Like some have said I have no sob story for listening this song however it makes me sad... a¿but I can't help it I like it... plus knowing Justin had a case of bipolarity ... crap no wonder why I felt so related to his lyrics....
That song always brings tears to my eyes, and the video, too. Some of those quotes really get to me. "u ever get that feeling? When u want to lay down and DIE?" That has happened to me more than once, and the shame you feel later on for thinking like that really doesn't help.
@spunkyprep what the fuck is wrong with you! we ain't laughing abot this song, when Justin wrote this, he was depressed as hell and you are masturbating?!
@FireFighter61550 relax, I don't think he was trying to be funny. I am a big Blue October fan and I battle with depression. I have masturbated to this song many times.I don't see the big deal
Shut up guys. "emo" doesnt exist. its just a term some person came up with to try to "classify" music. Lets just enjoy the song. Blue October is amazing <3
@WeTheSarahh Actually, 'emo' was created to simply the word 'emotional'. From there, it took on a darker meaning, and then became a giant mockery of the English language ...
@Asuigeneris1 no this is not emo, you want emo black bride veil is emo i don't like them but i loled when i first saw them cuz they fit the emo stereotype
identify the problem then the solution? deal with bi-polar where you have no control over your mood, a persons voice sends you into a rage a child's laugh has you in tears throw manic depression and a personality disorder in solve that. been going through it my whole life. again if you haven't been there don't judge definitely don't give advice or try to "solve" the problem you think we enforce upon ourselves
many people feel it as if life is caving in. a desperate need to feel like they don't exist, almost disappear in within. find that blank place between life and death. not wanting to exist isn't wanting to die. more a need to be numb, unable to feel. mockery doesn't heal the wounds if you haven't been here don't judge
iSaw this video on my closest freind's wall ... and iLike him,well iThnik i love him .. he knoes about it .. but he has a girlfriend ,, and he says he cares about my feelings, but not the way he wants me to.. wht can iSay .. :'( .. yea, isee him everyday , i talk to him evryday, in breakfast, lunch , hallways , :'( .. wht can i do?
I sat upon a rock out in a stream. This song popped into my head as i contemplated death and all the hurt I had been feeling at the time. i was 17 living on the streets...noone around to care...I had a gun...i was going to off myself...but I didn't...I still had enough strength to carry on...because I know something greater is in store for me one day....this song is number one and always will be...this song is not only just about it's sadness...but about it's will to survive...it made me strong.
my momtold me a lot of years ago when itrains god is washing all the bad things away .i said they aways come back shesaid not as bad andit makes u look foward to the next rain somthing uusedto hate but i love now s pelkey hang in there
my momtold me a lot of years ago when itrains god is washing all the bad things away .i said they aways come back shesaid not as bad andit makes u look foward to the next rain somthing uusedto hate but i love no s pelkey hang in there
@Ninja47Monkey Are you fucking kidding me? Justin wrote this song because he's been battling his severe case of Bipolar Type I his ENTIRE LIFE and he believed his only way of relief was suicide because years of self-medication did him no good. Many of us relate to this song and you're going to make some snarky 14 year-old remark about being EMO? Emo died when the scene kids gained popularity. Get off the rag before you blatantly insult such a heartfelt artist like Justin Furstenfeld.
@iLikeUrChopstickz Hey, I'm sorry If i offended you, I was referring to the pictures in the slide show, not the music itself. I'm also very sorry to hear about your miscarriage, I can't imagine the pain it caused. Again, I respectfully apologize for offending you.
@iLikeUrChopstickz I agree with what your saying, I love Blue October. They are my favorite band and I feel Justin is a friend to me even though we've never met simply because he's helped me through some tough times and he opens his heart to his audience. Just wanted to say he wrote this when he was little and showed his mom which to me makes it all the more touching. Listen to it on Argue With A Tree and he talks about it before they sing it.
I realize I'm going to get a crap-load of hate from this bands' primary audience, but here we go.
Have a mental issue? Go get help.
Feel suicidal? Go get help.
Christ, you people cling to others, moan about your troubles, and generally, cause people to worry about you, among other things. Chances are, if your sole method of "dealing" with stuff is hanging out with people and it hasn't worked so far, it's not suddenly going to start working.
@Socketassault An even better idea is to stop hanging out with your, no doubt, depressed group of friends. Do something new. Don't get stuck doing the stuff that either go you in this situation to begin with or isn't helping you out.
Stop listening to other people moan about their life. THIS IS NOT HELPING YOU. Start reading motivational posters. Do something. Anything but constantly reminding yourself of your own depression.
@Socketassault In fact, if you want to start feeling better about your life, why don't you look up the concentration camps of world war2. Listen to veterans talk about their buddies getting shot in the head storming a beach. Read about AIDS and starvation in Africa, among other places. Look at child labor in China.
There are sooo many people who are worse off than you. Imagine standing in front that Chinese laborer, trying to explain to him how bad you feel.
@Socketassault It's incredibly insulting to have you people living in a first world country complaining about your familial problems, when a large percentage of the world is poorer than you, has parents they either never see or are dead, and are severely malnutritioned.
GET A FRICKING GRIP PEOPLE. Do something about it. Whining and complaining accomplishes nothing.
I suggest you all take a big dose of motivational posters and then go find a therapist.
@Socketassault You have no idea, Just because people live in a first world country doesn't mean they are fucking happy families. You're an insult yourself, The reason why people don't think about others in different countries is because they can't do anything about it, not because they don't care. I could give $5 a month to little bongojongo in Chad, but how much of that money is actually going to end up in his hands? Do the bare minimum and get by.
Moaning about your superficial familial problems in a first world country is insulting to the millions of other people who don't even have a family.
And as always, you knee jerk reaction completely misses the point. I said nothing about charity, nor did I speak of the efficiency of charitable funding. I spoke purely of the fact that so many people like to complain about their life condition, but they refuse to actually do anything to fix it.
@Socketassault so are you implying if you mom/dad died or girlfreind/boyfreind cheated on you, you wouldn't moan about it? or be the slighest bit bothered?
