This video fits me perfectly, I'm so dead on the inside. I remember when my wrists were clear. No scars or blood. Back when I was happy. Back when I was..... I remember thinking that ill never be that person. And now I am that person....
I can to relate to so much of this. I feel empty inside, where there was once the flame of hope is all but snuffed out. Life dealt me some really bad shit and for years I dealt with it. But slowly it added up and eroded my soul. And before I knew it I had drowned in it. The reality of true sadness is far worse then I ever daydreamed. I look back to a time in my life where I felt whole, that person died a thousand times over and every day I mourn the loss of who I once was and cringe when I see
@Pooternackle5 Don't call everyone fake assholes alright. I was truly depressed and I cut and I suffered for it. It wasn't for attention what so ever. And you CAN. It's not like I'm happy 24/7 but I'm damn better than I was a few years ago. Alright? So just calm yourself; not everyone can see it like you do.
loving the mass abusing comments. The video is really well put togeather too and great song choice. Just having a flick though what people have said and put i thought i'd just like to point out from past experience that i noticed people always think killing themselves is difficult. But what i found out was its a lot harder to convince yourself everyday to live.
I'm SORRY I cannot keep up with all of these responses. If you really want some help or someone to talk to PLEASE message me on here. I'm trying to keep up though.
@HeroMaryah I clearly put a warning in my description. I clearly put my story in there. I clearly put that I would help anyone that asked. Don't start blaming *ME* when there are tons of other videos like this. Maybe he had problems inside and hid them. Don't jump me.
@HeroMaryah sorry for ur friend but instead of commenting on the video shldnt u be with him making sure someone is there for him so he doesnt kill himself? well at least keep ur hands on the phone.... u nvr kno wen 911 can come in handy
i hope you guys read this...hurting yourself is a mistake...you will feel sorry for what you have done to yourself...i really think you will..like i have..you may think im some old lady or something but im not..im just another teenager that tried to do what you have done..it didnt work..pain will keep coming unless u portected yourself...dont stand and watch...do what could help you or anyone else.
damn you...why u made that video...remove it please...your making ppl upset and probably caused someone's death..you shouldnt do it...life doesnt mean u should be happy...if your sad..you should know..there are happy moments....your sad and wanting to die for just one wrong thing or two...even if there more it doesnt mean you should die because of it..no..you should know how to fix it even if you dont..try to...have a little fat...you need to know what life means..even if you dont...feel..
@HeroMaryah IF YOU READ MY DESCRIPTION YOU WOULD HAVE KNOWN. I'm not making people upset; they're probably already upset. I put warnings in and said I would help them. I never told them to die. I clearly have written that cutting and suicide isn't worth it. I've clearly attempted to help people. I've clearly done all of these things; but I can't stop a suicide in the end. Now you need to leave this alone.
How'd you get better? I have family problems, I hate how I am, I cry myself to sleep, and practically everybody hates me, and if somebody replies and tells me to go see a shrink no, because it's just too weird, btw i need a response before the 6th... Thnx
My depression affects my grades. I'm stuck in a rut. I was a shy student, then I became happy, and adjusting to the environment. Then, my friend knew my crush, and started dating him. A popular kid told my friends to stop being my friend. And popularity was so important...that they listened. And I texted one of my ex best friend how I felt about that. And she claimed that I was stalking her. It was in June. My mom took away my phone...I still don't have it back. And I cut. Stupid Reasons.
it sucks when you are totally in love and you have worked so hard to impress her to find out that she doesn't like you and never will...and she is just perfect and i dont know what else in life to do
@xblacksmokex99 I've been there and done that (this is late sorry.) You find out that she isn't perfect. And that someone else is; and that someone else will always give you another chance.
how did you get over it? i want to kill my self or have sme 1 do it for me every day ever sence 5th grade im in 8th now but i dont want to die im afraid ill hurt the sme what people that actually love me . im not up to do anything i dont feel important . my parents dont no well my dad dont im happy wen im with my mom how did you get over it ?
@JandKatsvideos she got over with it...i think..she went to the happy side?the bad thing ur dad doesnt know you but at least ur happy with some ppl...it would be better if you look to the bright side..even if its too small to be seen in a dark room..still look at it..dont say its a dark room..its only dark because you dont think of the good things..
@HeroMaryah OBVIOUSLY NO YOU DIDN'T. YOU'RE JUST A STUPID ASS BITCH NOW GET THE FUCK OFF MY VIDEOS BEFORE I MAKE IT SO YOU CAN'T COMMENT. YOU DUMBASS BITCH.
I hope you didn't cut yourself up, because you can do something to help others. Why don't you watch the movie "Pay It Forward" and then you will have a reason to live. If you want to send me an email I am here to share a word of comfort and compassion.
I hope you didn't cut yourself up, because you can do something to help others. Why don't you watch the movie "Pay It Forward" and then you will have a reason to live. If you want to send me an email I am here to share a word of comfort and compassion. mauricestrauss@hotmail.com
@xoxopopulargirlxoxo NONSENSE!!!!!!!! *NEVER* happy? *NEVER* .. ah, well perhaps it isn't nonsense; its possible to fake happiness, but surely there's a sliver of you that *IS* happy... You can speak to me about anything though. Just message me and I'll be willling to help you and anyone else :)
@kecona Thanks. I just think i spend to much time on the computer. Im always happy when im doing something like dancing, playing sports. When i spend to much time on the internet i get depressed alot. But that never happens to my other friends they can spend all day on the computer and feel as happy as ever. Am i not normal or what?
@xoxopopulargirlxoxo You're welcome. Well if you think you spend too much time on the computer take some time off of it and do what you love to do :). There's nothing odd about that; some people just can't be on the computer all the time unlike others. I'm somewhere in the middle of that. Just take some breaks and stuff :)
Ever since my boyfriend broke up with me for the 3rd time, it has hurt me so bad that I can't stop crying and I've been feeling lonely and depressed. It doesn't help when i suffer from bipolar and I just can't cope with life no more and I hate life because of years of abuse from my father and my cousin I have to live with that for the rest of my life, those people took away my life
@Englishteapot Yeah honey, I'm feeling you about the boyfriend thing. but NO ONE, can take YOUR life away but *you.* Its ~NOT~ their life; its YOURS. I know what abuse is like, I know how emotional disorders are, but in the long run only you can decide your pleasure and your suffering darling and some people just aren't worth it. I know exactly how you feel 'cause I was there before: you just need an amazing person(family, friend, or lover) in your life to help ya out. I got my uncle..
