As a straight liberal guy I love porn but am often shocked by a lot of the extreme stuff out there. I enjoy seeing a man dominate a women but when it gets to the point of flat out humiliation, it's such a turn-off. I hate the rough sex stuff, slapping, and hitting. Also, the facial cumshot has always been a mystery to me. How is that sexy? To me it's more sexy to cum inside a girl. Isn't that the point? I like to see a slow sensual grind in porn but that is more and more rare and hard to find.
There is definately a fantasy in looking at porn. Recognizing that there is a real person risking mind body and soul for another's entertainment is too often overlooked. I hope you stay strong and never return to porn.
Mind blowing....still keep coming back to this video.It's been days now...Tamra Toryn looks like the type of girl I would introduce to my parents...not a porn star.She looks like a regular woman who is just trying to live her life as best she can.I am so deeply sorrowed for her.God bless her....because she deserves all the good in life.
@Guitfiddlejase You would be SURPRISED!! You must be a good person. Just be weary, because when people see that they don't expose their dirt to you. I used to be a real porn junkie until I ran into Pink Cross. Some of the baddest women I saw(as in attractive) were the ones doing porn!
Jesus is so powerful for those who seek Him. Go forward Tamra Toryn and never look back, you are different and you are Jesus' daughter. I will be praying for you :-)
Well said Tamra. When I realized that ive looked at more porn than have looked at the mountains, the oceans, and the night sky it made me realize how spiritually damaging porn has become. Eroticism and titillation are basic human joys and are great motivators of art and inspiration...but now this basic humanity has become pulverized and made unrecognizable by porn.
New diseases, mostly virus types are cropping up due to porn infection. Also, the bacteria produced by this activity are quickly becoming drug resistant. Would you dip your genitalia in a sewer ?
everyone makes mistakes but who learns from them ? not many people.And the people who havent committed mistakes yet are more likely to commit mistakes and never get back up.
Its not as if life is over or its something to be ashamed of anymore.its only shameful while your in the business but A head up high once your out of it knowing how difficult it must be but you still pulled it off.
She is absolutely stunning ! really brave.This girl has some BALLS! id LOVE to date her.and feel very proud x
Thank you for sharing your heart! Really, I mean that...Tamra if you get a chance I hope you will come over to Way Of The Dove on facebook. I would love for you to read some of the amazing stuff and hear my testimony as well. I survived a stroke and the story is inspiring. God bless your heart!
I love you Sister, your not a pornstar your a woman of God.. trust in Him in all things He will use you like an angel to be a light to those who are in darkness.. "He shall cover thee with his feathers, and under his wings shalt thou trust: his truth shall be thy shield and buckler." Psalms 91:4
Purge me with hyssop, and I shall be clean: wash me, and I shall be whiter than snow. psalms 51:7
That was an awesome testimony. Praise the Lord that you left and you are helping others leave it as well. You are blessed for doing this and you will be blessed as well. You have helped me realize how lost I was when I use to view this stuff, and I see things much differently now. Just yesterday, I saw how many people in this 'industry' have ended their lives because of this. It was a sad sad sad video but a clear & honest reality check. Thank you once again and may God richly bless you.
I wish you & all the rest of the girls leaving the porn industry the best wishes! You have all made the right thing by leaving the industry! Do not give up! There's people who care about you! It's not going to be easy but cherish every little thing you have to help you through it!
That poor baby went thru so much.Those mean people made her do all those nasty things.if u got little daughters show them love as much love as posible.
I wish u girls nothing but love n blessings n strength n to be warriors for this cause n Christ! Never giving up on yrselves or others! U were born n yr life has meaning n WORTH! Help others to b freed from this dark illusion they r in a prison needing to b set free n only u can relate with them to truly understand! We all have our PURPOSE for GODS work! I COMMEND n SUPPORT u all! With all my love n prayers! Sincerely, 1 who cares...
Tamra, I am so glad to see that you got out alive. May God keep you safe in His loving embrace, and may you always remember that He walks with you for all of your days.
Lots of love to you and keep being strong. No woman deserves to be treated that way. NO ONE does! It's a sinister industry preying on the vulnerability of girls, especially those with no support systems or resources...It's downright EVIL.
I don't believe in Jesus and I don't believe in religion. But what you have done here is admirable. I am not a hater of people who do porn......but I think people like you should do what you are doing to show the dark side of it. Hope you have all the happiness in life. You deserve it. Love you.
