Im not anorexic but lately I havent had much of an appetite I usually eat only one full meal a day but I do think Im fat I hate my body I dont even like eating in front of people I even tried to purge one time. But my parents dont understand that even when I try to eat I cant sometimes a couple of times I even had to force down food and it made me feel horrible. Im just lonely everyday at school I sit by myself for lunch. I also have had trouble falling asleep lately.
please check out my video. you will relate and i will feel like i am not alone. cuz no one will understand except the people who are like you no matter how much others try too
This world is horrible. I hate being. I'm afraid to get help, but I'm afraid to do nothing. I don't like my friends, I don't like my family. I feel neither happy or sad. I'm afraid to die, and I don't want to live. I'm trapped, with no way out, and I'm struggling to breathe.
i know what it feels like to not be understood too, but in a different way....you see people will always let us down, even the ones who love us the most....and that is why my escape was to find Jesus, and now i find He is the only thing that is real, but i had to go empty of my own self-pity and truly want a changed life....there is power in the blood of Christ, you see, he already did the bleeding for us....for all time....and it is why you can stop. Turn to Jesus.
My name is Laura. I have issues...I cant do anything on my own but I have to. People bully me they punch me, kick me, threaten me. I have a older sister tht hurts me. I wanna die!! It feels like everyone in my life hates me.My dad is in jail....On my 7th Birthday I just got out of school and my dad tried to kill me and my sister....Now my mom is a single mother she broke her foot and her work is giving her no money..FML!!!Do me a favor and kill me X•X
I'm 13. I was always a quiet child. I never said much. My mom died when I was 7. I always had self esteem issues. (they weren't bad though) and all through the years I was called ugly,fat,short,stupid,bitch,"no one will every like you" my dad doesn't love me. He only cares about his girl friend. and my grandpa-well best friend died. ...Now I have depression and low slef-esteem issues. I cut. and I don't eat the much anymore. I hate society.
The cutting is finally starting to get to my diet. And I'm 12 and started to scratch my elbows when I was 6. That just proves that matter how young u r u should b careful about what u say :(
does anyone else think its fucked up that there's a weight loss video in the suggeustion bar when this is a song for people who has really bad body issuses??
My mom: *screaming at me* WHY DO YOU CUT FOR ATTENTION STOP! Me:*softly* I don't *goes to room and locks door crawls on my bed and cuts deep and slow with a hand held pencil sharpener blade... falls asleep blood ozzing out of my wrists.. Wakes up the next morning, looks at wrists reads my wrist aloud..."YOU DON'T UNDERSTAND ME".
@evolvedalone be pacient (btw, sorry for my terrible englisch, i'm dutch) and show her how much you care about her, do fun stuff :) I'm having a shitty time as well, but if i'm doing fun and cool stuff, I almost forget about the fucked up world around me, oh don't forget; make eachother LAUGH!!! Don't over-react, over-protect or make her feel like she made a big mistake, it will only make her feel worse. I don't know if this helps, but it helpes for me so... ;) good luck
my sister just shared this video with me , shes going through some pretty messed up shit . its as if the video depicss her life... HOW DO I HELP HER ?? : ( : (
love yourself! yeah right like it is really easy to make it and i think i can't love myself if there is no one who loves me ): sorry but optimisim of aceppting the way you are is really difficult same as happines i really feel that im forced ti live
I ALWAYS want to be myself, because I am a member of the one true Catholic Church, and I follow The Lord's commandments. I also have an amazing life, and I am very lucky. I am very happy but I dislike those who would hurt or kill themselves.
@HowDoYouWin99 Sometimes it feels like the only option left. It feels like your drowning in the dark shadows. It feels like there will be no end to your suffering. like no one will ever realise your hurting.
@davidboreanaz4life No, it doesn't. I have been bullied, but I either ignore and forgive them, or do the same to them, which usually ends up in them feeling horrible, because I do not stop.
@HowDoYouWin99 and its not even just about being bullied you don't know what different people deal with so please don't judge because it dosn't help anyone
@HowDoYouWin99 you've never been abused then. and then prayd for help. but that help never came. no matter how much you prayed. so i suggest u leave ur negative comments towards people like me to yourself.
@lilyloveshottopic I actually take that back. I haven't been bullied, because it never bothered me, and it usually ended up in ME getting suspended, JUST BECAUSE I badly hurt those people who were bullying me!
You cant imagine how right now, this second, I'd love to crave my feelings into my arms and legs. Let the words that describe my hatred for myself bleed and drip down myself. Then maybe people will read them and maybe understand just bit of how i feel inside, and how bad it really is, i just don't let people know, and when i try. They. Don't. Understand.
Self harmed for 5 years, anxiety for 4, life got good for about a year... then I was sexually assaulted and I am back at square one begging myself not to try killing myself again... didnt get good grades, no job... havent gone to university, i hate living in this town where everyone knows me from school as a crazy cutter. I want to be closer to my boyfriend, I want my life to move on and I am trapped. Everything is the result of selfharming.
@amb500u8787uu I know its really hard but one of the biggest regrets of my life so far is the first cut, I hope you haven't done it and won't get caught up in any destructive behaviour. I am so desperate I might start believing in god! :O
story of my life..... i don't wanna be me..... fat, worthless,bitch,annoying,ugly, nothing,alone, different, scared,scarred.... those words and more haunt my life..... u can try to help.... but it won't work..... i only listen to one... one and no one.... oh i tried to change, but that just dug me in deeper into the problem.... don't help me.... everybody knows it just makes it worse
I love this song, it's so soothing to me. I found out last night that my mom's going to have to have brain surgery, two weeks before that one of my friends had a baby, and another tried to kill herself. I'm only 16, and it's soo close to Christmas.. we could use all the prayers we can get.<3
@HurtEasily03 If u listen to "the last night" by skillet, my fav song by my fav band, the second verse is really powerful and probly describes the way we both feel. it will probly help you, even if you never hear the song but once in ur life. :)
@HurtEasily03 its not just a phase its life and i hate when people say that as well, please stick around though i promise one day you will be happy you did
@HurtEasily03 I totally agree, its definatly not a phase. Its something some of us have to go through for the rest of our lives. Some people are too ignorant to see that.