@SuperStrykeZero Of course I would be. That's completely natural and normal. What ISN'T normal is falling into a depression and then spending the next five years moaning about it. There's absolutely no benefit to it.
In short, identify the problem and then identify a solution.
Solutions don't include complaining. Solutions include getting external help by a professional.
@Socketassault You know, I understand what you mean, but have you ever stopped to think that several people on this page may have LEGITIMATE mental disorders or imbalances that cause them to feel this way? Do you know how it feels to be so fucked up in the head that you're literally scared to death to go talk to someone you don't know and open up the core of your soul to someone who's supposed to tell you what you should be doing with your life? To be so paranoid that you don't know if you can
@Shaldares trust the only people who can probably truly help you? Or to be so depressed that you feel it won't even matter? Have you ever sought mental help over and over again through the years with nothing real to help you, as your body adapts to the meds they put you on, making you feel worse than you did before? Everyone knows that the recommended choice is to get help, but did you ever stop to think that may be worse in someone's head than dealing with the issue to begin with?
@Shaldares When the only people who will stick around are others who know how you feel because everyone else thinks you're "lame" or claim you make them feel uncomfortable because you're different, just assuming that you're a pussy, or an emo, without taking into account that people have real issues? I'm actually lucky enough to have some good friends who aren't as depressing as I feel a lot of the time, but I can understand those who don't have anywhere to go, because sometimes I feel I don't.
@Shaldares Yeah...pretty sure I know how that feels...
Anywho, I just don't understand why lots of people decide the best way to handle their depression or whatever it is by surrounding yourself with depressing things. It's like an anti solution.There's no way in hell anyone's going to get out of their problem when they surround themselves with so much depressing crap that everywhere they turn, they're reminded of it.
Stop bloody reminding yourself of your own problems everyday... God...
@Socketassault Why would you want to listen to surround yourself with happy things when you're feeling like shit? I know, when I'm feeling terrible, and I listen to a happy song or watch a happy movie, I just feel worse. I think "I just want that, why can't I feel like that????" If you listen to something depressing, especially something like this, you think "Wow, that's how I feel, they know what it's like." And for a brief moment, you think you're not alone in this.
think this song an the pics in the video sums up all the things i cant say think al use it if i ever deside 2 let any 1 see the real me behind the guy i pratend 2 be
my friends mislead and lie to me. someone i though loved me just loved to play with me. and now its call come back to kick me in the face when my house is being taken in a few days. im failing everything in school. im out of cigarettes and weed to calm me down. and my mom just got put into the hospital and ive been all by myself at my house for at least 4 days now. Bob Marley said once "everyone is going to hurt you. you just have to figure out whos worth suffering for" what if no ones worth it?
@killer192090 someone, somewhere always is. i've been where you are. almost word for word. last night it all came flooding back to me and i broke down. so i necked a bottle of jack and rang a best friend who is almost never there because of her own problems. i figured out that whilst no one can be there all the time, when they are there, you know that they are the ones worth suffering for. there is always going to be someone.
I get dumped for some gay faggot for no apparent reason it hurts so much when you both say I love you or we will always be together I fuckin hate that whore she caused all of this just because I asked for the truth :(
who was the person who created this video? was it MikkiiLea? or did she just upload it. i'd sure love to chat or send a note to the creative person who did create this. it fits perfect to the music. and anyone know how to get ahold of her?
some people call me depressed, even my doctor wanted 2 give me antidepressiva, but i refused. I don't think I'm depressed, i just think i'm tired of living this life. do u know that feeling? i don't cry and I'm not deeply sad, i just don't like my life and this world and i sometimes wish i were never born or i were already an old woman who's lived her life and doesnt care about her looks and her job, cuz she's retired... is that weird?? :P
95 people have no idea what real music is. Blue October is from the heart and soul. these guys have made such an impact on myself and others. As a suicide surviver I can say that the music they write gets into the soul.
this song speaks 2 me idc if some1 says im crzy i no im crzy i no i act different at home then skool ort public places cuz when im with friends i can relax im myself with them im alot different with family im more mellow sadder different from them i dont no if i belong with them or not. . . i cant stand this family i need MINE! DX DX DX
I wrote a song called Black Orchid dedicated to my late husband to be,,,,,,he left me by comitting suicide. When he went and died on me he took a part a big part of me with him. Now Im just a former shadow of myself, just merely existing! This happened 5 years ago and still it tears me apart so TO ANYONE who is thinking of suicide, give a thought to the ones you leave behind. I will always be walking this aftermath until the day comes when I die. I will never forget that tragic September:(
My ex left me soo many times. But like I felt like we were ment to be and stuff. Guess I wasted 3 years of my life. Aha my mom says because I'm 15 I'm to young to no what love feels like. Well. I no that it hurts
DONT TRY THIS CAUSE IT WORKS.YOU WILL BE KISSED ONT HE NEAREST FRIDAY BY THE LVOE OF YOU LIFE.TOMARROW WILL BE THE BEST DAY FO YOUR LIFE HOWEVER IF YOU DO NOT POST THIS COMMENT ON AT LEAST 3 VIDOES THEN YOU WILL DIE IN 2 DAYS. NOW YOUVE STARTED READING THIS YOU CANT STOP. THIS SI SCARY. PTU THIS ON 5 VIDOES IN 143 MINTUES.WHEN YOUR DONE PRESS F6 AND YOU LOVERS NAME WILL APPEAR ONT HE SCREEN IN BIG LETTERS.THIS IS SO SCARY CUASE IT REALLY WORKS
94 people decided to go watch Justin Beibers ego grow, instead of listening to Blue October. Their music is so powerful, and from the heart. While Justin Bieber is well.. Just shit.
this song speaks so much about me and to me, it reminds me of the pain of a heartbreak, it reminds me of how my ex that caused this pain truly treated me when she left me, and in all, I know that so many may feel the same, and yet so many hide the pain when they could use the love of another heartbroken person, and it still makes me tear-up and hurt that people hurt like this every day
Sometimes I feel like someone, something, just doesn't want me to have fun, or be with the person I love. This song describes how i feel, what the world looks like to me, why is everything so fucked up?