You know i would sometimes gte this way and think I should die and just kill myself when I was sad. But some how I got over it. This is very serious though. I just lost my step dad a month ago from suicide. He hung him self. It gives me a whole new look on life though because it shows me that live is short. Hang in there because nobody is lost there is hope for everybody. I promise just wait. All great things have to be waited for.
@dillon102690 I suffer from other mental disorders besides bipolar and few days I thought of suicide because people have played with my head and I was abused by two people that I loved and not no more. I'm sorry about your step dad that's awful. Life is short to be honest with you I hate life
oh man i mean i know that some ppl think ppl like us*suicidal,depressed* r crazy or stupid or pussy's well u guys can go fuk ur mom but they dont no how much it hurts to feel this way and how bad we feel...but hopefully it will turn out better and that all the pain will just go away... </3 XxSARAH SCARSxX
Oh wow... I never heard a song that described how I feel better then this, and it's by my favorite band too.. Well anyway... Thank you for making this video... And it really has helped me a lot... If I do ever end up.. doing something, i want this song at my funeral, thank you so much... It makes me feel like maybe someone understands :')
@SapphirebeachROX I know what you mean :D. You're very very welcome, and god I hope not, I really do.... :/. Don't do anything you'll regret dear. You're welcome and I, if no one else does, understand. :]
do you realize how many law officials do drugs? do you realize how many are involed in assisted suicide? i wont be the one locked up bitch or girl, or woman (whatever the fuck makes your emo heart cry) if you didnt support cutting and suicide then why did you say "your not alone"? thats retarded, it makes people that are willing to kill themselves think its okay to do. you can call me whatever you want, but it wont make you any better of a person. and at least im not a murderer
Because our govt. is corrupt. :]. No shit dipshit, when did you find out gasp*. Bitch? My boyfriends. Girl? Obvious. Woman. More than you could ever get :]. I'm not "emo" and you're not hurting meee kay :]. I dont' support it; if you could read, and comprehend such selections you MIGHT understand. Wow. Not always, it never made me wanna kill myself anymore. Oooo I'm shaking in my boots. Get the fuck off :]
ok first of all about the drug thing...you feel blood comming out of your body and and it hurts later. if you take hmm maybe ecstacy you'll feel fucking amazing everywhere you go! isnt that you people's excuss for cutting? to feel? and you, the kecona chick, thats great you dont do that shit anymore. it isnt healthy. but stop fuckin supporting people doing this. some guy told me to have fun in jail for drugs..its a 1-3 year term for drug abuse...its life if you make people kill themselves..
First off, be intellectual enough to call me a girl, not a chick. Fucking idiot. Second. Fuck all drugs okay. Ecstacy? All it does is fry brain cells quicker. Uhm cutting didn't make me feel amazing everywhere I went? Alright :]]]. If you read I DON'T SUPPORT CUTTING OR SUICIDE. You should have fun in jail, maybe thats why your comment was so idiotic; get off the drugs :]
hey people dont be haters everyones got their own things to deal with some people are emo some goth,punk,ghetto,..etc but if you dont like the video MOVE UR FAT ASSES AND GO WATCH SOME OTHER VIDEO! I MEAN DUHH IF U DONT LIKE IT WHY R U GONNA SPEND UR FUCKIN TIME WRITING A COMMENT!ALL OF U WHO ARE HATING JUST GO DO SOMETHING ELSE INSTEAD OF BEING A BUNCH OF FUCKING RETARDS!
you wanna know what truely being dead inside is...i havent cried like a stupid little bitch in FIVE FUCKIN YEARS!!! and guess what :D thanks to my BEST FUCKING FRIEND. DRUGGGGSSSSS i cant feel the left side of my body. and guess what else? IT FEELS FUCKING AMAZING you think cutting is some sort of release? try opium.. some gooood ol' heroin. it helps more than pain dyke =^.^= <3333 (///.v)<--- you. (p.s. ur gay.)
Oooh. Like not crying makes you sooooo manly. Drugs are over-rated. If you can't handle the world kill yourself. Okay. I hope you die reaaaall soon. I don't cut anymore okay? That part of my life is OVER and I'm glad to help anyone else :). DRUGS ARE RETARDED. Just like 90% of you people. I'm not a dyke? I'm a girl. 14 years of age, C 40 breasts and or bigger with NO implants :). I'm gay? YAY I like men. Congratulations for wasting my time once more.
emo people uhhh. suck dick. like hardcore. the chicks look like dudes and the dudes look like bitches!!! i mean come on this is rediculoussss... youtube vids? really???? i mean if ur all emo and sad and gay then thats your problem. dont show everyone on youtube. emo people ARE alone. thats WHY THEY ARE EMO YOU DUMB FUCK!!! :) <3
hey im with you dude...FUCK EMO ASSHOLES..... theyre all fuckin weak pethetic whiney peices of shit and the lowest form of low. and if you think your family doesnt get you...YOUR RIGHT!!!! NIETHER DO I!!!! whee all have fuckin issues but we have to deal with it because we dont suck bloody cow penis. and to your brother. WHY ARE YOU SUPPORTING HER!? thats fucking horrible. i would beat you if you were my kid. i think you and your emo-ass sister should just fucking climb into my oven. <3
part 2. imagine yourself at the age of like...30. are you still gunna feel sorry for yourself or are you gunna take responsability for your life and like... live like any other NORMAL human being and like not cry about everything. honestly. just. grow up.. ffaggg <333
Um. Look at you. You do drugs? You can't take the real world so you do drugs? Haaa. Pathetic. Learn how to spell btw. 90% of people's families don't get them get over it. You don't deal with it idiot, you do drugs lmfao. You're just as bad as "us" according to you. Where the hell did it say we sucked bloody cow penis. FYI that's a BULL. Cow's are female. He's not my blood brother, he's 28 get over it. He supports me cuz he loves me and understands.
