Post-Secret

[MilkyMillie]

I need help, I'm just too afraid to ask for it.

[Thenewdane]

My secret is : I am stronger then I let myself know.

[washableaccount]

i have a fear of rejection

[mar131986]

I give up, they win, you win, life is just pointless, im living "the dream" and all i can feel is exhausted, briigth beautiful girl, succesful career woman, amazing apartment, buy everything i want, im still the "Wish you havent born" that my mom told me, im still the "mistake that ruined my life" that my dad assured, Ive been fighting for nothing, is truth is just worthless, funny thing: everybody thinks im a happy succesful inspiring person with a dream life.

[mar131986]

I fucking hate mi life, ive been fighting so hard to get all of this, and is not at all what I wanted, sometimes i regret not having been brave enought to kill myself, I just, i was naive, I didnt jump because i had a sincere hope that great things were coming, that was 10 years ago, it havent been one day that i dont wake up fighting to get good things and a good life, life is still not worthy, everybody is fake, dreams are unreachable and I live in a racist country that fkn hates me, #mistake

[ktmezz]

@mar131986 Don't give up friend :-)

[shugoibaka]

A secret: I tried to send in a Post Secret, but I forgot the stamp. I secretly imagine that it didn't get thrown out, and that it made it to its destination despite.

[lexi846]

Whats the song playing for the first half of the video? It is amazing

[babymoondancer]

@lexi846 "Into Dust" by Mazzy Star. It's actually the song I listen to when I read PostSecret every Sunday.

[puzzypirate]

my secret- i pee on the side of the toilet to not make noise.

[Mrlutsfer]

"you are someone's happy ending" no I'm not, I'll always bring tragedy to people's lives.

[Pmoo06]

I know he is flirting with other girls online..and tells his past friends he's in love with them..I've SEEN IT..But I stay because I love him, and I don't think I'm worth much else..

[musicgirl2010]

I keep wondering if my step dad is right when he says I'm going to turn into an abused housewife someday....

[ivylovesnerdz007]

My secret-

I'm an atheist. And I can't tell my super religious family and friends. And when I seem depressed, people always tel me that God and Jesus are there for me, but that makes me want to die, because that makes me feel so guilty.

[TheBheck07]

stuffstufforeo no one should ever feel lonely. we should talk :)

[stuffstufforeo]

im so lonely.. and it KILLS me

[JoEmily744]

How can I care this much about someone I've never met? I dream about you. I just want you to hold me and tell me everything will be ok.

[TheLilchknwing]

I wish you had told me the truth about him. That he had meant something to you. Now I wonder if he still does.

[tatulover2120]

2:34 is my secret as well

[enroserie]

1:47 I love the reference to DCFC! This video was really well-made, probably the only one I've ever seen when every single image was shown long enough to actually read the secrets! I love Postsecret. Thank you for making this.

[cheapsexandglamour]

my secret:

I'm forcing myself to be in love with the man everyone else wants me to be with, since I cannot be with the man I'm actually in love with....

[Dree12334]

My secret;

She fell in love with me, I fell in love with her.. She broke my heart, She hurt me, she tore me into pieces, I prayed I could stop loving her someday.

Now that I'm over her, I want this feeling to be back cause i'm scared that I'm never gonna love again.

[SmileHalle]

My secret?

Sometimes I wish I could be numb again, just so I wouldn't miss him this much.

[ilovehollis2]

My secret:

i secretly pray to god every night that my dad will somehow die before the next time I see him. "/

[jennafitzpatrick1]

my secret:

After all youve put me through Im not going to stop loving you.

[GreedyMushroom]

Mah Secret:

I wanna pierce mah nipples, buut I'm afraid 'bout wuut mah younger siblings would think.

[mydestiny31410]

There are days when i put the blade up to my wrist and wonder who would actually miss me if i did go through with it.

[missamandarae]

@mydestiny31410 i would

[livinlifelikeanocean]

The only way i'll ever forgive you is if you leave me alone. for ever.

[SugarBabe15591]

I am a strong Christian, but still i get mad at God for taking my grandpa away so soon.

[jessikagurl101]

I feel like no one likes me.

