I thought I knew Christ, but the way I was living was far from Him. I finally came to the end of myself, I hit rock bottom, and repented of my sins, and turned from my wicked ways. I have my eyes fixed on Him now, and looking at my life now, "I'm not who I was." Great song
I have felt apart from God lately, my family is going through some rough times and I feel lost..... I have noticed that I bury myself under my painting and writing; I am an artist and love literature. This song, which I came to know curtousey of K-Love Radio, changed the way I feel about my wandering mind, because it tells about how it is never too late to be saved. Thank you, and God Bless.
@WhiteDeinos no u don't know anything!! This song isn't about his ex and all his songs are Godly based. This song is actually about his step mom. He was trying to tell her he's changed since the last time the talked
Straight from Brandon's own mouth - this song is about his stepmom. That's all, not his ex, no hidden meanings. Only He is such a much better person now, that he wishes she could see him now, instead of what she saw then.
You all, talking about how this is about god and such, im sorry, i have bad news... Its not. Sure, it sounds like it would fit perfectly and all... But its talking about his old ex. Over the time he wasnt with her, he changed. He does things differently now. He does things better. And now hes wanting them to see, because its a better him, then from the time he was with them. He probably used to dress bad, didnt know how to treat a lady, and such. But over time, with experience, hes perfect now.
i was reading the 2 top comments and both have to do with god... and now i wonder (just because i dont know) is this song about god or not? cause also i don't see what this have to do with god... i just like the song.
@pootjeknuffel the song is saying that before he knew God, his life was different compared to now, that he has God in his life. It's a subliminal message but that's the point.
This song makes me want to cry. It's so beautiful to see where I was last year and where God has brought me. I believe with all of my heart that there is a God who is watching over me and protecting me, and I believe there is a Jesus Christ who died so that I could live and be free from the bondage of the sin that I was born into, as well as the sin I put myself in.
We all make mistakes and wish we could be better than we were!! The thing is we can be!!! You just have to find your way around you own demons! Just fight past what you can't forgive, learn to forgive yourself and know your not who you were and will NEVER BE THAT PERSON!! GOD BLESS EVERYONE THAT CHANGES THEIR LIFE!!
This reminds me of my sister, she ran away in 2004, for all of the wrong reasons. I was almost 7 at the time, it really did break me & I lost a lot of hope & faith during that time, but one day I woke up & felt God telling me it's time to forgive her. She still isn't home, but I believe she's coming home. I love her & if she reads this, I love you for who you are, I wish you knew that. <3
im sorry to all i might have hert it was wrong for watching those dirty vids i did try to get rid of my acuont wuonce jesus deliverd me but for some reson it didnt work it must have bin the lord well then i just swiped of all my plalist after some how the dirty vids were then off my history so now i dedicate my intire chanell to prais to the lord jesus. this is my second vid on my favs for a reson cuz im not who i was.
i hadn't been living like i should have, and i found this song when my friend shared it in a link on my facebook. it made me realize how much i'd changed and no, hearing this song makes me want to change again. but this time for the better. i love what music can do to someone. i think im ganna break out the ol guitar and right my own songs, thanks for the inspiration, god bless.
And then he gave me freedom in him. and NOw I am no longer angry this song explains it, and now I hear this song and think They, My mom n dad would love to sing this to me now. They are in heaven and I know they are not who they were.... Praise God.
This song says so much, When I first heard this song I wanted to sing it to my parents who are in heaven, see I found out at the age of 45 my dad was't my dad, his brother was, 3 days before my Mother passed away her sister decided to tell me the truth, My dads brother was my dad, My whole life I was shunned I never knew why my mom or dad wanted nothing to do with me, then I found out but they were all gone no one to ask, why, No one to go to but God.
Thank the Lord for this amazing song. I love the way it makes me feel. I love it how Jesus brings me strength through this song. Thank you my lovely Lord. <3
I know that I was a Meth addict and simply a good person but had a bondage that i couldnt break then i whent to teen challenge and god used teen challenge as a tool to change my life and god did he changed my life and now im a new person glory be to god i want to thank all the artist like third day casting crowns for all there worship music
I was married for 12 years and he left me for someone else. I guess this is really when I found out who God was and how much I needed him in my life. Because of HIM I am not who I was.
@bobowles100 wow 12 years I guess I can't measure up to your pain, but my girlfriend left me for another guy too after 4 years, and I guess that's just life now I have to live with not being good enough.
i just love this song. i never got the chance to let my father know that i forgive him for the things taht he did to me, and i forgive my mother for not beliving me. thanks for this song GOD BLESS
This song means so much...to me..I moved away from my hometown when i was 14 (I'm 18 now) I moved away from my bestfriend..i went to see her about 3 years ago. last time i saw her. She has changed so much,she stopped talking to me i think because i gave my life to god i am a christian now,she turned bisexual,i think thats why she didn't want to talk to her anymore..all i can do is pray for her..:(
And they overcame him by the blood of the Lamb, and by the word of their testimony; and they loved not their lives unto the death. IN JESUS NAME <3<3<3 AMEN<3<3<3
@funnyvidsadic i was extremely shy and quite and innocent in elementary school then i became pretty immodest, and i cussed alot through out almost all of middle school, but i met a guy in 7th grade who became my bestfriend, (i'm now a freshman in high school), and i'm dating him now and have been for over 6 months, and he's changed me, and i know God has been with him, and sometime's it just matters who you hang around, now i never cuss, yeah it's slipped out a few times, but many Christians
There was a boy who I really liked, broke my heart.. I guess I have to learn forgive.. He's my best friends brother... So I have to forgive him cause I'll be seeing him for the rest of my life(:
For those saying that they don't like this song because it's a Christian song but it doesn't talk about God, I encourage you to listen to it again and think about it a little differently. Brandon may mot have written this as a worship song, but he wrote it as a testimony to those in his life. He's singing about how God has influenced and changed his life, and is reflecting on who he was, the effect it had on his relationships, in contrast to who he is now through God's influence on his life.