and FYI. He never supported me cutting. He supported me making a video like this so people knew they weren't alone. I'm not SUICIDAL, he's not SUICIDAL. For the people who are I'm simply hear to talk. FYI you're gonna die soon cuz of drugs :D!! YAY! one less retard in the world. I'm not gonna feel sorry? My brother doesn't feel sorry. You're not NORMAL, you do drugs. We don't cry about everything mkay. :). I'm not a fag, I'm a girl. I did grow up, now grow your balls and do the same.
you want to know why i am supprting her. cause i am not like most of you ppl. yeah we have are issues and cry but so what we take it like the human being we are ok so stop this bs of your ok
Dude stop labeling people okay. God. You're like a fucking moron. I'm not "emo" I'm myself. I'm not sad all the time?. I'm a girl? I had a boyfriend for 3 years and 2 months and some days but we broke up. We're not alone? Obviously depressed people aren't alone. Would you get your damn facts straight you moron. Get the hell off of my videos then if you don't understand this crap :)
Um don't label people you idiot? Not all people cut? Some just felt depressed and came here? I never said "To the cutters" I said to the broken and depressed. Get over it. It's not being an attention whore that I used to cut. I made this video because I felt DEPRESSED. at the time and wanted to let people know they weren't alone. You need to get over yourself and man the hell up. Grow your OWN balls.
Thank you so much for this video--ive been having an awfull time with friends, and i feel like no-one cares about me and im 2 much of pussy to do any of this shit to myself. This video made me think like im not the only one...
You're very welcome :). I know what you mean. Oh god, don't do it. Please don't start. It's too hard to stop until you take it to the extreme like I did.. :/.
You're not the only one, as stressed in these comments below :) You can message me any time :)
where did u find this version? i just love this song so much! and yeah.. im depressive too.sometimes i feel that i should stop living.. but.. i dont knwo.. imstill waiting for the sun..=/
:'{. Its alright trust me..It'll be alright..I mean things *do* happen for a reason right?:) My friend was like that and she met a few new guys and she's forgotten about him :). If you need to talk or anything or tell me what happened you can message me or email!
at 2:33, do you mean the icon? well it says"& she's so scared to get close to anyone because everyone that ever said 'i'll be there' left" and im sorry :(
Noo..I don't think I will..I'm smarter than that.I'm sorry that cause you missed a few payments you almost got killed. Don't be so stuck up about it though.
This is exactly how I feel. I feel worthless and I don't deserve to be here if no one appreciates me. I do think of suicide but I don't do it. Not yet in that matter.
I'm not trying to be horrible but, you need counciling, or atleast something, I don't know. This video is extreamely depressing. Heck it makes me want to kill myself just watching it...
This isn't what you need to make yourself feel better. Trust me, I've been there. Go out and do something about it if you're that depressed, theres enough help out there.
Regardless, whatever it is will come to pass. Nothing lasts forever, no matter if its good or bad. Lifes a bitch but its not all bad...
counciling DOES NOT. help...I didn't need a stupid ass comment like this. this was a long ass time ago, and who the fuck are you to judge me? Exactly.
i feel same fuckin way sometimes *parents* i just dont get it ppl dont ge along and in life there is so much fuckin rules and i think i wanna fucking suicide like * life is suicide*...
*parentz*...Yah..like..at school, we had a dance today nd they played perfect..nd i started bawling..cuz thtz like my relationship with my mommm. and i know..yet ppl alwayz come off as 'every1 letz get along' when they just pick fightz with everyone.. :/..But don't, you'll find something worth living for..
you made me cry T_T, i was depressed , and i entered on youtube, and i saw your video, not the same situation happened with me, but love was the problem ((, and now i'm again epressed (((((((((..i wana die!!, i know that i say many stupid things when i'm depressed, sorry for this(
Ahaha..I'm sowwie for making you cry :{{....Love... What's the point of love or life if you end up dying anyway? I don't get that >:l...Ahh..oh well..Oh I say more stupider things..(wow..xD. point proven)
who do you think you are?...I just gave a comment to this *fucking emo pseudo -depressive children- bullshit vid* but you have to comment on my person you fucking lowlife cunt.
WOW..Rofl....Yeah so I suck my boyfriends cock :]..Thanks..Acctually no, I never have. So why don't you shut the fucken hell up, and fuck off..I will not have this type of disrespect on *MY* videos *OR!* anyone else's.
I used to have depression when I was 16 and battled it on and off for a LONG time
Ever since I moved awy from texas to california i've been doing fine and off medications.
I know when ur young especially life seems so ridiculous and hard and sad.
But things get better you guys
remember that. Yeah realtionships suck I'm still very much in love with the first person I ever loved and we dont talk anymore and it really makes me sad sometimes. I know what its like.
yea its rough especially when you lose someone you love when your in a relationship ;( makes u just feel just all broken some people say you'll get over it not everyone thinks and act the same ya know some really take it so bad
I'm no longer a teenager, but I was picked on because I was different. Being hit and bullied at school because you are different is not okay. Dealing with depression and intense emotions is difficult enough without the added stress of cruel treatment from your peers. Please report the physical violence and find an adult you trust to talk to. You are not alone. Have faith and believe in yourself because you are a wonderful person and you can survive this.
Well that depends on what it is that you need to make easier... Being broken, depressed and alone is never easier but there are things that make it a little more bearable.
Thank you! Those who are broken and depressed need to know we are not alone in the world even if we are alone in the darkness that smothers our souls.
This video fits me perfectly, I'm so dead on the inside. I remember when my wrists were clear. No scars or blood. Back when I was happy. Back when I was..... I remember thinking that ill never be that person. And now I am that person....
