all of the people who thin bulima is eww and if they thin that self harm is eww then thats ezactly what you will thin of me cas im bulimc i self harm and im hear to offer suport t people
I'm afraid to die. I'm not afraid of death, but just the thought that I will be gone just hurts me. I wish I could get help, but that just means becoming fat! Unlike most bulimics, I'm underweight, and struggle with anorexic tendencies, too.
@shutupkevin316 If it was a tiny amount of bright red blood that means you just scratched your throat. If it bleeds a lot and it wont stop then you should go to the ER. My guess is that you just scratched your throat, which is bad, but not as serious.
@audrinaINchains everytime i have a doctor app i come up every exuse i can think to cancel it. most of the time i say that my work wont let me out early for the app and thats why i cant make it.
@shutupkevin316 I wish you good luck i've had bulimia for along time too but now i have to do tons of things to keep my mind away from running in the bathroom and throwing up i do it for my little boys, i hope that by now you have gone to the doctor to get help if you haven't and keep making excuses i really hope that you go soon and not wait till you die free your self best wishes and don't give up on yourself!!!!!
im really skinny to where i can see my bones and when i got bulimia or at least i think i have it my life got a lot harder. im made fun of, on the verge of dieing, cutting, uncared for, and disappointed with myself. must it end this way???
I had bulimia for 12 years...my life was a nightmare. I went into treatment in January this year and I have now been recovered for 4 months - life has never been better. There have been bumps along the way during my recovery but I am finally getting there. Just never forget there is hope. I used to believe so much I never had a chance, not after 12 years - now I know I will get better! Life is truly amazing now! Don't give up hope, never give up hope x
To the people watching these videos.. Why are you all putting yourselves through this? It took me fucking 10 years to over come my eating disorder and I'm still starving to this day. It's not worth it in the end. I'm gonna be posting a video of what I went through and I have a little motivational video up but I'm going to create a proper one soon if you want to watch. Don't do this to yourselves. You're all such beautiful people. Ye don't need to do this.
I purge, but I couldn't care less about myself. I've been suicidal since I was 11 years old. And I'm STILL slightly overweight. So I don't really matter.
However, I'm only worried about my best friend. She's beginning to reduce her calorie intake and mentioned purging, all because of a jerk ex of her's. I wanna kill him!
I'm so fucking worried about her. I would never fight for myself, but I have to find a way to help my friend. Is there anything I can say? I'm so horrible at comforting people.
I am 38 years old and begging for help. Bulimia has destroyed my body and my life. I feel trapped with no way out. I live in Colorado and no one takes my insurance. I know that I need to go inpatient. I have no money to pay any other way. I am a Mom and have no family support. I have had a eating disorder ever since I was a very small child in 4th grade. I feel helpless. I am on depression pills, sezier pills.... heart problems, tooth loss.. you name it
@RayetteJuggalette why can't you stop being bulimic ? you have to be very very skinny or bony now, and bulimia isn't an addiction as a drug, is it ? i'd like to know more if u want, but don't feel obliged ;) anyway hope you'll find some help somehow ..
@missyolsen22 you dont understand do you? addiction is basically an obsession and a false need and dependence over virtually anything. having drug addictions are no harder than being bulimic, which is essentially an addiction as well. "stopping" for them is so much more difficult, if not impossible, than you think. you'll never know what they go through. people with ED or any serious addiction for that matter can stop only with the help of supportive friends, family, love, and rehabilitation
@trillionairette so explain it to me, instead of talking to me like that you useless ! first dont say addiction is basically an obsession and a false need and dependence over virtually anything and having drug addictions are no harder than being bulimic cuz this is wrong you dont even know from what your talking about Drug can be harder than it, second i dont think anything, stop to take you to God, that's why i've asked her that, to get an answer, not the response of a wild jackal.
@trillionairette Third, i have an ED since my childhood so shut up you bitch and to end DON'T SAY I'LL NEVER KNOW WHAT THEY GO THROUGH CUZ I'VE GONE THROUGH, I SOMETIMES GO THROUGH AGAIN AND I'LL GO THROUGH AGAIN. How can you judge by 1 s someone you don't even know !?!! You're really not likeable by the first contact with, do i enter in your life saying you who and how you'll be later, saying you what to do and judge you too ? No so please stay at your place and don't even try to resolve me, ..
@trillionairette .. you can't ! And i still don't understand why you told me things like that, you dumb kiss my ass. I don't understand how you can pretend knowing me. Sorry for the insults but i don't mean to be rude, i just wanna you to understand me and i couldn't bear you talked me like that , after what i've lived with ED, well i asked this for personal reasons, i had to know, there's a reason for why i asked this, so understand it..
@missyolsen22 well i didn't try to insult you, so i dont know why you are insulting me. and when did i pretend to know you? i dont know where you got that implication... however i was under the impression that you didnt have or understand ED but i didnt mean to personally offend you and i really wasnt aware that you did have ED as well, so i am sorry.
@trillionairette okay thanks to be honest, i am also sorry .. from what i've understand, you also suffer from ED, don't you ? to talk about it as deeply. Do you make throw up yourself ? Thx to answer dear .
@RayetteJuggalette I would think that money would not be an issue when it comes to your health.There is a place in Colorado, it is in loveland and they can help you.
you would think that health would come first in your life. I am sure there are places and people that will help you. There is a clinic in loveland co, that will help
this makes me want to cry :( i have been bulimic for 3 years. i am going through an upheaval in my life and ive developed anorexia. i have a bmi of 20 so im still a normal weight, but i have dropped 2 stone in less than 2 months. I am so miserable on the inside. cant help but see how fat i really am. one day i want to recover. having an eating disorder is lonely and shit. anyone thats struggling go and get help NOW
My mind just doesn't comprehend it at all,If these people know they can get help why don't they? I'm not putting them down at all...My sister a bulimic mind set (She use to actually be bulimic) and it breaks my heart.I'm not going to lie it pisses me off and I get so angry because I tell her she's beautiful and not fat but she screams at me and says I need to stop lying and that everyone needs to stop lying. Bulimia not only kills the victim...But it emotionally kills those around them.