I tried, i promise. Yes, i know im a cutter and i know so much time and effort goes into helping me but just because you try to help me doesn't make me better. I've been pushed to do this, when nobody saw me, nobody even knew i was broken, I never got the help i needed. Now there's no helping me, three years, multiple lonely nights later, I became this worthless girl, but i promise... I tried.
I know how you feel. I dont wanna be me because im: Fat, Ugly, Scarred, Worthless, I keep messing up. My life aint the greaest people worry about me when i ask them not to..My parents had enough to worry about already... Now they have me on sleeping pills because after all the cutting and the thoughts of suicide..and stuff stop me from sleeping....
All I wish to say is LOOK AT THE POSITIVES of life, not the negatives. This im itself could flip your life around I in a better direction....Good Luck.......
i cant count all my suiside attempts i cut my self im not in sane im just... i have no light to look forwared to i dont like me i ve done all i can to feel something but nothing that ive done changes any thing im still me but in more pain then i will ever be im 14 and ive had about 42 suiside attempts in the past 2 monthes and i cant feel any thing...... i dont have any thing to live 4
i am listening and i am hearing you are so sad and am hoping someone near you will listen to you seek someone out learn to trust someone ask for help pet the sun sets and it rises again and each day gives you a new chance grab it reiki on and sending
i don't get all these girls saying that they hate the world and all. it's not the world or the food is at fault but the the person itself and their own appetite that make them fat and damn ugly! this is so disturbing to watch.
@nancyyy92sayschill you are disturbing! like people that dont even try to understand their reason for cutting.. they're often self conscious and only think that they're fat although they really aren't.. people that cut themselves are not insane, they're just sad, hurt and desperate...
Being Beautiful is not necessary to become happy. Society and other people want you to be that way. But look at your self, what do you want to be? I don't want to be a person who back stabs other people, a person who bullies other people, I want to be myself, even if that would be that people will laugh with me. But I will fight till the end of my days. I wont bow for other people. I will never change for other people. If there where no people their would be no shame...
Some people have more misery then other people but every living being will meet misery on their path. Misery is sort of a part of life, it's goes about how you deal with misery. Some people hide from everything. Some people will laugh their pain away. Some will cheer themselves up and realizing that other people have it worse. And people who think they are fat, ugly, whatever what. Why is it important to be skinny and beautiful? Just be happy with what you r, misery wont go away when yr skinny..
few years ago two parents went out for dinner. A few hours later, the babysitter was calling to see if she could cover up the clown statue in the kids' room, the father said "Get the kids and get out of the house, we'll call the police, we don't have a clown statue". The "clown statue" was actually a killer that escaped from jail. If you don't post this on 10 videos tonight the clown will be in your bed at 3:00am with a chainsaw in his hand. Sorry don't want this to happen to me
I've just entered Depressing People Lane.... I'm getting out of here you guys all suck just a bunch of pessimists lol.
and please don't you dare reply to me saying i don't know what its like to be depressed or lonely because i do, you don't even know me, so don't even think about replying to me like that, please.
@bananapie191 well if you know what i feels like how about you NOT make fun of people who are depressed. Depressing people lane, really? thats a mean joke.
everyone, dont say that your alone because i care about you too :] i may be emo like you and be drepress but i cant let life knock you down because i am your friend and all emo's are your friends,even if you idk us.one day we will all meet :] and be in a place where all can show their true colors :]
i wish i could be thin, i wish i could be pretty, i wish i was popular, i wish ppl liked me, i wish i had never left my friends, i wish my parents loved me, i wish i had a normal life, i wish i wasnt addicted to self harm, i wish ppl would notice me, i wish i wasnt alone, i wish ppl could hear me.... no one cares, except for my bestest friend the razor, who NEVER let me down and made me forget all the pain
@JEDIBELIEBERPOTTER The Razor will never love you the way a person can. There's over 6 billion people in this world you just haven't found the right ones. the razor isn't your friend its your enemy because all its doing is pretending to help you, pretending like its making you happy, but its not... trust me. you're beautiful as long as your healthy. people will like you more if you stop being self-pitying like that. you wish you wish you wish well stop wishing and start doing.
Ik vind het een mooie video. Hoe het allemaal beschreven wordt. Ik weet hoe het is om te automutileren en eetproblemen te hebben. Ik hoop dat je er bovenop bent gekomen. Liefs xx
It seems the point of life is to see how much someone can endure without ending it all. i attempted suicide in July of this year, and i am so close to attempting again. i wanted to last night but a good friend spent an hour on the phone with me talking me out of it. i just dont wanna be me. i hate my life. i hate myself. i dont feel like anyone cares. would they really be broken if i ended it all? or would they eventually move on with their life? i dont know how much longer i can live this way.
@Jaydensmama19 I feel exactly the same way. I hate myself and I hate my life, for years I have tried to 'improve' certain things about myself as a person but it seems no matter what I do I fail and feel unwanted. I feel so alone, like nobody wants to know me or care about me and that its all my fault. Its like I'm always putting people off but I don't know how. My life just seems so pointless, I actually wished I had the courage to end it but I must not hate life enough to do that yet.
@lovemeloveyou011 i am sorry. i wish no one including myself has to endure the pain and lonliness of depression. but unfortunately some do. the best we can do is stand together and know that we arent alone in this struggle. if you are ever feeling down and need someone to talk to, you can send me a message on here. i know what its like to go through alot of stuff. from 7 years of physical and emotional abuse, to alcoholism, to an eating disorder, to cutting myself, to attempted suicide.