@ashiegurl808 Amen! True True....... Tried and Proven,... By his strips I am healed. by his grace alone. My testimony as well.I relate to this song..By my ex, in abandonement issues, neglect, abuse and rejection being inflicted, but, I pray for God's grace, to be found in deliverance from addictions for my ex.. I am speaking of the LOVE of my life. My ex husband. I pray in by God's spirit and I will continue to pray for him always. Even though we have went on two different paths in life!
@777swells I'm glad that you got around to forgiving him. There's a lot of people in my life that I know I need to forgive (if only for my own sake, if they don't care about my forgiveness), but I'm having a hard time actually doing it. I'm really glad that you were able to move on and find peace in the Lord, and I hope that one day I can do it to the extent that you did. I think I'm on my way to becoming a better person, but I know I still have a long way to go.
My bf broke up with me just recently, and though it's only been a week a lot has happened and I have changed. I wish I could send this to him. I think I'm going to make a cover of it and send it to him for christmas or his B-day
@sierrahm1995 Similar story for me. I could do the same for my ex gf, not because I want her back but because I feel like she needs to know I forgive her. Y'know, without me actually saying "I forgive you for suddenly ending us". Love is tough and confusing >.<
@Jabbawocky007 Exactly. I was so pissed at him and I made it very obvious. But, I now realize it had to happen, it lead to a bunch of things in life, a bunch of good things. I want to thank him for finally making me fall over the edge, I fight depression, and him hurting me lead to me seeking for help, and now everything is getting better little by little
@sierrahm1995 Yeah, personality addiction, is how I found Jesus Christ, through a broadcase of the church that God called me to when My ex- finally rejection me after a 14.5 years of yo-yo relationship. Thank you ex, Thank you God first and foremost for looking out for me even when I didn't know how to look out for myself!
Thank you!! IT's great w/ lyrics!! Thanks for your hard work & time!! I love my time worshipping the Lord, My Saviour!! You helped! ;-) God bless you! ;;-)
I am definitely not who I was. I was a satanist at one time, and an alcoholic and a drug addict until six years ago. I was raised in the church so God was always in the back of my mind. On May 16 , 2005 , G-d gave me a wake up call over a matter of not being able to forgive. I pulled my car over into a parking lot and give my life fully to Jesus.The man that left that parking lot that day was NOT the same man that pulled in. I'm not who I was, because of who he is. Thank you Father!!!!
Forgiveness is Soooooo HARD but when it does happen its just like a 100 lbs. lighter off your heart...let go and let God show you the way to foregiveness!!!!!!!!
Forgiveness is Soooooo HARD but when it does happen its just like a 100 lbs. lighter off your heart...let go and let God show you the way to foregiveness!!!!!!!!
I understand this is a Christian song, and I'm Christian, but I've never exactly been mad at God, so when I hear this I think of someone. I used to be mad at him, a little on the hurt side, too. But my God, I wish I could tell him I'm not who I was. He's the one that should be hurt and mad. At me. I'm sorry, Silas, wherever you are. I hope you're well.
@TheDarkstar010 I am going through the same thing, since last October since I gave my heart back to him. The tendencies, just to be so depressed, so miserable, so lonely, are hard to stop thinking about, stop noticing. But pray, and keep on praying, for he will help you. He did help me, for over eight months, breaking down each one of my tendencies, to give me his. It was not easy, but he never let go of me, and he never stopped answering my prayers. This past Saturday, was the first day...
@TheDarkstar010 that I woke up, with joy. The pain is hard to let go, but the joy that comes in the morning is worth it, his joy for you. We are not called to pain and misery, but even through trial, especially through trial, to rejoice and praise him, for he is more than all of them and we are never alone. Christ calls us to love and joy in him, so ask him daily for it. He takes us through valleys of sorrow and pain, so that his love may fill us evermore. When we are less, then he is more.
@alopezluvsedward i honestly HATE JUSTIN BIEBER.....but he has a song called....where are you now.....not by honor society.....it's by bieber himself.....it's a good song and it connects with your topic.....TOO BAD JUSTIN BIEBER WAS THE ONE WHO WROTE IT
i used to be a boy-crazy, depressed girl who knew god and grew up in church but ,,, never forgave and know that god in my life .. i look back and i see that he changed me ... i no longer care about what the world thinks but of what my god thinks and his will for me ... who he wants me to be ... I'm not who i was ... glory be to the man uostairs aka my jesus christ .... one love <3 plz subscribe
Same like this week I think I really opened to God I believe I was saved before but I still was really alot like you I'm 14 I'm going to take life slow and enjoy the little things and just live life to the fullest:)
@SamiBooBear123 now that you know what you know now .. live in his way and walk in his foot steps .. you can do it just have faith and patience in him and he'll provide all that you need .. he loves and he's here fro you ... and he is GOD ..