[fearlessrider123]

My ex wasn't all that great, but I know one day he will be. I watch out for him on the side to see that day, even if its not with me!!

[SeraphineSky]

I'm scared that life will become too much, and I'll kill myself. I feel so lonely.

[SilentlyFading666]

I am terrified for the day when my dog dies...because then I won't have anyone that needs to to be alive anymore and I don't know if I can live for just myself.

[EclairLovesSelGomez]

My Secret: I tell everyone my biggest fear is:

-spiders

-death

or public speaking.

But really? it's growing up.

[deathrite2]

I wouldn't care if I disappeared or died forever. I don't care if there is an afterlife. Existence...bores me, if that is the right word.

[adb362]

I feel like everyone should care what I think, even though they don't

[venuswuzhername]

beautiful video

[No5MakeupKid]

When he dumped me.. I didn't miss him. I missed you..

[xxPepperseedxx]

Secret: I wish i could tell you how much i want you back, or how much it hurts me to see you with her. But i'm afraid you'll just reject me again...

[blatantpain]

If you could only see how unhappy I am with you. I love US but not  YOU.

[virgilio31794]

Secret: someday i will send in a postsecret and feel great about it

[EscapeReality780]

Secret: I have to make up stories for every bruise you give me.

[iailwagamh]

Secret: I am in love with my husband, but also love my best friend. I will never be able to let her know how I truly feel, he knows.

[unholypariah001]

Secret: sometimes, I hope it's you writing you're afraid to tell me you love me

[mad35345]

Secret: I'm to scared to post my secret

[Ivyro]

I feel like I keep forgiving people for something that they havent really done

[photogramapher]

my secret:

i constantly think im making things up

[SmileHalle]

@photogramapher me too. im afraid that nothing about me is real..

[kpuffalt]

i'm afraid if i lose my extra weight i still won't be able to find someone who loves me

[asdfjkl608]

You spelled anonymous wrong.

[Booklvr777]

--I feel pretty enough. But then I walk outside. In a crowd of people. Without acne. Without make-up. And I know. I am not pretty enough. Or at all.

[Biankaen]

What if no one will ever love me back? No one have ever had. What if I never get to be a mom? I lost my virginity to a man twice my age. I tell my friends we're still friends. The truth is he doesn't write anymore. I'm scared I'm unlovable.

[flamefoxflames]

i cant ride the bike i kissed you on every night this summer.

[denizkilic]

secret: im alone no matter how many people are by my side.

[akwardturtale]

I'm finally starting to believe that my boyfriend is as obsessed and in love with me as I am with him and I wish I could repay him but apparently I'm already doing enough <3 I love you Jake

[Fezxxrox]

Once i loved and was loved, but the loves spoiled both to the core and my love slowly rotted my body and soul. I don't believe in love anymore. Choosing to believe, means to feel the pain again.

[WannabeRetro]

Nice spelling of "anonymous" at the beginning there...

[944446]

secret: i wish i could be happy

[4ALifetimeAndADay]

I hate that I have an amazing relationship with my father because so many of my friends don't even know theirs.

[ecogirl18]

secret: I lied the meds aren't working anymore

[xxbeautyfrompainxx]

secret: my mother chose my molester over me

[loudpurplehair]

I feel so happy when people mistake me and my best friend for partners and crash back down to earth with the knowledge it's not true and might never be. I love him with every bone in my body.

[RioAnn3]

Secret: I'm atheist. But if there is a God, I want to go to hell if He's too stupid to see that I'm a good person anyway!

[JAdoreEdwardCullen]

" I am much bigger than the Life i am leading" isn't that the truth...

[lilprincess2394]

i'm afraid i'm going back to that place. i'm afraid i want to go back to that place. even though i remember how badly it hurt me the first time.

[MissBuehrle]

3:36: My greatest fear.

[MsABCD1901]

i broke up with my boyfriend because he cheated, im now with someone who couldn't give a shit about me. Is it wrong to miss my cheating lying ex? Worse part is he's happier then i am.

[dbyrness]

@MsABCD1901 you deserve better.

[jessikagurl101]

I used to have mostly good days, with the occasional bad day. Now almost everyday is a bad day. I hate it.

