kyla- it's over now

[xXxaQohciijaSz09xXx]

ouch :(

[along1431]

like this song...

[yettedeleon]

kasi di sila nagmahal ng totoo sa atin, kaya madali pra sknila ang makasakit o mang iwan, kaya tayo nasasaktan at di ganon kadali makabangon kasi totoo pagmamahal na binigay natin sknila... yon ang masakit skbila ng pagmamahal natin sknila iba ang pinadama nila. its better to move on... wala sila kwenta pra patuloy mahalin,, darating ang araw lhat ng sakit na ginawa nila sa atin, babalik sknila lahat yan, sa tamang panahon.

[ilenesabas]

at bakit kaya ganun kung sino pa ang naksakit sila pa ang laging masaya at ung mga nadehado di makabangon....ang sakit waaahhhhhh

[ilenesabas]

ugh..

[angelkeru1]

nkarelate m..same track tau 3 years na din.... pro bat ganun? the pain and longing was still here.....SUPER LIKE!!

[bEntEtrEsZ23]

hey,, ;) mustah na? @malditoh1016

[bugohanon]

haaaay. ganyan din ako..sana di ko na maramdaman yan until now :( i wish someone would really love m e na..

[msrhoxanne]

kakasad tong.. kakarealate ako.. hahaist.. bakit gnun.. kung kailn nakita muna ung taong cconpleto ng buhay mu. tsaka nmn nwwala..

[jackiekulet]

tama....hirap mawala ung taong alam mo binuo ung buhay mo...at tanggapin na masay siya kahit wala ka na sa buhay niya...

[cutielyn79]

bakit ba lagi ang sawi eh yong nag mamahal ng tunay..... sana may mabigo naman na di nag mahal ng totoo, pra naman di ganon ka sakit... he he he

[jennypretender]

SUPER LiKE ..

woot ! swerte naman ni GiRL sau !

may FB acc. ka po ba ? :))



[jinan03]

it's almost 3years na.. but wat you did..this video.. aww..kakatouch. i was in the same track.. and i decided to move on.. nkaya ko..kya mo din yan..and im sure 3 years na since u posted this..cguro kinaya mo na.. goodluck!

[jeattz]

ahai... nfeel ko kung anung sakit nramdaman mu.. kget.over kna cguro sa kanya.. 2008 pa yun..

[orlieanciano79]

I WAS IN THE SAME TRACK!!! SOBRANG SAKIT...

[Ellamiel14]

i have a story for you guys. Once there was a guy propose to his girlfriend to marry him, but at the day of their wedding the girl ran away, although she loves the boy so much umalis cya kc d pa cya ready magpakasal, may mga pangarap cya, and she wants to get her dreams in other country.

[punkprincesz009]

wow! super duper like ku un mga notes mu. . ! related. . .!! lhat ng words mu totoo tlg sobra!! naiyak aku:(

[khiannaxxx]

super ganda ng mga notes... everything came from the heart of a person so deeply in-love!!! i hope maka-meet ka ng person who would give you the same love you're giving..... (i have my fingers crossed for you............. and me, i hope i could find that "one" too

[bEntEtrEsZ23]

mustah na? still remember me? :)

[bEntEtrEsZ23]

@maldiroh1016 mustah na? :)

[danzfloorchiq]

awww... so sad.. ='(

nkakatouch...

[roxyrosesify]

tagos

[mssky2426]

..,"aNg GAnDa,..8 s Sad 2 kNoW na WlA nG pAki Ung TaONg mAhAl Mo sA mGa NRa2mDaMaN m0h..AnD waT hURtZ mOsT ai Ung bEnaBaLewALa NyA n Ung Mga HaPi AnD saD MomEntZ nyO 2gEthEr...At AnG mAs MaSAhOl PaH dON pAraNg mAnHId Cya kC hE dOeSnT eVeN kNOW dAt Ur LyF hAs bEen So MiSEraBlE Ng mAgKaHiWalAy KaU..,I LOvE dIz SoNG nKA2ReL8 tALaGA aQ...