This movie brings the black knight to mind. You people want credit for being depressed and faking it. Be like him. Keep being the way you are. be who you NEED to be for people. and on the day of your judgement. you'll be rewarded for being so strong.
I want someone to look me in the eyes and say 'tell me truth'
That's how I feel and I wish people would do that, some of my closest teachers do, and only two of my friends do....I wish people would actually care about how I feel
@kiprusoff34rocks Ooor they're respecting your privacy by not pushing.
But it's so much easier to assume that everyone else is either negligent or stupid. After all, if you admit that they are very likely to have the same feelings as you do, that'd make the world more complicated, wouldn't it?
This Band Has Honestly Helped Me Through So Much...I Mean Relationships, Depression, Self Loathing...God They've Help Me Find Myself...Im A Much Better Person Because Of Them <3
To all my worried friends out there who feel lonely, sad, depressed, rejected, whatever, "Forever trust who you are and nothing else matters!" - really.
MrEvilDude100 its not ur fault if people cant see how nice a person u genuinely are and how much u seem to care. I understand the cutting to relieve the stress and depression- my skin is littered with reminders new and old, but in the end it only helps for that moment , in the long run it makes things worse. Trust me
You all tell me I'm fat, and that I should take a few pounds off...What you don't understand is that the more you slag me down...the more I eat....Do you think I like being this way? You made me this way.
Right now I'm crying... thinking what did I do wrong. I try to fit in at school and everyone hates me, my parents ignore me and try to make me someone I'm not and the girl I loved for 5 years cheated on me. Now I'm emo and I get depressed often. I cut to relieve myself of stress and depression. Why can't someone like me
@MrEvilDude100 you know, people are often so caught up in fitting in that they don't care who they hurt. their minds are not open enough or mature enough to see the beauty in everyone. they mock the people that reflect their interests because they are afraid that others will find out who they really are. hopefully, you find someone who is free one day :)
@MrEvilDude100 :( i guess we can't all 'fit in' i don't. im an outcast, im weird and i have no friends... but i try harder everyday to 'fit in' and i just make it day by day
PLEASE DONT READ THIS. YOU WILL GET KISSED ON THE NEAREST POSSIBLE FRIDAY BY THE LOVE OF YOUR LIFE. TOMORROW WILL BE THE BEST DAY OF YOUR LIFE. HOWEVER IF YOU DONT POST THIS COMMENT something bad will happen. NOW UV STARTED READIN DIS DUNT STOP THIS IS SO SCARY. SEND THIS TO 5 VIDEOS IN 143 MINUTES WHEN UR DONE PRESS F6 AND UR CRUSHES NAME WILL APPEAR ON THE SCREEN IN BIG LETTERS. THIS IS SO SCARY CAUSE IT ACTUALLY WORKS THIS ACTUALLY WORK
this song describes so many who have felt so lonely....they've wanted to die...life is hard for many out there, i think we all should think on them when we listen to music like this and send them strength to hold on....lord knows I've been one of them
The picture that says "You think I'm tough, but... I just never let you see me cry" I think that applys to me, because I hide behind my happiness. I don't let people see the real pain from the past.
not trying to be mean or anything but you used a lyric from another song in the pictures about the light that cannot be found i cant member what song its from but im gonna search those lyrics bc ik ive seen them bfore
Hearing this song is the equivalent of slicing deep into my arm...i know many dont understand self inflicted pain...but i dont understand pain caused by another person neither...i stop cutting...but now i just cut into my ears with the deep shrill of justins pain...please never stop making music for Us....
This song helps me through life so much. I'm suicidal but this helps me when I'm almost ready to just end it and just put the gun down. Thank you Justin I love you! ♥
im a metalhead, enjoying these guys is a guilty pleasure, i wonder if you know what original emo is, stereotypes cause things to lose meaning, the bombardment of saddening messages is annoying here admitted, but this is how people let out feelings, emos arent emos because they have something wrong with them, emos are emos because thats what they want to be, but now others have made emo into a slanderous word, when before it was just a subdivision, people just wanna be themselves.
I connect with so many of the songs by blue october. I'm bipolar, and the music. the emotion that justin puts into everything. just has such a good meaning
this makes me miss my parents. They would be proud of me, married, and raising 5 kids the best I can. They never got to meet my wife and kids. It's not bad to be sad. It is one of those you can't let get you by the throat.
After the worst day of my life-today-I turned this song on, and I'm venting to the commenters. My best friend, no, my sister is possibly getting moved to Alabama because of some stupid teacher and students who decided they didn't want her at the school. I love her, and she, along with my other sister, make me whole and who I am, if she moves, I won't ever be the same person again.
This song.... God..... The first time I heard it, my friend wanted me to try and see a girl from a book she was writing but... I saw myself.... I'm suicidal and this song.... Just made me want to throw myself off a cliff, because it was perfect... The part where he said "Mother I'm so scared" reminds me of me and my mother. We don't exactly get along and... I WANT her to help me and help me feel better, but I'm scared to be myself around her... Hah.... I should send this song to her....
blue october is copeing music it is put on this earth for ppl who have felt pain and nows absolueltly everything bout being hurt or had trouble coming up.....i love u blue october for being the thread that mends my heart back together
I can't believe that u led me on like u did... U told me u would love every part of me. But then u saw me, for me, and still stayed with me. U didn't luv me anymore, but u still faked it. Why would you fake love? You not only hurt urself, but the person u pretended to luv. Can u live with that knowledge? Do u think about me everyday? I just hope that in some part of ur mind, no matter how small, u think about what u have done. I am over u. I have found someone who luvs me for me. I hope u do 2.
People think of me as a happy person, but I do that to keep them from seeing what's on the inside, some people hide it with anger, but for me, it's faking my happiness...
@snotty2345 I'm the same exact way. Throughout school I was always the funny kid. But it got to the point that it was just too much to keep it up and now I just spend most of my time alone because it's too tiresome to put on that face, even when I am around people I can't do it anymore. I look back on how I used to be and what I am now and even though I probably don't seem nearly as happy, I think I am a lot happier. Something about letting it out makes me feel a lot better.