Is the whole meaning of life how much suffering one can endure? It seems to me, the only way to achieve anything, to be something "more" is to suffer... I wonder, in the end, does it pay off?
I'm commiting suicide thanx to a special youtuber that goes by the name eddiemcintire. I wish all those who had tried to break me out of this depression but, it's because of eddiemcintire That I'm commiting suicide. Tis was nice til the end but, The time has come. we all knew it would come and that time is now. I wish you the best unless your the few who drove me to this point. I shall truly be forgoten and Ican't wait to see if the Grim Reaper really exists. Too see the rest check my profile.
I dont wanna be me cause Im fat, ugly, scarred, stupid, worthless, annoying, and i mess everything up. My mom already had enough to worry about she didnt need me going to a mental hospitle for cuting and suicidle thoughts to worry about too....
@mikamongoose she may have stuff to worry about but that doesn't mean you should suffer, please try to get the help you need because you are valuable and your life means something even if you can't see it right now
It's interesting how some say that things will get better, that life goes on, I've said it to people myself. But what if it doesn't? What if this pain and suffering is all that life has to offer. Maybe the reason I'm sad is because, while others mask their misery convincing themselves that they're happy, I look at life for what it really is. Depressing. Feeling ugly,fat,not worth anyone's time, and most of all... being alone. With no one to hold me and say, "It's okay" Maybe some do, but not me.
Honey, you don't need someone else to hold you to know that life will be okay. Have faith in yourself & your abilities. Make your life whatever it is you want it to be because you really can do anything!
& hey, don't ever say you have nobody. You have me.
message me any time you need to talk. Same goes for anyone else reading this comment.
@xXDeadNotSleepingXx *holdsyoutight* it will be ok sweetheart, you just have to believe that others will believe it for you, and eventually when you have enough strength, you will be able to believe it yourself.. ♥ L
@xXDeadNotSleepingXx Well i hate to break it to you but the world is cold and miserable if you want to see it that way but the world is also full of amazing things so maybe you should look at the glass as half full, not half empty. There are many things in the world that are beautiful and crazy like love and friends but you have to get off ur butt and get out there instead of trying to say depressing things to other depressed people to make them want to go hide till there fat or worst!!
@Crimsonwatcher That comment was from 5 months ago.I was in a really bad place.I didn't have a lot of people to talk to so I vented here.I usually am a "glass half full" person, but I had a breakdown.You don't know what I've been through so I don't expect you to understand. Just as I don't know what you've been through so I'm not going to judge.I understand what you're saying and agree.Just please be aware of how what you say can come off to others.With that said, I hope I didn't offend you.
@xXDeadNotSleepingXx you didnt offend me i know i can be a little strait forward sometimes but it just angers me when people get on here and say that they try to kill themselves all the time. its my opinion that if they really wanted to kill them selves they woulnt write on a website were the entire flippin world can see it..... its almost like there just looking for sympathy...
@Crimsonwatcher Yeah, I get that. But sometimes people come here to get sympathy because they are confused about the emotions and thoughts they're having. Sometimes it just takes a stranger to care to help because the people directly around them either don't care or the person can't see that they care. And other times people are clinicly depressed and don't have a "good enough" reason for being suicidle and so they don't want to talk to anyone and hide it which makes it worse. It all depends.
I feel the exact same way so i turned to cutting. That brought me NO WHERE in life. So i stopped but it was hard......actually i wanted to commit suicide for a while but im glad i didnt. I found someone tht loved me and i promise you will too! And if people say that shit to you then do what i do......dont care. They can think what they want to about me but i know how i am and thats all that matters! If you need help not caring what people think like me then look up black
@xXDeadNotSleepingXx My Hope is fading every day...i don't know what to say but i miss my friend ven thought she hates me now. i will always love her because she was my light when i was lonely she talked to me,she huged me, we used to play togheter...but now without my angel i am lost without any hope...why do i even bother loving another no girl wants to be with me..is like dreaming to fly and not having wings it's pointless to do that...
i suffered years of cutting, and have ugly scars left.
your scars will never leave....and one mistake can change your whole life.
Jesus saved me from my cutting, and all the other sins....and i am finally happy, and i hope that anyone out there feeling this way, seeks help through the Almighty Lord, not through cutting. my scars tell a story, ill never forget about it. but i am happy now, my whole life has changed, its amazing. -Jesus loves you.<3
A lot of the pictures in this I find disturbing...not that I don't feel for the causes, of course. But maybe a warning in the beginning vid? Some people might find this triggering/upsetting... I would just like to look out for people. Please don't take offense to this comment, and please reply?
i'm wanting to put together a video like this for a school project, and just wondering where you found these pictures, e.g. what did you put into the google search bar? thanks
@jerryplabs WOW, you are so FREAKING COOL. Please get out. It's people like you who would call out childish, anonymous names that hurt the people watching this and drive people to do the things seen in this video. I can't believe people could be so evil and hurtful to people who need help.
And you now what, stupid comments like the one you just made aren't even worth replying to.
hey i really need help. watch my video it explains it all but basically everyone especially my friends have replaced me and changed and i feel so alone. any advicce? please i cant take my lonely life anymore i hate meyself. i just want to end it sometimes i feel so alone i have no one and im a loser. no one notices me or cares. im never good enough
what kind of things did you type in to find some of these pictures, it's kinda what i'm what i'm looking for for my art exam on body image and eating disorders?
when you have the chance please watch, Similization, it's an ad to a website about our today's society. And If you're interested you can check out the site and maybe even post any thoughts you might have. Thanks.
i absolutely love this song! i fell in love with it after i heard it on Degrassi....the video is pretty great, too. the song is the best tho! its my favorite right now!