[MsCutemine]

kakatouch..:(

[AaChuchay25]

hai how swit,,,how i wish n sumday gwin din yan ng pnkamamahal kong Ex,,,but d sad fact,,,dat won't hapen...he doesnt even care of wat i'am filing nung kbbreak lng nmen at cnsbng mahal nya pa ako,,eh ngaun pb aman....uhm wish ko n lng n sna msya sya ngaun sa bgo nyang gurlfwend and sna wag nyang sktan 2lad ng gnwa nya sken :(

[swetiemiles]

MJ, i think we have something in common...iniwan at hangan ngaun ang hirap mag move on....n touch ako sa video mo..sa message mo..naiiyak ako kasi nkakarelate ako..by the way pareho din name natin..MJ

[MsTheBrokenheart]

so nyc... 

[meyojen]

wow!!! sana dumami tulad mo...! iilan lng kasi ganyang klase ng boy! god bless!

[cutielyn79]

woww, this xsactly i feel. the poem s verry true for me. i can read this evreday....thankss to someone write thissss...........

[reyescecille25]

hi maldito you really make me fall in live again remembering the Past love that Im trying to forget, all the feelings that makes me complete., a Past that will always be a part of my life., Past that will never turn back., sad to say that the only love that Id felt will just remain the PAST coz its Overrr.. take care maldito always...

[03rhony]

bozzing qoh......sad to say that our love didnt last... but one thing for sure i love you for real.. kla mo lng hindi!

[stargazer2882]

hopeless romantic!, so sweet! 'wonder ilan p kyong natitira s mundo... stay sweet... you'll find someone better coz you desrve it! =))

[malditoh1016]

@stargazer2882 ..yeah.. i hope so.. tnx for the concern =)

[mhymhy072508]

@malditoh1016 someone out there will be lucky to have you..in GODs perfect time..have faith..

[dambo11182000]

@stargazer2882 lahat tlaga ng bagay may wakas iba-iba nga lang ang paraan!

[michaelareyes143]

an sweet :) superlike`!!

[malditoh1016]

@michaelareyes143 thank you po..=)

[dianne320]

nakakaiyak toh.....ang galing mo, graV...ang galing mong mgExpress ng feeling mo through the words u used, bongga.

[malditoh1016]

@dianne320 tlga? slmat.. =)

[dianne320]

@malditoh1016 oo, akala ko lyrics ng it's over now yung mkikita ko, hnd pala hehehehe pero okay lng yun kasi na.aliw naman akong basahin yung mga sinulat mo hehehehe....ang galing mo, bongga ka!!! Ipagpatuloy mo yan hehehehe!!! ingat

[malditoh1016]

@dianne320 well it's been to years pero im happy kasi madame pa rin nano2od ng ginawa ko na vid. cguro mga 1 week ko yan pinagisipan, actually di yan ang song na dapat pipiliin ko.. pero narinigko lang yan sa cousin ko. check out my other video yung i miss you.. mgnda din yun

[prettysharie]

weee tlgang mahal na mahl mo yun girl..haistt sana gnyan din bf ko sakin kaso ndi ehh..wawa nmn ako huhuhu..

[malditoh1016]

@prettysharie wala na ko mahal ngayon.. binabaling ko na lang ang sarili ko sa mas productive na bagay.. =)

[MsCree012]

:-( sad 

[superhuman016]

great..u really know how tell whats in ur heart...live life and enjoy

[malditoh1016]

@superhuman016 yeah.. pero sometimes its really hard to pretend kung anung tunay mong nrr2mdmn for a person

[analiza67]

@malditoh1016

ang sweet mo nman, ang suwerte ng girl, pero malas kc inwan k nia..................

you deserve someone better than her........

[malditoh1016]

@analiza67 ok lng po yun.. tama ka i deserve some1 better =)

[TheTantalizingeyes]

muntik ng tumulo ang luha ko nito! =(

[04mjane]

naiyak nmn ako sa mga caption....nkarelate ako..sa gumawa ng video n toh...thumbs up ako seo... shes one lucky girl for having u as bf....

[malditoh1016]

@04mjane thank you =)

[jenny123648]

Wow!the feeling is mutual,nafefeel ko yung pain mo,cause thats what happening to me ryt now!ang swerte ng girl!just move on....thats life.People come and go....

[TheBossy13]

i have this boy at my skool who i have a crush on and im scared to tell him & tomorrow is the last day of skool an im sad cuz i never got a chance to tell him an now i'll never get a chance to tell him unless i tell him tomorrow which probably wont happen :( an he probably liked me too but who knows!

