right now.
I saw your video and I am working on that trouble to find solutions and I just want to say that it is really hard to live with that but you have to be positive , our brain just want to protect us and the dp dr is a production of your brain to protect you and you have to make it understand that it doesn't have to protect you anymore , just BE POSITIVE , you are not crazy and it's just a hard time in your life but you will be happy again don't worry
@KiDPM702 Try weening off the clonazepam. Take 10 then 9 then 10 then 9 until you can function on a day of just 9. Then repeat the process. I am down (again, all glory to God) to a 1/2 clonazepam every other night. Don't try and cut it cold turkey! You'll be in my prayers!
@megansmile32 thx, is good to see that there is still people in the world who look out and care for others(: i been weening myself off for a couple months now but still got a bit more to go...
@megansmile32 but the thing is when your a chirstian AND have depersonaliztion dis order even your connection with god seems fake. it's really cunfusing and stressing :/
@megansmile32 The clonazepam should be cut down 1/8th of an mg per month on a daily morning dose. in order to get off it and avoid the withdrawal symptoms from rising too much. It works.
I used to be a Christian but after 16 years of having this on top of a load of other bad stuff in my life I truly feel like God aint even there watching over me and that in order to feel better I just gotta help myself.
Religion is a great placebo for those that truly believe though.
@gsingh350 My advice would be to see a therapist that specialises in OCD and anxiety as there are currently very few that specialise in DPD. That's what I'm currently sorting out.
@SamIves85 i will try to.. every doc i'v seen so far just treats me like im over reacting or i'm an idiot lol.. they jus dont understand.. i try to find the energy from within, that's what's kept me going.. I kind of feel like a stronger person because of all of this.. as weird as it may sound, I almost enjoy this suffering.. simply because i 'CAN' !! ... With half a smile on my face lol.. i know its a weird way.. but it works for me :) .. everyone deals with problems differently i guess..
@gsingh350 After giving into it I started to look at the positive things about it and one of them was the shifting in reality I felt from day to day. It's almost like waking up as someone else or having a new drug everyday. In a way I kind of like that feeling but now I know there's a way out I'm gonna focus on that and forget any pros associated with the DPD.
@MypandaAndJenee not quite.. it feels more like u know what's happening.. what's being said by someone or even by yourself... except that feels like a realistic dream.. you just feel like you're living in a dream 24/7 ! .. its been two years i've been 'dreaming' now :(
Thank you for posting this video. I suffer from this Derealization for the past 2 weeks. At first i thought i was losing my mind or i was going crazy and i thought i was going to die. After doing research i realize that im not alone and that i can get over it. I also got closer to God and it helped me alot. Thank You again!
Solve your problems, don't drug yourself with psychiatric drugs.
Psychiatric drugs may do strange things with your behavior. They are not healing, they are just like legalized narcotics.
Also consider to verify your strong believes (religion) - you really cannot say that god is helping you, because there are no evidences for god.
Advice for you is: try to not use your imagination too much and try to not drug yourself, because chemical drugs are not good way to deal with emotions.
The only reason I'm still here is because of my trust that God is going to help with this. This has gone on for 7 years. I lose hope all the time. I can't find a doctor anywhere and that adds to the stress, I'm 19 now and I just need hope.
I just bawled through watching this. I am a Christian too and I've had dp since I was 16, when I suffered through an intense bout of depression. I'm just learning about it but I've had it for long that sometimes it's hard to grasp onto anything being truly real, especially God and life. I'm amazed to hear of another Christian who struggles with it and I'm glad to hear that the pills helped you... that gives me the courage to hopefully look into those, because I hate living this way.
Yeah, you all hear that... God blessed this girl with mental ailments so she could help other people who were similar to her. What is God to you? A mythological creature who is overlord of all existence? Some fantasy or a book with words on it? The pretentious nature of most organized religions is a sign of the derangement of a true understanding of the concept "God", which we all are in our dreams.
@MillerMan8228 Wow... how much did you use it? So ironic coming from a user named MillerMan.... beer being legal and destroying peoples lives.... only if you are not in control of your own mind can it lead to psychological disorders. The main reason people get into perma-trips on mushrooms or acid is because they don't really have good control over their consciousness to begin with. Please inquire a little deeper than just scanning the surface and concluding based on ignorance.
@pshaw951 sorry i was trying to be rude, iv smoked only probley 7 times in my life the 2nd to last time i got really scared then i was fine after i wasent high... then the last time i went into this depersonalization mode i think it only effects me sometimes because i feel like im normal right now but mabey just i have it 24/7, i might have it mildly... sorry i cant type for shit
@pshaw951 Im sorry i wasn't trying to be rude or ignorant and my last name is miller that's why its my user-name. i smoked weed probably 7 time in my life and it happened to me the last time , i think i only have it sometimes because for the most part im fine but sometimes im not. or maybe im in it 24/7 and think im normal again who knows. or i have it mildly, sorry i cant type for shit
@MillerMan8228 I didn't mean to come off arrogant either, but sometimes I get wrapped up in the moment and my sarcasm and cynicism takes the lead. I feel you though, I still smoke and occasionally I'll experience a wave of intense anxiety for the first 30 mins or so and after that it goes away. Maybe I have experienced this DP, maybe not but the fact remains that you have to break old habits to get to a new synthesis.
Where is my god? Why would i put faith in something that wouldn't prevent this in the first place? Why wouldn't I take self-responsibility? Why would your god leave you clinging to a pill?
