im 13, and i know that at my age, there is no such thing as Love.... but it feels like it and if it really isnt, than im guessing its close. is Love feeling more than just feelings? feeling envy, sorrow, hatred, invisibility, helplessness, faith to try but put down before given the chance? thats wat i feel every time he comes close yet he drifts to another. sure he knows that i have feelings twards him, but it doesnt seem to place effect. it kills me to try to strain for emotion from him...
I've always wondered who she loved so much, I think it's someone kinda famous? She mentions him in her book and there's lots of songs she's written clearly dedicated to this guy. Anyone know who he is? :)
My favourite song <3 I know I should be forgetting about it, but I just cant. Ifthey read this, they'll be annoyed at me.. it was all there. Now someone else gets to be as happy as I was.. never in my whole life was I EVER that happy <X3
wow you look at her eyes, I am guilty I take a glance at the full form, but I don't judge until she's spoken to me alone for awhile. A person isn't their eyes, their body, a person is their mind, it could be bitter sweet but doesn't mean love.
wow you look at her eyes, I am guilty I take a glance at the full form, but I don't judge until she's spoken to me alone for awhile. A person isn't their eyes, their body, a person is their mind, it could be bitter sweet but doesn't mean love.
Lovely.... I think the only song I dislike of EA it's.... Swallow? I don't really know, And it's because the song doesn't say something for me... but, about the other songs, I love them, and I love Emilie too of course (;
@darkbassable Really?? Swallow is a song wich I can relate very good too :) Don't misunderstand me, I'm not telling you to like it or something like that, it's just that, I like it when people have different opinions, it shows that not everybody is the same and we need to respect that. And I think you said that very good in your comment, because you don't crack the song like other people would do, which is just wonderful, I think ^^
@darkbassable Really?? Swallow is a song wich I can relate to very good :) Don't misunderstand me, I'm not telling you to like it or something like that, it's just that, I like it when people have different opinions, it shows that not everybody is the same and we need to respect that. And I think you said that very good in your comment, because you don't crack the song like other people would do, which is just wonderful, I think ^^
@crenepo@darkhearttheheritic Please, think about what you two are doing. Do you think Emilie Autumn would be proud of your petty squabble all over one of her songs? Sure everyone is entitled to their own opions and the right to voice them, but please be mature about it.
Does anyone else want to marry EA and hold her and kiss her and stroke her hair and whisper lulabys to her untis she goes to sleep or is that just me?
@DarkheartTheHeritic Me. I want to sit at her feet, learn the art of moving on, make her tea, protect her, and have long conversations about meaningless things until the small hours. Because she's so ingenious about things like this. x
@Crenepo she wouldnt want someone who loved her for her mind and her inner beauty and wanted to hold her and talk to her and make her laugh? what gives you the right to tell people what she would or wouldnt want? the only person who knows what she wants is her and you shouldnt pretend that you know what she wants.
@DarkheartTheHeritic She doesn't need someone to "stroke her hair" or "sing her lullabies", the entire point of her songs is that she's strong enough to not need a man to do that for her. Do I think she wants a partner to talk to and make her laugh? Sure, but you're describing some disgusting misogynistic fantasy of yours where you nurture a poor helpless little woman.
@Crenepo Not at all, the fact that she is such an impowerd woman is one of the reasons that i love her music. also what is mysoganistic about wanting to hold her and stroke her hair, thats a sign of affection. mysoganistic men are idiots who deserve to be alone but that doesnt mean all men are mysoganists. isnt it possible that im just a sensative guy who loves her music and wishes i could meet a girl as strong as her? ur the only person who evr called me mysoganistic, im a bit ofended actuly
@DarkheartTheHeritic Funny you say that because most self-proclaimed nice "sensitive" guys are usually the biggest sexists. If you honestly are just typing out your gross fantasy (that really should be kept private, no one wants to read that crap) then congratulations, you're one of a million people who have a crush on a celebrity.
@Crenepo Really? thats your response? um ok i was trying to be nice but this is the problem i have with people like you. no mater what a guy does hes a mysoganist in your eyes. im a bisexual emo kid who lies awake at night wishing i had someone to hold be it a guy or a girl and someone to love me and for me to love. how is that mysoganistic. your argument is one sided and it makes no sense to a logical human being like me. and how is me typing something nice when im depressed a sick fantasy?
@Crenepo can we just stop this petty bullshit and listen to the music? if u want to think im a mysoganist fine i dont care anymore just stop filling up the page with your bull shit comments so the rest of us can listen to the song without you blathering on and on about shit that doesnt mater.
That is the definition of pain, disappointment, confusion and humiliation. Not the only one, of course, but yeh...
Also the lyrics "I never told you I needed you, darling, like a rose needs the rain. How could you possibly know how much? So I reach for your love, like the moon and the stars, ever in my sight, ever out of touch" are beautiful.
This song, oh my god. It's like she took the words right from my soul. It reminds me of the first and only guy I've ever loved. He knew I loved him and he would keep stringing me along but he would never love me then he just left without saying goodbye and just reappeared yesterday and every single feeling came back and now I'm hopelessly in love with someone who will never love me, again.
its just like mye own story, im a young girl who fell in love with a older,
and as everyone told me his love were coming from my lower, but i knew that was wrong. so everyday i dreamt of him and locked myself away just waiting for him to talk to. always in my mind, and i was always waiting for him. I reached for his love. god i miss him already<'3
I can relate so bloody much to this song: How you hurt me so... All I ever wanted was to at least be your friend. You were ever in my precious thoughts. (I would leave a room of angels just to be alone if only to say your name.) But, alas, my naive wishes just plagued me. I realize now, though, c'est la vie. It still hurts. I know it shouldn't because it's been over five years but... I can't help still loving you...
