Our TTC Journey/Ectopic Pregnancy (Part 2 of 2)

[marketwatch51]

Thank you for posting this, I have had one emergency operation for my tubal in 2000 and then another two weeks ago being treated with methotrexate, waiting for levels to go down, see if we need surgery. Thanks for letting me know that im not alone.

[agodbey0004]

You said..."Why did they get to have a kid..." I think the same exact thing when I see people who have children and I know those children do not get the love that they need. You are an amazing mommy and I know your other baby is looking down on you right now and blessed you with the angel you have now. I know the pain of losing a child. You are in my heart.

[KahlahJewellery]

I just wanted to wish you well & to say thank you for sharing your story.

I have lost 6 bubs very early on, have one little boy and another baby on the way (my little boy was conc. on the Pill after 4 losses, and it took 11 months + 2 losses for this bub), and while I haven't personally had an ectopic pregnancy I know several women who have - a few of which had ruptured tubes and almost died in theatre.

It's nice to find someone who is willing to share it all with the world.

Thank you.

G

[cindyr1589]

did your tube was remove? or just half? i had ectopic pregnancy 2 weeks ago .. i my right tube was remove im worry that i will not conceive any more? ... your video gave me hope !! thanks

[MegaPoetica]

Thank you for your story. I was trying to find someone talking about ectopic pregnancy. I took the morning after pill and I had my period normal after that, i'm two weeks late this month. I almost fainted and vomited once, but I get dizzy now and then' abdominal pain too. I took two pregnancy tests and it says i'm not pregnant. But today the Dr. told me I might have an ectopic preg. but because of my hormone levels preg. tests won't notice it yet. I'm really scared . waiting to get a ultrasound.

[sjbree]

Omg I can't watch this n e more it's like all the screaming and vomiting comes back. It just makes me cry. This was the hardest thing I ever went thru. Its actually good to hear u talk about it I don't feel as alone. Thanks.

[mandychamb]

Did you get pregnant again on your own or did you go to a gynecologist? If you did it on your own did you have your periods every month? I had an ectopic pregnancy at the beginning of the year and now I'm trying again, I was just told my other tube could be blocked so I don't no whether or not to adopt or go and do IVF. If you like you can check out my youtube videos. I love watching your videos it feels like you have been through what I'm going through now. Any help would be great. Thanks :)

[Makeupzised]

Thank you. Thank you so much.

[ChrisandMarsNaes]

VERY! Im proud of you to say your story hun! you did great! =) Your an insperation!

[caindabomb]

I'm sorry for your loss. I just had ectopic surgery two days ago and I'm absolutely terrified for the future. We hadn't been "trying" but were not preventing pregnancy for three years. And finally seeing that positive test result made us sooo happy. And now I feel empty, like I was so close... but seeing you and your child gives me hope. I never realized how bad I wanted to be a mommy until I thought I already was one.

[FamilyOfThreeNow]

@caindabomb I am SOO sorry hun. If you want to talk about it, just message me.

[kendal36]

sorry about that, that is so sad. i'm glad u have a adorable baby girl.

ur fan

kenddal36

[xxoashleeyoxx]

i totally i understand how you felt having a miscarriage regardless how early is just too much to bare i had a miscarriage at 6 weeks the physical and emotional pain was so unbelieveable and hard for me it took me till this day to not think about it infact it was so hard for me to face those who had a kids that my own familiar surrounding became my nightmare and sadness so my husband and i moved to another state to start over we ttc for 3 years and after all the disaapointments i'm preg.=)

[FamilyOfThreeNow]

oh that's awesome!! HUGE CONGRATS!!

[1deguzmanvivien]

i cried a lot!!!!i had a surgery a week ago bcoz of ectopic preg.like you i was so happy when i found out that i was pregnant...u are so lucky bcoz u have a beautiful child now...thnx for sharing ur story...godbless you & ur family

[FamilyOfThreeNow]

aww I'm so sorry!! Hopefully one day you will be able to have a healthy pregnancy and child. My prayer for you. THank you for watching

[XxJuiceMusicxX]

so sorry for your lost but thank you very much for sharing your story with us. You guys are very strong and congrats on your new addition. She is BEAUTIFUL!

[TheAppieShow]

You put so much in the right words! I am so sorry for your pain.

[MadamedePlume]

Thanks for telling your painful story. I miscarried my 1st pregnancy at 15wks, and was devastated at the time. I went through every emotion you described, especially the envy. I think the hardest part was having that baby taken away so suddenly. All my plans were just GONE! 20 years later, the anguish over miscarrying is gone,but I'll never forget it. And I don't think the worry ever goes away. I've worried that something will go wrong everytime I've been pregnant since.