@liveinthemoment09 No one deserves to live like this...you are worth so much more than all of this..can be hard to believe, I know, but it really is true. I know what's it's like..but you really are worth SO much more. If you ever need someone to talk to, message me :)
Its a good video with an important message but I didn't like the fact that it only showed very very thin girls - thus giving viewers who watch this the idea that if they do that, they will look thin because those girls were all thin. I'm a bulimic myself and thats the idea I got immediately by watching this. I actually liked seeing that and made me feel not to quit what I've been doing in hopes to reach that far, that thin. Get what I'm saying? Bulimics are not usually thin people.
I like the video, but some of the words aren't true for everyone who is anorexic or bulimic. I'm both, and it's on my medical and psychiatrist records that I'm untreatable. I'm too much of a suicide risk if I don't keep up the eating disorders. I just have to do it the healthiest way possible, with multivitamins and psychiatric drugs at a time of day that I won't eat for a while so they stay in me. When my weight goes above 95, I start seriously tempting fate with the train tracks out back.
Really, thin is the way to be. The media knows it. You know it (but try to deny it) and the enlightened ones know it.
While society will come to the aid of a nice, fit, thin girl...the same cannot be said for a healthy/chubby/chunky/heavy/tubby girl. Nobody likes a whale :p
@PIlotrcm What are you doing wrong? You're trying to be bulimic... I'm currently in treatment for purging type anorexic. I've had to give up my job, my friends, my schooling, everything. I've been threatened to be sent to inpatient and have a feeding tube shoved down my nose. I have to get my vitals checked everyday and chug gatorade and smartwater like it's my job thanks to purging. Stop trying to slowly kill yourself.
@PIlotrcm just stop now. its a blessing that you suck at it. im great at it, i've lost 2 stone because of it. but at what cost? my own life? Its a disease, not a diet. if you're chubby then suck it up and eat less & work out & stop being so ignorant.
@alwaysnatural100 of course its not hence why i've been doing it nearly every day for the last 5/6 years! but reminding myself how bad it is helps when i'm going through a particularly bad stage. desperate times really :/ .
Thx for posting this vid. It really gave me comfort. The thing with bulimia is that it is paired with so much shame. I just returned from psychological treatment but still I don't feel cured. Of course I know that that's normal, but I'd wish it were diffrent.
i dont have any eating disorders but everytime i look in the mirror i see this fat girl because all my friends are like 80 while im 98 for a preteen and i feel extremely self consious. i know i should just accept the way i am and know that i am beautiful inside and out but i just cant accept the fact that im beatiful.
Well I'm sure you are. 22 is under the average. Please don't go down the road of bullemia. It's a battle you can only lose. You always gain more weight back than you've lost, and fuck up the inside of your body at the same time.
I've had an ED in only 2 years... and im so screwed up already, im losing my teeths and im showing symptoms on osteoporosis... Wish i never started doing this shit to myself O_o im gonna do everything to recover, i wanna laugh Mia the b**** in the face some day !! For those who are healthy, stay away from Anorexia/Bulimia! For those with it , Stay strong, find inspiration to recover, all of you deserves a better life than this !
sinead0x, you are bulimic... GIRLS, you should know, that a psychotherapy can help you! I am from Russia, my English is bad, but I want to tell anyone who has eating disorder - please, turn for help! I know,what bulimy is... And i know, that psychotherapy saved my life.
Sure, obesity is an issue but, in my eyes, eating disorders are more important than obesity. Eating disorders can kill in a week. Obesity kills over years. We need to take immediate action.
@sinead0x, you are bulimic... GIRLS, you should know, that a psychotherapy can help you! I am from Russia, my English is bad, but I want to tell anyone who has eating disorder - please, turn for help! I know,what bulimy is... And i know, that psychotherapy saved my life.
@sinead0x You have an an Eating Disorder, yes....but it's not bulimia. It sound like you either have EDNOS or are a purging Anorexic. Either way i really hope you get the help you need and deserve. I wouldn't still be here if it wasn't for an AMAZING team of specialists.
If you ever need to talk you can message me,ok?. Take care, sweetheart.
There is puke on my walls, puke stains on my rugs, stomach lining running through the pipes most likely, food underneath my bed, and scales in the bathroom. I have a normal weight. BMI of 22. people tell me I have a gd body. If only they knew how bad it was inside. :(
@walktowardsthelight2 I've had bulimia for 20 years. It never goes away. What I've learned all this time is that it doesn't make you lose weight. Another thing I learned were all the health issues that came with it. As a result, i have anxiety, depression, bad teeth, abrasions, absent period and digestive problems. I am too ashamed to talk about it. Get help now before it consumes your life. Don't be like me. If I die, it will be because of this. I am getting help soon.
Thank you for posting a serious video about bulimia that does not glamourize it. I have anorexia and am in recover and i have lost 3 friends in my recovery center from bulimia. this video means alot to me and im sure to those whose lives are affected by this awful disease
@waseem1173 It might 'work', but you can't do it forever...and you will eventually gain the weight back. You're better off eating sensibly. Easier said than done, however..
tomorrow i start treatment and im so scared. i need treatment to get back to work. becasue when i got home today i had a note from my landlord saying they want rent or im gone. but im thinking of running away sometime soon one day. my family would be happy with me far a way and gone, i feel so alone.
@elibeth121 i did not in treatment long at all, i only stayed 3days then i signed myself out. i really though of running aways so my parents dont have to deal with this anymore. im thinking now that im have to learn to live with my eating disorder for the rest of my life. its starting to affect my work i was full timei cut back to part time becasue my body cant handle full time right now. im scared.
@shutupkevin316 I'm so sorry that you feel alone..and abandoned by your family...treatment and recovery is hard; I know. Keep strong. I'm praying for you.
If you ever want to talk, message me. I'll listen.
It's hard to feel comfortable in a body that is constantly self-scrutinized and perceived to be perpetually on display for others. What's more, this preoccupation/identification with how we appear disconnects us from how our bodies feel on the inside.