@zvljzvlj Agreed. More fawning over the awesoem song and singer, less about bullshit stories that sound made up even if they are true. Where i come from, no what problem you have, its the same solution.
Drink a cup of cement and HARDEN THE FUCK UP.
OT: Epic fucking song. I usually don't like the soft stuff. Soft as in songs that don't have as hard hitting emotion, the kind you get when she screams in her songs (because it sounds like a sick, desperate scream, its so awesome).
@TheDizeazedKiller sorry but i just love the "Drink a cup of cement and HARDEN THE FUCK UP", it is one of the most awesome lines ever commented XD *claps*
@TheDizeazedKiller I used to definitely think like that. I always got annoyed with the the people who would put up their life stories to a bunch of people who don't know them. But right now I'm going through my first heartbreak and I find it justifyable for people to express their personal connection with this song. That is actually fawning over the song and Emilie because she was able to extract those emotions from us and we are so amazed that a song could do something like that. I know I am.
@RobinTeenTitansGO1 I think the main problem is that people decide to rattle on about the experiences that the song has reminded them of, instead of discussing the actual song in question. It seems, IMO, like people are using the song as an excuse to babble on about a very emotional part of their life, forgetting for the most part the song itself. You put it well, though. One sentence, "This happened", then actual relevant posting. But I'm a heartless prick so i guess my opinion doesn't matter.
@TheDizeazedKiller I understand what you mean. I think that Hentaihi's story is acceptable though, unlike a lot of other sob stories people put up on here. It's something that young women should hear and see that they can be taken advantage of by someone they cherish. And I apologize if what I said made you reflect upon your self image. I mean, if your opinion didn't matter then why would I even reply? And you're not heartless; you're strong and that's admirable. ^^
Reading it again i can sort of see why its acceptable. Or at least why i shouldn't run my mouth of on the subject.
I wasn't reflecting on myself it was more... you weren't replying in a shitty fashion, so i felt compelled to agree more with you.
Took the time to listen to the song again (a few times) and when i'm actually listening to the lyrics i can see the message in there and why ppl are compelled to talk about their lives.
This song says everything I wont allow myself to say out loud. And for all the people commenting about how guys have done bad things to them, trust me, women can do this to us to. And it still hurts just as much.
When I hear this i think of the guy i have been in love with for two years. I had never believed in love at first sight only lust at first sight. Until I saw him, but he literally pulls his love from under me the very moment i arrive. He will lead me on and build me up then turn me way as if he never said any of it. But if he is happy with some one else so be it. C:
@dustyarmpit Such a shame when one falls in love with an indifferent one. I don't mean to judge, but you should still not believe in love at first sight. As you've seen it will lead to disappointment. Just know that everyone can fall in love more than once and that it can happen with someone who also wants to be with you. I won't say it will because I don't know the future, but there's a great chance. ^^ Take care and best wishes.
This reminds me of my boyfriend and me. I want so desperately for him to love me, but it never seems as if he does. I never want to be apart from him, but he shows that if I left, he wouldn't drop a single tear. But yet I love him, knowing how he feels, I can't stop loving him...
@OoKatieFierceRawroO The best thing would be for you to think of yourself, of what you want for the rest of your life. To be happy or to be in a relationship in which you're like an object, being treated not like a person should. I'm a guy and for me, no matter hormones, love, understanding and respect are very important.
I listen to this song..reminds me of my friend hes been chasing after my best friend i sat here i love him very much like a cousin...or...a husband...i have a boyfriend but he sorta reminds me of me and him.Now COD took him away from me I'm not interesting to him i'm not his...Lil lost pup Xbox is he always yells at me...i miss the old him..but my friend is helping me....change and move on if he doesn't spend time with me
I don't know why, and I hope nobody minds me saying so, but alot of Emilie Autumn's songs, mostly her early ones, remind me of Shakespear's Sister, the song "Stay" especially. It's meant to be a compliment XD
I love this song. It helped me a lot when I was having problems like a year ago. A friend of mine, of whom I was very fond (and am), stopped talking to me. I loved her with such purity, that I was able to recover knowing she was ok, and that she was happy. We will always be friends, I know someday, our paths will intersect again :) I just pray to God our friendship will be unscathed.
I felt this way for a LONG time for a man I loved who I watched go after ever girl who never loved him back while I watched as his friend...... but mine ended good with two rings on my hand
This song always makes me cry. The lyrics are very touching, especially to me. I'm in love with someone, but it's impossible for me to get closer to him. "Ever in my sight, ever out of touch."
@anuphi13 that is true, im actualy waiting on a lady that im very well interested in that if given the chance i can actualy love her. but being the man i am im goin to let her make a choice on goin with the person that asked her to marry her or being with me or whatever. and its killing me
@mercinaryphoenix Wow. You seem like a very loving guy...I find myself in that very same situtation tweaked a little bit. My best friend, oh do I love him so much. I need him like 'a rose needs to rain'. In love with him....but he doesn't love me the same way, unfortunatly. ://...
@98abbygail well shit happens and then you learn to go with what you got abby, the only thing that matters is what you decide to do with what knowledge that you have at the time when you make the decision that you make
This guy helped me through the end of an abusive relationhip. I know it was stupid of me but I fell in love with him. He always cared about me but when I told him I liked him, he got freaked out and cut off comunication with my completely. I've cried so much for him to come back, I really need him. But he is ever in my thoughts....God I love EA , I feel like she understands and sometimes, even though its stupid, I feel like she's singing to me. :} Amazing song!