@superwoman10ify wonderful wonderful wonderful!!! but really jesus doesnt like to be called the man upstairs! he is not the man upstairs. he is jesus christ the messiah
@superwoman10ify hello. i am a boy crazy sort of depressed girl who knows God and grew in in church. I have a hard time forgiving. I think it's a pride thing... i pray god will change me. is that what you did?
This song is for my father, I blamed him for everything, I was so mad at him growing up. I wish he can see me now, I'm not who I was, but it's too late. I'm just praying everyday that before he left this world, he came to know Jesus as well so when it's time for me to go home to heaven, he's gonna be there too.
With 752 comments to date I am guessing many of you found yourselves relating to this song as I do.
I too am not who I was and it's God's mercy and saving grace that makes every word true.
I don't deserve it, I am not a seasoned Christian who can say all the right things in prayer or know what to do or say in any given situation but I am forgiven and Changed by the grace of God! I'm not who I was
@SuzannaSinister yeah im not the most mature Christian but Im forgiven and Jesus saved me and is teaching me to forgive. Im not who I was, Thank you Jesus!
@SuzannaSinister yeah im not the most mature Christian but Im forgiven and Jesus saved me and is teaching me to forgive. Im not who I was, Thank you Jesus!
With 752 comments to date I am guessing many of you found yourselves relating to this song as I do.
I too am not who I was and it's God's mercy and saving grace that makes every word true.
I don't deserve it, I am not a seasoned Christian who can say all the right things in prayer or know what to do or say in any given situation but I do have one thing that makes all the rest unimportant so long as I turn there in All my needs and gifts to be given...
LOVE THIS SONG!!! My 21 year old daughter is learning a hard lesson, the hard way (in jail) and had recently started listening to Christian radio. She wrote me and asked me to get the lyrics to this song. Of course, I had heard it many times, but reading and writing them down for her, under these circumstances, it just brings joy to my soul!
God is using jail as her "cocoon", and I know she's emerge transformed!
Hindsight is "truly" twenty-twenty! blinded by the present hurt and pain that we chase it away (the heal'g power of love) and after it is gone or too late, we realize our mistake! If only I realiz'd "then" what I realize "now"...I love you Paul P.
Relate a story in which you've changed, grown, and felt whole through the beautiful choice of forgiving someone. Sometimes, I feel like I even look at forgiveness as this difficult task that's hard and not worth it. But it doesn't has to be! It's from God after all. Everything from Him is beautiful. Anyway! Share, share, share! Who knows. You just might encourage someone. =]
this says it so simply. Many of us aren't who we were anymore. Sad that many of us lose our best friends we want for life from their own fears keeping them from us.. Even more tragic are thoughts that those that let-go, will more-often than not call again, when their long-lost is long-gone.
Brandon Heath is like the christian version of John Mayer, in my oppinion. But If i had to choose which one I liked best it would be Brandon!! I would much rather listen to a song that will minister to my soul and bring me out of tests/trials than a song that sings about lust or love"
Life takes on a roller coaster that deffinatly has ups and downs. the only thing that you have to remember is you have a reason for why you are hear. gorgive people you love and they will forgive you
The lord is close to the brokenhearted, and he saves those whose spirits have been crushed. Please dont lose faith. He heals all wounds in time. So stay strong and keep your focus on all the good things in your life, especially jesus!!
How do you get to this point? I want to forgive someone from my past so much, I want to not be upset with him anymore. But I've prayed and asked God to soften my heart towards him, I've said "I forgive him" outloud in a lot of my prayers, but I still know I haven't in my heart. I don't know what to do.
I am sorry for what you are feeling and I can totally relate. My ex husband hurt me so much, we were together 13 years then found out about his affair. Hurt & made me angry & he kept denying it. I never thought I would forgive him but I thank God everyday that I have. I do not hate him and I still pray for him. He however is miserable and never healed from our first marriage. He is now in a new relationship and is already having problems. It takes time, don't give up. : )
@23pedwards thank you so much for your words of encouragement, they really mean a lot. its nice to see others that have been through this process, and God has gotten them through it. i guess i just need to continue praying about it - and for him.
this song has helped me with my probles not to blame god for my mistakes and problems. i have had a problem listening to christian music it doesnt have a beat this song is calm but it helps me calm down
this song has helped me when i have problems but i have had a problem i am having a hard time listening to christian musis most of them dont have a beat i love music with cool beat. this one is calm but it helps me calm down when im mad
I thought I knew Christ, but the way I was living was far from Him. I finally came to the end of myself, I hit rock bottom, and repented of my sins, and turned from my wicked ways. I have my eyes fixed on Him now, and looking at my life now, "I'm not who I was." Great song
mickey110257 6 days ago
fabulous made ...
MOHAMMADGHARAVI 1 week ago
so lovely track!
soundstormradio 1 week ago
This is one of the best songs I have ever heard! You should like this comment if it is one of your favorites!(:
205saby 2 weeks ago
god is great!!! Cz im not who I was @MarvinAndBazooka god bless u an ur fam ur in my prayers
David2sickGutierrez 3 weeks ago
I have felt apart from God lately, my family is going through some rough times and I feel lost..... I have noticed that I bury myself under my painting and writing; I am an artist and love literature. This song, which I came to know curtousey of K-Love Radio, changed the way I feel about my wandering mind, because it tells about how it is never too late to be saved. Thank you, and God Bless.
MarvinAndBazooka 3 weeks ago
@MarvinAndBazooka That's great! I hope and pray that you continue your relationship with God!