[erpepa]

i like it this song talaga!!!!!!!but its over now!!!!! samakonsinya ang taong nagpasakit saakin!!!!!!!!!!!

[shielaxful]

nice song......

[shielaxful]

i like this song ohver.......

[verniel0101]

auko na tu maramdaman lam mu va na gustong gusto na kita kalimutan but every tym i do lalo lan kita naalala .. khit sobra mu cu cnaktan ! ean cu va bkt ndi kita makalimutan !

[msToinkx]

..haiiiiiii gRave tuwing pinapakinggan qo tong song na to di qo mapigilan umiyak..soBrang Ganda ..pati nung mga msg..T.T

[cutierkz]

malditoh1016 .. long time no communication . still remember me ? hahaha . i still keep watching this video (:

[mheilann]

";(

[rykerstud]

i wish i wouldnt feel what you were feeling at the time you posted this. coz i feel deep inside, it will happen to me soon. how did you survive this?

[shei0907]

the message was so mean . I can feel ur pain . She was so lucky to have you ..

[msToinkx]

..hai hrap tlaga magmov on xa taong minahal mo ng sobra..hai

m.qo..xana maging maxaya qa xa nging desisyon mu..khit xobrang sakit..T.T

[jheleighna]

there's nothing i can really do... the moment he said that he doesn't have the same feelings anymore.. it feels like hell!!! i hate to admit that he leaves me just because... his family doesn't like me... why?? because of diff cultures?? diff lifestyle?? and i'm not pretty compared to others... hey... look at me now!!!

i'll show you how your damn decision change me!!! i don't wanna hate you because i do really LOVE you... but you dumped just like that.. you lied!! you betrayed me! -xxv-

[cacrifice41love]

its amazing song i crying like babay cause my gilrfreind she left for some one even they never see ech other,,,

[jheleighna]

that's how love is uncertain... :(

[charmingrhazel2010]

pati din naman ang lalaki mahilig mang iwan....

[jazzzhateme08]

ang swit nmn ng guy n toh' haaaaay... akin k n lng gus2 mo?!?

[ReymarcbragA]

naghahanap k ba?...

single kase aq ngayon ng mmhlin...

[ReymarcbragA]

_Giving ol ur loV_

is not an assurance that they'll

luv u back..^^

lyf isn't always fair....

it n'ver was...

di tlaga gnyan kdli ang buhay...

[chubbymhie029]

i hope yOur my man ..

bOys are sO unfAir ...

wen dey fOund sUm1 which dey think better dan uS dey will left us all alonE ..

[cacrifice41love]

MEN NEVER leav woman for no reasn,,,,

[unOable]

yah ryt ..

dey kip on telling dat dey nid some space wen wat dey really mean is i found sum1 better or watever ..

[jheleighna]

yeah there's always a reason... INVALID reasons....

[malditoh1016]

nk you.. =)

[ReymarcbragA]

dont judge people...

not evry1 dsrves ur call...^^

[fdrosam]

@chubbymhie029 love me then youll realize its fair hehehe gud am

[daxxjenina]

sana kw nlng ung ngng bf q 4 sure d aq nsa2ktan ng ganito ngaun sana masaya aq sayang d kta nkilala ang swerte ng gurl n mahal kc mahal m sya kng anu sya npaka playful talaga nd destiny bkit hind bnbgy ung isang tao n marunung mgmahal sau

[malditoh1016]

thank you so much po

[014marj]

i gve up my relation pra lng xa knya tps mla2man q gnun lng .. swerte tlga ng grl !! :'c huhu

[abby1985soulfly]

that was very touching....ang hirap tlaga malayo sa taong mahal mo kahit na ano pang gawin mo para manatili sya sau pero ano maga2wa natin ganyan tlaga...anyway whatever happens we have to move on, life is too short..we stll have a life of our own...ang maga2wa nlang natin is cherished all the happy moments.........right?

[bhabybunso]

hay ang hirap talaga magmove on pero un ang dapat,,dapat mo kalimutan ang mga tao ngpaiyak at nanakit sau,,my darating pa mas hihigit sa kanya,,,,,,,

[Alondrakewlnerd]

I remember when I had to say bye to my boyfriend in Mexico all because of my dad. I hope I get to see him some day, I really do miss him. But, now I'm more into another boy. =D

[aktoy19]

kakaiyak naman// d ako brokenhearted pero i was moved.