@snotty2345 I know exactly what you mean. I haven't been able to give a real smile for quite some time now, easily over a year. My parents are getting a divorce, and there's simply nothing I can do. I haven't told any of my friends, because I'm expected to be the 'funny guy', and help them with their problems. So that's what I've been doing.
I cant believe you took my heart and said you would never break it, now here you are tearing it up like its nothing... this just happened to me a few hours ago...
why is there no songs no vedios for people who have other pains in there lives why is it allwaus about people who have gained but lost soething some love soe freind why not for someone who has yet to gain these things someone should so they have something that truly describes them and there soul
To say I love Blue October is an understatement.
InsomniacGrly 1 week ago in playlist BLUE OCTOBER
Like some have said I have no sob story for listening this song however it makes me sad... a¿but I can't help it I like it... plus knowing Justin had a case of bipolarity ... crap no wonder why I felt so related to his lyrics....
verdejazz 2 weeks ago in playlist YouTube Mix for Blue October
That song always brings tears to my eyes, and the video, too. Some of those quotes really get to me. "u ever get that feeling? When u want to lay down and DIE?" That has happened to me more than once, and the shame you feel later on for thinking like that really doesn't help.
Staindwolf94 3 weeks ago
I know right, I don't mind someone having a tear in their eye when their listening, but you don't to be a drama queen about it.
TheSniperscopes 3 weeks ago in playlist YouTube Mix for Blue October
Wow i love Blue October!!!
hvotrin 3 weeks ago
this music is heartfelt and amazing. why can't people stop arguing about emo crap and pay attention to whats its about?
sanders9194 1 month ago in playlist YouTube Mix for Blue October
"though the fall kills me, for a moment i will fly"
ThePistolero909 1 month ago in playlist unnamed 3
I find this easy to masturbate to.
spunkyprep 1 month ago
@spunkyprep what the fuck is wrong with you! we ain't laughing abot this song, when Justin wrote this, he was depressed as hell and you are masturbating?!
hope you break your dick in half
FireFighter61550 1 month ago in playlist Blue October Playlist
@FireFighter61550 relax, I don't think he was trying to be funny. I am a big Blue October fan and I battle with depression. I have masturbated to this song many times.I don't see the big deal
michaelstote 3 weeks ago
Not a good day to watch this.
Chargergirl35 1 month ago
Wow, actually just balled.
SleepingPug 1 month ago in playlist YouTube Mix for Blue October
@SleepingPug Me too....
Gleek4life2711 1 month ago
Shut up guys. "emo" doesnt exist. its just a term some person came up with to try to "classify" music. Lets just enjoy the song. Blue October is amazing <3
WeTheSarahh 1 month ago
@WeTheSarahh Actually, 'emo' was created to simply the word 'emotional'. From there, it took on a darker meaning, and then became a giant mockery of the English language ...
smoogirl 3 weeks ago in playlist Favorite videos
This is pain. With no antidote. This is pure and raw. This is real.
fregginlame 1 month ago
...so is this Emo? o.0
Cuz this shit is depressing as all fuck. >.<
Asuigeneris1 1 month ago in playlist YouTube Mix for Blue October
@Asuigeneris1 no this is not emo, you want emo black bride veil is emo i don't like them but i loled when i first saw them cuz they fit the emo stereotype
ThePistolero909 1 month ago
@ThePistolero909
Hmmm, not sure I get the full definition of Emo...thought it was bands that play/sing nothing other than "I am a miserable human being" music. o.0
...and after listening up to here on the YT playlist of this band, everything had been bummer music.
Nice instrumentation, decent singer...but real downer shit. >.<
I can only handle so much of that. : P
Asuigeneris1 1 month ago
identify the problem then the solution? deal with bi-polar where you have no control over your mood, a persons voice sends you into a rage a child's laugh has you in tears throw manic depression and a personality disorder in solve that. been going through it my whole life. again if you haven't been there don't judge definitely don't give advice or try to "solve" the problem you think we enforce upon ourselves
1020laine 1 month ago
many people feel it as if life is caving in. a desperate need to feel like they don't exist, almost disappear in within. find that blank place between life and death. not wanting to exist isn't wanting to die. more a need to be numb, unable to feel. mockery doesn't heal the wounds if you haven't been here don't judge
1020laine 1 month ago
You guys are fucking hilarious, your pain is my happiness!
ThisWillNeverEnd1 1 month ago
just.... *WOW*
KaspersLuv76 2 months ago in playlist Favorite videos
iSaw this video on my closest freind's wall ... and iLike him,well iThnik i love him .. he knoes about it .. but he has a girlfriend ,, and he says he cares about my feelings, but not the way he wants me to.. wht can iSay .. :'( .. yea, isee him everyday , i talk to him evryday, in breakfast, lunch , hallways , :'( .. wht can i do?
mariifer36 2 months ago in playlist Favorite videos
: ' ) .. wht can i say .. /'; <|3
mariifer36 2 months ago
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subthischiz 2 months ago
Listened to this song for 5 straight months after my miscarriage. I took this song incredibly literally.
iLikeUrChopstickz 2 months ago
I sat upon a rock out in a stream. This song popped into my head as i contemplated death and all the hurt I had been feeling at the time. i was 17 living on the streets...noone around to care...I had a gun...i was going to off myself...but I didn't...I still had enough strength to carry on...because I know something greater is in store for me one day....this song is number one and always will be...this song is not only just about it's sadness...but about it's will to survive...it made me strong.
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my momtold me a lot of years ago when itrains god is washing all the bad things away .i said they aways come back shesaid not as bad andit makes u look foward to the next rain somthing uusedto hate but i love now s pelkey hang in there
krpelkey 2 months ago
my momtold me a lot of years ago when itrains god is washing all the bad things away .i said they aways come back shesaid not as bad andit makes u look foward to the next rain somthing uusedto hate but i love no s pelkey hang in there
krpelkey 2 months ago
Emo much....
Ninja47Monkey 3 months ago
@Ninja47Monkey that better be just a shortening of the word emotional....not the fucking stereotype
mmydyingbridem 3 months ago
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@mmydyingbridem yes, no. Yes. No it wasnt.