Im not anorexic but lately I havent had much of an appetite I usually eat only one full meal a day but I do think Im fat I hate my body I dont even like eating in front of people I even tried to purge one time. But my parents dont understand that even when I try to eat I cant sometimes a couple of times I even had to force down food and it made me feel horrible. Im just lonely everyday at school I sit by myself for lunch. I also have had trouble falling asleep lately.
magstechelle1 2 days ago
I do not wanna be me! :(
saddielover8 3 days ago in playlist Favorite videos
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saddielover8 3 days ago in playlist Favorite videos
I don't want to be me....:(
luissy7 4 days ago
i feel like this all the time... But i won't give in to it. if i do, i'll just wreck myself.
TheTurnbot 6 days ago
i dont want to be me
tiger2eir 6 days ago
Eating disorder. Mental disorders. Abusive life style. Broken heart. Tell me, is that just a phase? Didn't think so..
ilovemileycyrus697 6 days ago
i had an eating dissorder for a year and a half its not a phase and it took forever for me to stop puking :( but im so much better now :)
chasepardi 1 week ago
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Mqagics1 1 week ago
please check out my video. you will relate and i will feel like i am not alone. cuz no one will understand except the people who are like you no matter how much others try too
swimmingable 1 week ago
This world is horrible. I hate being. I'm afraid to get help, but I'm afraid to do nothing. I don't like my friends, I don't like my family. I feel neither happy or sad. I'm afraid to die, and I don't want to live. I'm trapped, with no way out, and I'm struggling to breathe.
crowley9595 1 week ago 3
@crowley9595 ill help? im here i know you dont know me but i have expirence i live the kind of life u do i rele understand you :(
chasepardi 1 week ago
i know what it feels like to not be understood too, but in a different way....you see people will always let us down, even the ones who love us the most....and that is why my escape was to find Jesus, and now i find He is the only thing that is real, but i had to go empty of my own self-pity and truly want a changed life....there is power in the blood of Christ, you see, he already did the bleeding for us....for all time....and it is why you can stop. Turn to Jesus.
hannahandre76 1 week ago
My name is Laura. I have issues...I cant do anything on my own but I have to. People bully me they punch me, kick me, threaten me. I have a older sister tht hurts me. I wanna die!! It feels like everyone in my life hates me.My dad is in jail....On my 7th Birthday I just got out of school and my dad tried to kill me and my sister....Now my mom is a single mother she broke her foot and her work is giving her no money..FML!!!Do me a favor and kill me X•X
hotlove123love 2 weeks ago
@hotlove123love believe it or not i have some what similar issues, but there will always be someone somewhere who cares even if we dont know it.
yikes1019 2 weeks ago in playlist cry
Honestly I feel like dieing right now but I wont
EmoLoverWhoCuts 3 weeks ago
I'm 13. I was always a quiet child. I never said much. My mom died when I was 7. I always had self esteem issues. (they weren't bad though) and all through the years I was called ugly,fat,short,stupid,bitch,"no one will every like you" my dad doesn't love me. He only cares about his girl friend. and my grandpa-well best friend died. ...Now I have depression and low slef-esteem issues. I cut. and I don't eat the much anymore. I hate society.
herewegoagain29 3 weeks ago in playlist Favorite videos
The cutting is finally starting to get to my diet. And I'm 12 and started to scratch my elbows when I was 6. That just proves that matter how young u r u should b careful about what u say :(
pinkypink133 3 weeks ago
does anyone else think its fucked up that there's a weight loss video in the suggeustion bar when this is a song for people who has really bad body issuses??
flyhigh495 3 weeks ago 5
@horselover67
Same here. The blade is comfort for me.
SuicidalGirl1325 3 weeks ago
My mom: *screaming at me* WHY DO YOU CUT FOR ATTENTION STOP! Me:*softly* I don't *goes to room and locks door crawls on my bed and cuts deep and slow with a hand held pencil sharpener blade... falls asleep blood ozzing out of my wrists.. Wakes up the next morning, looks at wrists reads my wrist aloud..."YOU DON'T UNDERSTAND ME".
horselover1367 4 weeks ago
@evolvedalone be pacient (btw, sorry for my terrible englisch, i'm dutch) and show her how much you care about her, do fun stuff :) I'm having a shitty time as well, but if i'm doing fun and cool stuff, I almost forget about the fucked up world around me, oh don't forget; make eachother LAUGH!!! Don't over-react, over-protect or make her feel like she made a big mistake, it will only make her feel worse. I don't know if this helps, but it helpes for me so... ;) good luck
meidzonderboy 1 month ago 3
Please comment back, thank you !! : )
evolvedalone 1 month ago
my sister just shared this video with me , shes going through some pretty messed up shit . its as if the video depicss her life... HOW DO I HELP HER ?? : ( : (
evolvedalone 1 month ago
what a nice song
MissAlmarsch 1 month ago
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laxhoeforlifee 1 month ago
love yourself! yeah right like it is really easy to make it and i think i can't love myself if there is no one who loves me ): sorry but optimisim of aceppting the way you are is really difficult same as happines i really feel that im forced ti live
barbaricfer 1 month ago
The girl at 1:02 Has the PERFECT body im so jealous -___-
Libbymariehaw 1 month ago
I just want to feel Love!
Aries25x 1 month ago
T.T this is the story of my life. i'm ignored, bullied, teased.....
jimwilliamalexande 1 month ago
@jimwilliamalexande same
amb500u8787uu 1 month ago
I Want Pain, And Death But Scared Too Receive It. I Don't Want To Die I Just Want To Feel "Not Depressed"
Lillypop9256 1 month ago 2
I ALWAYS want to be myself, because I am a member of the one true Catholic Church, and I follow The Lord's commandments. I also have an amazing life, and I am very lucky. I am very happy but I dislike those who would hurt or kill themselves.
