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  • amazing stuff dude, you're truly an inspiration! it's great to know you've conquered ur addiction.. i hope ur now living a more enjoyable and happy life :)

  • bro I'm from newzealand I've never done oxycotton but have done everything else except her ion, man your seem like a awesome guy, and thanx for sharing your story, I've od one xtc 10=11 times i no what it feels like to see your life leave your sit,. good luck bro keep it up

  • JUST SMOKE WEED FUCK THE BULLSHIT YOU CAN EAT SLEEP YOUR LEGS WONT MOVE AND NO NAUSEIA :oo) JUST FUCKS UP YOUR SPELL AS YOU CAN SEE :p

  • yo friend!, what your opinion on marijuana?

    idk about your life much, but instead of lighting a cigarette why don't you light a joint?Not being rude. But you can always grow some and make Hemp Oil(buy weed an get the seed/ no longer need of a dealer).

    you may think like growing weed is hard, but it isn't.

    just saying. cheers and fight that opium addiction!. :)

  • one of the most moving videos out there

  • Good Luck Dude.I hope you beat it. MORE FOR ME!!

  • hey smoke weed its great and it helps alot of people i know with so many different problems including myself

  • great job! my boyfriend just went through rehab not long ago.

  • addiction is for the weak

    control is for the powerful

  • i dont know if my first comment got threw but ill send this again i posted a comment on your oxycodone addiction video and first i would like to say that im glad that you are getting over your addiction but im just letting you know that my addiction i have overcome but i ran into another addiction of snorting perks but i have once again overcome that addiction aswell i just wanted to tell you that you are my insparation to not doing it agian and i thank you man hope that you will over come yours

  • he man i commented on you youtube video a while back and i was addictaded i got over my addiction but i have once again got addicted to snorting perks but i have overcome once again so i just wanted to tell you that wenever i watched this video it makes me stay away from them even more thank you very much

  • Can I ask how long have you been taking oxycodone?? I'm in a similar situation, but haven't had any serious, serious side effects as of yet.... Looking to get off, but I just don't know how.... the pain kills me.

    I hope you are doing well.... =)

  • Yah I've been clean for about a  year now. I used Suboxone to help me, and it REALLY did help me. The long term side effects aren't worth it.. possible heart problems, and other vital organ damage.

  • YOU ARE THE MAN

  • i was on this stuff when i got my right leg amputated, i used to trick the nurses on the ward for double doses. shit be awesomez but very addictive

  • my doctor gave me a prescription for oxycod 335 mg every 4 hours for pain

    i'm only 15

    and i hope you get better

  • Thank you! And, be careful with the opioids. They can really fuck your entire life up. If you need them you need them, but make sure you only take them when you can't take the pain any longer.

  • after the doctor told you that and you still use??? be smart and plan your funeral so your family doesnt have to be troubled with it !!!!

  • No no no. I never continued to use after I was told what I needed to do.

    You have a pretty bad bedside manner as well. You should work on that, because even though I gave out a lot of information, there is still a lot you do NOT know.

    Take care.

  • Meh, Oxies aren't as fun as 'Shrooms. Plus, 'Shrooms are safer, so maybe you could switch to a safer addiction? (JK, I know that it doesn't work. Oxies are fairly addictive though. Shame they're easily available.

  • Well done for speaking up about your addiction!

    i have worked in situations where people are addicted to the strangest of substances and it takes a lot of guts to speak up!

    By posting this video you have probably made so many other people see the light!

    Addiction can come on slowly and even when someone doesnt even need to use the drug they will take it as part of routin, or just for comfort! Everything you said was true and you are a vary brave man!

    Chin up mate x

  • ah, thank you so much! :-)

  • i've failed so many times at trying to ween off. the only times i've successfully kicked was just putting up with 5 days (habits not that big) of misery with some help from benadryl and immodium.

  • Try Suboxone. Go to Suboxone (dot com) and then use the "find a doctor" thing. It's so damned easy it's pathetic (with using that drug). Good luck, you will be in my prayers and thoughts.

  • hey goodluck! And a pack a day is still bad man, try to quit that addiction, it's a slow killer that no one see's comming.

  • yea i got my tonsils out...i crave them so bad now man..i dont get them but i know they would make my day great

  • good luck buddy

  • Thanks!

