Wow....beautiful. Thank you for posting and sharing. I have a friend with DID...she has an alter named "The Artist", but hasn't wanted to draw any of them. I think I will show her yours and see what she thinks.
Very beautiful drawings. I wish the best for you and your alters. While I suffer from Bi-Polar and Asperger's I do understand the difficulty of suffering from mental illness.
these images are truly inspiring. A great talent! i hope you get the help you need to merge back into your true self and are able to draw a picture that has a smile as a result. :D
We are the same body as the WeAreSurreal account that posted a reply. Different account for personal videos versus these which we see as educational and/or self expression.
In our system (the one represented in the video) we have 16. We did not post the names of all the alters in the video simply because we were not aware of them at the time.
But yeah, to answer your question, our system represented in the video has 16 alters that we know of.
Your artwork is truly beautiful. You have a wonderful talent, nurture that. I wish you the best of luck in your future. I would love to see what your other alters look like. Take care!
OMG! This was beautiful! You are very talented sweetie. I hope you all can live together peacefully and help the little boy let go. It's sad being stuck in the past.
that was quite simply some of the most beautiful and humbling artwork i have ever seen, i think you are very brave for sharing this with the world and have a very strong soul.
May you be blessed, kept safe and have the worlds light shine upon you.
Hey I don't know who to talk to this about but I have 1 split, other, alter or whatever you wanna call it. Anyways I have been trying HARD to bring him back out for a while and I cannot. The other day he came out when I woke up one day and yelled at my friend but then he was gone. He and I have had a chat or two but I cannot bring him out he only brings himself out on occasion PLEASE if anybody knows how to bring him out message me a.s.a.p
Hahaha...You're going to get yourself and everyone around you hurt if you anger him...Let it be his decision when he decides to take control. If you make him mad, he won't protect you anymore....
Though, you could always listen to music that he likes...Making it the only thing you know and hear...That works for us when some are reluctant to come out.
Hi I think you art is amazing I am looking forward to seeing what your other alters look like my alters have no communication with each other so it would never be possible to do what you have done pluss I have no artistic tallent. Your alters and art are amazing
I agree with RegalPhox in that it's wonderful how you're able to share your alters visually like this.... I'm awe struck you're such a talented artist....
The pictures are beautiful. :smile: It's beautiful, how you've managed to portray the members of your system... Thank you for allowing us a look into your world. It's inspirational. :)
ever since that us of tara show went on the air ive been wondering how realistic the show really is but i only got around to researching it today... but one question that hasnt been answered of mine yet is when one of your alters come out do they have their own clothes to wear and etc? that might be a stupid question but i just wanted to know i guess how far into transitioning they go into like the alters on the show... sorry lol
"Think about DID from a childs perspective. The point of having alter parts is to protect the child from being harmed. While the child flees the body through dissociation, she leaves behind a protector part to fight back and provide the child with the illusion of safety."
To put it simply, it's an alter state that protects other alters who are too fearful to protect themselves. Chris is a protector of my child parts. ONLY the child parts. He is very agressive.
Thank you for the kind comments. Many people are curious and I take that as a very good sign :) If you do have any questions please, feel free to ask.
That was awesome. Very interesting. Do you feel these individuals have their own souls and are their own spiritual beings, or do you think, like the doctors think, that you've somehow created these identities? This was an amazing video and you are a talented artist!
That's a question that tears at the logic and intuitive sides of my brain. Logically I know that my mind created them. But from what I experience by having them around and living with them... they feel more alive than alot of people I've met. More of their own seperate beings.
I ask because I am very curious about this and always have been. I've heard of eye color changing when a new 'personality' takes over. I've heard they affect electronics as well. As someone that studies spirits I can't help but wonder if they come in to help another soul who is in a situation that one soul alone can't handle. I hope you are having a good day!
I've DID and my eyecolor did change one time from greyblue to a very very bright blue and back when that person dissappeared again. Also one of mine doesn't need glasses, while I had -8. Now several are integrated and I've -5. Many DID people I know tell their eyesight switch with the persons. And yes some of us do affect electronics. Some can't where watches, while they stop on her wrist en when she puts them away, they start running again. When I'm stressed my phone/computer/internet blocks.
Thanks so MUCH for your drawings! But about 7years ago, I had an alter appear who said she was 16 and wanted to draw some of the alters. (Personally, I had never picked up a pencil to draw anything...and can't!)"Ruth Anne" began drawing alters, many of whom I didn't even know about. (Others, I did.) SHE seems to "know" everyone in the system.
