Dear Dr. Esther, My whole life I've been treated like a piece of trash. I'm seventeen and I don't want to live another 17 years like this. Today I considered suicide but I don't want to disappoint people around me. I don't know why I'm feeling like this.
My anger and mood swings and being irritable has to do with being depressed but my mom doesn't seem to understand she thinks I'm an angry person but it has to do with my self esteem issues and depression I've had for a while it's a never ending battle I struggle to be happy.
im depressed the sit in my every and play call of duty dont talk to any1 hardly sleep and dont eat alot i necer go out with my friends all the bad shit i have done in my life goes through my head every day and i feel like shit ive dumped my gf because of problems and ive not had a job in a year and i always say ill look for 1 but i dont find the energy to but sometimes i think i dno were to start to get a job so i just sit in my room smoke about 20 cigs a day im just pissed off with everything
i always so this, but other people cant talk to somewone, its weird, but i can understand, i wish i could ihde my feelings and shit, but i have to say evceryhing, not when im mad, just when im sad, im not bitching to people about everything, just when im depressed, even for stupid shit, i still can hold it in, U_U it sucks man
And about an "ideal boyfriend" . . . well, I don't think they really exist (or that they should, for that matter). But I can think of a quality: I'd NEVER want to be with someone who always gets upset & freaks out about everything or who blames everyone else for every single thing. Examples:
"Shit god dammit!! I broke my favorite dish!"
"I was walking into town today some ******* almost ran me over with his van! I could've died!!"
"WTF was that driver thinking!? He could've hit me!!! Ect."
I think everyone's been depressed at some point in their lives, but eventually you realize that everything passes - even the really really bad things - and that you don't have to feel bad about everything. There are so many things to enjoy, it's just that we can't always see those things when we're not looking in the right places. We don't need to ignore the bad things! We just need to accept the bad things, so we can move on to the good things.
Life is a lot nicer to us than we may believe. :)
Dear Dr. Esther, My whole life I've been treated like a piece of trash. I'm seventeen and I don't want to live another 17 years like this. Today I considered suicide but I don't want to disappoint people around me. I don't know why I'm feeling like this.
3333alex 2 months ago
My anger and mood swings and being irritable has to do with being depressed but my mom doesn't seem to understand she thinks I'm an angry person but it has to do with my self esteem issues and depression I've had for a while it's a never ending battle I struggle to be happy.
valentineinred 3 months ago
@valentineinred thats exactly how i feel
aif86 1 month ago
im depressed the sit in my every and play call of duty dont talk to any1 hardly sleep and dont eat alot i necer go out with my friends all the bad shit i have done in my life goes through my head every day and i feel like shit ive dumped my gf because of problems and ive not had a job in a year and i always say ill look for 1 but i dont find the energy to but sometimes i think i dno were to start to get a job so i just sit in my room smoke about 20 cigs a day im just pissed off with everything
unkownpker1 3 months ago
I have a suggestion! my girlfriend had GAD (Generalized Anxiety Disorder) and I want to know how I can help her through it.
Iammuhtriangle 5 months ago
your a good lady :) thankyou
mimcofied 7 months ago
Dr. Esther, you say we only have 1 life. i have 9. i'm a cat. i'll be depressed for one or two if i wanna be. don't tell me what to do.
devon199710 9 months ago
hey Dr. Esther... Give this blog a read. I came across this a while ago, he seems troubled.
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EnvyMy75 9 months ago
i always so this, but other people cant talk to somewone, its weird, but i can understand, i wish i could ihde my feelings and shit, but i have to say evceryhing, not when im mad, just when im sad, im not bitching to people about everything, just when im depressed, even for stupid shit, i still can hold it in, U_U it sucks man
javieralza 10 months ago
ur fat
TheColeton 10 months ago
ideal girlfriend: someone good looking, kind, considerate, can understand me, makes me laugh and can have a good time with in general.
JAMamation 11 months ago
And about an "ideal boyfriend" . . . well, I don't think they really exist (or that they should, for that matter). But I can think of a quality: I'd NEVER want to be with someone who always gets upset & freaks out about everything or who blames everyone else for every single thing. Examples:
"Shit god dammit!! I broke my favorite dish!"
"I was walking into town today some ******* almost ran me over with his van! I could've died!!"
"WTF was that driver thinking!? He could've hit me!!! Ect."
narutorulestheworld1 11 months ago
I think everyone's been depressed at some point in their lives, but eventually you realize that everything passes - even the really really bad things - and that you don't have to feel bad about everything. There are so many things to enjoy, it's just that we can't always see those things when we're not looking in the right places. We don't need to ignore the bad things! We just need to accept the bad things, so we can move on to the good things.
Life is a lot nicer to us than we may believe. :)
narutorulestheworld1 11 months ago
I Have Both...
;(
modelking100 11 months ago
nice, like it, make more
kirakillsforhumanity 1 year ago
@kirakillsforhumanity +1, Dr Esther
alexanderj1987 10 months ago
Can't wait for the next episodes!
dannydebonis 1 year ago
Did she say STD's and pot? Good video by the way, more of this and The Narrow Show.
squid262 1 year ago