XxRosiRavenxX 2 months ago
i just feel so empty inside. i despratly need someine to love me. :( FL
killersteven1991 2 months ago
Death truly becomes me...each day I die a little more inside.I...HATE...BEING...ME...
gamegoblin1 2 months ago
what happened? did you find a new favorite song? lol
cubbycab 6 months ago
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stillgoing12 6 months ago
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stillgoing12 6 months ago
check out "dissociation" if your curious about cutting and depression.
cubbycab 8 months ago
And this is suppose to make them feel better?
xJezika 8 months ago
@xJezika It's supposed to let them know they're not alone. Don't go critizing kay? and this was made 2 years ago anyway.
kecona 8 months ago
I can to relate to so much of this. I feel empty inside, where there was once the flame of hope is all but snuffed out. Life dealt me some really bad shit and for years I dealt with it. But slowly it added up and eroded my soul. And before I knew it I had drowned in it. The reality of true sadness is far worse then I ever daydreamed. I look back to a time in my life where I felt whole, that person died a thousand times over and every day I mourn the loss of who I once was and cringe when I see
moonshyne777 9 months ago
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SuperFootbag 10 months ago
@MichellesAGirl1996 Hey. Learn to read. Easy notice in the window. Illiterate bitch?
kecona 1 year ago
@Pooternackle5 Don't call everyone fake assholes alright. I was truly depressed and I cut and I suffered for it. It wasn't for attention what so ever. And you CAN. It's not like I'm happy 24/7 but I'm damn better than I was a few years ago. Alright? So just calm yourself; not everyone can see it like you do.
kecona 1 year ago 2
What's the title of the song?
lovelyllisquartz 1 year ago
@lovelyllisquartz
Evanescence - Breathe No More
kecona 1 year ago
loving the mass abusing comments. The video is really well put togeather too and great song choice. Just having a flick though what people have said and put i thought i'd just like to point out from past experience that i noticed people always think killing themselves is difficult. But what i found out was its a lot harder to convince yourself everyday to live.
labrith1 1 year ago
I'm SORRY I cannot keep up with all of these responses. If you really want some help or someone to talk to PLEASE message me on here. I'm trying to keep up though.
kecona 1 year ago
my friend is cutting himself and thinkin about death because of you...thanks alot for nothing good...
HeroMaryah 1 year ago
@HeroMaryah I clearly put a warning in my description. I clearly put my story in there. I clearly put that I would help anyone that asked. Don't start blaming *ME* when there are tons of other videos like this. Maybe he had problems inside and hid them. Don't jump me.
kecona 1 year ago
@HeroMaryah sorry for ur friend but instead of commenting on the video shldnt u be with him making sure someone is there for him so he doesnt kill himself? well at least keep ur hands on the phone.... u nvr kno wen 911 can come in handy
Grod987 1 year ago
@Grod987
well i dont know him in real but i tried to make him feel better.
HeroMaryah 1 year ago
i hope you guys read this...hurting yourself is a mistake...you will feel sorry for what you have done to yourself...i really think you will..like i have..you may think im some old lady or something but im not..im just another teenager that tried to do what you have done..it didnt work..pain will keep coming unless u portected yourself...dont stand and watch...do what could help you or anyone else.
HeroMaryah 1 year ago
damn you...why u made that video...remove it please...your making ppl upset and probably caused someone's death..you shouldnt do it...life doesnt mean u should be happy...if your sad..you should know..there are happy moments....your sad and wanting to die for just one wrong thing or two...even if there more it doesnt mean you should die because of it..no..you should know how to fix it even if you dont..try to...have a little fat...you need to know what life means..even if you dont...feel..
HeroMaryah 1 year ago
@HeroMaryah IF YOU READ MY DESCRIPTION YOU WOULD HAVE KNOWN. I'm not making people upset; they're probably already upset. I put warnings in and said I would help them. I never told them to die. I clearly have written that cutting and suicide isn't worth it. I've clearly attempted to help people. I've clearly done all of these things; but I can't stop a suicide in the end. Now you need to leave this alone.
kecona 1 year ago
How'd you get better? I have family problems, I hate how I am, I cry myself to sleep, and practically everybody hates me, and if somebody replies and tells me to go see a shrink no, because it's just too weird, btw i need a response before the 6th... Thnx
Krystaelll 1 year ago
alwaaays look on the bright side of life!!! tutu, tudu tudu tuduu! :)
MrGoofySkull 1 year ago
My depression affects my grades. I'm stuck in a rut. I was a shy student, then I became happy, and adjusting to the environment. Then, my friend knew my crush, and started dating him. A popular kid told my friends to stop being my friend. And popularity was so important...that they listened. And I texted one of my ex best friend how I felt about that. And she claimed that I was stalking her. It was in June. My mom took away my phone...I still don't have it back. And I cut. Stupid Reasons.
iluvredvines 1 year ago
it sucks when you are totally in love and you have worked so hard to impress her to find out that she doesn't like you and never will...and she is just perfect and i dont know what else in life to do
xblacksmokex99 1 year ago
@xblacksmokex99 I've been there and done that (this is late sorry.) You find out that she isn't perfect. And that someone else is; and that someone else will always give you another chance.
kecona 1 year ago
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z3mbomzakura 1 year ago
how did you get over it? i want to kill my self or have sme 1 do it for me every day ever sence 5th grade im in 8th now but i dont want to die im afraid ill hurt the sme what people that actually love me . im not up to do anything i dont feel important . my parents dont no well my dad dont im happy wen im with my mom how did you get over it ?
JandKatsvideos 1 year ago
@JandKatsvideos she got over with it...i think..she went to the happy side?the bad thing ur dad doesnt know you but at least ur happy with some ppl...it would be better if you look to the bright side..even if its too small to be seen in a dark room..still look at it..dont say its a dark room..its only dark because you dont think of the good things..
HeroMaryah 1 year ago
@HeroMaryah you are dumb. for real. you are really dumb. Read a description you fucking idiot.
kecona 1 year ago
@kecona
i did read the fucking description
HeroMaryah 1 year ago
@HeroMaryah OBVIOUSLY NO YOU DIDN'T. YOU'RE JUST A STUPID ASS BITCH NOW GET THE FUCK OFF MY VIDEOS BEFORE I MAKE IT SO YOU CAN'T COMMENT. YOU DUMBASS BITCH.
kecona 1 year ago
I hope you didn't cut yourself up, because you can do something to help others. Why don't you watch the movie "Pay It Forward" and then you will have a reason to live. If you want to send me an email I am here to share a word of comfort and compassion.
mauricetranslator 1 year ago
@mauricetranslator If you had read the description you'd have your answer to the first sentence.