What if instead of focusing our energies on our external appearance, we paid more attention to our inner sensory experience? Indeed, an essential facet of practicing peace with your body, which is shifting your attention from your body
eat raw vegan if you want to be healthy and thin. with living food you can eat as much as you like and you will NEVER be fat. in fact its literally impossible
i have bulimia and it started when a boy that i really liked called me fat i think i am fat im 170 at the age 11 i am 12 now and its not working i am now 120 and i am still fat i hate myself and i hate what i look like
@mhefhef123 They isn't a "How?" to being bulimic. and if she thinks they is then she very wrong. The first time i purged, I never knew it would be just that once, once enter the spiriling web, its hard to escape luckily i did. but most get trapped and never escape. please tell your friend if she is thinking of entering the life of an ED person then tell her to go see a doctor before she screws her life up.
I'm 15, I didn't even know what bulimia was the first time i vomited, i just knew that i'd eaten far too much and i was fed up of my appearance. Nothing else seemed to work. I used to hate it but now it seems routine- i eat a whole pizza and then throw it up- it's the only thing in my life that i can actually control. I'm trying to stop because it's ruining my teeth, i've even looked at horrific videos but it's hard to stop once you've started because you feel the need to vomit after one bite.
could really use some support I have delt with this disease alone for seven years......I feel better knowin iam not alone because it feels ;ike nobody i know understands me
@elibeth121 Yeah the same. now i know whats its like to go through one. its horrible and its nasty and whoever has an ED to get help. I have 2 "ANA" friends, Anna who likes to be called Ana and Suzy, Anna i've met in person as she lives not too far away, i asked her to get help but she won't so they's nothing more i can really do for her and Suzy was anorexic but recovered thank god. :)
I've been bulimic for just over a year, I had a friend who died at a normal wieght and seemingly healthy after only a few months of it. Never under-estimate the dangers of eds.
I recovered for more then a year or so, after suffering for a very very long time.
And I swear, it is possible! It is very hard in the beginning, and sometimes I lost myself again and again, But you must keep on saying I want to be normal I dont want this I'll hold on. It works I swear.
The sad thing is I realize how bad for it is for you but the more i know the more i cant help but to do it. Do you think maybe im slowing killing my self?? I think deep down I do but i can't stop. I want kids not now i'm only 16 but in the future. But I don't think i want to be around long enough to get that chance, I don't think i will be around this eating disorder is killing me and no one knows it.
If there is one thing i would like everyone to know its that bulimia is so much harder to deal with mentaly than anorexia. Its torture and i hate the way people 'look down' on it. This is a good video. It sends a harsh message....bulimia kills. If it doesnt kill you it will kill your soal.
Every time I'm reminded that I'm not like her or her, or her, or how much I've fucked up in my life- I go to the kitchen and subsequently the bathroom. People always say you need to love yourself before anyone else can love you. But I can't love myself in the culture we live in, hating yourself and striving for perfection is what women do. I just want someone to love me and give me the incentive to get better. Until then...
@lumyn I know how you feel..been there exactally. The culture we live in is impossible when it comes to loving and accepting ourselves..but keep holding on. It is possible to recover. If you ever need someone to talk to, or just someone to listen, message me.
@lumyn I care for you, and you need to know I will be here for you , anytime you need me to. If you need someone to write to, go for it. Dear, is not the culture that is preventing you from loving yourself or at least liking yourself it is you, it lies within you. No one is perfect, no one., and if you strive for that, you will only let yourself down. I know that you want to let this go, and you can, please go in for help and get well. You can get your life back
Wow anyone with this diesease does have the power within to beat it. It kills me to think that you can't find it even if u think your just another looked over person ur not u r important and do have a purpose. Beat this help others help the 4 yr old that may become this oneday. your voice can be heard this mayb the reason u were put here to exper. and teach others
my name is jacky i am bulimic and only 18.. today i binged and ate over 2000 calories at once... i went to the bathroom and couldnt puke...instead blood came running down from my nose...and now my body is trembling...i wouldnt want anyone else to go through this...i will eat this thing
i've never been anorexic nor bulimic so i guess that i don't understand how u feel but let me tell u something..
it's a disease yes and it is hard but it can be beaten, u need to be strong and find peace with urself and be happy with the way you are or u just will never get the chance to be happy and enjoy life! there's a way out, u have to try it and succeed and don't let anybody or even ur thoughts tell u the oposite :] don't give up please u can do it! have faith i wish u luck
bulimia does make u thin its bcoz u dnt notice it as u think u r fat am the same i dnt think it wrks on me but c the mount of people that say to me the weight i have lost but at the same time i dnt believe them
@elibeth121 for some ppl its hard to be really skinny and healthy w.out anorexia or bulimia. Like some ppl just arent blessed w.the extremely fast metabolism and can eat w.e they want such as me
IT'S POSSIBLE,DO NOT GIVE UP. when you reach balance with food and do regular exercise, you'll see how fine you feel physically and inside. But it's important to find peace within yourself before and look for the causes. I've never been bulimic nor anorexic, just had some little binge, general disorders, now I'm much better although I need to drink and eat sth sweet late in the evening..due to downs of sugar.
Its easy for you to say stop living like it, you have never been through the pain, of throwing up everyday, or being superskinny, im anorexic, its like torture.
Oh wow.. I'm 110 pounds, 5'5", healthy weight, and suffering from bulimia. Of course though, no one suspects anything... I tend to overeat, lose self control then starve myself for days until I repeat the process, over excercising until I can't take it anymore and eat everything in sight. It's torture, you wouldn't understand if you didn't have it.
its not that hard to deal with its just hard to stop, cuz like when i eat to much i freak out and purge but sumtimes if i havent eateen to much ill just exercise
@maltese4563 i have a very mild case of it, but i only do it like a once or twice a week, and only a little of it comes out. im doing way better than when i first started out.
@elibeth121 wow, really? thanks for saying that [sarcasm]. As long as I find a point where I fully stop having bulimia, then thats all that matters. what you said was just uncalled for.
all of the people who thin bulima is eww and if they thin that self harm is eww then thats ezactly what you will thin of me cas im bulimc i self harm and im hear to offer suport t people
Sasha28121997 1 day ago
Thats EEEEW!
