I've been in recovery for about 6 months now. I spent those 6 months still trying to lose weight. It worked for a little bit, but then I lost weight and ended up back where I started. Y'know, anorexia wasn't worth it. I lost so much... so many people and things. And a lot of time. I barely remember anything that went on in my life for the past year. It's all a blur.... I was too focused on food and weight. And now I'm fighting for recovery the same way I fought for relapse.
Because of anorexia my life is shit and I have medical issues including a hyperactive thyroid which will probably get worse. All of the shit it tells you is false.
DONT READ THIS CAUSE IT ACTUALLY WORKS. YOU WILL GET KISSED ON THE NEAREST POSSIBLE FRIDAY BY THE LOVE OF YOUR LIFE. TOMORROW WILL BE THE BEST DAY OF YOUR LIFE. HOWEVER IF YOU DO NOT POST THIS COMMENT TO AT LEAST 3 VIDEOS YOU WILL DIE WITHIN 2 DAYS. NOW UV STARTED READING THIS SO DUNT STOP. THIS IS SO SCARY. PUT THIS ON AT LEAST 5 VIDEOS IN 143 MINUTES WHEN UR DONE PRESS F6 AND UR LOVERS NAME WILL APPEAR ON THE SCREEN IN BIG LETTERS.
@OddsandEndsGirl Yes, you do need to eat. It doesn't matter what your weight is. Starving yourself is a really great way to develop malnutrition, thyroid problems, kidney problems, a messed up metabolism and heart problems - to name a few. Starvation also leads to severe depression, severe anxiety and obsessive thoughts. Anorexia is not a diet, it's a mental illness triggered by multiple factors and it is hell, ir ruins lives and it takes lives. I wouldn't wish it upon anyone.
@OddsandEndsGirl {no offence intended im just blunt }well alot of girls started at 200lbs the differnts is we actully stopped till we went down and just arnt done yet. everything in moderation or else ull get sick and pass out if ur gonna do it. do it right.my advice is step on the scale.and cry. then get motivated. and eat healthy and exercise. or excersie and not eat at all. might do better with the first but the second worked fast and better for me just sayn. just gotta know when to stop.
@OddsandEndsGirl The point should never have been division of anybody according to weight, but unification against the way we FEEL when we try to shove ourselves into a perfect little mold made up for an over sexed and delusional world that is always changing and never satisfied with the inside of a person instead of their looks. Rather than being hateful, realize that some of them may have started out just like you, and see the result. Try using the way you feel to connect, not alienate.
Byron Katie has a way to examine the painful Universal Beliefs that are causing the painful behaviors. It's called The Work. Free info and Helpline is available. TheWork.com
All anna's should try EFT - Emotinal Freedom Technique! You can control your unconscious and reprogram yourself very quickly. Check it out ladies and become beautiful human beings!
it makes me sad to read all these grieving comments below, i was just like that no more than 7 months ago. i thought that inspirational videos were lies of people who didn't really understand what i was going through. so i want to say to anyone suffering from an ED to try another way to live. you'll never be 100% sure of wanting to recover but eventually the pain will get so unvearable, that's for sure. you have nothing to lose, give recovery a chance. don't give up people
start doing something positive, like dancing for example, in contemporary you can express your feeling through dance. Before I started I was overweight and had a low self esteem, now I feel alot better, all im trying to say is, find a hobbie that can take your mind away from the issue, when ever you feel down, go back to your hobbie to forget about the problems. I hope this helps.
this is exactly what i needed to see my eating disorder is so in comntrol to a point i feel ok if that makes sense its hard to grasp its a problem when its so normal to me, i wish i wanted recovery 100% i totally admire ppl like you who go for it despite the fears....
wow, they just keep getting younger & younger, you're a year younger than my little sister, & I can't imagine her going through what i am. so please, do what you can to stop it now, before you throw away your life that has barely even started yet.
Positive videos make me feel even worse because it makes realize even more how much desperate and miserable I am and how screwed up my life is. I've got no friends anymore. I lost everything.
Maybe you´d better no see more vids. Speak to someone, speak to me , I´m an old witch who´ve been through that, for too long. Speak to me , I´m, luckily ,alive. I´l tel you mu story, and maybe you´ll listen, honey. I´ll be arond, renesemee1000.
you can talk to me if you want :) ill be a friend.. i have beeen there and still am so i have been told.. but i cant get better :(... so you can talk to me if you ever feel like it! we are all here for you!! best wishes!!
I feel the same...the vid was great but I still don't trust the "truth". I am too afraid that everyone is lying to me just to get me to give in so I will loose all control and get fat. That scares me more than the series of blackouts I had Friday, I guess from my anorexia or electrolytes or whatever.
Thx for the video I hope I can trust to see things that clearly one day.
ok i was bulimic for a year and i lost about 10stone I was huge before then i just decided to stop and i now eat normal and healthy so matbe it is about controll and nowing what you can controll and nowing whento stop!!! does that make any sence???