If you have a depersonalization disorder, please add me on facebook so I can talk to you about it. I've been dying to talk to someone who's dealing with the same thing as me.
I told a few of my friends that I had this, and described it to them and they all laughed at me and called me crazy. I got it from smoking weed. I only get the panic attacks when smoking weed, but when I'm sober, I still think about it, but it doesn't scare me so much as when I'm high. It's much more tolerable when I'm sober. BTW, I smoke for medical purposes, but I will admit, I do abuse it :D Only heavy thinkers get this. You're a very smart, young girl. Thanks for sharing.
Great video. A lot of people got dp/dr from an incident with pot. I always warn people that it can happen to them- but they don't believe pot can ever be harmful in anyway.
YOU NEVER KNOW WHAT DAY YOU DECIDE TO SMOKE POT THAT A DP/DR EPISODE CAN HAPPEN. Be grateful if it is just one episode because as many of us see - a lot of people did not have one episode. It became a way of life. Why would you want to send yourself to hell?
@deprihund I don't know how you have had it for that long. I got it from weed twice. I will tell you how I got rid of it both times. Took me 4 months the first time and a couple of months the second time. There was a period between each time of 3 years. When I got rid of it there were no days that it ever came back. I did not take medication, but I did use some supplements that helped. pm me
@deprihund ...i didnt believe weed could cause panic attacks but every time i smoke it, it gives me one. its been about three times i wanted to do exposure therapy but they just got worse...oh well lol. ps "everyone gets a little DP in their life" HAHAHHA
@deprihund shut up. people like you take away other people's hope, i came out of this for a while but when reading your comment it disappointed me. I'll try and get out of this again.
From time to time i take acidophilus for a while. it helps the stomach and digestive system to settle, with the raised levels of stomach acid because of the anxiety, so you experience less anxiety .
Thank you so much for your sharing. I started having derealization/depersonalization about five months ago, and it's been off and on a living nightmare ever since. Thank you for your message and your kind advice and encouragment :)
Thank you so much for this. It is so encouraging to hear about your journey with God through this. I am hoping and praying that is how it will go for me too.
Your a very clever girl :) I experienced the depersonalization/anxiety/depression. but experienced the depersonalization only half way through 2010 and was a different feeling i was not aware of because i knew how to handle depression and anxiety.
I believe in hope and believe in your belief system. You will find yourself!
You are very smart and helpful girl :) but I don't belive in God, sorry... :) I have depersonalization something about 1mounth... this is terrible feeling... Everything in my life are not the same, as usually... I feel something like my personality dosen't exist... like I born today and have new brain or something... that is terrible... but i don't give up (sorry for my bad anglish, i'm from poland)
Dear people who read this. I know what you feel. I can help. I'm here to help cuz i went thru this and i've transformed myself thanks to this, and i'm here to show you that it is ultimately here in your experience as a profound lesson to benefit from in any possible way -to change, to grow, to strengthen, to discover more of who you are, to reconnect to your true selves/God/universe/source, to expand your awareness and to transform your lives into heaven on earth,to feel the magic & joy of life.
gosh i have dp and depression and thats just a double whammy but will giving faith to god really help me out on this? id like to believe so but it seems like its not always enough
Thank you for this great video. I have had this for 2 years now and it scares me to death. And everything you said was right on target. Thank you for the hope!
@HugoGoulding actually lsd helpd tremendously with my dp. i have not had a single thought about it since i did acid. it made me realise that it was all in my head and i had the power to change. so NO IM not the biggest idiot in the world. SO fuck you.
@ronaldinho12345678 aha wow dude i did alot of ecstacy and i got dp then i did lsd tht helped alot but when i did dmt and made me realize tht dp definitly has something to do with the dmt in ur brain being off
ive suffered from dp and dr for a year now and struggled on and off with it. i seriously found it impossible to accept that there wasnt any reason for me to suffer. i questioned god at times where i felt helpless and alone. ive been to a number of therapists and a lot of times i would think im over it. but it would just come back after time.. your the only real positive help i have found. like light shining in a dark cave where i am lost. i almost cried watching this. thank you so much.godbless
after years i have finally found what this is called. I always though i was insane. I hardly get the severe version of this but lately i been getting the lesser version and i dont know what to do. I feel fatigued and a little disoriented
that all of use posess, and activate your pineal gland..feel the way you are suppost to feel, with your heart and soul. the world these days is not appreciated like it should...technology and everything else has corrupted us and moved us farther away from true love and ourselves. the activation of your pineal gland and being conscious of everything will FREE YOU. PLS listen tou me. believe in what im telling you and indulge in what iv told you..i have experienced it and wish to spread it :)
hello pls hear me.... i suffered from this and it still happens but i have overcome it. i have realized that this is actually a gift..the detatchment from ones self is the basic principle of enlightenment or killing the ego, living in the here and now etc. i STRONGLY suggest that you start participating in meditation. you see meditation is the abloishment of all thought...these "thoughts" are your ego..these thoughts are an illusion created by ones self..learn to harness the supercomputer
hey megan, thank you for your video- I am currently suffering with DP and found your faith and connection with god very inspiring. I too am a believer and pray that god will heal me. x
exactly what I'm going through
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Panic attacks, loss of appetite, the feeling of living life outside your body,the feeling of living in a dream, continuous negative thoughts, troubling and obsessive thoughts, excessive stress and worry, trouble sleeping. You are not alone. There are many others who have these experiences. I USE TO, but NO longer have them. I found what worked. I am NOT SELLING anything, I just want to share the process that freed me of anxiety. Please watch my intro. video for more info! Stay positive!