360girlsrock 3 weeks ago
When I think about bulimia I get sick....NEVER gonna try it.
Please go to the doctor if you are bulimic....you need professional help.
360girlsrock 3 weeks ago
I'm afraid to die. I'm not afraid of death, but just the thought that I will be gone just hurts me. I wish I could get help, but that just means becoming fat! Unlike most bulimics, I'm underweight, and struggle with anorexic tendencies, too.
audrinaINchains 1 month ago
i dont binge....i eat the regular amount i used to...but now i purge and excersize alot......is it still bulimia if you JUST purge??no binge??
hawaiianhorsegirl 2 months ago
i b/p today and saw blood, im getting a little scared, but if i tell someone ill lose my job and my apt. i dont know what to do.
shutupkevin316 2 months ago
@shutupkevin316 If it was a tiny amount of bright red blood that means you just scratched your throat. If it bleeds a lot and it wont stop then you should go to the ER. My guess is that you just scratched your throat, which is bad, but not as serious.
audrinaINchains 1 month ago
@audrinaINchains yeah it was just a tiny bit, thank you. i was afaid that it was something more, im scared t go to the er.
shutupkevin316 1 month ago
@shutupkevin316 You're not alone. I'm scared too, I'm scared just to go to the doctor for a checkup.
audrinaINchains 1 month ago
@audrinaINchains everytime i have a doctor app i come up every exuse i can think to cancel it. most of the time i say that my work wont let me out early for the app and thats why i cant make it.
shutupkevin316 1 month ago
@shutupkevin316 Yeah I get what you're saying. I hope one day you do have the courage to go to the doctor, and I hope I have that courage too.
audrinaINchains 1 month ago
@shutupkevin316 I wish you good luck i've had bulimia for along time too but now i have to do tons of things to keep my mind away from running in the bathroom and throwing up i do it for my little boys, i hope that by now you have gone to the doctor to get help if you haven't and keep making excuses i really hope that you go soon and not wait till you die free your self best wishes and don't give up on yourself!!!!!
amyourpuppet 1 month ago
im really skinny to where i can see my bones and when i got bulimia or at least i think i have it my life got a lot harder. im made fun of, on the verge of dieing, cutting, uncared for, and disappointed with myself. must it end this way???
aokska 2 months ago
I had bulimia for 12 years...my life was a nightmare. I went into treatment in January this year and I have now been recovered for 4 months - life has never been better. There have been bumps along the way during my recovery but I am finally getting there. Just never forget there is hope. I used to believe so much I never had a chance, not after 12 years - now I know I will get better! Life is truly amazing now! Don't give up hope, never give up hope x
collyersam1979 3 months ago
To the people watching these videos.. Why are you all putting yourselves through this? It took me fucking 10 years to over come my eating disorder and I'm still starving to this day. It's not worth it in the end. I'm gonna be posting a video of what I went through and I have a little motivational video up but I'm going to create a proper one soon if you want to watch. Don't do this to yourselves. You're all such beautiful people. Ye don't need to do this.
NikiDerpette 4 months ago
I purge, but I couldn't care less about myself. I've been suicidal since I was 11 years old. And I'm STILL slightly overweight. So I don't really matter.
However, I'm only worried about my best friend. She's beginning to reduce her calorie intake and mentioned purging, all because of a jerk ex of her's. I wanna kill him!
I'm so fucking worried about her. I would never fight for myself, but I have to find a way to help my friend. Is there anything I can say? I'm so horrible at comforting people.
KikyoChanXD 4 months ago
i dunno how to stop it. it really suck to keep puking
loveshowluoforever 4 months ago
they tell you this all the time and this shit is stronger than you actually are.
vidyistgeil 6 months ago
what's the song, please tell me!!! thank you!!
p.s.: i'm sory if anyone else already asked...
trikiluc 6 months ago
I am 38 years old and begging for help. Bulimia has destroyed my body and my life. I feel trapped with no way out. I live in Colorado and no one takes my insurance. I know that I need to go inpatient. I have no money to pay any other way. I am a Mom and have no family support. I have had a eating disorder ever since I was a very small child in 4th grade. I feel helpless. I am on depression pills, sezier pills.... heart problems, tooth loss.. you name it
RayetteJuggalette 6 months ago
@RayetteJuggalette message me. there is hope for you. we will get through this. I'm right there with you.
liveinthemoment09 6 months ago
@RayetteJuggalette why can't you stop being bulimic ? you have to be very very skinny or bony now, and bulimia isn't an addiction as a drug, is it ? i'd like to know more if u want, but don't feel obliged ;) anyway hope you'll find some help somehow ..
missyolsen22 6 months ago
@missyolsen22 you dont understand do you? addiction is basically an obsession and a false need and dependence over virtually anything. having drug addictions are no harder than being bulimic, which is essentially an addiction as well. "stopping" for them is so much more difficult, if not impossible, than you think. you'll never know what they go through. people with ED or any serious addiction for that matter can stop only with the help of supportive friends, family, love, and rehabilitation
trillionairette 6 months ago
@trillionairette so explain it to me, instead of talking to me like that you useless ! first dont say addiction is basically an obsession and a false need and dependence over virtually anything and having drug addictions are no harder than being bulimic cuz this is wrong you dont even know from what your talking about Drug can be harder than it, second i dont think anything, stop to take you to God, that's why i've asked her that, to get an answer, not the response of a wild jackal.
missyolsen22 6 months ago
@trillionairette Third, i have an ED since my childhood so shut up you bitch and to end DON'T SAY I'LL NEVER KNOW WHAT THEY GO THROUGH CUZ I'VE GONE THROUGH, I SOMETIMES GO THROUGH AGAIN AND I'LL GO THROUGH AGAIN. How can you judge by 1 s someone you don't even know !?!! You're really not likeable by the first contact with, do i enter in your life saying you who and how you'll be later, saying you what to do and judge you too ? No so please stay at your place and don't even try to resolve me, ..