HowDoYouWin99 2 months ago
@HowDoYouWin99 Sometimes it feels like the only option left. It feels like your drowning in the dark shadows. It feels like there will be no end to your suffering. like no one will ever realise your hurting.
davidboreanaz4life 2 months ago
@davidboreanaz4life No, it doesn't. I have been bullied, but I either ignore and forgive them, or do the same to them, which usually ends up in them feeling horrible, because I do not stop.
HowDoYouWin99 2 months ago
@HowDoYouWin99 and its not even just about being bullied you don't know what different people deal with so please don't judge because it dosn't help anyone
phoenix1237spoken 1 month ago
@HowDoYouWin99 you've never been abused then. and then prayd for help. but that help never came. no matter how much you prayed. so i suggest u leave ur negative comments towards people like me to yourself.
lilyloveshottopic 2 months ago
@lilyloveshottopic I actually take that back. I haven't been bullied, because it never bothered me, and it usually ended up in ME getting suspended, JUST BECAUSE I badly hurt those people who were bullying me!
HowDoYouWin99 2 months ago
You cant imagine how right now, this second, I'd love to crave my feelings into my arms and legs. Let the words that describe my hatred for myself bleed and drip down myself. Then maybe people will read them and maybe understand just bit of how i feel inside, and how bad it really is, i just don't let people know, and when i try. They. Don't. Understand.
Anacole1000 2 months ago
@Anacole1000 Iknow this feeling, do you want to talk? message me if you do because I have been there and still am trying to overcome it
Libbymariehaw 1 month ago
I'd kill to be as skinny as the girl at 1:02
Anacole1000 2 months ago
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Anacole1000 2 months ago
Self harmed for 5 years, anxiety for 4, life got good for about a year... then I was sexually assaulted and I am back at square one begging myself not to try killing myself again... didnt get good grades, no job... havent gone to university, i hate living in this town where everyone knows me from school as a crazy cutter. I want to be closer to my boyfriend, I want my life to move on and I am trapped. Everything is the result of selfharming.
hachihurricane 2 months ago in playlist Selfharm
@hachihurricane same only i never self harmed but i am close to self harming to feel alive again :/
amb500u8787uu 1 month ago
@amb500u8787uu I know its really hard but one of the biggest regrets of my life so far is the first cut, I hope you haven't done it and won't get caught up in any destructive behaviour. I am so desperate I might start believing in god! :O
hachihurricane 1 month ago
@hachihurricane no i havent but i might :(
amb500u8787uu 1 week ago
story of my life..... i don't wanna be me..... fat, worthless,bitch,annoying,ugly, nothing,alone, different, scared,scarred.... those words and more haunt my life..... u can try to help.... but it won't work..... i only listen to one... one and no one.... oh i tried to change, but that just dug me in deeper into the problem.... don't help me.... everybody knows it just makes it worse
Icestorm772 2 months ago 3
@Icestorm772 same i cant do it anymore i cant live like this its affecting every part of me :(
amb500u8787uu 1 month ago
@amb500u8787uu its always like that :(
Icestorm772 1 month ago
I love this song, it's so soothing to me. I found out last night that my mom's going to have to have brain surgery, two weeks before that one of my friends had a baby, and another tried to kill herself. I'm only 16, and it's soo close to Christmas.. we could use all the prayers we can get.<3
misskeepit4real 2 months ago 3
I've never been me. I wish this wasn't me
XBXdarknessXBX 2 months ago 2
I don't wanna be me.....
xxbleedingdarkfirexx 2 months ago
STORY OF MY LIFE DUDE
heatherxnicolexrawr 2 months ago 42
Its funny how everyone's like oh please this is just a phase,
Do you think it'll be a phase i'm to broke to function. Please, Let me know how it'll be a Phase when im Dead&Gone.
HurtEasily03 2 months ago 42
@HurtEasily03 If u listen to "the last night" by skillet, my fav song by my fav band, the second verse is really powerful and probly describes the way we both feel. it will probly help you, even if you never hear the song but once in ur life. :)
xxsecretcelebxx 1 month ago
@HurtEasily03 its not just a phase its life and i hate when people say that as well, please stick around though i promise one day you will be happy you did
phoenix1237spoken 1 month ago in playlist Liked videos
@HurtEasily03 phases are temporary. this is eternal.
ambendo 4 weeks ago
@HurtEasily03 I totally agree, its definatly not a phase. Its something some of us have to go through for the rest of our lives. Some people are too ignorant to see that.
kaitlyn1232909 1 week ago
I tried, i promise. Yes, i know im a cutter and i know so much time and effort goes into helping me but just because you try to help me doesn't make me better. I've been pushed to do this, when nobody saw me, nobody even knew i was broken, I never got the help i needed. Now there's no helping me, three years, multiple lonely nights later, I became this worthless girl, but i promise... I tried.
toxicintoxication 2 months ago 4
I love you. <3
ArcticEditing 3 months ago 2
I know how you feel. I dont wanna be me because im: Fat, Ugly, Scarred, Worthless, I keep messing up. My life aint the greaest people worry about me when i ask them not to..My parents had enough to worry about already... Now they have me on sleeping pills because after all the cutting and the thoughts of suicide..and stuff stop me from sleeping....