[aprhyll]

how sad. .

it;s really hard to say goodbye to someone u love. .

[trueborncute]

swerte tlga nung girl :((

[OXOyuri]

LOVE 4 words pewo pg nramdaman mu yan at nsaktan ka .. super sakit! lalo na pg mahal mo isang tao .. huhuhu:(

[Love0hoLiC]

sad to say our love didn't last.... i know happy kana ngaun.. i still have no regrets of loving you.. i will miss you....so much

[damn03x]

how seet... nakarelated ako sa video na toh since

kakabreak lang nmin ng bf ko.. we've been 4yrs and 3months in a relationship.. an skit tlga pag naiwan ka.. tma ka, kasi pag nagmhal tau nggng prt n cla ng pagkatao ntn, ngaun pag nwla cla, feeling ntn nbwasan tau. :D ang gnda ng video mo.. its such a nice video.. for whoever this video was made she's lucky for she have known someone like u.. :D

[phinxygeline]

welcome jensanjuan (: i just like u're point of view ..

[diamondkal]

I never left you..if you have something to say I suggest you say it soon..you know what you have to do so stop wasting time..

[jensanjuan]

I just re watched the video. Im planned to post it in my friendster sa blog na ginawa ko para kay dark angel. I made a blog, because I want an oultlet Whenever I want to right something about him. Thanks for taking my side

phinxygeline.. and to malditoh.. thanks again for this video...

Happy New year! =)..

[malditoh1016]

thank you sa mga nagcocomment sa video ko, its been more than a year when i post it,, but still ang dami pa rin nagpo2st on how they feel.. =) i really appreciate your effort guys.. thank yo so much..

merry christmas and have a fruitful new year.. =)

[babylomsky]

@malditoh1016 sana nagkakilala tau... =)

[malditoh1016]

@babylomsky yeah indeed.. =)

[phinxygeline]

ryt ryt .. tama si ms.jensanjuan ! hekhek (: msarap mgmhal pero sa ryt person and sa ryt time .. dont doubt 'd love just bcoz it ddnt last .. mei mga bgay lng tlga sa lypf na di man ngttgal, pero it doesnt mean na di totoo . believe in the hope nlng na there's always sum1 for ol of us na worth ntin .. and sum1 na worth ang waiting .. HAVE A MERRY CHRiSTMAS guiix ..

[malditoh1016]

online kp??

[jensanjuan]

for the maker of this video..Always remember na ang totoong nagmamahal ay may katapat na tunay na pagmamahal (cliche) but true..I hope nakahanap kana ngayon.. =)..and as for me..im still healing ang waiting for the right man to come..takecare and Godbless..

[jensanjuan]

My friend told me about this video. I thought its only a video pero when I watched it I cried as if my feelings turned into words through this video. I also fell in love with a man who doesn't have the guts to be with me. It hurs..because I love him..more than he or anyone could imagine. But that's life..its not fair. So even it hurts I let go..mahal ko parin siya..si DARK ANGEL..(you know who you are)..but I have to move on..kasi I know you don't deserve me.. ='( just be happy..

[guevarrajhaypee]

ang ganda ng video!

[queltz]

very nice.. i ever felt the same way :(

all your word really touching

[malditoh1016]

i wish i could take all away the pain inside.. =(

[makurameme]

T_T ...aww

[niechan19]

waaaaa! sobrang na touch acu sa video mu . grabeee!

[cherrylynlumen]

bakit ba eto lagi ko pinapanuod pag heart broken aq? :(

[phinxygeline]

gosh . kainlabb ka kuya ..

hehe . i hope marealize ng girl kung ano ang pinapakawalan nea .. sbhin mu nga ..san nkkakita ng guy na 2lad mu ? aheks . echos .

(:

[mahusay216]

wow.. im just using my brother's account.. the song was really beautiful :) malditoh1016 ?? mei fb account k po b ?? gux2 q lan mkipag'frens.. hehe .. tc..Ü

[revengemadz3tte]

ui nakakaiyak nman,,, na touch ako,,, huhuhuh,,, i hate it,bakit may love pa huhuh.

[malditoh1016]

i hope you enjoy my video.. =) and touch many heart..