Tunein2TLCTV 1 week ago
thanks a million for this!!! so relieved.. hope I get out of it completely... is it possible? Ur such an inspiration! just subbed!
justaksh 1 week ago
you described derealization and depersonalization well, it is very wierd. I am a sufferer, as well.
TheDanny282 2 weeks ago
hey can you tell me plz how mush time you take befaure you feel good ???
yasseros019 2 weeks ago
thank you sister
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Has anyone here overcame depersonalization? I've been through it about a year and it doesnt seem to go away, im afraid that it wont go away, if someone has overcame this, pls talk to me
DauntlessPT 3 weeks ago
No, God even though I believe he exists makes my depersonalization worse. Having a pre-planned future only adds to my fear of not REALLY having control over my body, is it worse to not have control over your body? Or, to not have control and believe that you do.... I just hope the God that this shit goes away.
HMGen14 4 weeks ago
God doesn't love is gay people, so I pray to the great gryphon and nothings helped me get rid of the constant depersonalization I've had for about 14 years.
Myranx 1 month ago
I'm currently going through this i have been for almost 2 months. Glad to know there IS hope. (:
RavenTheDandyGhost 1 month ago
Hi (: My name is Kenzie. Im a freshman in highschool. I first viewed your video a few months ago and I felt like I have a lot in common with you. Im currently dealing with depersonalization. I would love to talk to you about it, Ive never been able to talk to someone who has had it. My email is mcyoungmark@hotmail.com (: I totally understand if I don't hear from you. God bless you (:
KenzieYoungmark 1 month ago
if god is real than why do i have dp in the first place? this sounds like schizophrenia
RzaChess 1 month ago
lol you lost me then you started with the god shit.......god duz not exist........everlution from bacteria.............god is man made for slavery to make you do good and not evil........if he is real then Y all the waR and suffering on this planet......he must be a right cunt...
TheTilemaster123999 1 month ago
@TheTilemaster123999 suffering is from our own sin. When we turned away from God- the ultimate Good- we choose death and suffering. He is perfect and holy and that is something we see in the way He has designed us. We all have possess an inherent sense of morality- a sense of right and wrong. The only way it makes sense that that is hardwired into our brains (through every course of history) is that whoever made us was good and wanted us to be that way as well. That is how we know what is right.
megansmile32 1 month ago
@megansmile32 well if there is a god he takes the piss. im a good lad.but had sadness all my life. all that i am and what i do is good... so Y give me Depersonalization./ dyslexia / agoraphobia / color blind /anxiety disorder /and so on!
TheTilemaster123999 1 month ago
@megansmile32 I am so sorry that you tried to offer help and someone only saw one point with which they disagree. You were really top drawer for even replying to this troll and keeping their comment; I really respect that.
SunshineLoliepop 3 days ago
@TheTilemaster123999 Please kid, keep your beliefs to yourself. You give atheists a bad rep. Especially the fact that you sound like you have down syndrome.
sebastianfel 1 month ago
@TheTilemaster123999 God's Love and Laws are written upon every man's heart and soul. You know it as you sit there and do your best to deny it.The wars are necessary, so he can come and claim the ultimate victory. The seed has been planted in you now, so do something good with it. ~pCe~
MyTbradley 1 month ago
@TheTilemaster123999 you should learn how to spell and use proper grammar
n9athan 3 weeks ago
@n9athan im dyslexic. so fuck you.
TheTilemaster123999 3 weeks ago
@TheTilemaster123999 LOOOOOOL
n9athan 3 weeks ago
@TheTilemaster123999 who the hell do you think you are?
TheDanny282 2 weeks ago
@TheTilemaster123999 actually suffering comes because people like YOU exist.
MarshallLawism 1 week ago
You're so pretty and sweet. This video is really convincing me to start putting my faith in god to get over this horrible disorder.
AnthonyGodDamnRuiz 1 month ago
does anyone have this shaking/tremor feeling that goes on when they go to sleep at night?
MrBrooklyn4lyfe 1 month ago
he knew that we would have the power to stand it with his help!
Have cougare and believe in God,and leave behind our sinfull life!
impastyle 1 month ago
@PS2:all patients consider your previous life how sins u made,?the point is that God gives us sadness not to punish us but to make us good people by praying to him , and doing good things! Go to church have holy communion,and confess your sins to the priest,consider going to greek orthodox church !Dont do anymore sins in your life !HAve courage because Gods knows the pain we are going through an he wouldnt give us this pain if he knew we wouldnt have stand it,
impastyle 1 month ago
by reading bible and books of the life of the saints,
impastyle 1 month ago
Hello every one! i want to give my sympathy to all people who suffer from this thing ,cause i know the pain they go through cause im a patient too! And give to megan(the girl of the video ,thats her name i think), my congratsulations for doing this video to give courage to all people!
@PS:just before i tried to write as many post as i can to all similar videos to give gourage with the same way,but megan seems to have caught me :D,an also i found courage to God too,
impastyle 1 month ago
I'm really not sure pharmaceuticals are the answer. It was SSRIs which set this off for me, especially the cessation of these drugs..
ryguy86 2 months ago in playlist Depersonalization and derealization
!!WARNING!! Benzos cause DP dont take Benzos!! Ive had DP to me its not even a disorder its something that comes witth anxiety disorder its under the list in panic attacks just another reason for pharm' company's and doctors to make more money! I only feel DP when I think of it hard!!