  • its horrible to say but i was on a 3 month heroin bindge which started in april and ended in mid july and that was the worst experience of my life!..regardless i wasnt really doing pills BUT i was involved with something much much worse..i tore my life up in that short period of time..i never had cash i hurt SO MANY people as well as myself..it hurt when my mom found out i shot it and she sent me a text asking me about it! i didnt text back i went down there and she was a complete mess..that

  • whats up bud?..im currenyly watching your video and its touching man. i to am a beleiver in the lord but in all reality i have a problem with percocet..for the past 3 and a half years..i hate it and i always tell myself that im going to stop but its rough..i mean its weird for the fact i do not get deadly sick when i dont have any like other people i know do and they think its odd. i mean indeed my back really kills when im out and i get the shits once in a blue moon..but other then that nothing

  • I suffered major depression from trying to come off this stuff. The withdrawal... I was ready to kill myself.

  • oh wow. Are you OK now?

  • Been stuck on Oxy for 5years..just swallowed one 2mn, found this video on accident, can't even sleep without Oxycontin or Supeudol...life sucks when you're stuck on that

  • oxycodone is a bitch of an opiate, get some suboxone if you can't handle tylenol 3 lololol

  • I just finished Suboxone. And by the way, Oxycodone is more serious than you think. It's not a "bitch of an opiate" It's Schedule II along with morphine, hydromorphone, oxymorphone, etc.

  • I recently found out my best friend is addicted to oxy's. im glad i watched your video cause you remind me about him a bit.. anyway im going to try and help him. going to discuss it with my other friends first about how bad this drug is.. hope you get off the shit too

  • Wow. Please tell your friend about Suboxone. It saved my LIFE. I am clean now, and have been for about a year (not counting the Suboxone).

  • i took 3 oxycodon pills today

    before i watched this lol

    but ive been taking them everyday for maybe 2 weeks

    ive been taking maybe around 4 or 5 typically i just wanna know if i can get hooked on it that fast?

    im kinda scared because it has tylonel in it and it can fuck up my liver

    but thank you (:

  • good luck with staying clean m8

  • Thank you!

  • Why don't you, you know? Like NOT USE IT?

  • It's called addiction. All I know is.. I went to the doctor for pain, I had an MRI, and was thrown on them. At THAT TIME, I had no idea what they would do. Once addicted you can't just "not use it".

  • question; i have a fucked up back, but my doctor insists i don't use percocets. my friend has 5mg percs that he's willing to give to me. is it going to be horrible to take only one tablet for every day i have sever pain?

  • 5mg oxycodone is nothing to worry about. The only time you should worry is if you feel agitated or panic when you don't have them. At that small dose however, you can come off of it at home. Good luck, I hope you feel better.

  • does any opne get the sensation of a weight on your chest being lifted off i klnow we are trying to be clean but this sucks me in

  • Gives me hope, I take vicodin and tylenol 3 for recreational purposes, thanks for the story :)

  • I was interested until you started that whole god shpeal.

  • Every man and woman for themselves right? Just because I believe in God and you don't doesn't mean we can't discuss opiate addiction together, or be friends for that matter. I don't judge.

  • your retarded ass commented yourself if u wanna fucken kill yourself fucken pussy! just cut a main artery theres one on your neck in your thigh and under your arm no one wants to hear your pussy ass bullshit ass bitchfits go fucken ask mommy for atention fucken fat ass attention whore

  • All I have to say is this: All the ignorant people are easily identified by their spelling and grammar. You are very, very stupid, hence my ignoring your comments.

  • i enjoy some opiets when i get my hands on them but im not addicted, usuly oxycontin 40's 2 or 3 not to much more, and oxycodones usuly 5 or 6, but if i do them for long periods of time i find it hard to sleep if i dont have them and i get restless.

  • sorry dude, i was thinking of oxymorphone.

  • Opana. Yeah, oxymorphone is poppable. The pill is called "Opana". I wouldn't recommend using it though, it's stronger than any other pain killer out there and heroin combined.

  • can u "pop" dilaudid? (don kno if thats what u take or not) I kno it works better if u shoot it, what happens if u pop it... im pretty sure oxycodone is the same thing.