[iMustBePerfect]

you promised me you would never break my heart like the last one. So you put it back together, piece by piece, and over a period of 12 months, I fell in love with you. It wasn't my heart anymore. It had been put back together by you. By your hands, your words, your kiss, your love. Yesterday, you took it back apart. You took away your hands, your words, your kisses, and your love. And left it that way for me to put back together. And I don't know if I can ever forgive you. Or trust another.

[skeleboy6]

my secret...i try to get punched in the nose so that i can look like my father and brother....

[kladog12]

what's the name of the first song?

[InLovingMemoryOfYou]

My secret:

I don't want to grow up. Ever.

[hannahb67]

@InLovingMemoryOfYou i agree. when i was younger that all i wanted to do,now i wish i could sgtay young forever.

[jogilvie1103]

My Secret:

I'm gay, and I feel my mother hates me because her son isn't going to be the person she wanted ... with a wife and kids. I feel that i have failed her - but the truth is - i could easily life life without her.

Thats harsh i know ... but my mum makes me feel unwanted and unloved - and i wish i wasn't in her company.

[Ouacklyn]

@jogilvie1103 Don't let others bring you down. Nobody has that right

[MELrosa97]

im always afraid of what people will think

[sgl935]

@MELrosa97 So am I.

[jb0092]

I wish someone would just say "I like you more then a friend..."

[freyaisabella18]

I want to have my best friend's boyfriend's baby. Just to get her back for not loving me.

[jessikagurl101]

The one thing I want more than anything in the world, is to just be comfortable in my own skin. And be happy to be alive.

[xxYourAntiHero]

I have a world a world of secrets that no one cares to know.

[kGToe]

These videos make me cry.

Everytime.

Whether I'm in a good mood or not.

I always cry when I watch these.

It makes me belive in humanity.

[wolfthing11]

wtf is with all these depressed people on here?

@LifeIsRandomSoWhyNot

@gvddd1

@cuddlecakes

AND @ EVERYONE ELSE

[hjoy232]

@wolfthing11

nothing at all they all have secrets they told one, they had a secret that they felt was holding them back it might still be but at least they can say it openly, shows that they are strong

[audreeym]

3:59 . :(

[harmonygrl]

Every single time you call me a bitch, retarded or useless I start to believe you a little more.

I'm sixteen and I feel like I can't do anything with my life because of it.

[hjoy232]

@harmonygrl

dont ever think that u can not do anything wit ur life, dont listen to them , they have no reason to call u that. u can and will do something with ur life ,

[LifeIsRandomSoWhyNot]

The main reason I don't believe in God is because if he existed, he wouldn't make someone like me.

[oxIrishqtpiexo]

My mom didn't believe me when I told her I was depressed, it hurt more than anything in the world.

[gvddd1]

sometimes i feel like people just hang around me because they feel sorry for me

[cuddlecakes]

I am racist to my own kind and to, well everyone else. I am so bitter about life because I'm insecure about my face, my body, my social status, where I stand in the world. Except everyone thinks I'm normal and they don't know that I hate so much things and I have so much dark thoughts in my head. I would like to wake up and one day not be angry at the world and at myself.

[PinkBow180]

1:08 ='(

[Frankiegirl2020]

@PinkBow180 I know right?

[Abstractionant]

Sometimes I feel like I'm not good enough for you.

[Stellbell33]

@Abstractionant yeah. me too.

it scares me so badly.

[rockerchick1378]

My very last gift to them was not letting them knowhow much they FUCKING hurt me

[raelynn284]

I’ve only ever prayed once my whole life. Five hours after my prayer, it was granted.

My Mom died that afternoon from brain cancer.

The day my one and only prayer was answered was also the worst day of my life.

[RainBOWTiex]

I was in love. But I guess he didn't trust me enough anymore. And left for her. I say I'm fine, but inside I just want to die.

[Ouacklyn]

@RainBOWTiex Don't give up! Never give up

[oxIrishqtpiexo]

my mom doesn't care enough to believe me about my depression.

[bobrokzmysokz]

i like my best friend, no i love her.