DeathNoteLoverForeve 3 months ago
Anyone know the name of this band???
motor6991 3 months ago
@motor6991 Amanda Clemens
supersoccerstar08 2 months ago
All I wish to say is LOOK AT THE POSITIVES of life, not the negatives. This im itself could flip your life around I in a better direction....Good Luck.......
emilybussanich 3 months ago
fighting the urge to cut right now... i really hate who i am.. i dont wanna be me... i dont even know how to live
Dieing2beloved 3 months ago in playlist Listen to when Depressed
i cant count all my suiside attempts i cut my self im not in sane im just... i have no light to look forwared to i dont like me i ve done all i can to feel something but nothing that ive done changes any thing im still me but in more pain then i will ever be im 14 and ive had about 42 suiside attempts in the past 2 monthes and i cant feel any thing...... i dont have any thing to live 4
daniellebvbfan15 3 months ago
@daniellebvbfan15
i am listening and i am hearing you are so sad and am hoping someone near you will listen to you seek someone out learn to trust someone ask for help pet the sun sets and it rises again and each day gives you a new chance grab it reiki on and sending
maryfpkearns6 3 months ago
i don't get all these girls saying that they hate the world and all. it's not the world or the food is at fault but the the person itself and their own appetite that make them fat and damn ugly! this is so disturbing to watch.
nancyyy92sayschill 3 months ago
@nancyyy92sayschill you are disturbing! like people that dont even try to understand their reason for cutting.. they're often self conscious and only think that they're fat although they really aren't.. people that cut themselves are not insane, they're just sad, hurt and desperate...
Inominifia 3 months ago
I am never happy with myself so I never want to be me...
XxXyourXaddictionXxX 3 months ago
Being Beautiful is not necessary to become happy. Society and other people want you to be that way. But look at your self, what do you want to be? I don't want to be a person who back stabs other people, a person who bullies other people, I want to be myself, even if that would be that people will laugh with me. But I will fight till the end of my days. I wont bow for other people. I will never change for other people. If there where no people their would be no shame...
SatansLegions 3 months ago
Some people have more misery then other people but every living being will meet misery on their path. Misery is sort of a part of life, it's goes about how you deal with misery. Some people hide from everything. Some people will laugh their pain away. Some will cheer themselves up and realizing that other people have it worse. And people who think they are fat, ugly, whatever what. Why is it important to be skinny and beautiful? Just be happy with what you r, misery wont go away when yr skinny..
SatansLegions 3 months ago
the pain feels unbarible
PattiTricia1 3 months ago in playlist help
▲I don`t get a brake in life▲
bellacupcake123 3 months ago
This is really deep song
:(
xoGB156 3 months ago
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xoGB156 3 months ago
Life doesn't get better. Hope is the only bright thng in my life. Sorry, no hope here.
1Hermez 3 months ago
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few years ago two parents went out for dinner. A few hours later, the babysitter was calling to see if she could cover up the clown statue in the kids' room, the father said "Get the kids and get out of the house, we'll call the police, we don't have a clown statue". The "clown statue" was actually a killer that escaped from jail. If you don't post this on 10 videos tonight the clown will be in your bed at 3:00am with a chainsaw in his hand. Sorry don't want this to happen to me
MsRandomgurl123 4 months ago
i feel like this right now
Sassy100Princess 4 months ago
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InfernoMaster6 3 months ago
I've just entered Depressing People Lane.... I'm getting out of here you guys all suck just a bunch of pessimists lol.
and please don't you dare reply to me saying i don't know what its like to be depressed or lonely because i do, you don't even know me, so don't even think about replying to me like that, please.
bananapie191 4 months ago
@bananapie191 well if you know what i feels like how about you NOT make fun of people who are depressed. Depressing people lane, really? thats a mean joke.
KellyKatieMusicVidx 4 months ago
@KellyKatieMusicVidx yes, but its a true joke, too... i just don't like being around depressing people, do you?
bananapie191 4 months ago
@bananapie191 Well i guess some people do feel awkward around people who are depressing, but for me i want to be a therapist when im older.
KellyKatieMusicVidx 4 months ago
@KellyKatieMusicVidx aww, that's really nice. I hope you do good with that (:
bananapie191 4 months ago
everyone, dont say that your alone because i care about you too :] i may be emo like you and be drepress but i cant let life knock you down because i am your friend and all emo's are your friends,even if you idk us.one day we will all meet :] and be in a place where all can show their true colors :]
xxemoAlexisxx1 4 months ago
i wish i could be thin, i wish i could be pretty, i wish i was popular, i wish ppl liked me, i wish i had never left my friends, i wish my parents loved me, i wish i had a normal life, i wish i wasnt addicted to self harm, i wish ppl would notice me, i wish i wasnt alone, i wish ppl could hear me.... no one cares, except for my bestest friend the razor, who NEVER let me down and made me forget all the pain
JEDIBELIEBERPOTTER 4 months ago
@JEDIBELIEBERPOTTER i care about you :]
xxemoAlexisxx1 4 months ago
@xxemoAlexisxx1 Thank you, but i dont deserve anyone...
JEDIBELIEBERPOTTER 4 months ago
@JEDIBELIEBERPOTTER The Razor will never love you the way a person can. There's over 6 billion people in this world you just haven't found the right ones. the razor isn't your friend its your enemy because all its doing is pretending to help you, pretending like its making you happy, but its not... trust me. you're beautiful as long as your healthy. people will like you more if you stop being self-pitying like that. you wish you wish you wish well stop wishing and start doing.
bananapie191 4 months ago
you see skinny girls being anorexic how about a fat one ooh i found one me
MyLoveIsOneOfAKind97 4 months ago
"for every reason we have to cry there's way more to smile"
u4Change 4 months ago
Ik vind het een mooie video. Hoe het allemaal beschreven wordt. Ik weet hoe het is om te automutileren en eetproblemen te hebben. Ik hoop dat je er bovenop bent gekomen. Liefs xx
ProGirl90 4 months ago
Glad to know I'm not alone. I turned to cutting and almost killed myself but my friends help me through everything and I love them for it
xxmyinsanityx 4 months ago
i hide all my feelings i cut and think about ending my life
eMoknifes 4 months ago in playlist emo playlist
@eMoknifes dont end it because i care about you and you have friends like me even if idk you :}
xxemoAlexisxx1 4 months ago
It seems the point of life is to see how much someone can endure without ending it all. i attempted suicide in July of this year, and i am so close to attempting again. i wanted to last night but a good friend spent an hour on the phone with me talking me out of it. i just dont wanna be me. i hate my life. i hate myself. i dont feel like anyone cares. would they really be broken if i ended it all? or would they eventually move on with their life? i dont know how much longer i can live this way.