The fast money dosen't come without a price. Porn is getting more violent and just plain weird. The truth is that the people making the movies don't care about the girls. Max Hardcore, who makes porn, describes the girls as "trash cans". This isn't healthy for any person.
i wish there was someway i could write to you.because i have niece that is in the porn industry and i wish you could talk to to her and help her. i am glad that you no longer do that and i wish the best in life may god bless you at everything you do in life.
I am an Ex Pornstar"MALE"and I do not like the activity that I contributed to. I hate the guilt that I have had for 14 years and I am so glad that I have the salvation of Jesus Christ and Forgiveness of the Lord to know that my life is worth something. I speak out against Porn with Tamara and Shelley Lubben.
PRAISE GOD! This is an incredible testimony, Jesus loves you. You are a shining light to the dark and you are showing the only hope we have to a dying world.
Wow! I also watched Nadia's, Sierra's, Shelly's and Jersey's testimonies. I feel like such a fool. I was exposed to porn early in life, I think I just kind of "bought in" to the fantasy portrayed on the screen. Thank you, Tamra and others, for disabusing me! I've always rationalized watching porn by telling myself that it isn't hurting anyone. These testimonies have inspired me to give up porn once and for all. I wish for healing and happiness for those who have been hurt.
Nothing she said suprises me, most of the people that produce these movies do not respect women. I think most even have a bizarre hatred of women while the ladies in the biz treat them like gold. It's real sad. Of course there are those exceptions, but most of the majority are slim.
Thanks to all of you that commented on my video. It was very hard for me to talk about the things I endured while living that double life. I have more memories that have surfaced since then that I ceased to talk about in the video. I'm just glad God is using me to get the message across that porn is nowhere NEAR glamorous. STDs, abortions, rape, abuse, starvation = my past porn career. I just thank God everyday that I'm here & Pink Cross. You gave me a chance to live again. Thank you Shelley.
Our hearts go out to you and the girls in the industry.
To hear what you went through is shocking and i think it will wake alot of people up to the reality of this industry, especially the girls themselves.
We can only commend your bravery for joining and leaving the industry and sharing your story with the world and we wish you the best of luck with your bright new future :)
This video is about GOD! Its terrible if She was abused by the industry. I've listened to many interviews with Female porn stars giving out about people telling them they are abused when they are positive about not being abused, being in control, making very good wages & get higher wages then the Men.Contract Stars/Hardcore porn Industry ,not nearly as much control as someone who starts up there own website to do softcore/modelling on there terms. The internet has brought that possibility about.
Praise the Lord! Thank you for being a voice. You are so special in Gods eyes! He is a mighty deliverer! He will restore what satan has robbed you of. Believe it. It's true.
I'm so sorry that Tamra had to go through all of the abuse that she did. It's great that she is now speaking the truth about how destructive the porn industry can be. I can only hope that many young women who are considering entering the porn industry watch this video and your others and learn the truth before it's too late for them.
thank god porn is banned in my country
Lasciviousify 3 weeks ago in playlist Ex Porn Star Hardcore Videos
U can really feel her pain
jemini30 1 month ago
as soon as 1 leaves, another leaves, another 3 leave & so on... this is great
it just sucks all of those videos are still over the net...
i wish these girls the best... we all make mistakes, some make bigger mistakes than others
but we're still human!!
God Bless
mashkaa 1 month ago
i will nevea watch porn again
relly1on11 1 month ago
omg <3 poor thing :(
lauralikes 2 months ago
As a straight liberal guy I love porn but am often shocked by a lot of the extreme stuff out there. I enjoy seeing a man dominate a women but when it gets to the point of flat out humiliation, it's such a turn-off. I hate the rough sex stuff, slapping, and hitting. Also, the facial cumshot has always been a mystery to me. How is that sexy? To me it's more sexy to cum inside a girl. Isn't that the point? I like to see a slow sensual grind in porn but that is more and more rare and hard to find.
40gabe 2 months ago
There is definately a fantasy in looking at porn. Recognizing that there is a real person risking mind body and soul for another's entertainment is too often overlooked. I hope you stay strong and never return to porn.
ChuckyD 3 months ago
Mind blowing....still keep coming back to this video.It's been days now...Tamra Toryn looks like the type of girl I would introduce to my parents...not a porn star.She looks like a regular woman who is just trying to live her life as best she can.I am so deeply sorrowed for her.God bless her....because she deserves all the good in life.