But it's scary to try & get better. I just end up making things worse & going into a relapse. I'd love to be able to eat anything i want but i just can't. It's soo hard. If anyone has any advice or wants to chat then email me x x x
thats video is amazing!!! im in middle ov a relapse at the min and finding it hard but that video just made me want to get better and live life im only 19 got soo much to do yet and ive missed out on so much!!!
thank you. it's so hard to choose to recover- and I fight against it sooo much... but I ultimately want to be able to eat normally again. It seems so hard- but this video really helped inspire me. If only it could play on repeat in my brain the whole day- instead of the broken record of Ana.
I've been in recovery for about 6 months now. I spent those 6 months still trying to lose weight. It worked for a little bit, but then I lost weight and ended up back where I started. Y'know, anorexia wasn't worth it. I lost so much... so many people and things. And a lot of time. I barely remember anything that went on in my life for the past year. It's all a blur.... I was too focused on food and weight. And now I'm fighting for recovery the same way I fought for relapse.
MiaRelevio 4 weeks ago
Because of anorexia my life is shit and I have medical issues including a hyperactive thyroid which will probably get worse. All of the shit it tells you is false.
TheOnlyException69 2 months ago
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CalypsoGrimsly19 5 months ago
@Holding0n I think that ur doing a great job helping people with what ur doing keep doing a good job :)
godgoldenangel2 6 months ago
i feel the same way
ananmia101 7 months ago
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RedTV100CHANNEL 8 months ago
That's all well and good for girls who are 170 lbs & trying to lose weight,
oh you fit in a medium! but want to be in a double 0
Boo hoo, cry me a river
try being 250 - 260 lbs (I'm afraid to step on a scale)
all you want is to be under 200 lbs & be able to fit in a large!
Does fatty need to eat now?
OddsandEndsGirl 10 months ago 7
@OddsandEndsGirl Yes, you do need to eat. It doesn't matter what your weight is. Starving yourself is a really great way to develop malnutrition, thyroid problems, kidney problems, a messed up metabolism and heart problems - to name a few. Starvation also leads to severe depression, severe anxiety and obsessive thoughts. Anorexia is not a diet, it's a mental illness triggered by multiple factors and it is hell, ir ruins lives and it takes lives. I wouldn't wish it upon anyone.
Holding0n 10 months ago 22
@OddsandEndsGirl {no offence intended im just blunt }well alot of girls started at 200lbs the differnts is we actully stopped till we went down and just arnt done yet. everything in moderation or else ull get sick and pass out if ur gonna do it. do it right.my advice is step on the scale.and cry. then get motivated. and eat healthy and exercise. or excersie and not eat at all. might do better with the first but the second worked fast and better for me just sayn. just gotta know when to stop.
ItsTayTayBetch 9 months ago
@OddsandEndsGirl That is horribly rude for people who do have Ana, Mia or any other ED. It takes strength just to watch these. Trust me.
LittleRawrAnaa 8 months ago
@OddsandEndsGirl The point should never have been division of anybody according to weight, but unification against the way we FEEL when we try to shove ourselves into a perfect little mold made up for an over sexed and delusional world that is always changing and never satisfied with the inside of a person instead of their looks. Rather than being hateful, realize that some of them may have started out just like you, and see the result. Try using the way you feel to connect, not alienate.
TheLilacmama 7 months ago
Byron Katie has a way to examine the painful Universal Beliefs that are causing the painful behaviors. It's called The Work. Free info and Helpline is available. TheWork.com
Dhyana92177 1 year ago
Thank you.
Once I managed to say, out loud, "shut the fuck up, you need to eat" to myself, ending a fast after passing out.
I hope to be able to say that more often now.
It just doesn't leave you alone.
Sarahrosebello 1 year ago 4
thank you for this :)
amyleeismyidol 1 year ago
Thank you so so much; watching your videos just gave me the strength to remove my pro ana-website :]
Scoochiexd 1 year ago
@Scoochiexd that is the best thing I have read, thank you so much for removing your pro ana website
elibeth121 1 year ago
All anna's should try EFT - Emotinal Freedom Technique! You can control your unconscious and reprogram yourself very quickly. Check it out ladies and become beautiful human beings!
Halenbeek 1 year ago
it makes me sad to read all these grieving comments below, i was just like that no more than 7 months ago. i thought that inspirational videos were lies of people who didn't really understand what i was going through. so i want to say to anyone suffering from an ED to try another way to live. you'll never be 100% sure of wanting to recover but eventually the pain will get so unvearable, that's for sure. you have nothing to lose, give recovery a chance. don't give up people
makki4070 1 year ago 3
start doing something positive, like dancing for example, in contemporary you can express your feeling through dance. Before I started I was overweight and had a low self esteem, now I feel alot better, all im trying to say is, find a hobbie that can take your mind away from the issue, when ever you feel down, go back to your hobbie to forget about the problems. I hope this helps.