Jaydensmama19 4 months ago
@Jaydensmama19 I feel exactly the same way. I hate myself and I hate my life, for years I have tried to 'improve' certain things about myself as a person but it seems no matter what I do I fail and feel unwanted. I feel so alone, like nobody wants to know me or care about me and that its all my fault. Its like I'm always putting people off but I don't know how. My life just seems so pointless, I actually wished I had the courage to end it but I must not hate life enough to do that yet.
lovemeloveyou011 4 months ago
@lovemeloveyou011 i am sorry. i wish no one including myself has to endure the pain and lonliness of depression. but unfortunately some do. the best we can do is stand together and know that we arent alone in this struggle. if you are ever feeling down and need someone to talk to, you can send me a message on here. i know what its like to go through alot of stuff. from 7 years of physical and emotional abuse, to alcoholism, to an eating disorder, to cutting myself, to attempted suicide.
Jaydensmama19 3 months ago
@lovemeloveyou011 I've lost ppl to suicide.. I wish I had the same courage as them. Being a real brave knight and confront death itself...
deeekz 3 months ago
Is the whole meaning of life how much suffering one can endure? It seems to me, the only way to achieve anything, to be something "more" is to suffer... I wonder, in the end, does it pay off?
8lindela 5 months ago
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I'm commiting suicide thanx to a special youtuber that goes by the name eddiemcintire. I wish all those who had tried to break me out of this depression but, it's because of eddiemcintire That I'm commiting suicide. Tis was nice til the end but, The time has come. we all knew it would come and that time is now. I wish you the best unless your the few who drove me to this point. I shall truly be forgoten and Ican't wait to see if the Grim Reaper really exists. Too see the rest check my profile.
ForgotenReaper9 5 months ago
I dont wanna be me cause Im fat, ugly, scarred, stupid, worthless, annoying, and i mess everything up. My mom already had enough to worry about she didnt need me going to a mental hospitle for cuting and suicidle thoughts to worry about too....
mikamongoose 5 months ago in playlist Stay strong 44
@mikamongoose I know how you feel....
xxCorieMurderxx 3 months ago
@xxCorieMurderxx This sucks!!!! im also bulimic......
mikamongoose 2 months ago
@mikamongoose she may have stuff to worry about but that doesn't mean you should suffer, please try to get the help you need because you are valuable and your life means something even if you can't see it right now
phoenix1237spoken 1 month ago
@mikamongoose lol'd
control893 1 month ago
1:45 that picture was taken by a model on america's next top model to show what anorexia can do.
MeganJackson12345 5 months ago
FTW and FML...........
AbbiMerCullen 5 months ago
Ik vind de eerste afbeelding echt mooi, vanwaar heb je die?
Ankx3 5 months ago
This song was on Degrassi...when Ellie cut... :) It's a good song.
KyouPanda 6 months ago
@KyouPanda this is the only reason why ifound this song.
i love degrassi!
supersoccerstar08 5 months ago
Thank you 4 sharin' your video with us. Great work! It's very sobering to get an understanding of. I HOPE all is well. 'Recoverd' that is.
JosephDiBella 6 months ago
I want to be free, FTW
XxXDeaathHeadXxX 6 months ago
héhéhéh!!! that's me!!! F ma lyf! :)
Widow666Black 7 months ago
So sad!
I like this song!
Nice video!
TheRomanianSoldier 7 months ago
i dont know if its just a week i've been havin but i feellike i always feel like this nd i just alway try to cover it up ...
Jennic6102 10 months ago
thanks for this,i really like it hon xxx
lostlittlegurlygurl 11 months ago
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I dont want to be me..
ShootMe1809 11 months ago
It's interesting how some say that things will get better, that life goes on, I've said it to people myself. But what if it doesn't? What if this pain and suffering is all that life has to offer. Maybe the reason I'm sad is because, while others mask their misery convincing themselves that they're happy, I look at life for what it really is. Depressing. Feeling ugly,fat,not worth anyone's time, and most of all... being alone. With no one to hold me and say, "It's okay" Maybe some do, but not me.
xXDeadNotSleepingXx 1 year ago 112
@xXDeadNotSleepingXx Sounds like you might have depression.
IncapabiIity 11 months ago
@xXDeadNotSleepingXx
Honey, you don't need someone else to hold you to know that life will be okay. Have faith in yourself & your abilities. Make your life whatever it is you want it to be because you really can do anything!
& hey, don't ever say you have nobody. You have me.
message me any time you need to talk. Same goes for anyone else reading this comment.
mcrXninjaXyo 7 months ago
@mcrXninjaXyo Thank you, I may just have to take you up on that
xXDeadNotSleepingXx 7 months ago
@xXDeadNotSleepingXx *holdsyoutight* it will be ok sweetheart, you just have to believe that others will believe it for you, and eventually when you have enough strength, you will be able to believe it yourself.. ♥ L
ChaosInAGlassCage 7 months ago
@ChaosInAGlassCage Thank you so much. It really means a lot
xXDeadNotSleepingXx 7 months ago
@xXDeadNotSleepingXx Well i hate to break it to you but the world is cold and miserable if you want to see it that way but the world is also full of amazing things so maybe you should look at the glass as half full, not half empty. There are many things in the world that are beautiful and crazy like love and friends but you have to get off ur butt and get out there instead of trying to say depressing things to other depressed people to make them want to go hide till there fat or worst!!