Is it just me or are the lyrics "feel your footsteps" and "hear your breath" turned around (not accidentely of course) ? It should be hear you footsteps and feel your breath, maybe this a hint towards Emilie's synethesia? I don't know, it just caught my attention. Beautiful song, so calming yet so incredibly tragic. It gives you a certain feeling of melanochy....
Man. ive got my own epicly dramatic story to go along with this song. One day I showed this song to my best friend, she fell in love with it. Later, she was kidnapped, and goddamn this song just purely reminds me of her every time I listen to it....and shes back now :)
D= Ooops. I accidentally clicked the thumbs down button, and on such a wonderful song too. Ah... Please mentally subtract one from the dislike section?
I listened to this song a lot when I was sad about my last boyfriend. Well, he was so perfect for me with similiar hobbies, he was clever and nice... But when I finally leted him to sleep with me, he told me he had a girlfriend and he loved her, but she wanted to stay virgin untill marriage. So he found me, just for this body-things. It was really something as I loved him so much...
I thought I won't be able to believe boys ever after... I have girlfriend now, by the way... :)
@Hentaihi *hug* I'm so sorry he did that to you. I'm a guy and every time I hear such stories it upsets me that there are guys out there that do such things to women and give the rest of us such a bad image. I wont say I know your pain, but I still I'm very sorry he did that.
@noahtykimikk Thank you so much! I know all the guys can't be the same, but still... It's hard to trust them after all they have done to us. But I hope I'll meet only guys like you since now on :)) ♥
@noahtykimikk you will never know the pain. I'de like to say I respect what you said but I can't I've heard it so much i'm sick of it. No boy will ever ever ever ever ever know the pain. You can only trust yourself when your not tempted by something, as soon as temptation comes along to boy will ever keep his dick in his pants. Your sorry will never take away what happened to her, nor any other it's happened to.
@Hentaihi I'm proud of you for many reasons. Mostly because you've had this happen to you, yet are recovering and getting on with your life. Never let one individual make you feel bad. Also, I'm proud as hell you're not only in another relationship, but that you are openly admitting it's homosexual. Congratulations!
@Hentaihi It's painful to love and not be loved back as much... I'm a guy and know how hard it is to trust and discover the world crumbling as the heart shatters... Nowadays, I've a girlfriend that really makes me believe there is a cure for all the poison I was given before.
@Hentaihi I'm so sorry, I understand that would leave trust scars, I have my share of stories of assholes, but I am lucky I have a husband who really support me and my art. I hope you the best with the one you are with as well!
My Gawsh. Her Front Pic Looks Like She's Reaching For The Stars. Reaching For Love That She Doesn't Even Understand She'll Eventually Find. The Hand She's Holding Will Just Let Her Slip, But Her Strong, Devotedness Just Keeps Her Hand And Herself Raised. :) My Dear Emilie, I Love Yew. :) Je T'Aime, Aux Revoir, Xoxo <3 GabriellaEve <3 Xoxo
I am so completely in love with this song, but I think that if Emilie doesn't stop using her voice and breath the wrong way her voice will be permanently damaged in 5 years.. It's a shame! :(
@JopieLK She's been singing much longer than that. and the skin inside your throat is like muscle, if it gets ripped or damaged it grows back even stronger. And that is also why she does only one tour a year, because that must still hurt like hell! xD
@HaleyHellion no you're not. You just don't realise how special you are :) And the likelihood is, seeing as decent guys would appreciate different girls far more than preppy plastics, quite a number of guys are and will be so in love with you :P
there´s a guy. i feel exactly the same for him and he just doesn´t get it! and i´m far too shy to tell him. also i don´t want to lose him. so i sit alone on my balcony singing this. muffins, that´s a drama! :´(
@PsycheOfAsylum i think all of us have had the 'special someone'-espicially in high school- where you wanna confess that you've loved them for so long but then they 'disappear' before you have the chance to tell them. I've gone through this with a senior i was madly in love with. I hate 2 watch in the shadows with him and his gf. it pissed me off so much but meh, gotta live on.
@PsycheOfAsylum am i allowed to say i had a beatiful picture in mind o that bein sung on balcony, anyway im wishing you along with every other person here the best with love, for love and always love :)
I know this sounds odd...paradoxical, but Emilie seems so healthy nowadays. I mean to say that she's coping well. She's turned her illness round and has become a true role model, and she's my hero for her strength and the fact that she doesn't take herself seriously. I'm so glad I discovered her :) she's unbelievable
@SilaVendethiel well spoken. if you've seen her "holding the keys to the asylum" interview, it's clear she still has some problems--"i want to get back to my old fairy self, but i'm not there yet"--but i agree it's amazing that she's, metaphorically, turned her problems on their heads.
This makes me miss someone so much...I haven't heard this song in forever, I forgot it existed.
Jace...I miss you so much. All the time.
KanonNekoChan47 3 months ago
I miss him...I'm happy that he's happy...Even if he cant be happy with me.
This song describes how I feel.
neonrocker4life 3 months ago
im 13, and i know that at my age, there is no such thing as Love.... but it feels like it and if it really isnt, than im guessing its close. is Love feeling more than just feelings? feeling envy, sorrow, hatred, invisibility, helplessness, faith to try but put down before given the chance? thats wat i feel every time he comes close yet he drifts to another. sure he knows that i have feelings twards him, but it doesnt seem to place effect. it kills me to try to strain for emotion from him...
singatnote 4 months ago
I've always wondered who she loved so much, I think it's someone kinda famous? She mentions him in her book and there's lots of songs she's written clearly dedicated to this guy. Anyone know who he is? :)
55Zoef 4 months ago 6
Love Emilie :)
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LOOK!!! A Corset!!! -> )x(
MickyMouse2277 4 months ago in playlist Mickey Mouses Favs 4
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left4deadlover123 4 months ago
Love this song, relates to me so much aswell<3<3<3 spread the plague!