[cylla2001]

I am so sorry to hear what happened to you. we tried over 2 yrs for my daughter when she turned 1 yr I wanted 1 more after trying for many mths we went to the doc and I find out that I had a block tube and andometriosis we went through a surgery that went terribly wrong they cut an artery in my stomack and I almost died I was heartbroken:( Just like you I was so jalous of others and so biter for not having another bb

[AverageTeen07]

This video really helped me! I just went in for my first ultrasound today and found out that there was no pregnancy in the uterus. Its been such a rough day seeing so many people with kids and regretting like a lot of stuff.

[mina247]

I cant imagine how hard that was sweetie! I wish you all the best and you are such an amazing mother to jj! :)

[TheBundyBaby]

i know, its really hard. i had a miscarriage. and i kept thinking how come every1 else can have kids n i cant, and i still cry about it. iv been walking on eggshells this whole pregnancy praying to god nothing goes wrong.

[VanessaMarie00]

OMG you are so strong and such a great mother to JJ....I wish you 3 the best and always remember things happen for a reason....Sometimes we dont know why things happen and sometimes we never will, but God does know....what doesnt kill us only makes us stronger :)

[kimweisenberger]

Thank you so much for sharing your story. My aunt went through something like this and now I feel like I have a better understanding. You are so strong for sharing this!

[lovelaughing3]

I'm so sorry. That must have been the worst thing in the world to go through.

[jjmama59]

Thanks for sharing your story Laci. I think you are a very strong person for going through all of that. I don't know how I would have handled that. It only makes you a better mom today.

[kookaiiz]

I didnt know until now that a tube pregnancy could be deadly. Im glad you went back in time but.

It must have been so hard not having Jason there not to mention anybody, you would of felt so scared & lonely. What was his reaction when he did find out?

[breezee0622]

my second pregnancy was a missed miscarriage. I was so scared mine was a tubal b/c of that.I certainly understand every feeling u had with it. its very hard. i had every feeling u had . thanks for sharing this Laci!

[claudia62782]

oh laci you made me cry. i have PCOS I think I havent found a good doctor. I totally feel your pain and anger about others with babies and people who don't care about their kids. I try not to think neg. It is hard thanks for your story and your strength

[AmyLizz]

Wow, thank you for sharing your story Laci. As a fellow ectopic survivor and now with a beautiful daughter, I can relate to you so much. I cried through the whole video as my own memories came rising to the surface. May our little angels RIP and may God bless our beautiful daughters!

[lovecanbemagic]

oh hunny you were so strong going through that by yourself! im glad he was there when you woke up! wow i couldnt imagine the pain. your so strong! i was jelious too, i worked with this girl who had 2 kids got pregnant again and she cried cause she didnt want it! i found out i was pregnant after that then shortler after lost the baby! i understand you about that! she made me so mad! it wasent fair!

[lanaandhector]

Thank you Laci for sharing i am so sorry this all happened to you.

[love00013]

aww...hun i feel so sorry for you that that happened to you that must of been so bad for for you

[Aliwisha1]

Thanks for sharing! Sorry you had to go through something like this. It sounds so scary. I started trying to concieve in Jan 08 but didn't get prego till July 08 b/c I lost my period the NP said it was PCOS. I am not sure if that is what it truly was we will see next time when we try for our second.

[cherryrose872003]

That is so sad Laci. Thankyou for sharing your story.

[TUCK26WELL]

Laci i would like to thank you so much for this video it made me realise how i am not the only that went thru this. I had my MC the same time as u i also had a missed miscarriage but i didnt find out until i had spotting at 11weeks pregnant. My baby died at 6week and 4 days so it hurts me to think i was carry my little angel for 5 weeks passed. I love u laci u r a inspriation and u have a great family.

[kbaybay101]

thank you for doing this! this made me cry-and i'm so sorry for what you had to go through

thank god for JJ

[lisajamie04]

Thank you so much for sharing your story! You are an inspiration to us all. Infertility/miscarriage might not necessarily make us better parents but it has got to make us more grateful in the trying times of parenthood.

[sweeteilatan]

Thank you for sharing your story.

[LYDISANC21]

Oh Laci, I feel your pain I have had 2 miscarriages in 2005 and been TTC since. It is hard to see others around you get pregnant and you are struggling to get pregnant. You are a strong woman. And a great Mommy!

[lucytune80]

thanks for tellin your story. Those first doctors are stupid as!!! OMG they are suposed to take your hcg level and then check it again in a few days to a week to make sure that it's droppin to back up their missed misscarriage diognosos. if it didn't then they'd have to recheck you for ectopic or pregnancy. esspecialy since you caled them about it a few times, it would have been easy for them to call you back in to check on your levels. how incompetent, glad your ok. i've lost myself, 3.....