Ninja47Monkey 3 months ago
@Ninja47Monkey Are you fucking kidding me? Justin wrote this song because he's been battling his severe case of Bipolar Type I his ENTIRE LIFE and he believed his only way of relief was suicide because years of self-medication did him no good. Many of us relate to this song and you're going to make some snarky 14 year-old remark about being EMO? Emo died when the scene kids gained popularity. Get off the rag before you blatantly insult such a heartfelt artist like Justin Furstenfeld.
iLikeUrChopstickz 2 months ago 34
@iLikeUrChopstickz Hey, I'm sorry If i offended you, I was referring to the pictures in the slide show, not the music itself. I'm also very sorry to hear about your miscarriage, I can't imagine the pain it caused. Again, I respectfully apologize for offending you.
Ninja47Monkey 2 months ago
@iLikeUrChopstickz I agree with what your saying, I love Blue October. They are my favorite band and I feel Justin is a friend to me even though we've never met simply because he's helped me through some tough times and he opens his heart to his audience. Just wanted to say he wrote this when he was little and showed his mom which to me makes it all the more touching. Listen to it on Argue With A Tree and he talks about it before they sing it.
Tenari1 1 month ago
@iLikeUrChopstickz i like your chopstickz lol humor for your awesome post *nods*
MusicalFanatic105 1 week ago in playlist Favorites 5
@iLikeUrChopstickz agreed!
GODofKREEPY 1 week ago
Just broke up a ten year long relationship, but even though I was the one who ended it.... This song explains how I feel right now.
zoeyp22shibbyzeus 3 months ago
I understand your point of view Bro
mattisthatdude 3 months ago
I realize I'm going to get a crap-load of hate from this bands' primary audience, but here we go.
Have a mental issue? Go get help.
Feel suicidal? Go get help.
Christ, you people cling to others, moan about your troubles, and generally, cause people to worry about you, among other things. Chances are, if your sole method of "dealing" with stuff is hanging out with people and it hasn't worked so far, it's not suddenly going to start working.
Socketassault 3 months ago
@Socketassault An even better idea is to stop hanging out with your, no doubt, depressed group of friends. Do something new. Don't get stuck doing the stuff that either go you in this situation to begin with or isn't helping you out.
Stop listening to other people moan about their life. THIS IS NOT HELPING YOU. Start reading motivational posters. Do something. Anything but constantly reminding yourself of your own depression.
Socketassault 3 months ago
@Socketassault In fact, if you want to start feeling better about your life, why don't you look up the concentration camps of world war2. Listen to veterans talk about their buddies getting shot in the head storming a beach. Read about AIDS and starvation in Africa, among other places. Look at child labor in China.
There are sooo many people who are worse off than you. Imagine standing in front that Chinese laborer, trying to explain to him how bad you feel.
Socketassault 3 months ago
@Socketassault It's incredibly insulting to have you people living in a first world country complaining about your familial problems, when a large percentage of the world is poorer than you, has parents they either never see or are dead, and are severely malnutritioned.
GET A FRICKING GRIP PEOPLE. Do something about it. Whining and complaining accomplishes nothing.
I suggest you all take a big dose of motivational posters and then go find a therapist.
Socketassault 3 months ago
@Socketassault You have no idea, Just because people live in a first world country doesn't mean they are fucking happy families. You're an insult yourself, The reason why people don't think about others in different countries is because they can't do anything about it, not because they don't care. I could give $5 a month to little bongojongo in Chad, but how much of that money is actually going to end up in his hands? Do the bare minimum and get by.
SuperStrykeZero 3 months ago
@SuperStrykeZero Oh really? I had no idea... /s
Moaning about your superficial familial problems in a first world country is insulting to the millions of other people who don't even have a family.
And as always, you knee jerk reaction completely misses the point. I said nothing about charity, nor did I speak of the efficiency of charitable funding. I spoke purely of the fact that so many people like to complain about their life condition, but they refuse to actually do anything to fix it.
Socketassault 3 months ago
@Socketassault so are you implying if you mom/dad died or girlfreind/boyfreind cheated on you, you wouldn't moan about it? or be the slighest bit bothered?
SuperStrykeZero 3 months ago
@SuperStrykeZero Of course I would be. That's completely natural and normal. What ISN'T normal is falling into a depression and then spending the next five years moaning about it. There's absolutely no benefit to it.
In short, identify the problem and then identify a solution.
Solutions don't include complaining. Solutions include getting external help by a professional.
Socketassault 3 months ago
@Socketassault You know, I understand what you mean, but have you ever stopped to think that several people on this page may have LEGITIMATE mental disorders or imbalances that cause them to feel this way? Do you know how it feels to be so fucked up in the head that you're literally scared to death to go talk to someone you don't know and open up the core of your soul to someone who's supposed to tell you what you should be doing with your life? To be so paranoid that you don't know if you can
Shaldares 3 months ago
@Shaldares trust the only people who can probably truly help you? Or to be so depressed that you feel it won't even matter? Have you ever sought mental help over and over again through the years with nothing real to help you, as your body adapts to the meds they put you on, making you feel worse than you did before? Everyone knows that the recommended choice is to get help, but did you ever stop to think that may be worse in someone's head than dealing with the issue to begin with?
Shaldares 3 months ago
@Shaldares When the only people who will stick around are others who know how you feel because everyone else thinks you're "lame" or claim you make them feel uncomfortable because you're different, just assuming that you're a pussy, or an emo, without taking into account that people have real issues? I'm actually lucky enough to have some good friends who aren't as depressing as I feel a lot of the time, but I can understand those who don't have anywhere to go, because sometimes I feel I don't.
Shaldares 3 months ago
@Shaldares Yeah...pretty sure I know how that feels...
Anywho, I just don't understand why lots of people decide the best way to handle their depression or whatever it is by surrounding yourself with depressing things. It's like an anti solution.There's no way in hell anyone's going to get out of their problem when they surround themselves with so much depressing crap that everywhere they turn, they're reminded of it.
Stop bloody reminding yourself of your own problems everyday... God...