[ronalddoxi]

Thanks for posting and making this video :) i suddenly missed the man behind my username :(( i wish he'd get a chance to watch this :D

[bheybkin]

tsk.. it hurts... tnx kc pinost mo toh.. I miss my ex.. cguro kelangan q p xang bgyan ng 3rd chance... dahil s video mo dme q nrealized.. thank you...

[cherrylynlumen]

cant stop playing ur video...

haizzzzzzzzztttttttttt...

cant believe na may ganyang lalaki.

♥♥♥♥

[malditoh1016]

..slmat..

[cherrylynlumen]

♥ -_-♥

[cherrylynlumen]

Ano ba yan...

naiyak ako..swerte naman nung girl..

[12ilovebella]

wow. nakakaiyak naman yung message mo. :)

[12ilovebella]

kanta ko to sa ex ko. :(

[32709geb]

WOW!VERY TOUCHING...IT HURTS ME...

[certifiedpaxawai]

...

[malditoh1016]

ur codename remind me of some1..

[darkusgirl083]

nakz,, nkkatouch nmn ung song n2h.. pg'ngsimula k nng mg'mhal, dadaan ka muna sa mga tinik bgo mu xia mkuha,. at khit ilan pa un, kung kau tlga ang pra xa isa't-isa, mlalampasan mu tlga un,.

[tiffany0317]

very touching.... :-(

[cutierkz]

super lucky ng girl na yan!!

hOw i wish i wouLd find sOmeone likE yOu!!

[sigh]

remembering!

TSK.TSK

3>

[mhyzagz]

suuupppper.... ganda talaga

promise napaiyak ako...

parang naramdaman ko ung heartach mo...

sana makahanap ka na ng magmamahal sayo or

i hope na magkatuloyan kau...

sana marealize nya na mahal na mahal mo siya

alam mo naranasan ko na rin yan

pero alam mo pinagtangol ko ung felings ko para sa mahal ko...sana maramdaman nya ung naramdaman ko habang pinapakingan ko ung ginawa mo para sa kanya...

goooddd.... work... i love it... God Bless..

[jhenzkie03]

i went away. find myself en be happy

nOw dat i came bak. he's hir.!! telling me dat maybe we can start over agen. but honey. i think it's over nOw. i want eu bak en it's a pleasur. i'll kip eu hir in my hart for i know this isn't a fairytale. em nOt ur princess en ur nOt my prince. ther's nO happy ending. xo honey. pls. let me go.

[jhenzkie03]

b4 he told me, i knew it. i do feel it .da way he acts, da way he speaks, i've red his mind.!! but i beg him not to do so. en wen da tym came .. he's decided en ther's nOthin mor dat i can do. i pretended dat i was nOt hurt. en i let him go juz for a snap. i promised myself nOt to cry .. but before my very word, tears run down.

sleepless nytx. pain. loneliness.

[jhenzkie03]

onc, he left me. alone in da dark. he told me he has his new one. he told me it was my fault. that ther is sumthin wrOng.

[reighmil]

thiss song always make me cried everytime i hear. .

. .nka2relate aq sa song na'to

. . .sobrang sakit na ipgpalit k ng mahal mo sa isang (G.R.O)na di mo ka level

. . .6yrs ntapos lng ng gnun2 lng

. . .damn that stupid lower class girl

[malditoh1016]

tns s mga comments niu.. if u want to know me better pm niu lng aq

[rosearce28]

..so touching

..i lyk this video

..i feel ur sadness

..how lucky is dat girl

..dats all..more power 2 u..

..nice work

[charmainejoyable]

wow! ganda ganda ganda naman nitong ginawa mo...

super love mo naman cya

sana marealize nia na love mo talaga cya

sana magkabalikan kayo

God bless you

[PiNkiEsh1]

sana ma ka hanap rin ako nang kagaya moh.. i really like your video..

[rHaMjHoV001]

swerteh naman ng ex moe kakainggit xah sznah denun den bf coe nah khit nah malau kmeh szah 1 1 ndeh xah ngloloko....peo db mhrap naman un.....ladyjovelle2009 ym

[angelpadillo20]

pwede po mag tanong???

gano po ba kasakit mawala sayo loved once mo...?

[charlyann10]

it's so hurt to loose someone you loved.!!for me he is my life and my hppiness.!!i hope i mit a guy dat he love me and he care me..