CraftyChipper 3 weeks ago
I love this song!!!!
stephaniekolker 1 month ago
@WhiteDeinos no u don't know anything!! This song isn't about his ex and all his songs are Godly based. This song is actually about his step mom. He was trying to tell her he's changed since the last time the talked
spongebobtrampdude 1 month ago
Love this song! :)
S0UTHERNC0MF0RT 1 month ago
Straight from Brandon's own mouth - this song is about his stepmom. That's all, not his ex, no hidden meanings. Only He is such a much better person now, that he wishes she could see him now, instead of what she saw then.
trishsstuff 1 month ago
You all, talking about how this is about god and such, im sorry, i have bad news... Its not. Sure, it sounds like it would fit perfectly and all... But its talking about his old ex. Over the time he wasnt with her, he changed. He does things differently now. He does things better. And now hes wanting them to see, because its a better him, then from the time he was with them. He probably used to dress bad, didnt know how to treat a lady, and such. But over time, with experience, hes perfect now.
WhiteDeinos 1 month ago
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vtumwesigye 1 month ago
i was reading the 2 top comments and both have to do with god... and now i wonder (just because i dont know) is this song about god or not? cause also i don't see what this have to do with god... i just like the song.
pootjeknuffel 1 month ago in playlist jordy verliefdheid 2
@pootjeknuffel the song is saying that before he knew God, his life was different compared to now, that he has God in his life. It's a subliminal message but that's the point.
ChaplainBelus 1 month ago
@pootjeknuffel Its because he is mostly a christian song writer so everyone takes their own meaning from it.
gotgodinmyheartgirl 1 month ago
Wow,......That is my favorite Bramdon heath Songs,.......AWESOME,..!!!!!1
Hot100daze1976to1997 1 month ago
This song makes me want to cry. It's so beautiful to see where I was last year and where God has brought me. I believe with all of my heart that there is a God who is watching over me and protecting me, and I believe there is a Jesus Christ who died so that I could live and be free from the bondage of the sin that I was born into, as well as the sin I put myself in.
jakhaarikiaana 1 month ago
great song
mmforhim 2 months ago
We all make mistakes and wish we could be better than we were!! The thing is we can be!!! You just have to find your way around you own demons! Just fight past what you can't forgive, learn to forgive yourself and know your not who you were and will NEVER BE THAT PERSON!! GOD BLESS EVERYONE THAT CHANGES THEIR LIFE!!
shawnkabza1024 2 months ago
Beautiful... Great subbing and timing, too
Mweormwitten 2 months ago
There's a beer commercial before a Christian song. Interesting...
Austin1020S 2 months ago
I certainly wish I could tell my parents I've changed
iloveHebrews135 2 months ago
I find a video I like, look at who posted it, and a lot of times it's "SoldierBelow."
Austin1020S 2 months ago
I used to be sad when girls were mean,
Found out God's love is all I need,
Now I'm not who I was <3
K-Love is God's word x)
JrPLURidon 2 months ago in playlist More videos from SoldierBelow
This reminds me of my sister, she ran away in 2004, for all of the wrong reasons. I was almost 7 at the time, it really did break me & I lost a lot of hope & faith during that time, but one day I woke up & felt God telling me it's time to forgive her. She still isn't home, but I believe she's coming home. I love her & if she reads this, I love you for who you are, I wish you knew that. <3
dhtxras 2 months ago 3
this was breath taking(:
whetzelpretzel 2 months ago in playlist whetzelpretzel's favorites
Be a proud Christian :) it days if u deny Jesus in front of people he will deny you in front of his father
jonaslove121001 2 months ago
@jonaslove121001 Amen
taylalici0us 2 months ago
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wtf must u know that im not who i was
Cahh97sunda 2 months ago
I think this song says it all! Jesus has changed who I am! Praise God and all the glory to him.
2010shellbell 2 months ago
WWWWWEEEEEEEEOOOOOOOOOO!!!!!! idk y i did that. ive been doing it all day.
cheesecakelover110 2 months ago
@cheesecakelover110 lol haha
koluwawa 2 months ago
Beautiful...celestial, ethereal, arranged by angels..
Coldwateroyster1 2 months ago
Wow how moving an heart felt. My life in song.beautiful
gabbiesmeemee 3 months ago
im sorry to all i might have hert it was wrong for watching those dirty vids i did try to get rid of my acuont wuonce jesus deliverd me but for some reson it didnt work it must have bin the lord well then i just swiped of all my plalist after some how the dirty vids were then off my history so now i dedicate my intire chanell to prais to the lord jesus. this is my second vid on my favs for a reson cuz im not who i was.
skywalker5901 3 months ago
I now know and like this song
Lululover6740 3 months ago
i hadn't been living like i should have, and i found this song when my friend shared it in a link on my facebook. it made me realize how much i'd changed and no, hearing this song makes me want to change again. but this time for the better. i love what music can do to someone. i think im ganna break out the ol guitar and right my own songs, thanks for the inspiration, god bless.
MrJcwhitley 3 months ago
And then he gave me freedom in him. and NOw I am no longer angry this song explains it, and now I hear this song and think They, My mom n dad would love to sing this to me now. They are in heaven and I know they are not who they were.... Praise God.
Deesdaonegirl 3 months ago
This song says so much, When I first heard this song I wanted to sing it to my parents who are in heaven, see I found out at the age of 45 my dad was't my dad, his brother was, 3 days before my Mother passed away her sister decided to tell me the truth, My dads brother was my dad, My whole life I was shunned I never knew why my mom or dad wanted nothing to do with me, then I found out but they were all gone no one to ask, why, No one to go to but God.