404040c 2 months ago
does it ever completely go away? anyone? I have it at a very subtle level.
LIGHTRONIX 2 months ago
I have very similar problems! it's really hard to deal with! I've been making a lot of changes is my life. I got a new puppy and it helped me so much! For me I'm sure drugs got me into this mess so I'm sure taking more drugs (prescriptions) especially BENZOdiazepines which are made from the same plant as Cocaine (BENZOylecgonine) a lot of people don't know that, won't get me out. As well as newer SSRI's (prozac) which have piperazines in them, related to pheneylchloropiperazine or PCP.
Mr420Panda 2 months ago
Second comment, not enough room in the first. Do you know what causes this though? It seems like most people on youtube (except one other guy I just watched) seem to get Anxiety from Weed but I never have smoked weed its almost like I have this for no reason.
JCKustom13 2 months ago
@JCKustom13 It can be genetic and is a symptom of a lot of disorders. Bipolar, psychosis, schizophrenia, Depression, PTSD, DID, HPPD, and sometimes stands alone as the disorder. It can be set off by stress from school, work, or even people you associate with. Be vigilant and be aware of how your choices and actions affect your mental health. Even your diet could have an effect on your mind. Personally I've found that hypnotherapy, mediation, and writing in a journal have helped a lot.
Mr420Panda 2 months ago
@JCKustom13 well according to the video and my personal life experience,i think sometimes is our sinful lifes,and that we are far away from gods path!God gives this to us to take close to him,to follow him,an do good things from now on!And to find courage only to Him,and pray for his help
impastyle 1 month ago
I just started experiencing Anxiety this week. I am 20 years old and its nothing like I have experienced before. One minute I am fine thinking about motocross, baseball, drag racing then I just start feeling like I am dying freaking out or I freak out that I feel like dying to end it. But then I get better later like it never happened. A few days ago after my anxiety attacks I started getting the depersonalization where I feel like nothing is real and I even question if the world or life is
JCKustom13 2 months ago
21-technique helps so much i barely have it now it feels so good.
kisean4123 3 months ago
urr perrrty
mellamosean 3 months ago
God didnt cure you, you cured yourself. x
NoSurrender92 3 months ago
@NoSurrender92 God helped her cure herself don't question peoples faith it's rude and pointless
Mr420Panda 2 months ago
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NoSurrender92 3 months ago
I really feel for you. You seem like a very sweet person. My best wishes to you.
quartercherries 3 months ago
Your beautiful, and smart. I know my father will heal you have faith.
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Kingyeshuaswitness 3 months ago
im 16 and just got it 6 months ago from smoking weed. :\ its the worst. I dont think ive honestly laughed it about half a year. ever since it started. Im on 2mg abilify.. Which isnt much at all. I was wondering what would you suggest i do or take? or any other information or advice. It would mean the world. Your super sweet thanks again
mitchellzastey 3 months ago
Dp seems, so far, to be the ignored step child of the fairly commonly experienced neorosis by the psychiatric community. It thrives on being undetected, then once discovered/ diagnosed feeds on the fear of its own existence. Its such a parodoxical disease. Its comforting in a way, being that it technically is a defense mechanism. Like a led-based warm-blanket; something immediately comforting but ultimately harmful. Its both euphoric and hellish. Enlightening and stunting.
Keatrocity 3 months ago
Thank you for the vid. Ive had DP for 2.5 years and only knew it had a term and a community for 2 months. Great to put a name to the condition. DP estranges you from yourself and reality, the torturous irony is that the condition estranges you (the sufferer) from the affliction itself. Like i said I didnt know I had Dp for 2 years. Hell is theologically understood as a reality of suffering devoid of hope. Finding a community of sufferes and potential remedies provide that hope.
Keatrocity 3 months ago
Hey I'm 17 and I did suffer from dp for over a year. It was hard to look in the sky, go outside for a walk, look at people and talk, and just live a normal life. I was thinking about this today and wanted to let anyone know that they can message me if you need advise or just someone to talk to. Thanks
mymaile94 3 months ago
i feel the exact same way i feel like dying! thank you so much for this! :'(
nngria 4 months ago
@nngria Do not worry! Just pray and God will make everything right in His timing!
megansmile32 3 months ago
i need help 2 years ago i smoked weed and all i had was a redbull or two i didnt eat anything all day and after i smoked i felt like i blacked out now ever sence i feel like im in a dream for the first week after i couldint feel anything it realy felt like a dream now i can feel but i stil feel like im in a dream and have panic attacks do i have depersonalization
zmoney348 4 months ago
@zmoney348 yes that's usually how most people develop depersonalization. But do not worry because it DOES go away! Just trust in the Lord and keep yourself busy! I will be in prayer!
megansmile32 3 months ago
U crazy beach
SakaBoyy 4 months ago
honestly, who has it dont even have courage to make out a video lol u r officially cured
rockisbetter 4 months ago
lol i like her shes abit off her rocker lol
01Zenaku01 4 months ago
Lol its funny your talking about this, and for the past year you basically said everything I have been feeling, few suicide thoughts. I was scared to look at things for too long I would start to get that surreal look, and it never went away. After all the doctors and everything thinking I am crazy and stuff, my last option is God, and I have been feeling much better knowing that comforter is there for me and not to fear losing control and dying like I did before.
theuropean 4 months ago
I had this when my thyroid was off, I am hypothyroid. It is absolutely worst feeling in the world. Get your thyroid checked. and yes Give your life to Christ.
theuropean 4 months ago
dont know if i am experiencing derealization or not. Everything just seems fake, it is like a never ending dream. It's like i'm doing something and then I'm like, "Oh shit, why did I do that " Im only 14 and I don't think I deserve to be like this. I have never done drugs, but I try sips of wine when my mom lets me. It has only been 2 days but it just feels like I can't take. I have OCD, ADHD, My family has severe panic disorders , and some of my family has depression issues.
ashleyashleyishot 4 months ago
ur really cute...i watch ur video everytime i have attCKS...GIVES ME COMFORT
digitalAV1111 4 months ago
I forgot to mention, i have ALOT of memory lost/concentration!!!