[mel11789]

your a strong woman and you should be proud of yourself!

[BettyLorain]

I will echo all the other comment and say thank you as well, for posting this Laci. I'm so glad that you are healthy now and a new mommy! I totally relate to your feelings you had while trying- going through TTC has been the most difficult and at times devastating journey that I was simply not prepared for. Hoping that Brent and I get our babe soon, we've waited so long.

[kraftykelley]

I agree, you are such an inspiration to those who have faced a similar situation.. You give them hope! You are such a STRONG woman, and your story will touch MANY! Thank you for sharing :-)

HUGS!

[sunflowerjojoT]

I can so relate to the way you felt because I feel that way daily my husband and I have tried for seventeen months and will each passing month I just get more angry and sad. Thank-You so much for sharing your story.

[aesweety19]

Thanks for sharing Laci =) Everything you said hit home. It's so hard for me not to be jealous of other pregnant women. Especially one of my best friends who began ttc after me, got pregnant before me, and is now ready to deliver a healthy baby girl any day. It's crushing, and I feel sad that I won't ever be as excited and whistfull with future pregnancies as I was with my first. I feel like I'm going to cheat them out of being instantly celebrated because Im too scared to lose them=(

[CrazyCoolShorty]

thank you for sharing sweetie ...

my losses were at 19 weeks 12 weeks and 5 weeks .. if you would like to know my story i would share it with you .. love you tons and hug jj for me xoxoxoxo

[jmutt1979]

This brought back so many painful memories...we've never had a tubal, but we had 3 m/c before this pregnancy - one at 7 weeks, one at 9 weeks, and one at 12 weeks... You're so strong - I couldn't imagine getting through all that at the dr/hospital without Jeremy there....I'm glad Jason was able to get there when you woke up... All of it is so hard to go through - the physical pain and recovery and then taking test after test...I'm so happy y'all have JJ now. *hugs* Thank you for sharing this.

[chall1011]

=( made me cry, i found out i was pregnant at 3-4 weeks b/c i tested all the time, at 6 weeks i bled clots and thought i miscarried and i didn't,i bled until 14 weeks pregnant and gave up hope everyday from 6 weeks on that eventually its going to end dont get excited, and i mean i bled bad, clots and everything and drs still cnat explain why it happended, was scariest time of my life

[Naomi94uk]

you have been through soo much, you are soooo brave!! ( :

[BabyBlueBanana]

I had a miscarriage in May of 09. I went in for my 12 week appointment and there was no heartbeat. I had a D&C two days later. It's surreal to go to sleep and wake up with the aftermath of loosing a pregnancy. I already have two beautiful children, but still feel like I had something dear taken away from me. Thanks for sharing, you couldn't have said it better.

[Kaylandsky]

Thanks for sharing hun, I've been waiting to hear this story! My mom had a tubal pregnancy when I was 12, which then lead to needing a hysterectomy and I remember how hard it was on her.

[BAYonushonis]

Wow this was very touching.. It really hit home for me because miscarried my first pregnancy and went through this pregnancy paranoid that something was going to happen.. I might make a video about my experience as well.. That took a lot of courage for you to make this.. Good job! We all appreciate it!

[nakovac]

Thank you for sharing. I started getting teary eyed when you were crying!

[nachelle608]

Thanks for being so honest and strong

[AMC2208]

I definitely can relate to your irascibility when you see people who don't appreciate their children. I have felt that way ever since I had my ovary removed. It hurt so much watching everyone I knew getting pregnant, sometimes ACCIDENTALLY. Also watching my sister raise my nephew that she had at 17, after having sex ONCE. I'm still terrified of infertility and REALLY scared of a tubal, since I only have one fallopian tube left.

[nell2884]

You are such insperation Laci! I feel like this because I am not getting pregnant so I feel the same way you did. Feeling mad and sad. You are SO strong and you give me strength to keep trying! Thanks for doing this video!

[mrsjerriq]

Thanks for sharing!!! you are a very strong woman. and i love to watch your videos!

[whitney614]

thank you soooo much for posting this Laci!

[kaylajo1]

Laci, i feel like you just took everything i am feeling inside and poured it all out. Every single thing im going through right now is exactly what you went through. I am glad you shared your story and as much as im both sad and happy for you, i just hate to think that someone else had to go through what im feeling. i hope your little angel is watching over you guys :)

[Joyable16]

You are awesome. thank you for sharing that with us. And god Bless JJ. You are a strong woman. Thats how i am now, saying, "why not me, I would be better." Still waiting for my time. You make me fel btter laci,

[dreamflight6000]

Oh my goodness! That is SO SCARY! Good thing you were persistent and kept going into the dr. You are SO STRONG!