I know that and I actively take stands and help people now. Pay it forward? Sounds hardly interesting and therefore, not worth my time.
kecona 1 year ago
@mauricetranslator thats a really good movie
tutsysisters 1 year ago
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I hope you didn't cut yourself up, because you can do something to help others. Why don't you watch the movie "Pay It Forward" and then you will have a reason to live. If you want to send me an email I am here to share a word of comfort and compassion. mauricestrauss@hotmail.com
mauricetranslator 1 year ago
Im always depressed im never happy EVER. plz help me :,(
xoxopopulargirlxoxo 1 year ago
@xoxopopulargirlxoxo NONSENSE!!!!!!!! *NEVER* happy? *NEVER* .. ah, well perhaps it isn't nonsense; its possible to fake happiness, but surely there's a sliver of you that *IS* happy... You can speak to me about anything though. Just message me and I'll be willling to help you and anyone else :)
kecona 1 year ago
@kecona Thanks. I just think i spend to much time on the computer. Im always happy when im doing something like dancing, playing sports. When i spend to much time on the internet i get depressed alot. But that never happens to my other friends they can spend all day on the computer and feel as happy as ever. Am i not normal or what?
xoxopopulargirlxoxo 1 year ago
@xoxopopulargirlxoxo You're welcome. Well if you think you spend too much time on the computer take some time off of it and do what you love to do :). There's nothing odd about that; some people just can't be on the computer all the time unlike others. I'm somewhere in the middle of that. Just take some breaks and stuff :)
kecona 1 year ago
Ever since my boyfriend broke up with me for the 3rd time, it has hurt me so bad that I can't stop crying and I've been feeling lonely and depressed. It doesn't help when i suffer from bipolar and I just can't cope with life no more and I hate life because of years of abuse from my father and my cousin I have to live with that for the rest of my life, those people took away my life
Englishteapot 1 year ago
@Englishteapot Yeah honey, I'm feeling you about the boyfriend thing. but NO ONE, can take YOUR life away but *you.* Its ~NOT~ their life; its YOURS. I know what abuse is like, I know how emotional disorders are, but in the long run only you can decide your pleasure and your suffering darling and some people just aren't worth it. I know exactly how you feel 'cause I was there before: you just need an amazing person(family, friend, or lover) in your life to help ya out. I got my uncle..
kecona 1 year ago
ii feel horrible thinking of suicidee , :(
Pinkpesha 1 year ago
@Pinkpesha As long as you don't attempt it, or actually do it, don't like, feel bad...
Cause everyone will get there at SOME point in their life.
kecona 1 year ago
This explains most of my life. Except the part about having people love you.
KateRawrrrr 1 year ago
@KateRawrrrr Oh nonsense, SOMEONE loves you, it just might take awhile to figure out exactly who...
kecona 1 year ago
sounds about right but i dont think my thoughts will ever go away
XpixeeX 1 year ago
@XpixeeX Trust me; they never do completely, they're reoccurring but they get less and less intense over time (:
kecona 1 year ago
You know i would sometimes gte this way and think I should die and just kill myself when I was sad. But some how I got over it. This is very serious though. I just lost my step dad a month ago from suicide. He hung him self. It gives me a whole new look on life though because it shows me that live is short. Hang in there because nobody is lost there is hope for everybody. I promise just wait. All great things have to be waited for.
dillon102690 1 year ago
@dillon102690 I suffer from other mental disorders besides bipolar and few days I thought of suicide because people have played with my head and I was abused by two people that I loved and not no more. I'm sorry about your step dad that's awful. Life is short to be honest with you I hate life
Englishteapot 1 year ago
oh man i mean i know that some ppl think ppl like us*suicidal,depressed* r crazy or stupid or pussy's well u guys can go fuk ur mom but they dont no how much it hurts to feel this way and how bad we feel...but hopefully it will turn out better and that all the pain will just go away... </3 XxSARAH SCARSxX
XxSARAHxSCARSxX 1 year ago
@XxSARAHxSCARSxX EXACTLY. Thank you.. We're not stupid and we're not pussys. IWe just have a different way of coping (:
kecona 1 year ago
1:12
Taking Back Sunday - You're So Last Summer <333
RiseAgainstZombies 1 year ago
@RiseAgainstZombies yeppers :]
TBS ♥
kecona 1 year ago
damn suicidal idiots just remember that there are people worse off than you and they're still happy.
Ironcomics 1 year ago
@Ironcomics I hope one day you become suicidal ;o and I hope no one helps you for thinking in such a mind </3
kecona 1 year ago
@kecona Sorry for that, i didn't mean it really.
Ironcomics 1 year ago
@Ironcomics Don't want to hear it.
kecona 1 year ago
@kecona why?
Ironcomics 1 year ago
@kecona, yeh in a way I guess...
thawthug 1 year ago
...soon enough I'll be in one of these dedication videos...
thawthug 1 year ago
@thawthug Er.....
Correct me if I'm wrong but it seems like you are stating suicide and therefore you're already qualified for a video like this. :/
kecona 1 year ago
Oh wow... I never heard a song that described how I feel better then this, and it's by my favorite band too.. Well anyway... Thank you for making this video... And it really has helped me a lot... If I do ever end up.. doing something, i want this song at my funeral, thank you so much... It makes me feel like maybe someone understands :')
SapphirebeachROX 1 year ago
@SapphirebeachROX I know what you mean :D. You're very very welcome, and god I hope not, I really do.... :/. Don't do anything you'll regret dear. You're welcome and I, if no one else does, understand. :]
kecona 1 year ago
Tis a very ... sad video >.>
GrandAngel8000 1 year ago
@GrandAngel8000 why, yes. yes it is.
kecona 1 year ago
Second off, Can you all shut the fuck up :)
Rinny0o 1 year ago
@Rinny0o Get the fuck off of my video okay :]] Seriously. You have no right to come in cunt :] Learn your place.
kecona 1 year ago
its scary how much i can relate to this...