Socketassault 3 months ago
@Socketassault Why would you want to listen to surround yourself with happy things when you're feeling like shit? I know, when I'm feeling terrible, and I listen to a happy song or watch a happy movie, I just feel worse. I think "I just want that, why can't I feel like that????" If you listen to something depressing, especially something like this, you think "Wow, that's how I feel, they know what it's like." And for a brief moment, you think you're not alone in this.
Unspokenfarewell 2 months ago in playlist Blue October 3
The picture at 0:14, that's about me right now. :'(
choolovezmusic 3 months ago
he used a few like that, why does it matter... at all?
TheDarthjarjar 3 months ago
think this song an the pics in the video sums up all the things i cant say think al use it if i ever deside 2 let any 1 see the real me behind the guy i pratend 2 be
MrMarshall1983 3 months ago
Awww, sad GIFs. lol
Decent song anyway.
kiloggolik 3 months ago
:(
arol64 4 months ago in playlist blue october
Heh, I love the lyrics from the song Mad world in there.
I always thought that was a pretty deep line and applied a little to well sometimes.
"And I find it kind of funny. I find it kind of sad. The dreams in which I'm dieing are the best I've ever had."
Hmmm man it would be so epic if Blue October made there own verison of Mad world.
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iLongboard13 4 months ago
my friends mislead and lie to me. someone i though loved me just loved to play with me. and now its call come back to kick me in the face when my house is being taken in a few days. im failing everything in school. im out of cigarettes and weed to calm me down. and my mom just got put into the hospital and ive been all by myself at my house for at least 4 days now. Bob Marley said once "everyone is going to hurt you. you just have to figure out whos worth suffering for" what if no ones worth it?
killer192090 4 months ago
@killer192090 someone, somewhere always is. i've been where you are. almost word for word. last night it all came flooding back to me and i broke down. so i necked a bottle of jack and rang a best friend who is almost never there because of her own problems. i figured out that whilst no one can be there all the time, when they are there, you know that they are the ones worth suffering for. there is always going to be someone.
DougKhajit101 3 months ago in playlist YouTube Mix for Blue October
I love this sad song
lestatdekker 4 months ago
I get dumped for some gay faggot for no apparent reason it hurts so much when you both say I love you or we will always be together I fuckin hate that whore she caused all of this just because I asked for the truth :(
lestatdekker 4 months ago
who was the person who created this video? was it MikkiiLea? or did she just upload it. i'd sure love to chat or send a note to the creative person who did create this. it fits perfect to the music. and anyone know how to get ahold of her?
dragonfalcor25 4 months ago
I don't have a sob story for why I'm listening to this.. I just like Blue October. ._.
threespacesback 4 months ago 69
@threespacesback lol dude xD
palatena 4 months ago
reading people's comments gives me goose bumps...so much pain in this world...
cowgirl123Z 4 months ago
this video made me cry, i've never felt so alone in my whole life.
savsmith1213 4 months ago
I'm not afraid of happy endings. I'm just afraid my life won't work out that way. So true,,,
lollerskates101LOL 4 months ago
I can really relate to the first line of this song.
hmr12596 4 months ago
i feel like this so much i dont even realize im doing it anymore
StitchesTheMurderer 4 months ago
some people call me depressed, even my doctor wanted 2 give me antidepressiva, but i refused. I don't think I'm depressed, i just think i'm tired of living this life. do u know that feeling? i don't cry and I'm not deeply sad, i just don't like my life and this world and i sometimes wish i were never born or i were already an old woman who's lived her life and doesnt care about her looks and her job, cuz she's retired... is that weird?? :P
AnonymeAnimal 5 months ago
Man, i am so alone!
s3dooooooooooooooon 5 months ago
this song turns rainbows and sunshine into clouds of grey and storms :P still good tho
KingUponMain 5 months ago
95 people have no idea what real music is. Blue October is from the heart and soul. these guys have made such an impact on myself and others. As a suicide surviver I can say that the music they write gets into the soul.
codywold 5 months ago 4
This how I felt today :(
lnmulhall13 5 months ago
this song speaks 2 me idc if some1 says im crzy i no im crzy i no i act different at home then skool ort public places cuz when im with friends i can relax im myself with them im alot different with family im more mellow sadder different from them i dont no if i belong with them or not. . . i cant stand this family i need MINE! DX DX DX
TheGothicalix 5 months ago
I wrote a song called Black Orchid dedicated to my late husband to be,,,,,,he left me by comitting suicide. When he went and died on me he took a part a big part of me with him. Now Im just a former shadow of myself, just merely existing! This happened 5 years ago and still it tears me apart so TO ANYONE who is thinking of suicide, give a thought to the ones you leave behind. I will always be walking this aftermath until the day comes when I die. I will never forget that tragic September:(
lieshalashes 5 months ago 2
this is all I cant say..... the best dreams are the ones where I am dyn...for in the waking life I am already dead
ambmab127 5 months ago
1:40 until 1:48 Brand New - The Boy Who Blocked His Own Shot! I love that song!!! :D
recklessabandonable 5 months ago
My ex left me soo many times. But like I felt like we were ment to be and stuff. Guess I wasted 3 years of my life. Aha my mom says because I'm 15 I'm to young to no what love feels like. Well. I no that it hurts
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omglowr45 5 months ago
one of the best videos ever :)
zornitsa94 5 months ago
94 people decided to go watch Justin Beibers ego grow, instead of listening to Blue October. Their music is so powerful, and from the heart. While Justin Bieber is well.. Just shit.
xeminemrecoveryx 6 months ago in playlist blue oct.
this song speaks so much about me and to me, it reminds me of the pain of a heartbreak, it reminds me of how my ex that caused this pain truly treated me when she left me, and in all, I know that so many may feel the same, and yet so many hide the pain when they could use the love of another heartbroken person, and it still makes me tear-up and hurt that people hurt like this every day
poisonedclaw 6 months ago 3
@poisonedclaw What a sweet, tender comment. :)
kmokatz 5 months ago in playlist Blue October
This song is how I feel
allfun423 6 months ago
Sometimes I feel like someone, something, just doesn't want me to have fun, or be with the person I love. This song describes how i feel, what the world looks like to me, why is everything so fucked up?
