Hi Mel,Your mind is fine,I urge you you to check your meds,,The side effects are creating your issues PLEASE get a second opinion on the MEDS.. they can be dangerous.
Mel if you lose subscribers that just mean they weren't worth keeping in the first place people who watch you for just being you will stay real friends take the good with the bad :)
I totally understand. I'm going through a hard time right now myself. Sometimes I don't wanna wake up in the morning. Everyday life is a struggle to me sometimes. Even breathing has become a chore. But, know that you always have friends that you can count on. Keep making vids. You inspire me.
I haven't unsubbed. I think that part of the reason that I like you is because I could be you. For that matter, you could have been me. i have/had have borderline personality disorder. I am quite stable, now. If something were to upset my apple cart ,all of it could come streaming back.
Also, your vids are interesting. I wish that I could help you. I also wish that I could help myself.
I love music. You seem to have a vast knowledge of music.I have to be careful of what I listen to. cont
Recently, I have been especially interested in Pink Floyd. Syd Barrett is someone that I can relate to. It has been surmised that he was schizophrenic. I feel that he may have not been. Of course, I do not know for sure.
Sing your music, Mel. I find music very therapeutic. I don't know where I would be without it. :)
Hello Mel, I know this is off topic but I just heard a student at the local university was run over and killed by a car crossing the street by the college...life is so damn random...take care Mel...my thoughts are with you...peace...
Remember, there are always people that you can communicate with,Mel, people who care about you. And there are people who understand. Again, I can relate. All you can do is stay strong. Turn IT into creativity. Keep sharing IT with people. Keep conquering IT. Face IT head on. You know, behavioral therapy. :) You win battles each day. Sometimes IT gets by you. But as long as you keep trying. You will ultimately come out ahead. Stay positive.
take ahold of it, learn about it, make your doc listen, show him the anquish!!! tell him you want to fight it and your need the right meds, and the right activities. physical activites, playing, dancing, hobbies, walking, all this kinda of stuff helps mel. don't stay still, keep going. learn what makes you feel better and have your doc hop on board!!! You didnt cause this mel!!!! You were delt these cards, i was too, and im sorry, know lets play our hand of cards the best we can!!!
No your not, your not obnoxious (typo, sorry) your not anything, no sorries!!!
I love that SONG!!!
also....mental illness is an illness, and like any other illness it needs to be voiced and it needs to be supported. THERE ARE MENTAL ILLNESS" OUT THERE!! and im not afraid to shout it out and talk about it. DONT be ashamed... STAND UP and fight!!! ask your doctor for the right cocktail of meds until you find what works for you!!!! I have mental illness, and i fight it everyday!!!!!
I havent felt more for you, than I do at this moment. I want to reach out and ease your thoughts, but Im helpless and clueless. Take Care of yourself Mel and know, you have many who love and care for you. from Tess in Ireland
Hi Mel,Your mind is fine,I urge you you to check your meds,,The side effects are creating your issues PLEASE get a second opinion on the MEDS.. they can be dangerous.
Love
Mary
MaryJordan1 2 years ago
cool
mrsdoodyhead2 2 years ago
Mel if you lose subscribers that just mean they weren't worth keeping in the first place people who watch you for just being you will stay real friends take the good with the bad :)
tinypuppies3 2 years ago
Ive come back to check on you? How are you doing today Mel? Feeling a little better? I do worry about you sometimes.. Take Care of yourself..
Tessietots 2 years ago
Just woke up. I feel better today. Thank you for asking.
melsbasketcase 2 years ago
Im glad to hear that Mel. Enjoy your day.
Tessietots 2 years ago
I choose the other option (to watch them). Take good care of yourself Melinda and I hope your dad's eyes get better.
Aspie12345 2 years ago
Hang in there Mel, you are valued and loved.
Ativabrand 2 years ago
I totally understand. I'm going through a hard time right now myself. Sometimes I don't wanna wake up in the morning. Everyday life is a struggle to me sometimes. Even breathing has become a chore. But, know that you always have friends that you can count on. Keep making vids. You inspire me.
AmyBrad2007 2 years ago
How many psychologists does it take to change a lightbulb?
BiodegradeableMan 2 years ago
I haven't unsubbed. I think that part of the reason that I like you is because I could be you. For that matter, you could have been me. i have/had have borderline personality disorder. I am quite stable, now. If something were to upset my apple cart ,all of it could come streaming back.
Also, your vids are interesting. I wish that I could help you. I also wish that I could help myself.
I love music. You seem to have a vast knowledge of music.I have to be careful of what I listen to. cont
PuffyCatTail 2 years ago
Some music can bring me down.
Recently, I have been especially interested in Pink Floyd. Syd Barrett is someone that I can relate to. It has been surmised that he was schizophrenic. I feel that he may have not been. Of course, I do not know for sure.
Sing your music, Mel. I find music very therapeutic. I don't know where I would be without it. :)
PuffyCatTail 2 years ago
"I bin driving all night my hands wet on the wheel
There's a voice in my head that drives my heel"
Name the band and track? (no cheating)...
BiodegradeableMan 2 years ago
I think Radar Love but I do not know who did it originally. White Lion covered it.
melsbasketcase 2 years ago
Golden Earing
Well she ain't no witch and I love the way she twitch - a ha ha
BiodegradeableMan 2 years ago
Is that the new meds talking?
Jonesingonline 2 years ago
Hello Mel, I know this is off topic but I just heard a student at the local university was run over and killed by a car crossing the street by the college...life is so damn random...take care Mel...my thoughts are with you...peace...
schoolmaster1945 2 years ago
Keep listening to Tori.....She's helped me with so much.
Hang in there Mel. Where's Rob? Go out and have a walk with him, go out to dinner. Don't let him leave you all alone like this in a dark room.
JewelAngel 2 years ago
hang in there Mel... peace2U
IChoseTheRedPill 2 years ago
Remember, there are always people that you can communicate with,Mel, people who care about you. And there are people who understand. Again, I can relate. All you can do is stay strong. Turn IT into creativity. Keep sharing IT with people. Keep conquering IT. Face IT head on. You know, behavioral therapy. :) You win battles each day. Sometimes IT gets by you. But as long as you keep trying. You will ultimately come out ahead. Stay positive.
cvjucla3 2 years ago
take ahold of it, learn about it, make your doc listen, show him the anquish!!! tell him you want to fight it and your need the right meds, and the right activities. physical activites, playing, dancing, hobbies, walking, all this kinda of stuff helps mel. don't stay still, keep going. learn what makes you feel better and have your doc hop on board!!! You didnt cause this mel!!!! You were delt these cards, i was too, and im sorry, know lets play our hand of cards the best we can!!!
LOVE!!!
RelaxxKiller 2 years ago
No your not, your not obnoxious (typo, sorry) your not anything, no sorries!!!
I love that SONG!!!
also....mental illness is an illness, and like any other illness it needs to be voiced and it needs to be supported. THERE ARE MENTAL ILLNESS" OUT THERE!! and im not afraid to shout it out and talk about it. DONT be ashamed... STAND UP and fight!!! ask your doctor for the right cocktail of meds until you find what works for you!!!! I have mental illness, and i fight it everyday!!!!!
RelaxxKiller 2 years ago
Hang in there Mel. It's FRIDAY!
wiiiilbur 2 years ago
I havent felt more for you, than I do at this moment. I want to reach out and ease your thoughts, but Im helpless and clueless. Take Care of yourself Mel and know, you have many who love and care for you. from Tess in Ireland
Tessietots 2 years ago