This process is like "getting to know ourselves" better.(But, I never KNEW that anyone else ever drew their own alters, too.)Thanks!
you totally deserve them! heehee, so there are 13 of you guys? or wait, there's 14 counting the Artist right? does the Artist have a name? just tell me when i start getting annoying...eheh ^^;;
Yup, there's 13 of us in total. A Bakers Dozen. Inlcuding myself (the host/artist).
This is what I know through a drawing one of the kids (jake) drew of all of us. I counted them, and there were 13. I've been made aware of their names so as far as I know we are 13.
Very nice! I just wish there was more to see. I hope you make a sequel.
twasblind316 2 months ago
Beautiful artwork. We have just started drawing ours and will make a vid with them soon. (Michael)
FirefliesMulti 11 months ago
Thank you for your beautiful drawings. Blessed be to all of you.
virginialee333 11 months ago
Wow....beautiful. Thank you for posting and sharing. I have a friend with DID...she has an alter named "The Artist", but hasn't wanted to draw any of them. I think I will show her yours and see what she thinks.
Tiggmanning 1 year ago
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Tiggmanning 1 year ago
Hello! I loved the portraits of you all! I can't wait to see the portraits of the rest of you!
Cheers,
Molly
evilinsaneneko 1 year ago
I currently have six active alters, including myself. There have been as many as 23.
Orenotter 1 year ago
very, very well done
nittygritty82 1 year ago
Excellent work, I love the drawings, the children are especially beautiful. Love Lou
Herronton 1 year ago
Really good painting. I mean really good.
Who did them? Which one? And who answers these posts?
DURound 1 year ago
Amazing, beautiful art. Blessings to you.
ytcarol 1 year ago
I am also dissociated. Unfortunately I can not speak English. I'm Italian. I've never met anyone like me. We are very alone. what an irony.
TwilightTea 1 year ago
Hi everyone!
I love all your drawings.
I like you guys did an awesome job with all the shading.
It was nice to meet most of you.
I'de love to meet the rest of you!
And i hope all is well :)
WitchesProductions1 1 year ago
Very interesting..........
CharmedQuarkZ99 1 year ago
Wow, awesome! We've had DID for many years, and are still pretty disorganized. Maybe we could also use art? Thanks for the idea.
motleyprism 1 year ago
You are super artist, my daughter is also artist with Masters. Best of luck with your life!
carolshewolf 2 years ago
Very beautiful drawings. I wish the best for you and your alters. While I suffer from Bi-Polar and Asperger's I do understand the difficulty of suffering from mental illness.
DID is fascinating, what causes it do you know?
WeatherMondacicci 2 years ago
@WeatherMondacicci
DID is causes by extreme child abuse, the victims spit off his or her personalities to survive.
TashaRichardsonFan 2 years ago
Powerful stuff, well done what great art work. Just say I walk around in your shoes knowing what it's like
LucidDreamer92 2 years ago
You're an amazing person! I really admire you.
kashmirpage 2 years ago
What are your other alters like?
MomijiTsukuyomi 2 years ago
i hav 4... i used to have more but i kind of compiled all the similar ones together... i'm thinking of doing a video for it
RustyShuriken 2 years ago
these images are truly inspiring. A great talent! i hope you get the help you need to merge back into your true self and are able to draw a picture that has a smile as a result. :D
arabique 2 years ago
how many are there? i have 17
thepeoplearecrazy101 2 years ago
16 in this system that we know of so far. Was 13 one month ago... so we're not sure how many total.
WeAreSurreal 2 years ago
@thepeoplearecrazy101
We are the same body as the WeAreSurreal account that posted a reply. Different account for personal videos versus these which we see as educational and/or self expression.
In our system (the one represented in the video) we have 16. We did not post the names of all the alters in the video simply because we were not aware of them at the time.
But yeah, to answer your question, our system represented in the video has 16 alters that we know of.
MaxP0wer25 2 years ago
Your artwork is truly beautiful. You have a wonderful talent, nurture that. I wish you the best of luck in your future. I would love to see what your other alters look like. Take care!
MACisMagic 2 years ago
OMG! This was beautiful! You are very talented sweetie. I hope you all can live together peacefully and help the little boy let go. It's sad being stuck in the past.
Jheysoda 2 years ago
you are an amazinz artist and very complex human being. take care of everyone inside. i wish you the best. you are unique. thank you for helping me.
MsNicole6 2 years ago
Beautiful:)
TashaRichardsonFan 2 years ago
that was quite simply some of the most beautiful and humbling artwork i have ever seen, i think you are very brave for sharing this with the world and have a very strong soul.