Guitfiddlejase 5 months ago
@Guitfiddlejase yeah I agree she looks like a sweetheart!
peglegbabydoll 5 months ago
@Guitfiddlejase You would be SURPRISED!! You must be a good person. Just be weary, because when people see that they don't expose their dirt to you. I used to be a real porn junkie until I ran into Pink Cross. Some of the baddest women I saw(as in attractive) were the ones doing porn!
Moneymarkmathematics 4 months ago
Jesus is so powerful for those who seek Him. Go forward Tamra Toryn and never look back, you are different and you are Jesus' daughter. I will be praying for you :-)
lionseatinghayinas 6 months ago
Go for it!!!! you can do it..Now live your life and learn from your mistakes, don´t forget them and spread the message.
temarisand 6 months ago
Well said Tamra. When I realized that ive looked at more porn than have looked at the mountains, the oceans, and the night sky it made me realize how spiritually damaging porn has become. Eroticism and titillation are basic human joys and are great motivators of art and inspiration...but now this basic humanity has become pulverized and made unrecognizable by porn.
Make love not porn!
bookwormbandit 7 months ago
got no words...ur amazing !
stay strong and keep focused, Gd bless u.
one day at a time.
i tip my hat to ur courage :)
hotjumbalaya 7 months ago
New diseases, mostly virus types are cropping up due to porn infection. Also, the bacteria produced by this activity are quickly becoming drug resistant. Would you dip your genitalia in a sewer ?
ftjax 8 months ago
everyone makes mistakes but who learns from them ? not many people.And the people who havent committed mistakes yet are more likely to commit mistakes and never get back up.
Its not as if life is over or its something to be ashamed of anymore.its only shameful while your in the business but A head up high once your out of it knowing how difficult it must be but you still pulled it off.
She is absolutely stunning ! really brave.This girl has some BALLS! id LOVE to date her.and feel very proud x
TheRey4you 8 months ago
Thank you for sharing your heart! Really, I mean that...Tamra if you get a chance I hope you will come over to Way Of The Dove on facebook. I would love for you to read some of the amazing stuff and hear my testimony as well. I survived a stroke and the story is inspiring. God bless your heart!
wayofthedove 8 months ago
save your sould from hell. good video
AbortedBabysInMakeUp 8 months ago
You are a wonderful person Tamra Toryn, God Bless You for leave such a dehumanizing industry.
Suspiria10 8 months ago
Thanks for putting out the truth!!!
spkthtrth 8 months ago
Alhamdulillah! Allah bless you sister for leaving Shaitan the accursed.
ShawnCarter6 8 months ago
Hallelujah!
ebougis 8 months ago
she's strong
wdsa8d 8 months ago
I love you Sister, your not a pornstar your a woman of God.. trust in Him in all things He will use you like an angel to be a light to those who are in darkness.. "He shall cover thee with his feathers, and under his wings shalt thou trust: his truth shall be thy shield and buckler." Psalms 91:4
Purge me with hyssop, and I shall be clean: wash me, and I shall be whiter than snow. psalms 51:7
Rangel316 9 months ago
That was an awesome testimony. Praise the Lord that you left and you are helping others leave it as well. You are blessed for doing this and you will be blessed as well. You have helped me realize how lost I was when I use to view this stuff, and I see things much differently now. Just yesterday, I saw how many people in this 'industry' have ended their lives because of this. It was a sad sad sad video but a clear & honest reality check. Thank you once again and may God richly bless you.
Youboob72 9 months ago
I wish you & all the rest of the girls leaving the porn industry the best wishes! You have all made the right thing by leaving the industry! Do not give up! There's people who care about you! It's not going to be easy but cherish every little thing you have to help you through it!
<3
pr3ciouzkiddabb 9 months ago
good move.
roaringwaterbay 2 years ago
this is very interesting video. very nice girl. it seems you only hear the low-down from those that have left.
MensRifleAssociation 2 years ago
Good luck and all the best.
TheGodParticle 2 years ago
This woman has done the right thing.
rayjr62 2 years ago
If we root it out of society, no girl will have to take this pain. If it makes her happier then she shouldn't be there.
heartlessvietboy 9 months ago
That poor baby went thru so much.Those mean people made her do all those nasty things.if u got little daughters show them love as much love as posible.
bigjoee1 2 years ago
I wish u girls nothing but love n blessings n strength n to be warriors for this cause n Christ! Never giving up on yrselves or others! U were born n yr life has meaning n WORTH! Help others to b freed from this dark illusion they r in a prison needing to b set free n only u can relate with them to truly understand! We all have our PURPOSE for GODS work! I COMMEND n SUPPORT u all! With all my love n prayers! Sincerely, 1 who cares...
