I don't bite my nails, but I bite the skin around my nails, my cuticles.. believe me your nails look gorgeous compared to the scabby mess my fingers are.. and don't even worry about tho, right? we have bigger fish to fry (except I'm vegetarian.. so not fish, and not tofu either cuz I think that's gross)
FIrst of all hope you have a wonderful time when your friend comes to visit! Sounds like the two of you will have tons of fun :)
Secondly, Im keeping you in my thoughts and hope that your Mercy Ministries interview goes well! I i also share your view that having fiiends online with ed's really helps..
Thanks for posting, Im trying to get up the courage to post my own ...we shall see - Joy -
what you have to say about what really has helped you in dealing with your ED so far (even if you're not 100%). I'm 60% better with my major depression (used to be horribly suicidal, SIed everything) but try to remember that sometimes people desperately want it but they're not to the point mentally where they can believe it's possible, even if they want it. If I told myself 5 years ago what has helped me in my recovery so farI would of said I was full of BS. So don't let that dishearten you. <3
Lily, Congrats on being asked by Stacy to come to NYC to present your artwork and your own footage. That sounds like an amazing opportunity.
I hope you and Mala have a really good time together.
Oh and in my own way I understand looking better but not feeling better, only having parts of yourself being healthy/healed and other parts of the illness still needing lots of help. I deal with those SAME issues with major Depression/BPD. Also, I get the frustration about people not really wanting...TBC
You really motivated me this morning and on my morning walk I was given some clarity from God bout channel promotions! Thank you for the great energy. I made a video for you promoting your channel. I am just so darn proud of you right now girl I have HK flying out my ears, shooting stars, glitter and all!!! I'm honored to have you as my first channel promotion, xoxo
Recovery is well rounded, you are very on spot there. The best thing to do is avoid situations that are not healthy for you right now like going out to eat with friends. If it's too risky, avoid it. Invite them over for a meal if you two want to eat together, go on a picnic and bring your own with HK eatery! Work up to being able to go out to eat without intense triggers, it will get easier *I hear* Nail chewing LOL I am a finger sucker., do it to sleep...Kitchen nightmares cracks me up.
Wow, that is a major compliment. Lily, I am so fond of everything you are doing for the community. Now of course you know I love those candyland HK pjs... they are fabulous, as are you. They were made for YOU! hk pj power! but Lily, I have found my newest obsession, have you seen Kawaii Japenese food characters? Ps. Go to NY, omg, I am so happy for you. Spread the joy inside yourself and all around. You are IN recovery and making a big difference for yourself and others. We love Lily!
Thanks for being so honest, Lily. Even though you are working through your thoughts and future plans, you bring to the table loads of experience. There is a new viewer to WeRFreEDomFighters who is just starting to come to grips with her ED and needs help in organizing her thoughts. She says: Who am I? Well, I think you can help her and others with their thinking process. Maybe a combination of emotional support and logical thinking...as a subject matter for future video's? Best wishes! :)
where are they on display? I can see them ! I live in NYC!
BreatheinBeautifulED 2 years ago
that is totally cool lily!!!!!!
have fun!
xoxo
-amanda
flyaway3860 2 years ago
I don't bite my nails, but I bite the skin around my nails, my cuticles.. believe me your nails look gorgeous compared to the scabby mess my fingers are.. and don't even worry about tho, right? we have bigger fish to fry (except I'm vegetarian.. so not fish, and not tofu either cuz I think that's gross)
chihiro0 2 years ago
Lily,
FIrst of all hope you have a wonderful time when your friend comes to visit! Sounds like the two of you will have tons of fun :)
Secondly, Im keeping you in my thoughts and hope that your Mercy Ministries interview goes well! I i also share your view that having fiiends online with ed's really helps..
Thanks for posting, Im trying to get up the courage to post my own ...we shall see - Joy -
Joy05cf 2 years ago
what you have to say about what really has helped you in dealing with your ED so far (even if you're not 100%). I'm 60% better with my major depression (used to be horribly suicidal, SIed everything) but try to remember that sometimes people desperately want it but they're not to the point mentally where they can believe it's possible, even if they want it. If I told myself 5 years ago what has helped me in my recovery so farI would of said I was full of BS. So don't let that dishearten you. <3
concreteangel2012 2 years ago
Lily, Congrats on being asked by Stacy to come to NYC to present your artwork and your own footage. That sounds like an amazing opportunity.
I hope you and Mala have a really good time together.
Oh and in my own way I understand looking better but not feeling better, only having parts of yourself being healthy/healed and other parts of the illness still needing lots of help. I deal with those SAME issues with major Depression/BPD. Also, I get the frustration about people not really wanting...TBC
concreteangel2012 2 years ago
saw you liked french anything. I'm french!
lhsdixiedoll 2 years ago
You really motivated me this morning and on my morning walk I was given some clarity from God bout channel promotions! Thank you for the great energy. I made a video for you promoting your channel. I am just so darn proud of you right now girl I have HK flying out my ears, shooting stars, glitter and all!!! I'm honored to have you as my first channel promotion, xoxo
MyOwnStickFigure 2 years ago
Recovery is well rounded, you are very on spot there. The best thing to do is avoid situations that are not healthy for you right now like going out to eat with friends. If it's too risky, avoid it. Invite them over for a meal if you two want to eat together, go on a picnic and bring your own with HK eatery! Work up to being able to go out to eat without intense triggers, it will get easier *I hear* Nail chewing LOL I am a finger sucker., do it to sleep...Kitchen nightmares cracks me up.
MyOwnStickFigure 2 years ago
Wow, that is a major compliment. Lily, I am so fond of everything you are doing for the community. Now of course you know I love those candyland HK pjs... they are fabulous, as are you. They were made for YOU! hk pj power! but Lily, I have found my newest obsession, have you seen Kawaii Japenese food characters? Ps. Go to NY, omg, I am so happy for you. Spread the joy inside yourself and all around. You are IN recovery and making a big difference for yourself and others. We love Lily!
MyOwnStickFigure 2 years ago
LOL the beginning was funny!
Im praying for you Lily :-)
Lovesenduringpromise 2 years ago
Goodluck with everything hunni, u r so strong!!
dont give up Lily
xxooxoxo
em
emelizmack 2 years ago
Thanks for being so honest, Lily. Even though you are working through your thoughts and future plans, you bring to the table loads of experience. There is a new viewer to WeRFreEDomFighters who is just starting to come to grips with her ED and needs help in organizing her thoughts. She says: Who am I? Well, I think you can help her and others with their thinking process. Maybe a combination of emotional support and logical thinking...as a subject matter for future video's? Best wishes! :)
tommax26 2 years ago