[lovmykids333]

Thank you for sharing your story Laci. You are brave and a survivor. (hugs)

[glorifying00]

i am so sorry! i no what you mean i am still having a hard time with the why some woman and not me! dealing with the jealousy and anger is harder (i think) then dealing with the MC itself

[QueenAceKing]

Wow, I didn't know you had to go through all of this, but you are a very strong woman and believe me, God was with you, even though you felt alone..

[ALB4EVER05]

yeah my m/c hurted like hell i was on the bathroom floor in pain crying i went to the doc twice and they gave me some pink pills so i can pass more i think i bleed for like 6 days I didn't get a D & C for either one everything came out on it own.But, things happen we both blessed now to have a child (well not me yet lol but soon) It be ok i know it hard to 4 get

[theoffs87]

who else was holding onto there babies during this video crying !!? i understand what your going through its the worse but were few of the lucky ones that actually are now blessed with beauitful babies !

[ashleyorloff87]

Awe Hun you are so brave to share this with us! You have a Beautiful baby girl and a strong young woman.

[mommy2logan112604]

I know I commented on the first one about losing a baby at 11 weeks but when I got pregnant for my son I started bleeding and it freaked me out. I worried the whole time also the 2nd time.. He is going to be 5 and I am so greatful for him. I understand about  some women who have kids and don't pay any attention to them. My son started school and I hate that I don't get those 3 hours with him.. I can't home school cuz I do work because I am a single mom.

[miho85]

I can see why Jason love you so much. You had me crying as well. We were trying to get pregnant and I got pregnant but I had a miscarriage. And before I got my period I was pregnant again. And our daughter will be born on Christmasday :P We are so happy :)

You were too cute at the end!

[daikinsmommy]

I cried watching you talk about this so I can imagine how hard this was...

[purplestar621]

wow what a strory very emotional for me..well i have a 3 year old daughter and i have been trying to conceive are second child now for 2 years and i have no luck : / i don't ttc cause i have always had an irregular period wich makes it hard for me to ttc and i dont wanna see a doctor cause i feel like why why cant i have another child but i hope it will be soon..

[mandyr76]

Thanx for the baby dust!!! You are so brave to talk about this kind of thing ((((hugs)))) Bless ya!!! So many people hide when this happens!!!  Ur a fab mom and ur baby is super cute!! U have been blessed!!! xxxxxxx

[aacosta26]

Im so sorry again for your lose! Laci I can truly say you are the best mom I know!!

[amishhorse]

I'm sorry you had to go through that---but thank God you now have sweet little J.J!

I KNOW what you mean about never being able to really relax after something like that! I had bleeding with one of my pregnancies at 6 months and was eventually hospitalized until I gave birth!

EVERY pregnancy after that one---I checked every time I went to the bathroom!! Every pain---I thought something was going wrong!

[ashling328]

Thank you so much for sharing your ttc journey with us I know it must have been so difficult. I've been there too with the ectopic pregnancy and emergency surgery unforunately we still haven't been blessed with a child but we live in hope and people like you are on inspiration and a sign that dreams can come true.

[edhill1988]

You are amazing, love! After going through all of that, you now have a gorgeous baby girl! You are extremely blessed!!

[Kailinsullivan]

Thank you so much for doing this video. I am currently going through the jealousy stage and this miscarriage has made me into somewhat of a horrible person.. especially to be around. I am trying to be positive and I am so positive on my videos but life around me is not that fun. I see everyone who is pregnant within a 50 mile radius.. I cant let a pregnant women walk by without making a sad or angry face. my friends see it and just look at me and dont say anything but understand. Thank you laci

[Parkerfur]

These were great videos... I am so sorry you had to go through all of this... but you have a beautiful girl now so it was all worth it in the end... because I hear all the stories on here... I have not yet been overly excited for my pregnancy because I know that a miscarriage is so common and could happen at any time... Just hoping to see that heartbeat at tomorrow's ultrasound....

[orchidslilys]

I can relate a lot to how you felt about others having children. It took us 14 months and when i finally tested, i was determined it would be negative yet again cause it had been every month before so i relate a lot to feeling hesitant about everything. Now im almost 19 weeks along and still cant believe it. Youve been so strong through out your journey and i admire you for that.

[Starshine8687]

I am so sorry to hear this. I know your pain though. I had my miscarriage on 77 stuck in traffic, alone, between exits with no where to go. Its hard cause I feel as if know one truly knows how it feels. Sometimes as if people dont care. But you have a beautiful daughter, and she could not have been giving better parents.

[ericadowdy]

You are so strong to talk about this! You had me crying!