SharnSpreadThePlague 5 months ago 4
My favourite song <3 I know I should be forgetting about it, but I just cant. Ifthey read this, they'll be annoyed at me.. it was all there. Now someone else gets to be as happy as I was.. never in my whole life was I EVER that happy <X3
left4deadlover123 5 months ago
"You don't have to say goodbye, but I'll be right here if you want to."
ahh, so many different ways for me to interpret that..and somehow they all seem to fit.
MissFixit1 5 months ago
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wow you look at her eyes, I am guilty I take a glance at the full form, but I don't judge until she's spoken to me alone for awhile. A person isn't their eyes, their body, a person is their mind, it could be bitter sweet but doesn't mean love.
ImNoOneSpecial 5 months ago
wow you look at her eyes, I am guilty I take a glance at the full form, but I don't judge until she's spoken to me alone for awhile. A person isn't their eyes, their body, a person is their mind, it could be bitter sweet but doesn't mean love.
ImNoOneSpecial 5 months ago
This is my favourite Emilie Autumn song :3
JudyMadeline 5 months ago in playlist Emilie
@JudyMadeline Me to <3
left4deadlover123 5 months ago
this is poetry, madness, feeling..all in the same notes..fucking amazing
lauettaspaspa91 5 months ago
Why did I have it in my head for so long that this was a cover?
DarkAliceChibi 6 months ago
Lovely.... I think the only song I dislike of EA it's.... Swallow? I don't really know, And it's because the song doesn't say something for me... but, about the other songs, I love them, and I love Emilie too of course (;
darkbassable 6 months ago
@darkbassable Really?? Swallow is a song wich I can relate very good too :) Don't misunderstand me, I'm not telling you to like it or something like that, it's just that, I like it when people have different opinions, it shows that not everybody is the same and we need to respect that. And I think you said that very good in your comment, because you don't crack the song like other people would do, which is just wonderful, I think ^^
Angelke01 5 months ago
@Angelke01 Made a spelling mistake, sorry XD
Angelke01 5 months ago
@darkbassable Really?? Swallow is a song wich I can relate to very good :) Don't misunderstand me, I'm not telling you to like it or something like that, it's just that, I like it when people have different opinions, it shows that not everybody is the same and we need to respect that. And I think you said that very good in your comment, because you don't crack the song like other people would do, which is just wonderful, I think ^^
Angelke01 5 months ago
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freyjasage 6 months ago
I wish that I could have his full and undivided attention for 6 minutes and 11 seconds. ;_; Then I want him to go.
PinDrop09 6 months ago
Another Fiona Apple sounding song <3
baileyabb88 6 months ago
"even those who listen close often mistake what I meant"
so hush hush plague rats and listen to the song.
tallperson605 6 months ago
@crenepo @darkhearttheheritic Please, think about what you two are doing. Do you think Emilie Autumn would be proud of your petty squabble all over one of her songs? Sure everyone is entitled to their own opions and the right to voice them, but please be mature about it.
ShatterJemm 6 months ago 2
Why..
Kyvach 7 months ago
Wow, looks like I made a lot of you butthurt.
Crenepo 7 months ago
@crenepo @darkhearttheheritic SHUT THE EFF UP!!!!!!!!!! WHO CARES??!!
paperflowerakatsuki 7 months ago 5
@Hentaihi @noahtykimikk same here. I also hate when girls judging guys like everyone the same.
Im an sensitive guy and when i look at girl, i dont look at her body i look at her eyes.
i felt love to a girl (still feeling), but no one felt love to me. so i dont even know how it is to be with someone you love.
ROUsaurus 7 months ago 48
19 people doesnt know what is love.
and what is real music.
ROUsaurus 7 months ago 5
I like who this isn't as melodramatic as she has been in recent years.
LicoriceLain 7 months ago
Does anyone else want to marry EA and hold her and kiss her and stroke her hair and whisper lulabys to her untis she goes to sleep or is that just me?
DarkheartTheHeritic 7 months ago in playlist EA plyalest 4
@DarkheartTheHeritic Me. I want to sit at her feet, learn the art of moving on, make her tea, protect her, and have long conversations about meaningless things until the small hours. Because she's so ingenious about things like this. x
eviedream 7 months ago
@eviedream that works too <3 god i hope i meet a girl like her
DarkheartTheHeritic 7 months ago
@DarkheartTheHeritic If you think that's something Emilie would want, you know nothing about her or her work.
Crenepo 7 months ago
@Crenepo she wouldnt want someone who loved her for her mind and her inner beauty and wanted to hold her and talk to her and make her laugh? what gives you the right to tell people what she would or wouldnt want? the only person who knows what she wants is her and you shouldnt pretend that you know what she wants.
DarkheartTheHeritic 7 months ago
@DarkheartTheHeritic She doesn't need someone to "stroke her hair" or "sing her lullabies", the entire point of her songs is that she's strong enough to not need a man to do that for her. Do I think she wants a partner to talk to and make her laugh? Sure, but you're describing some disgusting misogynistic fantasy of yours where you nurture a poor helpless little woman.