May you be blessed, kept safe and have the worlds light shine upon you.
PunkGoldfish 2 years ago
wow.. they are amazing drawings and me and my alters send you safe hugs xx.. we wish we could draw.. we're useless xx
landofhealth 2 years ago
Hey I don't know who to talk to this about but I have 1 split, other, alter or whatever you wanna call it. Anyways I have been trying HARD to bring him back out for a while and I cannot. The other day he came out when I woke up one day and yelled at my friend but then he was gone. He and I have had a chat or two but I cannot bring him out he only brings himself out on occasion PLEASE if anybody knows how to bring him out message me a.s.a.p
DoomCreeper1 2 years ago
Hahaha...You're going to get yourself and everyone around you hurt if you anger him...Let it be his decision when he decides to take control. If you make him mad, he won't protect you anymore....
Though, you could always listen to music that he likes...Making it the only thing you know and hear...That works for us when some are reluctant to come out.
brazahl 2 years ago
Hi I think you art is amazing I am looking forward to seeing what your other alters look like my alters have no communication with each other so it would never be possible to do what you have done pluss I have no artistic tallent. Your alters and art are amazing
juoodls 2 years ago
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julieraemale 2 years ago
God bless you.xx
hotties3v3n 2 years ago
simpley stunning, such talent. the art work is amazing!
megzi32 2 years ago
Beautiful artwork and I love the representation of each of your alters. I wish somebody inside could draw like that for us.
PolarB36 2 years ago
I agree with RegalPhox in that it's wonderful how you're able to share your alters visually like this.... I'm awe struck you're such a talented artist....
MomakaBabe 2 years ago
beautiful very touching
ookami225 2 years ago
The pictures are beautiful. :smile: It's beautiful, how you've managed to portray the members of your system... Thank you for allowing us a look into your world. It's inspirational. :)
RegalPhox 2 years ago
Hi Brooke. I wish we had one like you. We all have fractured memories that we try and put together.
Hi Chris. My likeness to you is David, later named Diva.
I hope you all can break through to Jake. We have a few like him.
Hi Sage. I hope you have peace on the inside.
Hi Tacy. Our Sindy is 5 and hopes you have lots of toys to play with.
To the rest, those who are able to say Hi!
thezaylady 2 years ago
Thanks for sharing with us. And best wishes for your journey.
brujapiruja68 2 years ago
im soo subscribing :D
ever since that us of tara show went on the air ive been wondering how realistic the show really is but i only got around to researching it today... but one question that hasnt been answered of mine yet is when one of your alters come out do they have their own clothes to wear and etc? that might be a stupid question but i just wanted to know i guess how far into transitioning they go into like the alters on the show... sorry lol
lannazazaz 2 years ago
thanks for sharing your story.. this has truly touched me and now i am going to find out more about DID... best wishes 2 u
tasha1holla 2 years ago
...sensitive and lovely....
survivoroftrauma 2 years ago
those drawings are awesome! *thumbs up* 5/5 stars
nekocloudsai 2 years ago
Hi- do u mind.... how old are you?
LSUALUM03 2 years ago
Our body turned 18 this January.
MaxP0wer25 2 years ago
Your drawings are a beautiful expression of who you are. Thank you for allowing us into your world. We are still trying to find mine.
scooby244 2 years ago
Very good paintings.... Very intensive. Want to write more, don't know how to put it into words.....
mickymunchkin 3 years ago
This is so beautiful.. it brought me to tears.
How can something be so sad and beautiful at the same time; please know I mean this with great respect.
A 5 star to this video. And thank you for allowing us a glimpse of the people whom you share your life with.
YourDarkAccomplice 3 years ago 2
wow
Deadxang3l 3 years ago
what does it mean to have a "protector"?
pajaroflo 3 years ago
I got this from a website:
"Think about DID from a childs perspective. The point of having alter parts is to protect the child from being harmed. While the child flees the body through dissociation, she leaves behind a protector part to fight back and provide the child with the illusion of safety."
To put it simply, it's an alter state that protects other alters who are too fearful to protect themselves. Chris is a protector of my child parts. ONLY the child parts. He is very agressive.
MaxP0wer25 3 years ago 2
@MaxP0wer25 This question and answer was so helpful to me. It's helping me make sense of something Thank you!
the1andonlyMizMoon 1 year ago
you are very inspiring. your art is amazing. id like to speak with you. im curious but im sure you get that a lot. please comment back. -alyson
blazindyme4eva 3 years ago
Thank you for the kind comments. Many people are curious and I take that as a very good sign :) If you do have any questions please, feel free to ask.