FunkyMexicanBassist 4 months ago
Hi! Thanks for the video it is giving me hope. I mean just watching this video seemed alien looking, like slooowwwww like just a weird feeling. I started having this when i withdrew from xanax. I really do hope you can message me back, as i need help, i have dr/dp 24/7 all the time, i feel like im mentally dead, like im a zombie.... Well thank you. I look forward to talking to you :-)
FunkyMexicanBassist 4 months ago
Amazing!
roodolfoc 4 months ago
God has helped me too with amxiety and milder dp. I didn't even know what it was till lately. But just saying Jesus would calm me and bring me back. Until it just went away. I still have a lil anxiety and depression but the dp CAN get better. It brought me closer too:)
Angel28luv 5 months ago
It's good that you have god with you. But i'd like to let you know the pills aren't going to help in the long run. Specially the clonazepam. I won't go into detail but please for your sake google Ashton protocol for clonzepam. Also good clonazepam withdrawal. It make the depersonalization worse in the long run. Wouldn't want that for you.
mrbratsch 5 months ago
It sucks cause no one knows how it feels only the person that has it like me sometimes it feels like im crazy
bonezmartinez 5 months ago
No no no no NO!
ALL RELIGIONS WE'RE CREATED BY THE ILLUMINATI! To control the masses!
There is only currently us and the reptillians. We we're slaves to the reptillians.. We served under them... Thats why we're so good at building and constructing.
Research.
nextinline777 6 months ago
@nextinline777 total bullshit
jungledrumnbass4ever 5 months ago
@nextinline777 REALLY?! OMFGFTW!!!!!!!!?????? I CANT BELIVE IT!!! NOOOOOO! shut up lol.
hamoan66boi 5 months ago
I really try to rely on god to cure my anxiety but the problem is i cant accept belief without evidence, and since there is no proof of god the method doesnt seem to be working.... : ( can someone please show me evidence of god so i can believe in him!?
TheBrradsullivan 7 months ago
@TheBrradsullivan I Suggest you not neglect the scientific methods of medicine, which can be observed and have history with real results and tangible evidence, unlike the theoretical assertions of primitive theologists. i suggest you read the book "Darwin's origins of species" even most Christians are sensible enough to rely on modern advancements of medicine instead of sticking your head up your ass.
marleycake 7 months ago
@marleycake ....? im atheist and i have a masters in biology
TheBrradsullivan 7 months ago
@TheBrradsullivan So you're an atheist that relies on the possibility of a god to cure your anxiety, with an MD in Biology? Congratulations you're a "learned idiot" ...did you by any chance graduate from the university of crack?
marleycake 7 months ago
@marleycake ...no the university of toronto, i posted the comment to engage the host in friendly conversation
TheBrradsullivan 7 months ago
Thank you so much. <3
misfitdoll23 7 months ago
HI there... the key is acceptance...
Acceptance in irreality. Accepting that everything is everything. the universe is made of particels of "matter". Ever y particle in your body is "only a vibration". Where do your thoughs come from? Where do my thoughts come from?! There are trillions upon trillions of cells in our brain and body. Matter..is conciousness, humans are matter, humans are the universe experinecing itself subjectively.
but hey, am a docter nat a physicist!! heh
Jordainio 7 months ago
Your very lovely
YahIDontKnow 7 months ago
Thank you darling for sharing :) you are brave, but i am here with you as are millions of others :)
thelastlaugh2010 7 months ago
every time i have a really off week i watch this video and it helps so much. thank you so much, and i thank God so much<333
chemicallyinlove1 8 months ago
I smoked weed and it made me feel this way had it for about 10 months. I regret smoking, i hope it goes away. im only 12. and my life is being messed up all because of drugs...
XAznSkaterX 8 months ago
I have had derealization and an anxiety disorder for two years I'm tired of it.
wcdfilms 8 months ago
for me i always think about bill hicks and how he said life is a dream and i also thing about the religions who train for years to feel what im going thought in a way i feel blessed but it is def scarry i have panic attacks alot
specialchannel 9 months ago
I have this too, it's horrible. I don't know what to do.
shawnme08 9 months ago in playlist July_2010
thank you so much for making this video!! i had dp for the first time in eight grade, and it truly was the scariest thing of my life, but knowing that other people have it is truly comforting that i'm not alone, and God is always with me. a few years later, and i sometimes have it on and off for a month or 2 at a time...im feeling it a bit right now, but watching this video calmed me down, and i know that God will help me through this soon once my stress from the year subsides. thanks:)
chemicallyinlove1 9 months ago 8
You helped me :). i wish i had a beautiful girl like you to be in my life..and reassure me that everythings okay. I have DP...and i'm experiencing it right now. I feel so out of it and like i have no control....i feel so fake and its freaky. My anxiety is flaring up right now.
thank you for your help.