Crimsonwatcher 6 months ago
@Crimsonwatcher That comment was from 5 months ago.I was in a really bad place.I didn't have a lot of people to talk to so I vented here.I usually am a "glass half full" person, but I had a breakdown.You don't know what I've been through so I don't expect you to understand. Just as I don't know what you've been through so I'm not going to judge.I understand what you're saying and agree.Just please be aware of how what you say can come off to others.With that said, I hope I didn't offend you.
xXDeadNotSleepingXx 6 months ago
@xXDeadNotSleepingXx you didnt offend me i know i can be a little strait forward sometimes but it just angers me when people get on here and say that they try to kill themselves all the time. its my opinion that if they really wanted to kill them selves they woulnt write on a website were the entire flippin world can see it..... its almost like there just looking for sympathy...
Crimsonwatcher 6 months ago
@Crimsonwatcher Yeah, I get that. But sometimes people come here to get sympathy because they are confused about the emotions and thoughts they're having. Sometimes it just takes a stranger to care to help because the people directly around them either don't care or the person can't see that they care. And other times people are clinicly depressed and don't have a "good enough" reason for being suicidle and so they don't want to talk to anyone and hide it which makes it worse. It all depends.
xXDeadNotSleepingXx 6 months ago
@xXDeadNotSleepingXx if you think of it that way then it will become true. because you are making yourself suffer
itsraininglool 6 months ago
@xXDeadNotSleepingXx
I feel the exact same way so i turned to cutting. That brought me NO WHERE in life. So i stopped but it was hard......actually i wanted to commit suicide for a while but im glad i didnt. I found someone tht loved me and i promise you will too! And if people say that shit to you then do what i do......dont care. They can think what they want to about me but i know how i am and thats all that matters! If you need help not caring what people think like me then look up black
frankiesloverXD 5 months ago
@xXDeadNotSleepingXx
veil brides.....they helped me alot. Mainly listen to their song never give in!
frankiesloverXD 5 months ago
@xXDeadNotSleepingXx im glad to know that im not alone in this, i think we are the ones truly living in reality.
KoRnLPMaggot 4 months ago
@xXDeadNotSleepingXx My Hope is fading every day...i don't know what to say but i miss my friend ven thought she hates me now. i will always love her because she was my light when i was lonely she talked to me,she huged me, we used to play togheter...but now without my angel i am lost without any hope...why do i even bother loving another no girl wants to be with me..is like dreaming to fly and not having wings it's pointless to do that...
greencomet2011 4 months ago
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and i totally support "To Write Love On Her Arms" <3
icandy2103 1 year ago
any girl or guy out there:
there is help.
i suffered years of cutting, and have ugly scars left.
your scars will never leave....and one mistake can change your whole life.
Jesus saved me from my cutting, and all the other sins....and i am finally happy, and i hope that anyone out there feeling this way, seeks help through the Almighty Lord, not through cutting. my scars tell a story, ill never forget about it. but i am happy now, my whole life has changed, its amazing. -Jesus loves you.<3
icandy2103 1 year ago 2
1:46 michelle from america's next top model :O <3
XxcblovesyouxX 1 year ago
A lot of the pictures in this I find disturbing...not that I don't feel for the causes, of course. But maybe a warning in the beginning vid? Some people might find this triggering/upsetting... I would just like to look out for people. Please don't take offense to this comment, and please reply?
underthebloodredsky 1 year ago 39
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justagirl1793 1 year ago
i'm wanting to put together a video like this for a school project, and just wondering where you found these pictures, e.g. what did you put into the google search bar? thanks
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FAG EMOS
jerryplabs 1 year ago
@jerryplabs
what made you watch this song?
clearly youre in the dark.
are whe emos for this song geez so close minded.
nightstylo 1 year ago
@nightstylo you make no sense
jerryplabs 1 year ago
@jerryplabs WOW, you are so FREAKING COOL. Please get out. It's people like you who would call out childish, anonymous names that hurt the people watching this and drive people to do the things seen in this video. I can't believe people could be so evil and hurtful to people who need help.
And you now what, stupid comments like the one you just made aren't even worth replying to.
underthebloodredsky 1 year ago
He ben jij ook Nederlands! Mooi filmpje, Hoe gaat het nu met je?
Veel liefs en sterkte!
xxmoonflamexx 1 year ago
where can i download this song ?
biggoblyds 1 year ago
if you don't like it, don't listen
MrVickyNapane 1 year ago
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hey i really need help. watch my video it explains it all but basically everyone especially my friends have replaced me and changed and i feel so alone. any advicce? please i cant take my lonely life anymore i hate meyself. i just want to end it sometimes i feel so alone i have no one and im a loser. no one notices me or cares. im never good enough
butterflyRegrets 1 year ago
this is such an ugly song
17miami 1 year ago
@17miami
well then it really does look like ur face!
nightstylo 1 year ago
@nightstylo try again.
17miami 1 year ago
@nightstylo try again.
17miami 1 year ago
@17miami
ok. and?
nightstylo 1 year ago
what kind of things did you type in to find some of these pictures, it's kinda what i'm what i'm looking for for my art exam on body image and eating disorders?
justagirl1793 1 year ago
erm..
what is this song??
i actually really like it C:
XxCookiesLubMusic2xX 1 year ago
@XxCookiesLubMusic2xX it's I don't want to be me sung by Amanda Clemens :)
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cmccarreiro 1 year ago
this video is amazing. it really fits with the song, nice job! thank you.
musicXisXbeauty 1 year ago
your vid is awesome! thanx <3
emooxcupcake 2 years ago
where did you find this song? love the video, you make really meaningful ones.
carrebear14 2 years ago
i absolutely love this song! i fell in love with it after i heard it on Degrassi....the video is pretty great, too. the song is the best tho! its my favorite right now!
Celestialmaiden123 2 years ago
hey meis
mooi gemaakt hoor :)
xxx
(you know who ;) )
Stacy89x 2 years ago 3
Hey!
Dankje. =D Yes, I know who. :P
ChickwithCourage 2 years ago
i love this song
greendayluver42 2 years ago