Deesdaonegirl 3 months ago
-33333*
nessanddairbear 3 months ago
Love it!! -33333
nessanddairbear 3 months ago
Thank the Lord for this amazing song. I love the way it makes me feel. I love it how Jesus brings me strength through this song. Thank you my lovely Lord. <3
Sweetheartof1987 3 months ago
i like this song
MRTECHBOY28 3 months ago
This song made me cry.
WereLikeDrugs 3 months ago
I know that I was a Meth addict and simply a good person but had a bondage that i couldnt break then i whent to teen challenge and god used teen challenge as a tool to change my life and god did he changed my life and now im a new person glory be to god i want to thank all the artist like third day casting crowns for all there worship music
IchBinDeutschGenug 3 months ago 36
@IchBinDeutschGenug That's beautiful! Praise God!
jakhaarikiaana 1 month ago
@IchBinDeutschGenug amen god can cure and do anything because he loves you
richtofenzz36 1 month ago
i love this song because it has so much depth to it.
YukiKuranCross1 3 months ago
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Amazing song
leximakeupful 3 months ago
I was married for 12 years and he left me for someone else. I guess this is really when I found out who God was and how much I needed him in my life. Because of HIM I am not who I was.
bobowles100 3 months ago 26
@bobowles100 wow 12 years I guess I can't measure up to your pain, but my girlfriend left me for another guy too after 4 years, and I guess that's just life now I have to live with not being good enough.
mvdiablo 2 weeks ago
@mvdiablo Don't say that. you are good enough she just isn't good enough for you. Keep your head up:)
imsolovinit 1 week ago
Love it
Jmatwa123 3 months ago
"Look, do you wanna play blindman? Go walk with the shepherd. But me, my eyes are wide fucking open."
-Jules Winnfield
The most inspirational words ive ever heard :)
ZNZreviews 4 months ago
@ZNZreviews ... I don't get it : ( I'm slow as hell today. What does it mean ? :P
HerGlassBones94 3 months ago
@HerGlassBones94 Watch Pulp Fiction and you will understand
ZNZreviews 3 months ago
i just love this song. i never got the chance to let my father know that i forgive him for the things taht he did to me, and i forgive my mother for not beliving me. thanks for this song GOD BLESS
yakurri 4 months ago
This song means so much...to me..I moved away from my hometown when i was 14 (I'm 18 now) I moved away from my bestfriend..i went to see her about 3 years ago. last time i saw her. She has changed so much,she stopped talking to me i think because i gave my life to god i am a christian now,she turned bisexual,i think thats why she didn't want to talk to her anymore..all i can do is pray for her..:(
KioraKara 4 months ago
great song
2flylevi1101 4 months ago
Revelation 12:11
And they overcame him by the blood of the Lamb, and by the word of their testimony; and they loved not their lives unto the death. IN JESUS NAME <3<3<3 AMEN<3<3<3
blessed3s 4 months ago 3
i lovve this song
n8roa2009 4 months ago
i lovve this song
n8roa2009 4 months ago
I think this young man has a beautiful natural voice and a Christian testimony Roy BASS
1936sambass 4 months ago
i like this song alot
tianna976 5 months ago
i like this song and it also reminds me when i used to be timid shy and just yea now im a cussing dumbass who can fuckin change :(
funnyvidsadic 5 months ago
@funnyvidsadic i was extremely shy and quite and innocent in elementary school then i became pretty immodest, and i cussed alot through out almost all of middle school, but i met a guy in 7th grade who became my bestfriend, (i'm now a freshman in high school), and i'm dating him now and have been for over 6 months, and he's changed me, and i know God has been with him, and sometime's it just matters who you hang around, now i never cuss, yeah it's slipped out a few times, but many Christians
SwingLifeAwayx15 5 months ago
@SwingLifeAwayx15 yea ik but like evryone in mah friggin town cusses like they runnin from da law
funnyvidsadic 5 months ago
There was a boy who I really liked, broke my heart.. I guess I have to learn forgive.. He's my best friends brother... So I have to forgive him cause I'll be seeing him for the rest of my life(:
superchick20111 5 months ago
For those saying that they don't like this song because it's a Christian song but it doesn't talk about God, I encourage you to listen to it again and think about it a little differently. Brandon may mot have written this as a worship song, but he wrote it as a testimony to those in his life. He's singing about how God has influenced and changed his life, and is reflecting on who he was, the effect it had on his relationships, in contrast to who he is now through God's influence on his life.
ashiegurl808 5 months ago
@ashiegurl808 Amen! True True....... Tried and Proven,... By his strips I am healed. by his grace alone. My testimony as well.I relate to this song..By my ex, in abandonement issues, neglect, abuse and rejection being inflicted, but, I pray for God's grace, to be found in deliverance from addictions for my ex.. I am speaking of the LOVE of my life. My ex husband. I pray in by God's spirit and I will continue to pray for him always. Even though we have went on two different paths in life!
777swells 5 months ago
@777swells I'm glad that you got around to forgiving him. There's a lot of people in my life that I know I need to forgive (if only for my own sake, if they don't care about my forgiveness), but I'm having a hard time actually doing it. I'm really glad that you were able to move on and find peace in the Lord, and I hope that one day I can do it to the extent that you did. I think I'm on my way to becoming a better person, but I know I still have a long way to go.
ashiegurl808 5 months ago
Absolutely beautiful is all I can say, this song ministers to me in so many ways. Yep...... Me, either, I'm not who I was.. Thank YOU JESUS!