M1G34 1 year ago
do you realize how many law officials do drugs? do you realize how many are involed in assisted suicide? i wont be the one locked up bitch or girl, or woman (whatever the fuck makes your emo heart cry) if you didnt support cutting and suicide then why did you say "your not alone"? thats retarded, it makes people that are willing to kill themselves think its okay to do. you can call me whatever you want, but it wont make you any better of a person. and at least im not a murderer
Ahsikor 1 year ago
@Ahsikor
Because our govt. is corrupt. :]. No shit dipshit, when did you find out gasp*. Bitch? My boyfriends. Girl? Obvious. Woman. More than you could ever get :]. I'm not "emo" and you're not hurting meee kay :]. I dont' support it; if you could read, and comprehend such selections you MIGHT understand. Wow. Not always, it never made me wanna kill myself anymore. Oooo I'm shaking in my boots. Get the fuck off :]
kecona 1 year ago
ok first of all about the drug thing...you feel blood comming out of your body and and it hurts later. if you take hmm maybe ecstacy you'll feel fucking amazing everywhere you go! isnt that you people's excuss for cutting? to feel? and you, the kecona chick, thats great you dont do that shit anymore. it isnt healthy. but stop fuckin supporting people doing this. some guy told me to have fun in jail for drugs..its a 1-3 year term for drug abuse...its life if you make people kill themselves..
Ahsikor 1 year ago
@Ahsikor
First off, be intellectual enough to call me a girl, not a chick. Fucking idiot. Second. Fuck all drugs okay. Ecstacy? All it does is fry brain cells quicker. Uhm cutting didn't make me feel amazing everywhere I went? Alright :]]]. If you read I DON'T SUPPORT CUTTING OR SUICIDE. You should have fun in jail, maybe thats why your comment was so idiotic; get off the drugs :]
kecona 1 year ago
im know im not alone, but i am lonely...
JoeyViolence 2 years ago
@JoeyViolence
its alright hun..
i'm here to talk about everything :D
kecona 2 years ago
AND ALL OF U WHO R SAYIN THAT "DRUGS R THE ANSWER"HAV A GREAT TIME IN JAIL........
(wow people r just getting dummer an dummer every day)
imakenosense12 2 years ago
exactly.
dumb fucks.
kecona 2 years ago
hey people dont be haters everyones got their own things to deal with some people are emo some goth,punk,ghetto,..etc but if you dont like the video MOVE UR FAT ASSES AND GO WATCH SOME OTHER VIDEO! I MEAN DUHH IF U DONT LIKE IT WHY R U GONNA SPEND UR FUCKIN TIME WRITING A COMMENT!ALL OF U WHO ARE HATING JUST GO DO SOMETHING ELSE INSTEAD OF BEING A BUNCH OF FUCKING RETARDS!
imakenosense12 2 years ago
thanks but like I said, I do not believe in labels.
:]
kecona 2 years ago
you wanna know what truely being dead inside is...i havent cried like a stupid little bitch in FIVE FUCKIN YEARS!!! and guess what :D thanks to my BEST FUCKING FRIEND. DRUGGGGSSSSS i cant feel the left side of my body. and guess what else? IT FEELS FUCKING AMAZING you think cutting is some sort of release? try opium.. some gooood ol' heroin. it helps more than pain dyke =^.^= <3333 (///.v)<--- you. (p.s. ur gay.)
Ahsikor 2 years ago
Oooh. Like not crying makes you sooooo manly. Drugs are over-rated. If you can't handle the world kill yourself. Okay. I hope you die reaaaall soon. I don't cut anymore okay? That part of my life is OVER and I'm glad to help anyone else :). DRUGS ARE RETARDED. Just like 90% of you people. I'm not a dyke? I'm a girl. 14 years of age, C 40 breasts and or bigger with NO implants :). I'm gay? YAY I like men. Congratulations for wasting my time once more.
kecona 2 years ago
emo people uhhh. suck dick. like hardcore. the chicks look like dudes and the dudes look like bitches!!! i mean come on this is rediculoussss... youtube vids? really???? i mean if ur all emo and sad and gay then thats your problem. dont show everyone on youtube. emo people ARE alone. thats WHY THEY ARE EMO YOU DUMB FUCK!!! :) <3
SweetxTea2013 2 years ago
hey im with you dude...FUCK EMO ASSHOLES..... theyre all fuckin weak pethetic whiney peices of shit and the lowest form of low. and if you think your family doesnt get you...YOUR RIGHT!!!! NIETHER DO I!!!! whee all have fuckin issues but we have to deal with it because we dont suck bloody cow penis. and to your brother. WHY ARE YOU SUPPORTING HER!? thats fucking horrible. i would beat you if you were my kid. i think you and your emo-ass sister should just fucking climb into my oven. <3
Ahsikor 2 years ago
part 2. imagine yourself at the age of like...30. are you still gunna feel sorry for yourself or are you gunna take responsability for your life and like... live like any other NORMAL human being and like not cry about everything. honestly. just. grow up.. ffaggg <333
Ahsikor 2 years ago
Um. Look at you. You do drugs? You can't take the real world so you do drugs? Haaa. Pathetic. Learn how to spell btw. 90% of people's families don't get them get over it. You don't deal with it idiot, you do drugs lmfao. You're just as bad as "us" according to you. Where the hell did it say we sucked bloody cow penis. FYI that's a BULL. Cow's are female. He's not my blood brother, he's 28 get over it. He supports me cuz he loves me and understands.
kecona 2 years ago
and FYI. He never supported me cutting. He supported me making a video like this so people knew they weren't alone. I'm not SUICIDAL, he's not SUICIDAL. For the people who are I'm simply hear to talk. FYI you're gonna die soon cuz of drugs :D!! YAY! one less retard in the world. I'm not gonna feel sorry? My brother doesn't feel sorry. You're not NORMAL, you do drugs. We don't cry about everything mkay. :). I'm not a fag, I'm a girl. I did grow up, now grow your balls and do the same.