[omanitshann]

My life would be so boring without you

[sinsoo]

By telling me they are depressed, suicidal, they cut themselves, they're bulimic. They feel better. I feel hopeless.

...I'm suppose to be the strong one who fought depression and won. I'm afraid I can't do it anymore if they keep telling me these things. Please, if you need to tell someone, tell a responsible adult. I can't help them anymore. And it kills me everyday.

[MollieLikeWoahh10]

Can someone tell me if these books go in order if so can you tell me which one is first

[sinsoo]

@MollieLikeWoahh10 Well, there was an order in which they were published. But you don't necessarily need to read them in that order. ^^

[QUESTIONtheVIDEO]

I want to still be friends. I dont know why we stopped talking, but i want to pull you out of drugs and be able to aproach you again like the old days.

[lomina809]

i was disloyal...i pushed away and lied to the person i loved the most in this world

[robynmargs]

@lomina809 So did I. And i hate myself more and more every day for the horrible things i did.

[oT1eMoRoKProductions]

Im afraid that I gave up being someone for a social life...

[badreputation96]

#1 I realized I was horribly lonely the same day I realized my best friend was an AI unit

#2 To all the people who betrayed me, I wish you were still here pretending to like me.

#3 My only friend other than the AI called herself a broken gift, and she was, But then again I hear it's the thought that counts.

[cocoflower11]

I am slowly losing myself everyday

[31ebby31]

I've never been good enough. People expect me to get perfect grades, and be the nicest girl, but I cant do that. I have a horrible temper and I hate my life. Sure I get good grades, but thats only because people expect me too. I need to live up to peoples expectations

[twogirfsandacamera]

i feel like i let my mom down....constantly.

[MaddyVictoryPrdns]

You broke the most important promise you've ever made to me. I've already forgiven you, but I haven't told you because when you're trying to make it up to me, you're finally being the man you should've been all along.

[KimberlyJoann]

i love you, no thats not it, im inlove with you, and you hate me? why?

[jesushatesme666]

5:02... yeahh.

[InfamousReject]

Secret #1: I'm jealous that God took you and left me here, alone. <3

Secret #2: I still believe you'll come save me. <3

Secret #3: I miss you. <3

[courageousvictory]

I wish i had a secret as good as the ones on the internet.

[annnabanana313]

1:47 is deathcab.

[BelieverOfDragons]

You broke me and tossed me aside for a cheap screw. Now you want me back because she has moved on. I want to wait for someone better but I'm afraid you are the best I'll ever have...

[SheBlinksTears]

5:24

The person who wrote that was addressing someone named Jordan. That's what that country is called. I only noticed because my boyfriend's name is Jordan. Good idea, I might just use that...

[EmpireState23]

4:17

story of our lives.

[madasrabbits06]

3:52... im right there with you. luckily my parents are accepting in what ever faith i choose. im just scared to give up what has been such a huge part of my life... :/

[plyc2346]

I held you in my arms for only a few hours and giving you up was the single hardest thing I will ever go through for the rest of my life. It's also what made me realize I am where I am supposed to be and you are better off where ever you are. It's that that keeps my heart from shattering every second of every day.

[DrnkUPmeHEARTIESyoho]

What are the names of these two songs?

[fictionalawesomeness]

Wow. I love that site!

[ggnothfan]

3:52- i go to jewish day school and in 7th grade we started to learn mishnah more in depth of torah and gemara, i know EXACTLY how you feel. and it is scary.

[lullabylinds]

everyday i go to school

i am called so many things

for every little thing i do

i honestly don't know what's keeping me from killing myself

i already lost you...

[theunlovedwriter]

@lullabylinds

be who you are and say what you feel because those that matter don't mind, and those that mind don't matter.

[madasrabbits06]

@lullabylinds hang in there. trust me, nothing feels better than realizing those people who hurt you are not worth your time. be who you want to be, and there will always be someone who will admire you for that. <3

[ChorleysHammyboy]

we spent one week loving each other and now you left im spending a lifetime of hurting :(

[deathcabforpaige]

You broke my heart more when you said you still loved me than when you told me about her.

[mackylibby]

so many of my secrets are there. But 6:17 especially.