777swells 5 months ago
I"M NOT WHO I WAS ! :D
4evrgodsluv 5 months ago
My bf broke up with me just recently, and though it's only been a week a lot has happened and I have changed. I wish I could send this to him. I think I'm going to make a cover of it and send it to him for christmas or his B-day
sierrahm1995 5 months ago 2
@sierrahm1995 Similar story for me. I could do the same for my ex gf, not because I want her back but because I feel like she needs to know I forgive her. Y'know, without me actually saying "I forgive you for suddenly ending us". Love is tough and confusing >.<
Jabbawocky007 5 months ago
@Jabbawocky007 Exactly. I was so pissed at him and I made it very obvious. But, I now realize it had to happen, it lead to a bunch of things in life, a bunch of good things. I want to thank him for finally making me fall over the edge, I fight depression, and him hurting me lead to me seeking for help, and now everything is getting better little by little
sierrahm1995 5 months ago
@sierrahm1995 Yep yep. I'm just glad I'm out of a relationship that was going nowhere.
Jabbawocky007 5 months ago
@sierrahm1995 Yeah, personality addiction, is how I found Jesus Christ, through a broadcase of the church that God called me to when My ex- finally rejection me after a 14.5 years of yo-yo relationship. Thank you ex, Thank you God first and foremost for looking out for me even when I didn't know how to look out for myself!
777swells 5 months ago 2
@777swells indeed
sierrahm1995 5 months ago
Thank you!! IT's great w/ lyrics!! Thanks for your hard work & time!! I love my time worshipping the Lord, My Saviour!! You helped! ;-) God bless you! ;;-)
katiebeth527 5 months ago 2
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stringbender11 5 months ago
I am definitely not who I was. I was a satanist at one time, and an alcoholic and a drug addict until six years ago. I was raised in the church so God was always in the back of my mind. On May 16 , 2005 , G-d gave me a wake up call over a matter of not being able to forgive. I pulled my car over into a parking lot and give my life fully to Jesus.The man that left that parking lot that day was NOT the same man that pulled in. I'm not who I was, because of who he is. Thank you Father!!!!
stringbender11 5 months ago 2
Really? Dislikes? I can get if one person accidently pressed it once, but 13 times? Really?
revelationistruth 6 months ago
@revelationistruth Pray for them
superwoman10ify 6 months ago
like if ur listenin to in2011 :D
crazy4webkinz1 6 months ago
Just for the "please comment"
Beautiful song! Just what I needed now. Thank you so much! <3
mbchildofGod 6 months ago
jesus saved me and changed me
aNimE732 6 months ago
this is one of the most beautiful songs ever. another one i just heard another one called still here by the williams brothers
crespojames 6 months ago
So simple. I thank God its true. Im not who I was
lpingb 6 months ago 2
I´d like more if the artist mention more about JESUS
osmarita0601 6 months ago
such a good song
SJVEChannel 6 months ago
awesome lyrics As a disfellowshipped Jehovah's witness who found Christ after many years this really speaks to my heart. thank you
Blaintruthseeker 6 months ago
wow like this..
ozangelsbrue 6 months ago
amazing
kennykauffman1 6 months ago
omg! this is a great song.
rlbaez1972 6 months ago
I LOVE THIS SONG <3
TheMsNinjafishy 6 months ago
praying for the people who don't like this song. -_-
chocolate20855 7 months ago 47
@chocolate20855 this song rocks :D
DingoSIs 5 months ago
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Forgiveness is Soooooo HARD but when it does happen its just like a 100 lbs. lighter off your heart...let go and let God show you the way to foregiveness!!!!!!!!
7769erblue 7 months ago
Forgiveness is Soooooo HARD but when it does happen its just like a 100 lbs. lighter off your heart...let go and let God show you the way to foregiveness!!!!!!!!
7769erblue 7 months ago
I understand this is a Christian song, and I'm Christian, but I've never exactly been mad at God, so when I hear this I think of someone. I used to be mad at him, a little on the hurt side, too. But my God, I wish I could tell him I'm not who I was. He's the one that should be hurt and mad. At me. I'm sorry, Silas, wherever you are. I hope you're well.
MegaBookWormGirl 7 months ago
I LOVE GOD! He is my everything<3
TheMaddipink 7 months ago
What album is?? (:
TacoNinja777 7 months ago
13 people didnt find God's love, 13 dislikes
goodyangie1 7 months ago
now that i have changed... its takin alot right now to not fall back into that pit of loneliness i dug fir myself.... oh how i was foolish before....
TheDarkstar010 7 months ago
@TheDarkstar010 I am going through the same thing, since last October since I gave my heart back to him. The tendencies, just to be so depressed, so miserable, so lonely, are hard to stop thinking about, stop noticing. But pray, and keep on praying, for he will help you. He did help me, for over eight months, breaking down each one of my tendencies, to give me his. It was not easy, but he never let go of me, and he never stopped answering my prayers. This past Saturday, was the first day...
KJGrenadier 7 months ago
@TheDarkstar010 that I woke up, with joy. The pain is hard to let go, but the joy that comes in the morning is worth it, his joy for you. We are not called to pain and misery, but even through trial, especially through trial, to rejoice and praise him, for he is more than all of them and we are never alone. Christ calls us to love and joy in him, so ask him daily for it. He takes us through valleys of sorrow and pain, so that his love may fill us evermore. When we are less, then he is more.