Crenepo 7 months ago
@Crenepo Not at all, the fact that she is such an impowerd woman is one of the reasons that i love her music. also what is mysoganistic about wanting to hold her and stroke her hair, thats a sign of affection. mysoganistic men are idiots who deserve to be alone but that doesnt mean all men are mysoganists. isnt it possible that im just a sensative guy who loves her music and wishes i could meet a girl as strong as her? ur the only person who evr called me mysoganistic, im a bit ofended actuly
DarkheartTheHeritic 7 months ago
@DarkheartTheHeritic Funny you say that because most self-proclaimed nice "sensitive" guys are usually the biggest sexists. If you honestly are just typing out your gross fantasy (that really should be kept private, no one wants to read that crap) then congratulations, you're one of a million people who have a crush on a celebrity.
Crenepo 7 months ago
@Crenepo Really? thats your response? um ok i was trying to be nice but this is the problem i have with people like you. no mater what a guy does hes a mysoganist in your eyes. im a bisexual emo kid who lies awake at night wishing i had someone to hold be it a guy or a girl and someone to love me and for me to love. how is that mysoganistic. your argument is one sided and it makes no sense to a logical human being like me. and how is me typing something nice when im depressed a sick fantasy?
DarkheartTheHeritic 7 months ago
@Crenepo can we just stop this petty bullshit and listen to the music? if u want to think im a mysoganist fine i dont care anymore just stop filling up the page with your bull shit comments so the rest of us can listen to the song without you blathering on and on about shit that doesnt mater.
DarkheartTheHeritic 7 months ago
@Crenepo do you want me to apologise for having emotions or something? will that make you shut up?
DarkheartTheHeritic 7 months ago
@DarkheartTheHeritic Yeah, apologize and promise to never do it again.
Crenepo 7 months ago
@Crenepo that was sarcasm...
DarkheartTheHeritic 7 months ago
@DarkheartTheHeritic I dont care, apologize.
Crenepo 7 months ago
@Crenepo you really want me to apologise for being a human and having human emotions? do you know how absurd you sound?
DarkheartTheHeritic 7 months ago
Great Great Lyrics...Emilie always speaks to our souls
LadyDark000 7 months ago 5
Sounds a lot like Fiona Apple (:
Yokonono99 8 months ago 2
"I hold the invitation in my hand
You smile and I don't understand
When you tell me the writing ain't yours"
That is the definition of pain, disappointment, confusion and humiliation. Not the only one, of course, but yeh...
Also the lyrics "I never told you I needed you, darling, like a rose needs the rain. How could you possibly know how much? So I reach for your love, like the moon and the stars, ever in my sight, ever out of touch" are beautiful.
EA is really broading the music I like.
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first few seconds i thought "the sims?"
mmmbul 8 months ago
This song, oh my god. It's like she took the words right from my soul. It reminds me of the first and only guy I've ever loved. He knew I loved him and he would keep stringing me along but he would never love me then he just left without saying goodbye and just reappeared yesterday and every single feeling came back and now I'm hopelessly in love with someone who will never love me, again.
God help me.
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rsgirl10 8 months ago
I don't know why or how, but this song made me cry.
HauntedCurtains 8 months ago 7
this is so sad and beautiful to listen to.
its just like mye own story, im a young girl who fell in love with a older,
and as everyone told me his love were coming from my lower, but i knew that was wrong. so everyday i dreamt of him and locked myself away just waiting for him to talk to. always in my mind, and i was always waiting for him. I reached for his love. god i miss him already<'3
TheNekoGoth 8 months ago
I can relate so bloody much to this song: How you hurt me so... All I ever wanted was to at least be your friend. You were ever in my precious thoughts. (I would leave a room of angels just to be alone if only to say your name.) But, alas, my naive wishes just plagued me. I realize now, though, c'est la vie. It still hurts. I know it shouldn't because it's been over five years but... I can't help still loving you...
catnip503 8 months ago 2
I love how this song touches so many people<3
OoKatieFierceRawroO 8 months ago 3
Emilie has a very long arm o.O
dotcake 8 months ago 2
Love this song. I'll play it for TrueBlue someday.
simonimyours 9 months ago
Im walking on sunshine!
runingwolflexan 9 months ago
top comments are just..... the appropriate word is just gay. sorry, it is
zvljzvlj 9 months ago 3
@zvljzvlj Agreed. More fawning over the awesoem song and singer, less about bullshit stories that sound made up even if they are true. Where i come from, no what problem you have, its the same solution.
Drink a cup of cement and HARDEN THE FUCK UP.
OT: Epic fucking song. I usually don't like the soft stuff. Soft as in songs that don't have as hard hitting emotion, the kind you get when she screams in her songs (because it sounds like a sick, desperate scream, its so awesome).
TheDizeazedKiller 9 months ago 3
@TheDizeazedKiller sorry but i just love the "Drink a cup of cement and HARDEN THE FUCK UP", it is one of the most awesome lines ever commented XD *claps*
demonichazzard 9 months ago
@TheDizeazedKiller I used to definitely think like that. I always got annoyed with the the people who would put up their life stories to a bunch of people who don't know them. But right now I'm going through my first heartbreak and I find it justifyable for people to express their personal connection with this song. That is actually fawning over the song and Emilie because she was able to extract those emotions from us and we are so amazed that a song could do something like that. I know I am.
RobinTeenTitansGO1 9 months ago
@RobinTeenTitansGO1 I think the main problem is that people decide to rattle on about the experiences that the song has reminded them of, instead of discussing the actual song in question. It seems, IMO, like people are using the song as an excuse to babble on about a very emotional part of their life, forgetting for the most part the song itself. You put it well, though. One sentence, "This happened", then actual relevant posting. But I'm a heartless prick so i guess my opinion doesn't matter.