  • They are alll opioids based off of opiates. Pain killers are either based off codeine, or morphine (95% of them anyway). Dilaudid comes in pill form, so I guess you could pop it. But it's the second most powerful pain killer they will give you, so use with caution.

  • percocet has oxcodone in it so before u decide to pop perks for a good high think about what ur doing ive done my pills and i regret its horrible it WILL ruin ur life

  • So i just want to say i send my love and prayers. I have been clean for 11 years and you can do this.

  • Thanks so much! And congratulations on the 11 years!

  • You should check my channel. I like what you're doing man. Good luck w/ the struggle. I know it's a tough one.

  • wtf this is boring as hell

  • Here we go again. Read this very slowly so it sets into your brain... YOU DO NOT HAVE TO WATCH VIDEOS OR PEOPLE THAT BORE YOU.

    If you don't like someone, why are you sitting here taking the time to watch their videos, AND comment them? That's ridiculous.

  • Wow, thanks for the videos. I am 2 years clean and STILL on Suboxone. I am down to only 2 mg a day and im comfortable with that. I was taking at least 15 10 mg hydrocodone a day if not more. I almost lost my son, and my husband. I thank god EVERYDAY for Suboxone. I remember not being able to make plans for the weekend because I didnt know if I would have pills, I dont miss those sleepless nights or days that I couldnt get out of bed without my pills. Feels good to be a success story, huh?

  • oh yes, it does. Thank you so much for the comment! I like to hear others' stories sometimes. Thanks also for your kindness in your comment.

  • Sounds like you have a very good plan going. I really can connect with what you said about the internet and having completely strangers help you out and be supportive. Works both ways of course but you are very right. I am not addicted to opiates but am addicted to the lifestyle of illegal drugs. Having videos like yours to watch when I really feel the need to get high helps a lot.

  • Thanks so much for your kind comment!

  • thanx 4 vid man good luck ive abused this once in a while and i no how fucking nice they make you feel but its all an illusion. peace.

  • i really appricate you putting this video up... nobody really talks much about his kind of addiction...

    i've seen pills complete bring down my parents and change them... and they're still only shadows of they're old selfs... so this is something i feel stongly about.

    stay clean and best o' luck...

  • Thanks so much!

  • Man u just talked me out of opiets. Thanks

  • I am really glad to hear that! I hope it sticks in your brain forever. Good luck in life, and stay away from these poisons!

  • dude no one cares bout your promlems..

  • Then why did you take the time to watch? The time to comment? People like you amuse me.

  • Okay, question. Im 17 and my freind wants to sell me 4 vicodin pills for 20$. I just want to trip on the 4 hour ride to my grandmas house. This would be my first time using it. Will 4 tabblets give me a heart attack? I weigh 132 pounds at 6 feet. If you could awnser my question I would really aprciate it and im glad you survived this.

  • Sorry for the delay, but taking the medication every once in a while, and at small doses is safe. What gave me heart trouble was the fact that I was using the equivalent of 160 Percocet per day. THAT is what the problem is. If you need them, you need them - just try not to stay on them too long.

  • Thats scary, stick to pot kids safer then all drugs including pharmisuticals.

  • ik slik 30 mg oxy per dag en het doet em niks

  • That's not a lot. That sounds like a normal dose for a pain patient.

  • I myself would never accept OxyContin as a treatment for pain because of the peaks and valleys during the release of the drug. OxyContin releases at six hours for its second dose. Long term use, your analgesic duration may be as short as 2.5 hours with the first dose, and now leaving you with a narcotic void until the release.

  • Hey man i feel u. I was addicted to Valumn it helps anxiety disorders ur body can only take about 25 mg of that stuff i would take 50 to 60 mg a day man. i know what ur going through my doctor told me if i continue to do it my body would kill my self my heart would fail and i would die on the spot man. i have been clean for about 7 months and i don't mess with that stuff anymore man popping pills really messes u up. Keep up the good, be safe and i believe in u man.

  • You never actually state what amount of Oc you took to 'induce' congestive heart failure. I am slightly curious, I am no heart surgeon but I am an M.D. and it seems to me that a smoking habit combined with a poor diet would be a more realistic cause. Generally an OD on Oc does not indue heart failure, nor does long term use. Good video though. Good luck and hope all is well.

  • i like the bit about you're grandma, makes me feel i know you better

  • Not sure how much, but it was well over a month.