PurePhinaticPopper 2 years ago
oh my, it made me cry
i really really love this video.
you can be so proud of yourself,
i know i am!
veraaaaax 2 years ago
this is exactly what i needed to see my eating disorder is so in comntrol to a point i feel ok if that makes sense its hard to grasp its a problem when its so normal to me, i wish i wanted recovery 100% i totally admire ppl like you who go for it despite the fears....
xXxCirxXx 2 years ago
k all those "lies" r things i tell myself everyday ok im only 9 years old and guess what im anorexict so yaa
carlygendron2 2 years ago
wow, they just keep getting younger & younger, you're a year younger than my little sister, & I can't imagine her going through what i am. so please, do what you can to stop it now, before you throw away your life that has barely even started yet.
mdogizzleindahouse12 2 years ago
thank you for sharing your video.
:-)
anarkai27 2 years ago
What was making you "hurt soo much" to begin with? What caused the anorexia to begin?
hatersmakemefamous3 2 years ago
For some reason I don't believe those lies that you wrote! I just can't.
catloverADG 2 years ago
Positive videos make me feel even worse because it makes realize even more how much desperate and miserable I am and how screwed up my life is. I've got no friends anymore. I lost everything.
renesemee1000 2 years ago 34
Maybe you´d better no see more vids. Speak to someone, speak to me , I´m an old witch who´ve been through that, for too long. Speak to me , I´m, luckily ,alive. I´l tel you mu story, and maybe you´ll listen, honey. I´ll be arond, renesemee1000.
surviveorvive 2 years ago
you can talk to me if you want :) ill be a friend.. i have beeen there and still am so i have been told.. but i cant get better :(... so you can talk to me if you ever feel like it! we are all here for you!! best wishes!!
taylor831u 2 years ago 2
@renesemee1000 and you can have it back whenever you want. stop feeling sorry for yourself. EDs make us miserable but i promise there's a way out
makki4070 1 year ago
thanks for putting this video up,
thank you
addictionCentral 2 years ago
love, love, love this video too. xxx
anasscottishgurl 2 years ago
you make beautiful, inspirational videos!
dauntlessdreams 2 years ago
i know i need help now in this moment
but when i get up in the morning i shall just keep on hiding everything
rugrats1212 2 years ago
i love this video.. i was anerextic and am on the way to recovery but it made me realize im not alone... other ppl r trying too
Hoopzcutie9 2 years ago
Yeah...that was such a great video!
but whenever i try to think normal and be normal...i make things worse ..
i feel like i really deserve this -_-"
no1 likes me anyways..!
gnrqueen 3 years ago
i know how you feel trully, i whached this and didn't believe any of the "truth" stuff. i know they are all lies.
taylor831u 2 years ago
I feel the same...the vid was great but I still don't trust the "truth". I am too afraid that everyone is lying to me just to get me to give in so I will loose all control and get fat. That scares me more than the series of blackouts I had Friday, I guess from my anorexia or electrolytes or whatever.
Thx for the video I hope I can trust to see things that clearly one day.
SissieBelle1 2 years ago
:O where did you get the photography from? it's amazing!
CherryLipsXx 3 years ago
I thought I was recovered but now I'm not so sure....
*Repeats this mantra* I must not relapse!
lunargirl3am 3 years ago
ok i was bulimic for a year and i lost about 10stone I was huge before then i just decided to stop and i now eat normal and healthy so matbe it is about controll and nowing what you can controll and nowing whento stop!!! does that make any sence???
PradaHore 3 years ago
I agree with what you say on the video thanks for sharing!
AVALONFANINVA 3 years ago 2
This is so awesome & inspiring & I thank you!
PeaceChick07 3 years ago
great, this video is an eye opener!!
it's the only real thing in this whole ordeal. i'm hoping that no other girl would
fall in this trap and listen to the lies.
having an E.D. iz not worth it, you lose everything!! thick people are hot too!!
muchogwapita 3 years ago
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Pinklucy38 3 years ago
Amazing Video. Soo true.
I can relate to it soo much.
But it's scary to try & get better. I just end up making things worse & going into a relapse. I'd love to be able to eat anything i want but i just can't. It's soo hard. If anyone has any advice or wants to chat then email me x x x
beviboop 3 years ago
@beviboop you can write to me anytime you want
elibeth121 1 year ago
This video is an eye-opener to everyone..
When I watched it I felt so related to the things you said and about the lies, Anorexia tells..
I wished I had the courage to get help, but I don't..
EDxANAx1990 3 years ago
@EDxANAx1990 find the courage, set yourself free of your ED, you can do it
elibeth121 1 year ago
thats video is amazing!!! im in middle ov a relapse at the min and finding it hard but that video just made me want to get better and live life im only 19 got soo much to do yet and ive missed out on so much!!!
chezny18 3 years ago 2
thank you. it's so hard to choose to recover- and I fight against it sooo much... but I ultimately want to be able to eat normally again. It seems so hard- but this video really helped inspire me. If only it could play on repeat in my brain the whole day- instead of the broken record of Ana.
digidrama 3 years ago 15
that video is beautiful!
i think when people see it, it will give them hope.
who sings that song?
exhale04 3 years ago
Thank you. Such truth.
imjoy393 3 years ago
thank you for this video. It's absolutely beautiful.
welcometothejungle21 3 years ago