TheDizeazedKiller 9 months ago
@TheDizeazedKiller I understand what you mean. I think that Hentaihi's story is acceptable though, unlike a lot of other sob stories people put up on here. It's something that young women should hear and see that they can be taken advantage of by someone they cherish. And I apologize if what I said made you reflect upon your self image. I mean, if your opinion didn't matter then why would I even reply? And you're not heartless; you're strong and that's admirable. ^^
RobinTeenTitansGO1 9 months ago
@RobinTeenTitansGO1 Says the person who doesn't even no me :P
Reading it again i can sort of see why its acceptable. Or at least why i shouldn't run my mouth of on the subject.
I wasn't reflecting on myself it was more... you weren't replying in a shitty fashion, so i felt compelled to agree more with you.
Took the time to listen to the song again (a few times) and when i'm actually listening to the lyrics i can see the message in there and why ppl are compelled to talk about their lives.
TheDizeazedKiller 9 months ago
This song says everything I wont allow myself to say out loud. And for all the people commenting about how guys have done bad things to them, trust me, women can do this to us to. And it still hurts just as much.
Jangalian11 9 months ago
When I hear this i think of the guy i have been in love with for two years. I had never believed in love at first sight only lust at first sight. Until I saw him, but he literally pulls his love from under me the very moment i arrive. He will lead me on and build me up then turn me way as if he never said any of it. But if he is happy with some one else so be it. C:
dustyarmpit 10 months ago
@dustyarmpit Such a shame when one falls in love with an indifferent one. I don't mean to judge, but you should still not believe in love at first sight. As you've seen it will lead to disappointment. Just know that everyone can fall in love more than once and that it can happen with someone who also wants to be with you. I won't say it will because I don't know the future, but there's a great chance. ^^ Take care and best wishes.
RobinTeenTitansGO1 10 months ago
@RobinTeenTitansGO1
Thank you :) I don't plan on Playing with that game any more and I'm sure i will fall in love again. It just may take me a while <3
dustyarmpit 10 months ago
@Solitudinis Thank You... It's nice to know people care, ^-^ It's better now I think... We broke up, I'm letting him go...
OoKatieFierceRawroO 10 months ago
I wish I had the piano sheet music to this... I'd love to play it while singing. I've already tried google searching it...
kittykat490 10 months ago
amo con toda el alma este tema :3 <3
goticspirit1 10 months ago
I could fall asleep listening to this... so relaxing... **Snoozes**
eviedream 10 months ago
I <3 Emilie Autumn. And I also <3 Wingedzephyr for giving us so wonderful lyrics-videos :)
YinYangGrinTwin 10 months ago 4
Pretty <3 SO LONG THOUGH XD
Dynomizion 11 months ago
"So I reach for yor love."
Gosh its so GorgEous!
kendrasbroken 11 months ago
This song is the story of my life.
JopieLK 11 months ago
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0Goshikkurorita0 11 months ago
this song takes my breath away each time it takes me to a flame ....out of touch...brilliant in all its light...xx
d3vilsBabyG1rl 11 months ago
This song is just... *sniff*... bloody beautiful.
LordAmmolds 11 months ago 3
this song reminds me of a douche bag guy in my past. this song is so nice, and peaceful.. haha, I could listen to it for hours.
and the picture for this was well chosen. (:
witchsaint 11 months ago
This reminds me of my boyfriend and me. I want so desperately for him to love me, but it never seems as if he does. I never want to be apart from him, but he shows that if I left, he wouldn't drop a single tear. But yet I love him, knowing how he feels, I can't stop loving him...
OoKatieFierceRawroO 11 months ago 3
@OoKatieFierceRawroO The best thing would be for you to think of yourself, of what you want for the rest of your life. To be happy or to be in a relationship in which you're like an object, being treated not like a person should. I'm a guy and for me, no matter hormones, love, understanding and respect are very important.
Wish you the very best!
Solitudinis 10 months ago
So I reach for your love like the moon and the stars.
Ever in my sight, ever out of touch.
rainbowheydrich 1 year ago
I listen to this song..reminds me of my friend hes been chasing after my best friend i sat here i love him very much like a cousin...or...a husband...i have a boyfriend but he sorta reminds me of me and him.Now COD took him away from me I'm not interesting to him i'm not his...Lil lost pup Xbox is he always yells at me...i miss the old him..but my friend is helping me....change and move on if he doesn't spend time with me
kimmeco2 1 year ago
That's Hannah Fury at the start.O_o..that's cool!
BeJazzledNotDazzled 1 year ago
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we all heal. Except for those who inflict pain upon themselves. Those people keep the scars as a reminder. DUMBASSES
Thespiriticlan 1 year ago
perfect...
lalaguma 1 year ago
I don't know why, and I hope nobody minds me saying so, but alot of Emilie Autumn's songs, mostly her early ones, remind me of Shakespear's Sister, the song "Stay" especially. It's meant to be a compliment XD
PuffyAmiYumi 1 year ago
I love this song. It helped me a lot when I was having problems like a year ago. A friend of mine, of whom I was very fond (and am), stopped talking to me. I loved her with such purity, that I was able to recover knowing she was ok, and that she was happy. We will always be friends, I know someday, our paths will intersect again :) I just pray to God our friendship will be unscathed.
GothicalSOberhauser 1 year ago 4
I felt this way for a LONG time for a man I loved who I watched go after ever girl who never loved him back while I watched as his friend...... but mine ended good with two rings on my hand
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This song always makes me cry. The lyrics are very touching, especially to me. I'm in love with someone, but it's impossible for me to get closer to him. "Ever in my sight, ever out of touch."
