Major DEPRESSIVE Disorder: The World Is Against Me

[beautyG18]

this is nothing but truth!

[SubConCrusher]

LMAO... That shit happen's to me all the time.. fricken' virus update's !

[EricaYE6]

That's LIFE Jay.  Everyone had experiences like these.

[Taja548]

Also what were you in jail for? Those staff work work in prisons don't care about you and you shouldn't expect them too! Why would they want to help out a criminal! You are nothing but a number and an inmate one you get in there!I haven't watched all your videos but it would be cool if you can talk about your past relationships and give relationship advice if you have any.

[Taja548]

Hey Jay I just wanted to say that you egged that guy on.You were practically asking for it.Lol! As for your mom,women are submissive to their husbands because they don't want to lose them.I've tried to turn the tv chanel while my older family members were sleeping or not even paying attention.And they get mad at me too! I hate that.Your step dad will probably always side more with his kids because those are his kids.Would would you rather side with your kids or another man's kids?

[MrLifewatcher]

Avast RULES

[gwensanders37]

I went through this to with people that I knew for ages and even my OWN family on my moms side and my dads side.

[mahogonyayisien]

when i [Armani] attended Howard U. i was a member of the schools GLBT student association [BLAGOSAH] i had a minor problem with [Walter] another club member; then the ringleaders of this student group pres,v pres sec. treasu. [steling, chris, ursula] and others turn this minor problem to make me seem like the devil; they rallied around walter; and they turned everyone against me; all the gays people on the Howard campus were against me. Why are gay people so cliquish?

[LOSTIN253]

its funny that i watched this video. this is exactly what im experiencing and feel. the person can be totally wrong and then its two on one. this tends to make me very depressed and less trusting of people.

[NamelessHill]

just be cool man just stay cool. it's not weakness man, it's strength

[Nan44]

u think too deeply, u just have to let a lot of things go

[COOLTUNA123]

jaylove47=

just have 2 jump in2 the house with my info.....these feelings are not in your mind.

the sad reality is the world is against us..this type of mentality comes on very gradual

in life..........and i feel 4 younger people because times are getting worse sad 2 say..

im so use 2 being alone it not funny....been there done that your family will b the first

2 turn on you........

[COOLTUNA123]

jaylove47-

this is a sad reality in life, when this fucking society picks onto our

lifestyles,open,closed, casual=now the world is on our asses the rest

of our lives=i know been there done that.......what i hear you talking about

now,,,,,we are on our own.....the world is just plain fucked.....people say that

about me all the time,that i worry2 much.......but my so called associates r

part of the problem.......

[Successj1]

This is one of tha main reasons why I'm a loner now!

[IFrameRodger]

I use avast as well :D

[january719]

JAY I LOVE YOU AND YOUR VIDEOS! YOU ARE DIFFERENT, I AM TOLD THAT A LOT TOO. #TEAMDIFFERENT#

[Bronzstar]

You need to move. Get away! Move to another hot and popp'n city. Meet some new people.. And STOP feed'n into negative energy.

[CMO999]

I like your hat

[fem40trish]

for real get that book at walmart or a book store then make a video about what you read....

[fem40trish]

HAVE YOU READ THE BOOK THE SECRET READ THAT BOOK IT WILL EXPAIN WHATS GOING ON WITH YOU!!!!!!

[BlackDown100]

Jaylove your different because you have compassion, your rational, have common sense, not superficial, judgemental, shallow, bias and prejudice and you try to understand other people's situations before you get to know and judge them. you try to find the root and physcho analyze things before you judge someone on why they are the way the are and you treat everyone equally and you don't think everyone is better than anyone else no matter what it is. this could be why so many people hate on you.