kecona 2 years ago
you want to know why i am supprting her. cause i am not like most of you ppl. yeah we have are issues and cry but so what we take it like the human being we are ok so stop this bs of your ok
icon9681 2 years ago
Dude stop labeling people okay. God. You're like a fucking moron. I'm not "emo" I'm myself. I'm not sad all the time?. I'm a girl? I had a boyfriend for 3 years and 2 months and some days but we broke up. We're not alone? Obviously depressed people aren't alone. Would you get your damn facts straight you moron. Get the hell off of my videos then if you don't understand this crap :)
kecona 2 years ago
yo dumbass. that my sister who made this video. u don't like it DON'T RESPONE.
icon9681 2 years ago
Mhm. Right on bro :)
kecona 2 years ago
i swear i was just messin i don't think b4 i do stuff
calebthevideomaker 2 years ago
its okay yer forgiven. lol
kecona 2 years ago
hey! FUCK EMO KIDS!!!!!!!!! grow some balls and suck it up or just off yourself. dont cut and make a fuckn youtube video over it. atention WHORREEE
SweetxTea2013 2 years ago
Um don't label people you idiot? Not all people cut? Some just felt depressed and came here? I never said "To the cutters" I said to the broken and depressed. Get over it. It's not being an attention whore that I used to cut. I made this video because I felt DEPRESSED. at the time and wanted to let people know they weren't alone. You need to get over yourself and man the hell up. Grow your OWN balls.
kecona 2 years ago
wtf this made me more sad!
wrestlerclint69 2 years ago
UM HELLO. do you not read the description or the tags......
........ or understand the point of this video?
kecona 2 years ago
Thank you so much for this video--ive been having an awfull time with friends, and i feel like no-one cares about me and im 2 much of pussy to do any of this shit to myself. This video made me think like im not the only one...
himmfect 2 years ago
You're very welcome :). I know what you mean. Oh god, don't do it. Please don't start. It's too hard to stop until you take it to the extreme like I did.. :/.
You're not the only one, as stressed in these comments below :) You can message me any time :)
kecona 2 years ago
i hav many problems....
im not very comfortable sharing them as before i have asked for help and was greeted with the words 'attention seeker' and 'emo freak' i do....
self harm
how do you stop
id like to at least try
asch66 2 years ago
I loooove my life and do not want to die! :D
37100315 2 years ago
well isn' that nice for you -.-.
kecona 2 years ago
where did u find this version? i just love this song so much! and yeah.. im depressive too.sometimes i feel that i should stop living.. but.. i dont knwo.. imstill waiting for the sun..=/
jakinhalee 2 years ago
Limewire, we got a new comp and i lost all my music, but i'm slowly getting them back. lol
when i get the song i can gladly email it to you :).
you'll find the sun, trust me :).
Don't stop living, i'll be here to talk.
kecona 2 years ago
my dads gf is a dick and found out we are dating and now he is making her live with her grandma on the other side of the world from me
iccedd 2 years ago
Im very depressed
Im looking for videos in youtube that can help me get out of it. but cant find any.
i have been spending hours in my basement in the dark and I keep on getting thought of suicide.
plz can someone help me to get out of it
i try to get out of it my self but it feels like its pulling me back to it ;((
drunkpunk05 2 years ago
Im here to talk mister :/.
kecona 2 years ago
just like my life now.(sigh)
missazuzephre1821 2 years ago
I remember when i felt like this , it's better now .
But it almost was the same few times, and i know that anytime suddenly it can be.
thank you for this vid <3
H3lianthus 2 years ago
I love how this one is the most commented one..
Anyway, yeah i know. I thought I was alright for awhile but then it hit again.
You're very welcome :)
kecona 2 years ago
Almost everytime i hear this song i cry :( this song says alot about my life
EdEddnEddybabe 2 years ago
I know.. Its like this for alot of people..Even me..This song was perfectly put together.Amy Lee is a music godess.
kecona 2 years ago
this is the wat i've been going through since a long time.. i still love him.. but he doesnt.. i'm lost... dnt want to live nymore
7891radhika 2 years ago
:'{. Its alright trust me..It'll be alright..I mean things *do* happen for a reason right?:) My friend was like that and she met a few new guys and she's forgotten about him :). If you need to talk or anything or tell me what happened you can message me or email!
kecona 2 years ago
Welcome to my world, my friend.
princehillanbrand9 2 years ago
its alright :s..it'll get at least a lil better soon :3!
kecona 2 years ago
this song is just like my life
lovelifetothebest 2 years ago
I know how you feel :/.
kecona 2 years ago
this makes me extremely sadd. can you tell me which one you put in for 2:33?
Doomed2Darkness 2 years ago
at 2:33, do you mean the icon? well it says"& she's so scared to get close to anyone because everyone that ever said 'i'll be there' left" and im sorry :(
kecona 2 years ago
think no one cares if your alive or dead? try missing a few car payments.
smashtv5000 2 years ago
Noo..I don't think I will..I'm smarter than that.I'm sorry that cause you missed a few payments you almost got killed. Don't be so stuck up about it though.
kecona 2 years ago
i was joking. i apoligize if i offended. this was something my dad told me when we a conversation about depression. once again, i apoligize.
smashtv5000 2 years ago
..I stronglydislike your dad.
kecona 2 years ago
and i strongly dislike your video.
smashtv5000 2 years ago
Well I'm so sorry that you don't understand what it 's like to feel this way, like everyone except varg does.
kecona 2 years ago
....awsome video,,, it alwost made me cry,, thise kind of videos mean so much to me...
XAlinkaX 2 years ago 4
thank you:) i know, I cried when i was making itt.. :)same with me.
kecona 2 years ago
Where do you get all of your pictures from?
painislife778 2 years ago
I get them from photobucket :) I just type in broken icons, sad icons, emo icons, suicidal icons and stuff like that
kecona 2 years ago
This is exactly how I feel. I feel worthless and I don't deserve to be here if no one appreciates me. I do think of suicide but I don't do it. Not yet in that matter.
twilightluver111 2 years ago
Well, I will be taken anti-depressiv medication and therapy soon so hopefully I wount be depressed anymore
Submarinervideos 2 years ago
That's good..Therapy never worked for me though, I just faked a smile and nodded so I could get out :P. I never had anti-depressants though :\..
kecona 2 years ago
i love this video ..i cried :[
this describes me every freakn word.