missyolsen22 6 months ago
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missyolsen22 6 months ago
@trillionairette .. you can't ! And i still don't understand why you told me things like that, you dumb kiss my ass. I don't understand how you can pretend knowing me. Sorry for the insults but i don't mean to be rude, i just wanna you to understand me and i couldn't bear you talked me like that , after what i've lived with ED, well i asked this for personal reasons, i had to know, there's a reason for why i asked this, so understand it..
missyolsen22 6 months ago
@missyolsen22 well i didn't try to insult you, so i dont know why you are insulting me. and when did i pretend to know you? i dont know where you got that implication... however i was under the impression that you didnt have or understand ED but i didnt mean to personally offend you and i really wasnt aware that you did have ED as well, so i am sorry.
trillionairette 6 months ago
@trillionairette okay thanks to be honest, i am also sorry .. from what i've understand, you also suffer from ED, don't you ? to talk about it as deeply. Do you make throw up yourself ? Thx to answer dear .
missyolsen22 6 months ago
@RayetteJuggalette I would think that money would not be an issue when it comes to your health.There is a place in Colorado, it is in loveland and they can help you.
elibeth121 6 months ago
you would think that health would come first in your life. I am sure there are places and people that will help you. There is a clinic in loveland co, that will help
elibeth121 6 months ago
I wish i could free myself, i dont see a life without this.
Skelington48 7 months ago
this makes me want to cry :( i have been bulimic for 3 years. i am going through an upheaval in my life and ive developed anorexia. i have a bmi of 20 so im still a normal weight, but i have dropped 2 stone in less than 2 months. I am so miserable on the inside. cant help but see how fat i really am. one day i want to recover. having an eating disorder is lonely and shit. anyone thats struggling go and get help NOW
polleh1 7 months ago
@polleh1 Are u getting help? Please do if your not before its too late, I know its scary but please. For yourself <3 best of luckxx
Skelington48 7 months ago
My mind just doesn't comprehend it at all,If these people know they can get help why don't they? I'm not putting them down at all...My sister a bulimic mind set (She use to actually be bulimic) and it breaks my heart.I'm not going to lie it pisses me off and I get so angry because I tell her she's beautiful and not fat but she screams at me and says I need to stop lying and that everyone needs to stop lying. Bulimia not only kills the victim...But it emotionally kills those around them.
neonrocker4life 7 months ago
PLEASE WATCH! THIS IS A VIDEO FOR EATING DISORDER AWARENESS! THANK YOU SO MUCH!
youtube.com/watch?v=3RXspvaceCU&feature=channel_video_title
loveviztheanswer 8 months ago
wow that is crazy shit
immaperfectbitch69 8 months ago
lol
ninendowii2000 9 months ago
I haven't purged in about a month but I'm huge, I'm obese I miss the anorexic me .
edpinkgurl 9 months ago
I don't deserve help..
I deserve this pain..
It's my own fault. This is my life. This is what I get for living.
liveinthemoment09 10 months ago
@liveinthemoment09 you do deserve help hun. It';s not your fault an eating disorder is no one's fault. You are worth while and special!!
edpinkgurl 9 months ago
@liveinthemoment09 No one deserves to live like this...you are worth so much more than all of this..can be hard to believe, I know, but it really is true. I know what's it's like..but you really are worth SO much more. If you ever need someone to talk to, message me :)
notme1131 8 months ago
You can read minds???
SKRIBBLE4ME 10 months ago
Its a good video with an important message but I didn't like the fact that it only showed very very thin girls - thus giving viewers who watch this the idea that if they do that, they will look thin because those girls were all thin. I'm a bulimic myself and thats the idea I got immediately by watching this. I actually liked seeing that and made me feel not to quit what I've been doing in hopes to reach that far, that thin. Get what I'm saying? Bulimics are not usually thin people.
Bella760205 11 months ago
EU QUERO PARAAAAAAAAAAAAAAR MAS É MUITO DIFICIEL ENTAO PARA NAO PODER VOMITAR EU QUASI NAO COMO
É TRISTE D++++++++++++++
MAS JA FAZ 3 DIAS QUE QUE NAO VOMITO
TOMARA QUE EU CONSIGA
dineny1 11 months ago
I like the video, but some of the words aren't true for everyone who is anorexic or bulimic. I'm both, and it's on my medical and psychiatrist records that I'm untreatable. I'm too much of a suicide risk if I don't keep up the eating disorders. I just have to do it the healthiest way possible, with multivitamins and psychiatric drugs at a time of day that I won't eat for a while so they stay in me. When my weight goes above 95, I start seriously tempting fate with the train tracks out back.
GhettoCow1 1 year ago
@GhettoCow1 your comment sounds a lot like where my life is at with my eating disorder.
shutupkevin316 11 months ago
Really, thin is the way to be. The media knows it. You know it (but try to deny it) and the enlightened ones know it.
While society will come to the aid of a nice, fit, thin girl...the same cannot be said for a healthy/chubby/chunky/heavy/tubby girl. Nobody likes a whale :p
DrinkFromMyThickDick 1 year ago
@DrinkFromMyThickDick Cool story bro
LilPiperBuddy 11 months ago
I'm a guy whose been trying out belimia but I suck at it...couple questions.
First, how do you manage to get all the food out I mean I'll drink alota water after I eat but I still cant seem to get all the stuff out.
Second, sometimes I'm just dry heaving over the toilet. I swear I'm gona pop a blood vessel in my damn eye or give myself a aneurism.
What am I doing wrong?
PIlotrcm 1 year ago
@PIlotrcm What are you doing wrong? You're trying to be bulimic... I'm currently in treatment for purging type anorexic. I've had to give up my job, my friends, my schooling, everything. I've been threatened to be sent to inpatient and have a feeding tube shoved down my nose. I have to get my vitals checked everyday and chug gatorade and smartwater like it's my job thanks to purging. Stop trying to slowly kill yourself.
Mikaelax0x0 1 year ago
@Mikaelax0x0
sooo, drink more water then?