  • what are the affects of beans anyways? and why the fuck would any one smoke a pill? thats fuckig disgusting!!!!!!!!!!!!

  • I have been taking Oxycodone,roxicet 30mg tabs and more for over 5 yrs..granted I am hooked, but I am on pain mgmt. Have had over 10 surgeries, 5 knee replacements, and the body keeps rejecting the knees, the nerves in my lower spine are so damaged from a car accident that there is nothing the doc can do.. I thank-god for these drugs, but as long as u don't abuse it, and take only as prescribed u will be fine...Any comments? I have tried all the other treatments, this is it.

  • As long as you don't abuse it, and take it *ONLY* when you can't STAND the pain, then you should be fine. Do NOT use it on a daily basis.

  • does it make anyone smoke more or is it just me

  • Hell yes it does! I smoked like a paper factory when I was taking opiates, now I just smoke "normally", like a pack a day.

  • just when I think im free of the drugs they pull me back. I sucks dude I started on vicodin went to percs and a few weeks back I start poppin oxy. Last week I upgraded to crushing and sniffin and the other day I tried a vic and it had no effect on me what so ever. I know when my its taking a toll on me when I cant lift half the weight I usually lift or run a mile at the gym. Good luck man!

  • Thanks! Good luck to you too, and thanks for the comment.

  • Ahh pain. I don't use any drugs save aspirin. Here's the deal, pain tells you were to target treatment. If you hurt all over there's a good reason for it. Find the source, treat it and the pain will leave. If you are injured, it will heal faster if you don't use pain killers.

    Yeah it hurts, so?

    America, over dosed lemmings.

  • true treat the cause not the symptom.

  • i tried to use it. Thank god i saw this!!

  • im not religons but god bless hold in there, u can make it

  • Thanks so much!

  • in the first place you shouldnt of started but you were probly just curious witch led to addiction. good luck stopping the addiction! :)

  • Nah it started with disc herniation in my back. Anyway, thanks! I have quit now (this vid is old), but the memories remain. I try to use them positively now.

  • My father has cancer so he needs to take it. If he doesn't, it he has an unbearable pain.

  • im glad you are getting through it, its very inspiring :)

  • Thanks for the kind comment!

  • b.s. i use oxycodone for my broken hand i havent abused it at all its called self control

  • In a situation like a broken hand, you don't take high doses for months and months. ANYONE can take it for a few weeks and come out fine. You don't know the HALF of it lol. I am glad however that you didn't continue use and get addicted. Hope your hand feels better,.

  • I think my mom is addicted to it...

    I found a bottle of pills of Oxycodon under a false name in one of her jackets...

  • how much did you do a day? I been taken oxycodone Ir 20mg usually 3 a day and oxycodine xr twice a day for a year now I never thought about taken it to get high, I feel so sick if I take my meds to early of each other I hate it and I hate the feeling why would anyone want to node out,,,,

  • Before I had congestive heart failure, I was taking 500 - 800mg per day. That's what made everything fail so bad, and cause me all the problems I have.

  • i dont understand what this is?... please explain that it is..?

  • This is a video speaking about addictive pain killers that is in a series. The very first video lost its sound somehow. I blame YouTube because it was up fine and dandy when I put it up for the first few months.

  • Just smoke weed dude

  • I don't know where you got the idea that it helps with pain, especially lower back pain, but it doesn't work. If you have cancer, perhaps, but even then I don't know the circumstances on what kind of cancer you must have in order for it to work. Anyway, believe me - I have tried everything.

  • hey, how have you been since you put this up?

  • Every since the video "Suboxone Finally", I have been clean! I am so happy, my life is turning around for the better!

  • Yeah for the better....but is it enjoyable?

  • Actually, yes. I find other things in life that I couldn't even imagine being fun, but I you do miss it, I won't lie. All I can do is just stay strong.

  • are ok now man ? =S

  • Yah I'm OK :)

  • K... Ever heard of Ewroid Experience Vaults??

  • Yeah I've been reading Erowid for years. :-)

  • I took OxyCodone as prescribed and I'm not addicted.

  • The question is, for how long? And how high of a dose? It doesn't grab EVERYBODY, but for the most part anyone taking it over a month usually can feel the withdrawal at least a little, how small the dose.