[joyariffic]

you feel like this because u are surrounded by the wrong people. most people are not good for u. just because u grew up with them or have known them for years or is related to them it doesnt mean they will be there for u. just cut people off and keep your circle small

[joyariffic]

ive had friends like u described in the video. u dont want ppl like that around u. keep your circle small and dont fully trust everyone. pick like 2-4 ppl u can truely trust and keep everyone else at somewhat of a distance

[taurus51410]

I feel like some of my friends are against me.

[extreme1is1me]

i experience that everyday and because of how society has become with the endless amount of racism , greed , and judgement i seriously just keep to myself now a days and i keep my circle of friends so small it's like i have no friends. iv'e learned i cannot control people and how they act but i can control myself therefore i just tolerate people but i won't get close to them. because people who i thought where my friends left me when i was in trouble. so in the end i hate people.

[shedontdoit69]

I feel you and the worst part is those ppl cant change what they did and they know you remember

[dagreatcapri82]

Sometimes you just got to vent and let live. Don't allow past situations affect your future because pain is supposed to relieve itself through time. I also go through times where even my own moms will do or say things that will hurt me, but I just look at it like she is human, people are not perfect and maybe I am the better person here. Most of the time, people like us are better and others envy that about us. I feel alone alot but dwelling in depression don't help. Vent and say fuck y'all. 2s

[shea88barbie]

@shea88barbie **energy

[shea88barbie]

Ur special and different. Ppl can sence ur differeness. That y ppl treat unlike they do. They dnt kno how u are the way ur are n dnt kno how to channel their emery towards u . Get to know ur inner self, know thyself!!! U good dnt sweat it, the sooner u come to peace with it and realize it not a bad thing the better.

[JAYLOVE47]

@shea88barbie WOW some "DEEP MINDED" conscious brutha I once talked to told me this... it's funny that even YOU see me as different... might I ask what's different about me? I know im different but what do you see different about me

[Tnerdable]

U not alone bro....keep praying i\and piuushing...fuck the world..find ur own happiness and lax out!!

[tyronerodriguezuno]

a lot of how your feeling probably comes from past/family environment. i had a lot of patronizing from my family, i was never good enough always second to my LITTLE sister. and these sort of things stay with you all your life and can affect all aspects of your life. to the rude people just make sure you got a damned good response to knock them back and for the other issues just think that you can depend on yourself alone and do what makes you happy. think of U & aim for what YOU can achieve

[olivierlauret974]

Everytime I try to defend the native americans on the net, there's always some crakkkas from all around the world watching my comment saying I'm wrong and defending their fellow american crakkkas, when I know they're entirely way off the track and wrong !

Sometimes, when the truth is with you, you can still be wronged and bashed by people. It's just people are sick in the head !

If I was God, I would have killed them right away !

[ChrisKooltv]

I hav felt that at times to

[sockjockid]

hey bro, u have really great videos

[atlantagradybaby]

yeah just because it's family don't always mean they wish you well and that friend that didn't defend you is not your real friend. I've experienced situations like that to when I thought a friend was really my friend but he really was against me.

[irvin5623]

When i was a kid , my grandmother treated my cousins better than me and my siblings. She did not like my mother and that is why she did not like us. My father never said anything to his mom when she would start trouble with my mom.

[Shiesha32941000]

Yeah I feel that way from time to time. It could be depression, anxiety, insecurity etc. I don't know, im just glad Im not the only one who feel that way. Not that i want people to feel tat way but now I know its not just me.

[ilubbyuuboo]

I feel you! My parents always seem to take my brother's side in any situation , and they blame me! -____- .

[GokuMcDuck]

I've always felt like that all my life, not sure why; and manifested various anxiety displays. But it is sort of worse nowadays that my mother died; and it seemed she also suffered of this; but she never told us clearly what she was having. I hope to God she is OK with him, and I also pray to God you feel better Jay, you really are a worthy and good person!

[kidpoes]

yeaaa im finding out more and more ppl have been feeling the same way i do. i battle w/ anxiety everyday. it was really bad for the past 2 years when i was smoking alot of weed. but ever since i stopped that my anxiety has been getting better.