PIlotrcm 1 year ago
@PIlotrcm just stop now. its a blessing that you suck at it. im great at it, i've lost 2 stone because of it. but at what cost? my own life? Its a disease, not a diet. if you're chubby then suck it up and eat less & work out & stop being so ignorant.
distantdreamer92 1 year ago
@distantdreamer92 YOU THINK ITS THAT FREAKING EASY?!
alwaysnatural100 11 months ago
@alwaysnatural100 of course its not hence why i've been doing it nearly every day for the last 5/6 years! but reminding myself how bad it is helps when i'm going through a particularly bad stage. desperate times really :/ .
distantdreamer92 11 months ago
Thx for posting this vid. It really gave me comfort. The thing with bulimia is that it is paired with so much shame. I just returned from psychological treatment but still I don't feel cured. Of course I know that that's normal, but I'd wish it were diffrent.
zorc2000 1 year ago
i dont have any eating disorders but everytime i look in the mirror i see this fat girl because all my friends are like 80 while im 98 for a preteen and i feel extremely self consious. i know i should just accept the way i am and know that i am beautiful inside and out but i just cant accept the fact that im beatiful.
animelover1082 1 year ago
@animelover1082
Well I'm sure you are. 22 is under the average. Please don't go down the road of bullemia. It's a battle you can only lose. You always gain more weight back than you've lost, and fuck up the inside of your body at the same time.
BeTheDeathOfMe 1 year ago
I've had an ED in only 2 years... and im so screwed up already, im losing my teeths and im showing symptoms on osteoporosis... Wish i never started doing this shit to myself O_o im gonna do everything to recover, i wanna laugh Mia the b**** in the face some day !! For those who are healthy, stay away from Anorexia/Bulimia! For those with it , Stay strong, find inspiration to recover, all of you deserves a better life than this !
Rt1234ify 1 year ago
sinead0x, you are bulimic... GIRLS, you should know, that a psychotherapy can help you! I am from Russia, my English is bad, but I want to tell anyone who has eating disorder - please, turn for help! I know,what bulimy is... And i know, that psychotherapy saved my life.
Ninok1988 1 year ago
Sure, obesity is an issue but, in my eyes, eating disorders are more important than obesity. Eating disorders can kill in a week. Obesity kills over years. We need to take immediate action.
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sinead0x 1 year ago
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@sinead0x, you are bulimic... GIRLS, you should know, that a psychotherapy can help you! I am from Russia, my English is bad, but I want to tell anyone who has eating disorder - please, turn for help! I know,what bulimy is... And i know, that psychotherapy saved my life.
Ninok1988 1 year ago
@sinead0x how often do you do it? do you over exercise and took other dieting medicine? other symptoms?
lledwig 1 year ago
@sinead0x totally
boots992134 1 year ago
@sinead0x You have an an Eating Disorder, yes....but it's not bulimia. It sound like you either have EDNOS or are a purging Anorexic. Either way i really hope you get the help you need and deserve. I wouldn't still be here if it wasn't for an AMAZING team of specialists.
If you ever need to talk you can message me,ok?. Take care, sweetheart.
Alliewilkinson 1 year ago
@debbiehardy3 : i need your help , i struggling with the disease for 9 years !
iamjoycee1 1 year ago
whats the name oft his beautiful song?
TheSchokki 1 year ago
There is puke on my walls, puke stains on my rugs, stomach lining running through the pipes most likely, food underneath my bed, and scales in the bathroom. I have a normal weight. BMI of 22. people tell me I have a gd body. If only they knew how bad it was inside. :(
walktowardsthelight2 1 year ago 69
@walktowardsthelight2 im exactly the same! im tryna watch these vids to stop myself doing its never that easy. properly crying right now.
distantdreamer92 1 year ago
@walktowardsthelight2 I've had bulimia for 20 years. It never goes away. What I've learned all this time is that it doesn't make you lose weight. Another thing I learned were all the health issues that came with it. As a result, i have anxiety, depression, bad teeth, abrasions, absent period and digestive problems. I am too ashamed to talk about it. Get help now before it consumes your life. Don't be like me. If I die, it will be because of this. I am getting help soon.
Bella760205 11 months ago 2
@walktowardsthelight2 same here...boys like me..i have BMI 21 and a lot of muscle but i have really bad bulimia...cant stop:/ any ideas to help??
katie0095 10 months ago
@walktowardsthelight2 You made me cry :( I am the same
Mokumokuren13 7 months ago
@walktowardsthelight2 then do something about it. Be strong, go in and get help
elibeth121 6 months ago
Thank you for posting a serious video about bulimia that does not glamourize it. I have anorexia and am in recover and i have lost 3 friends in my recovery center from bulimia. this video means alot to me and im sure to those whose lives are affected by this awful disease
XxKakashigrlxX 1 year ago
@XxKakashigrlxX I wish you the very best and a very speedy recovery, you can do it
elibeth121 1 year ago
I have tried all sorts of "safe ways" to lose weight . they DONT work . i wasnt losing any weight .
now i tried this , throwing up what ever little bit of food i eat . and this seems to be working . real fast .
waseem1173 1 year ago
@waseem1173 It might 'work', but you can't do it forever...and you will eventually gain the weight back. You're better off eating sensibly. Easier said than done, however..
sdclub100 1 year ago
@sdclub100 i only take one proper meal a day . i think thats sensible enough ,
waseem1173 1 year ago
tomorrow i start treatment and im so scared. i need treatment to get back to work. becasue when i got home today i had a note from my landlord saying they want rent or im gone. but im thinking of running away sometime soon one day. my family would be happy with me far a way and gone, i feel so alone.
shutupkevin316 1 year ago
@shutupkevin316 you can write me anytime you want to. I can guarantee that your parents love you and running away is not the answer
elibeth121 1 year ago
@elibeth121 i did not in treatment long at all, i only stayed 3days then i signed myself out. i really though of running aways so my parents dont have to deal with this anymore. im thinking now that im have to learn to live with my eating disorder for the rest of my life. its starting to affect my work i was full timei cut back to part time becasue my body cant handle full time right now. im scared.
shutupkevin316 1 year ago
@shutupkevin316 I'm so sorry that you feel alone..and abandoned by your family...treatment and recovery is hard; I know. Keep strong. I'm praying for you.