1234568D 2 years ago 4
Aww darling it's okay :s.. The song gets me every time. Honey I know what you're going through :s. If you need to talk i'm here
kecona 2 years ago
Alright, I was just saying it helped for me...
Jeese was just trying to help no need to go mental at me, how was I to know it was a long time ago?
Maybe you shouldn't be such a hypocrite. What was that about people should get along and not pick fights? Exactly...
Elando 2 years ago
you pay attention to the date it is added?HMMM? Who's the mental one now?..
I'm not a hypocrite. End of story.. You're the one who started this..
kecona 2 years ago
I'm not trying to be horrible but, you need counciling, or atleast something, I don't know. This video is extreamely depressing. Heck it makes me want to kill myself just watching it...
This isn't what you need to make yourself feel better. Trust me, I've been there. Go out and do something about it if you're that depressed, theres enough help out there.
Regardless, whatever it is will come to pass. Nothing lasts forever, no matter if its good or bad. Lifes a bitch but its not all bad...
Elando 2 years ago
counciling DOES NOT. help...I didn't need a stupid ass comment like this. this was a long ass time ago, and who the fuck are you to judge me? Exactly.
kecona 2 years ago
i feel same fuckin way sometimes *parents* i just dont get it ppl dont ge along and in life there is so much fuckin rules and i think i wanna fucking suicide like * life is suicide*...
simpleboymoney 2 years ago 2
*parentz*...Yah..like..at school, we had a dance today nd they played perfect..nd i started bawling..cuz thtz like my relationship with my mommm. and i know..yet ppl alwayz come off as 'every1 letz get along' when they just pick fightz with everyone.. :/..But don't, you'll find something worth living for..
kecona 2 years ago
you made me cry T_T, i was depressed , and i entered on youtube, and i saw your video, not the same situation happened with me, but love was the problem ((, and now i'm again epressed (((((((((..i wana die!!, i know that i say many stupid things when i'm depressed, sorry for this(
xEmaRossAx 2 years ago
Ahaha..I'm sowwie for making you cry :{{....Love... What's the point of love or life if you end up dying anyway? I don't get that >:l...Ahh..oh well..Oh I say more stupider things..(wow..xD. point proven)
kecona 2 years ago
This comment has received too many negative votes show
and whatever you want to say now, keep the words in your cock-suckin-mouth, okay?
VargTheWisdom 3 years ago
This comment has received too many negative votes show
ridiculous..
VargTheWisdom 3 years ago
*YOU* are the one who is rediculous.
kecona 3 years ago
who do you think you are?...I just gave a comment to this *fucking emo pseudo -depressive children- bullshit vid* but you have to comment on my person you fucking lowlife cunt.
VargTheWisdom 3 years ago
WOW..Rofl....Yeah so I suck my boyfriends cock :]..Thanks..Acctually no, I never have. So why don't you shut the fucken hell up, and fuck off..I will not have this type of disrespect on *MY* videos *OR!* anyone else's.
kecona 3 years ago
I used to have depression when I was 16 and battled it on and off for a LONG time
Ever since I moved awy from texas to california i've been doing fine and off medications.
I know when ur young especially life seems so ridiculous and hard and sad.
But things get better you guys
remember that. Yeah realtionships suck I'm still very much in love with the first person I ever loved and we dont talk anymore and it really makes me sad sometimes. I know what its like.
OrgasmoDivine 3 years ago
Okay listen the fuck up bitch,I WILL NOT STAND FOR THIZ. WE don't fucken judge you..why do you judge US. Fuck off,and get a life.
kecona 3 years ago
This was directed at a comment 'VargTheWisdom' had put up, but i removed it :]
kecona 2 years ago
im pathetic...?
naruto9200 3 years ago
You are not pathedic. Not at ALL.
kecona 3 years ago
i hate feeling this way i need someone to talk to before i break can anyone help me....
naruto9200 3 years ago
you can talk to me anytime,my yahoo iz up there thtz my email too
kecona 3 years ago
i have depression and it sucks =/
naruto9200 3 years ago
yesi know it doez x_x..i got no pillz x-x
kecona 3 years ago
ok that sounds good thank you so much!=)
gothicangel456 3 years ago
anytime :D i know how it feelz when therez no1 to talk to..I had 2 bottle it all up:\
kecona 3 years ago
yea its rough especially when you lose someone you love when your in a relationship ;( makes u just feel just all broken some people say you'll get over it not everyone thinks and act the same ya know some really take it so bad
infamuzblayze 3 years ago
im suffering from depression and id like to talk to u about wat im going through.
gothicangel456 3 years ago
you can message me or comment me anytime and i will try 2 get back 2 u ASAP :]
kecona 3 years ago
I'm no longer a teenager, but I was picked on because I was different. Being hit and bullied at school because you are different is not okay. Dealing with depression and intense emotions is difficult enough without the added stress of cruel treatment from your peers. Please report the physical violence and find an adult you trust to talk to. You are not alone. Have faith and believe in yourself because you are a wonderful person and you can survive this.
GoddessofSuffering 3 years ago
nothing can make it easier..
HorsesRock77 3 years ago
Well that depends on what it is that you need to make easier... Being broken, depressed and alone is never easier but there are things that make it a little more bearable.
GoddessofSuffering 3 years ago
Yeah shez right..It'll get better..It'll get easier..eventually..Just dont give up..Cuz then u'd be giving in2 what every1 else wantz you to do :\
kecona 3 years ago
Thank you! Those who are broken and depressed need to know we are not alone in the world even if we are alone in the darkness that smothers our souls.
GoddessofSuffering 3 years ago
you are so welcome! tht iz soo true,so many ppl do suicide cuz where they live no1 knowz how they feel and they are so alone :( true tht true tht
kecona 3 years ago
i have tried cutting its rally bad its like alcohol or drugs...
nisamneznam 3 years ago