-matt
narutofanman89 9 months ago
Do you have a facebook? I'm 19 and have this too, I'd love to talk to you about it. It really sucks :/
LockSworn 10 months ago
I saw your video and I am working on that trouble to find solutions and I just want to say that it is really hard to live with that but you have to be positive , our brain just want to protect us and the dp dr is a production of your brain to protect you and you have to make it understand that it doesn't have to protect you anymore , just BE POSITIVE , you are not crazy and it's just a hard time in your life but you will be happy again don't worry
Ps : you are a beautiful girl :)
neverland771 10 months ago
i have dp and btw i became addicted to clonazepam i started taking up to 10 a day the withdrawls are hell on earth...
KiDPM702 10 months ago
@KiDPM702 Try weening off the clonazepam. Take 10 then 9 then 10 then 9 until you can function on a day of just 9. Then repeat the process. I am down (again, all glory to God) to a 1/2 clonazepam every other night. Don't try and cut it cold turkey! You'll be in my prayers!
megansmile32 10 months ago
@megansmile32 thx, is good to see that there is still people in the world who look out and care for others(: i been weening myself off for a couple months now but still got a bit more to go...
KiDPM702 10 months ago
@megansmile32 did u say u were taking tablets for scizphorena? i just wanted to know which is worse.
owkun99 8 months ago
@megansmile32 but the thing is when your a chirstian AND have depersonaliztion dis order even your connection with god seems fake. it's really cunfusing and stressing :/
gotthkid2 7 months ago
@megansmile32 The clonazepam should be cut down 1/8th of an mg per month on a daily morning dose. in order to get off it and avoid the withdrawal symptoms from rising too much. It works.
mrbratsch 5 months ago
Do you still suffer with DPD?
I used to be a Christian but after 16 years of having this on top of a load of other bad stuff in my life I truly feel like God aint even there watching over me and that in order to feel better I just gotta help myself.
Religion is a great placebo for those that truly believe though.
SamIves85 10 months ago
@SamIves85 thats how i feel too
SandraLinn95 10 months ago
@SamIves85 16 years ? oh my.. and here's me complaining about two !!
gsingh350 9 months ago
@gsingh350 My advice would be to see a therapist that specialises in OCD and anxiety as there are currently very few that specialise in DPD. That's what I'm currently sorting out.
SamIves85 9 months ago
@SamIves85 i will try to.. every doc i'v seen so far just treats me like im over reacting or i'm an idiot lol.. they jus dont understand.. i try to find the energy from within, that's what's kept me going.. I kind of feel like a stronger person because of all of this.. as weird as it may sound, I almost enjoy this suffering.. simply because i 'CAN' !! ... With half a smile on my face lol.. i know its a weird way.. but it works for me :) .. everyone deals with problems differently i guess..
gsingh350 9 months ago
@gsingh350 After giving into it I started to look at the positive things about it and one of them was the shifting in reality I felt from day to day. It's almost like waking up as someone else or having a new drug everyday. In a way I kind of like that feeling but now I know there's a way out I'm gonna focus on that and forget any pros associated with the DPD.
SamIves85 9 months ago
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@SamIves85 16 years ? oh my.. and here's me complaining about two !!
gsingh350 9 months ago
Just a quick question, how did you go about talking to your parents about this?
hannahbanna93 11 months ago
OMG I have this same thing! I think due to Smoking Marijuana! I hate this so much. Thanks for posting!
DanLee492 11 months ago
Thanks for uploading this video.
thelostcollection 11 months ago
After you said somthing to someome or talked, would it feel like you never even said anything? Like it never even happened? o.o
MypandaAndJenee 11 months ago 16
@MypandaAndJenee not quite.. it feels more like u know what's happening.. what's being said by someone or even by yourself... except that feels like a realistic dream.. you just feel like you're living in a dream 24/7 ! .. its been two years i've been 'dreaming' now :(
gsingh350 9 months ago
@MypandaAndJenee Yes I have it and I feel that too.
wcdfilms 8 months ago
@MypandaAndJenee yes! that's the feeling!
megansmile32 4 months ago
Thank you for posting this video. I suffer from this Derealization for the past 2 weeks. At first i thought i was losing my mind or i was going crazy and i thought i was going to die. After doing research i realize that im not alone and that i can get over it. I also got closer to God and it helped me alot. Thank You again!
kill2beborn 11 months ago
I got it after I moved to a different state and it wont go away:/
Ravingmouse1 11 months ago
i only get these sensations when i go places, especially places ive never been before is that still the same
Whozixane 1 year ago
i'm southern baptist but any church reppin' Jesus is awesome (:
megansmile32 1 year ago
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L33thalLee 8 months ago
Definitely not Mormon. haha I talk funny when I'm recording stuff. I don't know why haha
megansmile32 1 year ago
this girls sounds mormon.. i can tell by the way she talks
kevangreen18 1 year ago
wow your cute, i have the too problem no joke really.
jerbar120 1 year ago
Girl!
Solve your problems, don't drug yourself with psychiatric drugs.
Psychiatric drugs may do strange things with your behavior. They are not healing, they are just like legalized narcotics.
Also consider to verify your strong believes (religion) - you really cannot say that god is helping you, because there are no evidences for god.
Advice for you is: try to not use your imagination too much and try to not drug yourself, because chemical drugs are not good way to deal with emotions.
DawidWarsaw 1 year ago
The only reason I'm still here is because of my trust that God is going to help with this. This has gone on for 7 years. I lose hope all the time. I can't find a doctor anywhere and that adds to the stress, I'm 19 now and I just need hope.