Zachary12y 6 months ago
People always see me as the guy who likes pizza, but theyre wrong. Nobody understands me... I'm actually all about tacos.
skweak007 6 months ago 110
@skweak007 i feel your pain man.. T-T
discoj100 4 months ago
@skweak007 You, are made of win -w-
xXxgtbgxXx 3 months ago
@skweak007 LMAO!!!! this made my day, funny shit!
mexfreak69 2 months ago in playlist YouTube Mix for Blue October
This movie brings the black knight to mind. You people want credit for being depressed and faking it. Be like him. Keep being the way you are. be who you NEED to be for people. and on the day of your judgement. you'll be rewarded for being so strong.
begformore31793 6 months ago
People are fucking depressing....
texd18 6 months ago 2
Sometimes when I say 'oh I'm fine'
I want someone to look me in the eyes and say 'tell me truth'
That's how I feel and I wish people would do that, some of my closest teachers do, and only two of my friends do....I wish people would actually care about how I feel
kiprusoff34rocks 6 months ago 2
@kiprusoff34rocks Ooor they're respecting your privacy by not pushing.
But it's so much easier to assume that everyone else is either negligent or stupid. After all, if you admit that they are very likely to have the same feelings as you do, that'd make the world more complicated, wouldn't it?
MourningBells8520 6 months ago in playlist Blue October
Everyone see's me as the happy funny guy, but inside im empty, and the pain just wont cease, im not emo or goth, im just not happy....
Zachary12y 6 months ago
This Band Has Honestly Helped Me Through So Much...I Mean Relationships, Depression, Self Loathing...God They've Help Me Find Myself...Im A Much Better Person Because Of Them <3
BlueVampireNinja 6 months ago
To all my worried friends out there who feel lonely, sad, depressed, rejected, whatever, "Forever trust who you are and nothing else matters!" - really.
Danny103181 6 months ago
MrEvilDude100 its not ur fault if people cant see how nice a person u genuinely are and how much u seem to care. I understand the cutting to relieve the stress and depression- my skin is littered with reminders new and old, but in the end it only helps for that moment , in the long run it makes things worse. Trust me
RaspberryLaces 7 months ago
You all tell me I'm fat, and that I should take a few pounds off...What you don't understand is that the more you slag me down...the more I eat....Do you think I like being this way? You made me this way.
theinfamousvlog 7 months ago 4
@theinfamousvlog hey, it helps to focus on the fixing. blaming won't make it better.
rawrkadi 6 months ago
@theinfamousvlog If it makes you feel any better...I listen to them.
snotty2345 6 months ago 2
Right now I'm crying... thinking what did I do wrong. I try to fit in at school and everyone hates me, my parents ignore me and try to make me someone I'm not and the girl I loved for 5 years cheated on me. Now I'm emo and I get depressed often. I cut to relieve myself of stress and depression. Why can't someone like me
MrEvilDude100 7 months ago
@MrEvilDude100 you know, people are often so caught up in fitting in that they don't care who they hurt. their minds are not open enough or mature enough to see the beauty in everyone. they mock the people that reflect their interests because they are afraid that others will find out who they really are. hopefully, you find someone who is free one day :)
rawrkadi 6 months ago
@MrEvilDude100 :( i guess we can't all 'fit in' i don't. im an outcast, im weird and i have no friends... but i try harder everyday to 'fit in' and i just make it day by day
Zachary12y 6 months ago
luv this! should be loved, hate me, say it, into the ocean ...... love blue october!!!!!!
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jlover209 7 months ago in playlist blue october
Just let me sleep in my room...
theamazingdrz 7 months ago
i love the black at the end<3
bluefeezepop514 7 months ago
this song describes so many who have felt so lonely....they've wanted to die...life is hard for many out there, i think we all should think on them when we listen to music like this and send them strength to hold on....lord knows I've been one of them
JusOrdinary 7 months ago
this is a cool song like all the pictures.with the sayings and all.
bornschizophrenic 7 months ago
Im not going to cry, im not going to cry, im not going to cry.... o fuck it :*)
HUsoldier67 7 months ago 3
91 ppl have NOT lived.
cocacolaboy1914 7 months ago 2
@cocacolaboy1914
Make that 92.
cochise451 7 months ago
The picture that says "You think I'm tough, but... I just never let you see me cry" I think that applys to me, because I hide behind my happiness. I don't let people see the real pain from the past.
snotty2345 8 months ago 67
@snotty2345 i do and have done the exact same all my life since i was four bc my brother tried to rape me
Ethan999565 3 months ago
not trying to be mean or anything but you used a lyric from another song in the pictures about the light that cannot be found i cant member what song its from but im gonna search those lyrics bc ik ive seen them bfore
Ethan999565 3 months ago
I really love the pictures
MinnieMIsaac16 8 months ago
Many of us go through these pains and we are never alone. Someone or something always understands. . .
BurnieMcJones 8 months ago 2
Hearing this song is the equivalent of slicing deep into my arm...i know many dont understand self inflicted pain...but i dont understand pain caused by another person neither...i stop cutting...but now i just cut into my ears with the deep shrill of justins pain...please never stop making music for Us....
TheJoeydizz 8 months ago 5
This song says everything I'm to oscared to....
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Klasicharkin 8 months ago
This song helps me through life so much. I'm suicidal but this helps me when I'm almost ready to just end it and just put the gun down. Thank you Justin I love you! ♥
TheMorganBusby 8 months ago 6
@TheMorganBusby Hang in there mate
killthequeen001 8 months ago 6
@cellalovesmcr
im a metalhead, enjoying these guys is a guilty pleasure, i wonder if you know what original emo is, stereotypes cause things to lose meaning, the bombardment of saddening messages is annoying here admitted, but this is how people let out feelings, emos arent emos because they have something wrong with them, emos are emos because thats what they want to be, but now others have made emo into a slanderous word, when before it was just a subdivision, people just wanna be themselves.
drlukage 8 months ago 5
I connect with so many of the songs by blue october. I'm bipolar, and the music. the emotion that justin puts into everything. just has such a good meaning
Konnerific 8 months ago
To all the ppl making stupid comments like emo much? GET OVER YOURSELF emos r emo because there is somethin wron gwith tehm getta lyf
cellalovesmcr 8 months ago
heh...
xlostmyselfx 8 months ago
this makes me miss my parents. They would be proud of me, married, and raising 5 kids the best I can. They never got to meet my wife and kids. It's not bad to be sad. It is one of those you can't let get you by the throat.