If you ever want to talk, message me. I'll listen.
sdclub100 1 year ago
Ive been doing it for 3 years its so hard to stop its finally affecting my body...but i cant stop.
aasp126 1 year ago
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elibeth121 1 year ago
It's hard to feel comfortable in a body that is constantly self-scrutinized and perceived to be perpetually on display for others. What's more, this preoccupation/identification with how we appear disconnects us from how our bodies feel on the inside.
What if instead of focusing our energies on our external appearance, we paid more attention to our inner sensory experience? Indeed, an essential facet of practicing peace with your body, which is shifting your attention from your body
elibeth121 1 year ago
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elibeth121 1 year ago
@aasp126 you can stop, you just really have to try and want the desire to recover, it is possible
elibeth121 1 year ago
ive been dealing with it for over half a year
brooknicole78 1 year ago
I hate my bulimia, it's funny how you put =that song on as Christina's songs really help me through my bad days.
xomeghanxox 1 year ago
@carlilovli god that's rude!
selenesarah17 1 year ago
eat raw vegan if you want to be healthy and thin. with living food you can eat as much as you like and you will NEVER be fat. in fact its literally impossible
yozeroz 1 year ago
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elibeth121 1 year ago
@carlilovli I think this person is just trying to help people.
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elibeth121 1 year ago
i have bulimia and it started when a boy that i really liked called me fat i think i am fat im 170 at the age 11 i am 12 now and its not working i am now 120 and i am still fat i hate myself and i hate what i look like
mileybug78 1 year ago
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elibeth121 1 year ago
Bulimia kills? After 23 years, I'm still waiting...
5girlzone 1 year ago
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elibeth121 1 year ago
My friend wanted to know "how to be bulimic", I refused to tell her. I wouldn't wish this upon my worst enemy
mhefhef123 1 year ago
@mhefhef123 They isn't a "How?" to being bulimic. and if she thinks they is then she very wrong. The first time i purged, I never knew it would be just that once, once enter the spiriling web, its hard to escape luckily i did. but most get trapped and never escape. please tell your friend if she is thinking of entering the life of an ED person then tell her to go see a doctor before she screws her life up.
redeyedangel09 1 year ago
@redeyedangel09 Very well said
elibeth121 1 year ago
@elibeth121 Thank you. :)
redeyedangel09 1 year ago
I'm 15, I didn't even know what bulimia was the first time i vomited, i just knew that i'd eaten far too much and i was fed up of my appearance. Nothing else seemed to work. I used to hate it but now it seems routine- i eat a whole pizza and then throw it up- it's the only thing in my life that i can actually control. I'm trying to stop because it's ruining my teeth, i've even looked at horrific videos but it's hard to stop once you've started because you feel the need to vomit after one bite.
Taarable 1 year ago
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elibeth121 1 year ago
blumia is a hell make everyone aware of it
sandhusydney 1 year ago 2
could really use some support I have delt with this disease alone for seven years......I feel better knowin iam not alone because it feels ;ike nobody i know understands me
Mugzsta 1 year ago
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elibeth121 1 year ago
@elibeth121 Yeah the same. now i know whats its like to go through one. its horrible and its nasty and whoever has an ED to get help. I have 2 "ANA" friends, Anna who likes to be called Ana and Suzy, Anna i've met in person as she lives not too far away, i asked her to get help but she won't so they's nothing more i can really do for her and Suzy was anorexic but recovered thank god. :)
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elibeth121 1 year ago
@elibeth121 have you had an ED?
Yapiej 1 year ago
i liked this video! everyone who suffers from it diserves best life! i hope one day and i also could be free from it...
Lennieice 1 year ago
its so true that not all bulimics LOOK bulimic...
ravengiggles39 1 year ago
you know its wrong, but you can`t stop...
you dont think you need help.....
thinspogirlxx 1 year ago
I've been bulimic for just over a year, I had a friend who died at a normal wieght and seemingly healthy after only a few months of it. Never under-estimate the dangers of eds.
255abigail 1 year ago
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fmaotaku2010 1 year ago
When there is no one else look to Jesus!!!
BlackPearl330 1 year ago
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elibeth121 1 year ago
is it bad that all the thin girls in this video only made me feel worse about myself?
fluterbrd1 1 year ago
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elibeth121 1 year ago
I recovered for more then a year or so, after suffering for a very very long time.
And I swear, it is possible! It is very hard in the beginning, and sometimes I lost myself again and again, But you must keep on saying I want to be normal I dont want this I'll hold on. It works I swear.
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elibeth121 1 year ago
The sad thing is I realize how bad for it is for you but the more i know the more i cant help but to do it. Do you think maybe im slowing killing my self?? I think deep down I do but i can't stop. I want kids not now i'm only 16 but in the future. But I don't think i want to be around long enough to get that chance, I don't think i will be around this eating disorder is killing me and no one knows it.
kidoimnot 1 year ago
y would gurls and bois do dat??
i mean- u can just go on a diet with yummy healthy foods
and sum bulimic people r perfect the way they r- i mean there in great shape
and its not becuz the apperance its about wots insyd...
GuiltyVampire108 1 year ago
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elibeth121 1 year ago
This breaks my heart,.
zsaosean 1 year ago
This is so real :(
It's like being stuck in your own body..
You can go check my video of Anorexia, Bulimia on my account. It explain what i'm really going trough in images =/
OoOAudeOoO 1 year ago
I had bulimia for 6 years. I now have anorexia.
If there is one thing i would like everyone to know its that bulimia is so much harder to deal with mentaly than anorexia. Its torture and i hate the way people 'look down' on it. This is a good video. It sends a harsh message....bulimia kills. If it doesnt kill you it will kill your soal.
Please try and recover...dont end up like me.
-Jade xx
lucyluluish 1 year ago
Every time I'm reminded that I'm not like her or her, or her, or how much I've fucked up in my life- I go to the kitchen and subsequently the bathroom. People always say you need to love yourself before anyone else can love you. But I can't love myself in the culture we live in, hating yourself and striving for perfection is what women do. I just want someone to love me and give me the incentive to get better. Until then...