KJGrenadier 7 months ago
Good song to listen to when doing home work :)
pogmstillfly 7 months ago
why would you dislike this???
supershell711 7 months ago
@supershell711 maybe they dont know what the change feels like.... but my god this spoke volumes to me....
i am so not how i used to be.... am angry jaded girl mad at the world for its faults and wrongs against me and the one i love...
TheDarkstar010 7 months ago
@1savedbyHisgrace
thanks (:
alopezluvsedward 7 months ago
@superwoman10ify I was too Praise God He changes
lzbthpstn 7 months ago
nice
simongeena 7 months ago
heeey im going on a retreat and i need help finding a song for a thing im writting , its about my dad leaving me and my mom , any suggestions ?
alopezluvsedward 7 months ago
@alopezluvsedward i honestly HATE JUSTIN BIEBER.....but he has a song called....where are you now.....not by honor society.....it's by bieber himself.....it's a good song and it connects with your topic.....TOO BAD JUSTIN BIEBER WAS THE ONE WHO WROTE IT
vinceentjohn7 7 months ago
for those 13 ppl that dislike this video, are the ones who never want to change for the better... sad...
vdomnenko09 7 months ago
@vdomnenko09 we should pray for them
lzbthpstn 7 months ago
@vdomnenko09 i meant to dislike this lol im prayin for the people who dont like this
lzbthpstn 7 months ago
i used to be a boy-crazy, depressed girl who knew god and grew up in church but ,,, never forgave and know that god in my life .. i look back and i see that he changed me ... i no longer care about what the world thinks but of what my god thinks and his will for me ... who he wants me to be ... I'm not who i was ... glory be to the man uostairs aka my jesus christ .... one love <3 plz subscribe
superwoman10ify 7 months ago 71
@superwoman10ify
Same like this week I think I really opened to God I believe I was saved before but I still was really alot like you I'm 14 I'm going to take life slow and enjoy the little things and just live life to the fullest:)
SamiBooBear123 6 months ago
@SamiBooBear123 now that you know what you know now .. live in his way and walk in his foot steps .. you can do it just have faith and patience in him and he'll provide all that you need .. he loves and he's here fro you ... and he is GOD ..
superwoman10ify 6 months ago
@superwoman10ify
I know! Thanks:) Very helpful advice:)
SamiBooBear123 5 months ago
@superwoman10ify thats how i see my friend and i need to pray for her so she will focus on God and hopefully God will help with her depresson
imadork613 5 months ago
@superwoman10ify wonderful wonderful wonderful!!! but really jesus doesnt like to be called the man upstairs! he is not the man upstairs. he is jesus christ the messiah
mrshelby20 5 months ago
@superwoman10ify oh my goodness same with me!! :)
TheChristiangirl1998 4 months ago
@superwoman10ify hello. i am a boy crazy sort of depressed girl who knows God and grew in in church. I have a hard time forgiving. I think it's a pride thing... i pray god will change me. is that what you did?
koreangirl1982 3 months ago in playlist listening
@koreangirl1982 Proverbs 11:2
English Standard Version (ESV)
2 When pride comes, then comes disgrace, but with the humble is wisdom.
first i had to let go of my priede and give it god and then you humble yourself jusy let god do the work , let him take care of you :) <3
superwoman10ify 2 months ago
This... it's words right outta my heart.
I wish you could see me now, I'm not who I was...
I love you
Forever and Always baby
Love you 'Topaz'
yamikingofshadows 8 months ago
what a great voice this man has!
hereigns56 8 months ago
This song is for my father, I blamed him for everything, I was so mad at him growing up. I wish he can see me now, I'm not who I was, but it's too late. I'm just praying everyday that before he left this world, he came to know Jesus as well so when it's time for me to go home to heaven, he's gonna be there too.
letjim 8 months ago 2
I love this song!!! (:
KKsporty 8 months ago
Why would you even dislike this?? BTW its amazing!!
blankyoda 8 months ago
ok i think ive found my new favourite christian artist (:
LelaShoe 8 months ago
With 752 comments to date I am guessing many of you found yourselves relating to this song as I do.
I too am not who I was and it's God's mercy and saving grace that makes every word true.
I don't deserve it, I am not a seasoned Christian who can say all the right things in prayer or know what to do or say in any given situation but I am forgiven and Changed by the grace of God! I'm not who I was
SuzannaSinister 8 months ago 3
@SuzannaSinister yeah im not the most mature Christian but Im forgiven and Jesus saved me and is teaching me to forgive. Im not who I was, Thank you Jesus!
Sophia
ratskater1 8 months ago
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@SuzannaSinister yeah im not the most mature Christian but Im forgiven and Jesus saved me and is teaching me to forgive. Im not who I was, Thank you Jesus!
ratskater1 8 months ago
With 752 comments to date I am guessing many of you found yourselves relating to this song as I do.
I too am not who I was and it's God's mercy and saving grace that makes every word true.
I don't deserve it, I am not a seasoned Christian who can say all the right things in prayer or know what to do or say in any given situation but I do have one thing that makes all the rest unimportant so long as I turn there in All my needs and gifts to be given...
God forgave me what else do I need!
SuzannaSinister 8 months ago
LOVE THIS SONG!!! My 21 year old daughter is learning a hard lesson, the hard way (in jail) and had recently started listening to Christian radio. She wrote me and asked me to get the lyrics to this song. Of course, I had heard it many times, but reading and writing them down for her, under these circumstances, it just brings joy to my soul!