  • I'd focus on your education and appreciate the finer things in life. Get off the internet and out into the world. Pay it forward like you said, but get the fuck off the internet, it's a fucked up place to share your story

  • I wouldn't say there's ever a bad place to tell your story, but I do talk to schools and churches and other organizations. So, yes, I am in the real world.

  • God created Oxycodone

  • Wrong. All opioids are made from the opiates codeine and morphine, and God didn't even create those. The opium poppy is what was created. And just because it's a plant doesn't mean it's OK, we've proven that time and time again with heroin, cocaine, etc. Marijuana is OK I'd say.. but the rest of the stuff, no need to even try and make it look less serious.

  • what is OxyContin?

  • Slow release oxycodone (the active ingredient in Percocet)

  • ur a moron

    anyone with a brain knows they shouldnt be doing drugs, we dont need some addicted depressed douchebag to tell us drugs are bad

  • For your information, these were prescribed medications that got out of control. NO ONE in the WORLD would purposely get into pain pills like this. You need to increase your knowledge on the abuse of drugs and causes.

  • i just abused it

  • good luck man....... you can beat this

  • I suffer from crohns and have been put on these now and have been since oct 08 1st was tramdol then vicodin then oxy. i have built such a tolerance that i find myself taking 4 oxy 80's a day, and although being high feels good it really is taking a toll. i dont know what to do but the fear of withdrawal a and pain is making me carry on. its so hard. your vid is inspiring thanks m8 and gl

  • well im glad you got help bro. im on pills been on them for a few years now and i bet im in for the long haul. did you snort them or pop em? i snort them. you dont need to take 8 or 9 to get high i snort 1 10 mg to myself and get an immediate high then i go all day all out lol

  • my girlfriend got slipped some oxycodone :(

  • All people or animals for that sake can be addicted to opiates, and it doesnt matter if you belong to the higher or lower class. I think the best way to get out of it is first to tell yourself hey im the one who control my body, not the opiates. Now you have to put yourself on a small dose of it, and have it for a week, then the half dose of that the following week, until you have the dose as small as possible, and have that for the final week, and then finish.

  • to all you dumb fuck addicts- SMOKE WEED!!!! thats the cure!!! fuck all that meth heroin pills shit!!! smoke your weed and chill

  • Smoking weed is no better you dipshit.

  • i dont do drugs or anything, but i agree with you

  • I wasnt wondering why you were using a filter...dumbass I was wondering when your going to give me some pills

  • Dude, you need to go to a twelve step program. It works alot. keep goin with it don't get caught up in the mess again.

  • Hey I have a friend who has been addicted to oxy, he uses demerol, norcos, methadone, anything he can get his hands on. Its been going on for 3 years now. Hes one of those guys that thinks hes all tough and can handle anything etc. Do you think he'll finally come to his senses I'm worried about him

  • He'll have to have an awakening like we all did. Either legal troubles eventually, or even worse damage to his health. I have some parts of my body that are numb permanently, and just recently there was a hunch by a doctor that I had a mini-stroke on OxyContin, and the evidence shows it. Not only that, but I had congestive heart failure directly linked to the dose of oxycodone I was on daily. Something will have to happen to wake him up, otherwise why would he stop?

  • I don't know why you are having all of this trouble. Oxy is highly addicting, but it's not bad for you as long as you don't OD and die. I know that sounds silly, but it's true. The only real damage that oxy does to you is addict you, or you can stop breathing and die, but it really doesn't hurt your body even long term.

  • Actually I had congestive heart failure, and as a long term effect, the doctors have determind that my numbness in certain parts of my body is due to the use of OxyCodone IR and OxyContin.

  • Were you on Percs or Vics for a long time? The Tylenol in those pills is far more damaging to your organs than Oxy or Hydro. Also, if you tend to nod out, you can fall asleep in positions that cut circulation. I know a guy who is crippled from nodding out for a few hours in a position that cut circulation to his legs!

  • thats what I take now for pain oxycodone ir 20mg and oxycontin 20mg two a day I only them for pain. I been on the same dosage for months and I don't try to get high off it, why would I do that to myself?

  • Update your knowledge.