KYANK90265 2 years ago
amen!!!!!!!!!
j3f2c1 2 years ago
God bless you you are a beautiful woman and God has shown his love through you turning your life around!
KnightCrawler2 2 years ago
Tamra, I am so glad to see that you got out alive. May God keep you safe in His loving embrace, and may you always remember that He walks with you for all of your days.
greenbuddy421 2 years ago
Good for her
XforeverlongingX 2 years ago
Lots of love to you and keep being strong. No woman deserves to be treated that way. NO ONE does! It's a sinister industry preying on the vulnerability of girls, especially those with no support systems or resources...It's downright EVIL.
korruptangell 2 years ago
I love what your doing through the Lord shelly!!!!!
Tamra I'm so glad to see you out. God Bless!!
Maybeshesbornwithitt 2 years ago
So real, I'm gald you found the strength to leave. Your point about making love is so true. I'm never watching porn again. Thanks.
TiffyBear 2 years ago
it is unbelievable the power of Lor Jesus Christ.. from Brazil... with love!!! God Blesses you girl !!!
manoelramon 2 years ago
WOW
devon8trillionaire 2 years ago
I don't believe in Jesus and I don't believe in religion. But what you have done here is admirable. I am not a hater of people who do porn......but I think people like you should do what you are doing to show the dark side of it. Hope you have all the happiness in life. You deserve it. Love you.
kevinmom 2 years ago
The fast money dosen't come without a price. Porn is getting more violent and just plain weird. The truth is that the people making the movies don't care about the girls. Max Hardcore, who makes porn, describes the girls as "trash cans". This isn't healthy for any person.
boogiechillen123 2 years ago
God bless you.
smokinace301 2 years ago
Thanks for sharing that testimony, and being available to help those seeking your help. I really admire what you are doing, and how God is using you.
bigboyvernon 2 years ago
Beautiful. God bless you girl.
fairymclairy 2 years ago
i wish there was someway i could write to you.because i have niece that is in the porn industry and i wish you could talk to to her and help her. i am glad that you no longer do that and i wish the best in life may god bless you at everything you do in life.
mr4ever1 2 years ago
Bravo to you and all who share in you cause!
Let us not hate the media. Let us become the media. And may anti-porn media eclipse porn media in prevalence.
1kdtaylor 2 years ago
Good for you!
reedman1970 2 years ago
I am an Ex Pornstar"MALE"and I do not like the activity that I contributed to. I hate the guilt that I have had for 14 years and I am so glad that I have the salvation of Jesus Christ and Forgiveness of the Lord to know that my life is worth something. I speak out against Porn with Tamara and Shelley Lubben.
RyanMillay 2 years ago
how'd you get out of it and when did you realize something needed to change?
sakonhagakure 2 years ago
PRAISE GOD! This is an incredible testimony, Jesus loves you. You are a shining light to the dark and you are showing the only hope we have to a dying world.
Wiseyrap 2 years ago
My real name is Tammie and a month after I did this testimony video, I became a Christian. I lost my child due to complications from having HPV.
tamm1979 2 years ago
I'm so sorry about losing you child. I am so happy you are now born again children. God Bless
laurieannek 2 years ago
Brave lady. Cheers!!
wwood14 2 years ago
Strong girl! Hang in there! Good luck..
wwood14 2 years ago
Thank you Shelley, Thank you Tamra (Id prefer using your reall name) Your heroes.. Period.
PaleHorseApocalipse 2 years ago
u r such a brave and beautiful person,
sailorcharlene 2 years ago
Alright! your free! God is amazed by your testimony!
15thsquadron01 2 years ago
Wow! I also watched Nadia's, Sierra's, Shelly's and Jersey's testimonies. I feel like such a fool. I was exposed to porn early in life, I think I just kind of "bought in" to the fantasy portrayed on the screen. Thank you, Tamra and others, for disabusing me! I've always rationalized watching porn by telling myself that it isn't hurting anyone. These testimonies have inspired me to give up porn once and for all. I wish for healing and happiness for those who have been hurt.
regrets1984 2 years ago
It's a month later....how's your "no-porn diet" going?
wesjoe311 2 years ago
Tamra, how did you lose your child?