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We fall in love in one second, but we need whole life to forget them...
anuphi13 1 year ago
We fall in love in one second, but we need whole life to forget them...
anuphi13 1 year ago 73
@anuphi13 thats so true :")
Thespiriticlan 1 year ago
@anuphi13 that is true, im actualy waiting on a lady that im very well interested in that if given the chance i can actualy love her. but being the man i am im goin to let her make a choice on goin with the person that asked her to marry her or being with me or whatever. and its killing me
mercinaryphoenix 6 months ago
@mercinaryphoenix Wow. You seem like a very loving guy...I find myself in that very same situtation tweaked a little bit. My best friend, oh do I love him so much. I need him like 'a rose needs to rain'. In love with him....but he doesn't love me the same way, unfortunatly. ://...
98abbygail 6 months ago
@98abbygail well shit happens and then you learn to go with what you got abby, the only thing that matters is what you decide to do with what knowledge that you have at the time when you make the decision that you make
mercinaryphoenix 6 months ago
@anuphi13 Love your comment
left4deadlover123 5 months ago
This guy helped me through the end of an abusive relationhip. I know it was stupid of me but I fell in love with him. He always cared about me but when I told him I liked him, he got freaked out and cut off comunication with my completely. I've cried so much for him to come back, I really need him. But he is ever in my thoughts....God I love EA , I feel like she understands and sometimes, even though its stupid, I feel like she's singing to me. :} Amazing song!
NCISHouseHPPotCfan 1 year ago
I will NEVER stop loving this song. hits the heart like a sword<3
l0veIshhDead 1 year ago 9
15 people can't hear amazingness...........
xXximanemogirlxXx 1 year ago 4
that's a long, long arm hehehe love u emilie
valeblack97 1 year ago
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I Fucking hate her voice in this, it's like PLEASE stop trying just sing single notes.
soikai 1 year ago
@soikai :)) We love her voice too
jammybin2 1 year ago 5
"I'd leave a room of angels just to be alone only if to say your name.."
Wow, that is just so powerful.
thishatandyou 1 year ago 7
her voice is like constantly falling rain. Anyone else notice that?
Thespiriticlan 1 year ago 8
Damnit, I'm crying...this song is beautiful...
MsDeathObsessed 1 year ago
she sounds like Fiona Apple in this
upindust 1 year ago 4
@upindust I was just thinking that! Reminds me of Fiona's song Loveridden.
waltzbtf 1 year ago
beautiful..
LillaBlueberry 1 year ago
/.../
ilovedarkness100 1 year ago
Is it just me or are the lyrics "feel your footsteps" and "hear your breath" turned around (not accidentely of course) ? It should be hear you footsteps and feel your breath, maybe this a hint towards Emilie's synethesia? I don't know, it just caught my attention. Beautiful song, so calming yet so incredibly tragic. It gives you a certain feeling of melanochy....
Romanee92 1 year ago
Man. ive got my own epicly dramatic story to go along with this song. One day I showed this song to my best friend, she fell in love with it. Later, she was kidnapped, and goddamn this song just purely reminds me of her every time I listen to it....and shes back now :)
DudeWithAFork 1 year ago 8
beautiful voice!
Kenji777able 1 year ago
D= Ooops. I accidentally clicked the thumbs down button, and on such a wonderful song too. Ah... Please mentally subtract one from the dislike section?
rosegrl16 1 year ago 2
@rosegrl16
I read that and went and thumbs upped it. Now your thumbs down was cancelled out~
kittykat490 1 year ago
@kittykat490 Well thank you very much~ I feel much better now that my mistake is cancelled out. ;)
rosegrl16 1 year ago
@rosegrl16 I forgive you.Accidents happen!XD
TheFlyingRedFangirl 1 year ago
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rockgirlausmg 1 year ago
I listened to this song a lot when I was sad about my last boyfriend. Well, he was so perfect for me with similiar hobbies, he was clever and nice... But when I finally leted him to sleep with me, he told me he had a girlfriend and he loved her, but she wanted to stay virgin untill marriage. So he found me, just for this body-things. It was really something as I loved him so much...
I thought I won't be able to believe boys ever after... I have girlfriend now, by the way... :)
Hentaihi 1 year ago 255
@Hentaihi *hug* I'm so sorry he did that to you. I'm a guy and every time I hear such stories it upsets me that there are guys out there that do such things to women and give the rest of us such a bad image. I wont say I know your pain, but I still I'm very sorry he did that.
noahtykimikk 1 year ago 234
@noahtykimikk Thank you so much! I know all the guys can't be the same, but still... It's hard to trust them after all they have done to us. But I hope I'll meet only guys like you since now on :)) ♥
Hentaihi 11 months ago
@Hentaihi I hope so too, and I hope that once you do regain trust in guys you find one that treats you right.
noahtykimikk 11 months ago
@Hentaihi I hope so too, and I hope that once you do regain trust in guys you find one that treats you right and isnt taken already.
noahtykimikk 11 months ago
@noahtykimikk Rock on!
charcharyin 10 months ago
@noahtykimikk you will never know the pain. I'de like to say I respect what you said but I can't I've heard it so much i'm sick of it. No boy will ever ever ever ever ever know the pain. You can only trust yourself when your not tempted by something, as soon as temptation comes along to boy will ever keep his dick in his pants. Your sorry will never take away what happened to her, nor any other it's happened to.
MissMansonThe2nd 10 months ago
@noahtykimikk If only there were more men like you.
THRILLER761 7 months ago 2
@Hentaihi You deserve so much better than that pig; he was wrong using you. What's love without trust?