WildersSteve 8 months ago 2
What the he'll what's wrong with your demented mind look at life o na brighter note Jesus Christ
R1RN1GHTMARE 8 months ago
emo much??? I love Blue October btw...and I think u really need some help just sayin
BlueOctober76 9 months ago
...but maybe life's not for everyone.
lov3ani 9 months ago
After the worst day of my life-today-I turned this song on, and I'm venting to the commenters. My best friend, no, my sister is possibly getting moved to Alabama because of some stupid teacher and students who decided they didn't want her at the school. I love her, and she, along with my other sister, make me whole and who I am, if she moves, I won't ever be the same person again.
I plan to start an uprising at the school.
Wish me luck.
snotty2345 9 months ago
@snotty2345 good luck
killaDandM 9 months ago
@snotty2345 Hi how goes it now? Did your sister move?
Lynn From Scotland
feracat07 8 months ago
@feracat07 No, but she did get sent to a school called Journeys for the rest of her school life, I'll miss her to death.
snotty2345 8 months ago
@feracat07 Yeah, but its almost summer vacation, so I can see her again.
snotty2345 8 months ago
mother im so scared
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54lightsnorthern 9 months ago
This song.... God..... The first time I heard it, my friend wanted me to try and see a girl from a book she was writing but... I saw myself.... I'm suicidal and this song.... Just made me want to throw myself off a cliff, because it was perfect... The part where he said "Mother I'm so scared" reminds me of me and my mother. We don't exactly get along and... I WANT her to help me and help me feel better, but I'm scared to be myself around her... Hah.... I should send this song to her....
DarkDancer2345 9 months ago 5
This is just a sadd song.. but it is so matching my pain right noww
KarmaBadlyBites 9 months ago
@KarmaBadlyBites me too :( .... maybe we should stick together ;)
shaddix88 9 months ago
@shaddix88 Tottally !! (:
KarmaBadlyBites 9 months ago
blue october is copeing music it is put on this earth for ppl who have felt pain and nows absolueltly everything bout being hurt or had trouble coming up.....i love u blue october for being the thread that mends my heart back together
ronniestoker 9 months ago
I love this song n Blue October there songs make me feel like there are ppl tht understand me in this world
Diez1637 9 months ago
those knifes that are stabbing the heart in the first 20 seconds....
i have those same knifes[: :D xD
xXxBellaGrlxXx 9 months ago 3
This is like the saddest song I have ever heard
BlueOctober76 9 months ago
i cant believe a girl made me depressed and suicidal for a year
Ultimatley 9 months ago
NO side bar I do not wanna listen to LADY GAGA..
S0ciallyAwkward 9 months ago 5
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Ultimatley 9 months ago
you guys are really emotional.. :(
magnusegill 9 months ago
I can't believe that u led me on like u did... U told me u would love every part of me. But then u saw me, for me, and still stayed with me. U didn't luv me anymore, but u still faked it. Why would you fake love? You not only hurt urself, but the person u pretended to luv. Can u live with that knowledge? Do u think about me everyday? I just hope that in some part of ur mind, no matter how small, u think about what u have done. I am over u. I have found someone who luvs me for me. I hope u do 2.
korivixen6 9 months ago 4
People think of me as a happy person, but I do that to keep them from seeing what's on the inside, some people hide it with anger, but for me, it's faking my happiness...
snotty2345 9 months ago 77
@snotty2345 I do the same thing
at times
eminem4life28 9 months ago
@snotty2345 that's deep, it's just how i feel all the time, like im paintin a smile on my face for my friends...
Zachary12y 6 months ago
@snotty2345 you are not the only one that does that, i tho find it harder everyday to do it
daddyed07 6 months ago
@snotty2345 im the same way. :/
FanZelda123 6 months ago
@snotty2345 I'm the same exact way. Throughout school I was always the funny kid. But it got to the point that it was just too much to keep it up and now I just spend most of my time alone because it's too tiresome to put on that face, even when I am around people I can't do it anymore. I look back on how I used to be and what I am now and even though I probably don't seem nearly as happy, I think I am a lot happier. Something about letting it out makes me feel a lot better.
sasuke1788 6 months ago in playlist Blue October
@snotty2345 I know exactly what you mean. I haven't been able to give a real smile for quite some time now, easily over a year. My parents are getting a divorce, and there's simply nothing I can do. I haven't told any of my friends, because I'm expected to be the 'funny guy', and help them with their problems. So that's what I've been doing.
CoolGregandFred 6 months ago
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Nimm2DuschDas 5 months ago
@snotty2345 I completely relate!
ericdhall77 5 months ago
@snotty2345 that's how it is for 90% of people.
aashacat 5 months ago
"love is the slowest form of suicide" soooo true!
eminem4life28 10 months ago 6
there were like two or three song lyrics
TheJAKAK 10 months ago 3
@TheJAKAK It's still a very moving song
eminem4life28 10 months ago
I cant believe you took my heart and said you would never break it, now here you are tearing it up like its nothing... this just happened to me a few hours ago...
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bvaia 10 months ago
There is like a force in my life that just doesn't want me to enjoy myself or to be happy
Ultimatley 10 months ago 6
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kristenc09 10 months ago
hmmI have to say good choice of words :) but I am still strongly sad that I have not found anything to have a chance at loseing but hey good words
FurryKing19 10 months ago
@FurryKing19 I deeply love the person i am with now he IS the one and I would be dead if anything would happen to him.
Mulder4life 10 months ago 2
Awesome song...
theflwrchld 10 months ago
why is there no songs no vedios for people who have other pains in there lives why is it allwaus about people who have gained but lost soething some love soe freind why not for someone who has yet to gain these things someone should so they have something that truly describes them and there soul
FurryKing19 10 months ago