perezmarcone 2 years ago
don't ask that man
vichobreakthewall 2 years ago
Nothing she said suprises me, most of the people that produce these movies do not respect women. I think most even have a bizarre hatred of women while the ladies in the biz treat them like gold. It's real sad. Of course there are those exceptions, but most of the majority are slim.
alnpb 2 years ago
Good luck to Shelley and everyone she reaches out to! Keep spreading awareness.
hueyot 2 years ago
A million thanks and blessings to all of you. It really means a lot.
tamm1979 2 years ago
Thanks to all of you that commented on my video. It was very hard for me to talk about the things I endured while living that double life. I have more memories that have surfaced since then that I ceased to talk about in the video. I'm just glad God is using me to get the message across that porn is nowhere NEAR glamorous. STDs, abortions, rape, abuse, starvation = my past porn career. I just thank God everyday that I'm here & Pink Cross. You gave me a chance to live again. Thank you Shelley.
tamm1979 2 years ago
Our hearts go out to you and the girls in the industry.
To hear what you went through is shocking and i think it will wake alot of people up to the reality of this industry, especially the girls themselves.
We can only commend your bravery for joining and leaving the industry and sharing your story with the world and we wish you the best of luck with your bright new future :)
Just know the world is behind you !
DonJuanDeMarco2 2 years ago
Shelley helped VIA the power of Jesus Christ, Tamra (sorry for callin´ you by your ´stagename´, but I did not get your real name).
Christ will NEVER let you down. EVER.
Trust me, I´ve been a porn enthusiast for many years and it is been almost three years I´ve accepted Christ. HE´s the coolest.
diuga1 2 years ago
just wanted to say thanks for sharing your story it is very powerful and very encouraging. Thanks again.
quinn127 2 years ago
i apprecite yr braveness... !... i liked it..
sankalp4499 2 years ago
Well done, Im so proud of you.
lets all work togeather to destroy the porn industry once and for all. x]
xxoXfrenchieXoxx 2 years ago
Go Girl :) The more people know the truth about porn the better our world will be :)
Kafabi 2 years ago
Good going girl, you are amazing, Jesus loves you and so do the rest of us. It sounds traumatic what you went through. We are proud of you!.
God bless you and Shelley, what she is doing is amazing!
rooftopeagle 3 years ago
imso happy for you:D
jezsebel 3 years ago
Great video. Tamra tells her story so well, and her warmth and beauty shine so brightly.
God bless.
gerbilgranny 3 years ago
THank you so much.May God bless you this really opens my eyes and reveals how things really are.Not the enjoyment we get from watching porn
edsirucha 3 years ago
Girl, I'm sorry what you are going through. I wish that all porn industry gets disbanded.
ntap77 3 years ago
Thank you for sharing. God Bless.
dragonfist25 3 years ago
good luck with your recovery!
crackfiendables 3 years ago
I'd like to know who actually thinks porn IS glamorous. What's meant to be glamorous about it?
Stevie10Gunshot 3 years ago
good 4 u girl , God Bless and keep the faith you can have a good life !!!!
whytelace 3 years ago
This video is about GOD! Its terrible if She was abused by the industry. I've listened to many interviews with Female porn stars giving out about people telling them they are abused when they are positive about not being abused, being in control, making very good wages & get higher wages then the Men.Contract Stars/Hardcore porn Industry ,not nearly as much control as someone who starts up there own website to do softcore/modelling on there terms. The internet has brought that possibility about.
lemmy351 3 years ago
Praise the Lord! Thank you for being a voice. You are so special in Gods eyes! He is a mighty deliverer! He will restore what satan has robbed you of. Believe it. It's true.
emptywithoutjesus 3 years ago
Praise God!!, he will light up your path and cover you with his wings
tickleme4t 3 years ago
wow. amazing...
chernowitz 3 years ago
God bless you!
horggg 3 years ago
God bless Shelley Lubben and Tamra Toryn!
horggg 3 years ago
good for her!
FabixMdo 3 years ago
I'm so sorry that Tamra had to go through all of the abuse that she did. It's great that she is now speaking the truth about how destructive the porn industry can be. I can only hope that many young women who are considering entering the porn industry watch this video and your others and learn the truth before it's too late for them.
AntiPornographyBlog 3 years ago
Cheer up, sweet woman!:)
xmare 3 years ago
This is an awesome testimony. Just wish you had a different microphone to use to help cancel out all that back ground noise.
Praise God you got out. Keep spreading the Word!
yrulooknatme 3 years ago