[malditoh1016]

guys i have a new video that i just finished working with it 's i miss you by kyla.. hope you like it.. enjoy

[charlyann10]

i really like dat song. evry tym i hear dat song i can't control myself to cry. i rmmber my ex...i dont know were do i start again.!!i really love him so much.!!but he belongs to someone else now.!!huhuhuhu

[ShaneAngeL]

waaa..i love this video and the messege that you put....nakakaiyak..

tanx

and i know god has a purpose sa mga nangyayari sa buhay natin..

god bless you..

[angelpadillo20]

hi po ganyan nyo po ba ka love ang ex nyo kahit na wala na kayo may denidecate ka pa na song sa kanya..!

[vonfyt]

hai kua?????

pude pu ba maLaman qng panu ni0 gnawa ung its over now????????

[malditoh1016]

gnwa q lng 2 kng anu un 22ong nr2mdmn quh..

[skye6758]

i love the song!!!!

really love it!

the words that being use in the video was so sad....its like a poem....ohhh...thats all i can say amazing

[tweetyjanice23]

exactly the same feelings i have now ='(

[miguelitocherry]

i Love this song so much :((

[malditoh1016]

hope i have someone to talk to.. plz just pm me..

[sheikaboom]

hi...why u need someone to talk? i guess u have problem? i can be a friend....

[muffzdear]

haba ng hair.<<

[malditoh1016]

wat do you mean??

[pyaws2x]

hi????

i love it very much,,,

[malditoh1016]

hello there.. tenkyu so much..

[fckyoumay]

eerr *tears* i miss him so BEWWY much.

;(

[suicidal28]

I used to smile when I told people

you were mine, but now I can't even

smile and say your name at the same time

I wish there's a way

I could go back in time

To hold you in my arms

As if you were still mine

..life goes on...haaaay..though its hard to forget the person u loved the most...

[suicidal28]

u almost always pick the best time to drop the worst lines u almost made me cry again this time Another false alarm red flashing lights Well this time im not going to watch myself die I think I made it a game to play ur game and let myself cry Buried myself alive on the inside So I could shut u out and let u go away for a long time

[suicidal28]

haaay grbe..naaalala ko tlga ung ngyare sken...pang maalaala mo kaya...as in...sobrang sket...as in super!!!...

[suicidal28]

A thousand words couldn't bring you back..I know because I'VE TRIED.. Neither could a thousand tears, I know because I'VE CRIED. You left behind a broken heart and happy memories too...But I never wanted memories, I ONLY WANTED YOU!!!...

[suicidal28]

haaaaay..life can be so unfair nga naman...i can relate to this song...everytym i hear this song i cant stop myself from crying....hrap tlga pg minahal mo ng todo the suddenly mwawala lng ng bgla...hrap mpaglaruan...sa lhat ng ngmamahalan jan...its important guys na alamin nio muna kung tong taong to is e2 na ba tlga para walang masasaktan on both parties...pero sbgay part tlga ng love is ung pain nd suffering...

[noreentoge]

ok..aabangan namin yang new vid moh,,hehhe :D

[malditoh1016]

my iuupload aq n bgong vid. sna pnoorn niu.. pra sa minamahal koh.. annah francisco

[arianne14344]

He doesnt love me anymore and i know its over now...;

[09pardz06]

huhuhu,...

it's a relief to know nah d aqh ngiisa s gni2ng situation...

hirap nman.!!years already passes but i still love her still...

anu kya ire2act qh pag ngkitah tau nxt mos paguwi qh ng pinas..

hirap nman kz..

haizt..

i have to 4get you..kz d nah pede pero y do i still luv u..!!

KAMPAY TAU MGA BROKEN..!!

[princeweak]

,, naman ,, naka relate ako.. ,,

,, well,, even though may gf na siya ,,

,, and may bf na ako ,,

,, deep inside.. mahal ko ka parin siya ,,

,, brian gonzales ,,

,, ingatan mo ang mahal mong si ashlie ,,

,, mahal na mahal kita ,,

leepy

[trueborncute]

hmmmm so sad... i still love him...

u know hu u r...

hmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm

anyway;s gudluck...

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annah

[malditoh1016]

..i rili do still love you.. how will you be back to me when ur pushin me away??

[micasachi]

ouch... so sad... i knew how it feels, well that's life, it's not fair, get used to it. just hope you've moved on already.. anyway it's been a year already when you did this video