BlueDevilPride11991 1 year ago
ORANGOTANG FOOT
wbysniper 1 year ago
I just bawled through watching this. I am a Christian too and I've had dp since I was 16, when I suffered through an intense bout of depression. I'm just learning about it but I've had it for long that sometimes it's hard to grasp onto anything being truly real, especially God and life. I'm amazed to hear of another Christian who struggles with it and I'm glad to hear that the pills helped you... that gives me the courage to hopefully look into those, because I hate living this way.
StephtheStar08 1 year ago
Yeah, you all hear that... God blessed this girl with mental ailments so she could help other people who were similar to her. What is God to you? A mythological creature who is overlord of all existence? Some fantasy or a book with words on it? The pretentious nature of most organized religions is a sign of the derangement of a true understanding of the concept "God", which we all are in our dreams.
pshaw951 1 year ago
I GOT IT FROM MARIJUANA, know do you all see why its illigal.....
MillerMan8228 1 year ago
@MillerMan8228 Wow... how much did you use it? So ironic coming from a user named MillerMan.... beer being legal and destroying peoples lives.... only if you are not in control of your own mind can it lead to psychological disorders. The main reason people get into perma-trips on mushrooms or acid is because they don't really have good control over their consciousness to begin with. Please inquire a little deeper than just scanning the surface and concluding based on ignorance.
pshaw951 1 year ago
@pshaw951 sorry i was trying to be rude, iv smoked only probley 7 times in my life the 2nd to last time i got really scared then i was fine after i wasent high... then the last time i went into this depersonalization mode i think it only effects me sometimes because i feel like im normal right now but mabey just i have it 24/7, i might have it mildly... sorry i cant type for shit
MillerMan8228 1 year ago
@pshaw951 Im sorry i wasn't trying to be rude or ignorant and my last name is miller that's why its my user-name. i smoked weed probably 7 time in my life and it happened to me the last time , i think i only have it sometimes because for the most part im fine but sometimes im not. or maybe im in it 24/7 and think im normal again who knows. or i have it mildly, sorry i cant type for shit
MillerMan8228 1 year ago
@MillerMan8228 I didn't mean to come off arrogant either, but sometimes I get wrapped up in the moment and my sarcasm and cynicism takes the lead. I feel you though, I still smoke and occasionally I'll experience a wave of intense anxiety for the first 30 mins or so and after that it goes away. Maybe I have experienced this DP, maybe not but the fact remains that you have to break old habits to get to a new synthesis.
pshaw951 1 year ago
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Where is my god? Why would i put faith in something that wouldn't prevent this in the first place? Why wouldn't I take self-responsibility? Why would your god leave you clinging to a pill?
WhereIsMyGod 1 year ago
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WhereIsMyGod 1 year ago
To all of you commenting on this -
If you have a depersonalization disorder, please add me on facebook so I can talk to you about it. I've been dying to talk to someone who's dealing with the same thing as me.
Search me and add me, my name is Tori Guilder.
Please and thank you.
toritouchedme 1 year ago
@toritouchedme i sent the request.
MARILYNR0SS 1 year ago
Oh, wait... you're a Christian? C'mon, you're smarter than that!
IstillOwnAvcr 1 year ago
@IstillOwnAvcr: Once she said those words, that exact thought came through my head...
arcticserpent 1 year ago
I told a few of my friends that I had this, and described it to them and they all laughed at me and called me crazy. I got it from smoking weed. I only get the panic attacks when smoking weed, but when I'm sober, I still think about it, but it doesn't scare me so much as when I'm high. It's much more tolerable when I'm sober. BTW, I smoke for medical purposes, but I will admit, I do abuse it :D Only heavy thinkers get this. You're a very smart, young girl. Thanks for sharing.
IstillOwnAvcr 1 year ago
Great video. A lot of people got dp/dr from an incident with pot. I always warn people that it can happen to them- but they don't believe pot can ever be harmful in anyway.
YOU NEVER KNOW WHAT DAY YOU DECIDE TO SMOKE POT THAT A DP/DR EPISODE CAN HAPPEN. Be grateful if it is just one episode because as many of us see - a lot of people did not have one episode. It became a way of life. Why would you want to send yourself to hell?
THEGRINNINGDOGGY 1 year ago
Im trying to stay positive but man it's getting hard. I smoked weed and it made it 100x worse. I have faith in God. Don't smoke weed.
Calizactive187 1 year ago 3
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deprihund 1 year ago 14
@deprihund wow.. 4 years ?.. it's been just two years for me now.. its total hell..
gsingh350 9 months ago
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L33thalLee 8 months ago
@deprihund I don't know how you have had it for that long. I got it from weed twice. I will tell you how I got rid of it both times. Took me 4 months the first time and a couple of months the second time. There was a period between each time of 3 years. When I got rid of it there were no days that it ever came back. I did not take medication, but I did use some supplements that helped. pm me
guitarobsessed85 7 months ago
@deprihund ...i didnt believe weed could cause panic attacks but every time i smoke it, it gives me one. its been about three times i wanted to do exposure therapy but they just got worse...oh well lol. ps "everyone gets a little DP in their life" HAHAHHA
TheBrradsullivan 7 months ago
@deprihund shut up. people like you take away other people's hope, i came out of this for a while but when reading your comment it disappointed me. I'll try and get out of this again.
ushmo10 7 months ago
From time to time i take acidophilus for a while. it helps the stomach and digestive system to settle, with the raised levels of stomach acid because of the anxiety, so you experience less anxiety .
peace
higheriam 1 year ago
you are so sweet I really like you. wish I had a friend like you =)
nightgangl7 1 year ago
Thank you so much for your sharing. I started having derealization/depersonalization about five months ago, and it's been off and on a living nightmare ever since. Thank you for your message and your kind advice and encouragment :)
winonamajick 1 year ago
Thank you so much for this. It is so encouraging to hear about your journey with God through this. I am hoping and praying that is how it will go for me too.
aliasaddiction 1 year ago
I will be seeing the doctor about my bipolar and dp and rp.... Thank you for giving me hope....