[ivafaber07]

My secret:

I don't want to stop. Because I'm still not thin enough for you.

[julster160]

what are the songs in this?

[ashleyr313]

2:34 ..

[VEX519]

A little Bitter Now I can sing you the storyline And if you like my story fine But ain't none of the glory mine See my life was a lonely one And I was still momma's only son With no idea what I'm gon' become And I didn't have long to know That you don't have to be grown to go I could have died so long befo' Then I finally saw the sign And I made it on down the line One step at a time.

[csifan2010]

I have another secret...

All of my friends want me to go to prom with them. I can't find a dress that has long enough sleeves to cover the scars on my upper arms. So I told them I don't want to wear a dress. They told me to get a tux, and be their pimp.

[hopetofly]

@csifan2010

Google - "To write love on her arms".

You will be okay and you will get through. I promise.

[csifan2010]

Lately I have been feeling like the world is crashing in on me. And when I feel like that I can't breath right, and my head spins, and my muscles contract, and I want to punch everything around me. But I can't, because I know somebody will send me to the doctor, and I'm afrade of what they will say about me.

[bethyboozle]

this same thing is happening to me... i dont wantt to know what they will say..

[ScarlettTansyyy]

Tonight I scrubbed my mothers toothbrush my my asscheeks. I hope she has a nice brush.

[jessikagurl101]

The only time I was truly happy is when I was a kid. I'd give ANYTHING to feel that way again.

[Booklvr777]

@jessikagurl101. Me too, friend. Me too.

[javalava3]

I hate the fact I rely on other people for my own personal happyness, and I've come to find that it doesn't help depression, it only makes things worse.

[MantisSage]

I feel guilty for falling in love with a girl because she's straight and I'm not.

[dosuloveshinata]

secret: im begining to fear that im loseing my good emotions because of the pain and depression in my life without anyone special

[elitegirl108]

My secret, I try to get people to call me fat, just so I can find an excuse to diet and purge myself. I just want to be comfortable in my own skin, but I know I don't have the willpower to.

[PowleyProductions]

when i listen to Justin Bieber's One Less Lonely Girl, i cry, because i want everything he says, and i know i'll never get it. when he says "i'll show you what your worth" i cry the hardest, because i don't know what i'm worth anymore

[unknowinglysure]

oh my god. I had to pause the video. My secret was in there. Tonight I went to a post secret event and shared another secret of mine, I can't even begin to explain the feeling I have now. Perhaps it is relief.

[keonawashere]

i've been hiding my feelings for so long that i don't know how i feel anymore. about anything. i feel numb.

[randomLETTERSxxx]

:) ...

[leighannc90]

I think about being a man every day I think i would feel normal for once in my life in a mans body.

[samaveiled]

i purged twice this week, when i havnt in months

[0mgshoes]

everyone thinks i'm cured, but i want to throw up after each time i eat

[alliexbannie]

stop asking what the song is called and listen to the lyrics and type into google and write "lyrics" at the end and the song should pop up.

[awkwardlwords]

I love postsecret dearly. But if anyone knows the names of the songs that were used in this video, I would greatly appreciate someone letting me know :)

Im in love with my bestfriend too.

[MusicRocker102]

I think I'm falling for my bestfriend, but I only think it's because he's in love with me...

[andreaalfie185]

I don't love her anymore. But as young as we are, I'm still all she has so I can't leave.

[meaniemaezi]

I feel like I've found my soulmate in my boyfriend, but at times, I want to just turn and run away from him and never come back. It's like a part of me is afraid of finding the one, even though that's all I've ever dreamed of. Tell me what to do...

[pippozg]

everytime I think of them I cry

[twilightsgossipgirl]

it horrifies me that my life won't turn out the way i always wanted it to, and i'm the one responsible.

[partygoers0121]

I am afraid of getting married because I fear that my husband will be another version of my dad.

[wowbland]

I'm 16 and sometimes when I fall asleep I can't wait for the next day and other times I hope I don't wake up.

[whitemoka]

don't worry, i'm there too.

[hotkissdrunk]

i wish somebody would ask me if i really feel how i say i feel.

When I was younger I tried to make a time machine out of a cereal box.

I miss my imagination.