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elibeth121 1 year ago
@lumyn I know how you feel..been there exactally. The culture we live in is impossible when it comes to loving and accepting ourselves..but keep holding on. It is possible to recover. If you ever need someone to talk to, or just someone to listen, message me.
I'm praying for you,
Sarah.
sdclub100 1 year ago
@lumyn I care for you, and you need to know I will be here for you , anytime you need me to. If you need someone to write to, go for it. Dear, is not the culture that is preventing you from loving yourself or at least liking yourself it is you, it lies within you. No one is perfect, no one., and if you strive for that, you will only let yourself down. I know that you want to let this go, and you can, please go in for help and get well. You can get your life back
elibeth121 1 year ago
@lumyn I know what its like, only i think i'm just a binge eater and i feel so sick atm and i'm like i feel like throughing up...
madamfiction 1 year ago
Its so awful 2 know that so many ppl have eating disorders that they could die from.
2 any1 who is suffering from an eating disorder never give up.
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elibeth121 1 year ago
Wow anyone with this diesease does have the power within to beat it. It kills me to think that you can't find it even if u think your just another looked over person ur not u r important and do have a purpose. Beat this help others help the 4 yr old that may become this oneday. your voice can be heard this mayb the reason u were put here to exper. and teach others
lokin72783 1 year ago
my name is jacky i am bulimic and only 18.. today i binged and ate over 2000 calories at once... i went to the bathroom and couldnt puke...instead blood came running down from my nose...and now my body is trembling...i wouldnt want anyone else to go through this...i will eat this thing
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elibeth121 1 year ago
Wow - VERY powerful video. ~ Glynda
texasauthor1 1 year ago
i've never been anorexic nor bulimic so i guess that i don't understand how u feel but let me tell u something..
it's a disease yes and it is hard but it can be beaten, u need to be strong and find peace with urself and be happy with the way you are or u just will never get the chance to be happy and enjoy life! there's a way out, u have to try it and succeed and don't let anybody or even ur thoughts tell u the oposite :] don't give up please u can do it! have faith i wish u luck
PsychedelicChick126 1 year ago
I don't disurb shit I'm gonna die from my disease so just leave me the fuck alone
piercegirl1 1 year ago 6
@piercegirl1 me 2!!
tatulover2120 1 year ago
@piercegirl1 I'm a survivor you don't have to die. Talk to me. Please. I was hard core for 10 years. I hope you are still here piercegirl1.
debbiehardy3 1 year ago
bulimia does make u thin its bcoz u dnt notice it as u think u r fat am the same i dnt think it wrks on me but c the mount of people that say to me the weight i have lost but at the same time i dnt believe them
19charybaby82 1 year ago
i dont care if it kills me....i CANT BE FAT!! Id rather die skinny than EVER even be close to fat
tatulover2120 1 year ago 2
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elibeth121 1 year ago
@elibeth121 being normal isnt good enough for me
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elibeth121 1 year ago
@elibeth121 for some ppl its hard to be really skinny and healthy w.out anorexia or bulimia. Like some ppl just arent blessed w.the extremely fast metabolism and can eat w.e they want such as me
tatulover2120 1 year ago
bulimia is not a lifestyle. It is an eating disorder that will kill me. I love this song because i will fight to win and over come this ed with help
thin101able 1 year ago
@thin101able you will if you want to! stay strong! you can do it
losebreath 1 year ago
@thin101able Good for you, you can do it. You can find yourself again and build that self esteem. God be with you.
elibeth121 1 year ago
@xscaredycatx Starving etc. have NO LONG-LASTING EFFECTS., MAKE ALL WORSE.I wish you good luck. Ask for help! (I understand it's hard).
chandal09 1 year ago
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IT'S POSSIBLE,DO NOT GIVE UP. when you reach balance with food and do regular exercise, you'll see how fine you feel physically and inside. But it's important to find peace within yourself before and look for the causes. I've never been bulimic nor anorexic, just had some little binge, general disorders, now I'm much better although I need to drink and eat sth sweet late in the evening..due to downs of sugar.
chandal09 1 year ago
Its easy for you to say stop living like it, you have never been through the pain, of throwing up everyday, or being superskinny, im anorexic, its like torture.
WhiteGirlPride 2 years ago
I never thought in a million years I'd be sticking my finger down my throat. Bulimia just didn't make sense to me.
But now...it does...
xMitsuki13x 2 years ago 30
@xMitsuki13x i feel sorry for u plz get some help its a sickness
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boomcc1 1 year ago
Song?
LiveLoveCheer247 2 years ago
@LiveLoveCheer247 Voice Within -Christina Aguilera
hizzgurrl 1 year ago
trusting the voice within is what got me into this.
xfashionnxx9 2 years ago
It's torture, you wouldn't understand if you didn't have it. !!
stefh320 2 years ago 3
Oh wow.. I'm 110 pounds, 5'5", healthy weight, and suffering from bulimia. Of course though, no one suspects anything... I tend to overeat, lose self control then starve myself for days until I repeat the process, over excercising until I can't take it anymore and eat everything in sight. It's torture, you wouldn't understand if you didn't have it.
vikiwozeya 2 years ago
its not that hard to deal with its just hard to stop, cuz like when i eat to much i freak out and purge but sumtimes if i havent eateen to much ill just exercise
774moocow 2 years ago
im on my way too die..
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elibeth121 1 year ago
Bulimia is hard to deal with. I should know. I have it
maltese4563 2 years ago 28
@maltese4563 i have a very mild case of it, but i only do it like a once or twice a week, and only a little of it comes out. im doing way better than when i first started out.
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elibeth121 1 year ago
@elibeth121 wow, really? thanks for saying that [sarcasm]. As long as I find a point where I fully stop having bulimia, then thats all that matters. what you said was just uncalled for.
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elibeth121 1 year ago
@elibeth121 yea i know, and thanks
RockRita09 1 year ago