  • yyyyyeeeeaahhhh i can sorta agree with the high aceteminophen dosages...5000mg or so of apap starts to damage liver tissue....but this guy isnt suffering from liver complications....he's on youtube cuz he is either YES 1- high on oxycodone...or 2- low from a lack thereof

  • I was still using OxyContin during the time of this video yes.

  • hahahahahahahahahahhahahahahha­haha

    fuck you're a funny guy. lol

  • i agree. i shot dilaudid into my left ac fossa (opposite the elbow) for 2 years...methadone saved my life.

  • oxycodone is the active opiate IN oxyCONTIN (contin derived from CONTINuous release)

  • damn ur a young guy...get clean and start living again

  • ENZYME LEVEL OVER 9000!??!?!??!

  • ya thats wild.....thats more acidic than the enzyme scorpions use to melt their prey b4 drinking them

  • I took methadone everyday for 7 years. Large amounts of Methadone. I thought i would die on methadone cause I couldn't go through the withdrawls to get off. Then I went to jail and had no choice. It sucked, but it was the best thing that ever happened to me. I tried methadone maintenance, methadone detox, suboxone, rapid detox, ect. What worked for me was being locked down. I had no choice but to just stick it out. It is possible and it is so good on the other side. Just do it! One Love, Jess

  • hang in there man. My wife used oxy and got addicted. Suboxone saved her life look in to it. it works but make sure you get the symbiax to use with it. they have a 95% success rate. Methadone doesn't work neither does kalonidine

  • you sound so high while saying this

  • I was. I was talking about OxyContin addiction... I was telling everyone I had a problem. Yes I was still using them at the time of this video.

  • Good luck with ure addiction but there no use to say this online, is this like a proud thing?

  • No, this is not a proud thing. This is me sharing my life with anyone in the world who wants to hear what I have to say. It's mainly a warning; showing people how pitiful I have become thanks to bullshit doctors and pharmaceutical companies. I am not proud of that life at all. I just thought people need to see it.

  • Once u get down to 2mg of suboxone YOURE IN THE CLEAR. I DID IT. 90 % OF IT IS MENTAL NOT PHYSICAL ADDICTION. If someone gave you something, that tasrted like Oxy, looked like oxy and you did it. You would feel relieved of your withdrawl symptoms!!!! I've seen it!!! Im addicted to them tooo!!! I Crushed up 1 for my friend, she was hurtin. She snorted it and felt better, IT WAS A Tylonal! Its mostly mental..the guy posting the message is doing the right thing! Hes awsome2share

  • wow. thanks for sharing. :)

  • i seen this guy blowing a dead goat for pills on the west coast bigtop traveling circus it was totally inaproriate thier was kids thier and guys where getting very mad at him .

  • You weren't supposed to tell anyone! :(

  • is it me or did he not explain why he was using that filter

  • I used it because although what I needed to say had to be heard, I really didn't feel like being looked at that day. I know you can easily see me from any other video, but it was my mood that day, and just purely my prerogative.

  • glad im sticking to herbal

  • I'm glad I found this. I was given Oxycodone for IBS complications. I had no clue that it was really just another name for OxyContin. Never crossed my mind. I'm not going to take them anymore.

  • yay! Stick with the OTC shit, or maybe doctor strength NSAID medication (Ibuprofen 800, Naprosyn, Mobic, etc.) You made the right decision.

  • smoke a bag of grass mang

  • keep up the good work man, hope everything goes well :D

  • that's resons for YOU not to use it, and for others to learn and decide or face consequences

  • I actually know someone who is a 73 yr old granny who got addicted to this stuff.

    Its really sad :(

  • I Hope You Get Off Addiction..I'm Only 15 And I Have Overdosed On Many Drugs..I Went Into A Coma From Taking A Horse Tranquilizer And Then I Realized Its Not Worth My Life..I Was So Blinded By The High..I'm Happy You Got Out Of It..

  • Sorry to hear that. I've had medical complications for so long due to the use of opiate medications that it isn't even funny. Thanks for commenting!

  • That really sucks man.. Good luck with everything.

  • Where you shooting the Oxy's ?

  • No I never did that. Didn't have to. The oral dose they gave me was sufficient to kill pain in a sperm whale.

  • whats oxycodone? :S

  • Mostly known as Percocet. Look it up on wikipedia

  • yeah that shit is fucked up..

  • you use clonadien the sleep aid?