God is using jail as her "cocoon", and I know she's emerge transformed!
hopegiver 8 months ago
I think this is an awesome song!! Cause I'm not who I was mow that Jesus is my life
msrobertar 8 months ago
thank goodnes i'm not who i once was...stop disliking good music
randynjesschavis 8 months ago 2
Hindsight is "truly" twenty-twenty! blinded by the present hurt and pain that we chase it away (the heal'g power of love) and after it is gone or too late, we realize our mistake! If only I realiz'd "then" what I realize "now"...I love you Paul P.
kymkym2000 8 months ago 2
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LOVE THIS!
ManthaMo2112 8 months ago
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LOVE THIS!
ManthaMo2112 8 months ago
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LOVE THIS!
ManthaMo2112 8 months ago
LOVE THIS!
ManthaMo2112 8 months ago
what a beautiful song <3 :')
dianitaa2011 9 months ago
I love you
trenewsome 9 months ago
i am going to sing this r school talent show!!!!!! i <3 this song!!!!!!
batk222 9 months ago
@batk222 put it on yutube !!! =)
Isaiah54noweapon17 9 months ago
I actually met him in the woodlands,TX he's really cool and I got to take a picture with him. This is one of my favorite songs by him
afroman8481 9 months ago
I love this song, thanks for posting. Sometimes the pain runs so deep that I forget that im a changed man. LORD I NEED YOU
MYGODLIVES2010 9 months ago
12 people are still who they are.
PILRofFIRE 9 months ago
Task for Everyone! :)
Relate a story in which you've changed, grown, and felt whole through the beautiful choice of forgiving someone. Sometimes, I feel like I even look at forgiveness as this difficult task that's hard and not worth it. But it doesn't has to be! It's from God after all. Everything from Him is beautiful. Anyway! Share, share, share! Who knows. You just might encourage someone. =]
God Bless!
~Reflection
ReflejandodeAmorDios 9 months ago
this says it so simply. Many of us aren't who we were anymore. Sad that many of us lose our best friends we want for life from their own fears keeping them from us.. Even more tragic are thoughts that those that let-go, will more-often than not call again, when their long-lost is long-gone.
drum2liv4 9 months ago
I love this songg !! :D :)
Littlepickle703 9 months ago
I heard this yesterday on K-Love and I love it so much! <3
MissAbbieJay 9 months ago
Brandon Heath is like the christian version of John Mayer, in my oppinion. But If i had to choose which one I liked best it would be Brandon!! I would much rather listen to a song that will minister to my soul and bring me out of tests/trials than a song that sings about lust or love"
LifeFaithHope 9 months ago
AMEN GOD Bless each and everyone of us.
S201300013 9 months ago
il say this,if i can you change, you can''
chinojos722 10 months ago
i am wondering why a song like this one should have a dislike button...
natalia0123451 10 months ago 2
@natalia0123451 Right ?
Littlepickle703 9 months ago
wow!
sonigits 10 months ago
@sheyshey33
I recommend Red , The Afters, Tenth Avenue North, TobyMac, Skillet, Chasen.
They all have amazing songs with catchy beats to them. TobyMac and The Afters I recommend mostly for you. Enjoy! Tell me if you liked them! ;)
ScallyAly06 10 months ago
I AM NOT WHO I WAS! I WANNA CHANGE! I AMMMMMM GONNA CHANGE!!!! WITH LORD JESUS BY MY SIDE, I CAN!
684Lover 10 months ago
Wow, I just heard this on the radio. I love it. :]]
yokitaro 10 months ago
Life takes on a roller coaster that deffinatly has ups and downs. the only thing that you have to remember is you have a reason for why you are hear. gorgive people you love and they will forgive you
nickballew21 10 months ago
I'm not who I was.
xxArcanexx 11 months ago
Awesome, uplifting song!!
Barbarella7135 11 months ago
The lord is close to the brokenhearted, and he saves those whose spirits have been crushed. Please dont lose faith. He heals all wounds in time. So stay strong and keep your focus on all the good things in your life, especially jesus!!
ajrspamc16 11 months ago
How do you get to this point? I want to forgive someone from my past so much, I want to not be upset with him anymore. But I've prayed and asked God to soften my heart towards him, I've said "I forgive him" outloud in a lot of my prayers, but I still know I haven't in my heart. I don't know what to do.
jennielalala 11 months ago
@jennielalala
I am sorry for what you are feeling and I can totally relate. My ex husband hurt me so much, we were together 13 years then found out about his affair. Hurt & made me angry & he kept denying it. I never thought I would forgive him but I thank God everyday that I have. I do not hate him and I still pray for him. He however is miserable and never healed from our first marriage. He is now in a new relationship and is already having problems. It takes time, don't give up. : )
23pedwards 10 months ago
@23pedwards thank you so much for your words of encouragement, they really mean a lot. its nice to see others that have been through this process, and God has gotten them through it. i guess i just need to continue praying about it - and for him.
jennielalala 10 months ago
This song has a very special meaning to me, I feel like it could be my son's theme song. Thanks.
FlaPapaJoe 11 months ago
this song has helped me with my probles not to blame god for my mistakes and problems. i have had a problem listening to christian music it doesnt have a beat this song is calm but it helps me calm down
sheyshey33 11 months ago
this song has helped me when i have problems but i have had a problem i am having a hard time listening to christian musis most of them dont have a beat i love music with cool beat. this one is calm but it helps me calm down when im mad
sheyshey33 11 months ago
so this is a song about someone wronging the singer? can it be applied to someone who needs the forgiveness?
reeka411 11 months ago