DreamingAlive1 1 year ago
Your a very clever girl :) I experienced the depersonalization/anxiety/depression. but experienced the depersonalization only half way through 2010 and was a different feeling i was not aware of because i knew how to handle depression and anxiety.
I believe in hope and believe in your belief system. You will find yourself!
Thank you for your touching video.
Matt
Fractal80Y 1 year ago
It sounds more like pure ocd. Look it up becasue i have pure o and derealization + depression. So check that out too;
Guitarstring187 1 year ago
You are very smart and helpful girl :) but I don't belive in God, sorry... :) I have depersonalization something about 1mounth... this is terrible feeling... Everything in my life are not the same, as usually... I feel something like my personality dosen't exist... like I born today and have new brain or something... that is terrible... but i don't give up (sorry for my bad anglish, i'm from poland)
ILoveSummerParadise 1 year ago
@ILoveSummerParadise Wow having DP without believing it god must be a Trip for you!
Everything is Consciousness and the Consciousness of Everything is God.
It helps me a lot to be aware of that.
Makes me feel I am Closer to God, that I have more Higgs Bosons if you want to be scientific.
moosecolony 1 year ago
Very nice smile)))
nir8vana 1 year ago
Dear people who read this. I know what you feel. I can help. I'm here to help cuz i went thru this and i've transformed myself thanks to this, and i'm here to show you that it is ultimately here in your experience as a profound lesson to benefit from in any possible way -to change, to grow, to strengthen, to discover more of who you are, to reconnect to your true selves/God/universe/source, to expand your awareness and to transform your lives into heaven on earth,to feel the magic & joy of life.
HappySkyDiver33 1 year ago
gosh i have dp and depression and thats just a double whammy but will giving faith to god really help me out on this? id like to believe so but it seems like its not always enough
conscript93 1 year ago
Do you realize how bright and articulate you are? I do hope you realize, cause it definatly shows.
lesliewoodson 1 year ago
This happends to me all of the time but i just learned to live with it
skatex95 1 year ago
Thank you for this great video. I have had this for 2 years now and it scares me to death. And everything you said was right on target. Thank you for the hope!
agrandentrance 1 year ago
i think i should stop weed, and perhaps not do lsd again
ronaldinho12345678 1 year ago
@ronaldinho12345678 you're the biggest idiot in the world
HugoGoulding 1 year ago
@HugoGoulding actually lsd helpd tremendously with my dp. i have not had a single thought about it since i did acid. it made me realise that it was all in my head and i had the power to change. so NO IM not the biggest idiot in the world. SO fuck you.
ronaldinho12345678 1 year ago
@ronaldinho12345678 aha wow dude i did alot of ecstacy and i got dp then i did lsd tht helped alot but when i did dmt and made me realize tht dp definitly has something to do with the dmt in ur brain being off
jerodt9 1 year ago
ive suffered from dp and dr for a year now and struggled on and off with it. i seriously found it impossible to accept that there wasnt any reason for me to suffer. i questioned god at times where i felt helpless and alone. ive been to a number of therapists and a lot of times i would think im over it. but it would just come back after time.. your the only real positive help i have found. like light shining in a dark cave where i am lost. i almost cried watching this. thank you so much.godbless
guitarmatt94 1 year ago 2
after years i have finally found what this is called. I always though i was insane. I hardly get the severe version of this but lately i been getting the lesser version and i dont know what to do. I feel fatigued and a little disoriented
HomicidalDavid 1 year ago
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that all of use posess, and activate your pineal gland..feel the way you are suppost to feel, with your heart and soul. the world these days is not appreciated like it should...technology and everything else has corrupted us and moved us farther away from true love and ourselves. the activation of your pineal gland and being conscious of everything will FREE YOU. PLS listen tou me. believe in what im telling you and indulge in what iv told you..i have experienced it and wish to spread it :)
ExplosiveNutSack 1 year ago
hello pls hear me.... i suffered from this and it still happens but i have overcome it. i have realized that this is actually a gift..the detatchment from ones self is the basic principle of enlightenment or killing the ego, living in the here and now etc. i STRONGLY suggest that you start participating in meditation. you see meditation is the abloishment of all thought...these "thoughts" are your ego..these thoughts are an illusion created by ones self..learn to harness the supercomputer
ExplosiveNutSack 1 year ago
THanks!! I have a sister im trying to help with this disorder, GOD IS THE KEY!!
turnereric333 1 year ago
hey megan, thank you for your video- I am currently suffering with DP and found your faith and connection with god very inspiring. I too am a believer and pray that god will heal me. x
crissiesmile 1 year ago
i like the way u explain this. i always had trouble putting it into words. ur video made me hopeful. thank you
kosuna90 1 year ago
You're beautiful. I'm glad you're feeling better, I can relate to everything you said. Keep the faith and God bless.
guitarszzz 1 year ago
found caffine was a big no no too, thanks for the vid.
Coops025 1 year ago