CalestaWillis 1 year ago
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wolvez2 11 months ago
@Hentaihi I'm proud of you for many reasons. Mostly because you've had this happen to you, yet are recovering and getting on with your life. Never let one individual make you feel bad. Also, I'm proud as hell you're not only in another relationship, but that you are openly admitting it's homosexual. Congratulations!
eviedream 10 months ago
@Hentaihi It's painful to love and not be loved back as much... I'm a guy and know how hard it is to trust and discover the world crumbling as the heart shatters... Nowadays, I've a girlfriend that really makes me believe there is a cure for all the poison I was given before.
Wish you and your girlfriend the very best :)
Solitudinis 10 months ago 3
@Hentaihi Congrats on the girl, I've always preferred them.
cherrydawgninja 10 months ago 3
@Hentaihi Oh dear! best choice ever... lucky with your girl
ziinister 9 months ago
@Hentaihi I'm so sorry, I understand that would leave trust scars, I have my share of stories of assholes, but I am lucky I have a husband who really support me and my art. I hope you the best with the one you are with as well!
TearisShatteredMoon 8 months ago 2
@Hentaihi Shoot that bitch. :\
intestineGrinder 7 months ago
The way this song sounds, particularly the phrasing, reminds me SO MUCH of "Love Ridden" by Fiona Apple. Amaaazing.
fullofseriosity 1 year ago 2
I listen n listen to dis song, Its great... Im into reggae/dancehall but this song makes me love this kind of music... :P
nr1realgyal 1 year ago
dis song is great....
nr1realgyal 1 year ago
This song has so much meaning to me. i cant stop listening to it.
MissNovember119 1 year ago 6
My Gawsh. Her Front Pic Looks Like She's Reaching For The Stars. Reaching For Love That She Doesn't Even Understand She'll Eventually Find. The Hand She's Holding Will Just Let Her Slip, But Her Strong, Devotedness Just Keeps Her Hand And Herself Raised. :) My Dear Emilie, I Love Yew. :) Je T'Aime, Aux Revoir, Xoxo <3 GabriellaEve <3 Xoxo
paramorexd423 1 year ago 11
my mom even likes this song! and she doesn't like Emilie! I <3 this song!
supergurl1234567890 1 year ago
I am so completely in love with this song, but I think that if Emilie doesn't stop using her voice and breath the wrong way her voice will be permanently damaged in 5 years.. It's a shame! :(
JopieLK 1 year ago
@JopieLK Mhm? how is she using her voice in the wrong way? @_@
FrigidSnow 1 year ago
@JopieLK She's been singing much longer than that. and the skin inside your throat is like muscle, if it gets ripped or damaged it grows back even stronger. And that is also why she does only one tour a year, because that must still hurt like hell! xD
gothwannabe037 1 year ago
15 people are complete retards for disliking this. I <3 u emilie forever n ever
XXvictoriellahXX 1 year ago 2
this song brings me to tears, tears of a thousand feelings and thoughts, i hold onto hope though
greenlauraday 1 year ago
OMG I've never heard this song before. I'm so disappointed of myself now :o Nice song btw... :D
19Nightwish94 1 year ago
Wow! Sooo beautiful! Her and the song! :D
MorphicNightmare 1 year ago
Hahaha, kids thinking "bad people" do things for no reason. Stop being selfish and try and analyse someone else and help them to help yourself.
But you grow up and learn these things. I hold no grudge.
Zeanu 1 year ago
Heart breaking song
Lillisaurus 1 year ago
Reminds me of a person who isn't supposed to be special anymore, but still is somehow.
ImAdmiredByDwarfs 1 year ago 5
for one little boy blinded by the pride
2662coma 1 year ago 3
i wish i had the guts to talk to the guy i liked
i can walk around town in a corset and 4 inch platform boots but i cant tell a guy i like him... im pathetic
HaleyHellion 1 year ago 6
@HaleyHellion no you're not. You just don't realise how special you are :) And the likelihood is, seeing as decent guys would appreciate different girls far more than preppy plastics, quite a number of guys are and will be so in love with you :P
moderndaypandora 1 year ago
there´s a guy. i feel exactly the same for him and he just doesn´t get it! and i´m far too shy to tell him. also i don´t want to lose him. so i sit alone on my balcony singing this. muffins, that´s a drama! :´(
PsycheOfAsylum 1 year ago 9
@PsycheOfAsylum i think all of us have had the 'special someone'-espicially in high school- where you wanna confess that you've loved them for so long but then they 'disappear' before you have the chance to tell them. I've gone through this with a senior i was madly in love with. I hate 2 watch in the shadows with him and his gf. it pissed me off so much but meh, gotta live on.
xskullxkissesx 1 year ago
@PsycheOfAsylum am i allowed to say i had a beatiful picture in mind o that bein sung on balcony, anyway im wishing you along with every other person here the best with love, for love and always love :)
greenlauraday 1 year ago
I used to hate this cuz her voice is really rough and scattered... it fits the song and makes it sound original instead of ordinary. :)
RetroSimplicity 1 year ago
i still feel this way about my ex. esp. the chorus :(....
iloveaspr 1 year ago 2
I know this sounds odd...paradoxical, but Emilie seems so healthy nowadays. I mean to say that she's coping well. She's turned her illness round and has become a true role model, and she's my hero for her strength and the fact that she doesn't take herself seriously. I'm so glad I discovered her :) she's unbelievable
SilaVendethiel 1 year ago 14
@SilaVendethiel well spoken. if you've seen her "holding the keys to the asylum" interview, it's clear she still has some problems--"i want to get back to my old fairy self, but i'm not there yet"--but i agree it's amazing that she's, metaphorically, turned her problems on their heads.
synchronium24 1 year ago
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I'd break a leg to learn this song on piano =/
DudeWithAFork 1 year ago