Thanks again for the comment.
WeAreSurreal 3 years ago
Can anybody tell me the title of this song and the composer?
rophenk 3 years ago
so do you ever see your alters as people around you? as if they're are other people in the room?
6045310708 3 years ago
very beatiful aldo so sad, it's the truth as being a person with d.i.d. myself.
Ariaantje1 3 years ago
Beautiful, talented.
koalastephanie 3 years ago
Wow, you are very talented, and i appreciate your effort in sharing it. : )
Thank you!
idunnomyusername 3 years ago
That was awesome. Very interesting. Do you feel these individuals have their own souls and are their own spiritual beings, or do you think, like the doctors think, that you've somehow created these identities? This was an amazing video and you are a talented artist!
AcidEntertainment 3 years ago
That's a question that tears at the logic and intuitive sides of my brain. Logically I know that my mind created them. But from what I experience by having them around and living with them... they feel more alive than alot of people I've met. More of their own seperate beings.
So I don't know what to beleive.
MaxP0wer25 3 years ago
I ask because I am very curious about this and always have been. I've heard of eye color changing when a new 'personality' takes over. I've heard they affect electronics as well. As someone that studies spirits I can't help but wonder if they come in to help another soul who is in a situation that one soul alone can't handle. I hope you are having a good day!
AcidEntertainment 3 years ago 4
I've DID and my eyecolor did change one time from greyblue to a very very bright blue and back when that person dissappeared again. Also one of mine doesn't need glasses, while I had -8. Now several are integrated and I've -5. Many DID people I know tell their eyesight switch with the persons. And yes some of us do affect electronics. Some can't where watches, while they stop on her wrist en when she puts them away, they start running again. When I'm stressed my phone/computer/internet blocks.
Tijssink 3 years ago
Thanks so MUCH for your drawings! But about 7years ago, I had an alter appear who said she was 16 and wanted to draw some of the alters. (Personally, I had never picked up a pencil to draw anything...and can't!)"Ruth Anne" began drawing alters, many of whom I didn't even know about. (Others, I did.) SHE seems to "know" everyone in the system.
This process is like "getting to know ourselves" better.(But, I never KNEW that anyone else ever drew their own alters, too.)Thanks!
Caroline
SparkleNovel 3 years ago 4
you are amazing... so inspiring...!
singerCindyAnne 3 years ago
very good! i am an art major at BYUI and your drawings envoke so much emotion! very VERY well done ^^
i would REALLY love to get to know more about all of your alters...if you don't mind of course ^^
akuarashi 3 years ago
I don't mind :) I'll be glad to answer any questions.
And thanks for the compliments. Means alot.
MaxP0wer25 3 years ago
you totally deserve them! heehee, so there are 13 of you guys? or wait, there's 14 counting the Artist right? does the Artist have a name? just tell me when i start getting annoying...eheh ^^;;
akuarashi 3 years ago
Yup, there's 13 of us in total. A Bakers Dozen. Inlcuding myself (the host/artist).
This is what I know through a drawing one of the kids (jake) drew of all of us. I counted them, and there were 13. I've been made aware of their names so as far as I know we are 13.
MaxP0wer25 3 years ago
wow, 13! heehee, that's one of my favorite numbers! to me it means good luck, so i hope you gets lots of it!^^ (i'll keep you in my prayers^^)
akuarashi 3 years ago
I love your artwork. Thanks for sharing!
Lunaintheclouds 3 years ago
beautiful pictures!!!! excellent expression of everyone inside.
secretoompaa 3 years ago 2
Your art work is incredible!
sunkissed206 3 years ago
From your videos and your drawings you are obviously a very talented person.
:-)
cheekyleopard 3 years ago
Awesome done.
koalastephanie 3 years ago
You're drawings are beautiful. I can't wait to see the rest of them.
EurydiceFae 3 years ago 2
those are amazing drawings! i would love to learn more about your alters
jdpasino 3 years ago 2
Amazing! I've got a portrait of some of the little ones inside, but there's so many... Your drawings are awesome.
fiddler32 3 years ago
your art is really good, every expressive along with showing everyone inside
infinitycastle 3 years ago
Those are beautiful!
You are very talented!
mafedeso 3 years ago
Thanks everyone :D Really glad you liked it
MaxP0wer25 3 years ago
oh wow!
thats how our therapist got us to show ourselves.
that was great stuff, thanx
AMANDAnMEs 3 years ago
Great job!
smilesalot31 3 years ago
You are very talented. Keep at it. :)
fever103 3 years ago